DomesticTrainer

my changes .
dracol,
Larry, I Do not in any way feel as if "We" rushed into anything, you found yourself in need of being a submissive for a time in a time of submission to the whims of a whymsical fate. this does happen. most who read my journals are halfheartededly reading them and do not believe as I do about the fates of time and karmatic climaxes. Well in life you must believe in someone , something, somehow , someway , eventually . or you will have a big problem with who or how you are. I love who you are. the great guy with the smiling brown eyes and face of the greatest cherub submission in this grand scheme of life. even though I see no record of you in the room of giving up the token outwardly, you in writing say you have given it up . if so where are the cuff and collar with locks and keys?(found them)

a clean break/ not break up. we will always be family ALWAYS! My ritual wich you watched last night was before god and Goddess . very special... thou shall not throw it in their faces.

onward Ho!
th night mare
my mother/ myself my brother all in real time real places even my loving father who has never hit or raised a voice to me . were at me . taking my things . my mother who caught me off guard kicking me in the back repeatedly(feeling real pain in my dreams isnt the gift I asked for but got.) everything I touched turned to soggy soaked falling apart tokens of what they were sopposed to be. if I touched a doll in a box the box crumbeled. and I screammed and cried . I remember one sceme vivi dly. the doll was wet an blonde hair I yelled as water came from my throat onto the floor my words were as knives."I was saving these dolls for the baby girl I was to have someday"
I opened my closet as the doors fell apart ,rotted and 3 different rotting bassenetts came out of it, tumbelling down next to my feet. pushing me aside. I turned as my father pulled the telephone out of the wall." how will I retrieve the numberes of the people I need and love? he replied I dont know , nor does it matter , you are leaving and arent our problem now. my mother wanted my credit card my money and every other thing I had , she warded my father not to try to lift something so heavy , he'd hurt his back. but shes the one who fell down. then IT was my turn vengence was thine, I kicked her repeatedly. harshly and without remorse. and having broken the wiccan rule to harm none. I still felt nothing but rage.
the thing about this dream it was vivid, I was able at one point to awaken myself ,although it was to my own screams and sobbing.
the colors in the dream were smeared watercolors, everything appeared to be made of paper, so it ripped apart easily like paper wet and soggy,why do I dream so vividly and always remember such fine details. the phone was blue and I had a pink phone. my babysister had the blue one. she wasnt in the dream. my brother was but was seemingly afraid to become aparent.I remember mentioning michael who is recovering from and accident , that I wouldnt be able to get the telephone number , because of the ruined phone. they didnt seem to care a bit.
onto how I really feel. as Honesty has always been the policy dracol,I never forget servitude, gratitude, inititive, or friendship.
I don't forvige laziness in chores, hygeine, 'Promises especially" I promised to try to make the best submissive out of you as I could despite limitations.
you do have a temper, controlled at best, yes you grew up with grown people and dont like to be treated like a kid or with kids gloves. so I wont do that to you. you dont see yourself in a domestic servitude position, nor can you be a masochist , you are a pleasure submissive who hasnt the gall for it at this time. you need training to be more outgoing in the areas you seek . and to do this it requires many many hours of it. I cannot do it for you. you are making progress. to hold a conversation, to make and carry out a high tea or a lunchon for a family to be a Major Domo. is what I see you doing. if you stay in the submissive position. without makeing major mechanical body changes , seeing a doc about the parts that hurt your life so badly (knees etc) perhaps a lifestyle friendly person to really talk things thru with) someone who has no interests in the real people with whom we interact. your choice.

MistressKriss

rise and glow. lifting trucks in tow!

 the boys are gone on an airsoft binge and dads playing the the little ones whilst we go shopping again. my boys will be with me today. and dont think we will not be at play. after the swap meet the grocery the petstore and DommeDepot we shall come home. put the potroast on, make th bed and unmake it again. pull out the ropes and toys and skirt the 7 deadly sins.

 in loving honor and devotion every one I have a million things to do and your not one.   lol i made it in rhymthic pymtamitor(i cant spell but you know what i mean.)

 ill write later on.

 Dominately yours MistressKriss

 sartdate 2012 january 6  12:36 pm

 awoke to telephone of pick up meds from winndixie pharmacy. yuk..

 then another call.  dont remember that one.

 OH CRAP  Migraine aura hits. hit panic button call eddie bring in meds fast  hit it while its just starting . or else 3 days of agony.

 feeling better Urseus called Dracol texxed me. my boys checked in. I think they were hessitant because of the migraine and work.

 never be aftaid to call me t a reasonable hour unless emergancy. someone is always up!

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 errands are a must or we dont eat!~ also my dumbos are about ready to leave the nest. quantico is a bust I think but, he has til the 11 th to get here. he plays a dangerous game and will pay dearly for it. I do not play head games I play for keeps and it's not a just a lifestyle and a JOb. its whom I am

 gotta have a job to be with me.. child or adult . no outside job. you will work your butt off inside and outside and scene each night to make my pleasures.

 ask dracol. he does things he isnt happy with to prove his adjusting to my  tastes. he puts himself into places hes unhappy to make me so. and does it with  love and I take great care of him.

 hes such a man. a great submissive. and soon so verry soon he will begin the harder protocols. as will urseus my cave bear.

 we will roar and growl, and grow as a family.. no one jealous of the other.

 I can type and think slower on  here, meds -they slow me down and make me weary l but think of such painfully delicious things to do. beware you wimpy people who think you can cope and enjoy at the same time. you may not  do so easily.. untl tonight. please read the journals. and remener lies will get you nowhere but out! forgotten like a scrap of toilet paper used in dissestery.never to recover.. think it through before you lie to me. its unforgiveable.

 stardate 2012/1-4-8:07

 journal entry

 wednesday. the children are in school/ the grown folks will play and rest and play  some more. today I saw my masochist mike. strong and deticated to me and his work.  a good man all around.

  has what we did. good work all around . hes a champ. the work fabulous. pretty  and makes you want to go again and again. its quite addicting to one.

 works out, works hard at his job.

 my dracol. has a heart ache that I wish I could fix but I know that its a growing pain. I can only hold him and speak the truth and make his heart hurt a little less. It made me want to cry to see him so sad about what he hurt for.

the kids are well but trying to drive me to distraction i think, all are busy, my allergies acting up, sneezing head off.  having to cook for 8 each night. and its hard to figure out what to cook. tired of it.

 wish my sleep was very sound to pass the time day to day. shoping/ cooking/ cleaning/ try to figure out schedules / still no blood labs . im falling behind because I hate to drive my behind there/ not the needles but the drive there.

 alas the good stuff my  friends,  what tomorrow hold for the submisives I  dearly need , love, and wish to be with always. my two dearest  who are closest. one brother to take into his grasp in family and in to the fold as legally as we can in this lifestyle. the collaring of  carpathian/ Craig evan,(perhaps given a new name to go with his collar.) the double fudge brownie delight of days in as much as a vanilla setting unless we go to the woods day.)

 As he shall kneel  up olde style in my footfall, head down eyes down until told to gaze upon his Mistress for  the /first time in as much legallity as we can afford ourselves(the miletery does it all the time) and they call us crazy* taking the oath to:(you shall find this out tomorrow). recieve your collar. with brotherly love and family support (grown folks only you see. always until you love us no more.

 your cuff/ your collar

 Dominantlly Yours MistressKriss

 Summer

 stardate 2012/1-3

9:03

 tonight I find my self falling in love with my family: my husband all over again. my submissives. my children . all of them 6 at this point. the lifestyle lies strong. my religion. Wiccan of course. leads me to the astral plain. hopefuly to spy on craig this eventide. the moon is  is my shining star homeand the deep sleep is my way to his to see his sleeping form. he will not know if i make it to him this evening. I dont do it often as it can make you feel lost for a while.

 There are always small things you dont want to deal with betweeen him and I like the ex who hates me on sight and his having to put up with her until she is out of his life. . perhaps a backfire spell? the fates will have it their way anyhow.. (hell raiser)

 my draco. so safe compasionate, here always to comfort my soul, to lend a hand.  the children adore him And so do I. he might not be my physical type . but sense when has they ever stopped me. as my ever prevaliant mother has told me Kristina are you shallow?   of course not mother....

 and then there goes my mind into a heart as grand as gold. so /I raise a litle hell and dont break anyones heart. he has the slaves hear but  doesnt know it yet   he has to find it on his own, become comfortable on his own. forget about everyone else., they do not matter . only me and himmmmmmmmmmmmm

 they tease you and caress you and your lost in head space. frack them im in a special place An eternity can be longer than you know if you dont mind the matters. if you mind them all you cannot concentrate.......

 craig/ carpathian   do I need to give you a slave name?  whats your middle name? odd to be uneasy with craigs list killer.... grrrr bear growwls are sexxy but craigs killer is scarry in a bad way..... talk to me sexxy

 MistresKriss

 this entry is in flight . anger, disgust, abandonment of friends i thought i had. I made a mistake and it ends up on a discussion on another site we use . I know it will be ended soon but it was a thing of disgust to see.(ever heard the song " my skin"   perhaps you should!

 grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

 abusive dishonorable, dishonored. perhaps unloyal ? have I  failed to Dance the dance of Grace, to do the honorable thing at all times. I am the one with the answers when they  lack. so I take the precautions, learn the hard  way. no one was hurt. almost no one knew til iTold for someones benifit. perhaps not the right place but the right time to soothe  nerves.. I wasnt the grabby one with the foul mouth

 oleander blossoms deathly white , boxxes pulled and pushed my turn now to squirm.

 french

 hellraiser ,french,  my skin--------------------------------  take a look at my body

 look at my hands there is so much here that i dont understand

 if they say that promises whispered like prayers i dont need them.. ive been treated so wrong .(im becoming untouchable) finelinding tendrels that strangle the heart. i dont need them.

 what happened to loyalty? to chivalry? to NO lies? do you remember the way you touched me before?  all the trembleing sweetness a lifetime before, promises whispered like prayers/ i dont need them/ i need the  sadness the sweetness the darkness the weakness, ohhh I need this,  angel sweet love of my life! i need a lulliby a kiss goodnight  oh i need this! bettter shut your mouth, hold your breath!,

 kiss me now and catch your  breath oh, i need this!

 time to come down and be me again...    here makeing each day special for whom I am and whom  I have in my life. I have more than just me and the blood relations to think about and care for. more than a few look to me to make this rite. if shes beside me i know that i need never care. look into my eyes if your scared I ill be there for you my loves. all of you.  I will cary your burdens. allow me to carry your pain once in a while instead ,and its my gift. to you..

 Summer/ MK

 My Boys,  Mike

 Phil

 dracol

craig

  all of you are mine in each special way

   craig your collar awaits( you have but  to come to me  to get it.

Michael. I wished you had gone with your gut the last I saw you. perhaps you wouldnt be where you are now. heal fast but do what the doctors say. your place is still here.  hope you are better soon. did your cd make it thru the accident? (not?)

 in loving leather  MistressKriss

New Years day, now that Ive slept. a little. well most of the  afternoon

 WHAT A FRACKING PARTY

 I feel as if I went to Valhalia/  you know what I'm talking about! and make a real ruckus and returned a champ. I have a new maso soon to recieve his collar. and im done . The House Is full! no room aty the  Inn, no room for babies.  be careful what you say and do from here on. Im in controll and know what Im doing.  and if by chance the marine shows up oh well another brother .. well figure it all out then.   masos who drop in Phil!!~!!! and Mike , hope you get your bumms here soon.

 Im sore . tired. hungry  AGAIN what is with that?. cant type a lick. having to back space and rewrite everything always. im twitterpated? sooo much love to go round and no time to get a thing done. more poarerties to go to. . how did /i end up with so much stuff I do not even need?

 ,i ,id will not quiet and I only need to sleep and make ,y back stop hurting. what a rush It absolutly will not stop!!! hanna wherre  r    u ?

  a 24 7 body guard like her would do me some good right now. i can sleep and guard the house from whom ever/.//

 ed will be home soon and I shall  be in bed   resting and dong myself a good tun

 perhaps tomorrow i will visit the grocers and get the ginger for figging.  it never stopps around here. my  adopted son finally gave up and moved in. lesening my household space. however I love him and wouldt turn him away even if i had to slave sleep him.. there is much love in my heart. remember that my slaves and subs and just plain old lovers of my sopecial gifts of pain.

 dance the dance of grace and passion as well as that of valor and I will always be proud to call you mine

 when I can think. I will write :> see you soon. happy new year. safe journey!

 MistressKriss

timestamp 738 pm  tomorrow is the big party ive been waiting for and harrassing my self over for a couple of mnths. Myself and dracol are scurring about readying ourselves for the tenting out and th scenes we have to plan for . red ropes and other things. dont wanna spoint things. we have cooked and washed asn gone thru our baggs and are still not ready. so I thought I'd write to you.  perhaps to take the edge off. eddie is even making my dc for me to relax to if im doing a scene and need my inspirational music. nothing like  a little hellraiser to inspire you!

 but My boy is such a love. always willing to please. never topping from the bottom trying so hard not to push the obvious buttons.

 the cherries chilling inthe lava and the c hoc is coolin in th frid ge.

 the tatters in the frigde too

 its gong to be a fun party. I hope Belle is up to it all. if not she can sit and be beck  and called upon.. with all the helpo around she willhave a good time. we will tent out to leave the party when ive had too much. I tire easily sometimes and have been going strong there days.

 eiyher way I will feel safe with dracol  there he will nt let anything hapen to me as i wil car for him as well. he has his dragon side and they can  be vicious when provoked..

 if your thinkig about it I really wouldnt.

 a kyle messaged me on my cell today and then there was nothing i dont remember him. sooooooooooooo,, who ever you are info please ?

 there is still much to do as i need to pack and then put inthe car a whole household s   worth oc clothes and tenting equip..

 take care goodeventide

 in Leather and love MistressKriss

thursday

 today , an interesting day. J popped in for a chat and was his same old happy go lucky arguing or debating self.  hink he needs some attention..l we will see..

 dracol's stuff came IN!!! yay!! fitted and collared   so hes a happy subb/ almost wants to sleep in  it. have pushed some limits and he is learning them well. limits can be stretched and pushed but not broken. he is well fitted into slave sleeping and the lifesatyle and a happy boy.

 wondering how long he will be a wonderer. Hes very curious about almost every aspect of every kink. hard limits  existing in a sane world..

 mine and his almost match except my very sadistic.

 cant wait til the Party . people will be so surprised at his new self. confidant and openwide eyed ways ..

 its late and I miss my masos. see you soon guys.

 the marine I hope he writes soon.

 j do try to understand big dosent mean quite so different especially when your dragonhearted.

 Lovingly Dominant

 MistressKriss

 Summer

wed. 28th dec 2011,

 10:25, Rolling out of bed slightly after ten to find that I'd just missed him. he knelt by my bed this morning as all morning's so far and whispered that hed go attend the kids breakfast and if their meds were out hed manage that as well. . Hubby still out like a light and im barley awake thinking about him leaving me . I have to go to the groc store today and pick up a good collar for him. these things dont just fall out of the sky from the Goddess, although she does provide devine intervention if asked. (do not ask!0)  (men in green and black fall out of a clear blue sky and were friendly how  are you?!)

 have to get some Ginger as well for figging .. (grins at mike ) morning dear.

 also must buy hosery,. i hate buying and wearing hosery, i always ruin it on my knees doing my talented brilliance.

 bbl

 hey Im baaaack(from Indepencance day)!!!!

 tired feet hurting rope work to do. must pratice to keep skill setts, if you do not, you FAIL!

 many are concerned with my speed and typos!  well if you had 4 kids a hubby, 2 masos and a submissive youd be a little tired too.

 and!! if my Quantico marine  yes marine  cute too   shows up o time we will have a total of 4  one slave. one sub. 2 masos   hahahah

 you think too much

 you dare not to dance to the dance of Grace. fingure out out its a Leslie fish song and has much info in it. you might actually know me then.

 ALL IS NOT AS IT APPEARS,  THE OLEANDER BLOSSUMS WHITE AS SNOW AND DEATHLY PALE, LAYS ABOUT WITH SHIELD AND FLAIL , BODDACE KNIVES AND HATPINNS

 SOMEONE LOOK IT UP AND GIVE THEM THE DANCE CARD TO SHARE

 MK////LOVINGLY  Your Dominant

 time stamp. 9:39 pm on dec 28th 2011.

 here we go!

  last night he sleeps little . hes not used to slave sleep. (evil grin). must remember to bring in the camp matts.

 bad backs and hard floors do not match. and a good Mistress takes care of property. code 1

 not too much got done today,. dyed rope. now it must dry. (RED!) yay!    were gonna have a great time playing tie me up and tickle me draco!  yes I think I've decided on his new name.. draco. he has the valiant heart of  a dragon and sense the code word of oh my fracking god im almost at rd is dragon. and hes never code reddded   he gets draco.  hes expd. much in his education in THE YEAR OR SO HES RUN ON THE CIRCLE OF NOT SO CRAZY AS i THOUGHT i WAS.   sorry capps lock.. get used to craxy types .. its the way of a hard worker who has fiddly fingers and no dry ropes.

    he has a nice old couch cution to kneel up on and with a grin off of a cheshire cat hes a happy boy. Im thinking about a bean bag chair because subs/slaves dont use furniture around here. such a biggie. however some adjustments are necessary. when ailments are really painful...

 I find dracos demeanor to be jovial and curious at all times. he is not broken up over lost relationships that did him no good. this is a great growing for him. and i think  that he undertands that he will always benifit from any kind of growth even if it hurts a bit and dosent want to realize to heart at the moment.

 addended to//  draco is larrys new submissive name it denotes his heart courage and demeanor. he is also collared to his right leg locked. he wears my light weight lock.   can hide it from work and show it off for all to see when appropriate. smiles everytime it moves . such a happy boy. im quite happy yself..  perv the pic o n .

 however we all grow at our own paces.

 he stopped bu the store of his own time and picked up a clicker for training use and has yet to be shown how its used. (hm   later he will see just how useful it  it can be)

 Missing my Phil. hpeing he is gaining strength and not working too hard or having a glass too many.

 where is my mike? waiting patiently whilst I write tonight? or lurking in the distance and wishing it were time to visit the pain room again? I have such sadistic plans for you mi love... (evil smile and wringing hands)

 ya know when you post a pic of someones fav activity so far they really think thats all your up to. lol'

 they know not what I do.  evil laughha ha ha ha ha ha ha... I can be so ever much more evil and terrible to someone s not to gentle parts..

 now go to bed!

 Today time stamp is 9:53 pm on monday the 26th of dec 2011,

 first face to face and day with new submissive larry. nice bright cheerful morning. but was soo hard to get up out of bed.. stayed up late last night. talking  on chat live til almast one am. was a heart strings attachment like the fates were a  talking.. dosent happen very often. to come round again to an old friend.   like meeting the husband from a previous life or your mother from last time. it clicks.

 those of you who are Wiccan know the dance.

 It was a day of getting to know the moves around eachother . his mannerisms are those of a newly trained submissive. are getting better each hour. hes a keeper. some of you have heard this before and then heard me with a broken time string. dont think so this time. hes close and has manners, not. the kind of arrogance i've seen from some.  my phil is having difficulties with his mortality I think, and my mike is working himself into the early retirement home. stop it!!!!!!

  Im going to dye the ropes i bought and have red. to use at the [Party im going to and being escorted in style by Larry. gonna be a BLAST!

 rope and floggers and who knows what else.; im bringing the whole kitt! who knows what I might get into. so sorry that blue boy is sick and cannot attend and didnt have the get go to  be the attendant I thought he would be to a Domianant who really cared what happened to him. I worte to him  many times nd he gave almost close to a nothing,.. lies ?

 could be. hate to say so.

 remember the dance all. follow the steps. courage is a must. valor,  the old codes and I will pay attention. love your self and your Dominant. they notice the extra you put forth.

 MK out!!!!

christmas.

 Freaking the mundanes.

 Mom found my  facebook page from about a year ago today:<

 I cannot believe that she didnt get it when I introduced Tery as my wife to her several years ago ,, flat out and she shook her hand,, smiled at me and   showed her the house. while that relatiuonship was fast hard and the most amazing ride of my life ever!, We have untied the knot and made or way into another world to find eachother inthe next life. (see youagain soon my lover)

 Today was a wierd day as is normal or Id not write at all for you who are my readers.

 went to moms house (we dont do that often,  moms  not good with most people)  very domninant. although she dosent know it. dad had KP tonight, while we went to see the others inthe family a mile away. I got a Nook.  the elf cames and gifted all who were majorly passable. all were happy. i think my kids wanted to poen more when they saw the cousins wripping into the stuff that they didnt get. however my kids get much more . Were Pagan / wiccan and have many more Holidays and celibrations although they are about giving to others and the earth. they get days off and fun nights dancing by fires.

 I have a new special friend, we will see how far this goes, it's rather special, largest slave heart I've seen , no training, but could be the best of the bunch. has its own set of problems, partially owned, and in love with two i think. a hard case I dont want to have to make decisions on. he has to choose on his own, but as always Im willin g to traqin and spend the time for the good of the leather world. even give one pass out for the good of my larma. I'd love to give more out . however if it were up to mew I'd help ot every one. there has to be a stop point. I need to keep up skills ands cannot be seen as a softy. I know I am not . however I am also A  Wiccan Priestess who does have respocsibility to her flock.. I will take the cards and perhaps the incense for brabds pinpoint and needles for piercings.. this is gonna be a great time for all.

 damned wardrobe!!

 GoddessBless

 Phil please rememberme in your will so im not left to remember you alone. i want nothing but o say goodbye if youpass. to all my guys that is a plea!

 Dominantly

 MK/ Summer

thurdays morning.

 Sam hasnt answered my email. Everyone who reads these journals knows that he has been treading without grace and has thrown it away. so there you go.

 next!

I will not feel it this time. I go on and return to the dance with GRACE a dagger in place Boddice laced tightly and boots polished highly shinned!

 come and get me ! One Marine, one gill, and one blue boy who will be red! after them who knows one will fall into the cell.

 then the ride begins.

 I will Always have Mike and Phil, they are special, and neverending to me my life and my Sadism to their masochism. if this party i go to one falls out of then there we go. but that dosent mean theblue boy isnt spoken for   he is sort of on loan as he is still under consideration to another. however slavery is always your choice ,first  , that neverending gift to another. do not throw it out by not following simplicity, grace, valor,chivalry, love, and duty. it's too simple...

 more later on. im trying to figure out some things

 like how a stupid girl not even as old as my firstborn wants to tell me how to run my life  how to Dominate a slave who

 isnt collared to me. when shes a child and hasnt been trained a lick in her sorry life. poor thing  will be raped beaten and burned before shes 24. she knows not where she treads unless its only in cyber world..

 stupid hole...

 rant on 22 y/o cyber sluts done

  I am done with boys who think they can waste my time. The time i'm willing to put in is to be sure of whom you are and what you are truly looking for. are you a slave or are you a sub. there is a difference.

 DRESSCODE:::L

 Black jeans blackbelt with shiney buckle not cowboybelt style militery style, plain white teeshirts. black underwear bikershorts i dont want your boystuff hanging to the ground!

 protocols level 1

 (high) mistress, yes mistress, no furniture, except the toilet, your cot or pallett in your cell or cage

 med ) maam   thankyou , no furniture    ""

low maam  thankyou, you may kneel or remove yourself from the room unless called. stay out of sight on two snapps of my fingers. no  fiurniture, cell is fine to use your bedding and do reading or clean the bathroom silently.

 in stores high level protocol. follow instructions to a  T. carry packages open doors, be a real man with manners.. offer to others help  if struggeling and not too busy.  especially if we know them.

 always kneel after entering the room I am in ,to recieve orders and after finishing a task. return after each task. if you know the next task simply check in and kneel up for confirmation that we have no outstanding appointments.. read journals every day.  do and look your very best. engage your mind with music books and conversations. be smart. you might look dumb but you arent. not here. you drive I ride.  you defend if attacked . however i carry the gun. you carry a big stick and walk quietly  then beat the hell out of them jap style. training available . manditory..

  Dance the dance with grace and dignity. dont apply if you cant take the heat of sadism. Im not willing to raise your pain level from a 2 to a 9 . masos only. dont care how cute you are, how much you know. or what else you have to offer.. I am not flexable anymore.

MistressKriss

 tuesday morning,

 he didnt call, stupid excuses , again

 Have I been mistaken with kind words, gentleness, ever special favor. a faltering trained boy. splashing in a pool of bog and oil sticky with sweetness and perhaps lies. You have ALL been warned against.  tread with grace the dance, lays about with shield and flail this lady is  in the SCA and is as DEADLY as the male. even deadlier than ,shes A SADIST who can controll her temper. if he fails to call or write he wil be gone from my mind and another wil lhave his chance to tread with grace and dance the dance. be ready. new servicemen. your next if he fails

 more later. I will give him the chance..

 hope he does journals today.

 MistressKriss

 expanded

 he was given orders to call in and after speaking to him under 5 minutes . he said he would call in an hour . the call never came. Im again in strangeland. so unsetteled. to  know again what I HAVE to do. ("All of me ,Why not take all of me?") to release this lifestyled childer of mine. who dosent know of keeping in touch or dosent seeem to have the mind enought to be a sneaky inert and remove himself for 5 minutes to make that ever important  call.

 Each and every one of YOU KNow that daily calls or emails are mandatory. or else your released to your own devices. if he cannot do it he cannot make it back here in 3 months. how sad. I will definately miss such a sweet soul.

 what must be done will be done. not unlike giving a finger up to show you  have been disgraced in the Mob. outwardly everyone knows inwardly you cannot hide anymore. he was even cuffed. worked hard showed effortlessly how trained he was , never faltering until out of sight. and now im the one disgraced, i suppose showing that . I again picked too far from home.  I will not quit. I will go on. sam SHAME........

monday eventide. The Boi sam:

 I await a call at 9 pm, I hope he remembers to call. he is enclosed by family on all sides, brothers, cousins, children, mother, father, grandpa , mama. all the extended family to take notice of him. and the words he uses if he makes a call to me. He'd better not forget to make that call. he is to also furnish in a letter to me the information of family members names and address to where in the state he is moving to . It is sad that he has to go. but I do understand that he is a man of his word. there arent many of his age who would work so hard for their families and then go on their own to live with a Mistress to serve the lifestyle in a non- traditional familylife. this he has communicated to me clearly. I hope his heart is as pure as it seems to be. as mine couldnt break any harder if he tried to do it on purpose.

 to mike, thankyou for your submission, your joy and you rordination skills. they are very valuable to me always.

 to phil. you are no less valuable to me. even tempered, masochist, and  so very hazel like even though your still my brown eyed boi. always.. so many of you have made my life worthwhile.

 the bois who still want to come , Ive given you instructions on how it could work out. if you dont want to start a household close by then so be it find another to serve and suffer at the hands of someone whom has no heart and NO skills!

 I should give you warning that a thing thats done is done, you cannot just abandon it and go and if you do you may find out eternity is longer than you know! . look into Hellraiser by Tom Smith! he'll explain it all in detail/

 Dominantly

 MistressKriss

sunday night 9pm

 where oh where are you tonight why did you leave me here all alone? Ive searched the world over and thought i'd found true love , you met anouther and pppt youwere gone.  ever heard that one?

 it's off of an old hill billy political show making fun of everyone and everything but that stupid song stuck inmy head as I sit and try to listen to this French song over and over and over again.

 The real song I'm listening to is about love and the thousand of pieces that will never die or be lost because i've saved them n my heart. so when they do finally seem toget broken or lost they really arent. just saved up. yours and mine together for an eternity..

 are you still dancing the dance of grace and dignity?  slave sam, theres mail on your yahoo. do not forget to write back tome and dont be short about it. tell me your thoughts feelings and plans. I need to know your heart as you plan to go home to CA. work pack and return. it's a lonesome yule forme without you. even with my family the kids the relitives, thers a piece missing. it takes a moment for lost pieces of the system placed by fate to find one another and then part to  return once again. but it hurts deeply each time they separate, so dont neglect me.  grace, honor, valor, courage, strength,  all admirable , but simple vocal contact is beyond all soothing....

 remember me

 MistressKriss

saturday evening.

 the slowly falling feeling of having noone here

 the emptiness of no sam, no mike, no marianne, no eddie , the kids in bed , the alone feeling, wow,

 the silence of the house is almost deafning,  only the whirl of the fan to hear, when the music i usually have beating out my eardrums isnt there tonight. I miss my team. my loves.

 the cat was a bastard today and one child sick. oh Goddesss why me today. ?  It was supposed to be a fantastic day! a cold front moving in perhaps to make my head pound . no no no!

 I will throw a fit like hell hath no fury!

 but alas, what good would come of it? it's simply that I miss my slave sam and my gf and good friends and that its later in the evening. and that tomorrow i have to go to town again. do not like to shop for food. even with a list.    ramblings of a mad scientist or a jock . hey ? who would you want on your side?

 Guesss i'm not making sense tonight. the ramblings and all, theres no mail in the box and nothing to perv on . i put up pics of the neato kind and few have seen  them but they will I would assume. but assumeing makes as ass aout of u and me. so perhaps I wont.  hahaha.

 christmas is cancelled this year. yule is a small celebration, and i do not like our fertility tree. its not no pizzaz.

 done til someone gives me a reason to write.

 MK

friday morning all journal readers.

 sam has gone home . but not without awaking me on time. kneeling quietly beside my bed. having showered  and asking if there were chores to do. he helped set up for a friends visit who is a maso . christmas present scene  for him.

 he also did the floors int he living area and offerd to make breakfast did boot polishing and worship this morning. who could want a better mannered boy. i will be lost without his servitude. he has an angels smile. i have many photos of him and I.

 on to this mornings work. and playtime . I  gave my masochist M a harsh spanking with the whipping stick.  he only adjested from time to tme and coughed. hes allegies or a small cold. and could stop smoking of he wished to live longer (get it?!!!!)

 the AFTER a half hour to 200 strokes he reddened sufficiently so i turned him  over bound cock and balls then gloved draped under him and alcoholed the area to start a crown of thorns. he put his arms over his head and readies himself . begging me to go slow so he could feel each one and remember it .I started slowly, making my plan and trying ever so hard to mind meld with im. to feel his feelings and his mindset. he wasnt scared just curious. so in went the first needle and it blead a bit. I dabbled a bit to clear the field of vision and he trembeled a tiny bit. not a word came out of his mouth or  a whimper either. ok, keep going. it took a good 30 -45 minuted music playing in the background to keep me n my place and not into a deeper lost sadistspace. I could have gone everywhere with him . but I am a good rule follower, dont break protocols and mind the sanitery protocol dont get bio on you. no matter what.  he took 13 isulin needles and I left them in about 15 minutes. then began to remove them. each one sliding out. he didnt flinch then either. a trooper , no tears he was relaxed and confidant hed acomplished and made me proud of his ability to take anything I could dish. he  blead a lot and  we did the holding pressure on them until he stopped bleeding then sent him to shower and applied neosporin, he was a very very happy person. and I will hear from him and see him after as always. hes a busy bee, but not too busy for me. ever.

 I wonder what hed like to try next. the knife tatoo? or  perhap cell popping. something very extreme. fireplay isnt too extreme. but we will seee.

 I know I have it good . good people and good friends. good chat friends and of course a new friend boy michael(yes another michael) but this one is totally different from you lowly ones with no dignity(not you mike) hes a  man who knows how to live a courageous lifestyle and  return a letter  with actual information in it.. lol

 wonder when most of you will learn how to write read or spell. follow directions or be a real person and not play silly games to occupy your time on someones dime other than your own..

   my boy sam I will truly miss you. come home soon boy.

 friday eventide, trying to write slowly, I met with maryanne for dinner and a chat, what a wonderful woman, confidant, bright and cherrie,  if in private a different way I will indeed wait to see. she will go to the party I think, not as  a slap in the face to others but as a step possitive towards personal growth. a good thing.. I have a couple of great pics of us together. and would like to post them. but will await a responce from her and ask before  I post.

I sure do miss you sam, your smile and charm, your warmpth, and everpresent service to the lady, be safe  my boy where ever you are and have fun with the family. write to me often. I know how hard itis to sneak away to collar me when the house is full and everyone would be interested in what your doing. . its always a challange to be where you want to be most in this life. and I know its home with your collar family.. update sam called me and i taled to him for a little while. all is well hes safe with family at a bar-b- que. he will of course keep in touch until hes home again.

 Dominantlly yours

 MistressKriss

morning, friday,I await a slave who has had extensive domestic training. whohas sais in a few months he will relocate. Goddess willing. he is due in ten minutes tobe here and confirmed on the way in.. today wil be a grand day and you will hear all about it later on , as I need to go and check the house and the appearance..:>

   addition to:

 he arrived clean neat and in uniform. as expected . hasnt broken protocol yet. andi dont expect him to. he willo stay until 9 am or so then travel home . until then hes mine. after a long trip to his familys home to wrap up business he will return. a promise made..

 hes helpful in ecery way demure, almost. not the kind of a man I would generally expect in a slave . however he is totally suiotable for this home enviromnemt. the kids love him and I think the owrld oif his mannerisms. hes a stand up guy to all tasks. cooks cleans and offers at all times anything i wish. I wonder how he will hold up after the chores inthe bathroom are done. because that when the test begins. .. an inspection and some real exchanges of trust. I know his limits and when to push them, what hes takn before and if to push them. I dont want a negitive exp. this time for him. he will be back ina few months time. we will be very close.  what I wouldnt give to put a lovk and key on him. that he wouldnt have to explain away. so a cuff instead that he dosent have to explain. will have to  be enough.. I will truly trulty mis him.  hes nbut a few feet from me and UI already do. hes handsome, quiet but funny. and i have trouble with spanish. but Im learning or remembering fast. I can learn anything except that darned french song!!!!! when he reads thisa he will know thats hes owned and needed. perhaps he can fix hios schedule to be here sooner. I surrely enjoyed the company and didnt have to beg anyone to go out with me today... tomorrow starts early. and its the kids last half day til after newyears.. I hope my blue boy will still go to the party with me.

 This young man has a slavesheart for sure .I can see it in his chest and it purs from his eyes. he could cry because of the release of it all. to be avble to serve to touch his Mistressess bootleather to feelher fingers in his hair. a mystical thing for him indeed.. a good boi. so rare these days.

 many think a snart asses masochist .I think sam. what a slave boi

 In love ,light, and Dominance,

Mistress Kriss

MK

stardate. who gives a crap

 i should.

 it's tuesday,

Tonight I run out of topamax a migraine preventivive, get ready to rock and roll. damed doctors with a God complex. may they rott inside a corpses shell.

 Im haveing a better time with collar me. I deleated everyone. everylast one of you people. the important ones know how to get intouch with me or will write to me as they should and if you dont who gives a flying unicorns arse!

 I lay awake all night running the scenes in my mind of whom i'd finally end up with. would it  a younger gent who is soo soo deep and has little time. or a  man who loves the family servitude but cannot keep up right now because of a job. there are but few even being comsidered,

Are you Fighting the good fight. reading the journals. writing everyday and calling in once in a while for your chance in the quarters. theres a girl who wants in. and shes close enought to be mine if she so chooses  and I could still have a boy. a full poly house.  ryk, are you even  in the mix. you seem so busy and I want so bad. however I will not chase you like a horney bitch in rutt. I simply will offer. and the party is still on. for you too MA. girl.

 dinner needs making and NONE of you are here even to lend a hand.

 a pity isnt it.  well as its been said before " Life is pain Highness""if anyone tells you different theyre selling you something".

 MistressKriss

lat night sunday night.

 a very good day and i slept like a marine in his rightful place .

 I had a friend come for a ruthless beating . who of course took it like a man. bruised, badly, still begging for more. and such a man. after he checked in today he said "More""?" And of course I accepted the challange  of anytime Ill step it up for you. next time it will  be the crown and heavier thuddier toys. wonder if he can sit after that? makes me think evil thoughts. Ill twist it and pull  it and twist a little more and see which play mates rise up from the floor . he bought damnation , the kind i had to give , and took it rather well so he can come back any time to live , play or go, and with Honor!

  huzzat!

 to those of you who are to come to me come with courage, honor, valor and truth. or Don't come at all. bring your smiles and good nature, your slaves heart for I can see around corners and thru walls. remember the witching hour, remember my religion and try not to dishonor yourselves.

 talk to you later  some by phone some on line. but later in deed. its dinner time 

 Summer /MistressKriss 

 and Dominanty yours

 Forever

Tonight,I went to gator Joe's bar and grill , a nice place to hang out and have a beer or soda of youre so inclined. Met some lifestyle people. had invited an old friend he decidedly declined. His loss, we had a nice time. she was rather pretty and he handsome. nice couple.  Friends for later opn most likley. lifetime friends , as fate has it we shall see. you know how the girls are those witches are fickle.

 I am sitting here after a while of sorting clothes and working. trying to sort  out a mess. my clothes dont fit me any more. I was sick and now im much better leaving much to be given away. and much to salvation army or to the abuse centers for christmas,

 tomorrow I have my handsome friend comeing to see me around noon. I pry that he has a safe journey to my home. and that all will go smoothe tomorrow. he is important tome. I am impressed with him very much as well as his submission. there are two things besides the ways of a mans body that attracts me to them. of course the eyes the mirror to the soul. and the way a man s manners and the way he submitts his ways , good manners are always the way to tell good breeding

. Im sad tonight. i miss the boys who are supposed to chat with me , they are off like others of the4 nonlifestyle playing.. so sad to abandon your Mistress.

 bad boys your gonna get it@!

Why, A wary word. a weary world,

So many liars, thievs of heart, of hope.

They know not what they do.

 or do they really?

 Do they play at this

as if it a game and

not a life they hold so dear?

 If they knew wrath

 THEY WOULD KNOW REAL FEAR

 that of a knife piercing the flesh

 that warm trickle running

 down the side of your fesh

 possibly their neck

 human animals, a bag of fluid is all

 some have no emotion never to groan

 cry ,feel

 anything all at

 whishing to die that lonley night.

when they hurt her badly by being the last little

 insignifigant stupid utterless shiftless lazy boi without  fight...never a man, a sniveling sack of bones and water good for nothing, stupid scat smelling around pharamones because  you cannot do a thing else for anyone.... Wrath Will win infinity......

Do you get it?

I'm tired, im weary im your huddled masses yearning to breathe free if you lift me high enough I will break out and make you everything you ever wanted to be, but do this dance with courage and grace ,tread with pride and a true heart of what you are and if you fracking lie to me I will find you one day.  remember me and what I pratice.I enjoy hurting the ones i do care for , but may I one day enjoy harming the ones who have done so to me

 Push me further;

 The sky is turning and  longing for something far away and the moons a teardrop as he falls away, as he runns down her face. day breaks on tenderness.oooh keep me happy...>>>>> a feeling has me and tells me it will never stay , day breaks on lonliness, if i could find a place to keep you happy ooohoohh keep you happy

 let go of yet another promising slave today for insubordination of the worst kind. the silent and deadly . no contact even though he had all the information he needed. whats up with the people who say they do not LIE and will not do me wrong? I try to stay true to my religion, my very heart. But GUY's
 I'M GETTING TIRED OF GETTING SHAT ON.If you want a grand a mighty woman then do your best to stay in touch and do your best to show the slaves heart you say your swore you had. a mans word is only as good as he is. and so many are simply shit!

Domme's please come to me privately I ill give you a list and a picture of each and every one who has done these things a to protect yourselves.

 my precious ones please keep in touch. if youve been offered  a place here  perhaps you should step up the process a bit. dont you think.?

 MK out...

rules

1) intro letters are essential

2) yes you will be chaste

3) be where you say and when you say you will be

4)make daily contact by email , check it often

5) call me . dont stay out of contact

6) i am not a patient woman. sadistic not patient,' do your best

7) DO not LIe

 8)do not waste my time. I have several to take your place.

9) dance with grace and dignity in any situation,

 will add more later or simply look them up in the journal.

 a bit of relief finally, will write later on. hopeful  seeing a bit of a small rainbow however i'm slowly taking a cleansing breath and my chakras are still blocked and crying aloud. .

 see you soon mike. seekingasadist)and talk to you again tonight i hope. weve fallen behind i think. guess Ive got some splainin to do huh lucy?

 love to my special boys and friends alike

 Mk

 Summer And MistressKriss

GROSS SILENT INSUBORDINATION

sats journal

 Im on my way to saying I've had it with all the crap.

 People do not read, write , know how to use a telephone, or use good manners. what in the world is wrong with human animals this day? I have 4 Michaels and at any point 2 get upset if I ask their screenname because their not added to my yahoo account by me? im gonna blow my Dom top. and skin someone alive. sew their testicles to their chins and then use a flogger to take them off again!

 what shall I do! theres not a person under 45 who has true manners or good taste in the bunch. and if they do theyre married. and have to sneak around.AND IM NOT A HOMEWRECKER!  GODDESS BLESS ME!!!!! when will it be my turn?

 if you are reading this then you have listened to what I have asked you to do. turn in your intro letter and show good manners and do not I meanDO NOT LIE TO ME!!!!!

 IN THE gODDESSESS grace. goodeventide.

 Summer

Today is Friday,I wonder where Michael is. I wonder if he is safe, and yes there is more than one Michael in my life right now. there will always be......Its Italian night:> where are you? what are you thinking? why don't you pick up the cell or write back? this is your idea of what absolute torture to your Owner is , isn't it?, you shall pay a penalty for it , no matter the reason.... to be out of contact with your family , your Owner, your home. so sad, to twist , it and to pull it and to twist a little more , to wait for your new playmates to rise  up from the floor. if you want to buy temptation Ive got some to sell come take that chance and raise a little hell.(you know when and where you should be.) so get here as fast as you can. kneel up. and bow your head little one. you are in trouble.......A single indiscression will anger your Summer, not make her pity you. sense when you do not have your cellphone on you?

And then theres lance. why no contact ? you now have 6 days, and a brother whos misbehaving and I'm worried about. I' assume your packing and wrapping up loose ends. your comfort would be amazing right now. as we have work to do tomorrow, a tree to find , and I have the deaded migraine requiring triptians and narcotics as well as valium. im sooo out if it. perhaps slowing down my typing skills. tell me is my typing better? you all can tell me that. my regular readers. you know me well enough. the rules apply. do you remmeber them?

 eyes down. perfection expected, refer to rule one, if in conflict with another rule. I always win. I have breasts therefor I win:>

 follow protocol perfectly. listen for the clues, figure out the riddles to excell. find the music and dance the waltz. you'll always win  if you can dance to the right tune. i know my brown eyed boy can- he has grace , courage and strength, if not the way to be here because of cure value. but he still is in my heart. I forgive but never forget a mistake.

 until later on my loves/ Dominantly Yours MistressKriss. to Some only Summer

I was so Impressed by the most recent interview  I had at the pavillion and in my home . it was a very cold ride home. I did give him the option of spending the night  in the slaves quarters, however I think to not worry the rest of the family. he chose to return and brave the whether. He is a younger slave and handsome. I will give him as much time as I can, however I don't know how long I can go without demanding that he spends the weekdays he dosent have to be home with me. So I might finish  his mannerisms off before the party and he will impress anyone with his skills. hes ever so handsome.

 I think of him often. for 3 hours today I thought of patterns of lancetts in his back or bottom to link up with the knives and then adding ink. I had a terrible headache and it took forever to get rid of so I was ever so ready to inflict  a bit of pain myself. which he would have readily bore for me.

He is such a quiet and special young man. I always ask .. do you have a question...? and he answers," I have some insecurities about my family needing me ." I have a close family and dont want to hurt them." he is a special one indeed.. what shall I do if i loose  him too?I know I show my emotions here but what Is a human without emotions? a robot. I know not to loose controll in a scene and never ever to harm a slave in anger pick up a toy or impliment in anger or frustration. I am totally looped on this one. he would gladly take the order of I will have you. but It is not fair of me to do that to him.l he has several dreams to finish this existance .. I am nothing but a fair person. I do not LIe or cheat.

If by chance you have caught my attention and have had several conversations with me and i have invited you to a live  in status then you are i ndeed special. however if you have fell aside and not done your duty then you have been replaced already and may not even know it yet. sad for you.

There is a wonderful party  that I'm going to go to. and whom ever had the gift of being my live in servant boy or girl. at this stage of  my life  will be my escort to show off . there will be a cram session because of the tardiness of your arrival. You cannot look even the least untrained. if I have to hyde you each day til you cannot stand up then so be it!

 but you will learn how to present yourself and do so , well.

I miss having a regular boi around who is capable of learning and doing the chores . the easy things in life are often overlooked. the satisfying things in a slaves life are overlooked as well. having that owner to tell you that youve done well, your work is  appriciated or not telling you anything at all but smacking the shit out of you. and then grinning whilst you stare at her and a single tear flows from your eye and then you drop to your natural state of being and know you are owned. finally understanding that you DO belong.... here...........

 I wonder how long it will take for my boi to read this ard realise that he is going to loose his place in the scheme of things if he dosent buckle down. tomorrow is wednesday and tonight he is to get a number,,,, tw'ould be so sad for him to loose out to a RX boi instead.. I hope you all read like your supposed to theres a wealth of stuff here that you should know about. your place and your sliding down the scheme of things.

 lovingly Dominant

 MistressKriss

 Many have jumped through the hoops of fire and burned so fast they barley felt the sting of pain. however there are a rare few who will make it in this  list of choices. a freak and a man who calls me by a season and a brown eyed boy, perhaps you. dont forget your lessons.  respect, valor, honesty,  pain,. there are many lessons to be learned.

  but to bed I go with a light heart tonight. thanks Mike

 MK

 wednesday, Ive been busy with interviews. yet I do not understand why I get so many people who have been in service and are seeking to regain service possitions . they are older than I would wish serving in y home. I want a younger person perhaps intheir 30's fit handsome or a girl in her 30's as well whos not a loose girl offerng her sex to anyone.. 20 years ago it wasnt so much about the sex it was about the service and some sex could be quietly expected or chastity expected. being that I am a family and only looking for one girl or boy to serve me and the rest I can help find theri real place inthe world if they pass the class so to speak. the olderstof them allhave some chance to anolder persons home to make theirhlives better more comfortable. but whenthey pass what then . owners dont live forever. i cannot take everyone. i have 6-10 new applicants out of area every day and dont even write them because its not worthwhile i send a quick message to them reminding them of the distance age and protocol specs.

 to be admired is a special to have a set of rules i will not break is a hard limit. I learned and got burned forever to never break again... nomatter your affections to a slave you never break protocols it will burn you so bad....

 im ready to train, I need an escort, to a party but they mist be able to demonstrate the basics of protocols and kneelup with the fancy highest protocols. whomever comes thru for me willhave to session for me, a few days before. its of the essence. must be perfect!

 Mistress out!

Sunday, the day most take to rest, the sabath, a day to keep in touch and go do the shopping for my home. a day to try to talk to the others whom are intersted. . Its been slow. too many aren't really slavehearted. just greedy bottoms looking for a place to jerk off and leave. a quick conversation looking for a web chat. which I will not give. Im smart. how smart are you? There will be no more out of state people without good reason. i'm tired of I will come to florida in two months time. sorry your place is filled up. the owners are starting to get antsy and are asking how many do I have for auction. endenturement goes well. but without the bodies to train and no one wanting to take a chance on having the skill set you have NOTHING, TO LOOSE OR GAIN IN THE LIFE YOU SAY YOU WANT

 so think on it . follow the protocol set out . im sick of the hello can we chat emails. i will deleate them .

 good day.

 MistressKriss

 today i await news good or bad, who knows but he makes me wait(he knows  it makes me unhappy to wait) yes he does it. he works today. I wonder does he think about me?

 it dosent matter

 perhaps later on i will come write more.

I've asked  j back and do not know how it will go. in  way I feel so stupid and in another way relieved. but is it to my detriment, or to my betterment. i shall find out soon enough.

 MK

The interview I had in gainesville was not quite as fruitful as I'd hoped it would be.I'd just had oral surgery and attempted to have an interview. It would have been optimal with  one of my special people to help out, there are only 2 that come to mind -one isnt speaking to me,

 and the other is in communicado because he dosent know I need him. so my fault totally.

 the interview was a very easy one . a fast friends type. he is the kind of man who would be fun, to take anywhere good manners  knowing how to present himself, and the only drawback is he'd have to be a drop in. not what I want again. (a live in) . will I ever have what I deserve? what I want. Id give up the school ,the furniture idea for monitery adaptment. if I was given this gift . There are so many who offer and are so far away and back out when they finally realize whats involved. I wish that they would do as asked in the first place.(read!) for informitive reasons. hell use a dictionary if necessary, but do understand whats involved. before you say I want to be yours. it isnt something I take lightly.

MK

 are you dancing with grace and beauty? showing your best side to me? remember I have a bodice knife. and  a sadistic side .  I am without a slave but it is self healing and a new boi is to be seen tomorow he is to be a fates surprise. there are many applicants , many letters. no females, but then i have my setting to males only right now. It would help if I want a girl to set it up for such.

  I wish I could go back to my old page but I am stuck with this one because of computer glitch. but if anyone wants to read old journals brand4utowear was the old page and journals: some have been moved here.:I am having an adventure tomorrow at shands hospital a tooth removed. and then meeting a slave .I hope im in a good mood I just might smile slap him silly and faint. immagine that?.Im quite excited to meet him and he me. but i hope all goes well. this is important to me. as i am still sad over  j   and still miss boycory.I think it would be a bad  idea to try to contact him  . even though im very proud of him and miss  the family .

 the holiday is  comeing around  a good slave is always a nice  addition to have around.

 Why when I put so very plainly that im not interested in someone whos out of the country or states do I geet so many or so old. so many are so fat and unattractive. im not a BBW or an ugly person I deserve to have an attractive person in my service.. please take note:::::

 im tired please don't take my time if you know that your playing around. Im totally serious  aBOUT MY FAMILY AND MY LIFESTYE!!!!.. IM A SADIST AND BECOMEING  ANTSY!!

Today I have a party to put on for children. and last night was a horrible night to go with out an attendant to be at my call. I was in fact  wanting to call that slave again. but I did not. couldnt take the time to make the situation more fired up than it already was. I knew that it wasnt fair to keep him in bondage to a woman so cruel and demanding when he had already given himself in slavery to another..sometimes letting go is the hardest part and you have to know when it is the right time.

 so my followers. it is your time to be enslaved and to be that piece of perfection that he simply couldnt be.? I will say no one will ever really be able to fill those shoes. he would have to give lessons in subjects that you wouldnt have a clue how to perform. however you might have talents better than his. show me, tell me ! show me what you are the best at . but always follow the Highest Pototcol as I will not hesitate ,will not stay my hand to reprimand you even if we are in public.

today has been a sad day in my home. I have let slave j  go into the rel world without an owner and without guidance from me anymore. he wont comeback. to all my journal readers if you wish to last in my favore' ,pay attention if you  pay attnetion, never stop paying attention to every detail. I am your first priority. not your comfort,  or your sleep or the many other things in a life that can come up. . I sit here today broken and misfit. because of something I cannot controll.

 This time  fate the 3 girls couldnt match what was handed to me.  I cannot have a slave who has no higher power. its too hard...

This is a new and rather  irking journal and profile page, but do as always pay attention!

 your rules are as always. court her gingerly and carefully or else you'll wind up  well ()

 oleander blossum blissin little miss..

 you know the song ,-deadly as the male.-

 new rules and not so new rules.  but new screen name/ favorites of mine seek out the old brand4utowear. remember me well and youll tread with grace.

 my slave has me quarried though he says he loves the service I am unballanced with his answers.. he plays a childs game of peeka boo worm in wood. dance with he green fairey.

 always I say the truth, and I feel as if I am being spoken to with wormwood or forked tounge. only "Time and tended Garden "will tell. but should I go about normal business with so many wanting and he being so preoccupied when I could build the school. freaking the mundanes!!! Im on SCA time when it 's on his schedule and his time. waiting as usual. I shall not wait. no matter the embarrassment, the emotional upsettment or the grief. the technological misfit that may happen. everyone knows how to use a phone. especially him...

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 on I shall not care until some sort of chaste worship and making up in person happens. im tired of chasing the good boi down. an equil relationship cannot happen not when a slave and a Mistress are to be one in space. he is too heady and a uniform dosent shead too well in this one.. he needs torture perhaps..

 MistressKriss

This is your Slave notice   to not read this page of notes , hints, and in it's entirity will get you nowhere. I do not want to interview persons outside of a 3 state around Florida area unless they can make an interview within a week, I am not a person who will wait around for you to get up the courage to decide if I'm real or not. 

i have Owned in the past and will againI also  run a school for the training of slaves . if you want to be trained in an old way to be sold in the end to a good home as a slave then perhaps attention to detail is quite important to you. The school keeps the money. and perhaps you will only be in a home shared with 6 others who work part time  coming in daily for 4 -6 hours working in the House to learn all you can, to be that perfect slave.

 Submissives may be trained in school however my specialty is slaves, their owners will pay for their training, it must be special training because subs have limits and slaves have none...

As of this time" I "am  looking for another slave (except perhaps a female" I will find a shinning example of  a  a human being .  however if you need to interview and need a reference to a good Dom or Domme in this area I might be able to point out a good one after considering your needs... good luck but do keep reading the journal as you might find valuable information to help you  along.. you may subscribe. theres a button on your homepage that links you up somehow..

 Bright Blessings and Merry Part 

"Good persons who want their slaves trained or who wish to own in the future their is a process to go through. please set up a time with me. this isnt a game. backgrounds and information will be checked out.." 

 AN INTRODUCTORY LETTER INCLUDING WHO, WHAT , WHEN, WHERE, WHY, AND WHAT YOU ARE IS REQUIRED IF YOU REALLY WANT ME TO RESPOND TO YOUR EMAIL. a copy and paste of what  is on your profile will not suffice as an introductory letter.

 IM OLD SCHOOL AND A WICCAN BE POLITE / ALL ATTEMPTS AT COMMUNICATION WILL FAIL UNTIL A PROPER ONE IS RECIEVED.\\\ DISMISSED!

 UNTIL WE ARE JOINED BY THE FATES.Fate is a funny Gal she brought me the greatest gift... .

A VERY SERIOUS NOTE TO CONSIDER IF YOU ARE TWO STATES AWAY I AM   NOT  INTERESTED!!!!!!!!!!

ONE LINERS WILL BE BLOCKED!

(Iam not interested in sex with a slave , it is beneath me.....)

I want polite, trained or not, boi or girl who can take pain, like it - or- not ,better if you do. My hearts desire is a slave girl. not a wanna be little boy ,who wants to touch me and tries to get off when not watched. I have vast knowlege of most BDSM things,piercings etc,. sadly not tattoo work although I do have art that is perm.. I know how to brand, do blade work, knot work,fire play. Breath blay, TOTAL BODY DEPRIVATION only high protocol;  vocal , eye  restrictions and several stage protocol. you will serve mostly chaste so do not ask about sex or worshipping my body in an intimate way(married)so lets see theres dull, sharp,hot, cold,and breathless. I dont do kids, animals, corpses,POO,things like that or cops. unless the cop is the slave (grin) its a religious,uplifting grounding, grinding ,unreproduceable feeling that leaves you feeling untouchable. do not  think to remove my words pictures as if you do you will be held accountable and wishing you were a sadomaso puppet and I was the string holder.

 Have a Blessed Day.

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