I'm tired of being pointlessly upset.
This is not who I am,
I swear it,
When things are normal
I am a happy child,
Laughing when things are funny,
Talking when I have something to say.
Somewhere along the way to growing up
I lost this undefined
Sense of self-worth,
And then I forgot
How to be happy,
And then I forgot
What loving was,
So I was dark, and empty,
Fading fast,
Swallowed up by nothingness
Lost.