when you think it can't possibly get any worse?

well you're absolutely mistaken


mom's up and decided she doesn't want to pay my tuition. just not her idea of a good investment of her money since (according to her) I'm the devil and also conspiring against her. but that's no big. I can either drop all my classes at university and kick it back here at this house with her hating my guts, or I can get $5.5k in student loans and pay everything I've ever made to work them off. it's no big deal. I'll probably even sell my con tickets!

my mom pulls shit like this all the time and basically yells "sike!" at the end to prove it was all a long elaborate lesson, but this time it doesn't feel like a joke. it feels real. and I've never hated a person as much as I hate her just right now.

I don't know how to do this anymore.