Service oriented submissive who eventually seeks to be a slave in a long term relationship. I only see that being possible with a true partner. Someone who understands me better than I understand myself and someone whose needs I understand intuitively, eventually.
In the nearer term I hope I can explore my service-orientation. Be that through training, domestic service, or otherwise. It's more about understanding what brings you joy and helping to provide it. I understand the need and use of pain, service, and humiliation and am eager to explore all three.
Longer term I hope to find a person I love and serve. Though we may be vanilla in public, behind doors I know she is in charge, and obedience is not just expected but an essential part of our relationship.
