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A little about myself, a few of my interests and so forth...
To start, I'm a hard worker with alot of determination. Service and submission is what I need to balance the energies at play. Luckily for me, that side also comes natural as I possess many more passive qualities that don't get enough exercise. I support myself 100% and have been self reliant from an early age, you could say I grew up fast. I want someone to submit entirely to, total power exchange. Dietary/speech/eye contact restrictions, daily tasks/chores, long term/permanent chastity, relentless cuckolding, all the way to TOTAL findom. I want for nothing except complete dominance that beckons my willing submission and inevitably, my soul. I'm hardcore, I'm serious, and ready to prove myself. |
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So, at work today after I clocked out I went to the bathroom to go pee but the janitor lady had the door propped open and was cleaning. She asked me if I wanted her to leave and I said, "no, I just have to pee." So I went into the stall, dropped my pants, squatted over the toilet and began to relieve myself. I finished, wiped, and proceeded out of the stalk when I could tell the janitor was clearly amused. She asked me if I pee sitting down and I told her it's the only way I can pee, and I tha ked her for cleaning the toilet seat. We then began talking and became friends. I disclosed to her that I am trans, attracted to men especially black men to which she then told me her boyfriend is black. We're now friends and she says I'm just like one of the girls, lol. I thought that was cute and the whole situation very interesting. |
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It is a difficult task, finding those who can understand, accept, and appreciate who I am. Even more difficult, dealing with the evolution of self while simultaneously looking for the proverbial " soul mate." I often wonder what my life would look like today if I hadn't wasted so many years waiting for my proclivities to dissappear or fade away. If I could have started younger in life knowing my true self, being aware, and being more proactive in molding that ideal image. Where would I be With that support net that so many kids today are fortunate to have?
I suppose to lament is futile for life moves on, the clock continues to tick. Now all that's left is realization of self and the decades of fear based repression to overcome, unwind, and lay to rest. Relationships lost are my biggest regret. All of those in this community who have helped me evolve, become self aware but whom I never fully knew. I regret those relationships that were not given their fair due most of all, opportunities missed deserve proper reverance.
More to come... |
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