i have tried to ignore the desire to serve and only found unhappiness.? I have been in long term vanilla relationships that have always left me unhappy and craving more. ?I sometimes wonder if it is really possible to find what I'm looking for and I still believe that I can. I would love to be able to find?a Dom that I am able to blend a portion of vanilla and D/s into our relationship but always holding onto the idea that I am owned by him regardless what we are doing.
I am looking for someone that is single and is no more than 10 years older than myself. ?Sorry I don't want someone as old or older than my father. ?I'm open to talking to individuals because you never know where you are going to find what you are looking for. ?
Communication is the key. ?I need a relationship were I'm able to be open and express myself, just as much as the other person. ?I'm in no rush to submit to just anyone...I'm willing to take my time and know that I'm making the right decisions. ?I don't believe my submission can be defined by how i type...so if you are the type of Dom that believes that it is punishable offense for forgetting a "Sir" after every word or I didn't?capitalize?the right letters of certain words, then I'm probably not your girl.
I have a mind. ?I love using it. ?I didn't go to college to be a doormat. ?I am a firm believer that I'm capable of being outspoken, intelligent and an equal to men across the plane. ?The difference between men in general and the one I'm hoping to submit to is simple...one will get my submission and love. ?Even in that setting, I don't want to be considered the equivalence of a washing machine or a chair. ?I'm not an object. ?I'm not a property. ?I want to be a man's treasure and I still believe even in my submission, I can still be this. ? ? Oh and my name isn't Rose. ?Just the screen name I picked out. At some point, I might share my actual name. ;)
