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Bound by Lust, Released by Pain, Masters gentle touch.. and I will never be the same.
Pain is what makes the pleasure bearable. (PLEASE do not mistake this for this girl being a pain slut, pain isn't always in the physical sense.)
New TSR 073-999-369 You may view this certificate please contact me for the address
EDIT: Though I have been here more than a year now, this still applies... "I have been here less than a day and received 14 pages of automated responses or one-liners, please don't bother if you don't have the time to write something personal, surely you don't have the time to properly train me. And please do not expect a response from something you put so little effort or thought into" |
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This girl seems to have angered quite a few people with her previous post. Yes, she was angry, having to respond over and over to unsolicited emails about serving a poly or a couple. Then to get nasty emails back because she deleted them without opening them. She apologizes that she lost her temper, she should have handled it better.. She just wishes people were more respectful and bothered to read profiles before contacting others. |
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Ok seriously where in my profile does it say this girl has any interest in serving a couple?? Or being part of a poly household. Wanna know why people delete your emails without reading them or responding? hm figure it out. also for those that can't fathom the idea.. pain does not always equal a physical sensation. |
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Normally this girl would never post this but it made her laugh out loud.
From: realityintrudes
Dated: 7/29/10 7:54 PM Well, I have the time for you but with that face and the way you write, I have not the inclination.
Her response Chsnutmare on 7/29/10 at 8:10 PM: Greetings Thank you for your note. While most people ask questions or challenge and actually name what it is that they may disagree with, you however have broken all boundaries of common sense and courtesy, this girl congratulates and applauds you. This girl is sure you must be feeling so much better now that you've let lose your grand imagination and found such prophetic words with which to insult her. Best of luck in your search, this girl is sure you will find exactly what it is you deserve. I wish you well humbly chsnutmare
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As requested I have provided a new photo, I hate taking my picture grr.
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Oh, the tattoo is written in Kanji. meaning Female Slave **is on the back of my neck high enough to see when my hair is pulled up**
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Wow time to give an update. Ok so here goes,, I am Agoraphobic, if ya dont know what it means look it up! I had thought not to include this as I might not receive many positive responses, but its time now, I dont want to waste your time or mine. So if your looking for a quick hook up i'm not your girl. If however, your looking for a girl with a solid understanding of herself, the "lifestyle" <for lack of a better word> I might be that girl. Please dont be lazy and send a note asking what it means, you wont get a response. I am certainly willing to speak further about it in private and will respond to serious inquiries.
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Greetings, A new year has arrived and now that i have time , i am excited to be back on the site. Thank you to all who sent notes, and i hope my return finds you all in great health and happiness, i look forward to renewing old friendships and creating new ones.
And yes, mare is still seeking that one who would take her breath away, and encourage her personal growth through her service.
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Greetings Thank you again for all your emails and support. Things are better, begining to calm somewhat. I should be around more often now. I hope yall are well, and that your each finding that one special person, the one that moves you, and takes your breath away. humbly chsnutmare |
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May has been a horrible month, as many of you know my father passed several weeks ago and my mother just passed on the 17th. Please be patient with me, reguarding my responses, though i may have read your email, i may not have the time or the energy to respond at that moment. Thank you all again, for your kindness in support. humbly chsnutmare |
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Greetings Thank you so much for your kind and supportive words, my fathers death was unexpected and difficult to accept. Suprisingly, it is, as many said, becomming a little more managable in my daily routine, and the guilt from not thinking of him 24/7 is begining to diminish somewhat. I just wanted to say how grateful i am for your support.
humbly chsnutmare |
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Alpha
For Gary, just because.
He wakes as the gloaming begins, rolling on his side he stretches, haunches high in the air, paws digging into the fertile ground. Snorting softly then shaking his head, prodding her muzzle with his own. She cracks an eye open and stares at the Alpha, rolling slowly onto her belly her head lifts and tilts to the side, her gaze follows his, she whimpers once as he moves away from her, with one look back her way , her black fur, sleek lines and toned muscles.
She whimpers once again, waiting for the sign he never gives, his silver fur is almost blinding as the sunlight drifts down through the leaves.
Almost silently he pads majestically out of sight, his strides lengthen, as he begins to loose her scent, hes running. running.
Vaulting over fallen branches, his speed increases, inhaling deeply the forests scents, dead spore mingled with deer musk and rabbit, though, he is not deterred, and his pace quickens. Falling in to a steady rhythm as the winds shift, he catches their scent.
His instincts press him forward, as he nears, each scent registers and he takes mental inventory, three quarters of a mile away he breaks into a small clearing and stops abruptly to the sights and sounds of snarling bodies intertwined, nipping and yelping, paws flashing on underbellies. Sitting back proudly he watches, they know he is there.
Slowly they approach, rubbing against his sides in greeting. His mouth parted, tongue slightly protruding in what would be the closest to a smile as one of his kind could exhibit. He presses through the throng, giving a small low snarl; he leads the pack back as he came.
They pick up the scent, circling wide they come to a clearing, a lone buck, small whines are heard as they hunker down and wait for the wind to shift again, soon it does and the buck starts, looking wildly around, he breaks to the left and falls almost immediately, his life snuffed out with one bite to his throat.
They move back and pace as the Alpha enjoys the fruits of their labor. Sated, he moves away to rest and watch over the others. He cleans his muzzle lazily, enjoying the warmth and wetness soaked into his fur.
All to happy to share, the pack makes a short meal of the large ancient buck, their bellies full, they bathe each other with great attentiveness.
He stands, signaling the others, they follow suit and soon they are running running.
Some hours later, the sun high in the sky, he leads them home; he crests the hill and spots her below him. He pauses drinking her in. The others race ahead and claim their favorite spots for a nap.
He walks slowly to her, and nudges her muzzle as he sits next to her, watching his pack, he lays down, head on his paws. His eyes travel over her form, studying her. Her long black fur flowing over her bare back, legs long and graceful, powerful. Her teeth bright white, small lips home to a natural pout.
Her hands delicate, long tapered fingers rest on her bent knee, her breasts firm alabaster rising and falling with each breath. Her eyes, dark and deep, he wonders at all shes seen.
Her eyes smile as she curls up next him, her back to the pack, her head resting on the crook of her arm, fresh crisp leaves for her bed, her eyes close, her breathing slows and matches his rhythm.
His own eyes close slowly, and he dreams.
Running.
running to her. |
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Just a note for those who play MMORG'S , more specifically NeverWinterNights, I am thinking of building a new server under Social, with a BDSM/Gorean theme, Adult of course. I do not know all there is to know about the Gorean lifestyle, though i do find it has its attractions, and think this may be benefical to others like myself, in a safe environment to experience the Gorean lifestyle through RolePlaying. Anyone in or intrested in Gorean please contact me, I could really use some input as to the lifestyle itself. And if you have scripting experience and would like to help out that would be a big plus as well. thanks |
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I should state, that have no training in the Gor lifestyle, for 20+years i used "girl" to describe myself, long before Gorean was widely known. |
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At 18 years old this girl began her search some 20 years ago, when she read a book containing acts of BDSM. This girl finally got the courage and voiced her desires and explored, upon finding those who pretended to be dominant, this girl ended up topping from the bottom, though didnt learn that was the term for it, for many years.
In her desperation for the lifestyle, she began and was very successful in training other submissives, including a live-in female for two years. This girl learned as much, if not more than she taught others, in as to, what she desires in her own service to another.
Once again this girl finds herself searching for that elusive owner, one that encourages, supports and trains with care. After two years out of contact with anyone in the lifestyle, this girl come's full circle, crawling back begging for entry. |
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