DaddiT

Guessing that I should update this thing more than once a year. lol

Still on my quest, or search one might say. Trying to find the right one. Wanting to meet someone that will take the time to get to know each other. I am pretty limited at the moment for means of communication. Its either emails, yahoo, or phone. When I say phone I am talking old school phone here. I have a land line. The closest I am going to get to texting is me on facebook sending a message to someone that has their phone linked to facebook. 

Its not that I am technically challenged. I am a huge computer geek and even have my BS in Computer Science/ Computer Programming.  But when it comes to these new phones, I get frustrated. Maybe it is because I have large hands and I feel all kinds of moronic with how sensitive the on screen keyboards are. My fingers always hit the wrong damn letters and it takes me ten minutes to send a one line text. lol

So, no I do not need one of those phones. 

I will do web cam, for the right person and when I feel its time. No I do not do Cyber sex crap. Mainly I use it as a tool so that you can see me, and I you. I have children, and even though they are pretty much grown at the ages of 17, 21 and 24, I can guarantee that they do not wish to see their mothers sexual escapades via web cam.. Right now I really have very little privacy, but there are reasons for that which can be explained at a later time. 

Anyhow, life is life at the moment.

Looking back at my last entry.. 2012.. Guess it's time for an update eh?

I am just at the point of I want to find someone to settle down with, grow old with, have fun with, but yet at the same time I do not want my disabilities to rule our world. I have thought of giving up the lifestyle, and out of all honesty I have not truly practiced it in a few years now. But something keeps drawing me back. It has been a part of my life since I was a teenager. Something that I have lived, breathed, and totally believed in. Therefor it is not just something that I can give up. That being said I am trying to come up with new and creative ways to have what I want, without the crappy aspects getting in the way. Wish me luck, cause I am going to need it!

Last year was full of changes and I am tired. Whatever that saying about distance only makes the heart grow fonder, I tend to say bullshit. Distance only hurts. Grab the ones you love and make sure you let them know how much you love them.

Aside from that, here is to a better year, may everyone find what they seek and have a great year to come now that it is 2012.