Atesia

Is it possible to be quirky and utterly enticing simultaneously? I suppose my slave will find out. Greetings, again. It has been a while since I last wrote. I've taken notice of my mess of a profile. Recently, I have begun searching for a male slave again. However, since I have just redone my profile, I do not wish to rewrite it at the moment. Anyone who may be interested, but is also somewhat confused, may message me. Do not waste my time with questions that have already been answered. I've received a few messages in the past week or so, from many young males accusing me of having a separate profile here as a financial dominant. (Moi? Non!) Truthfully, I do. :3 Exploring financial domination is of interest to me. I believe that it brings much aid in taking control of a new slave. Any slave who considers themselves as having 'no limits' should not list financial domination as one. That's simply ridiculous when it pleases your dominant. For now, as far as live ins are concerned, I am not searching for a tribute. Merely for control. Once you are an established slave of mine, perhaps I shall take control utilizing such frowned upon methods. Until then, I shall not. (Is it really so uncommon to have more than one profile? Why on earth am I 'playing games' simply because I have two? Stupid pigs.) Moving on. I will be in Burlington on the 26th of October. Any potential slaves looking to meet may arrange a time. I've got a lot of ground to cover in this entry. :3 Next: For any who are unaware, I do not partake in online domination, unless with financial piggies (they're too vile to actually meet in person). Do not bother asking/begging/pleading, etc. It won't sway me at all. I am not all that interested in casual play, unless you wish to be used as a whipping post. Perhaps then, and only then, will I consider. I do not 'play' with males. I use, abuse, and degrade them. They crave it so terribly, and I have so many to satisfy, I simply can not lose touch with my valuable practice by disobeying my own rule. And, yes, for the last fucking time...I am eighteen. And, yes, again, I started very early. I'm sick of this 'holier than thou' bullshit. You're just making yourself look absolutely moronic, so quit trying to belittle me and my abilities because of my age. Some of us are just born to rule, eh? (A joke, yes. Quite your god damn bitching.) I do believe that is all for now. Perhaps I shall write again soon with frustration from continued emails overflowing with total idiocy.

I suppose I'll set my mail controls as well. No more men right now, as they seem to all be a waste of time with copied messages, inability to write properly, show respect, or be honest. Any women are free to contact me, though, so please feel free if you think you have something I'd be interested in. :3

Goddamn, fakes are annoying. And while they really shouldn't get to me, this one managed to annoy me. They waste so much time. Why do they bother, honestly? There's no reason whatsoever to even contact me if you're not really anticipating your slavery to me. Aside from that, what on earth is the problem with my atheism? Don't they see that they're just making their own religion look bad by ridiculing me for it? Not to mention, stooping so low as to insult me? It's pathetic, totally ridiculous. If anyone has any knowledge of a better website I could search for a slave, please let me know. I'd be thrilled to actually find what I'm looking for.

I... Absolutely adore this website. I was beginning to think that forming a household was impossible, but after joining just yesterday, I have spoken to at least twenty potential slaves. Who are exactly what I'm looking for. Not just what I tolerate, but actually what I want in my home. I'm extremely excited now, even more so to move. I'm still wondering exactly how many slaves I will want in my home, though. I'd like as many as possible, but I do not want any conflict, and three or four alone will keep me busy, I'm sure. So, should I get the home with four or five bedrooms? I'm leaning toward the one with five, though it is quite a deal more expensive. But it also has a horsebarn. I would really love to have a horse again, so I think I might go with that. We'll see. Anywho, I'm extremely anxious. I can't wait to begin a new chapter in my life. Also, I can't wait to see my husband. I haven't been able to touch him in over a month now. I miss him so very much. But at least I'll see him soon, and until then, I have plenty of things to keep me busy.

I can't wait to move. Chad has finally gotten the application for the home I want, and the realtor said it was extremely likely that we would get it. It's so beautiful, I simply can't wait to see what it looks like once it's painted and decorated. It also has five bedrooms, including the master, which leaves room for eight potential slaves, excluding Chad. Two of the positions are most likely filled already, but I still have six more to find. I want a full house, no empty rooms. They said it also has a gameroom. Which in time, I could transform into a dungeon of sorts. The livingroom is also fantastic, two stories with huge, high windows and a balcony on the second floor overlooking it all. I'm planning on making black velvet and olive silk curtains for the windows, and decorating the walls with custom made tanks for my pet snakes. Also, I'm thinking of using a system of stack tables in the corners of the room for beta fish, candles and greenery. But with the beta fish being so low to the ground, I don't know what Im going to do about my cats. I know that Kyen would try to climb up there and snatch a fish from its tank, hopefully she'll grow out of that soon. She should, considering that she's still just a kitten. Heh, I'm so used to rambling when writing journal entries, getting off topic, ranting on about something completely unrelated to whatever got me off topic, anyway. Anywho, moving will be fun. I'll be in Austin by the seventh. I have to say, I'm going to miss Vermont terribly, but I've heard quite a few good things about Austin, so I'm sure I can handle it. That's all for now.~