I am back and relieved to see my account still active. =)
Please, no long distance emails. _____________________ Not new at this even though my account is new. It's been about a year since i've been on this site, so right now i am looking for new and old friends. ___________________________ i am looking for a very confident and aggressive Dom. There is more i would like in a Dom but these are a must. All else W/we can talk about.
Today will be a good day, I can feel it in my bones. May everyone have a wonderful day.
Going out with the girls tonight. A new year and new experiences..
My journal it is only a glimpse of my thoughts. To really know me you must take the time to truly know me....every thing else is just assuming.
tribute to a recent email.
I naturally find flaws in a person. I look for reasons to not open up completely. I get to a point and I want to run the other way. Will this year be any different?
i have forgotten the patience it takes to read through some of the emails from fakes. It is good for me in ways of only increasing my patience. However i know when He finds me i will no longer feel blue...
i realize how incomplete my life is.... struggling with my own thoughts. Like most nights my eyes close however my mind unceasingly dwells on my submission. The hollow feeling still there. Even after days of discrete submission to the vanilla demands, this void is never filled. How i yearn to be myself once again, but not like before. This time it will be different. He will desire as much as i if not more. i will still feel His presence even long after He is gone. His hand soothing my naked skin... the last thoughts before my mind is filled with darkness.
only temporarily pacified, gaining some control over my own desires/necessities...
Still learning about myself and these desires. Have they become a necessity? Desiring it most when i should not. My body
no longer a controlled element of my own mind.
i am confined to burning desires held within waiting for release. Waiting patiently.....
