Before a million people message me and tell me that I spelled Epiphany wrong; I know. I intentionally spelled it wrong. It's supposed to mean a misguided epiphany, or a jaded feeling after aforementioned epiphany, thus the misspelling.
On with the show.
I am a submissive woman. I am newly turned 18, but have long been told I am an old soul sandwiched between a slice of reality and a slice of imagination, slathered with a bit of "Are you fuckin' For real?"
I've got a vivid imagination, a wild fascination with the world of BDSM and a longing to learn from whomever would like to teach. That does not mean I belong to you in any sense, except, and hopefully, friendship.
I was asked, by a close friend who is also on this site (No, I will not give their name), what it is I'm looking for in this particular lifestyle. Well here goes:
I am looking for reality. This does not mean only real time, however I value my body, and have never once trusted anyone online, and will never trust anyone to let them view me naked on a webcam nor to have phone sex with them. If you don't like this, then good luck on your search and your journey.
I am looking for someone with intelligence. I don't need you to be a genius, nor do I need you to spell everything correctly in correspondence, or anything like that, what I do demand; (Yes, haha, submissive demanding.) is someone who can hold a conversation about things more important than sex. Sex is great, yay. But my world does not exist to get screwed. In any sense of the word.
I'm not too demanding, am I? Haha!
What I'm offering in return:
A submissive woman. Notice I didn't say door mat. I am a woman with ideas and thoughts and all those exciting things that throughout the centuries has got us women into hot water with you men folk. (Cool points for anyone who got the sarcasm there.)
A person with limits. *gasp!* Limits?! Really?! Next Please! If that was your response, please do look at the next girl. I do have limits and I have boundaries, and I have hard limits, and not so hard limits. I want and yearn to be tested, for my boundaries to be pushed, though not broken. I don't want to be broken. I find it interesting how people say they have "No Limits". I'm not downing them whatsoever, maybe they don't. Maybe if a potential Master/Mistress has an avid interest in watching spiders crawl in and out of your Vah-jay, it wouldn't bother you. It would sure as hell bother me though.
Many people would like to believe that the common sense rules of morals and legalities should apply, however that's not always the case, so I put it out there, I am NOT a No Limits sort of girl.
A Person who will challenge you. Yes. I will challenge you. I might be a bit brassy, mouthy, or otherwise my lovely Southern self, but I won't disrespect you. I will challenge you to be a better you, and I expect the same in return. Challenge me. Make me fight. I'll love you more for it in the end.
A person who (in time) will love you. Trust you. Confide in you. Put you above all others. Need you. Lust you. And of course, Submit to you.
So if any of this sounds good to you, please feel free to drop me a line, and let me know. All I ask is that your email be something more substantial than a "Hello." or an obvious cut and paste. I promise you to be quite substantial in return.
