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My SLRN is 265-722-225?
Hello! :) I'm a 23 year old slave looking for some friends from the scene and perhaps something more serious.
?Considering how many meanings for "slave" there are in this community, I think it's best I clarify:�essentially�I am always the bottom in every aspect of my relationship and my Master tends to be in charge of my activities and (if you like) how I dress when we are together.�
I LOVE�humiliation, including being stepped on, peed on/in, being spanked, being displayed to my Master's friends, servicing my Master's friends (though I'm still working up the courage for this), being forced to crawl and bark like a dog, and perhaps in the future being forced to do naughty things in public. I like the idea of being abused and beaten for being a bad girl so I often cry when I'm punished. There are plenty of other fantasies and desires I have that I can discuss in more details...
PLEASE, DO NOT MESSAGE ME IF YOU ARE NOT FROM THE BAY AREA. |
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A user blocked me recently. I'm so curious as to why but I can't ask! :x Hmmm the perilous world of Collarme never ceases to surprise me. |
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just registered for a SLRN! :) It made me sooo happy... |
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is sooooo sad i missed folsom this year...:( |
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My computer totally crashed and I lost all my porn bookmarks. :( If anyone has any suggestions for free bdsm (or even just vanilla) porn websites, it would be greatly appreciated. Please message me. Thanks! :) |
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Is wondering if there are any leather events going on for pride... |
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Hope to see you at power exchange tonight! :)
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Was glad to see all you kinksters at Wicked Ground's game night! :)
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I hope to see you at folsom fair! :)
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Sooooo, last night i had a total blast at the Dog & Pony Show at the Citadel. I went with my Master, but i was very nervous since it was my first time going to a BDSM event, so (being as shy as i was) I decided I would go in a mask. I wore a kind of Silence of the Lambs mask so mouth could only be seen through little slits, and I did some dramtic eye makeup. My Master led me around the place on a leash and I had so much fun looking at the puppy boys and pony girls. Thanks so much to everyone there for making my first time so awesome! :D
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I decided to write an update about how my life is going right now...I decide I would try to do a little porn (instead of getting a REAL job) and I actually signed up with a particular company. My Master would have also been in it, but when I asked the person in charge for references (Sir wanted some before I gave away some nudey pics) he quite abruptly said "thank you for your interest, but we are unavailable at this time." I was soo sad and disappointed, but what can you do in these situations??... I've been pretty bummed about that, and the fact that my Master's friend think's so low of me (that's another story)...but anyways, I've decided to try with a diffrent company and show these other guys that I am totally worth it! >:)
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OMG! Something I never would have expected to happen to me has happened! I'm am steadily becoming a pain slut...:(. I put a frowning face because this really isn't something I want to get into considering I have such a low threshold for pain, but I'm afraid I'm already on my way. Yesterday, I was begging for my Master to beat me hard and punch me and was even considering asking him to do a little needle play even if my biggest fear is needles...it all started because I was watching a video from Our Ruinious Love (they are such a hawt couple! ;]) called The Human Punching Bag and now I'm going crazy over it...K is just soooo amazing *sigh*. I'll update as this progresses...
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I know its been quite a while since my last journal entry so I decided to update it. I've been depressed lately because some of my friends whom i have come out to have been making fun of my Master and I's relationship, in a similar way that gay people are made fun of. Im glad that this has happened now, since its Spring Break and I can get away from this.
Things w/ my Master and I have been...alright I suppose. I moved out recently due to some arguments we have been having but I still see him a regular basis. He has just been so stressed out w/ his business lately, its almost hard to be around him anymore. At least I know he still cares, since today another Dom who I had previously talked had offered to train me. After reading some BDSM literature I've become increasingly interested in this and I really want to become a good slave...(though now im not particularly decent). Anyways, this other guy offered to do some hardcore training w/ me so I decided to ask my Master about it. I think he was pretty upset about it, even though he doesnt have time to train me hisself, and he even pulled out the "break up" card if I decided to be trained some place else. I really care for him as well and at this point, im hoping I can hold out until my Master has time for me...
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Hello! This is my 1st journal entry, so I wanted to document a little bit of whats been going on. Im currently with my 1st Master [we met on September 6 :)] and yes i lost my virginity with him. [really.] so far ive be trying to balance my vanilla life with being proud of being my Master's slave. So far its been difficult...especially having to endure the stares we get because of our major age diffrence [hes in his late 40s]. More to come as life progresses...
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