Zakkura

Rambles of A Moron

withoutxaber — Thu, 27 Mar 2014 01:20:14 GMT

First ramble up: The Walking Dead

Just going to say that I've been enjoying the fuck out of this back half of Season 4, the fact that our group has been split up throws the show into an even darker tone in my opinion as we can see that they're all just fucking lost without one another and the fact that Glenn was carrying Daryl's poncho, Maggie's photo and several other items so he could return them to their owners broke my heart.

I wept because of the most recent episode and I'm not ashamed to admit it, I also just want Daryl away from those fuckers and back with Rick.

The season finale is appearing in the UK on Monday and I hope my predictions are correct, I was right on the past two seasons.

Second Ramble Up: The Musketeers

The Musketeers is a wonderful program that I am so wrapped up in that it's only the second show I've ever used the bbc iplayer for. Aramis and Queen Anne is a lovely pairing and I support it but it should never have happened, D'artagnan and Constance make me ache on a regular occasion, Athos makes me want to wrap him up in a blanket and snuggle up with him with Porthos by my side.

This is one of the best BBC shows in a very long while, the fact that the women in the program are fucking strong as nails makes it even better and we see gender-reversal roles, especially when Constance protects Aramis with baby Henry.

Third Ramble Up: New Websites

WhoLock & Collections Blog

Thwick Thwack The Twat Is Back

withoutxaber — Tue, 04 Feb 2014 10:36:33 GMT

I've had this opinion of Moffat since the start but recently more and more Sherlock/Doctor Who fans have also started to see this.

Moffat has to be one of the most arrogant 'writers' in Britain, seriously he just doesn't get that he isn't the best in the world nor does he add anything new to the fandoms that he talks shit about and takes the piss out of quite frequently.

The way he speaks about his adaption of Holmes is like he's somehow created the best version of Holmes, that every female character that Doyle introduced was boring and lacked background whilst he managed to create an 'oh-so-fab' female character called Molly Hooper; whom is actually quite dull herself when you really look at her.

I like Molly, I really do but Moffat is preaching that she's this incredible and revolutionary female character in the Sherlock world when she bloody well isn't. Moffat turned her from a girl that most of the population could sort of relate to, to a woman who is engaged to a reasonable bloke (Tom) but is still asking Sherlock out on a date in the very first episode lusting after the detective like a pathetic puppy. Turning her into a woman who emasculates her fiance in front of an entire wedding hall and spends most of her time staring daggers at any female that goes near Sherlock at said wedding even though her loved up and loyal fiance is standing right beside her unaware of her facial expressions that are hidden by the angle her head is at.

I don't understand why Moffat continued to write Molly in this manner, they could have kept her engaged, there wasn't any reason for her to still be into Sherlock other than for comedy effect which I know is the reason they made her engagement fail. It's such a load of bullshit because seeing Molly with her now smug smirk on her face doesn't make people like her or respect her anymore, it's incredibly irritating seeing her try to win Sherlock over when there was nothing of the sort in the stories.

In case you forgot, Moffat, Molly didn't actually exist in canon and if Sherlock were to, by some fucking miracle, be interested in somebody (male or female) then I think I can safely say that most of the fandom would like it to be a character that already existed in the canon material.

Anyway.

I have read thousands of articles where Moffat has blubbered on about bullshit Doctor Who/Sherlock storylines that have plot holes bigger than fricking Saturn and when my eyes cast downward towards the comment section I see nothing but fans wishing he would leave Doctor Who and leave Mark Gatiss to write Sherlock by himself as he seems to be the one who actually knows things about Sherlock Holmes whereas Moffat just makes shit up.

These are just a few of my own personal thoughts at the moment, I'm not writing all of them down because I'd be kicked off the site for saying what I truly think about this man's attitude.

Twelve's Costume!

withoutxaber — Wed, 29 Jan 2014 02:47:37 GMT

Peter Capaldi finally has his outfit to show us and good grief, it reminds me so much of Jon Pertwee it's not even funny.

I really really really like his chosen outfit, it's different from all three previous New!Who Doctors and to quote Capaldi 'Rebel Time Lord' is basically what his outfit is. He works it very well but I'm so nervous for the episodes to start airing because I'm not a hundred percent sure about him, just yet.

But he's been a fan of Doctor Who since he was a kid and it was adorable with how excited he got when he received the call that he'd gotten the part. He is very adorable and a wonderful actor, especially in the BBC show 'The Musketeers'.

Also can I just point out how bloody awesome his trousers are? He looks like he's wearing Star Trek pants haha

Oh Mary My Darling

withoutxaber — Sun, 05 Jan 2014 23:29:54 GMT

I never had a problem with Mary Morstan; in fact she was my favourite Sherlock Girl in the books and Amanda's representation of her has made me fall in love with her character all over again. I know what's going to happen in the next episode.

I know.

And it's killing me.

Drabble - John/Mary { BBC Sherlock }

withoutxaber — Sat, 04 Jan 2014 14:57:01 GMT

^{Notes: this was a requested drabble centered around John x Mary being all fluffy with one another! Hope you all enjoy this because I really liked writing it.}

^{Come here to request a drabble/fanfiction.}

^{"Nervous?" Mary grinned as she watched John adjust his tie for the hundredth time, dressed to impress and impressed she was.}

^{"It's been quite a while since I've had to meet anybodies parents, so yes I'm nervous," he replied with a smile, his right eyebrow arching when Mary came over to him and placed a warm kiss on his cheek.}

^{"Relax they already like you because of what I've told them," she gave a playful wink when John's expression suddenly changed into a concerned one.}

^{"What have you told them?"}

^{"Nothing bad,"}

^"Mary-"

^{Mary gently rubbed his cheek with her thumb, lips meeting his to silence him and his worry; a loving bump of her nose against his cheek and she moved away from him again.}

^{"You'll do great, you always do just don't pull rank on my dad alright?" she laughed at the very image, John was a lot shorter than her father and just picturing him pulling rank on a man that was over six foot was hilarious.}

^{John gave her a deadpan expression.}

^{"Was that a height joke?" he bit back his laughter as he turned on his heel away from the mirror to face her, Mary was already sticking her tongue out at him.}

^{He could read her well and he enjoyed that, he could get the hidden meanings in her sentences and know by her facial expressions if she was feeling well or not.}

^{John knew that you could only do this with somebody you loved and he was completely and utterly in love with Mary.}

^{He had once been able to read Sherlock pretty well, he had loved that man as well but not in the same way he did Mary.}

^{"C'mon Captain we'll be late," Mary smiled brightly and laced her fingers through John's with a loving rub of her thumb against his palm.}

^{She knew he would impress her parents.}

^{There wasn't any possible way that he couldn't what with his history and how bloody sweet he was when they were alone together, she loved him with all of her heart and soul and her only regret was that she hadn't met him earlier and had spent quite an annoying amount of time on men who weren't worth her breath.}

^{But when she had met John everything was different, she could tell from the way he treated her on their first official date that John Watson was different from any other man she'd met.}

^{Of course she knew about 'three continents Watson's' past but she knew many people who had been around the block a number of times who had come out happy and married.}

^{John was considerably less confident than he was at present when she had met him but it took him another nine months for him to reveal why he was depressed.}

^{Sherlock Holmes.}

^{The man that Mary knew still had a hold over John's heart and she wouldn't ever try to take his place, she actually supported John in keeping the memory of the deceased detective alive by helping him regularly visit the grave.}

^{"Have I ever told you how much you've helped me?" John suddenly spoke up snapping Mary out of her memory lane, they were now out of their house and on their way to the bus station as John till preferred public transport however, there weren't any taxis around their road.}

^{"I know," was all Mary replied with and she warmed when John looked down at her with such a tender gaze and their lips slowly met once more.}

^{Neither aware of the postman with}^{striking eyes}^{currently looking at them from across the road}

Current Projects

withoutxaber — Thu, 28 Nov 2013 15:10:06 GMT

I will just put it out there now that I was crying and grinning throughout the 50th Anniversary/Birthday of Doctor Who, I honestly loved the relationship between War Doctor, Ten and Eleven. Matt was the funniest which made me happier than anything because I was expecting Tennant to steal the limelight away from him considering how popular he was and still bloody is.

My heart ached so much when Tom Baker appeared at the end, he was the third Doctor I watched as a child and he loved his part as The Doctor, you could see his eyes welling up as he was about to leave and that was it, I was on the floor crying. And then The Five(ish) Doctors was on and efkjbdkgfnxdk.fsndk SYLVESTER MCCOY YOU CUTE LITTLE MAN. He is my Doctor. I mean all of them are my Doctor but he's.....mostly my Doctor is that makes any sense.

I love you Peter for writing that little treasure I've re-watched it about twenty times haha

Anyways I'm just popping in to say that I'm currently working on my own Doctor Who novel. I've been thinking about it for a while and now I'm actually going through with it; I've always wanted to write one and it's written for Eleven and Clara. I honestly couldn't stand to write another Rose story because I think Whovians have been bombarded with her recently.

I'm also writing a chaptered WhoLock fanfiction! Something I have wanted to do since Tom Baker's episode. I'm having so much fun writing about the characters I know! I love them, they're like my best friends :)

In other news.

SHERLOCK has finally been getting more screen time on the BBC, new trailers, photos, John released a new blog entry. And all of this blew up on the 50th for Doctor Who. It was like fucking Christmas for me I swear.

And can I just point out how brilliant an actor Martin Freeman is? Did you see the look in his eyes as he (possibly) looked at Sherlock? The hurt and disbelief.

Ugh.

I can't wait for December because I know that's when Sherlock may be starting up again, possibly on Christmas Eve, Boxing Day or New Years Eve.

while zack and cloud get it on

withoutxaber — Tue, 05 Nov 2013 01:47:39 GMT

Imagine yourself waking up in a time without mobile phones and you have to rely on letters and packages to arrive in the good time of the post, the sheer thrill of waiting for the time your parcels arrive is like nothing you experience when you receive and e-mail or a text message. Like your a bloody kid at Christmas you end up ripping your envelopes and wrapping paper apart to get to the mysterious treasure beneath.

Even if the treasure ends up to be a charity seeking help or just spam it still holds a certain charm for simply arriving in the post.

I am currently feeling this buzz.

I have ordered a bunch of gaming shirts - commas show separate shirts.

The Legend of Zelda ~ Lon Lon Ranch shirt {it's one of posters for the ranch you see in the game, Majora's Mask if I'm not mistaken}

Sherlock ~ I Am Sherlocked {BBC} , Evolution of Sherlock {BBC}, Sherlock and Watson silhouette {Jeremy Brett and David Burke version}

Pokémon ~ Pikachu, Gengar, Haunter and Vaporeon.

The Last of Us ~ Ellie and Joel

Doctor Who ~ University of Gallifrey, Union Jack TARDIS

Zombie Genre ~ Left 4 Dead, Left 4 Dead 2, The Walking Dead, Shaun of The Dead

Final Fantasy ~ Cloud and Zack {Crisis Core}, Hope Estheim, Moogle, Pixel Chocobo

Harry Potter ~ Marauders Quote, Remus Lupin, Luna Lovegood

I'm so excited right now!

I have been dying to grab a whole bunch of these shirts as I'm honestly sick and tired of my plain ones, I have a few gaming shirts but not many and I just gathered up the right amount of money to get all of these and a few other items { x rated yaoi doujinshis (>‿◠)✌ }.
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in between left 4 dead loading

withoutxaber — Sun, 03 Nov 2013 12:40:31 GMT

I swear sometimes I just pay attention to the most random things out there, I mean I spent about two and a half hours watching my sister try to straighten her hair and I found it hilarious as her hair would then just spring back up into a huge arse curl. I also managed to find it entertaining watching my dog try to walk and scratch at the same time and then just end up falling over.

But then again, I also found that I have some fucking weird turn ons, seriously I looked through the types of fanfictions I read and had favourited and about 99% of them contain the most violent shit or they're just bloody disturbing.

But I now don't care as I'm about to ram an axe into a zombies skull.

tv feels

withoutxaber — Wed, 30 Oct 2013 16:20:35 GMT

Ripper Street came back on Monday and I thought I was going to have a bloody heart attack because I was so excited to see this fucking awesome series return! And it's just as wonderful as it was in the first series; I have honestly been so anxious because my other crime based programs have either just ended their newest series or they're holding out on a release date and decide to give it to America first.

I am talking about the wonderful Whitechapel that's on ITV.

And, of course, BBC Sherlock.

However I do have both on DVD and BluRay haha So I've been binging on both of these shows...totally not...being captivated by particular actors.

BUT THERE IS MORE IMPORTANT NEWS

Being a hug Doctor Who fan since I was a kid I have been taken with every regeneration of the Doctor and loved almost every companion. I am so looking forward to the 50th anniversary, so much so that I actually wore my TARDIS dressing gown all day for about...uh two weeks heh And I've been re-watching some classic Doctor Who {the Seventh regeneration with Ace in particular}.

Just. Basically. I'm having a lot of tv feels.

Doujinshi Hunting: Help needed!

withoutxaber — Sun, 23 Jun 2013 00:53:49 GMT

Okay I really need some help with hunting down some Doujinshis.

I am looking for reliable and trustworthy sellers who have any of these pairings in their possession and can ship to the UK.

Zack x Cloud - Final Fantasy VII (NO involvement of Sephiroth in the pairing please)

Ranmaru x Mikaze - Uta No Prince Sama

Gray x Natsu - Fairy Tail

Clear x Aoba - DRAMAtical Murder

Lavi x Allen - D Gray Man

Zael x Yurick - The Last Story

Yukina x Kisa - Sekai Ichi Hatsukoi

Chiaki x Yuu - Sekai Ichi Hatsukoi

withoutxaber — Tue, 04 Jun 2013 00:56:38 GMT

â Recently I have been finding that my obsession with Uta No Prince Sama is actually pretty stable compared to other people haha I had quite a frightening moment when I thought I was just talking to another fan and then they ended up being a little odd and such.

â Currently in other news, I'm working on a giant ass list of requests over on my Deviantart and so far I'm not doing too well haha But I'm still working on other written works before I get onto those requests. I'm still stuck on my Zero x Kaito fanfiction and I'm craving to write some Clack but I have no ideas for storylines and it's just getting to me a little bit because last year and all the years below that I have been able to write a lot one after the other, crapping out stories of both fanfiction and original quicker than anything but now I can't really write anything and I'm lucky if I write more than a few sentences every other week.

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withoutxaber — Sun, 12 May 2013 20:32:49 GMT

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withoutxaber — Thu, 09 May 2013 16:32:29 GMT

Rush x Dave

Rated T

Shonen Ai

I do not own The Last Remnant nor the characters I have used, I just own the fanfiction.

As golden feathers shook in the warm breeze, the beautiful green grass seemed to almost glow beneath the Chocobos that were grazing upon it, their beaks quickly snapping at each individual blade replicating movements of the wholesome cow.

It was a sight that always calmed David when he woke up in the morning, his lips pulling up into a gentle smile as he watched the animals from the kitchen window. He and his boyfriend, Rush, had managed to buy a house that was built right behind a Chocobo farm and neither one of the boys could refuse such a great offer.

Not only did they have such a beautiful view of the creatures and the scenery that they lived one but the owner of the Chocobos, a stern faced lady named Emma, would often bring then a small basket of fresh Chocobo eggs to eat sat in the very hay that they were laid in.

Today was no exception and David jumped a little when Emma tapped gently on the kitchen window to get his attention, lifting up a new basket of eggs and what looked like some homemade bread that he knew Emma's son had made, the son that he'd never even seen.

"Good morning, Emma," David smiled handsomely as he opened the back door to her, Emma nodded her head with acknowledgement before placing the basket of food on the kitchen counter, her eyebrow arching as she noticed the vast amount of washing up that needed to be done.

"I wish you would tidy the place up, I know that boys are naturally messy," Emma sighed and placed her hands on her hips as her silvery hair fell into her face, her eyes meeting David's with a questionable look.

"Ah," David chuckled and looked around at the kitchen area, "sorry, David and I were a little busy last night to deal with the cleaning," he flushed a little at his words before clearing his throat so he could turn and smile at Emma once more.

"I don't even want to know," Emma shook her head with a cringe, not wanting to hear about what they could be up to underneath the sheets of their bed.

"We were not making love," David stated with a slightly humored tone, watching as Emma's cheeks turned a faint rosy colour.

"I shall leave you and Mr Sykes to the food, have a good day David," Emma was quick and quiet with her words as she hurried out of the house before she felt anymore embarrassment.

David just shook his head and turned to the food offering that Emma had given them, he then set about making something breakfast for both him and Rush, who was still asleep upstairs, before David had left the room the brunette had been on his front with his leg and arm hanging over the side.

Rush had always been like that, rather slobbish in bed, he was either stretched out like a starfish or parts of him were hanging over the edge of their bed not that David minded of course, he just thought that Rush must be rather cold sometimes as the brunette rarely manages to keep the blanket on him when he moves around like he does in his sleep.

When he heard the soft padding of feet he turned to see Rush standing in the doorway rubbing his eyes tiredly, David rolled his eyes as the brunet was most likely guided blindly by his nose as Rush loved his food a little more than the average person does.

"How can you be up this early?" Rush yawned again and didn't bother to cover his mouth like a polite person would do making David snort to himself "you're strange," he added with a childish look on his face, his unwashed face looking striking when the morning sun hit him as it bled through the blinds.

"Rush," David rolled his eyes as he began to plate the food up for the both of them, nearly spilling hot oil on himself when Rush's head suddenly appeared on his shoulder.

"Emma gave us more food," Rush's eyes lit up and his lips pulled up into a more awake grin, "I love that woman," he snorted before brushing his lips against David's neck.

"So basically anything that feeds you gets all your love?" David replied with a playful expression, his eyes a warm and creamy colour as Rush continued to look into them for a few seconds, looking away when he saw the grin appearing on the blond's face.

"Only you," Rush replied with a childish quirk of his lips, hands moving down and squeezing David's hips, a sigh escaping him as he tried to stop himself from becoming overly involved with his boyfriend's body, but it was difficult considering David had the body most men would be jealous of, including Rush.

"Good," David then turned around after dishing the food up and placed his own hands upon Rush's waist, tilting his head to the side so his blond bangs hid his face slightly, he did this deliberately as he'd noticed that Rush seemed to have a weird thing for him with his hair like that.

"Oh, I forgot to say," Rush began, yawning in David's face making the blond cringe, "Irina wants to come over and see how we're doing, is that alright?" he tilted his head to the side.

"Sure, I've missed her," David smiled and then moved one of the plates into Rush's face, "now eat,"

To say that Rush ate like a pig would be an understatement and David found it difficult to eat his own food upon the noises that his boyfriend was making, not to mention the fact that Rush tended to spit food whenever he spoke as well because he didn't bother to swallow before talking.

David had been brought up in a rather established place and had proper table manners, was incredibly charming and knew how to behave, Rush was the complete opposite.

"Good Lord, even Torgal eats better than you," David chuckled as Rush replied with a sheepish smile and shyly rubbed the back of his head.

"Torgal was brought up the same way you were though," Rush pointed out with a laugh that sounded much like a child, it actually made David's heart skip a few beats, "Irina and I were brought up like normal teenagers not princely beings like you, Dave," he then grinned brightly with a wink.

"Princely?" David snorted and shook his head, "I am far from a prince, Rush," he arched his eyebrow as Rush simply stuck his tongue out at him.

"Yeah right, you get anymore princely and I'll have to get you a crown," Rush joked and cleared their plates, putting them in the sink; yelling out in shock as David's hands suddenly slammed down either side of him on the kitchen counter.

"Would that make you my servant then?" David smirked a little leaning forwards to take the skin of his lover's neck between his teeth.

"Pfft, I'd be a Knight, not a servant," Rush pouted, "I'm way too brave to just be a servant," his arms had curled around the blond's neck, fingers tugging at the hair he found there, "I'd protect you from everything and then take you in the corridor of your castle,"

"Oh shut up," David couldn't control the laughter that fell from his lips, making it vibrate up the side of the brunet's neck, "you bastard," he laughed again before looking up and smacking Rush around the back of the head.

"Yes, your Majesty," Rush replied in laughter as well, his eyes lighting up as they continued to playfully tease one another with words, he loved moments like this when nothing was serious and they could just be themselves.

"You're supposed to be kind to your Prince," David noted and lifted his head so that he could look his boyfriend in the eyes.

"Well then," Rush leaned in close, "you should reward your Knights more," he threw another wink David's way before, once again, their lips met in a soft kiss that left them both breathless.

Fucking Hell

withoutxaber — Sat, 27 Apr 2013 21:17:34 GMT

I wrote up a half decent little drabble (by little I mean about 30 pages so not really a drabble but hey ho) about various characters and I worked so fucking hard on it and I THOUGHT I saved it, I even clicked the damn save button and everything and therefore logged off for the night and then boom! In the morning all of my work is completely gone.

I'm so angry and upset at the moment that I have yet again lost a piece of work that I enjoyed writing and put a lot of heart into.

Mixed Fandom Icons

withoutxaber — Tue, 19 Mar 2013 02:20:02 GMT

Originally posted by withoutxaber at Mixed Fandom Icons

Vampire Knight:

(Kaito Takamiya x9,
Zero Kiryuu x3,
Yuuki Kuran x5,
Sayori Wakaba x4,
Senri Shiki x3,
Takuma Ichijou x4,
Rima Touya x3,
Kaname Kuran x3,
Seiren x 1,
Toga Yagari x1,
Sara Shirabuki x1,
Kaseumi Kageyama x 2,
Aidou Hanabusa x2,
Maria Kurenai x2,
Haruka Kuran x1,
Juuri Kuran x1,
Nameless Characters ((Night Class)) x2,
Pairings ((ZeroxKaito)) x2,
No Faces x1)

The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya:

(Yuki Nagato x 1,
Itsuki x1)

Pandora's Tower:

(Elena x10,
Aeron x9
Pairings ((Aeron x Elena)) x 2)

The Last Story:

(Zael x 4
Yurick x 19
Mirania x 2
Syrenne x 1
Lowell x 1
Calista x 1
Pairings ((Zael x Yurick)) x 2)

Rosario and Vampire:

( Miyabi x 1
Hokuto x 1
Mizore x 2
Kurumu x 2
Yukari x 2
Fang-Fang x 3
Tsukune x 4
Routier x 5
Kiriya x 7
Xia-Long Miao x 11

Vampire Knight

The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya

Pandora's Tower

The Last Story

Rosario and Vampire

Update-a-mondo

withoutxaber — Fri, 22 Feb 2013 16:16:20 GMT

I am so super syked that my doujinshis are coming soon, I made an Ebay account so I wouldn't have to keep on using my brother's and now I'm just ordering Clack doujinshi like nothing else haha I have a lot of them already but I'm still missing a few, some are really rare so it's a pain in the butt trying to find them.

❅

I'm making sure to actually keep my doujinshis in a very safe place because my shelves proved to be rather unstable and my doujinshis nearly had awful bends in them, I'm so protective of my doujinshis and my comic books that I really freaked out and just threw myself at the floor to catch them, which I did.

❅

I then ordered a really cool looking Winnie The Pooh case xD It doesn't sound very cool but fuck age, I love Disney. It's really good for storing my doujinshi in and they've been safe and sound in that case as it sleeps under my bed :O)

❅

I'm sorry for not updating on here but there hasn't been anything to report, my life isn't interesting enough like the popular blogs which seem to have a new entry every hour with amazing adventures (some of which I suspect are actually made up).
❅

But I am actually writing a little again, I have some fanfictions for a few fandoms in progress and I'm jotting down some ideas in my 'Thoughtie' notebook. I'm also working on my original works too. That's even more difficult because I keep on accidentally adding things in from games and such ¬_¬ Like yesterday, I added in Lifestream for something and I just slammed my head on the desk haha

Update of Nothing-ness

withoutxaber — Wed, 30 Jan 2013 10:25:05 GMT

Okay, my reading material for today's morning bathtime has been selected and it will be:

Invisible by Yubinbasya.

One of my most favourite Zakkura doujinshis out there of Yubin's and I'm not quite sure what my most favourite would be so don't ask haha

I have also been going through certain phases over the past few days of where I will only watch one thing for the entire day (marathon wise) and today it seems I have selected:

Sherlock :) I am in the mood for detective things today, so much so that I am currently browsing through my Jack The Ripper Files book thing that I got for Christmas.

Juuri and Shiki - Aunt and Nephew fic

withoutxaber — Mon, 24 Dec 2012 19:22:10 GMT

A fanfiction showing the relationship of Juuri and Shiki, I hope you all like it ^

☆ A warm atmosphere fell around the two Vampires currently occupying a small room that held a single bed and a side table where a pretty light blue lamp sat with a comforting yellow glow creeping under the shade.

Juuri Kuran, a Pureblood, was comforting her nephew who was at the young age of three or the 'age of cuteness' as Juuri preferred to call it having children herself she knew that it was a fact.

"Aunt," a small and unconfident voice called her away from her thoughts and she beamed as Shiki's hand wrapped around her finger, his hands being as tiny as they were, made Juuri's heart melt a bit and she bent down to pick him up.

"Everything's alright sweetheart," she placed a loving kiss upon Shiki's forehead as she sat him on her hip before they both flinched at the sound of a door slamming shut, angry voices belonging to her brother and Shiki's mother soon following.

Shiki shuddered a little and cuddled into his Aunt more, his head resting on her shoulder as his face stayed unreadable which was more worrying for Juuri because she knew that he was frightened and she had half a mind to walk out of the room and scream at the supposed adults that were still yelling at one another in the entrance hall just outside Shiki's bedroom.

It was when the volume escalated that Juuri began to hum right near Shiki's ear, her wine coloured eyes slipping closed as she too tried to ignore the argument, her heart skipping a beat as she heard a slapping noise and she knew who had delivered it as Shiki's mother cried out.

"You bastard!"

Juuri gasped and quickly covered Shiki's ears slightly annoyed that Shiki's mother would even think of swearing knowing that her toddler was just in the next room.

"It's okay," Juuri opened her eyes when she felt Shiki pull away from her, his small frame jumping down from her hold before he walked over to his side table and opened the drawer, pulling out his favourite story book.

"Shiki, you don't have to pretend with me," Juuri smiled weakly as she joined the toddler on his bed, laying down beside him whilst Shiki sat up against his headboard with the large book open on his lap, brilliant illustrations catching Juuri's eye for a few seconds.

"I'm not," Shiki replied with a blink, his eyes meeting those that he adored of his Aunt, "this happens all the time," he explained with such a casual tone that it worried Juuri even more.

"They shouldn't be fighting," Juuri stated with a serious look on her face, cupping Shiki's cheek gently, warming as he pushed into her touch a little, "especially with you so close to them, they know that you can hear them," she added with a deeper frown.

"Aunt," Shiki said with a louder voice trying to stop her from worrying, hating the frown upon her pretty face, "I have you so everything is alright," his head tilted to the side with adorable child innocence and Juuri relaxed a little, her hands gently cupping her nephew's cheeks.

"I'll always be here for you," she promised, her lips pressing against his forehead gently with a hint of fright in her actions as she knew that she would have to be leaving him in a few minutes as his parents were back.

~*~

When Juuri stood in the doorway to the mansion that Rido lived in, she smiled when little Shiki waved her a goodbye and as she waved back and started to walk her way home, she had no idea that that would be the last time that she ever saw her nephew and sister in law again.

The Pureblood tucked her long brown hair behind her ear as small snow flakes began to trickle down from the mushroom soup coloured sky, her ruby lips pulling into a gentle smile; her tongue playfully catching a flake and she giggled at the feel of it melting.

If Juuri had known what events would be happening in the near future, that gentle Vampire would have taken her nephew with her and would have hidden him with Yuuki and Kaname whilst she and Haruka stood with their small group of friends, defending the Kuran family as Rido came charging towards them with great fury and rage.

"Haruka!" Juuri gasped as she spotted her beloved standing near a lit lamppost with a light blue umbrella in his hand, a handsome smile on his face as he watched his wife run over to him, catching her as she literally threw herself at him and cuddled into his warm body.

Such a happy couple; such a tragedy waiting for them.

The Internet Sucks Sometimes D:

withoutxaber — Tue, 11 Dec 2012 18:56:09 GMT

My beloved PSP had its final breath today, right in the middle of me re-playing Persona 3. Honestly I was really upset because my consoles and games are the only thing keeping me preoccupied -le sigh- oh well. There's a great big crack on the screen and only a part of the screen actually shows up when you switch it on. I have NO idea how the hell that crack got on there but it pissed me off to say the least.

And now for why the internet sucks massive Barrett's balls.

I cannot find any of the new/old doujinshis that I'm craving for, I have searched all kinds of sites in god knows how many languages and have come up with nothing. How is it possible for the internet to be so large and contain hundreds of thousands of things but yet I can never find anything I'm actually fucking after?

I unfortunately haven't gotten Summon Spirit by Yubinbasya yet and nobody seems to have it for a decent amount of money nor in an English Translation :/

I don't mind owning doujinshis that are in their native language but it would be nice to find some translated ZackxCloud for once.

I think I have only...-looks on shelf- four ZackxCloud doujinshis that have been translated (I also own the Japanese version of each xD).

I just find it quite astonishing that nobody has translated these books, there are literally thousands of doujinshis around and yet you rarely come across one that's correctly translated into any other language other than Japanese.

Meh.

That's my BLERGH for today.

(Image is by Muffy <3)

Future Cosplay?

withoutxaber — Mon, 03 Dec 2012 00:08:59 GMT

I'm really wanting to cosplay as Sice from Type 0 and I've already posted pictures of the cosplay that I ordered but I found this better quality cosplay of Sice. I just don't think I'll suit her though, she's incredibly beautiful and she has, basically, the perfect body shape for an outfit like this. She's the only female from Final Fantasy that I've strongly connected with and wanted to cosplay this badly.

I just really want to know whether or not THIS could ever wear the costume pictured below.

☂ Clack Drabble

withoutxaber — Fri, 30 Nov 2012 23:47:10 GMT

☃ Hey
✍Another Clack fanfiction for you all, feedback is very much appreciated, that includes constructive critisicm.

Summary: It is the anniversary of Angeal's death and it's affecting Zack more than he and Cloud thought it would. Cloud just wants to comfort his precious SOLDIER in his hours of need.

Genre: Romance/Angst/Fluff

Pairing: Zack x Cloud

Setting: No specific setting, but Cloud's age and the time set suggests that it is Crisis Core years.

Rating: M

Status: Complete

Type: Standalone - Request

Disclaimer: All related Final Fantasy names and characters are copyrighted © by the almighty Square Enix. The plot line for the story though, belongs to myself.

It wasn't a normal thing for Cloud to see his lover, his best friend, weeping into his hands. Zack had always been so strong and confident that even if you had known him for years as Cloud had, you wouldn't think that he could ever shed a tear for anything.

But today was different and Cloud knew how much this day meant to him for it was the anniversary of Zack's old mentor, Angeal Hewley's death. Zack had told him many stories about how Angeal had been a father figure to him and how much he had been training in SOLDIER to be just like him, in fact, Cloud could also remember feeling a little jealous of the way that Zack spoke about his mentor. Though it was understandable because he and Zack were not a couple at that point.

Cloud had admitted on several occasions that he was completely infatuated with the SOLDIER when he had first met him, but he knew he wasn't the only one in the Cadets that dreamed of the raven. Zack was often the main choice of topic in the barracks and Cloud found it slightly amusing of just how much the rest of the Cadets reminded him of girls. Sometimes Zack would walk in whilst they were talking about him and Zack would throw some harmless jokes towards their comments and meaninglessly flirt with them when all the while keeping his eyes on the beautiful blonde changing in the corner of the room, obviously trying to keep out of the conversation as much as he could.

But after the news spread about Angeal's death, nobody spoke about either of them in the barracks again and Zack stopped arriving to talk with them.

Cloud and Zack has become friends over the course of training together after everybody had left and Cloud couldn't remember a time when he wasn't thinking about the raven whenever they suddenly delved into a practice fight. The way that the SOLDIER would strike his sword mesmerized him and the way that his muscles would flex whenever he defended himself, successfully; it was such a magical time for Cloud because he had never fallen in love before.

It was slightly odd that is was Angeal's death had been one of things that had brought the two together, having an unbreakable bond grow between them and this formed a beautiful emotion in Zack's heart to blossom towards his best friend.

The day that they had gotten together was Cloud's favourite day and he even marked it out on the calendar in the kitchen, he refused to mark a heart beside it like Zack had suggested because he wasn't a woman.

Cloud had been training in the shooting gallery when Zack had walked into to see how he was doing, but as soon as the SOLDIER stepped inside of the room, a warm but yet nerve wracking tension built between them and they spent the next few hours in each other's arms panting the other's name out as sweat built on their bodies. Sometimes when Cloud thought back to that moment, he could still feel the lips kissing the warm skin on his neck, the hands caressing his face, his stomach and his backside. He swore he could even still feel Zack's breath hitting his skin so heavily that Cloud built himself up in a state of arousal and he would then snap out of his daydream and rush around to look for Zack.

It was unimaginable to ask them whether or not they loved one another because the answer could be found just by looking at them and it was thanks to Angeal…that brave SOLDIER Angeal that Cloud had the most precious thing in the world to him.

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"Angeal, what do you do to show somebody that you love them?" Zack rolled his eyes as he felt a small nervous bundle build inside of him.

Angeal raised his eyebrow and looked over at him with a playing glare, "if you've come to confess your love for me, you're wasting your time Zack," Zack chuckled slightly and shook his head, rubbing the back of his neck with a light blush on his cheeks which made Angeal frown slightly, "who are they?" he asked and Zack cleared his throat.

"No one, I-I was just wondering for future reference," Zack lied and swallowed deeply as Angeal just continued to stare at him with an 'I know you're lying' look and Zack eventually threw his hands up in the air in mock surrender, "okay fine…um…it's one of…one of the cadets," he looked to Angeal's face in case his mentor was looking back at him with disgust but was surprised to find Angeal smiling kindly at him.

"What one is he?" Angeal sighed as he got up from his chair and wandered over to the filing cabinet that was pressed up against his office wall.

"Cloud Strife," Zack shivered as his object of desire's name slipped through his lips and his eye widened as Angeal began looking through the files, "h-hey Angeal don't look at his file!" Zack laughed and literally threw himself at the cabinet to try and prevent his loved one's privacy from being invaded and he made an 'oof!' sound as Angeal's strong arm flew out as a barrier so that he wouldn't be stopped from finding out who this 'Cloud Strife' was.

"Jeeze, you do like the young ones don't you?" Zack whined and playfully pouted at Angeal who just rolled his eyes, "what's he like then?" Zack beamed at this question and Angeal squinted as Zack let out a small squeal, much like a teenage girl.

"Aw he's so cute Angeal, he's really shy and he's a little closed off but I find that even more adorable and he…he oh Gaia he's just cute," Zack was tempted to clamp both of his hands together and sigh dreamily, but resisted the urge as Angeal was looking at him with a very amused expression.

"Right," Angeal shook his head, "if he's shy then just edge your way in, treat him as if he was more special than the other Cadets, but not in front of the other Cadets of course," Angeal suggested and Zack nodded.

"But…" Zack watched Angeal as the man suddenly laughed.

"Zack, just be yourself and if you really want him," Angeal moved a little closer to him, "just seduce him more gently than you do the others,"

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Cloud stood in the kitchen doorway, peering around the frame as he bit his lip nervously. His fingers tapped on the wood as he continued to watch the tears seep through the gaps in Zack's fingers that were currently hiding his beautiful face.

Cloud felt his heart tug as he heard a small sob escape Zack's lips and his eyes fell to the floor, he had never been able to cope with his own emotions, but when it came to Zack or one of his friends, Cloud found that he could cope better.

"Zack," Cloud said quietly and he saw Zack's shoulders jolt with shock slightly and the raven quickly wiped his tears away on his SOLDIER vest.

Zack's sore, watery make blue eyes met his and the raven gave a small smile as if he thought that Cloud wouldn't be able to see through it.

"Hey Cloudy," Zack chuckled weakly and Cloud whimpered at the sound of it before he threw himself at the SOLDIER, wrapping his arms around his waist and holding him tightly, kissing his chest lovingly.

"Zack, I'm so sorry about Angeal, I know you loved him a lot," Cloud felt his own tears building and he frowned slightly, he hadn't even known Angeal that much, "don't be sad," he whispered and looked up at Zack who was smiling genuinely at him. The brave man's arms came around Cloud's small frame and held him gently, his lips coming down on the blonde's head.

"I know you miss him," Cloud continued after a few seconds of silence, "but be happy that you were lucky enough to know him when he was alive," he whispered and blushed slightly as Zack nuzzled his head with his nose.

Zack found it adorable that Cloud was comforting him in his day of despair; his little blonde had always been so kind that he sometimes wondered what he had done to deserve him.

"I am lucky to have known him," Zack whispered back and placed a soft kiss on Cloud's cheek, which rapidly turned a sweet colour of pink.

"He would have been proud of you…of how far you've come," Cloud smiled slightly and shyly brushed his fingers across Zack's cheek to catch an escaping tear, "my brave SOLDIER," he blushed once more as he was lifted onto the kitchen counter by Zack, presumably so that they could be eye level as Zack was extremely tall. Cloud smiled slightly as Zack allowed himself to cry into Cloud's shoulder as the blonde held him in his thin arms the best he could.

Zack inhaled Cloud's natural scent of fresh air and sobbed into his neck a little, smiling widely for the first time that day. Angeal gave him this wonderful gift, a gift that was topped off with blonde spiky hair and a beautiful laugh to go with it.

I'll thank you one day Zack thought with a small feeling of sadness stinging his heart, his eyes widening a little as he felt Cloud kiss his neck in a comforting fashion, the small blonde's hand were rubbing his back at the same time.

Cloud tangled his fingers in Zack's thick black hair as his lips continued to place sweet kisses on his lover's neck, trying to sooth the man's pain. Zack moved away form him slightly so that he could look at Cloud's face and he cupped the boy's cheek with his hand before slowly moving in and capturing Cloud's lips with his own in a kiss so light that Cloud wasn't even sure it had even happened.

"I promise," Zack started and kissed Cloud's lips again, "to protect you better than I did with Angeal," he continued and he saw Cloud's eyes widen and the blonde's hands came up and pressed flatly on his chest.

"It wasn't your job to protect him, he was your mentor Zack," Zack smiled slightly as Cloud pronounced his name in Japanese, a little trick the blonde had discovered when accidentally pronouncing it like that during a time when they were making love, "and you've always protected me, in more ways than just protecting me from a sword or a gun," Cloud giggled a bit as Zack leaned forwards and nibbled his earlobe, a shiver of delight dancing up his spine.

"You always know how to make me feel better," Zack's hands slipped down the blonde's sides and curved around Cloud's backside causing a beautiful blush to appear once more.

"Wh-what are you doing?" Cloud asked shyly as Zack pulled his legs up and around the raven's waist, lifting him up off of the kitchen counter and Cloud quickly wrapped his arms around Zack's neck so he wouldn't fall down and hurt his little bottom.

Zack chuckled quietly and place another kiss upon Cloud's lips, earning him a small whimper to vibrate from the precious blonde in his arms. He carried him through to the bedroom they shared and slowly placed Cloud down on the comfy bed, on his back.

"I want to thank you," Zack purred as he crawled up Cloud's body, his fingers stroking Cloud's cheek softly as his amethyst eyes locked with those blue orbs he'd been waking up to every morning.

"What?" Cloud blushed lightly as Zack's thumb rubbed across his bottom lip and he instinctively pushed his head further onto the pillow, "t-thank me?" his heart raced as Zack tenderly kissed his neck and he felt his eyes slipping closed, his fingers shyly creeping up into Zack's hair as he hugged him closer.

"For being so good to me today," Zack laughed against Cloud's neck and he took the flesh into his mouth, between his teeth so that he could hear the moans that drove him crazy.

"Hah," Cloud pulled at Zack's hair and arched his back, slightly annoyed that Zack knew about his biting fetish, his legs curled beside Zack's body as he moved his head to the side to allow Zack to have more access. Zack smiled warmly as Cloud began purring as his lips moved down his neck, just enjoying the fact that he was able to get close to the blonde after years of wanting him. Getting Cloud as his own was something that only Zack could have dreamed of if Angeal hadn't been there to share advice.

Cloud licked his lips and gasped as Zack's cold hand slipped underneath his shirt and began stroking his sensitive skin, the sound of his buttons slipping through the material as they were undone sounded louder than usual and he felt his throat becoming dryer and dryer and his body temperature built higher and higher.

"Zaaack," Cloud whined and Zack looked up at him, Zack's eyes were half closed and Cloud had to stop himself from attacking his lover there and then.

"You're so impatient sometimes," Zack laughed and Cloud blushed darkly, his hands still playing with Zack's hair.

"Sorry," Cloud apologized quietly and Zack sighed with a smile, kissing the boy's lips with a sweet caress, his hands pulling the shirt away from Cloud's small frame and he pulled away to admire the desire below him.

"No one who looks as good as you should ever apologize," Zack flirted and Cloud flicked is blonde hair in front of his face to try and hid the forever darkening blush, whimpering as Zack began to smother his chest in heated kisses, biting around his nipples before licking over them.

Cloud gritted his teeth and tugged at Zack's hair harshly, but not intentionally and his hands slipped around the man's neck, down his chest and caught the bottom of Zack's shirt in between his delicate fingers. He was slightly nervous though he and Zack had made love several times since their first time, but he always found himself almost intimidated by the muscular form of his lover.

Zack chuckled against Cloud's chest as he recognized the blonde's nervous actions and slowly began to remove his own shirt from his body, revealing the tanned flesh that Cloud could never resist running his hands up and down on.

"Zack," Zack's lips stopped immediately as they returned to the boy's chest as his name was once again whispered out in Japanese, the effect going directly south.

"Gaia," Zack gritted his teeth and looked up at Cloud, who was currently pushing his head back into the pillow with a dark blush across his nose and cheeks whilst panting loudly. He smirked a little and cheekily slipped his large hand down Cloud's developing muscles and slipped the tips of his fingers into the blonde's tight black jeans.

Cloud's eyes flickered open as he felt Zack's fingers lightly brush against the tip of his erection through the material of his boxers and he quickly shuffled his hips away from the raven's touch so that he could concentrate on simply removing the rest of their clothing as he didn't feel in the mood to be teased endlessly.

"Aw, why can't I have foreplay tonight?" Zack pouted and laughed slightly as Cloud's hands stopped on his jeans as a deep blush appeared on his face.

"Because I don't want to be so flustered that I…I…" Cloud's eye slipped shut as Zack's hot, wet, soft lips came down on his throat once more, preventing him from undoing the SOLDIER's trousers like he had intended. Zack smiled against the pale skin as he removed the remaining clothing to show Cloud that he wasn't just being a dominate boyfriend trying to get his own way.

"I love you so much," Zack whispered, his words forming in small puffs of air that brushed across Cloud's sweaty neck before his lips went back to their sweet, seductive kisses.

"I love you too," Cloud replied quietly and giggled slightly as Zack's fingers danced up and down his sides and the SOLDIER began to cage him in. He stretched his arm out without looking away from Zack's amethyst eyes and pulled the side drawer open, picking up a condom and waving it in between his fingers with a playful smile.

"Safety first," Zack joked lightly and kissed Cloud's forehead before he ripped open the small packet and rolled the condom onto his aching erection, noting to himself that the condom protecting him was already lubricated so that he no longer needed to prepare Cloud, that and the fact that the last time they made love was five days ago.

As Zack line dup to enter, his eyes softened and closed as he felt Cloud cup his cheek and he looked up at his little blonde, almost weeping with how beautiful he thought Cloud looked at that moment. He swooped down and brushed his lips against Cloud's and the blonde leaned upwards to capture his lips in a sweeter kiss than the heated ones they had just shared.

Zack wrapped his arms around Cloud's small body and pressed their chests together so that they were as close as possible whilst he slowly eased into the small, warm almost teasing ring of flesh causing Cloud to gasp into the kiss, but he remained calm knowing it would feel better once he adjusted around the raven.
The vibrations that were caused by Cloud shuffling around his swollen sex made Zack's toes curl in pleasure, so much so that he thrust forwards before asking Cloud whether it was okay, but he was reassured when Cloud let out a delightful moan.

Cloud's delicate fingers tangled passionately into Zack's thick black hair as he was brought into his favourite world, a world where it was only the two, together in each other's arms.

Zack moved gently inside of his little blonde, moaning at the sensation he always got when he realized that he was as close as he could possibly get to Cloud and that he was the only person in the world who was ever granted this privilege.

"Ah," Cloud licked his lips as he swiftly rolled his hips up to meet Zack's quicker speed, his back arching as Zack bit down hard into his neck causing his skin to break and beads of red to form, soon cleaned by the long wet tongue of his lover.

"This feels so amazing," Zack whispered as he suckled on the mark he'd made, thrusting a little harder as Cloud giggled at the feeling and he moved his head so he could look down at the writhing blonde beneath him, his small hands fisting the bed covers, "I hope you're feeling good too," Zack continued and Cloud cried out his name loudly as Zack slipped his hand down and ran his thumb over the top of his sex.

"So good," Cloud barely replied and thrust up harshly into Zack's hand, his pre-cum slipping over Zack's hand and traveling down his arm.

Zack could see the pleasured expression on Cloud's face as he gracefully pounded into him and this made his experience even better than usual, the condom slipping over his cock, creating more friction as he slid in and out of the tight ring was just an added bonus to him.

"Ahh," Zack linked his hand with Cloud's that was sprawled up above his blonde spikes as he felt the immense burning in his stomach, his eyes feeling heavier as he thrust quicker.

"No…Zack…" Cloud panted arching his back again, squeezing Zack's hand as his prostate was hit and he let out a cry as it sent him into the rhythm of his orgasm, his seed spilling onto both of their stomach's whilst Zack continued to push his hips into his.

"Cloud," Zack purred and gave a few more sloppy thrusts before he came, hard, into the condom surrounding his cock and panted as he continued to move so he could ride it out.

Cloud smiled as Zack fell gently on top of him, their sweaty bodies sticking together as the blonde ran his fingers through Zack's hair, brushing the bangs out of the man's face so he could kiss the bridge of his nose shyly.

"I love you," Zack repeated those three words with an adoring smile at the kiss he'd just received and beamed happily as Cloud blushed a little.

"I love you," Cloud sighed as Zack managed to pull out of him and strong, beautiful arms wrapped him up in warmth he could never get sick of.
All of this could happen, thanks to Angeal.

You were waiting for a photo of my new puppy

withoutxaber — Tue, 27 Nov 2012 20:21:53 GMT

His name is Zackariah 'Butler' Fair (butler was my parents decision, I don't know why xD)

But he's such a cheeky bastard and bites you so hard, his teeth are still like needles currently but he's soft as hell haha. He's a Bassador (Basset Hound x Labrador) :D

He's a right damn handfull but he's cute and fluffy and I love him ^_^

withoutxaber — Thu, 22 Nov 2012 20:49:25 GMT

It's always fun when your puppy decides to bite you constantly and make you bleed.

Anyway.

I have been a rather sad bean lately and had a huge marathon of Disney films (NOT anything like HSM) including Fantasia, which I love with a passion, the mushrooms are kinda cute for some reason don't you think?

I have been trying to write fanfictions for a while now and nothing seems to be happening, I can't really focus on writing anything creative whilst most of my thoughts are driving to the brink of suicide.

This was just a random post.

Clack Drabble!

withoutxaber — Mon, 19 Nov 2012 18:03:20 GMT

Pairing: Zack x Cloud

Title: What The Doctor Ordered

Summary: After being injured on a mission, Cloud takes it upon himself to heal his friend unknowing of the intentions that Zack really has.

Setting: Crisis Core

Type: Oneshot.

Disclaimer: All related Final Fantasy names and characters are copyrighted © by the almighty Square Enix. The plot line for the story though, belongs to myself.

"You're such an idiot," Cloud sighed as he stayed knelt on the floor in front of Zack, his hand currently wrapping a bandage around the SOLDIER's thigh which was bleeding badly as Zack hadn't been paying attention and he was bitten.

Zack winced slightly and tilted his head to the side as his playful smile reappeared on his face, his hand reaching out and ruffling Cloud's spikes making the blonde grunt and push his hand away as he then moved to the cotton wall that was on the floor and the antiseptic.

"It's not my fault that that stupid beast pounced on me, I'm just incredibly attractive," Zack joked before letting out a yelp as Cloud placed the cotton ball against the cuts that were on his chest, his eyes watering from the strong smell of the antiseptic.

Cloud rolled his eyes as he pressed his free hand against Zack's bare chest to keep balance, a light blush appearing on his cheeks as it occurred to him that he was in a rather alluring position, noticing how he was right between Zack's legs.

Damn his injuries for being low down on his body!

"Hey, you don't have to you antiseptic on me!" Zack whined and pushed his friend's hand away from him gently before quickly cupping Cloud's face, "you could always kiss me better,"

Cloud's eyes narrowed and he scowled at the SOLDIER mocking him, he almost felt tempted to hit the raven in the face with his fist but decided against it as Zack was a lot stronger and could probably top him.

...top me...

"Shut up!" Cloud felt his face light on fire and he hid behind his blonde bangs, "idiot," he added quietly, staying silent as his head was pulled up gently by Zack's hands that still held his face.

"Even the nurses kiss my wounds better," Zack said with a grin and snorted with laughter when Cloud pulled a disapproving face.

"Only because they want your children," Cloud explained skeptically, his hands now moving again to tend to Zack's injured chest, resisting the urge to lick his lips as he trailed the cotton over the other's toned body.

"No, because kissing is the best medicine for boo-boos," Zack chuckled before leaning away so his hands were behind him and his chest was now fully exposed, "please?"

Cloud shook his head and went to protest but he could tell by the sparkle in Zack's azure eyes that he wasn't going to have any of Cloud's attitude on this and therefore he quickly leaned forwards and brushed his lips against one of the wounds just under Zack's right nipple.

"There, happy now?" Cloud said angrily and turned around so his back was facing the other, his fingers pressed tightly to his lips as they continued to tingle with anticipation.

"Nope," Zack said casually as he loomed over the blonde still sitting between his legs, he then quickly tilted Cloud's head back and placed his lips over the Cadet's, smirking slightly as he heard a small moan come from him.

"Now I'm happy," Zack laughed when he'd pulled away before yelling as Cloud got up and smacked him hard against the back of his head.

Wh-Nevermind.

withoutxaber — Tue, 13 Nov 2012 00:33:11 GMT

Sometimes I wish I was as pretty as characters such as Mizore (the girl above), I'm admittedly not the most feminine type of girl as I've always grown closer with boys growing up I was also closer to my older brother than my little sister.

But sometimes I just think people judge me on the fact that I wear baggy clothes or clothes that normal society doesn't consider for girls, I also get judged on the fact that I'm very much into my videogames and I don't play games that people would think a girl should play even though that stereotype has gone in the gaming community.

I had a few friends over the other day and I suggested we played some games on my XBOX, as I was looking through my games I heard one of them gasp as if she'd been stabbed or something and I turned to her.

She legitimately said this:

"Resident Evil, Sora you should have said that you were a lesbian,"

Because I own all of the Resident Evil games, I'm apparently now a lesbian.

As you all know, I have nothing against the gay community as I go on all the marches through the year but I am a heterosexual female and it fucking irritates me when I get told I'm gay just because I own games like R.E.

Maybe I should just try to look pretty and hide all of my normal stuff up in the fucking attic, maybe them people would actually start to accept me instead of making fucking judgments about me all the time.