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Male Switch, 28, sweden
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Female Switch, 43
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Female Dominant, 28, Fort Wayne, Indiana
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About CaraCaeth
Greetings all Masters and slaves
i belong to Master Brenin, he owns me. i am His slave 24/7. He controls everything i am and do. i am grateful that He is preparing me to be collared. He has begun teaching me about many things i have never known about or experienced. My Master is the first black man i was ever attracted to, had a sexual experience with and fell in love with. i am white, a slave who needs to serve her Black Master, craves his touch, requires his punishments, begs to kneel at his feet and worship his every being, lives for his all encompassing control.
Master Brenin is a firm but fair, attentive, and considerate Master, although He never lets my transgressions go unpunished. i crave his decision on what and who i am, what i do and don’t do, what i want and like or don’t want and dislike. i love the way he cares for me, protects me, teaches and guides me. Not only does He know my physical, sexual, and mental limitations, He also knows that some things i am not capable of doing and only pushes my limits to teach me to be more accepting.
If you write to me, i will read your message, but i will not answer unless given permission from Him. Any sub/slave who wishes to play with us however, must understand that i will always be the Alpha slave.
BDSM is not a game for us, it is not merely entertainment or recreation. It is our life. i love, cherish, honor, respect, worship, am owned by, controlled by, and serve Master Brenin; willingly, passionately, unconditionally, contentedly, every second of every day. |
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So since the last time i've been on i've had surgery (to remove a herniated disk), which is healing great and only impeded O/our lifestyle for about four days, lol!
i've also gotten a new tattoo (uploaded in my pics); my slave registration number is inscribed across the rose, and there is a band of lettering that goes around my ankle that says "Obedience, Honesty, Loyalty" which is Master's motto on my certificate.
And finally, i've held my breath and gone ahead and gotten both my nipples pierced! It was quite a exhilarating-but-scary experience, but i'm so glad i did it. Turns out, it really didn't hurt as badly as i thought it would after all, and now that they're healed it actually enhances nipple stimulation much more than i imagined it would. They still haven't healed quite enough for Master to really play with, but it won't be long now.
i've also gone through a "growth spurt" of sorts, in as much as my submission progress. i say that because, although i realize it was probably a gradual process, i simply realized one day that i was resisting Master's control much less and becoming more comfortable with my slavehood. i still am struggling to completely give over all control to Master, but i am still striving to improve.
One of the things i have realized is that i would really like to have a sister slave to share O/our life, although Master and i agree that W/we are not looking for a 24/7 live-in. So W/we are now actively seeking sister subs/slaves for me to cultivate a friendship with, with the hopes that W/we can build a relationship with someone who would become a part of O/our family. |
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Well, in keeping with my 90-day journal entries, it's time to make an update. Master has decided to officially collar me and register me in the national slave registry, so that has been very exciting! Master and i are also living together 24/7 now, so i've been spending a lot of time learning all of Master's likes, dislikes, and quirks. i'm also recovering from a recent back surgery, so that's slowed down O/our playing for a little while. But i'm hoping it won't keep me out of commission very long.
Living together has definitely been giving U/us a lot more play time together. Master has been having a great time trying out new toys on me, and each time seems to get better and better. Most of the time i don't get to actually see the toys before Master uses them; i've found that heightens the experience and makes it more exciting and enjoyable. The last big play session we had was incredible, i can't even begin to estimate how long i was in subspace . . . and it was like one long, never-ending orgasm. i could feel Master's sweat dripping onto my legs as He played with the different toys - delicious! At least it gives me something to think about now that i'm stuck home alone recovering waiting for Master to get home from work! |
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Greetings all! i feel like i've been away forever, and i guess in a way i have. At the very least, an eternity of change has happened between Master and me. W/we have both returned home safely now, and finally W/we are together, which has been a hard-earned but well-deserved reward! The last three months have both flown and crawled by . . . i'll be working on writing more of the details about my journey into Wonderland, but for now just wanted to let everyone know that i'm back from the vanilla world and will be starting to correspond regularly again. Hope things are going as well for everyone else as they have been for me! |
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Greetings! Just wanted to let everyone know that i will be spending a considerable about of time away from the computer starting on Sunday. my Master and i will finally be reunited after an extended separation, so i will be devoting most of my time to serving His every need and desire, and spoiling Him rotten. i will respond to e-mails as soon as i can, but please do not be offended if i don?t answer in my usual timely manner 
cara |
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