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	About aMstrJag4fslave While i seek a female slave w/ few limits, pls. understand that we will/can start slowly, experimentally to find those limits in a safe and sane way. Girl needs to be naturally submissive or of a nature where she expects punishment by many means including pain. If girl enjoys pain all the better. I am a simple and busy man, so that the slave that contacts me must serve as companion servant, slut, slave, toy. As any girl has seen, i am a tall, thin/athletic man; and girl should be of same and/or petite; 5' 4, 115 lbs. max, prominant breasts/nips a plus. If a girl is larger than the 5' 4", 115, then I may use/abuse her on/in a more objective way; this would have to be discussed. I am very much into discipline and protocol, as I want our presentation in public to be casual but sophisticated, in short, special. Please feel free to contact me w/ any comments, questions, concerns. And if girl finds i am not her one, i wish her the very best in her search; enjoy the journey! Best Wishes, Master Jag

Before i enter this next set of text, i want to thank 'FREESPIRIT52' for her permission to use it. I think any/all Masters should set this to type and as i will, frame a copy to act as a reminder of what a master and a man should train and attain in his own existence:

"The Man, The Master"

A Man who displays sensitivity will be a Master who is sensitive to you.
A Man who displays humility will be a Master who will show you respect.
A Man who is not afraid to cry will be a Master who understands your tears.
A Man who is quiet will be a Master who will hear your quietest whisper,
A Man who knows fear will be a Master who will not leave you to face yours alone.
A Man who will listen to a child will be a Master who will always work to understand your words.
A Man who can stand alone will be a Master who will not crush you under His weight.
A Man who controls Himself with ease will be a Master with the ability to control you in the same way.
A Man who does not have to prove His point will be a Master with many worthwhile points to share.
A Man who never makes demands will be a Master who treasures anything you give.
A Man who doesn't run after you will be a Master you will never need to run away from.
A Man who is calm will be a Master who can weather your storms.
A Man who has walked the path to peace will be a Master able to guide you along that path.
A Man who does not shout will be a Master who will never deafen you.
A Man who knows Himself will be a Master who will have time to know you.
A Man with an open mind will be a Master who never stops learning.
A Man who never stops learning will be a Master who never stops growing.
A Man who always seeks to be the best He can be for you is the only Man truly worthy of being called your Master.

http://www.collarspace.com/htmlarea/smileys/0411.gif"> Today i am not happy to be a human being. I am not happy to be one of a civilization that murders. I am not happy that i must live at a time when others find it necessary or efficient to destroy others of our speices; those who's interests, beside their own souls happiness, think there is wisdom in destruction, courage in the taking and not the giving; that somehow any one of us 'is' better than another and that we would kill to prove it.   That a soul leaves a body is it's freedom from such tyranny as the flesh invites.

We have been 'civilized' for over 2,000 yrs and yet we know no more now than we did then about peace w/ our neighbors.  Isn't it the greatest irony that we 'elect' those who's self-interests somehow over-shadows those who they serve; and that those served r but crumbs to the meals the elected look forward to?

And lest one be confused, it is not only America...the not so beautiful...but most 'civilized' nations that inflict the greatest harm on the unsuspecting, the beautiful, the simple, the peaceful amongst us. No, i am not happy to be of this races' of people. God, how many of us deserve to live elsewhere.   Even in the shadow of reason and hope is better than the blast of light that otherwise blinds us to reality. Our progress is our dis a pear ing. Oh how we trivialize our existence by the insults and lies, by the false pride that blinds us to 'life'. Be it ever so humble, i pray to the larger intelligence, to the peoples' that look upon us as so many ants at war and weakness. i pray that i may ascend, somehow, not to a stronger presence, but to an infinite possibility i, as spirit, may achive. If i am but energy, i pray to seek to find the universe w/in my soul; and Gods willing, a heart by which to give it.

People fear me, though i mean no harm. People look away when i see them. It is a mystery i exist in a world that does not.

http://www.collarspace.com/htmlarea/smileys/0090.gif">A Tribute to Michael Jackson July 1, 2009

I?m not sure what to say, but I feel I should say something about the death of Michael Jackson.

To say his death was tragic is an understatement. To say it was an accident is unimaginable. To say it was a relief is appropo. I cannot imagine a more dis-figured person other than Jesus Christ. I cannot think of a more tortured soul than that of Michael Jackson. Perhaps this piece should be a note to all parents as there are similarities between M. and I and any child that has suffered at the hands of their parents, ?guardians.?

I try to find the kernel of M?s. Consciousness and in so doing, I realize it must be: why was he so tortured as a child, why was I; and what have I done to escape this reality for the sake of self help and did/has it worked. NO. And I am sure it did not work for M. For no matter the success, nothing erases in a child's mind the apparent failure to be loved and accepted as someone of value. Yes, it appears ?some? get through it ? I wish I had a list of foster kids, orphans, tormented kids that have succeeded ? but I am confident the percentage that did get through is miniscule by comparison to those who suffered for the rest of their lives in one way, one form or another.

I am not, yet I am, speaking of a Christ complex. However it is seen, I am speaking as an adult who could never grow up because some ?piece? is missing, some integral part of the psyche; and worst of all is the fact that I can?t imagine, ? nor could Michael ? know what that piece is. It is as much as being color blind but not knowing it as one has never known color, the richness of, the power of; and though much is said of it [color], if it is not seen, how does one make up for the lack of it. It seems one must create a substitute.

As one matures under these circumstances ? and I don?t claim to be a psychiatrist ? the very first concern is ?do no harm,? protect, defend and respect all children as one never knows how close that child is to being color blind and/or by what deficit placed on him/her. I know this is the reason why I chose not to have children; I feared that I would not be able to give them what I myself did not have. I did not want my children to inherit my genetics or my environmental issues, what I had gone through. Perhaps it was a coward?s way out, but then, why take the chance. But then M. had the means of doing just that, protecting them. He had money.

M. had money because he had a gift, a way to ?fill in? that which was missing, an outlet, a means by which he could colorize his existence, and that was by way of music. But it must also be understood that if that which is created is done to replace something else that is missing, it is merely a foil, near perfect as it might be to that which is missing. I believe we can all be thankful that M. was able to translate it into music; but then a bigger question arises. Was music not the sense in M. that was enhanced as a result of having another sense retarded or absent? Of course I am not speaking of ?color? but of that psychic component that he was missing, and which I can only speculate via my own experience(s) or lack of. For whatever reason, I could never grow up, nor could he. Even with all his fame and fortune, nor could he. In some ways he could not be more mature by virtue of his genius; but he was never able to grow up as a result of the search for why he suffered such tortures ? ?why has thou forsaken me,? ? at the hands of his fiendish father, family.

So, when I think of M, how can one blame him for his behaviors w/o first understanding what his intent was, knowingly or otherwise? For myself, I choose to stay low, remain under the radar so to speak, so at the very least, we must respect M. for taking the chance, the risk of coming out of the shadows of self-doubt and attempting to be what he could never be, ?realized.?

When M. was on-stage he was Christ, and when he was not, he was the tortured soul, no less than Christ, for even Christ felt an emptiness for not knowing, psychically who he was or why he suffered; and I think M. , in the life he led, helps to explain Christ?s life, helps to fill in some of the ?his story?, how Christ rose to attempt to put the world right, to make it better, safer, worth more, to fill ?it? in an attempt to fill himself with those traits. Music was M.?s God (father) and he announced, broadcasted it in such a novel and unique way, the true intent no less important than Christ?s, if only for the number of people he hoped to reach with his simplicity, grace and courage, in hopes of making the world a better place; and who?s lives he enriched by the existence of his soul.

Let us pray Michael finally found ?peace.? For in the end, is that not what we all seek, strive for, hope for in ourselves; and if we have a soul, we wish it for others? Peace to all.

http://www.collarspace.com/htmlarea/smileys/0005.gif">Do birds play 'chicken' w/ cars? I'm thinking Robins do. Let me know.

http://www.collarspace.com/htmlarea/smileys/0022.gif"> Damn, those crop circles r sooooooooooo kewl. Absolutely amazing. So, why do they exist, come and go, seem almost instantaneously, appear other-wordly...cuz they r?? I love how peeps get into they r a language, have hugely deep meaning, show the star systems or r harmonics of a sort. So, i propose my own thesis. What if ET's, on a vacation, decide to come to Earth, to visit. And of course presume...since they r soooo advanced that they r extremely gifted MENSA type geeks. Well, damn, if u saw an empty green field...a blank canvas so to speak, wouldn't u want to draw something on it? So, they put the field in there etch-a-scketch and in a few minutes, presto....a crop circle thinger!!

Oh, and they're probably from Orion. Wait, wait...opps...those r redheads...lol.

This is a comment from someone who recently read my profile and journal. It address' a prior message I had received by a rather nasty women.
"Well i am not Your "type" but i had to comment on that girl's response to You. She must have been very young just judging by her comments. What she doesn't seem to realize is the older more experienced Doms are much better than the One's i find around my age. The younger Doms lack experience and are usually ridiculous in their search. They also tend to play too many mind games and it is just too much drama. That girl will find that out soon enough and she will wish she had given an older more experienced Dom as Yourself a chance. i was amazed at the differences when i went older!!! "

So said, i continue my low-key search for 'the one'

http://www.collarspace.com/htmlarea/smileys/0076.gif">This is a response to my viewing a profile of what i thought perhaps was a women. i had mentioned that i thought her profile was interesting and said i would be in touch.

What do you fucking old moron want ?
I am not interested in finding another father, I have one.
Learn reading a profile, you ignorant asshole.

Besides, I don't need any pathetic jerk who calls himself a 'master' LOL LOL LOL LOL

at first i wasn't going to respond, as i think such would be a waste of time; but then i thought about it and decided to. i might add that there was nothing in her profile that spoke to age, or anything that would suggest i not write her for any objectionalbe reason. i think i gave a reasonable reply, suggesting that she might be a bit 'mental' but, when i went to send, it appears she had blocked me.

i had to laugh as, there again, i had been fair-minded in my response to such harsh criticism; and then to be blocked seemed such a childish thing to do. now, i think it is quite safe to say this girl has 'NO' goofiness at all, such a shame!!!!!

this last would not be considered a rant, ryt?

http://www.collarspace.com/htmlarea/smileys/0012.gif">wasn't really sure what color to use for this next entry, so i went w/ blue as it is my fav color.

i like goofy girls, kind of nerdy ones, i think. perhaps they r less threatening to a Dom but more than that, i consider it a cute trait, one that makes me smile for what may seem no reason when i look at such a girl. i might also mention that i can be goofy at times, off the wall. no doubt i am fractional...could never be any one thing completely; and i suspect this is a good thing in that i am always thinking, exploring, using a different combinations of fractions to create the whole.

I've decided to begin a journal.

white lettering will be things spiritual.
blue lettering will be those things i find stimulating.
red lettering will be those things that upset or annoy me.
green lettering will be those ideas i would like to employ.
yellow lettering will be answers to ?s and comments.

http://www.collarspace.com/htmlarea/smileys/0022.gif" align=absMiddle border=0>i live in CT and as i enjoy photography, i would like to now get into video filming of bdsm in case anyone in the area is interested.

http://www.collarspace.com/htmlarea/smileys/0022.gif" align=absMiddle border=0>also, i like, enjoy using the Ouija Board to uncover murders and disappearances. i would like to reinitiate this interest in a more formal way so that anyone interested...again, in the area...may contact me.

http://www.collarspace.com/htmlarea/smileys/0005.gif" align=absMiddle border=0>pls, pls....ask cm to consider w/in the browsing area to sub-categorize sub/slave and dom/me, as it is very tedious to go through 10,000 dom/dommes when one is trying to view profiles of sub/slave.

http://www.collarspace.com/htmlarea/smileys/0005.gif" align=absMiddle border=0>another rant...i love that word...concerns women using "lil, little" when, in fact, they r heavy. i propose the use of lil, etc. only if a girl is under 5' 3" and less than 100 lbs. i suggest these numbers as it is commonly thought that 'asian' women r small, petite, lil.

http://www.collarspace.com/htmlarea/smileys/0054.gif" align=absMiddle border=0>i certainly appreciate the existence of cm as a venue whereby 'strange' people can meet and enjoy their uniqueness.

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