First off, I am here for a dom around 30 . My family does not know that I have this oreintation and I expect to keep it that way due to the situation. I also have no clue in the world to come out as a submissive. I am also not a lesbian. So if you are a chick please do not mail me on here. I repeat I am not a lesbian! I do not wish to be hit on by one either. It doesnt make me feel good and its not complimenting and i just find it annoying. It will not convert me or make me bi-curiouse. I am straight and thats how it is, just like I am a submissive. Not a switch not a dominate. I am a submissive and that is how that is.
Now to get to the fun stuff... ME!!!
I have a one year old son and he is the cutest thing ever. My love and time goes into him and his smelly diapers :)> I love summer and I love festivals and homecomings and all that summery fun stuff. I like to save my money and often feel guilty about doing things for myself somtimes. I however do not expect a dominate to use this to his advantage. I also like strawberries and I love to take walks. I like to have a tan and I like to do my makeup whenever I feel like it. I tend to take long showers and complelty clear the hot water tank which causes issues in the houshold I live in right now. I am looking for a dom with compassion and a dom who will respect my limits. I do not like nor will particapate in "ass play" for example. I have my comfort zones and on the occasion of being an aquantence I expect those to be respected. I am looking for somone who has control over themselves and their life. I want a man who has a stable job and a fairly well and sturdy structured income, STRUCTURE is basicly what I look for in a man. I currently work at Time Warner. My views on a famly is that the man is supposed to make the income and support his family, this includes children that his wife may have had in a previouse marrage, as I believe when you tell a woman you love her you are accepting ALL of her. Well.. I cannot think of any thing else to say and I hope this plucks out the players and the idiots LOL if you are still interested drop me a line.
Im sorry I do not respond to out of state DOMS. I am also not raceist but just not attracted to African American men
As of today I think Im done with hoping there will be somone there for me. I think its all some fairytale people hope for and it doesnt exist. The fact that someone would really care about me is totally beyond any reality. Im done. The thought of a marrage that would finally work or that somone who would come home .... there is somthing wrong with me and no matter what, there always is. I just want to be left alone so I think i may delete my profile here. Im in a cold place and thats all there will ever be. No one will ever take care of me or love me and will ever be there. It always ends in tears and maybe every one who has emiled me and saif that i dont belong here is right. I belong alone. I mean cmon my ex-husband wouldnt even keep a job or even help me the day my child was born into this world he just told me to call a nurse so he could sleep , while my cirvix was torn to my ass he just told me to do it myself. just forget it.
YOu know what honestly I am tired of people judging what other people want on here and what other people should want and wether or not its real or not real or what the hell ever, I have a gotten i really bad attitude from all of you men on here. I mean oh my gawd! seriously. Like lets take a step back and look at reality here you write a girl sating "hey yeah, im looking for a sub and shes going to get on her knees and worship me and ill have controll over everything" like WTF! are you that fucing stupid to consider that we are that stupid to just be like "oh yeah, ill just jump right in and start serving you" like seriously. I have a full time job and a child and what the hell are men like you thinking, what are you doing with your time to even think that somone would just drop their responsablitys other wise called life! for your dicks. I mean half of you so called dominants on here are seriously so lazy and have such a LACK of controll with your own lives you must think it would be able to controll another persons life. I am sick you guys who live in mommys basement or have the crap hole jobs who can barley support yourself coming onto me like you could also support a woman. I mean when I looke for a dominant he better be dominant in every single aspect of his life before he ever expects my submission. Take me out on dates. I dont want to here how your fucking disappointed because its so fucking "vanilla" get the hell over it. over 80% of soceity already knows you dont need to put your sex life out in public and hello! gause what your no diffrent! that should give you a good damn taste of what im looking for. because Im so sick of the idiots on here who cant even figure out how to have a normal fucking social interaction! because its too fucking vanilla for them for christs sake grow up! take controll of your life! stop living with you brotha your sister your ex or mama or you fatha and pick up some independance like a REAL man and maybe i would actually consider you. write me somthin other than somthing stating that im a wonderfull submissive or some othe stupid for cryin out loud line and write somthing fucking NORMAL!!!! and you would have maybe just maybe a slight chance.
Ok now explain to me why half you freaks and by freaks I mean those who think that just because you have a fetish means you have to put your gawd forsaken pictures of you'r small dicks and sex machines and then mail them to me on here! What the hell!!???? I mean seriously this is your first impression and you mail me a photo of your dick? or a dildo? I mean what, because you have a fetish mean you need to loose all self decencey? give me a break!
ONCE AGAIN NO OUT OF STATES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! What is so DAMN HARD ABOUT THAT!!!!!
ANOTHER ENTRY!
DONT CONTACT ME IF YOUR OUT OF STATE!!!
I SAID IT AND I MEAN IT!! DONT DO IT!!! DONT!! STOP!! SHUTUP!!! I DONT WANT TO HEAR HOW COMPATIBLE YOU THINK I AM I DONT CARE!! ILL MOVE WHEN I FEEL LIKE IT AND I WONT BE MOVING IN WITHYOU!!!
Doy you relize I have been on here for about a year and have not yet found a single man who I even desired??? I have found so many hypocriticle, cynical, perverted, degrading and sexist JERKS!!! that its not even funny. And in all the world by this site and people alone I have been proven directly correct with all my accusations about dating and men. I am absolutley discusted with the human race. Half the dominants on here are only out to put controll over a submissive because they lack the brains the courage and the BALLS!! to activley take controll of their own lives! I have met a 35 year old with no job living with his damn mother like a fucking leach! and justifying that with going to collage and living off social security because he hurt his knee in the national gaurd! Well Ill tell you one thing, MY father was in a semi truck that rolled six times down a hil to avoid hitting somone else that pulled out of an unmarked hidden drive while he was on the job and he had his SS taken away AND here this 35 year old man is sitting on his ass in great health living off it! It serously pisses me off! Get your own god damned life together! I live with my parents and I have a kid but within this past 2 years I have come out a situation and a divorce where I was left without knowing how to drive while he used my car for an entire year but never tought me how to drive and then further more never assisted me with even a ride to help me get my GED so I eft him with a child as a single mom who got her GED who learned how to drive and who got a job at time warner . so I make 9.00phr. And yes I could move out but infact im in a predicament right now with my parents making me feel guilty about it.SO there. You know what i took controll over a situation even when it was hard. there is so much more towards what i have been through. either way I am totally discusted with not this site but the people on it!
I want it even more clear that I am a submissive although please do not expect that you immedianly own my submission. I expect a man to earn my submission and when he does he will enjoy it.
In recent thought I have a question.
Is there some BDSM Bible?
Now the reason I ask is this. There seems to people on here who like to point out others as fakes if they dont meet their certain standerds in wich thier mind suceeds to evaluate others on what ideas they should have in order to be a "real" BDSM partaker. You know what i say. Screw you! It seems that you have the same mindset that Hitler or that those in the early US thought of Blacks. I am so tired of seeing people on here complain about the so called fakes and "vanillas" what the heck!!??? YOu know what no one is going to tell me that i didnt think of rape play when I was 14. No one is going to tell me that i dont get of when a guy restrics where I can look and what I can say during sex. AND I will certainly not have somone say that because i choose to have standerds in the men I look for and carry a job that I am proud of that I am not "real". You know whats fake? YOU ARE!!! Its fake to make up rules and guidlines to judge others on. Escpecially when it comes to their sexuality and their thoughts. No one should have to meet your criteria. Your criteria is BS!!! Just because somone doesnt think the way you do or share your sexuality the exact same doesnt make them a fake!! Get over yourself!
