So I'm sitting around hoping for the impossible
Wishing on a shooting star that
knows perhaps
just where you are
I drank when I got up today
before the day got on its way
And I spent two hours waiting for
it to make a difference
But the nightmare's still inside
Waking, waking, leaving me behind
I went to bed last night not sleeping
Thinking of the darkness of releasing
just a mistake, really, can't you see?
My fault, but a mistake,
Will you ever forgive me?
I'm tired of asking for miracles
Tired of knowing that's what I need
If I'll ever be that
little girl in my dreams
I was before
Before I started fidgeting
Panicking
Screaming
Running, running, running,
I drank when I got up today
before the day got on its way
And I spent two hours waiting for
it to make a difference.