Agdermann

Dear Marit. Thank you for keeping me in chastity for 5 days! (*hrmf*) I felt very good about it the first two days, aroused and happy about the situation.  My manhood no longer avaliable for nobody exept you. The third day, on friday when I was back kissing your lovely feet, I felt so happy and horny.  Hoping for relife if I served you well, later in the night.  Not knowing that you had made other plans.. When I was able to give you what looked like a very delightful orgasme with my tounge, that I was feeling like my own, I was sure that you must be in a good mood.. Even with your kind of happy sadistic smile in your face. You get that look in you face when you unlock your playtoy and have fun teasing it. I was so close.. Many times.. And wanted to beg, but could only say please and that was not good enough. So the frustration and sexual energy was keeping me from sleeping very well that night. I tryed to keep my frustration inside on saturday, but it was like growing during the day.  Found it hard to consentrate on my tasks and do my chores, my mind was all about the need to have sex and cum.  I wanted to cum so bad.. You love it when I am in that state, don`t you Marit?  It seems to me that my frustration make you want to cum more often and harder.. And everytime I made you cum, was it 4 times, on saturday, I felt so very used.  It was probably the first time I got that deep feeling of just being a slave to give pleasure to you.. Thank you.

Marit. It is not possible for me to find the right words to describe how much I love to be under your "wings".  It just feels like it is the most normal and natural way to be a man, when I am serving you. The strong man inside me feel so humiliated and humble at times, but there is no other way and I am loving it. I have dreamed about how you smell, how you look at me and how soft your skin are all night.  You are on my mind all the time. Thank you.

Marit. Thank you for a wonderful date yesterday. I have never been to a SM date in the mountains with such a wonderful Lady before.  I felt like coming to paradis when you stood in front of me and the background was so wonderful.  The little clear pond with all the mountains behind.  Still it was hard to take my eyes away from your chest, it was like magnets, I have not seen any breast that full and round on any woman before.  I did my best to focus on you glittering eyes and loved your redish hair color and style. I felt a lot of sensations in my body when I was allowed to give your feet attention.  Such soft skin, and wonderful natural, without any nail polish.  Giving you a pedicure would be wonderful, but I am a huge fan of them the way they was. I had a great and fun time with you Marit. And have humble wishes about seeing you again. agdermann

I have been serving this 60 year old Lady, that is new to the lifestyle for a few weeks.  It is a bit like I am teaching her to be a confident Dominant woman.  She is a fast learner and really into it so she made me courious when she promised me a special gift on my birthday on monday. Did all the family stuff on sunday so I was happy to be over with all that on the day.  Went like a few times before to see Aina in the morning.  She was in a great mood, and had a very playful smile on her face.  After kissing her feet and undressed, she tied me to the bed and made me excited with her touches and kisses.  She is really good at it and have no problem to turn me on and tease me.  It is something she really like and I do love the teasing, and denial, for a while.  The denial that is, I do get frustratred after a day or two.. -How do you feel about being denied for a week? She got that mysterious look in her face.. -A week is a long time.. I could probably do 3 days.. You know how frustrated I get.. -You have talked about chastity, and I wonder how it will be for this little fellow, to be locked.. She had her hand around my hard cock.. -Unfortunately, we don`t have a chastity device.. -Yes, it is to bad, but if we had one, would you try it for a week, it would be a great experiment?  I would love to see what it will do to you and how we will feel about it.. She took me in her mouth sucking so very soft and good, that my thought was that this was my birthday present.. But I was so wrong.. Because the gift was in the drawer beside the bed, and she took it out.. CB-6000.. -My gift to you my little slave friend.. She put all the pieced out on my stomack.. -Wow, are you serious.. Was my first reaction.. -Yes I am very serious, and excited.. But promise to take very good care of you the hole week.. Was this a dream or a nightmare, I had never tryed anything like that, just different cock rings and so on.. And then something strange happened, my hard cock went to sleep, I think he was scared like me.  Did not feel excited then, just a bit afraid of the unknown and this surprise.  I like to know what is going on, don`t like surprises a lot, well, until later.. The fitting took a while, she was so consentrated when she did it, glasses on and gently making it fit.  Finally she put the lock on.. -Is it okey, how does it feel? -I feel funny, it looks funny.. but it is okey.. -I think it looks wonderful on you.. She lay down beside me and started to kiss.. -I am so glad you would do this, I feel a bit excited already. Kissing always turn me on a bit, and now I felt the cage.. I felt like saying please, let me out.. -You make me horny.. I can feel it now.. -Get used to it, I knew she teased me..

I have started to think about the early days, before the net and all that.  Putting out ads in normal and more sexual magazines, answering a lot of ads.  When I turned 18 and got my car en license, I was determinded to find someone who could help me to understand all this submessive thoughs I had in me.  It had been clear to me for years, that I was a slave, I just did not know how to live it out and so on. Tryed to focus more on the feelings inside me insted of sex and all that in most of my letters, to the more mature woman.  I was drawn towards confident and mature woman, so I focused on them.  Have to say that I was very shy back then, it was so hard to talk to girls my age.  So I used the letters to kind of talk about this side and understand myself. Most liked my letters, how open I was, but most of them found me to young.  And I was about to give up when I got a letter from a 47 year old teacher.  Divorced two years ago, moved back to the farm where she was born and now had settled in, working at the local school. We started to write long letters, and she told me that my words impressed her and in a way opened a new place in her mind.  A different way to see it all.. I have made her realise that she probably have been the Dominant kind all her life, without understanding that side.. She told me that I was to young for her to, but in the same time told me that she was sick of all the rules about what was right and what was wrong.  She wanted to be different, not like everybody else and have some fun in her life.. After a about a month we had a picknick date in a quiet place by the sea.  I was 18 and actually managed to put toghether a picnick basked, with bread, smoked salomon and so on.  (Sorry mom.. I took most of it from home..) In a way I was calm, but not on the inside.  I was going on a date with a woman that have startet to call me her little boy on the phone. She was a short woman with huge breasts, remember how hard it was to take my eyes away from them.. But I did notice her nice smile and we talked like old friends about everthing.  It was just very nice and romantic.. It was spring and sunny, but a bit cold, so I gave her my jacket and warmed her legs, it was very natural.  I just wanted her to be varm and comfortable.  And I got the impression that she liked what I did.. Then she asked how I would feel about going with a old lady like her and see her house? I would have to be a good boy. I was all smiles, we had talked about spending the weekend together, if all turned out well, and it seems that way. I had to park my car in the barn, just to be descreet about it all.  It was a small farm house and a larger barn, with fields around, only a few nabours.  She took me around the house and the style was very varm and cozy.  A little living room on the second floor where I would learn that she perfered to spend a lot of time.  She had her handwork stuff up there, could see that she painted a bit and knitted.  The bedroom was on the other side, with a bathroom inbetween. I guess she was a bit nervouse to, she wanted a glass of wine, someting I did not like a lot at that age.  So I got a coke.  We took it all up to the second floor and smoked a sigarett together.  Still talking and it was all good, with some excitement in the air. It came a bit out of the blue, when she then gave me the first order. -Stand up and undress in front of me slave. Those words have since been in my mind, like it was yesterday. From sitting beside her in the sofa feeling calm and safe, it all changed in seconds.  Felt kind of stupid when I stood up and started to take off my t-shirt, jeans and socks.  It was not very elegant, but a much bigger "problem" rised in my boxer.  My manhood had gone from sleeping to a iron stiff pole in no time.  I was so embarressed when I took off my boxer and put my hands in front of it to cover my state.  I felt so shamful about her seeing me being so hard, before anything had happened. She gave me a warm smile, told me to take away my hands and turn around for her.  At that moment I wished my cock was a lot smaller, it was like it took to much space standing out from my slim body.  Felt her eyes on it and that made it even harder as I turned around. She made me come closer, took around the shaft and started to rub it.  It was the first time a grown woman touched that way and in just seconds it was to much.. My legs started to shake and I was desperat, knowing there would be a lot of cum coming out of it very soon. -I am so sorry, I am coming Mam.. It was like a slow movie when she took her vine glass and put it in front of my cock just in time.. And then I had the strongest orgasme ever.. It was like going to heaven but in the same time to hell, I felt so shameful.. This was just bad.. -I am very sorry, I know I am a failure, I will find my clothes and go home now.. That was the way I felt, just useless for any woman.. She squeesed the last drops out of my cock without a word.  All her focus was on the cock for a long time.. -You are not allowed to leave now.. You came her to be a good slave and give satisfaction and you are going to learn.. And you understand that you have a debt now?  A slave need to give more then he get.. Everytime you cum, you need to make me happy twice.. We have talked about that..

The last week have been like a dream, sometimes a bit scary, other times just wonderful. What is so amazing is how Fruen and Anne have handled everything, how serious they are about the lifestyle.  I know they have been reading a lot, but also asked me a lot of questions about my secret dreams and wishes. I have on my part tryed to tell them that it is about them, what they feel and would like to explore and experience.  Something I have told them several times, that I will be a happy slave if they are enjoying it, have some fun and feel satisfied. Can not remember anybody respond the same way, they say that the interesting part is to discover the male slave and what he is all about.  They find it strange that a maskulin and "strong" man like me have such a strong wish to serve and please, be owned and used. It is hard to belive, but when they see my arousal in different situations, like when I am giving foot worship, there is no doubt in their mind about my wish to submit and serve. The first few days togheter was very innocent in a way, still I felt a lot of exitement.  Then we went to the adult shop together and that was a lot of fun.  Not sure they had been in a shop like that before, they blushed a bit at times. But when we start to look for the items they wanted, they focused and was very interested.  First we looked at collars, and they felt a few, looked closer before two was picked, one each.  Anne chosed one with pet on it, leather.  Fruen a thinner one, a bit feminin in a way, black with some "diamons" on it. When we got over to the chastity devices, they smiled and laughed a lot, looking at me with a sadistic touch in their eyes.  They knew that I wanted to try, but also that it was something I feared, knowing how frustraiting it would be, but also very exiting. They got a CB-6000 and the "gates of hell".. Then a few whips, handcuffs and leather restrains was collected. When they got up to pay and I stood behind them, I did actually blush when the young girl behind the conter looked at me.  She understood that I was serving this two old Ladies and it was humiliating, when she smiled at me. After the shopping we had a nice dinner in a good resturant, before we headed home, to try out everyting.

I bought a good redwine after work and after a shower and change, I drove to Fruen, to spend the weekend with her.  She had been teasing me last night, told me it would be a nude weekend for her slave, no matter what.  Like if her best friend came over, like she usually did in the weekend.  They often made some good food and have a few glasses of wine on friday evening.  But don` worry to much, I have allready told her about you.. :-) She had a nice dress on and looked lovely, I gave her the wine and we hugged and kissed.  Then she walked over to the guest room by the hall and told me to undress in there, before I joined her upstairs. I am not sure why, but when I was complete naked and walked up the stairs, my cock was allready on its way to get very hard.  But felt a lot of exitement, about Fruen and my new position.  She was in the kitchen preparing some food, but stopped when I entered, smiled when she looked at my naked body and hard cock.  Went down in front of me and took the cock in her mouth, like saying welcome to it and tasting it. -Mmm it is better then food.. -I am glad you feel that way.. We smiled. Then I set the dinner table, for 3 people, as she finished the food. I wondered a lot about who whould join us, but was to shy to ask.  We went into the livingroom and I poored two glasses of wine.  As we tasted the wine, she told me that her best friend would come over for dinner, and that she wanted me to act normal, as I was dressed.  You greet her by going down on your knees and kiss her hand. We had talked a lot about foot worship and then she wanted to feel how that was.  I went down in front of her feet and started to massage them gently, kissing them a bit.  Soon enough I licked them with passion and felt the arousal rising.  Blushed a bit by this as I looked up at Fruen, she smiled and nodded. -It is very exiting.. to see how much you like it.. -And it was true, and made me feel a but humiliated.  Why did I enjoy licking a mature womans feet so much, it was strange.. I was very into pleasing her feet when the doorball rang.  -It must be my friend, poor hear a glass of wine to her and wait in the kithchen, serve her when I call. As I waited in the kitchen, I heard they talk and laugh downstairs, then walking up the stairs.  My cock was still hard, tryed to talk to it, asking it to go to sleep, but that wish seemed to only make it harder.  I felt so ashamed about what was going to happen in a few minutes, but the cock had no shame.  He kind of wanted to "show off" or something. I heard Fruen call. -Please come and say hallo to our guest slave. Kind of focused myself for a few seconds before I walked out, with a glass of wine in my hand and the cock standing out like a pole between my legs. Normally I have no problem with eye contact, but this time it was so hard to look at the guest.  But she was a high woman, slim as Fruen, but 30 cm higher, she was dressed in a nice white blouse and long skirt. -This is Anne.. I walked in front of her, kneeled down, handed over the glass, took her hand in mine, and kissed it a few times, with no hurry. -Please to meet you Anne, welcome. I felt like wanting to exuse myself for the nakedness, but Fruen had asked me to act normal. -Thank you.. slave. I understood that she was informed about my status. Fruen had picked up her glass and when I stood up there was a few long minutes when they like talked and gave my body a lot of attention.  Fruen put her hand around the shaft and rubbed it slowly. -He love to be touched, so feel free to tease him as much as you wish. Anne was not shy, her hand came down to my balls, tickling them. -I think he need to be shaved, Anne commented. They played with my pubic hair as they talked about shaved or not. And the old saying about hair in the food, came up and they laughed. My mind was "all over the place" but I did take my time to look closer at the two woman in front of me.  Fruen, the short and tiny woman with the lovely and funny smile.  The more tall and seriouse Anne, her hight made her more classy in a way.  Their age was visible, but that was attractive to me, as was their boobs.  Fruen had the smaller kind, Anne seems to be aware of her attributes, they was a lot larger and hard to take the eyes away from. -I think he would like to play with your boobs Anne. She smiled. -I have felt his eyes on them.. Then she moved closer and rubbed them a bit on my chest.. -I thought he liked foot worship? -Yes he love it.. Then we put the food on the dinner table an sat down, me at the end, Fruen and Anne on each side.  During the lovely dinner, I felt hands from each side stroking my thight and sometimes made it up to the cock, rubbing and playing with it.  A lot of smiles around the table, as we talked and had fun. Strangely it did not feel so crazy to sit there naked, probably since most of my body was covered. The Ladies sat down with their wine and made me clean up, so I had to walk a few times back and forth into the kitchen.  When I was finish and walked over to them, I wondered what would happen next.  Kind of knew it would be something humiliating. -Anne have just told me that she is curious about foot worship. -Can I have the honors? They smiled and Anne, who had taken off her shoes, pulled her feet out from under the table. -Yes, give her a proper welcoming.. Sat down on the carpet and took her long feet into my lap.  Masseged them softly first, one by one, before I started to lick them in a worshipping way, with a lot of pleasure.  Felt the arousal rised as I got into it, with eyes closed.   -It is wonderful to see his affection, do you enjoy it, Fruen asked Anne. -I like, a lot.  Never belived it could be so pleasureable. And I felt her enjoyment and see her growing exitement, started to dream about some more as my cock got very hard again. Then they started to talk about shaving and they took me into the bathroom.  Fruen got her lady shaver out and they giggled a lot as they started to shave my balls, very carefully.  But I was a bit afraid, and wondered how much they would shave away? I should have known, of course they shaved all my pubic hair, and I felt even more nude then before.  They cleaned and dryed everything with commitment.  And all the time my cock had been more or less hard, it was exiting. They I was placed between them in the sofa and they played a lot with the cock and balls, teasing it by rubbing, licking and sucking.  Finally it was hand milked, Fruen eagarly licking it all up..

We started to talk on a regular dating site for seniors, she was 65 and found it interesting that I was a submessiv serving man.  After we had talked about regular stuff for a while she joked about having a nude man around.  How "fun" that would be.  From that day we talked a lot about how Dominant woman and submessive male could play.  I was taken by surprise, when she told me that she loved cum and that cum made her so horny.  Think she must have been the first woman that have talked that way.  And strangely, she prefered oral worship over fucking. Was not sure if she was playing with me or if it was true, but I sure got very exited and interested in her.  She lived 30 minutes away and after we had talked on the phone a few times, she invited me home. I bought flowers and she was very happy about them.  She was a short woman, so it was a bit strange when we hugged a long time, but it felt good.  Then she took me into the living room where she had prepared coffe and cake. She sat down in the sofa and made me stand in front of her, told me to take off my shirt as she opened my jeans and pulled it down.  Soon enought the boxer followed, even the socks, and I was complete nude.  Felt a little blushing, as she looked closer at my body and cock, glasses on, touching a little bit. She moved over and made me sit down beside her.  We talked and had coffe, as she had her hands around my cock all the time, rubbing it slowly.  I was very hard and exited, as promised I had not ejaculated for 5 days.  From now on all my cum belonged to her, "Fruen" as we call it in Norwegian. Had to inform her that I would cum soon, and she made me stand up in front of her.  She took my hard cock in her mouth and sucked so good, the warmt in there made me cum in no more then 2 minutes. She closed her eyes but I could still see the delight in her face when my hot juice floated into her mouth.  I know it was a lot of cum, after 5 days, and I could see it when she opened up and placed the cock head on her underlip.  Then she played a bit with it in her mouth before she swallowed.  Then she opened her eyes, looked at the cock and made the last few drops come out and licked them up with passion. -That is what I am talking about, now I am so wet.. She sat back, pulled her dress up a bit an nodded, as she spread her legs inviting.  I went down on my knees and tasted her wetness.  I licked for a while and she enjoyed it, made some delightful sounds.  She tasted very nice end I felt my exitment slowly returned. -Licking pussy turns you on, does`ent it? -Yes Frue. -Good, I want to play a lot more with that cock.. Tryed to put my heart into the licking as she talked and it had the right effect, I know she came when I rubbed her clit with the tip of my tounge.. -Mmm yes, right there.. Then her body starte to shake as she grabbed my head and pushed it closer.. After a minute or two she asked if it tasted good?  Told her she tasted like the sweetest honey.. When I stood up in front of her, she took my cock in her mouth again, it was not all hard, but the licking hade made me exited.  Her slow sucking was delightful, and the love she showed for it was amazing.  When it was stiff and swollen again, she looked at me. -You taste very good to.. We sat down and talked for a while, her hand around the cock, stroking it slowly. She told me that she loved this so far and would not let me go.  And wondered how I felt?  I looked down at my hard cock in her hand, I think it speak for itself.  We laughed and she kissed it again.  -So you think the cock is in good hands? -I do. -Would you let a old Lady like me own it? -That would be a dream come tru.