Dis-integrated

someone goddamn notice me, goddamit!

this is like falling apart, only some variety of less worrisome because I haven't any real tasks to complete in the next week or so

I'm tired all the time, hungry most of the time (even when I just ate), angry a bit of the time, and lonely for people even when I have them

I am hoping that if I go to bed for a week things will improve

Well, maybe bed and biking

I'm crazy, right, wanting to go back to Oly just so I can ride to my brother's house, poke him in the shoulder, and then ride back home?

And I think maybe the mild excess of phlegm I've been producing for the past three weeks is coming back to me as a real cold with the whole set of not-quite-healthy symptoms

I either want coffee, or sleep, and I'm unsure as to which