My father is a drunkard
oh, joy, again
when I'm feeling intensely charitable I try to believe that he is having a hard time now, so that's why he's drinking
it's sick though
I never thought anything of how my parents come home from work whenever, but
it makes it so that he can start drinking at 4pm
so he's mostly incoherent by 7
and I'm inches from throttling him the whole time
the whole time I just want to break things (because it's a given that I'm not allowed to break him)
the whole time I want to SCREAM bloody murder in the hopes that someone would come and take him away [instead of me, for once]
And yes, I blame him; who else is there to blame?
when I'm feeling intensely charitable I try to believe that he is having a hard time now, so that's why he's drinking
it's sick though
I never thought anything of how my parents come home from work whenever, but
it makes it so that he can start drinking at 4pm
so he's mostly incoherent by 7
and I'm inches from throttling him the whole time
the whole time I just want to break things (because it's a given that I'm not allowed to break him)
the whole time I want to SCREAM bloody murder in the hopes that someone would come and take him away [instead of me, for once]
And yes, I blame him; who else is there to blame?