There are moments when I wish I could control other people a bit more.
There are moments when I wish I could change the world the way I see it needs changing.
The faster the music I'm listening to, the faster I type.
It's strange, trying to keep in rhythm, especially when I need to access how to spell a word.
I want to write a book.
But there's someone I'm scared for, because I don't think she remembers how to be scared.
There's someone I'm pulling for, because she doesn't know it.
I wish I could reach out my hand and *pong* goes the pain.

I opened my eyes, both green and grey
Saw the blue clouds, and swallowed the rain.