Sick in the head
Something has gone wrong in my brain today. I'm considering possible causes.
--the weather (it's gray today, and despite that I much prefer the cool the clouds can often make me moody)
--the crazy is just making me have a bad day (it does that sometimes)
--maybe I have a cold coming on
None of those are satisfactory.
I feel acutely depressed and extremely uncomfortable inside my own skin. I'm having that absurd urge to go, just GO, destination irrelevant as long as it's not where I am now. I want to smash things. I want to eat everything in sight. I want to run around screaming and clutching my head.
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--the weather (it's gray today, and despite that I much prefer the cool the clouds can often make me moody)
--the crazy is just making me have a bad day (it does that sometimes)
--maybe I have a cold coming on
None of those are satisfactory.
I feel acutely depressed and extremely uncomfortable inside my own skin. I'm having that absurd urge to go, just GO, destination irrelevant as long as it's not where I am now. I want to smash things. I want to eat everything in sight. I want to run around screaming and clutching my head.
Shitshitshitshitshit