"For the masochist the intolerable end is abondonement, while for the sadist it is the death of the other" ? I am constantly growing into who I should become. I have done much thought into how I want to introduce myself and I seem to change this section a lot. So who I am, I am a sub first and foremost, never been collared and that is because I am waiting for the right one to collar me. I am a true second. In saying a second I mean I can NEVER be an alpha female. I dont want to be someones number one. My fetish, my kink, it has and always. Feel free to ask me anything you would like, I am very open minded and non judgemental. I strive at allowing people to be who they are and if they have a fetish that I may not enjoy its your fetish not mine. I have heard a lot, seen a lot and know theres still a lot more for me to learn. Therefore I am open to others ideas and enjoy hearing them very much. ? I am an avid researcher. I enjoy researching things, especially if I do not know what they are or how to go about something. I will admit that I learned a lot that I do know off of?here when I first got involed in the lifestyle?4 years ago.?I also ask my trusted friends who have been involved for quite some time what they believe as well or view. To me everything is going to be a differance of opinion and not everyone will see eye to eye on certain subjects. But thats ok its what gives us the variety of life. So in short I hope that this little synopsis her describes a little bit about me and if you want to know anything just ask. I will answer? almost anything asked of me.
