akaydia

shamrockrules on 12/21/15 at 6:23 AM:
its ok sir just out of curiosity what the fuck are you seeking to annoy me

akaydia on 12/21/15 at 6:20 AM:
ok

shamrockrules on 12/21/15 at 6:16 AM:
and i dont date queers or dumbasses either i dont give a fuck what your seeking lady your not passionate you dont date what are you a smartass,dumbass slut you just want to annoy real men im busy talking to real sweet subs fuck you dumbass im to nice to even talk to you and u dont have any qualities so far i adore u make my cock shrink actually not my type go argue with these dumbass loosers i like real sweet passionate girls who say sir and need a real man monogomous no offence your a bitch im shur of it

akaydia on 12/21/15 at 6:11 AM:
I hope you can find what you are looking for then on here.I am not looking for a bf or a master so I think it is safe to say we wouldn't be a good fit.since our interests are not the same.

shamrockrules on 12/21/15 at 6:06 AM:
im good babe , im not into bs or talking right now sir is common , master is later im in a horny mood not a lets have a arguement or mental conversation i like looking at that ass , and truelly love your breasts , im playful i want a girl friend and who is sweet and understanding me and my girl will make our own rules .

 Now his last message sent he corrects me by saying i should be saying yes Sir.Now Sir is used with a man you have respect for and an actual true friend you have grown to trust.now you tell me at what point did he respect me to earn the respect?His behavior was disrespectful.why he got a ok not okay Sir.It is a joke how people demand a title of respect but act like this.Another man who should pack his bags and leave the master role behind till he gets some clue on how a man should act.One thing he is right i am a bitch when i deal with morons first thing in the morning.the man is still sending me messages since i ignored him.needy mother fucker isn't he :P

The older I have gotten. To say I was unaware of the lack of how a mind can be so unbalance would be inaccurate. I have learn something.That there can be 2 types people with some variation .One has become so out of tune with emotion. The fancy the spot between the surface and the bottomless pit of no feeling. They just dangle there. On their swing of confusion. Ever so in control but the feeling of anger is what can jerk them out of the comatose state they have mutated into. Broken down machines and when you have been around long enough you know when they are mechanical in everything done to keep there little safety in tack. Hurt but not alive or dead.Nor can you help them to share that little swing they selfishly like to keep their ass secure on.For What reason I don't care.Your insides dug out. mind fucked. It is a bleeding heart story of she/he destroy my inability to feel. Bullshit to that. I am tired of how one needs to be sympathetic to self inflicted emotional pain. Patient and understanding for the ones who lost connection to provide the simplest forms of affection. When in reality you just want to knock their comfy ass off that swing of confusion Only to look at them. smiling politely ".I am sorry did you fall flat on your face. You looked too numb for comfort my friend."  Then forcefully pinning them down and only to loosen that grip till they agree to actually feel again without hesitation.The second type of person can feel and can be irrational but can comprehend much more. I use to think neediness was a sign of desperation. Weakness. The ones who just beg to be loved and touched just was too much but are they or simple just too charged to be handle by anyone less than deserving of the purity of their affection and the love they unselfishly offer? Emotional beings will test the uncomfortable numb ones and yes the moment of failure can be the taste of disappointment. I also use to think at times if one wasn't loved it was something that was not in them that was right for the other to love them but truth be told if you can't love something that will give you love then it's you that failed on your part to love something. Easier to blame confusion. I think people are just fucked up anyways. Repetitive behavior.Poor decision making is part of our genetic flaws we inherited from day one.Why can be a word that can leave a person tongue tied. They simple did it because they had to carry through. Not because they cared. It didn't matter. It was just a plan that was set up.  I have played Russian roulette with my feelings. Given the loaded gun and knew bullets would surely hit my already broken body. It called surrendering. knowing they could surely destroy. Maim me. It is this simple I will give you the means to destroy. I will provide you with the slit in the wall to slither through. I will give you every reason to want to silence me.Even the tongue to bite down on willingly. I'll give you the right to crank the smile on my face as easily as you can put one on this face of mine. Touch me. Inflict the pain. The pleasure. Sacrifice my chances to stand upright. I had a friend who asked why do you do the things with whom you do it with? Its because  I still consist of a warm body who believes in a silly little notion sometimes we have to be ready to pay a heavy price in the pursuit of finding love. Not blindly. Not in denial about the facts as you are doing so but completely open to pain rearing its ugly head in the process. I have became increasingly tired that the only consistencies is the inconsistencies that transformed into consistencies. The lack of eye contact when a person is fumbling for a answer when you ask why. Then when you ask a direct question they want to give a generalize answer that pertain to all people not you. I will judge. There is a right and wrong answer. Generalization. Disconnection seems to find themselves related.