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All in all things have clammed up so much, its so claustropobic to post here, I must have been displeasing or done something wrong. I am sorry for it, and would have been grateful to have known what or why. It has been bewildering for me. |
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After some time away, it has been very nice to be welcomed back in the forums, and as always when you have been away a while, there are lots of interesting threads to read.
I am sure that to be remembered as I seem to have been, my mouth must have dug me some pretty big holes :)
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A rather strange thing has happened. I've been punished, and although that is not so strange, it's my reaction to it that is strange. I am happy, or perhaps peaceful is more accurate. I lost alot of ground with priviledges and such but I do not regret it. I am in no hurry to gain these priveledges back. I feel like something wonderful is happening. It's almost like watching a flower unfurl, or a rain drop fall, or waiting for a kitten to eventually open it's eyes and find it's wobbly feet. No not a kitten, its not cute and fluffy. More like watching a spider spin its web or a cloud coming over and changing shape and colour, will it rain, or clear. it's a very precious time, a time before the dawn, when you are still and you can feel the gossamer touches of change. My Owner would be disgusted to think his touches would be described as delicate when He has kicked my ass for being such a pain in the butt, but I am not unhappy. |
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My best friend has a wonderful New Year crashing in on her and I am so happy to see her happy, scared, excited, aroused, giggly, thoughtful and generally vitally alive. |
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It's one of those days when you feel all alone. Everyone you know is struggling and having a horrible time. I feel alone and unhappy enough to tell a blank screen that i feel sick with worry and have given myself a headache. |
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Today was a very rewarding day for me. A happy day. It started this morning, when I went metal detecting. My first time out. I looked quite the anorak with my headphones, detector and spade! We were on a farm between a castle held by the royalists and a camp of Cromwells men who produced musket balls at this site. I was over the moon to find one! It must have fallen out of someones pocket as it was not flattened it cant have killed anyone. Its quite tiny, and heavy and has a slight raised bump from the mold. It was my first desired find, and how lucky was that to find it straight away. My new desired find is saxon , preferably treasure ;) Actually i am just as thrilled with buttons and thimbles. Its amazing to hold something in your hand, that someone made eons ago, imagine how it got there, who got in trouble for losing it. It was the same field that had thrown out a bit of roman chariot. Two bits. They decided the first bit fell off at the top of the hill and his wheel fell off at the bottom. hehe. bugger. Someone got flogged for that I bet! Actually my first find was a tin can. Please dont chuck them away, its a really downer to dig 2 feet to find Mr Pepsi.
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