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	I've decided to keep this thing...never really got around to deleting it but oh well. Please don't assault me with 'down on your knees, bitch' or some graphic fantasy in the first mail. Two people make a M/s dynamic. The slave dynamic is something I'd like to explore, when I find the right person. When I find Someone I can trust completely, who has my best interests at heart, and wouldn't make decisions detrimental to my well-being...of course I want to submit completely.Limits: Religion play, crucifixion, just nothing that hates on the Catholicism please. I'm a slave that isn't a doormat, You as owner can do the math. If you're within 14 years of my age, that's awesome. I'd love to find a wonderful woman I can call girlfriend, domme, and confidante. I'd love to find a man close to my age whom I can call Master, partner, and boyfriend. I'm very picky when it comes to men; don't be surprised if You don't get a response. GASP. A slave with standards, aww shit! :) <3 Semper Fi <3 <3 slave ash <3

I've got a date with a gorgeous girl tonight, boy am I excited!!!

It would appear female dominants relatively close to my age, and located in the state of Georgia, are somewhat of a unicorn. Though I've come across several 'financial dommes' that I truly do laugh at...can't you do something else for money?

Sigh. Just hoping the right woman for me is out there. :)

Sigh. I had a disturbingly nice dream last night. A coworker of mine IRL left for Tampa this past June. Hands down THE most attractive and magnetic man I've had the good fortune of meeting. Happily in an (open, which I only learned AFTER he left) marriage with a smoking hot wife. Bit on the short side, multiple tattoos and 13 piercings, Pisces, smokin' hot bedroom eyes.

Basically just my type.

ANYway, my dream last night took place in a doctor's office. Said Tampa man now sported a bright purple mohawk. He also had a pubic piercing and an ampallang. I know this because I was giving him a blowjob in the dream. Woke up rather confused and embarrassed.

Ah, Waylon, hope you're doing well.

From a recent CMail:

"Good little Catholic girls don't degrage their body with ink."

Oh, really? Because when I was searching for info on whether the Church prohibits tattoos...I found nothing. Or does 'degrage' mean something different than 'degrade'?

Best way to piss me off is to both give off a slightly creepy pedobear vibe AND criticize my Church at the same time. :)

Oooohhhhh signing up for classes is so much fun! I know it's not lifestyle related, but my enthusiasm just spills over!

I got the prerequisite waived for honors intro to poetry, English 4000/intro to the major/after you take this you can take any English class, and women in gothic film and literature. I'm that awesome. Three of the classes I'm currently registered for are honors, and I'm hounding UGA's website waiting to pick up the English 4000.

It feels so great to be in school after all these months. I'm taking classes that I'm going to violently sodomize, that are all in the same building, and my professors seem wicked awesome so far.

I also dropped my French minor. Three cheers for eventually becoming the hot English professor, naughty librarian glasses, killer knowledge on Shakespeare, and all that jazz. :-D

If I don't answer or am slow to answer your CMail, it's because I'm busy making frenzied sociopathic love with Michael C Hall.

Did I say frenzied passionate love? Oops. I meant I'm currently marathoning Dexter. I liked him before he was really 'famous' (in Six Feet Under) and am currently midway through season 1 of Dexter.

SO FUCKING AWESOME. I am mentally undressing him while simultaneously being engaged in the show's plot. :-D

Resolutions:

1) Pray the chaplet of Saint Michael daily
2) Hook up to "You're Gonna Go Far Kid" by the Offspring.

Help with the latter is appreciated. ;-D

A few recent gems from my inbox:

"the very first thing I would do with you is take you deep into the woods, strip you, whip you severely, rape you repeatedly and then crucify you as in the pics below and watch you suffer...if you are interested, get back to me"

I responded somewhat tongue-in-cheek, as I'm both a rape survivor and heavily Catholic. I like to not mock Christ's sacrifice. His response?

"funny how a rape survivor is on a BDSM website lmao tell you what, why don't YOU go get fucked...or maybe that's why you're on here is because you're such a prude you CAN'T get fucked anymore...oh well, your loss"

Hmm, I actually don't find rape funny at all. Although my senior thesis in progress examines the link between sexual abuse and BDSM inclinations...certainly I don't laugh my ass off at the topic.

And I happen to know I have fabulous breasts, cute body piercings, stellar eyes, and a dry sense of humor that makes me BANGIN'. My loss? Nope. Not at all. :)

ATTENTION idiots: I've been getting several emails from I suspect the same person under different usernames, accusing me of being underage and asking me to provide Yahoo & webcam as 'proof.' Which I won't do unless gee, I know you.

So if you actually are concerned I'd direct you to knightsoulreaper or littlefirestorm, previous owners of mine. But I'm pretty sure you're just trying to get my goat...

I'm 19 and have passed for 21 before. ;)

Had an awesome Christmas. Got drugs (the legal kind, for bipolar...it'd be great if they start working NOW) and spent about a week with my friend's family in Watkinsville.

I got student loan money deposited in my account, so after much shopping around and weighing my options it's off to PeachMac tomorrow for a MacBook Pro. WOOOOOHHOOOOOO!!!!!

Also, in a lifestyle related note--i'm also corpsbride on if Y/you weren't aware. :)

First off, I want to give thanks, smiles, and hugs to all the folks in the community who have expressed support & solidarity towards me enlisting. I will -always- have a soft spot and a fierce streak of pride for our Marines.

Secondly, I am no longer planning to enlist. Personal stress in my life had built to the point where I simply didn't think 'toughing it out' without assistance was a healthy choice anymore. (In other words, I went back on antidepressants and am no longer eligible to enlist in the Corps)

Constructive feedback is appreciated. Comments about me being a weakling, about me not willing to make sacrifices for the Corps, and anything just plain nasty...not appreciated.

Semper Fi. :)

This is EXACTLY what I'm looking for, surprise me CM. (preface these with 'someone who is...'

Catholic. I will fuck you if you're not Catholic. I'll be your friend and I might go on a date or two. But it's not going to go anywhere serious if you don't have similar religious beliefs.

freakishly patient, reassuring, and tolerant of intense hormonal mood swings. I'm a difficult person to handle and for someone who considers herself sub I'm quite a bitch.

Compliments me on my eyes before noticing my awesome rack. Because honestly, the former is my favorite feature.

either in the military or is supportive of me enlisting. You need to understand that hi, it's the government and will take precedence over you should I join up.

reasonably close to my age. Although ten years or so older, I'm still happy.

Doesn't introduce sex on the first message. Yes I'm aware this is a BDSM networking site. No, I am not your whore open for solicitation.

intelligent. I'm a grammar nazi, English major, book nerd, whatever you want to call it. If you think the scarlet A on my chest is for Atlanta, we probably won't be compatible.

not married. sorry but I'm looking for long-term. if you already have a wife, even if you promise to love me forever...I have no legitimate/legal future with you. I intend on walking the aisle in white, bitches. :)

So, I've done some hunting around and I want to do a photoset for SuicideGirls. If you haven't heard of them...well, might want to crawl out from under a rock! But I'm looking for someone who's creative with a camera, has decent equipment, and will not molest me. I'd like some time to get to know you, swap set ideas and such, before we do any shooting. Male or female is fine as long as you're PROFESSIONAL in demeanor. :)

I love the emails that talk about how interesting a dom finds me, and how glad they are that I'm genuine...yet in said email, nary a detail specific to MY profile is interested. Teehee.

I'm feeling a million and five different emotions right now...so please, do try to bear with me if you're in regular correspondance. :)

Happy halloween to all the kinky folk!

Last night was fun. Normally when one is woken at nearly three in the morning, one is angry...unless it leads to a graphic discussion of sex on a rooftop, the various places one could try sideways sex, leaving bite marks all over someone, compliments on my ass, and a titillating scenario involving me handcuffed and blindfolded during anal sex.

Favorite quote?
"Either way, your vibrator can't fuck you into the mattress screaming like I will."

All of that from a man who seems pretty damn vanilla, but can roll with the punches and seemingly adapt to please his partner. Said 'all of that' had darn well better be happening over Xmas break.

Can't wait for that Marine to come home. It's so rare to find a man that I have genuine feelings for, AND want to fuck into the mattress. Too bad we're only friends. But I will always keep a soft spot in my heart for him. :)

Note to anyone that's a serious friggin dumbass:

1) I'm not underage. I'm nineteen. See the tattoos? That generally indicates (since they are not home-made/shoddy) that someone is at least 18.

2) I'm sorry if you think I'm male using stolen pics. Doesn't mean I'm going to cam nekkid for you. If you're really that concerned, there are people on here who have met me who can vouch. :)

So, I've started working out in prep for basic training. I found out the Corps gives tattoo waivers (my arm is more likely than the ankle to need one of those--and really, if a semper fi tattoo disqualifies me than that is more irony than I can handle). I am really gunning for that route. More than anybody who hasn't been through Parris Island can understand. It's one thing to be able to leave Texas and go, 'I made it, I'm in the Air Force now.' Not a bad thing, hell no...but I want to get my butt to South Carolina, go through 13 weeks of hellfire, and earn the title of Marine.

I think that would be pretty bitchin. And of course, this has nothing to do with ruminations on 'the lifestyle.'

There's something inside me that's just bursting to get married, and settle down already. I'm 19. This was acceptable 50 years ago maybe. Now people would think I'm batshit crazy for expressing these views.

I'm a bratty submissive, with switch tendencies with my current charming partner. If you don't like that you can feel free to not contact me. :-)

Juno is playing on Thursday at my school's movie theater. That movies makes me want babies. Well. Actually lots of things make me want babies. Including yarn shopping, apparently. :)

So. Anyone considering the Air Force? Apparently they have a buddy program...it's not something I'm even eligible to do until April (because I was a dumbass and took Wellbutrin for 2 weeks thinking pills could solve my problems). But it is something I've been considering for awhile. Thoughts from fellow subbies or dommes or whoever, who is female and thinking in this direction are appreciated. :)

Thanks to the friendly people who've been showing some concern for me...Jared & I have patched things up. Still love him, but we're agreeing to keep things platonic. (Though HA, this is a crock of bull. New Years will again have interesting stories I suspect, and I find it highly unlikely that neither of us will get drunk and hit on each other in the next several months).

I also talked, extensively, to my Scorpio friend Ian last night. And am perhaps talking to my Scorpio ex-best friend Sam tonight. This is BIG news, for anyone who doesn't know me and for those who only know me in passing. That could go good or bad. Wish me luck. :)

I think he left me. My closest friend. My glue. My drunk texting buddy. My Marine. I'm not sure, and I really hope he slips out of this funk. Because I cannot conceive of a world without him in my life, in some fashion... All in all, shit night.

Happy labor day weekend, A/all. Going through a rough time right now (then again, that seems to happen more often than not) so if I read your emails and don't respond it only means I have no energy left to lift my fingers. Not that I hate you.

I have plans to go to the Athens munch on Tuesday; we'll see how that goes. I also spent a few hours today chatting with my rapist's ex-BFF, Whore Catholic. This cements my idea that I have very little concept of "lines" in friendship with male friends. Ah, well. We shall see.

And to everyone in Dragoncon: ENJOY THE HELL OUT OF YOURSELVES!!! I hear they have a yaoi and-or sex toy room...jealous.

Things I'm Looking For:

1) Someone who knows the difference between spanking for punishment and spanking for fun. Seriously. My ex Deer would spank me as motivation to get out of bed & get us breakfast. I like that.
2) Someone who knows when to start with the dirty talk, and how much. Again. "Such a wet little slut" is great if I'm giving you oral. Not so great as a lead in to our first conversation.
3) Someone who recognizes that I am a VERY needy person at times. Okay, at most times. So someone who won't be scared away. If crying women aren't your thing, you can leave now. ^.^
4) Someone who has either the same taste in porn, or isn't completely homophobic. I like to see 2 attractive men going at it. If that's not your thing, I suggest you watch Pirates.
5) Someone who needs me, yet who I don't feel pressured by. I know this is a delicate balance.
6) Someone I feel secure with. Someone I feel safe enough with, that I don't need a safe word with. Because I realized that even if I'm in a situation that makes me uncomfortable, I won't safeword. Maybe it's a matter of pride. Not sure yet, I'll have to do some more thinking on that.

So, a little bit about me...

I was in a D/s relationship with a woman for a handful of months this past year. It was a poly family, there was also an alpha subbie involved, and I did not find it much to my liking. I think the primary reason for this was that our values were WAY opposite spectrums. I also felt like I had no real 'future' there as my domme was married. Yes, I put poly as a hard limit. No, I will never be romantic or sexually involved with more than one person at one time. I'm also not too sure about how I feel about having an "alpha" over me. Perhaps it depends on the person, but I refuse to believe I'm inferior.

I just got out of an open relationship with one of my close friends, codenamed Deer. He was a virgin and easily the best sexual partner I've ever had--however, as men seem to prefer, he didn't want a romantic relationship and I did.

I am very close with a friend of mine from Australia. We've exchanged claddagh rings--think of this as a platonic engagement if you will. This will make more sense as you come to know me and the role she played in my life.

Some notes for the time being. :)

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