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	I'm a fairly unusual female, and im seeking a male that can keep up with me. Im an artist and a writer, I began becoming who I a at an early age. I really came out into the lifestyle when I was 19, though it was an akward experience, I wouldn't take it back. My sensuality is growing as I am, I am SUBMISSIVE, not stupid, not dense, not slutty (for just anybody). I live in a fairly rural area and people are not as blantely up front with who they are as in L.A. itself, thats where I come in. I'm proud of what i'm into, are you? I am also a huge music fan, I love early rockabilly and early rock n' roll as well as eighties goth. Im waiting for you.

So life as of now is such.....Though my interactions have strengthened, bonds have not. This is a very vanilla town that I live in, and im sick of my lifestyle choices being mistaken for extreme slutiness by vanilla men.
When discussing my personal choices, those that don't understand, judge so harshly.
Im going on 26, and though i'm still young.....I am seriously lacking any great connections. I can't lie, my dream is for a strict master as well as a loving man. In a perfect world could I find my other half in such a wolf eat sheep lifestyle? It's the only one I know. Vanilla is just not for me.

Why can't any of you lovely men that view my profile live closer to Palmdale?

I grow weary.

My Bones feel like they're going to jump through my skin. I'm very bored.

I'm beginning to grow weary of these constant searches for the one, that one, the one with the right feeling, the right vibe, the right intentions. Its not easy being young and submissive, there are alot of predators. Why should I feel so wrong for needing what I need? it's only natural. This day and age its a bitch constantly being on guard, never trusting anyone. someday it'll all make sense and be worth it...............I hope

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