My computer is in denial. It doesn't think the mix that B sent me exists. I proved it wrong, but I still need to convince it otherwise...
fuck
I wanted new music!

And my head hurts.
I've just spent two hours crying.
Half an hour talking to people I love.
And not enough time feeling alive.
I'm more dead most of the time
Than I've ever been anything else.
And my HEAD HURTS
And I've just spent two hours crying my brains out.