defyantone

I've always been submissive and enjoy that aspect extreamly so. Threw my wanderings ive come to realize a few things about myself. I am a private person but am slowly opening my self up. Baby steps as they say.... i guess im still trying to figure out how to mesh both of my worlds and up untill now my success rate has had it ups and downs. i am not a toy, a one night stand, a door matt, or a will to be broken. what i am is human. trate me so and youll receive my respect as well as my loyalty none of which are obtained easily.

What had inicially drawn me to D/s was the possibility of freedom... freedom from my throughs and the ability to be able to eventually relase myself to another who i could place all of my trust in (an extreamly difficult task).... so far i have meet many a friends weather they be online or RT ... and to those of you Thak You with much luv.

I have had a few sessions or expearences, most of them i remember but prefer to keep to my self, that in it self is extreamly important to me.

My transition hasnt been an easy nor do i think it will get any easier. I have a tendency to be cheecky, playfull, scarsactic but also loving and extreamly loyal.

I guess i am back and searching althought for what right here right now i know not... i think ill know once ive found it. I do know that im extreamly picky. A hard ass as some would say. If you send me an email and i do not respond right away please have patience .... i will eventually respond (unless of course youve been a jack ass in which case you've been deleted)

Hard Limits –
blood
suffocation
kids
scat
anal (or anything or do with)
water sports

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previous profile:

First of all let me say my nic says it all!
I am down to earth, have a dark sence of humor, an extreamly strong will, i wont go into submission for just anyone, im a fighter then a lover but in some cases it can turn out to be just the oposit. i first allow my mind to be set free and think after wards, but more often than not that isnt the case if your wanting to be in contact iwht me please know that my mind is most precious to me in order to gainme you first must gain my mind. Only a few have had the change to see that side of me. To them i say thank you for your loyality, your friendship, your kindness, your willingness to teach and your love of this life style. Defiant is in fact a nic i came up with. it descirbes my playfull side as well as my cheeky side. I have a sence of humor, love to live life , learn and in some cases teach. Let me just say now that if your one of the so called self proclaimed Dom's out there good luck to you becuase i will be too stong for you and my walls will not be broken by you. I dont enjoy being beaten down. I dont enjoy being second to anyone. I will not be taken for granted. I know what I have to offer and I cherish that fact. I'm still learning and will always be doing so. I'm not perfect never have been and never will be. One way i have chosen to describe my self is as the devils falen angel. dont know what it means then please go do some research on what some the call the devil. there are many myths as well as ideas and most are contradicting. Personally to me he is a fallen angel in his own right.
I've fallen more then once and expect to fall again. Its a human trait and no one is perfect.
I'm looking for something real. If youre not real or serious please dont bother contacting me.
a pic id most definatly prefered. I'm a sub with an attuide and having said that if you dont have an imaginative mind when it comes to playfull punishments then please once again do not message me.

I'm not looking to relocate or for that fact go into a 24/7 relationship, reasons being is that i am in fact in a relationship.
I am not a sadist, nor am i into blood,kids,scat,anal or watersports.
p.s. if im on and you decide to message me please make shure you have the time to chat as ive said in the above i dont accept taking a back seat to another. other wise dont bother
what im looking for:
An Alpha Dom (not a self proclaimed Dom) who is smart, sophisticated, funny, respectful, lenient, has a PIC, knows what he wants, know how to treat a girl/ woman. one who enjoys giving spankings. one who is playfull and has an attuide to match my own. one who is caring and knows how to respect limits but if they feel that a limit must be pushed, or if they can sence i want it to be pushed but cant so they know how to work gradually and respectfully in order to do so . . .but with that being said i must aslo say that if you enjoy working with fear then i am not the one for you