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	About bendabutchover Andro lesbian woman here, open to experimentation. I want to explore and see what my threshold with pain is like, etc. Also what my limits are sexually. Very new to both sex and bdsm so what I need is a teacher and a mistress. My preference is toward Indian (from India, not American Indian) and Caucasian women. I find very few other Asian women attractive. Tall and fairly well built, muscular arms and legs. Could do with losing a few kgs.. but then, who can't? Am literate, drug and disease- free. I don't smoke and I drink socially. Do drop me a line if you think you're what I need.

Darkness, blinding darkness

All around me, pushing

Shoving, confining me

Caging me.

Trapped, a box

4 walls, steel all around,

A noise,

Rubber on steel floors

Fear, choking,

Gasping, unable to breathe

Heart pounding

Hair standing up on end

A flash of light

A flare of bright white light

One nanosecond of salvation

Then its gone

Blindfold slid over my eyes

Black once again

Soft leather cuffs slipped around my wrists

Confining me again.

Pain, white hot, my head yanked back

Strong fingers gripping my hair

Teeth sharp, gleaming in the darkness

Bite my throat, mark me, claim me
As your own.

A knife, blade sharpened,

Visible in your hand

The gleam of the blade

Clear through the black silk covering my eyes

Hands, yours, muscles running like cables down them

Wrists chained above, mine

Feet forced apart now

Tied up, eagle spread, all yours now.

Helpless, at your mercy

Fear, overwhelming

Choking, gasping

Unable to breathe.

But then I feel your arms around me

Feel you wrap yourself all around me

Your lips, teasing me, kissing me tenderly

And I know if I let go, and jump

You?ll catch me baby,

And we?ll fly

Together.

As one, forever.

And just like that, you?re gone

From my dream

And I?m back in my nightmare

Where I watch him take you away

From me and I cannot stop it

Where I hate myself for it

And my own salvation is

The pain you can give me

Cause I don?t deserve your love baby

I don?t.

Knife is back, I can feel is sliding over my skin

Slicing away my only protection

There is nudity?

And there is nakedness

And vulnerability.

Blindfold tighter now

Can?t see anything any more

Can?t hear you

All I can do is feel you

And smell you

All around me.

Pleasure now, white hot

Bordering on pain

As you slide your fist into me

No warning

Senses straining

All I can feel

Think

Believe

Imagine

Dream

Is you baby.

You and your hand inside me,

Completing me.

And as I slump over in my

Bonds, I hear you behind me

Wrapping yourself around me.

You unbind me and lift me up

Carry me over to our bed

And as I surrender to

Morpheus?s sweet embrace I see

Your smiling face above me

And I use the last of my strength to tell you

?I love you baby?.

And then jump,

Knowing you?ll catch me when I fall.

Do you know how much your eyes affect me? They seem to stare right into my soul.
I can't look at your pictures anymore.. Not without tears springing to my eyes.
I don't even know why you affect me like this.
I don't even know you.
Not your name, your true self, anything.
I just know you have some power of me, and I am helpless when you turn your gaze upon me.

I know you don't know I exist, and that I feel this way.
But that's okay.. because one day, you will.
And till that day, I will patiently
Wait.

Fuck. I am in tears just thinking about you and your damn gorgeous eyes. Should I post this here? I don't know. Will you see it? Will you know I am talking about you? I don't know. But I guess I have to take a chance. So here goes.

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