Happy with the One who has decided that He wants to be with me always! :) Playing violin now professionally and happier than I have ever been before. Life isn't finding out who you are, it's creating it.
So here's the thing. I've recently decided to update my profile, but realized after reading over it that I'm still wanting what I've been wanting for some time now. The key will be finding the right One to compliment me as I do Him. So the only thing I can say that is new is that I know what I want and I will pursue it until I find it...
Embrace my imagination and the body will inevitably follow. Capture my mind and bare my soul. To me, the lifestyle is something that definitely begins in the mind and I believe that there is so much more to it than sex and scenes with some kinky play for fun. (Mind you, I really like that aspect too)
Right now I am looking for the One that is ready and able to be my master, lover, inspiration, significant other, muse, as well as friend. He would want to challenge and encourage my growth in my submission while I contribute to his all around well-being, happiness and pleasure.
I believe that I serve with a unique strength, creativity, and relentless passion. I am attentive, spiritual yet down to earth, loyal and respectful. I have been told that I have an unspoken grace and beauty which flows from the very core of my being. First and foremost, I believe myself to be an artist and I am constantly striving to become a better person.
I am a mother to two beautiful boys, ages 8 and 6. They are my ultimate joy. One of my main passions is playing my violin and I have wanted to teach my entire life. Writing poetry is another hobby of mine as well. With the heart of a gypsy and a bit of a dark side. Just a little about me. I hope that you have found my profile pleasing, if so, please do not hesitate to contact me.
Until then, Be well.
"I do not want to be the leader. I refuse to be the leader. I want to live darkly and richly in my femaleness. I want a man lying over me, always over me. His will, his pleasure, his desire, his life, his work, his sexuality the touchstone, the command, my pivot. I don't mind working, holding my ground intellectually, artistically; but as a woman, oh, God, as a woman I want to be dominated. I don't mind being told to stand on my own feet, not to cling -- all that I am capable of doing -- but I am going to be pursued, fucked, possessed by the will of a male at his time, his bidding."
~Anais Nin
Happy with the One that has chosen to be with only me. Monogamy in the lifestyle is a rare find indeed, but it is all that I am made for. No offense to any of my poly friends...in fact, more power to you for being true to yourselves. I am simply being true to myself. Thanks A/all!
Yay!! Newly single and on the prowl! ???? ~Rawr
"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am
out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me
at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." -
Marilyn Monroe
Never ceases to amaze me how a person can say that they want one thing and they're actions speak so much louder that you can't help but to call them out on their B.S. Does that make me "too mouthy" to be a subbie? Hrm...perhaps...but that's still part of who I am. In need of refining, absolutely, but still a part of me. *Shrugs* Take it or leave it.
Your Song
Replaying your smile in my mind like an infectious introduction
The pianissimos like the whisper of your fingertips tracing my form
Gentle crescendos of your ravaging and passion-filled kisses on my neck
The forte of our bodies crashing together in exquisite euphoria
The coda meets with the trickling tears of solemn good-byes
My spirit longs to hear your song once again
My soul longs to know the intricacies of your composition
There are so many things going on in my life right now that makes me crave
the security and protection of "His" arms. What happens when you find
yourself asking who to turn to and who to trust with what is left of
your soul? I've decided that it's time for me to start picking up the
pieces of what is left of myself and somehow piece it back together
stronger than I am even now. I know that the one out there will be
looking for that quality in me as I am in him.
Today you are you, that is truer than true. There is no one alive who is youer than you.
-Dr. Seuss
As they were undressing for bed, the husband, a
big burly man, tossed his trousers to his new bride. He said, "Here,
put these on." She put them on and the waist was twice the size of her
body. "I can't wear your trousers." she said. "That's right,'' said the
husband, "and don't you ever forget it. I'm the man who wears the pants
in this family." With that she flipped him her panties and said, "Try
these on." He tried them on and found he could only get them on as far
as his kneecaps. "Hell," he said. ''I can't get into your panties!" She
replied, "That's right...and that's the way it is going to stay until
your attitude changes."
