This hurts

Clearly it's all your fault
Yay it's DARK
How do you die, lady
Stuck in the light
What's wrong with age
Who claims perfection
look I'm dying
fly to hell, angel
ain't never coming home
why is it thus
what am I doing

I never knew better than to sit around in the rainy weather

Lost myself, lost myself, lost myself, in the dark dreay night I lost myself
Where to begin, where to end, what to tell, what to hide
Mostly it's everything
Can't stop fucking it all up
Kicked out of one college, failed a second
Don't know what the fuck I'm doing
Don't know who the fuck I am
Don't know why I fucking try
Why I used to
What I used to
Who I used to.

I feel like shit
Like dying shit
and I don't quite know what's holding me back
as I slowly self-destruct