aventinus

Never searched for anything "BDSM" before because it never looked appealing--I am a feelings person and not very visual.

My main problem with relationships these days is that it seems to me that everything is backwards, with men submitting to women.

The most fulfilling relationships I have ever had--the ones that were generally happy, were the ones where I had a "submissive" or a "slave." Neither of us called it that. I didn't look for them either. Whenever I go out in bars I never "pick up" women or ogle them and these tools who do so piss me off because I feel that they undermine the natural order of things. Perhaps if men knew the real rules, there wouldn't be so much divorce and misery.

The first time I "came out" to myself I took a girlfriend's anal virginity "by force:" I pumped it wide open for 40 minutes while her legs shook. I finally pulled my cock out and she dropped to her knees in exhaustion and I placed it in front of her mouth. It was covered in lube and shit and she looked up at me and whimpered: "but it's been in my ass." I said "so?" Before I could close my mouth she had taken it into hers with such a sense of duty...

Since then I have often gotten comments from women who were somewhere between uncomfortable and furious with how I just took what I wanted from them--only to have them call me back weeks later wanting more.

One only needs to taste how things should be once and then you are changed for life.

Note that I am not some horny cretin into sex all the time. I am not a bored person--I have goals and devote myself to them the way a woman should devote herself to her man. Sex is like the icing on the cake.

If you allow yourself to fall into my hands, you can expect to:

1. Have your asshole used in ways you could only dream about.
2. Be electrically "stimulated" on a regular basis.
3. Use your tongue in ways it was not meant to be used.
4. Act as portable latrine when I am too lazy to get up at night to use the bathroom.

You will also be eaten and fucked for long periods of time on days when I don't feel like abusing you.

You could say I am a little Jekyl-and-Hyde like that.

I don't enjoy elaborate rituals nor public acts of humiliation, but private degradation and acts of sexual savagery make me glow.