Apology
I thought I could keep my head down. Now there’s nowhere to hide
I apologize for the moral deficiency in my response to coronavirus. I thought I could avoid a response, keep my head down, not take a stand. Now there’s nowhere to hide.
Since I was about 15 in the early 80s, I’ve tuned in to narratives from authorities, an addictive reader of news magazines and newspapers, viewer of news and news commentary. Tuning in obsessively over several decades tuned my mind, sensitized it to the predictable flow from narrative to act, from statement to policy, from words to bombs, language to siege, death, mass murder.
Language euphemistic or direct, directed at targets, you know, your learn what follows.
Coronavirus was/is a narrative that makes the sum of all previous official narratives look in comparison like a cute puppy sitting in a sand castle at the beach. And by comparison, this narrative on day one was the rhetorical equivalent of a hydrogen bomb unleashed, the blast flash blinding all who saw it.
Terrifying indeed. The worst of all possible outcomes inevitably to follow.
Is that a dark picture?
You see the freight cars?
They’re marking people now. And of course more: excluding people, and demonizing them. We know where this leads.
Can’t hide head in sand.
By the way, the “efficacy” data are a joke.
It can’t be explained any better than this, so I won’t bother repeating it. Read this review, sourced from Pfizer and Moderna’s own report of their own trial designs: https://off-guardian.org/2021/02/22/synthetic-mrna-covid-vaccines-a-risk-benefit-analysis/
But I will comment: The article is about the “95% efficacy”. It's a review of Pfizer's efficacy trial self-reporting, their own report. See what Pfizer says about the efficacy trial criteria, the efficacy endpoints. Amazingly stupid, the whole thing. Truly, a joke. The 95% is totally meaningless.
But no matter, today on BBC Jennifer Aniston explains cutting off unvaccinated friends.
(So much for “Friends”)
Today From BBC: Jennifer Aniston cuts off the unvaccinated
Earlier this week, the Friends actress said she had "lost a few people from [her] weekly routine" who had decided against having a Covid jab.
Some of her Instagram followers have since asked why she was so worried, given that she had been vaccinated.
"Because if you have the variant, you are still able to give it to me," she posted on Thursday.
"I may get slightly sick but I will not be admitted to a hospital and or die.
"But I can give it to someone else who does not have the vaccine and whose health is compromised (or has a previous existing condition) - and therefore I would put their lives at risk."
If you know propaganda, you recognize a few things:
Aniston is not the progenitor of this idea. Aniston is repeating official narrative.
This is a special kind of narrative in a category all its own: it’s a narrative that contains no endpoint.
It’s a limitless scenario: a situation requiring redress, with the situation defined precisely in a way ruling out any possible satisfaction of the condition requiring redress.
This is extremist’s extremism, propaganda well and truly characterized as a double bind instrument. It’s effect applied to the world’s population, can only induce global schizophrenia.
A double bind is a dilemma in communication in which an individual (or group) receives two or more conflicting messages, with one negating the other. In some circumstances (particularly families and relationships) this might be emotionally distressing. This creates a situation in which a successful response to one message results in a failed response to the other (and vice versa), so that the person will automatically be wrong regardless of response. The double bind occurs when the person cannot confront the inherent dilemma, and therefore can neither resolve it nor opt out of the situation.
Double bind theory was first described by Gregory Bateson and his colleagues in the 1950s,[1] in a theory on the origins of schizophrenia and post-traumatic stress disorder.
Double binds are often utilized as a form of control without open coercion—the use of confusion makes them difficult both to respond to and to resist.[2]:271–278
A double bind generally includes different levels of abstraction in the order of messages and these messages can either be stated explicitly or implicitly within the context of the situation, or they can be conveyed by tone of voice or body language. Further complications arise when frequent double binds are part of an ongoing relationship to which the person or group is committed.
Double bind, malice, and utter nonsense. A bad combination. Reason ceases to exist as nonsense/gibberish/double bind is elevated to official doctrine.
I decided to write a message to an old friend.
Message to an old friend:
I try once more. The reason I try: very few old friends remain friends, and it’s good to have some indication of at least some capability in at least some of the people I’ve known.
Loss of friends began after 2011, when my Democratic Party voting (as I had always subscribed myself, until I quit voting in 2011) friends and family, forgot they’d protested wars of aggression and began cheering them instead, because a (D) presided.
Atrocious remains atrocious, no matter the political flag flying over the White House.
Since then, the world, right now, slithers near the worst of all possible outcomes, likely only moments away from that limit.
Most everyone I grew up with says, OKY DOKY, fine with me!
Or worse.
They compel it.
I ask you if you’ll read this. I attempted to map the trajectory into the abyss:
I, and others around me, are moments (weeks, months?) away from being hauled off to a concentration camp for liquidation.
What my Jewish grandparents escaped.
The doctrine:
The health-compromised (elderly, morbid) are put at risk by people living in the world
a vaccine against
avirus alleviates the risk
An understatment: Scrutiny/analysis/interpretation/sense-making applied to this doctrine is not straightforward.
The doctrine is rooted in a garden. The garden is in a courtyard. The courtyard is in a Palace. The Palace is in a Realm of Absolute Nonsense. And so it is self-innoculated against reason.
Is that why it confounds so many people? Reason is useless against total insanity, now systematized. What we should have is a well functioning system of reason. From the bottom up, and the top down, a system that upholds at least minimal reasonability, that defends itself from bouts of insanity.
Instead it’s the other way around. In a complete inversion, our “reality” is constructed entirely from building blocks of insanity. This reality’s Frankenstein body of nonsense defends itself against attacks of reason, which it obliterates. A body constructed of building blocks of insanity dispatches antibodies against infections of reason, ripping reason apart. Dismembered, disintegrated, annihilated, and forgotten, reason’s dead fragments are not even buried. There is no grave for reason. No grave marker. And no memory of it.
The narrative/concept of the Covid pandemic is premised since day one on the belief that we DON’T live in a world of viruses, that human respiratory illness is NOT common, and does NOT accompany severe illness and death TYPICALLY. And that death ITSELF is novel, never seen before.
That’s the premise of the Covid pandemic.
Now the premise of the Covid SOLUTION:
Covid vaccine as solution, is premised on a profoundly irrational (insane) belief that viruses can be eliminated from the world, that they’re not innate to life, that gene therapies (as the Covid vaccines are described by their manufacturers), will stop the mutation and spread of virus variants, that if everyone’s injected, then sars Cov mutation will cease, variants will no longer come into being. We’re told this will end the scourge of respiratory illness and its accompaniment of (other) severe illness. Death will cease. Life will never cease. The deceased? There will be no deceased. Death will return to its former state before coronavirus: unknown! never heard of before! This of course will reduce the STRAIN on healthcare!
Anthony Fauci = Science
Anthony Fauci, who tells the world he IS science:
“You disagree with me? You’re disagreeing with science”
…IS a psychotic, a Dr. Mengele, and a global DICTATOR.
Why is anyone following the DICTATES of a career criminal fraud (and worse)? Why is he not in prison?
You probably know nothing about his 40 year public history.
You just know he smirked at Trump, so because of that you elevate him to object of adoration and worship, and obey every psychotic word he says.
You’re in a cult.
A psychotic extortionist fraudulent, anti-science, anti-human, anti-health, self and others harming cult of annihilation, obliterating everything that humanity values.
I’m not religious. But without hyperbole, you’re enthralled to an antichrist.
Here are facts about Anthony Fauci.
Celia Farber mentions here the "spectral non-classical science" that presents itself again, as it has presented itself repeatedly, like bad weather. A climate described in 1953 by Arthur Miller in The Crucible. It is a TOTAL abandonment of reason. This is becoming clear to more and more people.
Again.
But it was clear to some on day one. 18 months ago. Not only was the initial narrative premised on a crazed inversion of what science actually is, but this has been done before, orchestrated by the same people.
You know, you can use PCR to detect any kind of molecule in any person, and even very common molecules, and you can assert that what you detect is a pathogen. And you can terrorize a population with this. And then you can offer them a miracle pharmaceutical product that will “save” them, even if it’s an old chemotherapy drug (AZT) that was banned in 1960 as a chemotherapy treatment for cancer because it was too toxic (way too toxic). And you can buy science, institutions, governments, and own all of journalism, to promote this poison and terror. And you can KILL hundreds of thousands of people in this way and get rich doing so.
But how can that be possible and who would be that diabolical?
I can’t answer how it can be possible, but the same people doing this to you now, did the same thing to millions before.
An interesting article by Matt Taibbi:
But, he’s missing the biggest corruption story anyone’s ever seen. Though we’ve seen one like it before, at a smaller scale, few, still, are at all prepared to see that.
A good place to start is here https://off-guardian.org/2020/10/27/anthony-fauci-40-years-of-lies-from-azt-to-remdesivir/
Take the time to read this and consider the implications. We’re dealing with people who see no limits. Or, well, obviously, they’re dealing with us. Serious people can read that article and fail to recognize what it contains: the abyss.
Recall Nietzsche. Beware staring into it.
From the article:
“On February 19, 1988, Fauci appeared on the television program Good Morning America, as Lauritsen writes in his book. And he was asked why only one drug, AZT, had been made available. He replied:
The reason why only one drug has been made available — AZT — is because it’s the only drug that has been shown in scientifically controlled trials to be safe and effective.“
But “this brief statement contains several outstanding falsehoods,” as Lauritsen points out.
First, there have been no “scientifically controlled trials” of AZT; to refer to the FDA-conducted AZT trials as ‘scientifically controlled’ is equivalent to referring to garbage as la haute cuisine. Second, AZT is not ‘safe’: it is a highly toxic drug — the FDA analyst who reviewed the toxicology data on AZT recommended that it should not be approved.
Third, AZT is not known objectively to be ‘effective’ for anything, except perhaps for destroying bone marrow.
Nevertheless, Fauci did not get tired of spreading factually unsubstantiated statements about AZT throughout the world. Even this year, at the end of April, Fauci was not afraid of promulgating the untruth about AZT during a White House meeting about Gilead’s drug remdesivir, by saying “the first randomized placebo-controlled trial with AZT… turned out to give an effect that was modest” (more on remdesivir below).
By the way, the inventor of AZT himself, Jerome Horwitz, said he was so cloyed with the drug that he “dumped it on the junk pile,” he “didn’t [even] keep the notebooks.“
His invention AZT was a chemotherapy-like drug of extreme, not to say fatal, toxicity and “so worthless” to him that he “didn’t think it was worth patenting,” as former BusinessWeek journalist Bruce Nussbaum writes in his book Good Intentions: How Big Business and the Medical Establishment are Corrupting the Fight against AIDS, Alzheimer’s, Cancer and More.”
https://off-guardian.org/2020/10/27/anthony-fauci-40-years-of-lies-from-azt-to-remdesivir/
Tip of iceberg.
“Nevertheless, Fauci did not let himself be put off.
In December 2015, for instance, the NEJM published his article Ending the HIV–AIDS Pandemic: Follow the Science. In this piece he made a case for “dramatically scale up HIV testing and treatment around the world” — including preexposure prophylaxis (PrEP), i.e. “using ART [antiretroviral therapy] for HIV prevention in HIV negative persons.”
That is to say, healthy people should take highly toxic drugs. But here again: As self-assured as he presents his statements, he was not prepared to substantiate them factually.”
https://off-guardian.org/2020/10/27/anthony-fauci-40-years-of-lies-from-azt-to-remdesivir/
The idea now is scaled up. Every person on earth now, and not for AIDS, but for coronavirus, is expected (compelled) to be injected with m r n a injections (“gene therapies”, according to their developers), not just 2 or 3 times in 2021. But indefinitely, and at a frequency yet to be revealed. But the frequency will be revealed, cumulatively, and in hindsight.
This drill, the one we’ve experienced now for 18 months, will be repeated. Again and again. And again. Endlessly. You know, I’m not making this up. It’s out in the open. It’s what we’re being told.
You don’t hear it? The “messaging” regarding one variant after another? The circus of continuous drills? Bill Gate’s Twitter video about pandemic first responder squads, testing 20% of the entire population every week (continuously), rapid development of new vaccines to be injected into everyone BEFORE newly discovered outbreaks are pandemic?
This is not “conspiracy theory” of Trumpers ranting about their bibles and guns. It’s Bill Gates in his own words:
There’s more of course. You, soon, are going to be taking protease inhibitors too, for covid.
(Forbes magazine): https://www.forbes.com/sites/williamhaseltine/2021/04/05/pfizers-new-oral-protease-inhibitor-could-possibly-treat-and-prevent-covid-19/
Does this sound like something that boils down to a story about ideological differences between Republicans and Democrats?
It shouldn’t. That’s not the story. The reality transcends all of that triviality. The people orchestrating these things care about that as much as they care about any other distraction, crime novels, comic books, or movies.
Here’s a list of things that are true that the coronavirus narrative distorts beyond recognition or suppresses:
Respiratory illness is extremely common, serious, and often fatal
There are standard treatments for respiratory illness.
Part of the Covid policy response in many countries had been systematic suppression of typical treatments for respiratory illness — “go home (untreated) and wait until you have trouble breathing, then go to hospital.”
These (3) changes in treatment protocols are top down directives from authorities. Originating sources of these directives are US NIH and CDC, and the WHO
Most national authorities follow these directives
Most doctors follow these directives
When Covid patients arrive in hospital, in the US (and probably other countries) they are typically treated with remdesivir (Velkury). Known side effects of remdesivir are kidney dysfunction, which leads to fluid in the lungs, pulmonary edema, hypoxia, and death. It is NIH directive to treat with remdesivir.
We live in a world of viruses
You cannot vaccinate against respiratory illness. It’s complex, involving multiple pathogens. Influenza-like illnesses have https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/9466772/ always https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/11705487/ had https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/15728170/myriad https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/15227858/ causes http://doi.org/10.1001/jama.286.20.2537-JWR1128-2-1—rhinoviruses, influenza viruses, other coronaviruses, adenoviruses, respiratory syncytial virus, etc.
The pharmaceutical industry is a monster of corruption that captured regulatory agencies and has zero interest in public health.
You, might decide, now, that it’s worth your time to take the history of the last 40 years seriously. Start here:
THE COST OF DENIAL, by the Society for Independent Investigative Journalists
The Progressive Commentary Hour – 07.28.21
Kary Mullis The full interview by Gary Null
https://off-guardian.org/2020/10/27/anthony-fauci-40-years-of-lies-from-azt-to-remdesivir/
Read this article: Questioning the HIV-AIDS Hypothesis: 30 Years of Dissent -Patricia Goodson
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC4172096/?report=reader
Note that it’s been retracted. Also note the reason for the retraction:
Orthodoxy! That’s the way “the science” is done, infected with corruption.
“Did Tony Fauci turn the pharmaceutical industry into a monster?”
Listen to the first 8 minutes of this podcast for a concise description of the nature and scope of institutional corruption: KunstlerCast 347 — Chatting with David E. Martin About Covid-19, Vaccinations, and Other Mass Casualty Events
And then this:
Remdesivir ruins kidneys, floods lungs
How many people with respiratory illness (which is extremely common, and serious) have been harmed, or killed, by systematic medical malpractice during “covid”?
A common side effect of remdesivir is kidney dysfunction, which leads to fluid flooding the lungs. Remdesivir (Veklury) is treatment protocol for Covid in US hospitals per NIH:
https://www.covid19treatmentguidelines.nih.gov/therapies/antiviral-therapy/remdesivir/
https://www.drugs.com/sfx/remdesivir-side-effects.html
Celia Farber mentions here the "spectral non-classical science" that presents itself again, as it has presented itself repeatedly like weather. A climate described in 1953 by Arthur Miller in The Crucible.It is a TOTAL abandonment of reason. This is becoming clear to more and more people.
Again.
Swedish all-cause mortality in 2020 was the 7th LOWEST since 1900. And that following the LOWEST mortality rate since 1900, the year before in 2019. Classify any of those deaths as needed for whatever narrative but the facts stand.
Contrary to covid narrative, Sweden had lower mortality than its neighbors, again, as usual.
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Yes. And if I understood something from reading R. D. Laing, it may well be a fact that being stuck in a double bind for an extended time is a root of schizophrenia.