{ i was screwed over yesterday when... }

Bleh-life.

wicked_enough — Tue, 04 Dec 2007 00:28:52 GMT

It's been about a bajillion years (or 5 months) since my last post... Basically life's been a drag. If it wasn't so painful then I wouldn't have such a hard time getting around it so I can lose myself in online stuff. College apps have been killing me. The idea that your life has to be summarized down into a few forms and 1000 words is just... impossible. And, of course, knowing that if you fuck it up then the rest of your life is just shit shit shit. Or so your parents tell you. It's really a mathematical equation for hell on earth.

Anyway, in the time I've been away I have...

... gotten a job. So now I can support myself. And therefore go further into debt when I see sales everywhere.
... decided what I want to do with my life. Bio/Psych. Something in that area.
... gone through and overcome a rough patch con mi novio. (It's crazy. I know that if I just go back a few entries I can see my first one about meeting him. Has it really been a year and a half, almost?)
... passed all the classes I need to graduate.
... totally abandoned graphics making. For now.
... totally ignored my writing. For now.
... totally ignored TV in general. For now.

But that's all the light and fluffy stuff. The actual reason I haven't been alive really is because one of my friends almost isn't. Summer parties are... so overrated. Especially when people INSIST they can drive when they damn well know they shouldn't after drinking. Anyway, a close friend of mine was in her car driving and some drunk idiot backs out of a driveway and into her. She broke her arm and the lacerations were nasty, so I hung out with her all the time with Sex and the City and Friends DVDs to cheer her up. Mostly we bitched about life, of course XD But, before you know it--POOF! Summer's over. And it's back to the ninth circle of hell for us seniors.

(From my disjointed writing you can tell that I haven't been getting much sleep. Ah well.)

Hope everyone else is OK, and sorry I've lost crazy touch. I'll get back--promise--as soon as my private applications go out into the world.

YeaaaahsummerBB!

wicked_enough — Sat, 16 Jun 2007 18:23:48 GMT

So I'm free again, for at least two more months that is, until I'm thrown back into the bear pit that is my high school life. I'm... happy? It hasn't really sunk in yet. I've spent the past few days sitting on my couch watching reruns and Comedy Central. In that period of time I have realized:

I am an Hell's Kitchen addict. I want the next episode to come out. NOW! (What happens in the next episode? I think a gas leak. GASP!)

I love Steven Carrell more than I can ever say. Between The Office and Little Miss Sunshine, he has really grown on me as SUPA!love! I can't wait for Evan Almighty because I know that his Um-Yeah brand of humor will have me on the floor.

Old episodes of SNL are far better than the new ones. I really, really miss Jimmy Fallon and Tina Fey.

Rescue Me brings my heart rate to a dangerous high. OHHH THE STUDLYNESS. ~~It really brings back all the fantasies of being rescued.~~ It's probably my biggest guilty pleasure eva.

After I watch Law and Order: SUV, I feel like everyone is a bad guy and that I should fear for my life. A lot.

House: MD makes me want to be treated by House. He can poke and prod me anyday (though my heart will still lie faithful to Dr. Chase--OMGBBQ his accentttt!). (Interesting side story: my friend went to NYU's spring campus tour and SAW HUGH LAURIE!!! And less interesting, his son. But seriously! HUGH LAURIE!!!)

XD I'm done ranting now. Tell me if you love any of the above, or have some other obsession to share with me, or would like to discuss with me if HK's next episode really contains a gas leak or food poisoning or stabbing or Aaron fainting.

OMGYESTHATSIT

wicked_enough — Wed, 30 May 2007 06:09:20 GMT

Random moment:

You know when you hear just a soundbite of a song on TV or a commercial or whatnot, and it drives you crazy because you know the song but just can't recognize it without the chorus or a particular instrument solor or whatnot? I had one of those moments. I was watching the news and I heard this... beat that was just so recognizable but I COULD NOT FIGURE IT OUT. And it drove me mad. I went on NBC and was actually looking for the segment so I could oogle it. I still couldn't. I look through my iTunes list and NO NOTHING AHHHHHH. By this time I'm sweating, breathing hard, wild look in my eyes as I survey the array of CDs spread out on my bed.

I give up in resignation and go back to watching the DAMNED TV.

Three hours later, it hits me.

I nearly cry with relief. My knees go weak, I'm so freaking happy.

(And if anyone was interested, it was the Arctic Monkey song, Scummy. I <3 Arctic Monkeys and am vurry angry I missed their concert last year.)

SO. What's your music obsession? I know I've seen this as a meme somewhere, but give me the top seven songs on your playlist right now.

1. Cake - Guitar Man
2. Deathcab for Cutie - What Sarah Said
3. Moulin Rouge - El Tango de Roxanne
4. Corinne Bailey Rae - Trouble Sleeping
5. The Killers - Bones
6. Poe - Hey Pretty
7. Weezer - Island on the Sun

(Huh. Strange. I seem to be on English music again, save for the bit of Spanish in El Tango. Huh. *shrug*)

OH YES. You might have noticed my SLIGHTLY MORE INSANENESS. That is because I'm taking two SAT II Subject Tests this Saturday and am very screwed. Math IIC and USHistory. Any tips?

HOLY~~

wicked_enough — Mon, 28 May 2007 01:08:16 GMT

So... Shattered Minds... Yeah... About that... I FINISHED CHAPTER 20!!!!!

Needless to say I'm insanely happy about that... I made the promise that the next chapter would be out by late May but I was worried about that deadline. Luckily, some wonderful people drew me some AMAZING (like... woahhh) fanart that, with the reviews and other nice comments, pushed me to finish writing. Anyway, Chapter 20 is the climax-ish chapter. We've only got two more to go after it!

It should be updated in a few hours--I'll post up the link when I do, so watch out for it!

[EDIT] For those of you who don't know the story...
Title: Shattered Minds
Genre(s): Romance/Angst/Drama
Pairings: SASUSAKU, NEJITEN, NARUHINA(minor), SHIKAINO(minor)
Summary: [AU] "Of course I can't love you,' he hissed into the dark. 'I am the Avenger. I'm using you because you're a whore and a spy. I promised I would give you freedom... Nothing else."

CHAPTER 1 // CHAPTER 20

CRAVE

wicked_enough — Wed, 23 May 2007 05:22:40 GMT

UGH I crave a good fanfic right now. Something... SasuSaku or Dramoine, I think. But I don't want to reread anything and I don't want a long fanfic... Insta-fix would be amazing, if anyone has any suggestions. I mean, I can only read my favorite oneshots so many times. I've practically memorized berrygold's Thursday and incarus_song's And All the King's Men. UGHH I want Lady Starburst to update SO BADLY T___T. I want the next chapter of Life is Beautiful RIGHT NOW. *sobsobsob* Why is on hiatussssss, WHYYYY.

Any suggestions? ANYBODY?

PS: Shrek 3 is Puss in Boots LOVE.

PPS: Why have I entered another two LIMS ><;;;;;

OMG CATCHY.

wicked_enough — Thu, 17 May 2007 04:19:17 GMT

AHHH I love the new Maroon 5 song, MAKES ME WONDER AHHHHHHHHHH. SO EFFING CATCHY. I keep jumping up and dancing or find myself sitting on my chair moving to the beat. AHHHHH. I love them. And I'm so sad they're going to break up in a few years *super sad* I can't wait for the CD to come out. I should totally reserve a copy right now.

Speaking of reserve I need to reserve tickets for PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN: AT WORLD'S END. I am going to marry Captain Jack Sparrow. Not Johnny Depp... He can be scary sometimes. Captain Jack Sparrow. Because he rules my underpants *melt*

ALSO. I cannot wait for SHREK THE THIRD, which I'm going to watch with my lovely fwiendsies and boyfriend on Saturday ^___^

And one more thing... HARRY POTTER 7!!!! I'm TOTALLY going to the midnight party at Barnes&Noble. I CAN'T WAITTTTT. AHHH. I know Draco is a little arsehole but I am in LOVE with him. I <3 him with Hermione, which makes me sick and deranged, but you all know that.

(OOH for the rest of you Draco/Hermione friends, for a super HAWT--no kids-- fanfic check out Rizzle's THE DRAGON'S BRIDE. It is SO well written, characterized, and sexy. It makes me feel unworthy and it makes your heart absolutely freeze at certain times. This is the only piece of fanfiction I actively check for updates. Like... Every day check. Seriously. It's THAT good.)

SOOO. What are you guys totally into/anticipating right now?

[EDIT] I forgot. One thing that kinda pissed me off... JASLENE winning Cycle 8 of ANTM. Though, I suppose she was the best choice out of all of them? I think Natasha's just... prettier, even if she's a weaker presence. To be honest, this cycle of Top Model wasn't all that great. I didn't have a favorite :( [/EDIT]

wicked_enough — Wed, 16 May 2007 05:58:56 GMT

They are OVER :) No more APs until next May! Yippia!!!

I am celebrating by watching Howl's Moving Castle... in ENGLISH. The voices are so weird. The only one I can tolerate is Markl's, and it's cuz he's a kid.

I <3 Blonde!Howl. I would marry him in a second.

Take it. You win.

wicked_enough — Mon, 14 May 2007 23:12:12 GMT

AP Bio has killed me.

... Well, my voice at least. I'm serial. Every time I get super stressed, I work through it, then die the next week. Since I used up super stress last week for the SATs, I'm screwed XDD I have major cold and took that damn test with a fever of 101. Yayyy!

Anyone else take it and think that Bio free response was unreasonably hard?

Thanks, APs

wicked_enough — Fri, 11 May 2007 12:17:09 GMT

So... It's 5:15. AM. In the morning.

Why am I awake?

Because I'm cramming for AP USHistory... Which I'm taking in roughly two hours and fifteen minutes.

It's not as early as when I would wake up early for conditionining and training (*cough*4:30) but I'm effing tired.

Good luck to everyone taking anything :)

[EDIT] So I've recently gotten into this one Taiwanese pop band called Cherry Boom. Their songs are OK, generally pop-ish and not all that amazing, but there's one song... It's so SasuSaku it's killing me. I want to write a songfic XD It's called 蝕月, or Eclipse of the Moon (LISTEN). Translations found HERE.

may you rot, collegeboard

wicked_enough — Sun, 06 May 2007 05:15:40 GMT

(But seriously, hire me. You make so much fucking money for doing nothing. All you need in a printer and a scantron machine.)

SAT Reasoning Test is OVER for me. I'm taken it three times. Buhbye. May you die, die, DIEEE. (I will not think about the Math IIC and USHist I have to take in June. I WILL NOT.)

SRSLY. This last week has been shit. Major shit. I cried so hard this week over just... fuck. Life. And it was real angst this time. Serious angst, with real tears and sobbing. Not the usual effed up nothing I wangst about. UGH. I'm so confused. I hate my life. Well, actually, now I'm OK. But I HATED my life last week. And when I go back to that hell hole on Monday... *SIGH* Glorious, glorious @$^%%$.

I don't understand why I use symbols when I curse all the time. But that is besides the point.

On the bright side...

There is no bright side.

I should talk to Jason about all this but I think he's had enough of my tears for a week. Poor Jason. He's such a good boyfriend and I'm just abusive and neglectful. But I buy good presents (what poker addict boyfriend doesn't want a new poker chip set for his birthday and sarcastic Tshirts for anniversaries?) so I suppose it's OK.

On a random note (because my mind believes in absolute free association and my journal entries should follow)--prom pictures. So cute. Ahhh. I love my shoes.

Yeesh. Life. Makes me want to be in seventh grade again, cutting myself in the bathroom with razors, listening to Linkin Park, and burning nail polish soaked pieces of paper.

EDIT: On the bright side, I changed my layout. For the first time in like... 3 years? 2 years? I've tried so many times and gotten so many times. but in the end the plainness of my profile layout made me just make the entire thing... white. Now I will no longer have to guilt about posting drabbles up and having people be distracted by the darkness of the background.

Request Meme

wicked_enough — Sun, 29 Apr 2007 05:36:53 GMT

(Half Truth: Because I have nothing better to do 'cept promise that the requested fics won't come out til mid May. ~~Truth: I want something written by l_i_n_a_y.~~)

I will write a drabble for the first 10 people who comment in this post. In return, you must do the same on your journal.

These are the fandoms you can choose from (no pairing or any pairing except the yaoi ones you know I won't write--i.e. any yaoi except for OroSasu, pretty much):

Naruto
Rurouni Kenshin
Ouran Host Club
Final Fantasy VII (preferably in the Advent Children realm)
Cyborg 009
Inuyasha

If there's something you really, really want from a series I haven't mentioned here, put it down anyway and I'll tell if you if I'm familiar enough with it to write something for you. (Series I have not attempted but am comfortable with include: X, Tsubasa, xxxHOLiC, Sakuran, Petshop of Horrors, and major Ghibli like Princess Mononoke and Howl's Moving Castle--NOT SPIRITED AWAY. GAHH.)

(Taken from l_i_n_a_y)

WUTTT?

wicked_enough — Thu, 12 Apr 2007 22:10:19 GMT

Wotcher. Haven't updated this here journal in forever. Anyway, just a quick message to sign in and say that YES I am ALIVE. My compy has been taken from me *teartear* because of my horrid attitude towards APs and SATs. DAMN, I knew this year would be hard on my updating. There is just too much going on right now.

ANYWAY--just a message to say that HAHAHAHA GUESS WHAT?! SHATTERED MINDS CHAPTER 19, baby! It's done and I'm posting it this weekend. No tidbits, mis amores, but the weekend is only a few days away so... YAR. The chapter isn't that exciting, I'm afraid, but that's probably why it was so hard to get out. The next one will be better, especially since we're drawing to an end.

Much love for all my people--I can't wait to be back in the summer!

How to make a wicked_enough

Ingredients:
5 parts competetiveness
5 parts courage
5 parts empathy

Method:
Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Add a little wisdom if desired!

Hahah

wicked_enough — Sat, 24 Feb 2007 09:40:23 GMT

So instead of going Sadie's tonight because Jason couldn't come (SAT related crap--thank god he's in my class or he would think I was a neglectful, loose-legged girlfriend or something) I went to Chelsea's house and we watched some old movies we rented from, yes, the library. We were gonna see Reno 911 but man... Home, or driving... Home, or driving?

Anyway so we watched The Exorcist first, because Chel hadn't ever seen it before and the last time I saw it was like, 7th grade. The movie was not as scary as I remembered it, and we laughed ourselves crazy when the girl started stabbing herself. So many bad puns. We sat with our legs crossed and our hands clutching our vajayjays in an act of comedic stupidity.

Then, Batman with George Clooney and Ulma Thurman as Poison Ivy and our Governator as Mr. Freeze. SO MANY BAD PUNS! We choked to death. Wow. It was so bad. So many ice/plant-type puns. We could practically predict the movie scene by scene! We actually had the actual script a few times around! And we wonder, how many times did those actors look back on that film and go, "Damn, we musta been smoking a lot of Poison Ivy, if you get what I mean."

Good times, good times.

(I hate prom. I hate having to ask Jason to prom just because he's asking me to his. This is so much shit. I have to go out and get two dresses, and pay for his ticket and it's like, 150? 180? It's not cheap. Plus limo. Bastard, bastard system!!!!)

1 New, 1 Update

wicked_enough — Sun, 11 Feb 2007 08:15:13 GMT

No screaming, kids :3 New fic and an update.

Title: The Seven Deadly Sins
Genre: Romance/Drama/Horror
Type: AU, SasuSaku with mild NejiTen in later chapters
Summary: Lust. Gluttony. Avarice. Sloth. Wrath. Envy. Pride. The ultimate indulgence becomes the ultimate sin as the unforgiving punishments begin.
Linkage: The Seven Deadly Sins

Title: Wicked Little Pieces
Genre: Romance/General
Type: Drabble, SasuSaku
Summary: [PIECE 11: TONIGHT!] A dark club and an invitation to dance the night away.
Linkage: HERE

Whawhoop

wicked_enough — Wed, 07 Feb 2007 09:23:51 GMT

I feel inspired to write but just can't find the words to finish anything. I swear to all things angstworthy that if I don't get a chapter of Shattered Minds done by the end of this month I will scream and yell and probably revamp the story for being so difficult. Anyway, listmaking time so I won't flake out.

01. Finish Chapter 19 of Shattered Minds by March 1st
02. Finish Shattered Minds by the end of 2007
03. Finish Kyouben for Fuji-chan (if you can find the meaning to this word, you'll know what it's about ohohoho)
04. Finish The Demon in Demonstration for Aya-chan (title: 'nuff said)
05. Write pr0n version of Words of Advice
06. Finish The Seven Deadly Sins before posting
07. Fully edit Sound, On a Bed of Thorns, Hope, and Of Questions Unanswered before posting
08. Fully edit one-shots, including Screwing Destiny
09. Edit old fiction
10. Clean out old fanfiction

I am free and I have soup!

wicked_enough — Fri, 26 Jan 2007 21:49:27 GMT

I have delicious soup. Delicious, delicious soup. With bread. Nutritionless white bread. Yummm.

Anyoway, finals are ovvvvver. So ovvvver. I totally owned them. Seriously. They were my bitches. I had them up against the wall, screaming in agony as I filled those little circly things on the scantrons.

Oer. I am strange.

But I'm soooo happy. So happy. I have SATs tomorrow but you know something? I can do it. And then I'm going to see Pan's Labryinth with Chels. It will be THE shit. And then on Suuunday I need to go out and find a prom dress. Or two. Haven't decided if I'm going to Jason's because he hasn't "asked" yet. (If he surprises me like with Winter Ball, I will say no. Who the hell asks someone if they want to go to two weeks before a formal dance? He's lucky I'm a sucker for teddy bears, red roses, and chocolate. Really lucky.) Seriously though, that's why I hate the couple's default business: "Hey, we're going right?" "Yeah. You picking me up?" "Yeah."

DUDIES next week. San Francisco. Jersey Boys. I am sooo excited. Shopping, singing, and hobos. YESMUCH. Get to skip a day of school and then some!

Life is soooo good when finals are over.

(I am currently suffering from lack of sleep. But the fact that I've been sleeping at 4:00 each night might have something to do with that. Ah well.)

Nooooteessss, where have you goooone?

wicked_enough — Wed, 24 Jan 2007 08:10:57 GMT

Finals tomorrow. English and Psych. Hopefully I won't pull a spaz and fail. Hopefully.

Wed: English, Psych
Thurs: PreCal, Journalism
Fri: APUSH
Sat: SAT II Bio

Then I'm freeeeeeeee. First thing I do is tear up those missing notes. Seriously nowh. Seriously.

~~YES. FANFICTION AGAIN. I AM INSPIRED AND READY BABYEE!!!~~

Pop Me in the Mouth, Thank You

wicked_enough — Wed, 17 Jan 2007 08:05:56 GMT

Things That Are Very Wrong In My Life Right Now:

1. My phone is missing. I don't know where it is. Seriously. I think it's in Van Wilder (Chel's red Bug) but really, WTF. I don't know and I need to call Jason to tell him that no, I don't hate him after all.

2. I have four days of math HW to do. And a test tomorrow. Hip hip fuck me.

3. I believe I just failed my Psych test on--what else--Memory.

4. I haven't started studying at all for the Bio SAT, which is in two weeks.

5. I haven't started studying for the finals at all, which are in two weeks.

6. My wallet is empty. I have no money. WTF.

7. I happen to be in my Junior year in high school, meaning the moment I fuck up is the moment I receive a thin envelope from UCLA. I refuse to accept that thin envelope.

8. I am having grammar problems. Should 'are' and 'in' on the title be capitalized or not?

9. Why are half of my grades border line? Why. Seriously. WHY. $%YRHFGDFX PROCRASTINATION DAMN YOU!!!

10. I'm forgetting something very important. I do not know what. But it is very important. This demonstrates retrieval failure in memory. Of course I would remember this... AFTER THE EFFING TEST.

(If I didn't have LJ to vent on, I might have to kill something. Preferably America's standard college entry system, those sons of bitches. Ruining the best year of my life. I should be screwing around and going to the beach. But noooo--the weather has to be below freezing.)

Oh, the wangst.

wicked_enough — Thu, 11 Jan 2007 08:19:29 GMT

(This post is purely stupid. Seriously. Stop reading. If you read it you might lose any of the respect you ever had for--oh, who am I kidding. Read on.)

So all this teenage angst at my school, all the drama and the pissy-offyness and 'oh how could you'ness. It's so pointless. Honestly. I mean I like it because it adds spice to my otherwise bland life but really, in 5 years, when we're graduating from our respective colleges, are we even going to remember any of it? And anything else that I'm angry at. Will I TRULY and REALLY CARE in a few years? The answer is obviously no. But still I can't help but participate in the "I can't believe he went out to lunch with his ex girlfriend and his ex crush and left his real girlfriend unaware of his situation and waiting for him" of daily life. (No, this isn't me--I wouldn't tolerate such... yarrr. It's a friend.) To be completely truthful I'm even unsure about my own relationship status. Half a year is a long time but will I really care? ARGHHH.

NO ONE DIES A VIRGIN. LIFE FUCKS WITH US ALL.

(thanks for the quote,

itchinhil ^_^)

WLP No. 15: The Irony of Lilies

wicked_enough — Sun, 07 Jan 2007 06:54:57 GMT

Hark! An update on Wicked Little Pieces!

Title: Wicked Little Piece No. 15: The Irony of Lilies
Pairing(s): SasuSaku
Genre(s): Light, slight, dramatic and fluffy.
Rating: K

Every girls’ dream is to receive flowers for her birthday.

When she first found that Yamanaka Ino’s family owned a flower shop, she was secretly envious of the blonde.

Because she was a girl, and a fairly feminine one at that, and because she herself was named after one, Sakura loved the spring blossoms, from the butterfly-like morning glories to the golden chrysanthemums, whose curved petals stretched out like dancer’s arms in the morning sun.

But, it was when she found the white lily lying on the wooden sill of her kitchen window that she felt she loved flowers the most.

The thick, almost fleshy petals–perfectly formed and white as frost–were cool to touch, and fell graciously into her hand as she picked up the stem.

Her lips unconsciously twitched upwards as she remembered that lilies were part of a traditional wedding bouquet–she had personally helped Ino arrange dozens in the past. Roses, for love everlasting. Baby’s Breath, for sweetness. And, lilies, for happiness.

But, this lily was white, and white represented the absence of colors. The absence of happiness, then.

She walked slowly into the kitchen, searching for a vase, and had climbed upon the counter to reach the top cupboards when she suddenly realized that she had seen just that kind of lilies in front of the Uchiha Compound.

She smiled, widely this time. Filling a small crystal vase with water and dropping the lily into it, she set the single symbol of Sasuke remembering her birthday onto the table.

A warm glow now about her, Sakura walked out of the house and towards the bridge where Team 7 always met for training, leaving the absence of happiness behind.

~~~~~

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So, am I as rusty as I think I am? ^___^

Late Christmas Gifts (Icons)

wicked_enough — Sat, 06 Jan 2007 05:53:05 GMT

Here are the various late X-Mas icon-gifts for my lovely fwiendies. The fanfiction gifts will be delayed just a little longer (I have to finish up about half of two, plus that chapter of Shattered Minds which is only about 40% done) so I can put those all up at once too. Sorry guys ><;;;

In any case, the gifties, as promised! There are two copies of each gift, one of which is personalized with the reciever's username. Please tell me if you would like anything changed!

dark_moon_angel
(For being an awesome SasuSaku fan ^___^ It's so totally LOVE!ness!)

1	2	3	4

mmrobitussin
(For being the best banner maker in the entire world and for making up all the cool trivia at xxxholic_still<3)

1	2	3

4	5	6

moonnkeh
(For liking my tutorials so much and commenting to say so!)

1	2	3	4

red_converse7
(For supporting all my ~~cruddy~~ SasuSaku fanfiction and always leaving a note to say so)

1	2	3	4

Happy Holidays!

wicked_enough — Fri, 22 Dec 2006 01:16:11 GMT

I want to wish everyone a happy early holidays, as I'm leaving for Tokyo tomorrow for Christmas and Shanghai for New Years. In any case, I hope everyone has a terrific time relaxing, eating, and receiving all sorts of gifts.

Speaking of gifts, I have most of the requested ones done. They will all be posted as soon as I arrive in Shanghai (which should be the 27th? 28th? I have no idea XDD) and have steady internet connection. Sorry they'll be a little belated :)

Have a good 'un!

The All Important XMas Post

wicked_enough — Thu, 23 Nov 2006 22:29:11 GMT

The all important XMas Post for my LJ family/lovers ^___^ The big question is ~~*DUNDUNDUNNNNN!*~~...

WHAT WOULD YOU LIKE FOR XMAS?

Now please remember that I am only a poor high school student that can't give you anything in the monetary sense, but I would adore to make you something. It's sorta like when you were little and you threw together a card for Mommy which she loved. Ahem. Yes. Anyway, I have two giftie for you to choose from:

FANFICTION
&/OR
ICON

If you want one/both, please leave a comment with this in mind:

What would you like?
What series do you want this to focus on? (Please keep this within a series you've heard me mention and/or is in my interests or fanfiction bio)
What character/pairing would you like it to be focused on?
Anything special to be included? (Genre/Challenge)

I will try my VERY HARDEST to get your giftie to you. If I'm totally swamped, I will at the very least make you a personalized iconie.

For fujiappletan*
- Fanfiction
- Naruto
- ItaSasuOrochi
- Eating/Food involved.

For psychedelic_aya
- Fanfiction
- Naruto or Conan
- SasuSaku or ShiuchiRan

For aradiantsun
- Fanfiction
- Nana or Naruto
- Satsaku-Centric or SasuSaku

For mmrobitussin*
- Icon
- xxxHOLiC
- Anyone but Watanuki

For red_converse7
- Icon
- Naruto
- Sasuke or SasuSaku
- CRACK!

For moonnkeh*
- Icon
- Naruto
- Tenten

For dark_moon_angel*
- Icon
- Naruto
- SasuSaku

For kme_cherry*
- Fanfic
- Naruto
- SasuSaku

For dogdemoninuyash
- Fanfic
- Naruto
- SasuSaku
- Lemon of Words of Advice

For cosette_chan
- Icon / Fanfic
- RuroKen
- MiSou
- Limey

For kisekinoumi
- Icon / Tutorial
- FMA
- Roy Mustang

*Complete

FanFiction Updation News

wicked_enough — Mon, 20 Nov 2006 08:25:20 GMT

I've been pretty messed up lately. I mean, last year, I was pretty messed up, but the stress is really taking its toll on me this year.

I have been neglecting my writing.

There, I said it. But the point is that it's pretty wrong of me to just leave people hanging when I'm wasting valuable writing time on icontests ~~that i totally and completely loooooove~~ that could be spent on finishing stories. At the beginning of the summer I actually made a list of stories I was going to edit/delete/continue/finish, but you know? Just about none of it came true. I can't even delete my older stuff because I've really grown attached to it. *sigh*

Anyway, thsi is just a note to inform y'all that I'm not dead, just pissed off at the world and SATs and AP classes and the stupidity of this whole business. Please take a Wicked Little Piece update as a belated apology, and know that new stuff will be out... soon. ~~Warning: Wicked is not to be trusted at any time. She lies. A lot.~~

Title: Wicked Little Piece No. 14 -- What Heaven's Like
Pairing(s): SasuSaku
Genre(s): Drama... Mmm... Angst... Mmm... Fluff... Mmmm...
Rating: K+

I don’t want to open my eyes.

Let it be over.

The entire world is zooming in and out of his face and he is just tired. He doesn’t care anymore. Vengeance, retribution, what is it when you’ve already failed?

No, he wants it all gone. Bleed to black. Fade to oblivion. Do it. Forget it all.

His brother is dead. The last words that came out of his mouth explained it now.

‘You’ve destroyed yourself.’

And it was true. What did it matter? He was dead, destroyed from the moment he decided to throw away his life for the past. And what did it matter, really? No one can change it–only the future. But he was stupid and young and irrational and now look at him.

He’s on the ground, eyes closed, his life just flowing out of him onto the hard dirt, like the coffin’s already engulfing him.

He starts to count before he’s enveloped.

One. Stupid stupid stupid.

Two. It doesn’t matter now, ever, forever, stop.

Three. The silence, wish for silence.

Four. End it now, please, fast, yes.

Five. Finality.

But now the warmth starts deep within his chest and now he knows what heaven feels like, smells like. Soft. Warm. Spring. And... Solid.

And... And... He knows he’s made a mistake again. So even though he doesn’t want to, he opens his eyes to make sure he’s really there.

Heaven is green like her irises and pink like her hair and lustrously pale like the skin of her arms and then he realizes...

Open your eyes and you will see.

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Hm. This feels like one of those nights when I'll sleep at 4 knowing that I have my driver's license test tomorrow and not care in an attempt to finish writing Chap. 19 of Shattered Minds. ~~Oh, of all the puns I could use to say what anguish that story has given me.~~

When Spam Knows Too Much

wicked_enough — Sat, 21 Oct 2006 00:28:58 GMT

Haven't been updating and probably won't be updating for a while, as I am busy studying for the lovely PSAT (tomorrow!) and SAT (Nov. 4th!). Still, I thought this was pretty funny.

Sometimes, I just wonder: Who are these people who send out creative spam? I can assure you all my name isn't "Riva Reynolds", but it was funny that they put it there anyway. I suppose it's better than Chi Simpson (Chinese Simpson Relative), Rashad Gonzalez (Indian Mexican guy), or Mitzi (Jewish Cat Lover). Strange, so strange.
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