0001 0002 Aiwnios.com 0003 0004 Welcome to Aiwnios.com,the best server on earth,which is served by a HolyC 0005 backend(source code). I will show you how to do cool stuff like write compilers 0006 and make games. I will write articles time to time,but first let me tell you 0007 about myself. 0008 0009 My name is Clayton and I like compilers alot.I wrote Aiwnios which is a HolyC 0010 compiler that runs on 64,bit arm,risc-v and X86_64 and it's Travis Scott lit.I 0011 will explain it in detail how it works,the first part is the lexer. I'm not a 0012 unix pro but here are my notes Unix Notes or my Jain Notes. 0013 0014 Here is a link to the User Guide if you want to know how to use aiwnios. Or 0015 maybe you are here for the Shitpit 0016 0017 Checkout My FlashCards app and flash cards for the latest in nroots Greek 0018 Quest(download the ISO and MountFile it in Aiwnios to use it). 0019 0020 I wrote a Compiler Tutorial. Check it out 0021 0022 AiwniosTube Beta 0023 0024 A sexy video sharing site like youtube but written in HolyC. 0025 0026 AiwniosTube 0027 0028 Irc Server 0029 0030 Served by Gihon HolyC IRC server 0031 0032 0033 aiwnios.com 6667 or irc.aiwnios.i2p 6667 0034 Turn off SSL before connecting in your client 0035 Dont send anything important over the IRC server 0036 0037 0038 0039 Shitpit Pt.3 Old Pt.2!! 0040 <1>0041 0042 0043 0044 0045 0046 0047 0048 0049 0050 0051 0052 0053 0054 0055 0056 0057 0058 0059 0060 3-20-25 Pt.5 0061 0062 Sakra(?) says a property of true goodness is doing good without being asked. I 0063 was asked to volenteer,so I am only half good. I keep going so idk. 0064 0065 3-20-25 Pt.4 0066 0067 Seperation and detachment are synonyms. Stay sway from evil thoughts and they 0068 will vanish. 0069 3-20-25 Pt.3 0070 0071 I found some Coconut water at work. I feel there is a romanacized "old nroot" 0072 who would say "I got some n-word fuckin Coconut water". The Truth is the old 0073 Nroot exists,he is not expressed because saying "n-word fucking" is not proper 0074 conduct. Ill be frank. If we loose faith in proper morals we are bound to loose 0075 them. Sacrifice and faith are synonomyms. 0076 0077 It is improper behavior to think and say the n word as the mind is a Temple 0078 and therefore must be a holy abode for the Gods. 0079 0080 NOTE: 0081 0082 The coconut water is fine and tastes like coconuts,it also has coconut peices 0083 in it which is cool. 0084 0085 iustus fides moz COGNITIOQUE sunt semina. 0086 Corrct faith,conduct and THOUGHTS are the path. 0087 0088 3-20-25 Pt.2 0089 0090 Retards who oppose moving to El-Salvador on the basis of "quality of life " 0091 are retarded because they favor the flesh over virtue. El-Salvador has no 0092 abortion,End of Story. The Grinch maintains power through isolation. Lets say 0093 the people revolted aginst the Grinch,then they would be no better than the 0094 Grinch. If you want to have no men impregrant you,then putting barbed wire in 0095 your vag is a good idea. 0096 0097 0098 Do you want to take over El-Salvador... No??? You can keep your imperalism by 0099 your own volition. El-Salvador is a utopia then. 0100 0101 3-20-25 Pt.1 0102 0103 I learned more about the Reveolutionary Armred Forces of Columbia on 0104 eFukt(cool Porn site),than i did in School,what a shame. Time to move to 0105 El-Slavador so I can can be free from Abortion. 0106 0107 3-19-25 Pt.2 0108 0109 They say they mind is like a Temple for Gods. The mind is where the Gods like 0110 to chill out or something. If you think evil things then your mind becomes a 0111 demonic crunk zone. I think Kanye's mind is a like an oasis for demonic entities 0112 that somehow purifies them. 0113 0114 Telepathy is a word use to describe the omniscient's ability to look into your 0115 mind and possibly move there. 0116 <2>0117 0118 0119 0120 0121 0122 0123 0124 0125 0126 0127 0128 0129 0130 0131 0132 0133 0134 0135 0136 0137 0138 0139 0140 0141 0142 0143 0144 0145 0146 0147 0148 0149 0150 0151 0152 0153 0154 0155 0156 0157 0158 0159 0160 3-19-25 Pt.1 0161 0162 Bayes Theorem is lit. Im infering translations of words based on context to a 0163 sexy degree. 0164 0165 I will commit later. Basically do this. 0166 0167 -] The Sexy Sauce 0168 0169 -] Pt. 1 0170 0171 Put word pairs(Latin and Translation) in a motherfucking matrix(or hash 0172 table). 0173 <3>0174 0175 0176 0177 0178 0179 0180 0181 0182 0183 0184 0185 0186 0187 0188 0189 0190 0191 0192 -] Pt. 2 0193 0194 0195 Do this for assloads of text. 0196 -] Pt. 3 0197 0198 Use Bayes Theorem to pick the best translation. Some "nothing" words like 0199 "the" and "to" can be filtured out if they are very common. 0200 <4>0201 0202 0203 0204 0205 0206 0207 0208 0209 0210 0211 3-17-25 Pt.2 0212 0213 I saw a n-word Leperchaun. He was actually a very very dark shade of green. 0214 Holefully he didnt steal that pot of gold. 0215 0216 3-17-25 Pt.1 02170218 0219 0220 0221 0222 0223 0224 0225 0226 0227 0228 0229 0230 0231 0232 0233 0234 0235 0236 0237 0238 0239 0240 0241 0242 0243 0244 0245 0246 0247 0248 0249 0250 0251 0252 0253 0254 0255 0256 0257 0258 0259 0260 0261 0262 0263 0264 0265 0266 0267 0268 0269 0270 0271 0272 0273 3-16-25 Pt.2 0274 0275 The compiler will pass sometime,probably not anytime soon. Fools regret 0276 things too at death. I will regret things like saying the n word alot. 0277 XXXTenacion was a good rapper whose life ended too early. He could have made 0278 more cool music. I could die tommorow and I would not be able to write 0279 PoopinFrogs. The proper regret is not things but choice in activity. 0280 0281 One shold not lament loosing a fight,but fighting in the first place. 0282 0283 3-16-25 Pt.1 0284 0285 I said something potentially racist. I said that white people are mostly 0286 defiled and Indians who live in Bharat are blessed. Someone made a poop joke and 0287 I said poop+Dharma == utopia. I will perform Pratikramamn in a few,I have no 0288 enmity towards others and I hope they have no enmity towards me. I dont feel 0289 pooping on the floor is inheritly bad but I woouldnt advocate it either. I was 0290 trying to make a funny out of a criticism of Aryan people. 0291 0292 I will try to say less racist things. 0293 0294 NOTE: 0295 0296 Jain Scripture to my knowledge does not say to poop in the streets. I dont 0297 know why Bharat has a street pooping problem. 0298 0299 3-15-25 Pt.2 0300 0301 I thought ill of transexuals and presidents today. I may elloborate later,but 0302 to what effect. I also thought ill of homosexuals maybe because one time i said 0303 ,"If I was gay I would find myself sexy in the mirror" and that apparently 0304 offended gay people. 0305 0306 I also said I developed OCD and that oppended her too. I actaully am diagnosed 0307 with it and Autism so that person can eat a booger. Like washing yourself for 0308 about 40 minutes at a time for Allah is clearly OCD. In my defense Muhammad 0309 *did* probably have OCD if you read the abulition section in the Hadiths. One 0310 time he got pee on him so he poured a bucket on his clothes. 0311 0312 Another time a dog licked him so he washed the spot 10 times. Clearly OCD. He 0313 also said if you dont suck water into your nose the abulition(Wudu) isnt 0314 complete. 0315 0316 She lives in Assghanistan or Allahtopia or something. 0317 0318 3-15-25 Pt.1 0319 0320 I found an application to work at the gas station. Time to get gassed up. 0321 Someone once told me that it is immoral to enable homeless pum pums but that 0322 said person is a chimp. 0323 0324 3-14-25 Pt.2 0325 0326 I optimized some code for BSP drawing in TOOM today. I should use Cohen 0327 Sutherland clipping for the p pushing . I was checking the whole range of the 0328 screen when checking if a BSP node was blocked. 0329 0330 <6>0331 0332 0333 0334 0335 0336 0337 0338 0339 0340 0341 0342 0343 0344 3-14-25 Pt.1 0345 0346 I pestered a fly today while grabbing a paper towel and I listened to Lil Pump 0347 and KanYe West nigger music. I live in a retard zoo where I am probbably only 0348 De-Jure retarded and not De-Facto. People call me special and not in a good way. 0349 I thought about saying things about my condition next retard meeeting but I will 0350 not out of respect. 0351 0352 I think I am a good worker because I like a illegal alien who does his job for 0353 like no pay. I get paid 8 hours a week for like 5 daya of labor. I am pooping 0354 myself. I am not sad because I am doing a good job,Im doing a good job because 0355 Im sad. 0356 0357 A few days ago I met with a previous manager(?) of the retard zoo who got 0358 fired(for what?) and it was weird. I did not know she got fired from the retard 0359 zoo. She asked something like "makings lots of money?" and I answered with a 0360 non-answer. 0361 0362 3-13-25 Pt.4 0363 0364 Wizards can make make it look like your friends foot is before you,dont act 0365 until you see your freinds head. All feet look alike,heads dont. Wise people 0366 must make educated decisions before acting. 0367 0368 0369 3-13-25 Pt.3 0370 0371 I am memorizing Tattvarth sutra in Latin. It makes english easier to 0372 understand. 0373 0374 0375 3-13-25 Pt.2 0376 0377 I got an email in my inbox about Namecheap SEO. I dont care if people use 0378 aiwnios.com. It would be funny to see if they actually look at the sites they 0379 send emails too. Yes the ShitPIT needs SEO for money, Eat a booger. 0380 0381 3-13-25 Pt.1 0382 0383 People will delegate moral copability to external forces when dont are in 0384 disbelief about the cuasality of something. I am not truly retarded,it is due to 0385 xyz.... He does not truely hate his job,it is because of xyz.... 0386 0387 This false logic is too common. I am a retard who hates his job probably. 0388 0389 3-11-25 Pt.2 0390 0391 Light got turned into frozen matter or something 0392 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lFjQ9E2Q50A. 0393 0394 Tattvath Sutra says light is a form of matter 0395 0396 Sound, union, fineness, grossness, shape, division, 0397 darkness, image, warm light (sunshine), and cool 0398 light (moonlight) also (are forms of matter) 0399 . 0400 3-12-25 Pt.1 0401 0402 0403 A point in a triangle is true if all 3 sides have a sign on the diffrence 0404 between the cross-product componets,(vY*pX-vX*pY). 0405 0406 0407 CD3 points[3]={{50,100,0,},{200,50,0},{200,200,0}}; 0408 F64 VSide(F64 x,F64 y,I64 v) { 0409 CD3 pr,p; 0410 pr.x=points[(1+v)%3].x-points[v%3].x; 0411 pr.y=points[(1+v)%3].y-points[v%3].y; 0412 pr.z=0; 0413 p.x=x-points[v].x; 0414 p.y=y-points[v].y; 0415 p.z=0; 0416 return p.y*pr.x-pr.y*p.x; 0417 } 0418 Bool InTriangle(F64 x,F64 y) { 0419 F64 s=Sign(VSide(x,y,0)); 0420 return s==Sign(VSide(x,y,1))&&s==Sign(VSide(x,y,2)); 0421 } 0422 0423 0424 0425 3-11-25 Pt.2 0426 0427 Wolfentien 3D is fuckin lit. I dont like TOOM anymore. Shooting looser 0428 naziggers is fun. Adolf Hitler is bad man and I get to kill him in wolfensten 0429 3D. 0430 0431 3-11-25 Pt.1 0432 0433 I accidently when into the wrong channel on discord and said something like 0434 "21 Jumbotron Shit Poopin,this shit will make you whip out the hand lotion" when 0435 presenting my Latin code 0436 0437 3-10-25 Pt.4 0438 0439 Wolfenstien 3D is a good game. I like the way the very simple layout of the 0440 levels convey a sense of space and even somtimes represent areas like bedrooms 0441 or food areas. The game is overall fun and I like it more than Doom sort of. 0442 There is something magical about sneaking up on an enemy and stabbing them for 0443 guns. The game is also fast paced when played with a mouse 0444 0445 I kind of want to work on Poopin Frogs more something but I am feinin' for 0446 Latin Shit. 0447 0448 3-10-25 Pt.3 0449 0450 Have you seen religious art. I think KanYe's Donda album is a good example of 0451 religious art. Its about God and is good music. It embodies the influx of life 0452 in a holy lense. I do enjoy TempleOS and the Donda Album. I sat today performing 0453 Samayika memorizing stuff from Tattvarth Sutra. I find that if I translate it 0454 into Latin then it is easy to remember in englsh. 0455 0456 In Latin there are detirminers which can be used like nouns and adjectives. 0457 Ill commit now. I read some of Jerome's stuff and was like "what the fuck". Too 0458 many words. I think I should read latin before writing it. 0459 0460 3-10-25 Pt.2 0461 0462 The is nothing deep or shallow in honesty,there is only truth. People write 0463 stories to convey deep meanings. People wine to engage in shallow thought. 0464 Tattvarth Sutra tells things as is. People will only relate to what they can 0465 see. 0466 0467 3-10-25 Pt.1 0468 0469 KanYe is a great singer. 0470 0471 3-9-25 Pt.1 0472 0473 Yeah,I didnt sleep last night on some Latin shit. 0474 0475 3-8-25 Pt.5 0476 0477 I might have to use NetBSD on real hardware VM's are Micheal Jackson BAD for 0478 speed. 0479 0480 3-8-25 Pt.4 0481 0482 One time a Goddess visted a grieving person and said,"If you find a house 0483 without death,I can heal your lost one within". He traveled the earth in search 0484 of a house without death,and upon going to the King's Palace,he was told that 0485 pain and death are inescapable. 0486 0487 After realizing this,the man stopped greiving as he realized the power of 0488 fate. 0489 0490 3-8-25 Pt.3 0491 0492 People who listen to the threats of wizards do nothing. The only thing they 0493 have is fear. I will elloborate later. A hypothetical evil is lesser than a real 0494 one. Good people sell solutions,bad people create problems when sell solutions. 0495 One time a Wizard came to a King and told about doom and everyone belived him,he 0496 convinced them alot about doom and the the king climbed a mountian to jump and 0497 realized that the watersd were not overflowing and stuff. 0498 0499 Afterwards the King realized that he had been fooled by the wizard and he was 0500 thankful he learned to not listen to poo poo brain wizards. 0501 0502 3-8-25 Pt.2 0503 0504 As a kid I would look at the ceiling and see patterns. I did not have culture 0505 so I found culture in TV,it was retarded. 0506 0507 I heard that the masters of one generation read the math writings of the last 0508 generation. This is true in both math and Dharma. I had no culture growing up so 0509 I have lots to read. I read alot of datasheets for like transistors and stuff. I 0510 learned to program computers from an amtel chip on an ardunio which was Travis 0511 Scott lit. 0512 0513 I liked hardware as a kid. There was a retard who one time talked about NOR x 0514 NAND gates. This happened once and I dont know his name. I wrote a compiler xa 0515 web server and I use it to say my religious and political views. 0516 0517 Catepillars go into cacoons to grow up. I wonder if they have TV's in there or 0518 if they dont I wonder what they think about. I may as well have been a 0519 catepillar growing up because I didnt do anything. 0520 0521 They probably dont think anything. What were you thinking about when you were 0522 a fetus. I dont know. 0523 3-8-25 Pt.1 0524 0525 People have an innate desire to express reality. People find great confort in 0526 reality sometimes,some people even desire to become part of the reality around 0527 them. This means to interact with it in a non-parasocial way. Reality is much 0528 more than watching Mr.Beast on RetardTube. 0529 0530 I think Transgender people have a legidment confusion and want to express 0531 reality or rather change reality to confort themselves. As a kid I did not know 0532 where to find cool people on the internet. I frankly dont go out of my way to 0533 find them,as im on assloads of legally presribed drugs. 0534 0535 I wondered "What cool stuff do I watch on RetardTube" as a kid. I dont not 0536 know that degeneracy existed as I was told it wasnt normal. Rap music is part of 0537 reality and gives me confort,perhaps is just beer but beer makes the pain go 0538 away. 0539 0540 0541 NOTE: 0542 0543 The Tirthankars would certianly dislike efukt.com(porn 0544 site),crazyshit.com(porn site) and 21 Savage(great rapper). 0545 0546 It cant be good for me but it feels great. I havent watched them in awhile but 0547 i occasionaly look to see whats poppin. 0548 0549 3-7-25 Pt.3 0550 0551 Hitler is remmbered as a bad man. People remember things based on values. I 0552 saw a retard with a swastika on a sign protesting Trump or something. The world 0553 would have been if Hitler wasnt born. Hitler was like a poo poo brain devoid of 0554 dharma who also killed lots of people. 0555 0556 I will write an Exposee on Hitler sometime. He was like a neo-Muhammad but 0557 with an acutal goverment. My rationale for saying that is both are militant 0558 people,but Hitler is worse in most regards. 0559 0560 People who deny Sahih Bukari's authenticity are probably retards and new age 0561 poo poo brains. Even as a disbeliever I must say the the hadiths are mostly 0562 true. This is because it is an oral tradition passed through the ages,and lots 0563 of the Hadiths in Sahih Bukari are not allegorical or meaninful in any spiritual 0564 way. 0565 0566 So... The argument "The hadiths were fabircated" are very stupid. Islam without 0567 Mr Poo poo brain(Muhammad) makes no sense. One of the claims in the Quran is 0568 that God will preserve it(15:9). This makes no sense if the "evil" Muhammad is a 0569 fabrication because that would mean we have a major problem if the historical 0570 Muhammad described in the Hadith("Evil poo poo brain") didnt exist,then how did 0571 it get here. 0572 0573 Go read https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Uthmanic_codex to see how the Quran 0574 manuscripts were burned by early Muslims as they were anaware about the 7 0575 Qirraat(The 7 Canonical readings the Quran) or somthing. 0576 0577 I dont know why God deicded to have 7 versions of the same text,totally not a 0578 stupid idea whatsover.` 0579 0580 3-7-25 Pt.2 0581 0582 I saw a gay putin meme. Some people seem to live on Stack Overflow. 0583 0584 3-7-25 Pt.1 0585 0586 Ill behavior will be attributed to pain in the eyes of therapists. If you dont 0587 have a problem,then you are called healthy. The retard doctor wants to end 0588 therapy in the future. Probably a bad hueristic to act on by I will say nothing. 0589 0590 I wonder if Schitzophrenic people actually think they are robots or aliens. I 0591 dont know as I am not a diagnosed Schitzophrenic. One time at the mental 0592 hopstial I met a woman who thought the world was going to end tommorow. She had 0593 tears in her eyes as she read Revelation and reminced on the time she wrote the 0594 Bible. 0595 0596 I think my parents would just call me scitzophrenic to downplay my religious 0597 beliefs. 0598 0599 There is a story in Trishashi Shalaka Purusha Caritra in view a person is 0600 exiled for not giving blessings despite being holy. He is banished and the 0601 person who banished him dies an ascetic after being curses. The moral of the 0602 story is that people who banish are more worphy of scrutiny that the people who 0603 are banished. 0604 0605 A good way to respond is to say that condemnation says more about the 0606 condemner that it does the condemned and to not worry about wordly things. 0607 0608 If thinking was a virtue then Lil Pump probably would make cool rap music. 0609 Idk. Thinking is a state of potential where nothing exists,thats why its called 0610 thinking. 0611 0612 0613 3-6-25 Pt.4 0614 0615 The purpose of my Latin things is not to be poetic but to condese meanings 0616 into as few syllables as possible. This is the beauty of Tattvarth Sutra. Just 0617 as one can cram alot of code into assembly language,Tattvarth Sutra describes 0618 reality in few words. 0619 0620 I think latin is weird as there are loads of R's,I think translating it into 0621 Latin is good as it makes memorizing it in english look easy. 0622 0623 3-6-25 Pt.3 0624 0625 Lil Pump has an onlyfans 0626 0627 0628 3-6-25 Pt.2 06290630 0631 0632 0633 0634 0635 0636 0637 0638 0639 0640 0641 0642 0643 0644 0645 0646 0647 0648 0649 0650 0651 0652 0653 0654 0655 3-6-25 Pt.1 06560657 0658 0659 0660 0661 0662 0663 0664 0665 0666 0667 0668 0669 0670 0671 0672 0673 0674 0675 0676 0677 0678 0679 0680 0681 0682 0683 0684 0685 0686 0687 0688 0689 0690 0691 0692 0693 0694 0695 0696 0697 0698 0699 0700 0701 0702 0703 0704 0705 0706 0707 3-5-25 Pt.4 07080709 0710 0711 0712 0713 0714 0715 0716 0717 0718 0719 0720 0721 0722 0723 0724 0725 0726 0727 0728 0729 0730 0731 0732 0733 0734 0735 0736 0737 0738 0739 0740 0741 0742 0743 0744 0745 0746 0747 0748 0749 0750 0751 0752 0753 0754 0755 0756 0757 0758 0759 0760 0761 0762 0763 0764 0765 0766 0767 0768 0769 0770 0771 0772 0773 0774 0775 0776 0777 0778 0779 0780 0781 0782 3-5-25 Pt.3 0783 0784 Arm assembler with the IMMS/IMMR feilds is weird. Im going to jut use a lookup 0785 table 0786 0787 3-5-25 Pt.2 0788 0789 UPDATE: 0790 0791 I think the mantinece guy walked in on my rendering of Kim Jung Un as I had 0792 it on the computer screen. It was on top of the shitpit logo. What the fuck. 0793 0794 3-5-25 Pt.1 0795 0796 If your sick of Kim K. You might want to start fuckin with Kim J(ung-Un). I 0797 heard that people didnt know he is an obese. He is obese and chubby chasing 0798 furries(?) would have a nice time with him as he looks like a pig. I dont know 0799 if pigs cout as furries though. 0800 0801 0802 Kim jung Un is a bad man. He does not uphold proper values and is a militant 0803 retard. Milititant Retards are devoid of proper Dharma. I was reading about Kim 0804 J and he has a magical family that does weird shit. 0805 0806 He claimed the he invented hamburgers which is weird becuase he is an obese 0807 piglet from Weendie the Pooh. 0808 0809 He in not at all breedable 0/10. I will animate some gay Kim Jung Un porn to 0810 be sent to North Korea. 0811 0812 0813 <10>0814 0815 0816 0817 0818 0819 0820 0821 0822 0823 0824 0825 0826 0827 0828 0829 0830 0831 0832 0833 0834 0835 0836 0837 0838 0839 0840 0841 0842 0843 0844 0845 0846 0847 0848 0849 0850 0851 0852 0853 0854 0855 0856 0857 0858 0859 0860 0861 0862 0863 0864 0865 0866 3-4-25 Pt.4(The homonculus) 0867 0868 I might want to create a Donald Trump Homonculus. I have seen some weird shit 0869 but a homunculus would be cool. 0870 0871 As a kid I wanted to do magic. I read something like "put an egg under your 0872 bed" or something to summon magic. It sounds retarded. It was retarded stuff 0873 like this. 0874 0875 I had a talk about Latin today with an old person. There is an english text 0876 oddly called Religio Medici despite not being in Latin. 0877 0878 0879 3-4-25 Pt.3 0880 0881 Doom has a nice depiction of hell. 0882 0883 3-4-25 Pt.2 0884 0885 I like he ascetic of heaven depicted in art. Super Mario Bros.2 has a nice 0886 heaven-like area with pillars. Gods have houses and they probably look cool. 0887 <11>0888 0889 0890 0891 0892 0893 0894 0895 0896 0897 0898 0899 0900 0901 0902 0903 0904 0905 0906 0907 0908 0909 0910 0911 0912 0913 0914 0915 0916 0917 0918 0919 0920 0921 0922 0923 0924 0925 0926 0927 0928 0929 0930 0931 0932 0933 0934 3-4-25 Pt.1 0935 0936 People who make weapons make divinites of weapons. Terry made divinity out of 0937 computers and it is good. I make divinities out of a desire for God. In this way 0938 TempleOS is a real Temple. Sagara was visited by a God weapon that would conquer 0939 the land for him. 0940 0941 I guess the shitpit is a new divine expression. I polymoprhic way in which 0942 people see goodness is why there are so many modes of worship,so I see no 0943 conflict between computers and holyness in the case of TempleOS. 0944 0945 Sagara's divide weapon acted like sort of an oracle that he followed it around 0946 as it conquered stuff 0947 0948 3-3-25 Pt.3 0949 0950 Feeling is nothing more than wine that delutes the senses into thinking they 0951 know things. Therapists tell people things then the feel fixed. 0952 0953 3-3-25 Pt.2 0954 0955 Sorry Austin,I really do apologize. 0956 0957 3-3-25 Pt.1 0958 0959 The TempleOS port of DOOM(TOOM) I 99% did on my own causes me guilt. DOOM is 0960 GPL licensed and I* did not use GPL sources until Austin included them. I feel 0961 moral guilt for this. On top of this,i feel like im beating a dead horse. Doom 0962 is an oral tradition from ID software. I say this as the floor drawing code from 0963 ID is hacky as fuck. 0964 0965 For example: Level E3M8 has rendering erros on the floors. This is not my 0966 fault but ID softwares fualt. 0967 0968 Sector 1 is unclosed, as the front sidedef of linedef 21 and the back sidedef of 0969 linedef 57 reference their own sector (sector 2) instead of sector 1. 0970 Source. 0971 0972 This is far from the only occurance. Even modern source ports have trouble 0973 with DOOM WADs with unclosed sectors,Im not fucking with it no more. I regret 0974 working on it. I learned about BSP and graphics math so its ok. 0975 0976 NOTE: 0977 0978 Doom's BSP does a flood fill for the floor drawing. Thats right,fuck the 0979 convex polygons(which already exist in the BSP nodes),just flood fill the floor. 0980 Just throw paint at the fucking floor to draw it and rely on rendering errors to 0981 render the level properly. 0982 0983 3-2-25 Pt.6 0984 0985 I played minecraft as a kid. 0986 0987 3-2-25 Pt.5 0988 0989 Dochii's new album is good but it is necassary to not listen to rap music. Rap 0990 music is mind poision. There are four faces of the Godhead. Liberation,right 0991 conduct,right knowledge something else.When I was a kid I saw the Halal person 0992 and I thought she was not a muslim because wasnt quiet. It could be argued that 0993 rap music by KanYe is ok but it is still mind numbingly stupid. 0994 0995 I never believed music could be personal until I listened to KanYe's Donda 0996 Album(Jesus Lord Pt.2). 0997 0998 I feel the need to detach myself from the world,but it is Allah month so idk. 0999 Not listening to rap music is a good way to attain liberation. 1000 1001 3-2-25 Pt.4 1002 1003 A planet without humans is boring. Earth is the best planet I know and thus 1004 the Gods have worked on earth. Without preservation of Dharma the conduct of 1005 humanity is defiled by evil conduct and thus earth becomes boring so the Indras 1006 wander elsewhere. Without faith there are no Gods that want to visit earth. Just 1007 as a person wanders from water,he looses the water he has. In the same way the 1008 Gods will loose faith in us if we wander from them. 1009 1010 The purpose of life is to accept what we have and not loose it. This is called 1011 oral tradition. One does not acquire words by wandering away from humans,but it 1012 is acquired through humans. Likewise one does not acquire favor of the Gods by 1013 wander away from debt to humanity but by repaying it. 1014 1015 3-2-25 Pt.3 1016 1017 One of the properites of an Tirthankara is to not ask for anything and speak 1018 of a Truth that describes things as it is,not a bit cooler or hotter. Scientists 1019 are like the modern Truth bearers. Politics does not consitute reality,only 1020 opinion. 1021 1022 Political speech is condemnable in this regard.If the Monarchs of the world 1023 should keep thier mouths shut when leading people so that they are loved. If the 1024 a King says,"I hate niggers" then he is hated. Ratnakarandaka Sravakacara says 1025 not to drop unpleasant truths for good reason. 1026 1027 It seems that uneducated people will align themselves with goverments and 1028 opinion talk as they have no Faith or desire to seek Truth. 1029 1030 I often think of things to do after Samayika,like "What will i do for penace". 1031 I could study scripture more,this is good. 1032 1033 3-2-25 Pt.2 1034 1035 Anyone argueing for things by abstract logic is probablly a poo poo brain. I 1036 saw a school shooter's parents get arrested. This is abstract thinking to say 1037 "The parents are indirectry responsible for a school shooting". This is peak 1038 retardness. The purpose of the prosecution is to ensure guilt,not truth. 1039 1040 Freedom of speeches's purpose is not to allow the truth,but to allow people to 1041 entertain claims and by extension allow people to either gawk at them or accept 1042 them. 1043 1044 You can look at aiwnios.com for an example of a un-educated retard(me) telling 1045 you about his opinions. I am entertaining various claims. You probably wont be 1046 suprised if you leave here at the same with the same amount of knowledge you 1047 came in with. 1048 1049 As I said,"Freedom of Speech" isnt mean to educate you about facts,its about 1050 entertaining claims and people. 1051 1052 3-2-25 Pt.1 1053 1054 Demoncracy is a good way to permit violence,hatred becomes legalized justice. 1055 Dont worry,americans just found out they werent a militant people. Its ok now. I 1056 cannot say if Trump is good or bad. He is a modern Chakravartin in need of 1057 repentance. 1058 1059 Today I saw a tasteless meme about Gaza. I found the meme to be lacking 1060 sources so it was poopy. I would say Gaza people are probably mostly zealots but 1061 facts must be represented. 1062 1063 Trumps plan to rebuild gaza is good and is a true offering of peace but no. 1064 Idk. 1065 1066 2-27-25 Pt.2 1067 1068 Latin is a good langauge. Akesios is justified in using Latin. I wonder how he 1069 is doing.I will put the latin conjugations into a CSV file hopefully by the end 1070 of the night. I put in the declensions. CSV files are totally unix-ilicious as u 1071 can use "cut -f2-" to do data base type stuff. I like unix commands sort of like 1072 "sort","uniq",and "cut" 1073 1074 2-27-25 Pt.1 1075 1076 I once read that "Trump isnt the perfect man,hes the man perfect for the job". 1077 I must partially agree with this. Trump has not started any wars. He also has 1078 made leaps in getting rid of abortion. I do believe he "making peace through 1079 power" like a good leader should do. 1080 1081 Trump in my opinion is a modern day Chakravartin,he could be argued to be a n 1082 imperfect man by a great ruler I will elloborate. Bharata once wanted to conquer 1083 the world and he did. Bharata was able to conquer everything except for the 1084 affection of his own brother Bahubali. So they fought. 1085 1086 Trump is like Bharata in the sense he overcame the odds and became a 1087 leader,and towards the end of their leadership they attained good morals. Trump 1088 used to grab pussy now he talks about faith and does good things. 1089 1090 Both Trump and Bharata are troubled people,but in the case of Trump(he seems 1091 to have) come to morality like Bharata. 1092 1093 Trump is far from Godhood but with faith he is closer than not. I think we 1094 should pray for Trump as one would pray for a God. 1095 1096 A major problem with politics is described in the power struggles or Bahubali 1097 and the Chakravartin. One prayed to God,and the other to God's mother. Democrats 1098 and Republicans are divided on how to rule the same nation. 1099 1100 The problem isnt Trump who is doing a great job of upholding Dhamric 1101 values(sort of in terms of politics). The problem is the lack of consensous on 1102 who to believe,when in reality Trump is a figurehead of America. 1103 1104 2-27-25 Pt.2 1105 1106 I find that sins become harder to do when you have holy priorities. Jerome was 1107 probably too busy writing the Vulgate to party all night. 1108 1109 I think that I have to a lesser degree Jerome mentality. I sometimes cannot 1110 sleep when I need to program something lit . 1111 1112 2-27-25 Pt.1 1113 1114 One studies math and does inquires about what he learned to attain 1115 psuedo-Godlike properties like knowledge,by this way the Tirthankars have 1116 acquired Godhood. 1117 1118 With that being said,I do believe you can overcome hunger and thirst to a 1119 degree with practice. I think doing things like not listening to unholy rap 1120 music is good. You cannot become like someone by not embodying thier properties. 1121 1122 I will not eat tonight. Psodhavrata is the act of not eating during night I 1123 hear 1124 1125 2-26-25 Pt.1 1126 1127 OpenBSD's dd has a dft blocksize of less than 1M,more like 512 bytes. Have fun 1128 wasting your time by accident. 1M vs like 512. What the fuck is wrong with them. 1129 bs=1M should be a reasonably implicit. I cant belive I have to clarify this. Why 1130 do people hate unix,ask the OpenBSD guys and you'll find out. 1131 1132 Look at this shit 1133 1134 1464018+0 records out 1135 749577216 bytes transferred in 2880.542 secs (260269 bytes/sec) 1136 1137 Literally 512 bytes at once. What the fuck,this isnt even acceptable for like 1138 10 year old flash drives. 1139 2-25-25 Pt.4 1140 1141 There is a song that goes like,"I like beer,and lets drink it cuz God's not 1142 here". I was a kid and asked a Catholic if God was everywhere and in her shirt. 1143 She said probably not there. I also terroized the neighbors by throwing a dead 1144 bird into their yard so the dog would bring it inside. 1145 1146 My parents were probably bad for letting it slide. I think they are defacto 1147 paranoid of the world,and hence werent(/aren't) capable of actually caring 1148 about the outside world. All me freinds family's started out as good freinds to 1149 my parents then my parents would turn on them. 1150 1151 2-25-25 Pt.3 1152 1153 I will need to refactor my visualization code. Some constructs are made out of 1154 multiple words,and not just one word. 1155 1156 2-25-25 Pt.2 1157 1158 I will go ham on visualing Genesis(from Vulgate) then after that its Tattvarth 1159 Sutra time. This could be a translator,but its a grammar vizualizer for 1160 understanding Holy texts. I do enjoy reading scripture during samayika. A good 1161 practice is to enumerate the properties of the Tirthankars. 1162 1163 Jain scripture is great at enumerating the properites of things. As a kid I 1164 feel I feel like it was clear I was autistic as I would use things and not 1165 understand why they were. You have to take a step back and see everything to 1166 have a whole picture. 1167 1168 2-25-25 Pt.1 1169 1170 Lil Pump is fuckin Genius. 1171 1172 2-24-25 Pt.2 1173 1174 For HolyC_Latin I will put the declensions/conjugations in a CSV file,Or 1175 something . This way you can add support for other languages. 1176 1177 2-24-25 Pt.1 1178 1179 I have fear but no pain. I assume meth heads have fear and no pain. I dont 1180 know how much different I am from a meth head. I am addicted to living and the 1181 shitpit. The Tirthankars would probably flush the shitpit down the toiliet if 1182 they were me,but if no one speaks the truth then no one can hear it. 1183 1184 Jainism does not hold that it was found under a rock. It was orallly 1185 transmitted from the Tirhankars,you need a teacher or else you are just reciting 1186 claims you heard from the pill bugs under a rock. 1187 1188 The five-fold saluation is for Arihants,enlightened people,teachers gurus and 1189 the rest of the sages. Without proper guidance there is no Navakor mantra. For 1190 this reason I will learn sankrit and visualize the Grammar of Tattvarth Sutra 1191 maybe. 1192 1193 2-23-25 Pt.5 1194 1195 There was a guy who was off the jiggers and I must find him. He spoke of 1196 Dharma and was on the Hindu discord server(which one). I dont remember much 1197 aboutr him other than he was mentioned in the "Jain Sangh" channel. 1198 1199 I need to find the man who was off the jiggers. I feel a spirutal connection 1200 to him. Terry was off the jiggers but I need this guy as he spoke of Dharma. My 1201 internet is ass now,so ill try tommrow or somthing. 1202 1203 2-23-25 Pt.4 1204 1205 I will make a footnote for all references to "Pussy-Grabbing" to included a 1206 notice that "Donald Trump said that'When you are rich they let you grab them by 1207 the pussy". The consent is implicit. I am not twisting facts or misqouting. 1208 1209 He is only guilty of sexually abusing Jean E. Carol so idk. 1210 1211 2-23-25 Pt.3 1212 1213 Why the fuck is the president a (Consenutally) Pussy-Grabbing 1214 Pumpkinoid,seriosuly,when did obese fat orange pumpkinoids get rights. 1215 1216 PROOF,I literally dont see the difference? 1217 1218 1219 1220 <12>1221 1222 1223 1224 1225 1226 1227 1228 1229 1230 1231 1232 1233 1234 1235 1236 1237 1238 1239 1240 1241 2-23-25 Pt.2 1242 1243 1244 https://archive.org/details/introductiontopr00woolrich/page/n13/mode/2up?view=theater 1245 1246 2-23-25 Pt.1 1247 1248 Listen up,I will write an Exposee on Latin later I will need to refresh my 1249 knowledge on it first. Greek is worse though so ill give it that. I think people 1250 are getting more retarded due to not using Latin,I notice this with the greeks 1251 too. Modern Greeks's declesnions are alot simpler(retarded) than ancient greek. 1252 1253 The only thang modern greek really keeps the seme the the "the" word,which is 1254 nice because "the" tells you if a noun is feminine or masculin. Latin doesnt 1255 have a "the" word but keeps the declenions from greek. 1256 1257 Latin has like ass loads of conjugations for each type,look at this shit 1258 1259 Latin 1st conjugation. 1260 1261 2-21(SAVAGE)-25 Pt.1 1262 1263 As a kid I played the sega Genesis alot. I would say most sega games lack 1264 depth. That is a common motif about videos games. I like things that feel like 1265 they were made to be lit and not consumer garbage. I remember in highschool 1266 learning about consumerism and I see a product in most things. I see most video 1267 games are consumerism garbage. 1268 1269 I think poopfrgos will not be a consumer garbage as its not being sold and it 1270 intended for a nich aucdience. 1271 1272 I am more than serious about HolyC_Latin and other languages. I want to 1273 visualize the grammar of Holy Texts like the Vulgate and stuff. 1274 1275 2-20-25 Pt.2 1276 1277 There is nothing that happens. People tell stories. This means they are 1278 recalling past events. People in prisions must have lots of stories to tell 1279 because they cannot do anything except for recall the past. Drinking beer is a 1280 good alterative to having stories as it involves doing things in the present. 1281 Service to others is done in the present and reflection is done on the past. We 1282 listen to people as they tell stories. 1283 1284 My life exists mostly in the past. I fear I might get fired from my job as I 1285 messed up some of the dates on paperwork. 1286 1287 2-20-25 Pt.1 1288 1289 There was once an elehpant who destroyed his town because he couldnt bear the 1290 weight of seing it get invaded or something. I feel this story alot. Sometomes 1291 we premptively destroy things to avoid pain. It is rarely ever worth it. 1292 1293 1294 2-18-25 Pt.1 1295 1296 MultiCore is dumb for my latin project for now. I need to use a parrellel 1297 algorithm for now. Im listening to Savage Mode II on vinyl now. In highschool I 1298 heard about moonman. He was a person with a moon face that hates black people. 1299 Some of the black kids liked to yell "No room 4 N-words" during lunch. Sometimes 1300 during class in the computer lab. 1301 1302 One time during a stay at a mental hospital I was 2 of the good people to get 1303 pizza. I got pizza and it was awkward because we said nothing. I asked him what 1304 the best day of his life was,he said it involved running around the city. He 1305 asked mine and I said it was finding a bug in 3rd grade. He remarked that my 1306 best days were in the younger years. 1307 1308 2-17-25 Pt.2 1309 1310 I will work on Latin,I once had a TrueType font renderer for TempleOS but its 1311 gone now. It was on a floppy,and the harddisk I had it on failed. In school i 1312 did not pay attention as a kid so I dont know the numbers of the months. I 1313 should probably learn them. 1314 1315 Sometimes I see purple lights on youtube. It reminds me of having freinds as a 1316 kid. I used to like women as a kid but I dont care anymore. I dont miss having 1317 freinds or wanting women. My co-worker was a teacher and told her students how 1318 to be good at volenteering and stuff. I had a teacher in kinergarden and first 1319 grade. She was and cared for me and the rest of the class. 1320 1321 I was an evil child. I wanted to design circuits as a kid,so I played with 1322 breadboards alot. Since I was a kid i did this. then I discovered how to program 1323 the computer so that went bye bye. I used to value things like proper grammar 1324 and stuff but now I see that is isnt necessary to communicate ideas properly. 1325 1326 I dont consult books on gerunds and infinitives,accusative case and nomitive 1327 case when talking,and I like the way language can be chopped and slopped. I was 1328 working on Latin awhile ago,and Jerome wrties "tenebrae super faciem abyss". He 1329 doesnt use the "is" word. Likewise I can say "Potatoes are brown,and carrots 1330 orange". This isnt proper grammar per say but its ok. 1331 1332 Anyone telling you about how to use proper grammar should be required to tell 1333 me what instransitive verbs are or they are probably just Matt Walsh. 1334 1335 1336 2-17-25 Pt.1 1337 1338 Im going to begin this Expose on OpenBSD by saying it is complete dogshit. I 1339 am not saying this as a user but a developer. If you want consistency in 1340 debugging then you are fucked. Ptrace is a peice of shit on OpenBSD. On top of 1341 that,sigaction(2) behaves differently when being ran under GDB than it normally 1342 does. It seems the signals get delivered to random threads,when ran under 1343 ptrace(gdb x homies). 1344 1345 If someone wants to use the libunwind for Aiwnios backtraces,then you are 1346 still left without single stepping and register inspection for aiwnios 1347 debugging. There is no easy way to make OpenBSD sane. It is easier to peform a 1348 rectal cactus insertion than use this garbage. 1349 1350 My first expirence with OBSD was when I was exploring BSD,and I like BSD and 1351 long as it starts with "FREE",not "Open". NetBSD is more usable that this trash. 1352 Im not even asking for driver support or anything. 1353 1354 While debugging the debugger(gdb) likes to randomly freeze and sometimes the 1355 OpenBSD system will go into ddb-land(Aka the OpenBSD decides to give up). 1356 1357 1358 1359 3-16-25 Pt.4 1360 1361 The goverment is probably good if you seek it. People become paranoid via 1362 abstraction. You cannot be helped if you dont ask for it. Vice-Versa. People who 1363 isolate themselves from society are bound to go paranoid as they try to make 1364 sense of peoples' silence. 1365 1366 I would not play people for power. I feel like I am re-iterating claims made 1367 by better people. Lets get concrete. Jamali wanted to know if he could walk 1368 around and still be a monk but the Lord did not give an answer so Jamali went 1369 insane looking for an answer. 1370 1371 I wonder in life thinking about shitting frogs,I fear others but the truth is 1372 cannot know if they are pretending to have morals or not. Like if I go into 1373 walmart and scream the n-word,if people will luagh or cringe. 1374 1375 I saw a guy on youtube who changed McDonalds sign to say "Only hiring 1376 Niggers". He told the manager and asked him if he was hiring niggas. I thought 1377 it was funny. 1378 1379 I one time programmed porn into the calculator at school and I was told it was 1380 not funny. Difference of opinion I guess. 1381 1382 3-16-25 Pt.3 1383 1384 Non autistic people make songs about commiting crimes. It seems to pay for 1385 them. At work sometimes sane people will take too much from the food 1386 pantry,sometimes by accident and I let it slide. A retard has to be monitored 1387 more than a sane person. 1388 1389 Imagine if the Special-Ed mafia made a song about smoking meth. That would be 1390 very cringe. 1391 1392 I dont know whats more tragic,someone smoking meth or the fact I will never be 1393 able to do it. 1394 1395 3-16-25 Pt.2 1396 1397 I was working on the text to music thing. It breaks down the syllables and 1398 tries to make them sound good to limited effect. 1399 1400 3-16-25 Pt.1 1401 1402 The X86 OpenBSD ball buster has been conquered,in tib.h there are functions 1403 and macros for Thread information blocks,these happen to be stored as FS 1404 register. OpenBSD stores pthread stuff at the start(TIB_EXTRA_ALIGN)so be sure 1405 to push P and make room. I used 0x100 as the defacto spots are at 0xf0 and 0xf8 1406 for the HolyFs/HolyGs 1407 1408 struct tib *old=TCB_TO_TIB(__get_tcb()); 1409 struct tib *new=_dl_allocate_tib(TIB_EXTRA_ALIGN+0x100); /*Fs x Gs pointers 1410 end at 0xf8*/ 1411 memcpy(new,old,sizeof(struct tib)+TIB_EXTRA_ALIGN); 1412 new->__tib_self=(void*)new; 1413 __set_tcb(TIB_TO_TCB(new)); 1414 1415 1416 3-15-25 Pt.2 1417 1418 I was working on a text to music program. I will figure it out before 1419 uploading it here. Mahavir Lord in a previous life ate all the food. I bought 1420 alot of Fun-Dip candy as it's valentines day and im eating it all. That shit is 1421 addicting. 1422 1423 I cannot think in terms of music. Alot of times when I listen to music I hear 1424 words in the music notes. Like today I heard someone sing "That's so 1425 True-o-ooh-ooh",but the music notes sounded like "dee doo di du du". It sounds 1426 like the words. 1427 1428 3-15-25 Pt.1 1429 1430 I was on OpenBSD and it was busting my balls. On X86_64 there is not thread 1431 local storage. Cosmopoltalian libc is 21 savage lit. It replaces the thing in 1432 the thread control block with a pointer to INT3 or something. when the thread 1433 exits it traps.and the rest of the pointer is the TLS. Its insaenly epic but out 1434 of scope for Aiwnios as aiwnios's HCRT2.BIN's are write once run anywhere(on the 1435 same architecture). I give credit to the OpenBSD boys for making it a pain in 1436 the ass to use. The WRFSBASE instruction is disabled due to CR4 being set a 1437 certian way. They really dont like TLS.Like what the fuck are they using it for. 1438 1439 <13>1440 1441 1442 1443 1444 1445 1446 1447 1448 Cosmopoltalian will now SIGTRAP and handle the threads for you(?). Too much 1449 work. 1450 3-14-25 Pt.3 1451 1452 OpenBSD doesnt have native Thread Local Storage on X86_64. Literally even 1453 TempleOS has it. My balls have been busted. The only way it would be feasible to 1454 do a OpenBSD X86_64 port would to __set_tcb() (the thread control block that is 1455 used by litterally everything) when you enter HolyC code,then restore it when 1456 you return to C space. 1457 1458 I dissamebled a _Thread_local var and it calls emultls something. Man what the 1459 fuck. 1460 1461 3-14-25 Pt.2 1462 1463 Listen up about the D,the OpenBSD. If you come from the Penguin land or 1464 FreeBSD,you may be tempted to do this: 1465 dd if=img.img of=/dev/sda 1466 1467 1468 That shit dont fly in OpenBSD-topia. Im about to tell you why. Use /dev/rsd1c. 1469 1470 The "r" is for raw,the "c" is for "whole disk" for some reason. 1471 1472 dd if=img.img of=/dev/rsd1c 1473 1474 1475 Another reason to use the Big D,the FREEBSD. 1476 1477 1478 3-14-25 Pt.1 1479 1480 IceWM works alot better on Macbook M1 Air's. Too bad I cant change the 1481 resolution because 8x8 pixels in 2K retna displays is hard to read. Gnome is ok 1482 on low end hardware if you have hardware acceleration. Im stuck with a 1483 framebuffer. 1484 1485 3-13-25 Pt.1 1486 1487 Im on OpenBSD now on my Macbook M1 and it runs like shit. OpenBSD on M1 macs 1488 have no hardware acceleration so scaling 640x480 to 2K retna display is slow. I 1489 used openBSD's shm_mkstemp to make a shm(shared memory). I then map it into 1490 virtual space with mmap. I should write like a buddy allocation or something 1491 for the ->code_shm_fd as the shm is a flat file. 1492 1493 I also have a singualr que for mapping the RX paghes to RW pages. This slows 1494 things down alot. I should also amend this,once it get on a decent computer that 1495 is not running OpenBSD with no hardware-scaling. Just have a flat array or 1496 something. I will ammend tommorow. This runs like shit. 1497 1498 1499 3-12-25 Pt.3 1500 1501 Just as a dog chases a bird,then sees a deer,then sees a bigger meal,he seeks 1502 all and catches nothing. In the same way,law makers who seek to please all make 1503 laws that serve no-one. 1504 1505 3-12-25 Pt.2 1506 1507 Hocus pocus reasoning for secular claims is dumb. Example? In america there 1508 was a civil war due to the consitution not mentionting slavery,the confederates 1509 ammended the consistution to explietely allow slavery,the north did not. 1510 1511 This is indiciative of a deeper underlying issue. The problem is that the 1512 "Hocus-Pocus" legality of slavery was disputed. If we say,pedophilia is bad and 1513 base the notion of that soley on the notion of consent(Hocus Pocus logic) and 1514 not a concrete claim(it posses health risks to children) you will end up with 1515 retards. 1516 1517 The problem is that consent is just a mask for morality that is being 1518 presented as the real deal. Its time to take the mask off and canonize the true 1519 morality that putting children in danger is the top priority,otherwise you will 1520 end up with (Halal) societies that make the age of consent 9 for girls. 1521 1522 If having sex with people who cannot consent is bad and the age of consent is 1523 9 you have no leg to stand on. 1524 1525 People who make laws about the sementics of langauge and not morals are bound 1526 to have laywers arguing for technicalites and not concrete reasoning. 1527 1528 3-12-25 Pt.1 1529 1530 I hope Durk didnt try 2 Slide4Von. Rappers need to like stop killing each 1531 other 1532 1533 3-10-25 Pt.1 1534 1535 I was playing Freedoom and a key was hidden. I noramlly run around with the 1536 automap set. I dislike levels that require me to look around. 1537 1538 2-9-25 Pt.1 1539 1540 Yeah,Got SHA256 working(again). rsync --delete done messed me up. 1541 1542 2-8-25 Pt.2 1543 1544 My balls and brain have been restored as aiwnios does Curve25519. Time to 1545 listen to Drake. I will fix bugs in aiwnios for the remainder of today. 1546 1547 2-8-25 Pt.1 1548 1549 My balls and brain have exploded due to the magnitude of Curve25519. After 1550 that I will need to implement SHA256 before I can get into the juicy parts of 1551 TLS1.3 . I am tempted to write a C trans-compiler for TempleOS but that is 1552 cheating. 1553 1554 2-7-25 Pt.1 1555 1556 Who the fuck came up with Curve25519. Genius mode.As I kid I scoffed at the 1557 idea of computer science.I thought there was no science in computers as they 1558 were man made. Elliptic curves are ball busters. The fact the gender studies is 1559 more important than Curcve25519 will make any rational man's balls explode. 1560 1561 I would disatance myself from gender studies people and focus on math. I do 1562 not believe the Arhats would approve of homosexuals over math. They have 1563 attained Kaval-Gyan and probably dont care about homosexuals when it comes to 1564 God-level algorthms. Imagine you are God for a seconds,homosexuals,or God level 1565 math. 1566 1567 Those who speak must have a mouth and to have a mouth you must have words to 1568 think. I was once told it is delusional to "think what God thinks",but you have 1569 to be retarded to think that a supreme entity who explicetly condemns useless 1570 sexuality would favor gayness over reality studies. 1571 1572 You can look at a car,but you cannot understand the intention or engineering 1573 that went into it. You can look at the world and memorize every detail of it 1574 while not understanding it. I do not understand reality and cannot understand 1575 it. I want to write a HolyC TLS suite for DolNet for a FULL-STACK HolyC 1576 expirence. 1577 1578 2-6-25 Pt.2 1579 1580 Its all snowy out and I cant go nowhere. 1581 1582 2-6-25 Pt.1 1583 1584 I will make a list of bbugs on aiwnios.com's website. 1585 -] Bugs 1586 1587 -] Aiwntube names with spaces 1588 1589 Dont upload videos with spaces in the filenames 1590 1591 -] /raw_dir usng cached sources instead of regenerating poo poo sauce 1592 1593 Whoops,dont download ISO.Cs from /raw_dir/PATH. I accidently used the old 1594 sources for gihon. 1595 1596 1597 1598 2-4-25 Pt.3 1599 1600 There is a state of existance called Triyanch Gati where you are born into a 1601 weird state of existence. Imaghine being an alien in an ants body. A talking ant 1602 prophet sounds cool until it gets stepped on while its talking. Sometimes I 1603 think beings try to make sense of fragments of information and they get 1604 confused. Jamali tried to make sense of silence and went insane. 1605 1606 I feel like I am an alien as I dont belong on earth. I would ideally be in the 1607 God realms listing the the speech of the Arhats. Pyschopomps carry souls from 1608 the realms after they die maybe. I got dropped from the hands of the soul 1609 carriers and I feel to earth,or maybe I got rejected from Hell or something. 1610 1611 Regardless,I am nothing more than a talking ant,speaking of Dharma and poop in 1612 a confused world. 1613 1614 1615 2-4-25 Pt.2 1616 1617 I think the TempleOS palette is good for art. There are dark colors and light 1618 colors. I (should) use them for good graphics for PoopinFrogs. I want to make 1619 shitting frogs in a cool game where you shoot shit up. With lots of explosions. 1620 I like the idea of Quake 3 where you enter an arena and shoot eachother for 1621 entertainment. There are not alot of games (if any) I want to play,so I want to 1622 make something I would play. 1623 1624 I like the idea of a world with an implicit story that isnt directly 1625 conveyed,and is easy to miss. Not necessarly a linear story either,more like a 1626 mythology of frogs. I want a game that you dont play,you just stare at it and 1627 expirence it like art. Like I dont expect anyone to play FrogsEngine for gaming 1628 entertainment other than for laughs but that is ok. 1629 1630 The ideal vision is a dumping ground for dark humor,shit,with an implicit 1631 psuedo-mythology. I think that people want to convey reality through art so I 1632 have made there little ditinction between content editor tools and the game. The 1633 game should have lots of blood,explosions and poop. 1634 1635 2-4-25 Pt.1 1636 1637 I want to up the violence in PoopinFrogs to 200%,Frogs need to carrry handguns 1638 and stuff. Peice of the enemies will fly around on explosion,and you will be 1639 able to kick thier heads around. 1640 1641 2-2-25 Pt.4 1642 1643 There was a game called 3D Tic-Tac-To on the Atari 2600 and it was a banger. I 1644 remember having retard rage at Ecco the Dolphin (and Tides of Time) for the Sega 1645 Genesis. 1646 1647 Ecco Tides of Time is about time travel and is very difficult. Aliens kidnap 1648 Ecco's freinds and he has to save them. He goes back to to take a cystal that 1649 protects the dolphins to appease the aliens,but by doing so in the past allows 1650 the aliens to steal the dolpihns,It was a great game. I really liked it once you 1651 got past the second level which was fucking insanely hard,along with most of the 1652 other levels. 1653 1654 2-2-25 Pt.3 1655 1656 The poo poo brain mother of Kunika thought her son was evil she tried to kill 1657 him. Her prophecy was fuffilled after he and his brothers imprisioned the 1658 father. They wanted power. He had a son and asked his mother,"if a son is dearer 1659 than anyone?" . His mother told him he was a poo poo brain that she tried to 1660 abort and that despite her wishes,his father loved him. 1661 1662 After realizng this,he rushed to his father to set him free,with a iron staff 1663 to break the chains. His father thought his son was going to kill him,so he took 1664 posion. This cuased guilt for the son. 1665 1666 This is a compilicated story to understand. I think its about realizing the 1667 importance of family too late and not letting drama intefere with family. A dead 1668 father cannot accept alms. 1669 1670 2-2-25 Pt.2 1671 1672 Where is the Digambar version of the Tirhankars biographies. I only know of 1673 Trishashti Purasha Chaitra which is a (good) Svetambar text. The only problem s 1674 that I am skeptable about King Kumarpala's depiction in it which may or may not 1675 be historical. 1676 1677 2-2-25 Pt.1 1678 1679 I have been listening to Travis Scott music again. Anyways, I will get not use 1680 the nueral network AI for now,I will do hand crafted methods for the frogs. I 1681 want them to sort of behave like real players. The thing I want them to do is 1682 dodge missiles from players and stuff. 1683 1684 2-1-25 Pt.1 1685 1686 I am too depressed to do anything today because I walked about an hour in the 1687 snow. I am also at the point in PoopinFrogs development where I need to ppush P. 1688 I want to make something epic and not stupid. Worst case I would need to do a 1689 minecraft clone but that is dumb. I need AssFrogs flaming up the hood. A commit 1690 may be coming in about a week. 1691 1692 I think (nueral network) AI is stupid for PoopinFrogs,but it will suffice. I 1693 want to make something where you defend your base while others try to capture 1694 your base. Like a gaint Turf War where you shoot up the Opps and steal thier 1695 hood. 1696 1697 As a kid I always wanted a game where you take over the town. It always sounded 1698 really fun. 1699 1700 1-28-25 Pt.3 1701 1702 As the Lords of the Universe instructed, 1703 by right faith and right conduct our karmas are destructed. 1704 1705 Service to others,brothers and mothers, 1706 seek the Dharma of the Jains 1707 1708 For neither favors or glory the Tirthankars sought, 1709 Upholding a Dharma neither sold nor bought, 1710 I bow to you, for this life and beyond, 1711 though you ask for it not. 1712 1713 Oh Vitaraga,by who Karmas are destroyed, 1714 Let me have faith in you before my life is void. 1715 1716 1717 1-29-25 Pt.1 1718 1719 Dont entertain people or they will expect to be entertained. If the purpose of 1720 life is to serve other souls then put on a show,if the opposite was true,then I 1721 would not entertain as other would not expect to be entertained. I said I am 1722 like the Kendrick Lamar of retardation,this is probably not true,but its ok. 1723 1724 Kendrick Lamar entertains but also tries to educate(who?). In this regard I am 1725 the Kendrick Lamar of retardation. I once saw a animation called "Peppa pig 1726 becomes transgender". I thought this was a retarded animation,I have made 1727 simular animations myself. 1728 1729 There is a type of parasite that takes over an ant's mind then climbs up a 1730 tree to breed with other parasites or something. The only thing is that these 1731 parasites do not breed with mates,they explode thier seeds everywhere and infect 1732 other ants. Eww. I think "Peppa Pig becomes Transgender" is a parasite cartoon. 1733 I have parasite mentality. 1734 1735 NOTE:I am using parasite as a biological term,I am not hating on parasites. 1736 London Yellow says open your ass for the bug Lord. 1737 1738 1-28-25 Pt.2 1739 1740 It is improper to ask people to build houses without tools,as there is no 1741 result without a way. The way of Mr Clayton is making games about shitting 1742 frogs,im not exactly sure what for other than for laughs which is probably ok-er 1743 than using meth. I do think peeps asking me to do stuff is like asking someone 1744 to dance without music. 1745 1746 If you have your priorities straight you will probably succede. 1747 1748 1-28-25 Pt.1 1749 1750 The Tirhankars used to be very tall then they shrunk. Rashaba Lord lived as a 1751 God then descended to earth after dying in the god realm,he missed his wife and 1752 many people wanted his wife but they found eachother again. Pain seems to be 1753 abstract,most times when people talk about pain they talk about 1754 feelings/regrets. I dont know if this is due to living in a painless society or 1755 human nature. 1756 1757 I saw an Orangoutang riding a golf cart on discord. I dont know what he was 1758 thinking as they do not have the capacity to talk. I think it is partly due to 1759 humans having abstract thought that people abstract pain out of suffering and 1760 replace it with abstract(emotional) pain. 1761 1762 He was probably just looking for bananas or something. I have yet to see a 1763 schitzophrenic Oranguatan,probably because they dont have abstract thinking. 1764 1765 1766 1767 1-27-25 Pt.5 1768 1769 Narak Probably looks like Hazbin Hotel and Huelluva Boss,lots of poo poo 1770 brains in a hellish society. Jain scripture talks about how different organisms 1771 sustain life. If you look at earth and see it you can write something Jain 1772 scripture. Very impressive stuff 1773 1774 1775 1-27-25 Pt.4 1776 1777 I saw a Deva-looking porcelain statue,I gave it to someone else,I was tempted 1778 to take the idol myself but I gave it away. The person really liked the idol. 1779 1780 The Tirhankars are ok because they are not Trump. They have no ulterior 1781 motives,they dont demand service. The Gods sometime try to tempt us so it's good 1782 I didnt take the idol. I forget,but there is a story where a man gets blessed 1783 against his will. He tried jumping off a mountian and landed in a lake or 1784 something. Pain truly is the freind of blessing,and vice versa. 1785 1786 You cannot loose values,only things. Someone said the Devas were messing with 1787 him,I would say it is best to not react to their advances,and ignore their 1788 curses. Those who send curses are dependant on the suffering of the target. If 1789 you dont suffer they will stop probably because they might get bored. 1790 1791 1-27-25 Pt.3 1792 1793 Windows is an 100$ paperweight that is attached to your computer. I bought it 1794 once but it still wants a microsoft account to use it. If I pushin-P PAID for it 1795 then I shouldnt need a Micro$hit account to use it. Its fine,imagine if MS-DO$ 1796 did this or a toy did this. I would ideally like to buy a computer off of 1797 amazon without an OS. 1798 1799 Like its one thing if you want to publish your app to the MS appstore or 1800 something but to fucking use a computer is insane. 1801 1802 1-27-25 Pt.2 1803 1804 Obama was the last good president along with George W. Bush sort-of. Trump is 1805 cool but he is not a good president because like a TV person,he does not see 1806 values,only entertainment for the target audience. I cannot say in clear 1807 consionce that trump is a good president for all americans. 1808 1809 1-27-25 Pt.1 1810 1811 When I was a kid I disliked when TV shows introduced new concepts as they went 1812 on as it felt like they hastily added something to the show. I dont watch TV 1813 anymore. I will look for a new job tommorow.I find that people whose world is 1814 composed of TV are very boring. 1815 1816 I find that life is like a TV show that introduces new concepts alot on TV 1817 like Trump,Biden,and Obama. Every 4 years we get a new concept. I would say that 1818 it is too rapid as they premise of the show changes alot too. 1819 1820 When I was a kid,I do not know what politicians where talking about. Now they 1821 talk about transgender children and gay people and other homosexual things. 1822 Obama kill Osoma bin Laben and everyone agreed it was good. Now people are 1823 divided by a less important issue(gayness). 1824 1825 The point is,the face of politics is always changing. Its weird. People need 1826 to understand values and not faces. 1827 1828 1-24-25 Pt.3 1829 1830 If an obligation of life is to share reality then you must not kill yourself 1831 as truth must be shared. Confession is good for this. Anyone claiming a middle 1832 ground is a poo poo brain. I thought of the n word when I saw a black person 1833 today. I listened to horrible music by Bruno Mars out of curiosity. aiwnios.com 1834 is for expounding notes on reality and truth. 1835 1836 I will do further research. Some people think about hilbert space,I think 1837 about rap, nigg*rs,poop,meth and the Jain Dharma. 1838 <14>1839 1840 1841 1842 1843 1844 1845 1846 1847 1848 1849 1850 1851 1852 1853 1854 1855 1856 1857 1858 1859 1860 1861 1862 1863 1864 1865 1866 1867 1868 1869 1870 1871 1872 1873 1874 1875 1876 One day a very lustful guy fell in love with goddess,and they said they could 1877 not love a mortal. He still wanted to marry then so they told him he could 1878 become a god. He accepted,and was given a quest. He could travel in a boat,and 1879 make sure to travel to a fire to burn himself to become a drummer for the 1880 gods,sor he would die in a hurricane. 1881 1882 He choose the fire as a whirlpool would mean missing out on a trip to godhood. 1883 Meanwhile his freind who wanted him to stay on earth told him to give up his 1884 love for the goddesses to stay alive. 1885 1886 His freind later died and become a god too,he told the guy he was foolish and 1887 attained to fire death and thus become a servant to the gods. He was told about 1888 liberation from Mahavira Lord and then descended to earth to serve it,the man 1889 who gave him the boat was given a statue and he was given freedom from 1890 misfortune. 1891 1892 1893 1-24-25 Pt.2 1894 1895 NetBSD runs on the Nintendo Wii,you know where the story is going from here. 1896 1897 1-24-25 Pt.1 1898 1899 I am working on obese bull frogs. They will start out tiny but when they get 1900 big they will virutally unstoppable. They will cause earthquakes when they jump 1901 and be able to destroy stuff with their tongue when they get fat. I dont like 1902 making graphics on the computer,so I will consider buying a scanner. and 1903 writting a line tracing program. They will eat enemies so you will have to feed 1904 your bullfrogs. 1905 1906 I am more than serious about poopinfrogs. I dont like making graphics so it 1907 will be a day or two. 1908 1909 1-23-25 Pt.4 1910 1911 Even opposite colors create new colors when mixed. Good and Evil are weird 1912 when mixed,and are not tied to absolute states. 1913 1914 1-23-25 Pt.4 1915 1916 A muni asked his guru if he could wander elsewhere due to poo poo brains. 1917 After the question was delegated to Abhaya,he offered the people lots of gold 1918 and jewels but only if they could stay away from vices of the flesh. The 1919 villages then respected the muni. 1920 1921 Sometimes we hate retards until we see that they are kind in some way. One 1922 time a person(possibly retarded) explained to me how to make a NOR-gate in 1923 minecraft. I did not expected him to have knowledge of electronics and 1924 minecraft. I see lots of cool homeless people. 1925 1926 1927 1-23-25 Pt.3 1928 1929 The problem with America is no canonical source of morality. There are laws 1930 that exist on a federal level but no canonical morals. Everyone will compromise 1931 to taking a atom of pizza while no one has any of thier hunger taken away due to 1932 only having an atom of pizza. Equality is a lie. There is a reason 1933 power-heirarchies exists. I would say that a powerless king with canonical 1934 morals is ok. 1935 1936 Ants are lesser than humans,some humans are lesser than others by virtue and 1937 sensibility. Virtue is attained. I would not say all humans are equal,otherwise 1938 there is no order. Even those in the god realms have Indra Lord. 1939 1940 You may be thinkin I am likening humans to ants but this is not the case. I am 1941 saying people who lust for power are lesser than those who dont misuse it. They 1942 are not equal. Jainism does not advocate poo poo heading people in lower cast. 1943 1944 Trump is lesser than many becuase he is a hypocyte who pardoned the Silk Road 1945 guy but wages a war on drugs. He is a poo poo brain also. 1946 1947 1-23-25 Pt.2 1948 1949 Trump would be a good person to document his thoughts. Mahavira Lord had his 1950 thoughts documented. I feel that I am a nobody documenting his own thoughts for 1951 the amusement/education of others. You may wondering if there is any artistic 1952 value in this,I would say yes. I think Chris Chan is a poo poo brain whose 1953 thoughts are best documented for educational gain,I think the evil of "others 1954 finding amusement in a retard" is not a good enough excuse to stop documenting a 1955 historic artifact. The hypothetical evil is lesser than the actual evil of 1956 combating said hypthotical evil. 1957 1958 I think society measures evils by arbitrary standards. If you wear red,you are 1959 in a gang,therefore expell all red wearers. Children probably have no use for 1960 huns so dont give them guns. If no one speaks the truth,then everyone will 1961 forget it. 1962 1963 1-23-25 Pt.1 1964 1965 I stood still at work today for awhile. I was waiting for customers and 1966 thinking various mantras. Somone dropped chicken on the refridgerator and broke 1967 it sort of. I do not believe my co-worker is morally copable for breaking it 1968 despite overpacking the chicken to the point where it would fall out. If you get 1969 a papercut,is it the paper's fualt or the person who put the paper theres fault. 1970 Fault rests in intention. 1971 1972 He does a good job,I would rather work with someone who does too good of a job 1973 as opposed to someone to does too less of a job. I dont know why people here 1974 have a vendeta against him. 1975 1976 1-22-25 Pt.3 1977 1978 I have been saying the Navokar Mantra after I swear recently,if I remember the 1979 5-fold greeting and 4-fold refudge it is easier to not swear. Sometimes we go 1980 off the rails like KanYe. I used to imagine a gaint killing the people around 1981 them to rid the world of pain,bad idea. A simular story appears in Jain texts 1982 where an elephant destroys his hometown to rid himself truama then he realizes 1983 he caused more trauma. 1984 1985 A good person learns from the follies of others. 1986 1987 1-22-25 Pt.2 1988 1989 Im listening to Donda on Vinyl record. I like Donda,its a good album. I have 1990 to cook dinner in a bit. I like listening to Donda as its good and good for you. 1991 It shows a deep view into both kanyes world and our own world. 1992 1993 I should have been named something like "Gate to humility",but Donda is a 1994 better title. I really enjoy the humble and swear word free music on Donda. It 1995 really is good music. I emcompases mosts aspects of life like religion,family 1996 depression and happiness. 1997 1998 Matt walsh says that most Christian art puts the message before the product. 1999 This is not the case with Donda. It is a banger and also a wholesome expirence. 2000 2001 2002 2003 2004 2005 <15>1-22-25 Pt.1 2006 2007 2008 2009 2010 2011 2012 2013 2014 2015 2016 2017 2018 2019 2020 2021 2022 2023 2024 2025 2026 2027 2028 Someone was fucking with a server with the IP address of the USA server and 2029 was trying to SSH stuff. I disabled it,but I dont know what time,maybe the 2030 address got reused by a poo poo brain. Either way,I hope that my server provider 2031 doesnt poop on aiwnios.com. If aiwnios.com dissappears,It is not my fault. 2032 2033 2034 1-21(SAVAGE Day)-25 Pt.2 2035 2036 I was sending twice the traffic to TOOM Multiplayer. In SlimProx I inserted 2037 the clients twice in SlimProxAccept. With interpolation,I it runs ok despite 2038 runnin' in Japan. 2039 2040 1-21(SAVAGE Day)-25 Pt.1 2041 2042 Its 21 Savage day Pt.1. I am happy. I am going to work(volenterr) until 9am to 2043 4 pm wihout pay because I was asked to. I am practicing having a real job 2044 because I am a goofy. Retard is a bad word so I said a word that means the same 2045 thing so its ok. If you love your children,talk to them and dont diagnose them 2046 with autism at a young age unless they are obcessed with Sonic the Hedgehog 2047 porn. 2048 2049 I dont know why I was diagnosed with autism at a young age. Probably because I 2050 was an asshole but I cannot change the past. Meds are apparently a good 2051 subsitute for parenting your children. 2052 2053 Ill be frank. There was cleearly something wrong with me as I hated the evil 2054 in the world from a young age. I dont think it was autism. My parents would deny 2055 my depression and stuff. I didnt become a poo poo brain until I was depressed at 2056 like 4th grade. Later on I found religion which was a big help. 2057 2058 Having values as a kid would have been a good idea to,but the Jain Dharma is a 2059 reality claim so I would not say, "Jainism saved me" more than I would say 2060 "Apples are red". The first religion I was exposed to was Islam because I saw 2061 the Quran out of curioristy and read it. 2062 2063 Ill elloborate more later,I must go now 2064 2065 12-20-25 Pt.1 2066 2067 I want no attribution for my work on TOOM. 2068 2069 12-18-25 Pt.4 2070 2071 I found a bug with spaces in AiwniosTube. I will fix in a bit. 2072 2073 12-18-25 Pt.3 2074 2075 Food sounds good right now but I will not eat it now. People say "Dont listen 2076 to the voices if they are strong" to scitzophrenic people. I imagine this would 2077 be alot like hunger pains,the more you dont eat,the bigger the pain becomes. 2078 2079 Not eating right now is a 21 savage lit idea. 2080 2081 12-18-25 Pt.2 2082 2083 I will consider having a usa.aiwnios.com as a mirror of the content of the 2084 sexiest server on earth(aiwnios.com). The reason why is I want low latency for 2085 my TOOM multiplayer in America. I will do further research. 2086 2087 2088 2089 12-18-25 Pt.1 2090 2091 FreeBSD makes it easier to write bad (socket) code. You can re-use file 2092 discriptors when listening to on a port. I have no idea why. 2093 2094 I was forgettin to close the server sock on linux in SlimProx.HC. 2095 2096 2097 12-17-25 Pt.2 2098 2099 IHOS,International House of ShitPit. The shitpit hosted in Japan somewhere so 2100 its international. Pancakes are ok Jain food. In all honestly I never was into 2101 Japan as a kid,some of my freinds were anime fags. They would watch Japan shows. 2102 The only anime shows I saw as a kid were Blood+ and DeathNote on adult-swim at 2103 night. I would stay up all night to see adult-swim. I would watch King of the 2104 Hill and Robot Chicken. 2105 2106 I can watch a TV show and not know the names of the charactors. I would refer 2107 to the obese fat guy on family guy as "family guy"(Peter). I family guy lacking 2108 in depth. Lots of art are lacking in depth. I think south park is legidment 2109 social-political commentary while Family Guy is retarded. 2110 2111 There is a lot of culture I missed out on as a kid. I didnt watch Teletubbies 2112 and Elmo. It probably explains my lack of societal awareness. 2113 2114 I was not able to relate to others as a kid due to lack of culture.I think 2115 america is a strange place for culture due to lack of canonical morals. 2116 2117 I admire soldiers who fight so I dont have too. I think America is lacking in 2118 true culture as no one wants to be a soldier. No one seems to admire America 2119 except for Gun retards. Handguns are ok,Gun control(denying guns to mentally ill 2120 people) is a good idea. Any gun capable of doing lots of damage should be 2121 illegal to sell,but you can keep them. Tik Tok is banned is US. I find it hard 2122 to believe people are stupid enough to put goverment documents on TikTok. 2123 2124 12-17-25 Pt.1 2125 2126 I heard Tyler the Creator rappin about Syrup on the radio and the retard 2127 masters turned the channel. Retards arent allowed to sip purple drank I guess. I 2128 only did vapes like twice as a kid and I poured syrup into a cup,then I spilled 2129 that shit down the sink when my parents werent home. Im installin Linux on my 2130 new computer(Wubi-UEFI) 2131 2132 I will add bullfrogs to Poopin Frogs,I will make the things be able to grow 2133 for Bullfrogs. I will add shit turnips too. 2134 2135 12-16-25 Pt.3 2136 2137 I felt sleep and sick for a bit at work today. The manager isnt there alot of 2138 the time and it has been a few weeks since I had consistent breaks. I would have 2139 better material gains at McDonalds,literally. The last person who worked in a 2140 simular position in me was a loud poo poo brain who would complain about things 2141 all day. I would fear someone more dumb than me taking my posiition. 2142 2143 I fear if i quit someone who is a poo poo brain will take my spot. I do it for 2144 moral reasons not money ones. My co-worker told me they offer acceptance at KFC. 2145 I dont thnik she is lying. 2146 2147 12-16-25 Pt.2 2148 2149 I was working on TOOM multiplaya. I made it so enemies dont start active(they 2150 were seeing through walls). I was making it so enemy hashes are sent and 2151 compared against the server hashes,then the changes are sent back. 2152 2153 This leads to some weird situations but I dont care. I could use 2 hashes. I 2154 ordered the Set.HC file,I made them always sorted. I dont know if this is good. 2155 Only 1 item can appear in the set so sorting them makes it easier to tell if 2156 something is in the set. I could optimize some things(nope). 2157 2158 I dont know how good it is to keep a sorted set,an integer hash table (cuckoo 2159 hashing) would be good. The problem(?) is everything in tha level has a hash so 2160 I need to do it fast,I think it would be micro-optimization at this point. 2161 2162 Trump won again,I guess Micheal Jackson can rise from the dead and become a 2163 Thriller Zombie too. I he followed up the Bad album with Dangerous album,so 2164 maybe. 2165 2166 2167 12-16-25 Pt.1 2168 2169 5 More days till 21 Savage day. 2170 2171 12-15-25 Pt.1 2172 2173 When i was a kid it felt like people teleported into a different world when 2174 they played a game,they would talk like they were in the game. What did they eat 2175 and when did they sleep. Video games were their livelyhood. 2176 2177 I speak of pointers and compilers. Muslims pray before they go to sleep. They 2178 wake up then pray again. The only time i felt productive was when I was a 2179 muslim,but that was retarded. Your basically forced to get married or you arent 2180 following the sunnah(so you go to hell probably) in Islam. 2181 2182 Real people dont need children or wives. I do not need them. If God has common 2183 sense he wouldnt want me to have children because I am a retard and cannot care 2184 for them literally. I cannot look in the mirror and see a man so I best not have 2185 tardlets. 2186 2187 Admiting you are not responsible enough to handle something is better than 2188 assuming you are qualified to do so. 2189 2190 2191 2192 12-14-25 Pt.2 2193 2194 You may be wondering why I write here,its because I feel obligated to. People 2195 have an inate desire to express reality(at least for me). I think lots of people 2196 have a desire to express reality,and aiwnios.com is a good place for it. I do 2197 not see the need for lots of things,anything that doesnt need to exist is best 2198 left in the cosmic void. 2199 2200 Like seriously. Do you need a bulldoser to build a sandcastle. No. I dont need 2201 a proper "blogging" platform to express my notes on reality. Its too much. Both 2202 generate HTML,mine is just sexier. 2203 2204 2205 12-14-25 Pt.1 2206 2207 TOOM multiplayer may be delayed by like a day. I will need to debug things a 2208 bit more. If not by the end of the night it will be tommorow probably. Ice Spice 2209 is falling off. I wish she would have done something more lit with her the Y2K 2210 album. 2211 2212 Aiwnios does not need to be any faster if it is to remain readable(except for 2213 a "flat" pointerless IR). Dont expect massive gains. Im currently dd-ing a flash 2214 drive to a SD card so I can use my Raspberry pi. I dont remember what ARM 2215 extension has a Sqrt opcdode. 2216 2217 Im not a music artist but Ice Spice is lacking in depth,this is coming from a 2218 London Yellow and Rucka Rucka Ali enjoyer who likes songs about niggers and 2219 poop. 2220 2221 Tik Tok is represonsible for Ice Spice I think,people who want to dance to 2222 dumb 4 second loops like Ice Spice. 2223 2224 I do not care if people use Aiwnios. For the longest time I dreaded people 2225 using my software as it means as a good person I have to maintain it. I do it 2226 because I love compilers and religion and when you mix them you get TempleOS,and 2227 I love assembly language too so you bet your ass I love Aiwnios. 2228 2229 I am not an attention whore for my software. Use it or dont use it. I have not 2230 cognitive dissonance in saying that. 2231 2232 12-13-25 Pt.2 2233 2234 I was workin on Doom multiplayer,I will commit soon. I have like 3 things im 2235 doing now. I felt sleepy today. I will think of a way to speed up rendering 2236 using bounding boxes. 2237 2238 12-13-25 Pt.1 2239 2240 I will commit soon to the frogs engine,I will use this function in it. It 2241 tests if a line is in a box. Things in the game are flat,so i will it to test if 2242 the thing is in a cell. 2243 2244 This is a Cohen Sutherland bounding box/clippin algorithm 2245 2246 //https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cohen%E2%80%93Sutherland_algorithm 2247 #define CS_INSIDE 0 2248 #define CS_LEFT 1 2249 #define CS_RIGHT 2 2250 #define CS_BOTTOM 4 2251 #define CS_TOP 8 2252 I64 CSOutcode(F64 x,F64 y,F64 tx,F64 ty) { 2253 I64 r=CS_INSIDE; 2254 if(Abs(x-tx)<.0001) 2255 if(Abs(y-ty)<.0001) 2256 return r; 2257 if(x<tx) 2258 r|=CS_LEFT; 2259 else if(x>tx+1.) 2260 r|=CS_RIGHT; 2261 if(y<ty) 2262 r|=CS_BOTTOM; 2263 else if(y>ty+1.) 2264 r|=CS_TOP; 2265 return r; 2266 } 2267 I64 PassesThroughTile(F64 tx,F64 ty,F64 x0,F64 y0,F64 x1,F64 y1) { 2268 Bool accept=FALSE; 2269 I64 oc1=CSOutcode(x0,y0,tx,ty),oc2=CSOutcode(x1,y1,tx,ty); 2270 I64 oc_max; 2271 F64 x,y; 2272 if(tx<=x0<=tx+1) 2273 if(ty<=y0<=ty+1) 2274 return TRUE; 2275 if(tx<=x1<=tx+1) 2276 if(ty<=y1<=ty+1) 2277 return TRUE; 2278 2279 while(1) { 2280 if(!oc1&&!oc2) { 2281 accept=TRUE; 2282 break; 2283 } else if(oc1&oc2){ 2284 break; 2285 } else { 2286 oc_max=MaxI64(oc1,oc2); 2287 if(oc_max&CS_TOP) { 2288 y=ty+1; 2289 xstyle: 2290 x=x0+(x1-x0)*(y-y0)/(y1-y0); 2291 } else if(oc_max&CS_BOTTOM) { 2292 y=ty; 2293 goto xstyle; 2294 } else if(oc_max&CS_RIGHT) { 2295 x=tx+1; 2296 ystyle: 2297 y=y0+(y1-y0)*(x-x0)/(x1-x0); 2298 } else if(oc_max&CS_LEFT) { 2299 x=tx; 2300 goto ystyle; 2301 } 2302 if(oc_max==oc1) { 2303 x0=x; 2304 y0=y; 2305 oc1=CSOutcode(x0,y0,tx,ty); 2306 } else { 2307 x1=x; 2308 y1=y; 2309 oc2=CSOutcode(x1,y1,tx,ty); 2310 } 2311 } 2312 } 2313 return accept; 2314 } 2315 2316 2317 2318 1-12-25 Pt.1 2319 2320 I spent alot of today working with atomics before deciding to use mutliple 2321 MAlloc arenas. 2322 2323 In ARM atomics are sane but X86 requires you to memfence or something. 2324 2325 If you look at the source code for Misc_LBts in ARM its lit. ARM will tell you 2326 when something doesnt go into RAM atomically(stxlrb will set a register on 2327 failure). 2328 2329 2330 _Misc_LBts: 2331 Misc_LBts: 2332 lsr x3,x1,3 2333 and x1,x1,0x7 2334 add x0,x3,x0 2335 .L_Bts_0: 2336 ldaxrb w3,[x0] //Reads are atomic 2337 mov x4,1 2338 lslv w4,w4,w1 2339 tst w3,w4 2340 cset x5, ne 2341 orr w3,w3,w4 2342 stlxrb w4,w3,[x0] //Will notify you if result wasnt stored. 2343 cbnz w4,.L_Bts_0 2344 mov x0,x5 2345 ret 2346 2347 In X86 it looks like this 2348 2349 2350 LOCK BTS [RAX],RCX 2351 2352 2353 You may be thinking tht the X86 one looks better,but i disagree. If you want 2354 to add and get the new result atomically,ARM will let you store the result then 2355 you can use the result. 2356 2357 X86 is dumber because with the LOCK XADD [xx],rr instruction it puts the old 2358 value in rr. 2359 2360 I was trying to do this today. 2361 2362 2363 //Cant do this atommically easily 2364 //Remove cn 2365 if(malloc_ptr-=cnt>=0) { //Subtract 2366 CMemUnused *ret=malloc_ptr+arena_slab; //Use NEW value 2367 } else { 2368 goto new_arena_slab; 2369 } 2370 2371 It is useful to read the new value when you add/substract beause many threads 2372 may have the old value. In this way ARM is better than X86. 2373 2374 2375 1-10-25 Pt.1 2376 2377 It is intresting to see how people change or dont change throughout the course 2378 of life. I think I have changed alot from when I was a child. I would classify 2379 living as a process. Bacteria are living as they have process. Anything that has 2380 process to a limited degree has a form of feelings. Bacteria probably dont think 2381 about much other that eating. 2382 2383 The difference between bacteria and society is marginal. Society does not 2384 think as it isnt concrete and has no body. I see peopled tend to float around 2385 society with no aim. If society had a concrete morality then it wouldnt change 2386 every year. 2387 2388 A cat chases the mouse,a dog chases the cat. Society chases people. Death 2389 catches them all. The point is,purpose is not found in the process of chasing. 2390 It is found in sitting for awhile. People who spend thier money on everything 2391 end up unable to buy anything. 2392 2393 I have guilt. As a kid I had a teacher who abstrascted all human sadness into 2394 4(?) catergories: hunger,lonliness, and other things. This is abstract and 2395 misses the point. If so,why do monks fast. 2396 2397 Society will make generalizations regarding the nature of reality. Hospitals 2398 dont cure sadness,they cure broken bones. Religion in america is not explicitly 2399 forbidden,the goverment isnt allowed to teach you about anything that smells of 2400 religion. I think that people are too anti-religion here. Growing up I had no 2401 concept of the Gods. Like I guess i entered an other dimension or something. 2402 2403 A problem with people is they assume that insane people use religion as a 2404 coping mechanism or something. I would say this is not always the case. I think 2405 it is more rational to say that they actually believe in God than that it is a 2406 cope. People dont die for copes. I think most religions are based on truth that 2407 requires faith. No truth==no reason for religions. 2408 2409 I think alot of how society is falling apart is due to lack of canonical 2410 morals,everyone is free to do anything but nothing is accomplished due to lack 2411 of focus on something. 2412 2413 1-9-25 Pt.1 2414 2415 It is important to have orthodox religious values when making assumptions(or 2416 even better no assumptions) about what the Tirthankars would say about todays 2417 issues. One time a guy who liked to ask questions asked Mahavir Lord about 2418 travel,he got no answer and thus he accidently commited heresy by saying "I 2419 think that the Arhat would not condemn travel and such an such". People who try 2420 to make answers of silence are bound to go insane. 2421 2422 1-8-25 Pt.1 2423 2424 Listen up,RUST is straight up using' FreeBSD 11 syscalls. I will piss myself 2425 before this is resolved. I was using RUST programs in MrChrootBSD and they were 2426 usin FreeBSD 11 stat. This includes some sexy programs like exa and starship. 2427 2428 1-7-25 Pt.3 2429 2430 Linux is soft of dumb,but it actually works. I use linux when im not using 2431 FreeBSD. I think the mentallity that everyone must use linux is dumb because 2432 like FreeBSD there is like no good software to run on it. Use windows if you 2433 want to be an artist or musician. Even TempleOS is better for graphics than the 2434 magic OS that has no canonical way of clicking things on the screen(XOrg or 2435 wayland,pick your posion). 2436 2437 All* linux distrobutions do the same thing. Ubuntu and Arch both run linux 2438 software,even tinycore linux runs linux software but "Holy Shit it runs in RAM". 2439 Opensource software is at least 15 years behind any other software for anything 2440 not releated to running text programs. 2441 2442 Name a widely used programming enviorment that lets you do graphics on 2443 Linux(?). Answer is probably C and SDL,or C++ and SDL,or PyGame(SDL and python). 2444 Name a canonical way to display a window in Linux. Name a canonical way to 2445 package software for the peguin. 2446 2447 Linux(outside of actually working and being faster than Windows) offers 2448 nothing over windows. It is dogshit. BSD is margianally better at being a 2449 canonical OS that has less retarded licensing. GPL is a mind virus when Stallman 2450 will make you his bitch. GPL should not be used for anything medical related as 2451 I dont want an opensource medical machine that is written by fat people who 2452 mastrubate to sonic the hedgehog. 2453 2454 Go use linux without propeirtary drivers and tell me how good mesa is. 2455 2456 2457 2458 2459 <16>2460 2461 2462 2463 2464 2465 2466 2467 2468 2469 2470 2471 2472 2473 2474 2475 2476 This is a joke ok. I dont think all linux users are fags but I do believe 2477 linux is a slightly better version of DOS. 2478 2479 2480 2481 2482 1-7-25 Pt.2 2483 2484 MrChrootBSD will need chroot(2) support. I am at the point I can run the sexy 2485 ftpd from within MrChrootBSD except for the most important part(chrootin into 2486 user directories). 2487 2488 This is going to be a ball buster because ill have to have seperate 2489 mount-roots for chroots and non-chroots. I will probably need to do reference 2490 counting or If i am lazy I can just launch MrChrootBSD in the chroot(2) 2491 directory. 2492 2493 2494 2495 1-7-25 Pt.1 2496 2497 Im sicker than your average trump supporter. 2498 2499 1-5-25 Pt.2 2500 2501 Some people think they are ugly,some people think they are pretty. In Rsahba's 2502 time people say a picture of a poor woman and thought she was pretty. This was 2503 Rsabha's wife in the God realms in a previous life. After seeing the image many 2504 men wanted to merry her,but the woman took a vow of silence until she found her 2505 true lover(Rsabha). We must not assume that we are too pretty or too ugly when 2506 we see reality. 2507 2508 1-5-25 Pt.1 2509 2510 There are stories of the Tirhankars and thier followers. I bow to the 2511 Tirhankars and their followers,the saved and the savers,the enlighteners and the 2512 enlightented. 2513 2514 Great poeple are know by know around them. An elephant does not give birth to 2515 a moose,and great person is not know by his enemies but his followers. 2516 2517 The Arihants were of great service to others,they dont demand glory. They did 2518 not demand serivce,they gave service to others who stories are passed through 2519 the ages. 2520 2521 1-4-25 Pt.1 2522 2523 1 time a woman was given a 1 pillared palace. The gods gave her mangos because 2524 they are yummy but one day they dissappeared. The kings servant was sent on a 2525 quest to find the theif and after being unable to find him,the kings servant saw 2526 a play. 2527 <17>2528 2529 2530 2531 2532 2533 2534 2535 2536 2537 2538 2539 2540 2541 2542 2543 In the play a woman was given a palace,and a gardener wanted to marry her,so 2544 she asked her husband if she could remarry. The husband said yes. A woman found 2545 stolen fruit from the gardener but didnt eat them when she was told they were 2546 stolen. The theif who kindapped the woman did not harm her. 2547 2548 After the play they were asked,"Who did the hardest thing?". Someone said the 2549 husband did the hardest thing in sending away his wife,some said the hungry 2550 woman did the hardest thing by not eating the fruit. The theif said the theif 2551 did the hardest thing by not harming the woman. 2552 2553 2554 1-3-25 Pt.1 2555 2556 AI is kind of dumb,you are better off writing hand written routines. 2557 Regardless,I with frogs engine am working on making the enemies learn how to 2558 call crafted routines. Nueral netwroks are not easy to add parameters to without 2559 a dataset,which is hard with video games because there are no correct solutions 2560 that work always. 2561 2562 I will need to work on a "training mode" for the AI,this will reduce the 2563 overhead of the AI training "in-game". The next thing I will need to do i turn 2564 the nueral network into a fuzzy logic switch statement. Hopefully the fuzzy 2565 logic wont be too massive. This basically entails turning the learned inputs 2566 into a finite set of results. in a "compressed" manner. I will only have to 2567 account for encountered situations so it wont be that massive but still. 2568 2569 1-2-25 Pt.1 2570 2571 The dude once despised his life after giving everything up. He went to hang 2572 himself but the rope broke,he then went to cut himself but the knife was too 2573 dull,he went to jump off a mountain then he landed in a lake. 2574 2575 The lower gods then offering him the delusion to ignore his reality for 2576 awhile,and he accepted. It wasnt until he saw the delusion of the lower gods for 2577 awhile decided to confront reality as a holy man. What he used to despise (not 2578 having possetions) he now sought to do. It was then death struck him. 2579 2580 Sometimes we dont understand the things we do but only after we see the 2581 opposites we realize its value. 2582 2583 1-1-25 Pt.2 2584 2585 One day an elephant destroyed a village he grew up in because he saw sadness 2586 in it and wanted to get rid of the sadness. After running away from the 2587 destruction he had guilt for destroying his village and sought refuge in Lord 2588 Mahavir. Sometimes we are tempted to destroy sources of sadness when our 2589 judgemnet is clouded. It rarley works out good. 2590 2591 1-1-25 Pt.1 2592 2593 I was 21 Savage training my CSmartPoopMan's to flame up the hood(in 2594 PoopinFrogs). Be prepared next commit. I want to add more parameters. I use a 2595 genetic algorithm for training the retarded CSmartPoopMan's. Im not proud of it 2596 but it beats manually typing in paremeters .This is going to be a shit show. 2597 2598 I want to make it possible to command your gang to take over the hood. I like 2599 the idea of having the computer be smart but limited so you can outsmart the 2600 opps. I want to have activities in the game like growing Marijuna and stuff for 2601 money. 2602 2603 I will make the algoirthm on change activated nodes so that it doesnt loose 2604 informaion while "learning". 2605 <18>2606 2607 2608 2609 2610 2611 2612 2613 2614 2615 2616 2617 2618 2619 2620 2621 2622 2623 2624 2625 2626 2627 2628 2629 2630 2631 2632 12-31-24 Pt.1 2633 2634 Its straight up the last day of the year. I wrote some sexy divide code. I 2635 will show it later,I needed an U128 for Poly128. Today I pushed P with Frogs 2636 Eigne,I will write a debuger for SmallTalk code sometime soon maybe and I will 2637 make a memory profiler. I was making it so the "Smart" enemies can hide from the 2638 player. They just choose a spot where the player cant see them but its stupid. 2639 2640 I kind of want to make a good enemy AI that seems as smart as a player to play 2641 against. 2642 2643 12-30-24 Pt.1 2644 2645 Villians prey on the intentions of good people. An evil witch-like lady once 2646 plotted against a woman and man by inspiring love between. Them the love was 2647 forbidden so they sneakily marry each other. The witch-like lady incarnered as 2648 her son after the lady tried to eat her husband. 2649 2650 She then was forver burdened by the son,who was the witch in a previous life 2651 even though she tried to abdandom him,he was still with her. Whatever evil we do 2652 follows us. The Shitpit is like my deformed witch son. Self expression is the 2653 vhelicle of the witch, 2654 2655 2656 12-29-24 Pt.3 2657 2658 AiwniosTube Vlog 1. Virtue is a good investment. I will not eat more salt 2659 tonight. I feel that most open source poopware is glue software and it not 2660 useful except for building cool stuff with. 2661 2662 12-29-24 Pt.2 2663 2664 Vector math is pretty as long as it's 2D. I like being about to 2665 divide/multiply a vector to get its position. The only thing I dont like is 2666 normals. Today I used normals for Snell's law refraction(in water) for 2667 FrogsEngine 2668 <19>2669 2670 2671 2672 2673 2674 2675 2676 2677 2678 2679 2680 2681 2682 2683 2684 12-29-24 Pt.1 2685 2686 The Tirhankars are the destroyers of Karmas. They do stuff,this is what they 2687 do. When praying to them instead of doing nothing but feeling I ask them to 2688 destroy my Karmas,I serve them(?) and they can serve me. I downloaded WSL. I 2689 enjoy windows on hardware that straight up runs it at a decent speed. 2690 2691 Im pumped to implement TLS(transprot layer securtiy) for HolyC. This is going 2692 to be lit so I cannot sleep. I dont understand how ChaCha20 is so epic. There is 2693 a position pointer in the ChaCha block so you can read a ChaCha20 thing like you 2694 read it like fread in C. 2695 2696 12-27-24 Pt.2 2697 2698 Power corrupts.I have power to think so I think about poo poo brain things. 2699 The purpose of community is keep eachother inline. Call it a cult but its true. 2700 Would you rather a society where a father can curse his son on the road in the 2701 city and not know it,or a society where people care for eachother and keep 2702 eachother inline. As a kid it seemed the world was absent because my parents 2703 wanted me to not shame them from the world. Drake says hes not hiding his kids 2704 from the world,but hiding the world from his kids or something. 2705 2706 The purpose of souls is to serve other souls. I said eariler that I have power 2707 and it is over myself mainly. I feed homeless people but I stil think abgout 2708 poop alot. There is a parasite in some ants that makes the ants climb up a tree 2709 then the parasite sends its seeds out. There is no parasite in me as I is the 2710 parasite. Any semeblence to the old "clayton" is gone,you can even say he never 2711 existed,he is a romanticized version of a person who never existed. 2712 2713 Clayton does good things and enjoys doing them, I do good things and not enjoy 2714 doing them. This is the turth. I think I have been living a lie so long that 2715 everyone thinks I am a fantasy person in real life. They love me when I feed 2716 homeless people. I said one time I do not enjoy doing this and they looked at me 2717 with suspicion. 2718 2719 It takes nothing out of a person to be good. It requires nothing. 2720 2721 12-26-24 Pt.1 2722 2723 At the start of writing the compilers,I was heavily attracted to Terry. I 2724 thought he was a gifted soul(i still do but to a non-dreamy extent). I view 2725 TempleOS as a complete system. It is simple,no C++ methods/namespaces/extra 2726 stuff. Its like a better version of C with a fine crafted runtime and graphics 2727 routines. 2728 2729 I like going through the hymms time to time,and I occasionally do tongues as it 2730 is a good practice to play around with. I have a freind who likes it to. I have 2731 been working with it long enough to learn alot of things. I learned alot about 2732 computers in general. If i ever did want to do anything productive,im sure i 2733 could do it. I learned about the nitty gritty of HTTP when I wrote a HolyC 2734 server,down to the e-tags and other cache stuff. 2735 2736 I feel that I live in my own world when in using TOS. I living in an anceint 2737 world where C is still dominant,and DOS is still a beatiful option,and no 2738 complicated APIs exist. 2739 2740 2741 12-25-24 Pt.1(Christmas) 2742 2743 Ho Ho Hoiwnios,Merry Christmas. I had a great Christmas. I got donda by Kanye 2744 West. I have lots of material possetions now,there was a song that was like "See 2745 through the material" by Terry Davis. I know what Hymm it is.Looking at the 2746 hymms is a good way to pppass time and reflect. 2747 2748 12-24-24 Pt.2(Jain Grinch) 2749 2750 There once was a pot bellied man who was a sinful man,after being bullied he 2751 became an ascetic. The king wanted blessings but wherever the pot-bellied man 2752 went there were curses. One day the nasty king said to his nasty looking 2753 son,"you are banished from the kingdom". And so the Jain Grinch was exilled,but 2754 not before giving one last curse: "I will be your downfall". 2755 2756 The king not knowing that he too was of Grinch mentality,died as his son did: A 2757 Grinch. The moral of the story is that those who expell Grinches are Grinches 2758 themselves. 2759 2760 2761 12-24-24 Pt.1 2762 2763 Im going to have to make save directories for AiwniosPack apps. In EXE and ELF 2764 the sexy stuff is at the start of the file,so you can put things at the end of 2765 the file like poop porn or Lily Phillips upcoming porn flick. I'll show you how 2766 to read data from the end of an executable. 2767 2768 #include <stdio.h> 2769 #include <stdint.h> 2770 #include <string.h> 2771 int main(int argc,char **argv) { 2772 char signature[9]; 2773 signature[8]=0; 2774 2775 FILE *f=fopen(argv[0],"rb"); //argv[0] is the program 2776 //Go to end of file,after placeing an offset/signature there 2777 fseek(f,-16,SEEK_END); 2778 fread(signature,1,8,f); 2779 if(!strncmp(signature,"PoopFrog",8)) { 2780 uint64_t off; 2781 fread(&off,1,8,f); 2782 fseek(f,off,SEEK_SET); 2783 //Read the data. 2784 printf("Got signature(%s) and offset(%d)\n",signature,off); 2785 } 2786 } 2787 Do This: 2788 2789 gcc ass.c 2790 printf "PoopFrog\x01\x02\x03\x04\x05\x06\x07\x08" >> a.out 2791 ./a.out 2792 12-23-24 Pt.2 2793 Initiation of Candana2794 2795 2796 2797 2798 2799 2800 2801 2802 2803 2804 2805 2806 2807 2808 2809 2810 2811 2812 2813 2814 2815 2816 2817 2818 2819 2820 2821 2822 12-23-24 Pt.1 2823 2824 I feel like time spent living is time spent on drugs because I am not 2825 thinking. I will not eat for about an hour to punish myself. I feel like I have 2826 episodes of making homosexual remarks about the Grinch. 2827 2828 12-22-24 Pt.2 2829 2830 I used to imagine hell being trapped inside a computer without an operating 2831 system. Being trapped inside a modenr computer and being forced to find your way 2832 out will basically be hell. The punishment for saying the N word might be being 2833 struck inside of an X86_64 machine. In real Hell you get a concrete lifespan 2834 that will end. I would a lifetime in hell over finding my way out of a massive 2835 X86_64 machine. 2836 2837 12-22-24 Pt.1 2838 2839 I saw an amougus motherfucker on discord. 2840 <21>2841 2842 2843 2844 2845 2846 2847 2848 2849 2850 2851 2852 2853 2854 2855 12-21(SAVAGE DAY)-24 Pt.2 2856 2857 Why you should date the universe Youtuber. Jain doctrine does not put emphasis 2858 on the universe,let alone dating it. I have not dated the universe. 2859 2860 12-21(SAVAGE DAY)-24 Pt.1 2861 2862 Who do you love,or what do you love? People with ulterior motives love things 2863 and not serving others. The Tirthankars dont love things and hence cannot have 2864 ulterior motives. They are refuges and beyond that they are good entities. 2865 2866 12-20-24 Pt.1 2867 2868 People dont beat their children because they love thier children. The do it 2869 because they love themselves and want their children to please them. 2870 2871 I hear family is either by blood or who you choose to be your family. People 2872 will envy the archetype of blood family until they see poo poo brain family. 2873 Dont greive until you know what your greiving for. 2874 2875 12-19-24 Pt.1 2876 2877 Grab the hand-lotion,Aiwnios runs on RISC-V AARCH64 x X86_64. We need Aiwnios 2878 on raw hardware(FPGA). 2879 2880 12-18-24 Pt.2 2881 2882 Lord Mahavir encountered evil gods and they sought power over him. He had 2883 power over the evil Gods by doing nothing when they tried to trick him,the fangs 2884 of the oppressors broke from biting. Bigger computers wont solve your problems. 2885 A good progammer tries to make use of poopy hardware. Bigger computers have race 2886 conditions,that is the only thing they excell in. 2887 2888 12-18-24 Pt.1 2889 2890 I takes judgement to make people realize thier wicked ways. I am not judged 2891 enough. I feed homeless pum pums. One time a sexy man was seperated from his 2892 family from birth. He once wanted to score so he went to see women and then they 2893 cows told him about the woman he was about to meet being his mother . The cow 2894 caused him to think about his existence and he asked the woman if she was his 2895 mother. The mother was reluctant to say the truth. 2896 2897 Abstaining from judgement is a sin. If I see a homeless pum pum taking too 2898 much food and I dont do anything then I am denying judgement. I am not judged 2899 enough. Public confession is good. In heavens gate they would confess thier sins 2900 amoung each-other. 2901 2902 The issue isnt judgement itself but the methods of conveying it. Cows stare at 2903 me. They probably think I am a retard. 2904 12-17-24 Pt.4 2905 2906 Cows gawk at motherf-ers. Chris Chan is (alledgedly) lower than a cow. Just as 2907 a cow gawk tends to its calfs and gawks at the outside world. We too should try 2908 to be good and pay off the debt to the Holy ones. 2909 2910 12-17-24 Pt.3 2911 2912 People will use big and abstract words to condemn things they cannot refute 2913 otherwise. I heard that MAiD(Medical Assistence in Dying) is eugenics. Fuck 2914 personal liberty. Eugencis. Teenagers(im sorry children) being gay is 2915 pedophilia. The problem isnt the words themselves(factually acurate) but the 2916 misleading implications of the words being used. 2917 2918 If I say ,"Jimmy was a troubled child",that could mean he stole other kids' 2919 toys,or it could also mean he is a school shooter who was bullied. When people 2920 make abstract claims using vague and big words,ask them what exactly they are 2921 refering to. 2922 2923 NOTE: I watched porn at around 14. Probably because I was a teenager and it is 2924 better to watch porn than to impregnate someone by doing IRL sexual stuff. This 2925 is probably a good option. The argument "pixels arent true love" while factually 2926 true is probably a harmful message to send to teenagers because they might have 2927 sex in real life. 2928 2929 OPINION: Sex is onlu good between married people. Young adults are too stupid 2930 to be married,arranged marraiges are probably a good option as matured adults 2931 make reccomendations for unmarried people. The problem is the commericalization 2932 of sex. I dont think Card-B is a good example to follow. The purpose of 2933 tradition is to keep a fire alive and not to get rid of the fire which is 2934 stupid. 2935 2936 Divorce is ok. Arranged Marriages != Forced Marraiges. Family is a virtue. 2937 2938 2939 12-17-24 Pt.2 2940 2941 Sampling noise on top of itself seems to be a good way to generate good 2942 looking enviroments. I was working on house generation for FrogsEngine today. 2943 For multi-level houses. Ill make a fence and a tree/pool generator. 2944 2945 2946 12-17-24 Pt.1 2947 2948 I want to make a "Turf War" game with frogs engine. It will feature 2949 desctructable enviorments and collecting resources to build a gang and take over 2950 the neighborhood. 2951 2952 Im thinking you will collect wood to build houses,metal for guns and 2953 electronics for tech. I dislike video games because they are too "balanced". I 2954 want something exploitable as people play games to feel empowered. 2955 2956 In the atari game combat,there was a cancelled sequel with a level editor. 2957 Combat . I want to not do level editing in-game but have the neighborhoods be 2958 algorithmically generated and ready to destroy. 2959 2960 I could have varoom cars to drive in the hood. I like the idea of having a 2961 living world with police and random people that you can steal shit from. 2962 2963 2964 12-16-24 Pt.3 2965 2966 I am making a house generator for my FrogsEngine. Ill show you how it works. 2967 2968 2969 <22>2970 2971 2972 2973 2974 2975 2976 2977 2978 2979 2980 2981 2982 2983 2984 2985 2986 2987 2988 2989 2990 2991 2992 2993 2994 2995 2996 2997 2998 2999 3000 3001 3002 3003 3004 3005 3006 3007 3008 3009 3010 3011 3012 3013 3014 3015 3016 3017 3018 3019 3020 3021 3022 3023 3024 3025 3026 3027 12-16-24 Pt.2 3028 3029 I am far from perfect. PoopinFrogs looks stupid but it took lots of work to 3030 get there. 3031 3032 12-16-24 Pt.1 3033 3034 Straight up got Austin Sierra's new TempleOS book. Ill read it soon. Micheal 3035 Jackson's Dangerous ablum is fire. If you can turn polically consious commentary 3036 into pop music you are a genius. Micheal Jackson will forever live in my heart. 3037 I like his pop music. Sometimes I wonder about fame. If I become famous will I 3038 have more freedom. 3039 3040 Micheal Jackson sings about fame and self improvement,while seeming like there 3041 is a void in his life. I feel this a void,and MJ did too. He died from taking 3042 too many drugs 3043 3044 I used to be able to listen to music and not understand the words. Like I 3045 would not hear words. Micheal Jackson opened my eyes along with Rucka Rucka Ali. 3046 3047 Every faucet of existence will drip art when humans inhabit it. This is my 3048 art called "aiwnios". 3049 3050 Stay tuned for PoopinFrogs. 3051 3052 12-15-24 Pt.2 3053 3054 Gosala put his penis in the mouths of various statues. I had dark thoughts 3055 before but I have never put my penis on a statue. Good thing crazyshit.com and 3056 efukt.com exist. 3057 3058 12-15-24 Pt.1 3059 3060 Seperation from others doesnt mean self-change. Rather it is going further 3061 your own path. I feel in life I have been wandering and denying my true nature. 3062 People would seperate me from human contact. It did not change me. There is no 3063 fixing me except by my own way. 3064 3065 Putting wine in a cellar only makes it age. Opening the bottle and letting it 3066 free makes it change 3067 3068 12-14-24 Pt.2 3069 3070 SSShut the fuck up SSSniperWolf.Subscrive to JJacksFilms.I will make retarded 3071 content for AiwniosTube. 3072 3073 12-14-24 Pt.1 3074 3075 My body is your political glory hole. 3076 3077 12-13-24 Pt.1 3078 3079 Whos briliant idea was it to use a FLAGs register in a computer. Intel 3080 Invented(?) it ,ARM made it optional,RISC-V removed it. Like in the 8080 days 3081 there were only 256 opcodes so it was ok but now it is retarded. Try writing an 3082 emualtor. I would rather stick my dick in a waffle iron than write an X86_64 3083 emulator. This could be a new porn plot for the the Porn Directory 3084 3085 NOTE: ARM still uses the flag register for conditional jumps but add doesnt set 3086 flags but adds does. 3087 3088 3089 12-12-24 Pt.1 3090 3091 Ethel Cain's music sounds like a person screaming into a microphone. I dont 3092 know what the words are. I was recommended some gay porn(?) on Youtube on 3093 Ethel Cains video. I feel the culture is taken so I will have to be my own 3094 culture. The purpose of (opinionated )speech is not to convey facts or even 3095 convince people you are right. Rather it is to show a flag signifing that "my 3096 ideas live here,someone come visit". 3097 3098 Chrisitian apologists talk to furrys/muslims/homosexuals with many words,but 3099 their words are mainly to proclaim that Jesus is here and not to actually 3100 convince anyone. The purpose is to find that one person who is already seeking 3101 Christ to find refudge. 3102 3103 The purpose of cultural discourse is not to reach a consensous of culture but 3104 to establish one's own existence in hopes that some other like minded 3105 individuals with agree with you.. 3106 3107 The purpose of Aiwnios.com is not to convince anyone of the Tirthakars' 3108 rihteousnes(which could be done by not saying "retard" or "nigger" probably)but 3109 to help nrootconauto find solice in himself as he is probably the only Jain(?) 3110 to find joy in saying "retard" alot. 3111 3112 See this cool work on art by James Hampton 3113 3114 12-11-24 Pt.3 3115 3116 Windows Terminal takes like 1/4. of a second to dump an entire screen of VT100 3117 colored text to the termianl. 3118 3119 12-11-24 Pt.2 3120 3121 People who live in caves have honor amoung cavemen. Programmers honor 3122 programmers. The Gods serve all. This is true honor. It is very rare to find 3123 someone who serves all and makes no enemies. 3124 3125 Make no enemies and serve other souls. Mahavir lost half of his clothes on a 3126 bush and wandered on disregarding his clothees. Someone found his divine 3127 cloth(from one of the Gods) and sold it and shared the wealth with his brothers. 3128 3129 What honor we have exists in our service to others and not in ourself 3130 3131 3132 12-11-24 Pt.1 3133 3134 The best favor I can ask from the Gods is for them to look at me. I am not 3135 worthy. I will not ask them to do my bidding. 3136 3137 12-10-24 Pt.5 3138 3139 I will probaby donate some stuff sometime. Good stuff. Great people have great 3140 freinds. Crack addicts have crack addict freinds. Being decisive is a virtue. 3141 Saying "Stop saying the n-word and using the retard word" sternly is a form of 3142 discernment. 3143 3144 People can kill until they feel remorse. I like the Tank man from China. 3145 3146 3147 <23>3148 3149 3150 3151 3152 3153 3154 3155 3156 3157 3158 3159 3160 3161 3162 3163 3164 3165 3166 Lord Mahavir would be proud of the Tank guy 3167 3168 3169 12-10-24 Pt.4 3170 3171 I will open a PornHub account for my TempleOS porn flicks. Anyone gooning to 3172 my porn is probably retarded. 3173 3174 12-10-24 Pt.3 3175 3176 In America everyone has rights. You are not favored above anyone else. This is 3177 called Kriyavada doctrine. If you are a retard you have the right to not get 3178 raped. Mental hospitals can take some of your rights .This is ok. 3179 3180 Retards are sometimes not allowed to sex because they are too retarded to 3181 understand consent. I am only half retarded then. My argument for this being 3182 good is that furries should understand that fucking dogs is bad. Just as a child 3183 desires forbidden cookies but isnt allowed (by the parents) to eat them,the 3184 child can understand their is a chasm between desire and intention. 3185 3186 NOMAP-s and people who support Cardi-B are literally retarded. I am also 3187 retarded but I am not a NOMAP or a Cardi-B WAP enjoyer. 3188 3189 Hatred wins,self hatred is called self control. People who love themselves 3190 masturbate to WAP. 3191 3192 12-10-24 Pt.2 3193 3194 The problem not saying the n-word(nigger) is that is was a tool of oppression. 3195 It was a useful tool,and like a hammer it can be used for good purposes and bad 3196 purposes. A construction worker in not a murderer necessarly,and a murder may 3197 not be a construction worker. 3198 3199 Tools are made to solve problems. "Nigger" is a good word for describing 3200 oppression. Cows and chickens have acquired nigger-hood status. People dislike 3201 to admit that they are oppressors so they will claim victiumhood for pointing 3202 out their hatred for niggers. 3203 3204 Nigger killers are the evil ones,not the blessed. It is sad to see that the 3205 nigger tool has become obselete. Matt Walsh will use "racism"(aka nigger-isms) 3206 as weapons. "Nigger"s are an archtetype of suffering. 3207 3208 They have removed religion from society therefore the only archetype of 3209 suffering we have are niggers. 3210 3211 Stop killing niggers. 3212 3213 3214 12-10-24 Pt.1 3215 3216 The problem with talking is opening your mouth allows for faggots to stick 3217 their penis in it. I will elloborate on Martyrdom and speech later. 3218 3219 12-9-24 Pt.2 3220 3221 The only thing I have to sacrifice(give away) is time. 3222 3223 12-9-24 Pt.1 3224 3225 Submission and domination are the 2 modes of a plagued society. Cooperation 3226 isnt the goal. Today I told someone while volenteer that we were closing but she 3227 really needed food and visibly was in pain. I would not say my manager is evil 3228 but cooperation(with the people) isnt her goal. 3229 3230 This makes me realize that people are submitters and dominators in america. 3231 Good people sell cures to domination,bad people dominate then sell cures. My 3232 hands are clean. I was submitting. 3233 3234 12-8-24 Pt.2 3235 3236 Knowledge is the way fanasty becomes reality. 3237 3238 12-8-24 Pt.1 3239 3240 I read the Quran like 3 times ,i once had the first 300-ish ayats memorized in 3241 english. The most retarded thing about Islam I hard to think define so I will 3242 make a list. 3243 -] Retardations of Islam 3244 3245 -] Nashk 3246 3247 Allah can "write-over"(Nashk) his own words or something. You can't 3248 condtracict yourself when you can just "replace" a concept with a new one 3249 3250 It goes like this: 3251 3252 If We ever abrogate1 a verse or cause it to be forgotten, We replace it with 3253 a better or similar one. Do you not know that Allah is Most Capable of 3254 everything? 3255 Quran 2:106 3256 3257 Also Allah says no one(Including himself?) cant alter his words 3258 3259 The Word of your Lord has been perfected in truth and justice. None can 3260 change His Words. And He is the All-Hearing, All- Knowing. 3261 3262 Quran 6:115 3263 3264 Allah seems to be capable of changing future events such as the food of 3265 hell? 3266 3267 they will have no food except a foul, thorny shrub, 3268 Quean 88:6 3269 3270 nor any food except oozing pus, 3271 Quran 69:36 3272 3273 Allah is magic so he can change past events as well. 3274 3275 So We saved him and his family except(implies that the wife is part of the 3276 family) the his wife. She was one of those who stayed behind. 3277 Quran 7:83 3278 3279 So We sent a sandstrom that destroyed them all except the family of Lot,whom 3280 we saved at the brink of dawn 3281 Quran 54:34 3282 3283 -] Produce something like the Quran or Allah is real 3284 3285 And if you are in doubt about what We have revealed to Our servant,1 then 3286 produce a surah like it and call your helpers other than Allah, if what you 3287 say is true. 3288 Quran 2:23 3289 3290 Ok if we rephrase it to produce something better than it,lets fuckin go. 3291 3292 She took off her dentures and blew me 3293 Oh so gooey and so very great. 3294 I usualy beat it,mastrubate. 3295 Thanks to gradma im gettin that pussy today. 3296 Letter to Gram Gram 3297 3298 I only drink coadine 3299 Purple piss drops on the tiolet seat when I pee. 3300 Garentee you get high 3301 If you drink my pee. 3302 Its the coadine king,fentynal fein. 3303 I don't sell propaine 3304 3305 I seek refuge in Djilou from the wretched virus 3306 In the name of Djilou, the most Beneficient, the most Merciful 3307 Covid 3308 By the eradicating virus 3309 But they were surprised that it came to them from China far away 3310 So the infidels (Kafirun) said it was a stubborn disease 3311 No, rather it is certain death 3312 There is no difference today between the kings and slaves 3313 So hold on to science and abandon traditions 3314 And don't go out to buy wheat 3315 And stay home for it is a strong scourge 3316 And wash your hands with new soap 3317 Almighty Djilou has provided this truth 3318 3319 Surah Corona 3320 3321 Someone in the Night... 3322 Micheal Jackson 3323 3324 3325 3326 3327 12-7-24 Pt.1 3328 3329 I am feelin sick today. The sun is in my eyes. Aiwnios.com offical doesnt like 3330 4B anymore. 4B is about castrating and killing men,which is not a Jain practice. 3331 3332 Free speech is a lie as abtract logic can make a person be morally copable for 3333 allegedy "implicit" speech. If I say "Im not really scared of death" then I am 3334 suicidal. If I say,"Islam is retarded" then I automaticaly hate muslims. 3335 3336 The point that people will stick their dicks in your mouth when I speak. No I 3337 am not describing sexual assualt here,im discusing free speech. Your fucking 3338 retarded if you think that. 3339 3340 Lil wayne is a better speaker than me. The point is not to convey raw truth 3341 but to market it for action amoung a population. *redacted* insurgents know this 3342 implcitly(?). 3343 3344 How will truth help me get my dick wet. It won't. Its a false question. When 3345 will people understand me,false question. The point is to make sure I dont kill 3346 myself so they continue sticking their penis in my mouth while I talk. 3347 3348 The problem with not commiting suicide is a problem with societal values. If 3349 you get raped then it is bad because rape victims have a tendency to kill 3350 themselves . But if you dont get raped then it is bad to kill yourself. 3351 3352 The problem is victimhood status. I got (mind-)raped but Allah,does that 3353 count? That may have been my imagination (mind-)raping me but it still hurts. 3354 3355 NOTE: I will not misrepresent facts. Suicide prevention seems to work(?). I 3356 thought that suicide re-attempt rates were higher 3357 https://means-matter.hsph.harvard.edu/means-matter/survival/. 3358 3359 3360 3361 12-6-24 Pt.1 3362 3363 New TempleOS Porn Flick here.MountFile("Porn"); Then have fun. 3364 3365 12-5-24 Pt.2 3366 3367 In the previous life of an Arihant,he once ate all of the food for the poor. 3368 He was then schooled on Dharma. I should make good art but this is too funny 3369 and relatable to be dismissed. Lord Mahavir's previous lifes show he had to do 3370 alot be become an Arihant 3371 <24>3372 3373 3374 3375 3376 3377 3378 3379 3380 3381 3382 3383 3384 3385 3386 3387 3388 3389 3390 3391 3392 3393 3394 3395 12-5-24 Pt.1 3396 3397 IMPORTANT ANNOUCNENT 3398 3399 Aiwnios.com is a proud supporter of the 4B Movement. I(nrootconauto) am a proud 3400 supporter of anti-sexuality including no masturbatation in men. I think the 4B 3401 movement is good for both men and women. Women who dont permit men to engage is 3402 sexual activities is good for ending seminal genocide. I also like that women 3403 are becoming smart enough to oppose being inseminated. 3404 3405 I am not joking. I think this would be approved by munis if it wasnt so 3406 militant. It is too often I get accussed of not giving a fuck about women(this 3407 isnt an accusation its a fact). Women should not give a fuck about me either so 3408 its good. 3409 3410 The Digambar tradition holds that women cannot attain liberation and must 3411 become men. I would say this is true possbily. This is not misogynistic as the 3412 gates to Nirvana on earth closed about 2500 years ago so men cannot get 3413 liberated either. 3414 3415 The point is,it is good to see women hating men because it means they are more 3416 closer to holding strong ideals. The world does not need any more retards 3417 birthed out of vaginas. 3418 3419 For more information please visit: womad.life. Too bad I do not know Korean. 3420 3421 <25>3422 3423 3424 3425 3426 3427 3428 3429 3430 3431 3432 3433 3434 3435 3436 3437 3438 3439 3440 3441 NOTE: Svetambar texts describe "Digambar"-like practices but Svetambar 3442 tradition says they have to have advanced knowledge of Jain texts that were 3443 lost. For example Akaranga Sutra says that monks should be naked(a Digambar 3444 practice) but holds that monks need to ascend to a certian level before doing 3445 this(where?). 3446 12-4-24 Pt.1 3447 3448 People obscure thier reality by focusing on things. There is beauty in unseen 3449 things. If I never listened to rap music I would not see beauty in rap music. 3450 Sometimes the most beautiful things are out of view. I think a view is valid 3451 when it isnt opposing the reality one lives in. 3452 3453 I see lots of messed up stuff. I saw efukt.com the other day and it was pretty 3454 lit. I dont know what people do in private. I only see efukt.com and meth-heads. 3455 I see lots of people who are weird(probably on drugs) and have gangster shirts 3456 on at work. Now that I think of it,they probably do some cool stuff. 3457 3458 I do not say meth-heads as a demeaning sense,I say it as a heuristic of the 3459 people I see. Some people are dumb and do drugs in the parking lot. 3460 3461 The point is,they have a beatiful life that is not to be dismissed. It is 3462 better to do drugs with freinds than alone literally. The purpose of souls is to 3463 server other souls. 3464 3465 12-2-24 Pt.2 3466 3467 A gift that gives the ability is greater than something created by an ability. 3468 I would rather have a computer than a phone. It is a virtue to feed people who 3469 can do good things once fed. 3470 3471 12-2-24 Pt.1 3472 3473 Vainity lives in humans,they speak not of Gods but of "how does this get me 3474 boobies and money". The man thus seeks to inseminate the world around him,but 3475 seldom seeks to be inseminated. The bible speaks of people who do weird shit 3476 like roast food over shit like Ezekial. Weak speakers speak to the opinion of 3477 other but do real speakers speak to Truth. I would say the True 3478 speakers(Tirhankars) speak to truth and not agendas 3479 3480 The purpose of proper discourse is to compile knowledge as per the doctrine of 3481 Svadvada. Truth is in itself inate and present in reality and hence is 3482 discovered and not marketed as a "monopoly of truth". Discourse is nothing more 3483 than 2 poo poo brains diving into the pool of ideas to see what is below. 3484 3485 Stuti 3486 3487 Talking poo poo brains. 3488 Diving in converstation depths. 3489 To see the bottom 3490 3491 12-1-24 Pt.5 3492 3493 The mind opposes getting bent by outside forces but loves to bend the world 3494 around it. 3495 3496 12-1-24 Pt.4 3497 3498 Akesios says you will get what you want. I want to say the n word out loud but 3499 I dont. Its improper behavior. I pray and perform Samayika. I do it because I 3500 want to have my hell penalty reduced at death for saying the n word and thinking 3501 it. Transcending oneself is good. Assuming you have transcended due to others 3502 work is not. I wrote a compiler. 3503 3504 12-1-24 Pt.3 3505 3506 Aiwnios.com will become the new shcokchan.com 3507 3508 12-1-24 Pt.2 3509 3510 I saw a racist Hindu(Ayran) on twitter. Skulls are a barrier to the outside 3511 world. It is a virtue to have true conviction and have a thick skull. He was not 3512 open-minded to the point where his mind would fall on the floor. 3513 3514 I am a retard so one time as a kid I wanted candy and my mom recomended that I 3515 get the cheap candy. I said no and the store person said "He is a man who knows 3516 what he wants". Only if this seemed true still. 3517 3518 My parents would give me things to please me. Dont do it,the one thing they 3519 never gave was love. Probably why I am so fucked up. 3520 3521 I say Ayran as Hindu is a white person word for Indians. 3522 3523 Truama only manifests itself after the fact. I have trauma probably but I dont 3524 know for sure. There is truth to saying,"the best years of my life are the 3525 worst". I dont know if it is better than have a consensous that you are in pain 3526 or to be your own pain and have everyone deny it. 3527 3528 12-1-24 Pt.1 3529 3530 A HaikuOS port of aiwnios might be coming. We need to talk about goatse.cx. 3531 Shit just got biblical. The world's notorius prolapse has emerged as the origin 3532 of epicness and the Oracle of the Gape. It fucking sucks that only 258 people 3533 shared the asshole pic on LinkedIn as of today. 3534 3535 HaikuOS wont let me do cool shit like query the virtual memory space in 3536 userspace. 21 Not lit. 3537 3538 Dont brag if you havent done anything notewothy. Lil Wayne went to collegde. 3539 His word play shows it. Rap is art. 3540 3541 11-30-24 Pt.1 3542 3543 I tried haikuOS and but there is no decent web browser so I cant clone my 3544 compiler. 3545 3546 11-29-24 Pt.5 3547 3548 Dont forget who you are praying to,its not about all self reflection. If that 3549 was the case religion could be found in a mirror. Its about pleasing and being 3550 pleased by the Tirthankars 3551 3552 11-29-24 Pt.4 3553 3554 I feel guilt for the things I say,but I will also feel guilt I allow the 3555 things I think to not be orally transmitted. I would rather die a dishonoured 3556 and honest person than a respected liar. I feel guilt. 3557 3558 11-29-24 Pt.3 3559 3560 I redacted (changed the wording) of today's pussy grabbing entry to not sound 3561 so bad. I dislike when people sell obscenity as "politely worded jargon". Grab 3562 'Em by the PUSSAY(Consentually). It is not obscenity as it has polical meanings 3563 to it and also Prump actually bragged about consentually grabbing women's 3564 pussies. 3565 3566 If I get sued for stating facts and freedom of speech Im going to be fuckin' 3567 pissed. The 2 good things Prump did was pardoning Lil 'Wayne and killing the 3568 ISIS retard. 3569 3570 11-29-24 Pt.2 3571 3572 People make rituals to deepen themselves in religion. I feel like I had true 3573 holy mentallity awhile ago but I lost it due to poo poo sauce(meds). If suicide 3574 is bad becuase it means giving up(an abstraction on death that does not 3575 accurately convey the trajedy of suicide) then I have given up by taking meds. 3576 3577 I dislike when people make secular reasons for holy claims. 3578 3579 -] Claim 3580 3581 -] Abortion 3582 3583 Said: Abortion kills babies which may do good things... Abortion against 3584 retards is eugenoics... 3585 3586 Meaning: God gave a soul(?) to a fetus and it's murder. 3587 3588 My Opinion: A fetus is a 1(?) senses organism with no brain so it is better 3589 to kill it before it matures and has a brain. 3590 3591 -] Porn 3592 3593 Said: Porn leads to exploitation of women... 3594 3595 Meaning: God doesnt like adultery 3596 3597 My Opinion: Porn is only bad because it is unrealistic. The depth of the 3598 human soul isnt as deep as the assholes that get fisted. PornHub's search 3599 feature also sucks so I cannot find real porn. 3600 3601 There is also more to life than romanitic relationships. 3602 3603 -] Transgenders 3604 3605 Said: Transgenderism normalises pedophila(or something)... It harms people 3606 who transition. 3607 3608 Meaning: God doesnt like it. 3609 3610 Deut. 22:5 The woman shall not wear that which pertaineth unto a man, 3611 neither shall a man put on a woman's garment: for all that do so are 3612 abomination unto the LORD thy God.) 3613 3614 My Opinion: Remove the stigma around "harmful activities"(its not self 3615 harm,its no diffent than smoking). 3616 3617 The difference between self-harm and transgendering is the intention. 3618 3619 If you accept that people should be permiteed to do self-destroying things 3620 like smoking or other dumb activites,and keep goverment money out of it,then 3621 you will see that people listening to rap music as kids then getting 3622 imprisioned is probably a bigger issue. There are 1000 bigger issues than 3623 transgenders. 3624 3625 3626 3627 11-29-24 Pt.1 3628 3629 I will do research into the Art of Pussy grabbing. Donald Prump said "when 3630 your rich,they let you Grab Em by the Pussy". Trump is a proud consentual pussy 3631 grabber. He would never grab a pussy without permission. 3632 3633 I am sick of women calling Trump a misogynist. He consentually grabs pussy. If 3634 it was my pussy I would be glad that Prump grabbed it. I should open a gofundme 3635 for my transition so I can get grabbed by Prump(with his consent). 3636 3637 Second thought,I will need Prump to consent to grabbing my pussy so Im kind of 3638 fucked. 3639 3640 3641 11-28-24 Pt.1 3642 3643 Today marks the day a retard named Chrsitopher Columbus discovered America and 3644 ate a turkey. Too bad there are no true Indians here,only native Americans. 3645 Columbus went out to find India. What a fucking retard. If America was run by 3646 Dharma man that would be a blast. I dont know who is more retarded,the white 3647 wacko who made peace through a turkey or the people who though it was a good 3648 idea to eat it. 3649 3650 Maybe there were some genius-level native Americans who did not eat the 3651 turkey. 3652 3653 11-27-24 Pt.1 3654 3655 Lil Wayne is a great rapper. I liked his "Funeral" album. I like SoundCloud 3656 due to the lack of DRM. I cant listen to the funeral album,so ill have to listen 3657 to "Sorry 4 The Wait". I like his face as he raps. A true craftsman makes his 3658 art look easy. I will rap sometime. I liked one of his lyrics were he said his 3659 problems were a dream and he woke up to become your nightmare. 3660 3661 Culture is Super Mario,Lil Wayne. It is a great culture. I feel like an alien 3662 in my own culture. 3663 3664 11-26-24 Pt.2 3665 3666 This one woman said she was crazy. At least she is honest. Today I went and 3667 got food for the place I volenteer at. You may be wondering why this is 3668 important. If you want important,you will find nothing of the matter on this 3669 site. The only thing of importance if process. Liberation from pain is a virtue. 3670 Everything in life is optional and not important. 3671 3672 Prisioners have no process,it is important they find something to do,like 3673 doing un-important things like playing cards or something. 3674 3675 I choose optional things I guess,or maybe they are choosen for me. I see no 3676 importance in them. 3677 3678 11-26-24 Pt.1 3679 3680 Living is a drug that makes me feel intoxicated. I feel like I am only 3681 existing during prayer. I cannot keep calling the computer a "retard" or a 3682 "nigger" IRL without guilt. As I said,life is a drug and prayer is reality. 3683 3684 Psychological trauma seems greater than pain expirenced in the path. I dont 3685 know why. I once poked my below my eye but it doesnt pain me now. 3686 3687 11-25-24 Pt.3 3688 3689 People conflate devotion with going dumb. Devotion could be writing or 3690 studying cool stuff. Or making paintings 3691 3692 3693 11-25-24 Pt.2 3694 3695 NOTE: Im pretty sure Chris Chan had a "backpage" profile,he was "Carlos 3696 Chantlor" or something 3697 3698 11-25-24 Pt.1 3699 3700 I have no mother or father figure in my life. My dad told me I am on the 3701 spectrum but my therapist told me I am Austistic. I think that I am autistic. I 3702 wish sometimes I wasnt because I am a retard. I am too retarded to be afforded 3703 moral copability for my failures in life and a "helping hand" is mandated. I get 3704 paid 8 hours a week for working 9-2 everyday so I make about 1/3 of what I work 3705 because I am a retard. Women offically have it better than retards which is ok. 3706 3707 Its not slavery,its me being a retard who volenteers more than he works. I am 3708 "praciticing" working because I am a retard. I could easily work a real job 3709 probably. I have been doing this for more than 2(maybe 3) years. I could have 3710 made more money at McDonalds and possibly be able to do non-retarded things with 3711 the money like order prostitutes or something. In high school I heard about a 3712 website called backpage. 3713 3714 3715 11-24-24 Pt.2 3716 3717 People will kill then sleep peacefully. I sleep unpeacefully. I feel guilt for 3718 being a poo poo brain. I feel guilt when looking into my fish tank and seeing 3719 creatures swiming around aimlessly 3720 3721 11-24-24 Pt.1 3722 3723 Windows has a 32bit and 64bit registry. I had to use SetRegView 64 on NSIS to 3724 set the install directory while packagin' Aiwnios for windows. I had a dream 3725 there was a rap guy. 3726 3727 11-23-24 Pt.2 3728 3729 I saw cool people working in the factory https://walzr.com/IMG_0001. I want to 3730 go work in a factory where I can do manual labor. I could met some nice people 3731 in the factory I suppose. I dont like towns. I like cities because they have 3732 lots of cool people who like swag. 3733 3734 Towns are too condensed. I dislike them and there are no Jain Temples in 3735 towns. Its weird because the ascetics wouldnt like cities because they were in 3736 the woods seeking liberation. The poor has morphed into city people. 3737 3738 3739 11-23-24 Pt.2 3740 3741 Society requires a consensus of values to be a society. If no one knows how to 3742 speak or interact with each-other then it is poopy. This is why societies have 3743 councils of people who think about how to do things. In Burger-istan(USA) they 3744 do what the vague and undefined "people" want the politicians to do. 3745 3746 A goverment should be ruled by morals. Someone who strugles with morality is 3747 greater than someone who denies morality's existence althougter. Without a 3748 concrete morality you get sufferering. The naysayers will deny the suffering and 3749 call me a "Nigger Rights Advocate" if I lived in the 1800s. I love most black 3750 people. They talk cool(as a hueristic). 3751 3752 11-23-24 Pt.1 3753 3754 Oral traditions are how knowledges reaches you. They say the Quran is God's 3755 word but it has not been orally transmitted in a coherant manner. There are 7 3756 canonical recitations of the supposedly most holy bookm ever. I think Islam is 3757 retarded due to having no teacher-student/preist-student type of deal. If you 3758 think God elected you to go apeshit then its fair game I guess. 3759 3760 In (Orthodox and Catholic) chruches there is a power heirarchy that is 3761 described as the "rock of peter" or something. You are not allowed to go apeshit 3762 without permission from the Church so it is good. It makes no sense to deny oral 3763 tradition and "jump the gun" because you think God wants you to go apeshit. 3764 3765 Jainism is an oral tradition. I bow to the teachers,but I think I might be 3766 doomed to go a little apeshit because I havent found a teacher. I do not read 3767 "too holy" scripture because I dont have a teacher so I am eating whatever 3768 breadcrumbs I find. 3769 3770 11-22-24 Pt.1 3771 3772 The Shitpit makes people smile I hear. I am working on an AI for TempleOS. I 3773 dont know how it will be useful. There was once a guy who would go around and do 3774 graffiti. He made people happy with his graffiti. Spray painting the nigger word 3775 on your local KFC is a great way to spread joy distrubed souls. I say that the 3776 purpose of graffiti is not for attention,it is for self-validation. When you 3777 spray paint "I was here" it serves as an expression of reality to oneself. 3778 People like to express reality. Thats why the anceints wrote epic stories. 3779 3780 I am dumb so I will be the kind of guy to spray-paint "Gourmet Nigger Chow" on 3781 KFC. I dont know if this counts as artistic expression though. Tik Tok is made 3782 so people can express reality. I wish the bar-to-entry to taller so we dont end 3783 up with mass-retarding of girls on tiktok dancing. I think it is boring to see 3784 instagram because PornHub is better for seeing sexy women. PornHub's search 3785 feature is dogshit though. 3786 3787 11-21(SAVAGE DAY)-24 Pt.2 3788 3789 If I miss a 21(SAVAGE) day im probably dead or in a mental hospital 3790 3791 11-21(SAVAGE DAY)-24 Pt.1 3792 3793 I cant figure out clipping so it's back to ray tracing. Perhaps ray trace 3794 every block jk. That is dumb. It's hard to render cordnates behind the camera. 3795 Abandoned renderer. The problem is lines that are partially behind the camera. I 3796 dont know. I cannot help myself here. I spent a night and today trying to figure 3797 it out. See DrawQuad. 3798 3799 11-19-24 Pt.2 3800 3801 Half-Life 2 got updated. 3802 3803 11-19-24 Pt.1 3804 3805 It is a virtue to set limitiations with oneself. I will try to not think about 3806 the n word for awhile. I sometimes write on my leg about the things I think for 3807 the morning. I will write to get tough with customers who are poo poo brains 3808 because it is my job; I am too nice. 3809 3810 People represent faith through the flesh. What you get is sometimes confused 3811 because reality is confusing. KanYe is a good example of a confused person like 3812 me. The desire for truth is a quest and we must sacrifice to go on a quest. Just 3813 as thorns grow on a rose,a quest for truth comes with pain. The difference 3814 between an rose and truth is that you may not like what you find. 3815 3816 There is 2 selfs,the self I see and the self others see.No one thinks I think 3817 evil things. I think people find it jarring when I open my mouth. I remember one 3818 time I was "Pushin P/retard faggot"(or something) and someone(who I seen on the 3819 road) who was going to work at my retard house heard it an I dont know what she 3820 thought about it. She said Aiwnios looked like DOS. 3821 3822 11-18-24 Pt.1 3823 3824 I saw Mexicans at work who didnt know english. Donald Trump might deport them 3825 if they are illegal aliens. I am thinking that the law regarding aliens can 3826 exist but not be enforced. If a parent says ,"Dont get a girl pregnant at 16 or 3827 I will disown you" then he does it,it would do no good for the pregnany girl 3828 and the retarded son if he is disowned and made homeless. 3829 3830 It would be unethical to say "Go get a girl pregnant at 16"(or implicitly 3831 allow it) and it would be unethical to disown a retarded son who got a girl 3832 pregant at 16. Both are bad options. The best option is to have a rule and not 3833 enforce it unless the son is extra retarded and gets 2 girls pregnant 3834 3835 I cannot solve the mexican problem but the best I can do is serve them with a 3836 smile. 3837 3838 11-16-24 Pt.2 3839 3840 Gay people are entitled to rights. I think it is good that gay people are the 3841 most pressing issue in political discussion,but I am ashamed that World War 3 3842 might happen and gay people are the bigger issue. I am glad we have Donald Trump 3843 as the next President 3844 3845 3846 11-16-24 Pt.1 3847 3848 People will say they admire others until they are forced to do admirable acts 3849 themselves. There are people who do dismiss virtue as "poo poo brain mentality" 3850 while having nothing admirable about them. 3851 3852 Victimhood is a curse and not a virtue. It seems people who deny virtue can 3853 only see victimhood and not heros. Tragedy is trajedy and must be cured by 3854 virtue. 3855 3856 Have you pained yourself. It is hard to do. I bow to those who do things I 3857 cannot do. Retards condemn soldiers who fight for their freedom because they are 3858 retards. They say ,"This isnt for me". They are right,virtue isnt for retards. 3859 3860 Jake Paul informed me about Kamala Haris's retarded plot against men. She is 3861 deviod of virtue as she said that the goverment does not make laws against men. 3862 She is a retard because the selective serivce is one and a big one. 3863 3864 Infanticide (aka abortion) is a bigger issue for her. She is deviod of virtue. 3865 3866 Good people dont ask for favors. Still I wish to be in their company. There 3867 was once a really bad guy named Dremoh but he was a charistmatic dude who was 3868 funny. He would steal people's Steam accounts but he was funny.Despite this I 3869 still admire him for some reason. 3870 3871 The point is,people who serve do it for virtuous reasons,unvirtuous people are 3872 not laypeople,they are the deniers of virtue. 3873 3874 Go serve homeless people before whinning about a womans right to commit 3875 infanticide at the expense of starting wars you dont have to fight 3876 3877 11-15-24 Pt.1 3878 3879 In shcool they seperate boys and girls when teaching them about puberty. 3880 Society is a gaint shit pit where people are seperated when giving teachings. 3881 Muslims have Mosques,Christians have Chruches. Society has not matured past 3882 pubery. I will say that Islam is retarded,but the outside world does not see 3883 this due to seperation. 3884 3885 Jainism is a peaceful religion. Go read the Quran before discusing Islam. The 3886 Qurans reads like it was written by someone who cant read the Bible,but it 3887 trying to rewrite the Bible. Thats why it feels "natural" to people who havent 3888 read any other religious text. 3889 3890 The Quran makes no sense. The sadistic Allah entity will torture you forever 3891 for not believing in him. The morality is black and white. Basically "dont kill 3892 others,Muslims" the verse condemning murder only applies to other Muslims. 3893 Stealing is a big sin too. 3894 3895 The Quran's only big selling point is that it is the "true religion" and thats 3896 why people believe in it. 3897 3898 Jainism's canon reads like an instruction manual for not killing things in 3899 some places and a story book in others. Canon is what remains from the 3900 Tirhankars,but there is less empathsis on canon and creating new scripture is 3901 ok. It is an "oral tradition". Islam is also an "oral tradition" but denies it 3902 because "it is from Allah end of story". 3903 3904 The Quran is actually not a (single) book,it is 7 canonical readings of a 3905 "single" text that no one knows how to recite. 3906 3907 3908 11-14-24 Pt.1 3909 3910 I dont know if it is worth it to feed homeless people. Do you feed them,no? I 3911 have no reason to but I do. I dont know if Kanye does charity work. He has lots 3912 of money. If I loose my job it will be good for me. They say its good to dance 3913 in the rain. It is good to enjoy the pain. If I am homeless and want 3914 food,yelling "NIGGER" in Walmart(TM) is a good way to get arrested and get food. 3915 3916 I feel the effects of moraltality and improper action. 3917 3918 11-11-24 Pt.2 3919 3920 I have a poo poo brain mentality. The deeper symtoms of it involve poop. 3921 3922 3923 3924 3925 <26>3926 3927 3928 3929 3930 3931 3932 3933 3934 3935 3936 3937 3938 3939 3940 3941 3942 3943 3944 3945 3946 3947 3948 3949 3950 11-11-24 Pt.1 3951 3952 I censored Shit Trump. I may make a "dumb terminal" DolDoc thing with 3953 GrTextBase. I found a breadboard at work and Im excited. 3954 3955 11-9-24 Pt.2 3956 3957 True guilt is action. People measure internal feelings by action. A movie 3958 where people think would be boring. 3959 3960 On TV there is a show called catfish where people pretend to be someone else. 3961 This is sad. Thier relationship never leaves the "thought" stage. Thier 3962 relationship is fundamentally not real due to lack of action. 3963 3964 I think alot. 3965 3966 11-9-24 Pt.1 3967 3968 /* Whoops censored again */ 3969 3970 ChatGPT says: 3971 3972 3973 In the United States, there is no law that specifically prohibits drawing a 3974 public figure, such as former President Donald Trump, in a pool of poop or in 3975 any other form of artistic expression. The First Amendment of the U.S. 3976 Constitution protects freedom of speech and expression, including artwork, 3977 unless it crosses into areas like defamation, obscenity, or incitement to 3978 violence, which would have legal consequences. 3979 3980 So, in general, you have the right to create such an artwork. However, it's 3981 always a good idea to be aware of potential defamation laws or the context in 3982 which you're publishing or displaying the work, especially if it could be seen 3983 as harmful or offensive. Defamation refers to false statements that damage 3984 someone's reputation, but as long as the work is considered artistic expression 3985 and not making false or malicious claims, it's likely protected. 3986 3987 If you're planning to use the image for commercial purposes, keep in mind issues 3988 like copyright, trademarks, and potential harm to reputation, which could invite 3989 legal scrutiny in certain contexts. But as far as free speech and artistic 3990 freedom go, such a drawing would likely be legal. 3991 3992 3993 11-8-24 Pt.2 3994 3995 Kim Jong X Shit Crossover coming soon. People talk about how good 3996 vulnerability is. I am vulnerable. I think about shit and draw pictures of shit. 3997 If the goverment is watching my vulnerability will grow into reality. Fuck it. 3998 3999 I am sick of people only being depicted vulnerable in fiction. On TV you see 4000 depictions of the violatile nature of human existance,but people cannot rarley 4001 tell their true feelings of vulnerability in real life. I want to change this. 4002 4003 I dont know if it is ok(er) to be deranged and not express it or to express 4004 it. Like if some retard does a sin then doesnt actually realize it's wrong,is it 4005 best to call him a retard or try to convince him he is wrong. I deal with people 4006 at work like this sometimes. 4007 4008 I am in error for drawing the Trump X Shit crossover. I am simply drawing what 4009 I think onto reality. 4010 4011 4012 11-8-24 Pt.1 4013 4014 Trump X Shit crossover. 4015 4016 <27>4017 4018 4019 4020 4021 4022 4023 4024 4025 4026 4027 4028 4029 4030 4031 4032 4033 4034 4035 4036 4037 4038 4039 4040 4041 4042 4043 4044 4045 11-6-24 Pt.2 4046 4047 I feel paranoia regarding morality. I think bad things but I dont express them 4048 to others. It has been said others think bad things,so its ok. This may be the 4049 case but it does not justify my bad thinking. I think about the n word and 4050 stuff. I dont know what others think about. 4051 4052 11-6-24 Pt.1 4053 4054 I saw a video on Youtube about women in prision. Movies tend to focus on the 4055 relationships of a person or things that most people can relate to. I feel 4056 paranoia when turning a facuet for water sometimes. How do you convey hunger on 4057 TV. You cant,you can easily convey the interactions between people on TV. 4058 4059 I feel I isolated and paraniod because I dont think about relationships. 4060 Fredrick Douglas who escaped slavery probably didnt care about relationships 4061 while on the run from his slave-owners. He probably felt paranoia for his own 4062 saftey. I feel this every day. I fear the med people and customers. 4063 4064 If my life was a movie which it wont be,I would imagine how one could convey 4065 the sense of social poo poo-ness present in me. I bet animals feel paranoia and 4066 not safety mostly. 4067 4068 4069 11-4-24 Pt.1 4070 4071 BUSSY means butt and not pussy. I am sorry for spreading misinformation 4072 regarding Trump grabbing em by the Bussy. I thought it meant (on discord) pussy 4073 because if I say PUSSY i might get banned. 4074 4075 4076 11-2-24 Pt.2 4077 4078 In MrChrootBSD I wait(2) for syscalls to end. When doing this a SIGKILL and 4079 it's homies may come while waiting for a syscall to end. This is a minor fix but 4080 still a ball buster. 4081 4082 11-2-24 Pt.1 4083 4084 Your new fav linux Distro, yiffOS.gay. I dont hate furries,I wish there was 4085 more info. The dude is also making a cool MacOS OS system for PowerPC machines 4086 4087 11-2-24 Pt.1 4088 4089 I did some savage optimizations on the FrogsEngine,I have removed a sort of 4090 "trampoline" function. I dont use ... to often,I use a pointer to the arguments 4091 for drake Massive speed gains on RISC-V. Im writing a RISCV-Assembler for 4092 aiwnios,it will be 21 Savage lit. ARM assembler will be a ball buster,but I have 4093 the opcodes in a CSV file. 4094 4095 I will write things on my leg during Samayika so I dont forget them the next 4096 day. I sold like $15 worth of stuff at work. I am too nice so I make good deals. 4097 I make deals that are too good(for the customer). I doubt the boss would like me 4098 selling things for cheap sort of. The prices are not exactly defined so I dont 4099 know sometimes. 4100 4101 I find reading scripture during prayer to be a good thing to do. Terry kept a 4102 text he read from that wasnt the Bible. I cant blame him,I cannot fit the whole 4103 of reality on my mind,but a book can(or at least most of it). 4104 4105 There was this negrophobic Indian guy on club cyberia who took intrest in my 4106 RISCV-assembler. 2 days ago I dressed up as a wizard for halloween. I went to 4107 the gas station to get tea on halloween and they were dressed as farmers. 4108 4109 I heard that the abstractions that people make regarding morality are what 4110 defines them. I'll draw: 4111 <28>4112 4113 4114 4115 4116 4117 4118 4119 4120 4121 4122 4123 4124 4125 4126 4127 4128 4129 4130 4131 4132 4133 4134 4135 4136 4137 4138 4139 4140 4141 4142 4143 4144 4145 10-31-24 Pt.1 4146 4147 Assholeian fuck poodles. Awhile ago I bought 2 1000 on amazon. 4148 4149 The time has come,time for me to buy this fucker once and for all 4150 DC-ROMA Pt.2 4151 4152 PS. US Customs,I NEED A FUCKING RISC-V LAPTOP. I WILL INSTALL NON-CHINESE 4153 SOFTWARE ON IT. You cannot serious expect that the linux kernel and (the 4154 userpsace) which mostly arent even fucking chinese to spy on you. I dont even 4155 work for the goverment so it doesnt matter if it is spying on me. Are you going 4156 to hold me at gunpoint and make me recompile the Linux kernel to use a sexy and 4157 voluptous RISC-V machine. 4158 4159 4160 10-30-24 Pt.3.5 4161 4162 There is nothing wrong with me. The psuedo-problem is that I bitch about 4163 meanial things. Matt Walsh once told a transgender person there is nothing wrong 4164 with him. If this was a biblical even as it very much could be,it would be a 4165 profound thing to say. The problem is not inside,or outside,it is a non-problem. 4166 4167 If I had some sort of mental obstruction,I would hear voices,or see demons. 4168 Instead I have nothing,which means my problems are non-existent. Its good to 4169 have no problems. The question is no longer,how to I fix myself but what do I 4170 do now. 4171 4172 10-30-24 Pt.3 4173 4174 News article that is intresting 4175 4176 10-30-24 Pt.2 4177 4178 It's halloween tommorow. I was compiling nanoBSD last night and X11 died for 4179 some reason idk. One time I had a costume I made as kid called a "foofie". It 4180 was a yellow H with a face on it. Somone thought I was a fence. I used to be 4181 obscessed with foofies as a kid because I am autistic. Ill draw a depiction of 4182 the foofie world 4183 <29>4184 4185 4186 4187 4188 4189 4190 4191 4192 4193 4194 4195 4196 4197 4198 4199 4200 4201 10-30-24 Pt.1 4202 4203 I have to transfer my SSH keys to my Thinkpad which is running FreeBSD 15.0 4204 current. I survived tar xvf'ing the base.txz and kenrel.txz to root and my 4205 computer didnt explode. Dont do it regardless. I was working on an EggPlant man 4206 for FrogsEngine. After I implement doors(again) I will make a proper 4207 introduction to FrogsEngine(the engine). 4208 4209 I feel that charactors have to be memorable to be good. I want the eggplant 4210 man to loose eggplant slices when hurt. This will indicate how much health he 4211 has. I think the poopmen,zombies and frogs are ok. When animating them i see 4212 that people see motion and not graphics. Do you remember every pixel of the doom 4213 enemies. 4214 4215 I am sick of enemies that either throw shit at you or bite you. I like the 4216 idea of the enviroment as an enemy. Or enemies changing the enivorment. Throwing 4217 Shit is ok for CPoopMan's. CZombie's can bite and its ok. 4218 4219 I think the eggplant man should explode on death and his eggplant slices will 4220 go everywhere. If he had long arms that could grab you that would be cool. 4221 4222 4223 10-27-24 Pt.1 4224 4225 I will return to working on FrogsEngine. People come togheter to pretend to 4226 have morals and in private they do evil things. The purpose of a faithles 4227 society is to allow austic people like me write shitpits. In religous 4228 communities they will confess thier sins to the muni's or gurus I think. This is 4229 ideal. People have the sense that reality is forigiving. Reality(or God as its 4230 called) is a "social entity"(not private). People associate the Gods with human 4231 interaction. You talk to the Gods in a human voice. You do human things to 4232 please him. This is all a public act in the playground of the Gods. 4233 4234 When you are isolated from the Holy Ones then you do evil things. The purpose 4235 of proper community is to not allow moral privacy. 4236 4237 10-26-24 Pt.1 4238 4239 SDL3 Returns 1 on success,SDL2 returns >=0 on success,what a ball buster. 4240 4241 10-25-24 Pt.1 4242 4243 Just as a child forgives his parents in the future but cries in the present 4244 ass he is slapped silly,I have abstract edpain out of my past pains. I feel bad 4245 for making abstractions of pain. I cannot relate to my past sufferings. I said 4246 nigger out loud today while installing FreeBSD 15.0-CURRENT. Not my proudest 4247 moment. 4248 4249 Suffering people have least abstract views of reality. They understand things 4250 that non-suffering people do. In some sense they have wisdom that others dont 4251 despite being insane lunatics who will do anything for relief. 4252 4253 My past pain is due to poo poo brain Allah mentality. 4254 4255 10-24-24 Pt.1 4256 4257 Im building all of my ports form source on FreeBSD. My computer have been on 4258 and active since last night. 4259 4260 4261 10-24-24 Pt.1 4262 4263 -] Worst Things about Unix(Non-exuastive) 4264 4265 -] pid_t's and LWP's 4266 4267 In the old days computers had 1 core,but you could run multiple processes 4268 on them. 21. Now a computer can have multiple cores. LWP(Leightr weight 4269 processes) have the same process ID but use multiple cores. in ptrace(2) you 4270 can use LWP ids in FreeBSD,but you have to wait(2) for the process to stop 4271 if you start/stop a thread of a process. Make sure the stopped thread isnt 4272 fucking randomly selected(I am not making this up,man ptrace) 4273 4274 Is it that hard to LWP's into "pid"s or something,like just have an 4275 OS-level wrapper for LWP's that make them look like PIDs. How fucking 4276 frankenstien like is it to have LWP's in a process. 4277 4278 -] wait(2)'s and signal(7) SIGCHLD's 4279 4280 A process will push P,when its state changes it sends a SIGCHLD to the 4281 parent. To make maters worse,there is wait(2) which waits for a thing to 4282 change. Have fun when wait invalidates of SIGCHLD for a poo poo lump. 4283 4284 4285 4286 10-23-24 Pt.1 4287 4288 Volenteering is a good way to feel less alive. I volenteer more now. I was 4289 asked why I volenteer and i said because i have nothing else better to do. I 4290 will bear the weight of volenteering. It is important to not make abstractions 4291 on death and dying. 4292 4293 Action doesnt require results. A person who wants the attention of a woman 4294 doesnt deserve it just beacuse he wants it. Its called rape to say otherwise. 4295 Likewise,If i volenteer more and waste my life,I am screwing myself by my own 4296 volition. People who demand things are ideological rapists. I will demand 4297 nothing by volenteerring more of my time. 4298 4299 Society funds itself. People like stories of people. People like to see people 4300 in things. I am austisic so I believe I am impaired in this regard. 4301 4302 I see people go to retard zoos called psych wards because they are bad. I want 4303 to scream nigger sometimes but it is bad. Sane and suicidcal people who are 4304 actually suicidal would know that you should buy a gun and keep your mouth 4305 closed. Insane retard zoo animals have mental breakdowns,they get sent to the 4306 retard zoo. I see that I should overcome my retardation and accept a cruel 4307 reality that suicide isnt an option. If you are in the process of killing 4308 someone,it is a good idea to stop. It is stronger to stop killing someone once 4309 you started than to cowardy finish the job. 4310 4311 You might be wondering,why? Typically when thigns change there is a reason. We 4312 tend to look for a good reason. A good reason doesnt exist,so you are stuck with 4313 a bad reason. You might even get no reason. 4314 4315 10-22-24 Pt.1 4316 4317 Unix is a shitpit of an system. There was no threads on original unix I would 4318 assume because LWP(lieght-weight-Processes) were added later clearly. Windows is 4319 fragmented but unix requires you to read man pages. I remember when writing 3 4320 days I would use libraries to do things for me. I read the man pages like 4321 ptrace(2) and wait4(2) or libprocstat(3). It helps alot to not have abstraction. 4322 I like compilers and assembly so if I can do stuff via a syscall you know im 4323 gunna do it. 4324 4325 Ptrace is kind of stupid but it is good. In C++ (ideally) allows abstraction. 4326 Members are like "global" variables that exist within a class. It would be nice 4327 for MrChrootBSD to have been written in C++ maybe . I have 2 globals called 4328 mc_current_pid and mc_current_tid. If they were put in a the ToSCX could be a 4329 method. 4330 4331 I like the idea of globals because it reduces argument passing(reduces the 4332 area for error 21). Also it makes sense.If I learned anything about 4333 programming,its about how you represent the data. And it makes sense to either 4334 put it in a struct of have a global state(functions are constant you know). 4335 4336 FreeBSD has a strong oral tradition. I do enjoy using it,I like having a 4337 canoical userspace that shows how to use the APIs. I like just grepin' through 4338 /usr/src to find usages of my favorite APIs. 4339 4340 Is it usable. It boots on some of my machines and has WIFI. It is super easy 4341 to install. 4342 4343 One extremely sexy feature is ktrace. It is a godsend for debugging kernel 4344 stuff. It lists the system calls,arguments,faults and other Savage things 4345 4346 One thing I want to do with MrChrootBSD is a docker thing,this is for the 4347 future. For now,i will best focus on getting a working product 4348 4349 Unix is bit of a cluster fuck. There are soooo many ways a thing can fail and 4350 set the errno. The final(?) source of MrChrootBSD will be tests for errnos. 4351 4352 4353 4354 10-21(SAVAGE)-24 Pt.1 4355 4356 I was working on MrChrootBSD,but i have religious duties to perform so I will 4357 make this entry short. I need to make open(2) account for O_READ/O_WRITE so 4358 (emulated)users cant overwrite the stuff in the chroot. 4359 4360 I will also need to do "smart" handling of file permisions of newly created 4361 files. doas works along with adduser(outside of the above bug with perms on 4362 open(2)). 4363 4364 I wish the FreeBSD project supplied base.txz of 14.1-RELEASE-p5. I just get 4365 14.1-RELEASE base-ball. 4366 4367 There is think is a tool for generating pkgs from ports,i will read about it 4368 later. 4369 4370 10-20-24 Pt.1 4371 4372 I must repent from thinking of extra-terrestrials as aliens who want to anal 4373 probe me. It is an innapropraite and un-jainly thing to assume all 4374 extra-terrestrials want to probe my asshole. I bet the aliens are more 4375 liberation minded than humans and wouldnt anal-probe lesser beings. 4376 4377 10-19-24 Pt.1 4378 4379 On BSD (and presumably linux), you dont need WRITE permision on a file to move 4380 it. Only the directory needs write permision. You are moving the pointer on disk 4381 and not modifing the file,so i guess it makes sense. 4382 4383 Weird but true 4384 4385 10-18-24 Pt.3 4386 4387 FreeBSD x Linux are just CP/M on steroids. 4388 4389 4390 <30>4391 4392 4393 4394 4395 4396 4397 4398 4399 4400 4401 4402 4403 4404 4405 4406 4407 4408 4409 4410 4411 4412 4413 4414 4415 10-18-24 Pt.2 4416 4417 A evil child is lesser than a righteous slave that was bought. A good person 4418 can make a distinction between the two. Place and value are seperate things. By 4419 lessening attachment to useless things we find value. I will volenteer more 4420 hopefully. 4421 4422 10-18-24 Pt.1 4423 4424 FreeBSD's builtin dbopen(3) doesnt have a db_dump for hash(3). I tried these 4425 programs 4426 4427 -] Programs 4428 4429 -] db_dump-5 4430 4431 failed 4432 4433 -] db_dump-5.3 4434 4435 failed 4436 4437 -] db_dump-185 4438 4439 failed 4440 4441 -] db_dump-185.3 4442 4443 failed 4444 4445 -] file 4446 4447 /home/clayton/MrChrootBSD/perms.db: Berkeley DB 1.85 (Hash, version 2, 4448 native byte-order) 4449 4450 4451 4452 10-17-24 Pt.2 4453 4454 Its alien season and I cant stop thinking about anal probes. I cant focus. 4455 4456 4457 10-15-24 Pt.2 4458 4459 I was workin on MrChrootBSD tonight. I hope I can figure out file perms sort 4460 of. It would be like a chroot with full multi-user file-permisions if i can 4461 figure it out 4462 4463 10-15-24 Pt.1 4464 4465 Im only receptive to things that are bad for me. People will claim truth until 4466 they are caught stealing cookies form a cookie jar. I can only truly feel evil 4467 when I feel like I have been cuaght stealing cookies. I live in sort of morality 4468 biazarro world where I do nothing,leading to no good or bad karma for me to 4469 suffer by. I live in a morally bizzare world where 21 Savage can rap about drugs 4470 and its ok because he is lit rapper guy. I literraly told someone at work I 4471 listen to 21 savage and they thought it was cool. If I was (completely)honest I 4472 would have said "Rucka Rucka Ali". 4473 4474 In high school someone asked,"what is it like to live with a gun to your 4475 head". I said "being religious". I wasnt lying at the time. Living in fear of 4476 eternal hellfire is weird. Living with a gun to your head gives you a weird 4477 tan-line. 4478 4479 10-14-24 Pt.2 4480 4481 Im one of the good ones. I wonder if it is preferable to masturbate to sonic 4482 the hedgehog porn(defacto austistic behavior) or express myself (honestly). 4483 4484 10-14-24 Pt.1 4485 4486 I best volenteer more to feed more homeless people. People remember columbus 4487 for discovering america or something. People best remember him for his 4488 accomplishment rather than the fact he killed people(according to my freind when 4489 I was in school). I dislike when people make movies about math people. I dont 4490 give a fuck about thier story,I care about thier work. It is morally abhorent to 4491 abstract the essence of one's teachings and say ,"this dude had a hard life". 4492 People are suckers for lore. If I say "I am a retard who wrote a 4493 compiler",people will focus on the fact that I overcame(?) mental illness and 4494 confusion rather than I wrote a sexy compiler. 4495 4496 Masking your origins/properties/essence is the optimal way to be a legend. I 4497 on the other hand am just a retard who wrote a compiler. I am not a legend but 4498 my accomplismets are somewhat impressive 21. JK Im sitting on the back of 4499 gaints. Gaints crush retarded people maybe. 4500 4501 Did I tell you about detirminism. Retards fear it. They says its unfair. The 4502 fact is retards are suffering moral retardation which means they are incapable 4503 of acting morally to the same degree as a normal person. If you want evidence of 4504 this heuristic look at this website 4505 4506 4507 Do you see retard judges or retard prohpets,or do you see judges and prophets 4508 serving retards. I feel guilt for saying this. 4509 4510 4511 Ill be frank,I dont know whats worse,seeing my kind getting a slap on the 4512 wirst or being denied moral copability for my sins. 4513 4514 10-13-24 Pt.1 4515 4516 I thought about African shit huts today. Im trying to look within,but if I 4517 look too deep I will find the sauce within, I feel that I am anaware if I am 4518 suppost to be thinking about self or abstracting the priorities of 4519 myse'lf(thinkinhg about African shit huts) outward to instead think about 4520 things that dont involve african shit huts. Ill be frank,there are shit huts 4521 both outside in my mind and inside,so im not sure which one to fix first. 4522 4523 10-12-24 Pt.2 4524 4525 Abstraction from oneself clouds one's priorities. It is bad to live in a 4526 fantasy void where self is abstracted out of self. 4527 4528 10-12-24 Pt.1 4529 4530 Digging a more shalow hole is a good thing. I say "retard" alot. Feeding dung 4531 beatles is good for the dung beatles. I must feed my own kind despite how others 4532 may view it. Im pretty sure there are shit huts in Africa too. (Maybe) they feed 4533 the cattle for shit and build shit huts. 4534 <31>4535 4536 4537 4538 4539 4540 4541 4542 4543 4544 4545 4546 4547 4548 4549 4550 4551 4552 Im getting a cold dose of reality,there may not truly be anyone like me. I see 4553 this in the psuedo help I get from people where they assume (rightfully) that I 4554 am retarded and by ways can be changed via encouragement,and "help" is delegated 4555 to therapists who are proxies for complaints. 4556 4557 Just as a man feels a pain only by himself,he dies alone. Others can only 4558 relate,the best thing we can do is relate. 4559 4560 4561 10-11-24 Pt.1 Remorse 4562 4563 I cannot bear the weight of existence. I may stop working on computers. I 4564 cannot kill bacteria with their heat. Life is an illusion. I heard ignorance is 4565 bliss,I think it's true. 4566 4567 10-9-24 Pt.2 Birthday 4568 4569 Microsoft Windows probably sucks due to these reasons. 4570 -] Reasons 4571 4572 -] Little or no File buffering 4573 4574 Most OS'es will store writes to RAM in disk. Once the OS finds a good time 4575 it will then write the RAM to disk. This saves lots of time as harddisks are 4576 way slower than RAM. 4577 4578 Windows probably doesnt do this as accessing ifles in Windows is slow as 4579 fuck 4580 4581 -] Not using syscalls 4582 4583 ALmost everything in othodox windows doesn not use syscalls. In Unix 4584 almost all the functions biol down to a syscall so there is no overhead. 4585 Windows's functions are mostly userspace and require handels. TempleOS even 4586 does Raw Block writing so there is little abstraction. Windows MANDATES you 4587 use HANDLE's for about everything so you have tyo allocate a handle,the OS 4588 will have to register it then you can write to a file. Linux has 1 layer of 4589 abstraction ,Windows has 2 ,TempleOS has like 0 4590 <32>4591 4592 4593 4594 4595 4596 4597 4598 4599 4600 4601 4602 4603 4604 4605 4606 4607 4608 4609 4610 4611 4612 4613 4614 4615 4616 4617 -] NT(Fragmentation)S 4618 4619 TempleOS mostly stores all files as 1 file on disk. Windows splits up the 4620 files into "peices" then wrties them to disk 4621 <33>4622 4623 4624 4625 4626 4627 4628 4629 4630 4631 4632 4633 4634 4635 4636 10-9-24 Pt.1 Birthday 4637 4638 Microsoft windows is borderline unusable garbage. The file-access speed is 4639 slow. It is living in year 2000 in terms of usable software. It runs like shit. 4640 It is also unethically marketed because the peice of garbage is pre-installed on 4641 computers so its a "tax". 4642 4643 It performs worse than linux which costs money, It performs worse than 4644 FreeBSD. It performs worse than HaikuOS. If the purpose of Operating Systems is 4645 to move files around use FreeDOS. If your only (paid) job is to move files 4646 around then do a good job. 4647 4648 I am about to promise the Gods that I will not buy Windows 11. This 4649 software(Windows) is unethically dumb. Imagine if a President made himself look 4650 good then commited a mass genocide. Ok maybe not that bad but it still fucking 4651 sucks I am "forced"(OEM pre-installed) to indirectly pay for this garbage. 4652 4653 <34>4654 4655 4656 4657 4658 4659 4660 4661 4662 4663 4664 4665 4666 4667 4668 4669 4670 4671 4672 4673 PS. All computers do the same thing except for windows which is dog shit 4674 4675 4676 10-7-24 Pt.2 Samayika 4677 4678 My thoughts are not deep. They are simply far out in the ocean but not deep. 4679 4680 I say "retard" alot but I dont think about it deeply. 4681 4682 4683 10-7-24 Pt.1 4684 4685 I played Mincraft classic and it was a borderline spirutual expirence 4686 listening to the old music. I miss it sort of. I was looking at the lighting for 4687 an idea of what to do with FrogsEngine. FrogsEngine will now have 16 levels of 4688 light via dithering. Dont expect anything fancy 4689 4690 10-6-24 Pt.3 4691 4692 A seed is planted,it bears no resemblance to its original form,yet the seed is 4693 more intresting of a contraption than a tree. The religion of the Tirhankaras 4694 cannot be dug up to say. It is not appropraite to try to dig up the morality 4695 plant when you can watch it grow.Only a fool would try to dig up his food plants 4696 for something delicious. The correct decision is to water the morality plant 4697 and then eat it's fruits. 4698 4699 <35>4700 4701 4702 4703 4704 4705 4706 4707 4708 4709 4710 4711 4712 4713 4714 4715 4716 4717 4718 4719 4720 4721 10-6-24 Pt.2 4722 4723 There is an art to ritual. Remembering the Holy ones is imporants because it 4724 seems ignorances causes pain to follow a bee's sting. By remembering our true 4725 nature,we can avoid bees. I will ask Akesios for mantras to recite before 4726 various things. 4727 4728 10-6-24 Pt.1 4729 4730 I am a poo poo head. Conquest of the self deosnt happen through traditional 4731 means,its happens through nothingness. Walking away from barking dogs is better 4732 than reasoning with them. A decisive man picks his battles wisely. 4733 4734 9-31-24 Pt.2 4735 4736 "ambulare in animo". To wander in one's mind. 4737 4738 9-31-24 Pt.1 4739 4740 Divine morality has been obscured by the ages and famine. It is for this 4741 reason we must not abdandon the morality but strive harder than ever to preserve 4742 it. A partial win is better than no win. 4743 4744 9-31-24 Pt.2 4745 4746 Dreams signify the collapse of daytime. The waking hour signifies the collapse 4747 of fantasy. It is improper to hold onto dreams as it is improper to hold onto a 4748 meaningless Samsara reality. Words fly by too fast to be heard by the unlearned 4749 just as wise word are seldom known. The end of both dream and reality begins at 4750 liberation 4751 4752 9-31-24 Pt.1 4753 4754 -] Decreteum Compilerum I 4755 4756 1. Res finitus sunt. 4757 2. Formamentum sunt haut. 4758 3. Res creat e formamentis abditis 4759 4. Animi abditi est 4760 5. Sunt animos mutationes formamentorum 4761 6. Mutatio formamentorum sunt discursum 4762 7. Tela tenet unus fila ilico. Duo fila existit haut ubi unus existat. 4763 8. ,sed fila existat juxta alius fila. 4764 9. Unus corpus teneat haut alius positum. 4765 10.Corpus tenet diversum animos quando diversum positum existit. 4766 11.Animus est juxta diversum animos hac tela tenet diversum fila. 4767 12.idem animi sunt omnia animos in diversum positum. 4768 4769 4770 4771 9-30-24 Pt.1 4772 4773 -] Doctrine of Compilers Book 1 4774 4775 1. Things are finite. 4776 2. Representations are not 4777 3. There are seen and unseen matter 4778 4. Things are composed of represenations of unseen matter 4779 5. Soul is unseen 4780 6. Soul is volatile representation of forms 4781 7. The mutatbility of forms consistute process. 4782 8. Things has position and process 4783 9. A spider web has 1 thread of 1 thread of web at once. They cannot coexist 4784 at once 4785 10. Threads adjacent to one other occupy the same space,they insersect. 4786 11. A mind cannot contain two states at once. 4787 12. A mind can have multiple states when in different positions. 4788 13. A minds state ia adjacent to multiple differing states just as a web is 4789 composed of different threads. 4790 14. A mind with the same contents is the same at one time or another,they are 4791 seperated by position 4792 4793 <36>4794 4795 4796 4797 4798 4799 4800 4801 4802 4803 4804 4805 4806 4807 4808 4809 4810 4811 4812 4813 4814 4815 4816 4817 4818 9-29-24 Pt.1 4819 4820 Kanye is a good rapper because his music is like a stream of consciousness 4821 that reflects some of our leser expresed aspects of ourselves while also 4822 introspecting upon it. In his song "I thought about killing you",he does what 4823 many rappers do but with a twist,he seems honest. I delves into the psyche of a 4824 something I assume many are unwilling to express. He talks about he is suicidal 4825 and because he loves someone more than than him self we feels homicidial. 4826 4827 His music feeels like a weird expirence. In society,we call extermists of 4828 weird weirdos. I think this means that be was impliying there is a lesser non 4829 extreme version of weird that is acceptable for normal people. Kanye is the 4830 embodiment of things about outselves we dont want to share 4831 4832 9-28-24 Pt.1 4833 4834 Denying truth of reality is a good way to become a fictional legend. Legends 4835 has ambgious origin stories that people wonder if they ever happened. Wanna-be 4836 legeneds have birth certificates. I suppose denying a real story is sometimes 4837 better than accepting reality. 4838 4839 Legends are tossed around through the ages are their epics are reduced to 4840 qoutes. Time is cruel. A would-be legend becomes legendary through fiction and a 4841 legend becomes ordinary through talking to them. 4842 4843 9-26-24 Pt.2 4844 4845 Monks sit around all day and inspire others to do good things. I feel they 4846 help spiders and ants by doing nothing. I am bound by poo poo mentallity so to 4847 remedy my thinking I can unthink. Spiders think they are the shit but are 4848 feeble. 4849 4850 9-26-24 Pt.1 4851 4852 I often think about the n word but only in an abstract sense,it is hard to 4853 imagine non-conrete things. I believe that it has evolved past a slur and into 4854 an arechetype of suffering,yet I do believe it is more nuanced than just being a 4855 "bad" word. 4856 4857 No story exists outside of its settings and the lore of the n word is no 4858 excpetion. The n word (as history can recall to a limited degree) has 4859 historically been used to describe black people who have been oppressed. But 4860 regardless of the oppresive nature of the word itself,I do believe is a useful 4861 tool. Just as a person who cannot see cannot tell you about colors,a person 4862 cannot accurately discribe oppression without not only understand but using the 4863 n word. 4864 4865 I will elloborate,during my time as a muslim my family hated me because I was 4866 a white convert. I do believe that abstracting the evil out of racism to a 4867 degree is pointless for productive converstation; You cannot decribe evil by 4868 ignoring it. 4869 4870 It is often implied that only racists use the n word. I degress. I do believe 4871 society's taboo of saying the n word is warented,but not for de-facto reasons. I 4872 believe the n word can be used as a way to illistrate other forms of suffering 4873 by margianized groups 4874 4875 9-25-24 Pt.2 4876 4877 4878 I was in 12th grade when I first was exposed to ISSA Album by 21 Savage. I 4879 remeber seeing the pink album with the buring trees and thought about Christ 4880 because ISSA is the arabic name for Christ. 4881 4882 9-25-24 Pt.1 4883 4884 I wask asked if it saddens me to know I am going to die alone. There is a bit 4885 of truth to saying I will die alone. i do not view myself as alone because I 4886 have had vague experiences of masters who I admire. I find I admire the 4887 archetypes of people. you don't need a long 500 page story to relate to someone. 4888 People are not a substitute for the spiritual experience of relating to someone 4889 great. i do not need to define the color of someones eyes or even know them 4890 personally to love them 4891 4892 A guy on discord told me that it is "Schitzophrenic Abstraction". This is not 4893 the case. I am not schitzophrenic. In life there are boundaries in 4894 relationships. Two men may be seperated by distance or even hundreds of years 4895 and can still relate to eachother. In mind flesh is the boundary that governs 4896 thought. I literally live in a retard house and have not been diagnosed with 4897 shcitzophrenia. 4898 4899 9-24-24 Pt.1 4900 4901 The seeds to liberation are planted inside of us. We do not need stories to 4902 plant them,they only serve as reminders. I was asked "How does it feel to be 4903 autistic and kind of smart but not enough for anyone to appreachiate you." The 4904 fact is that I accept it. Much in the same way a dwarf cannot reach an apple on 4905 a tree,I cannot understand the whole of reality or how people work around me. I 4906 cannot find admiration from others so I am left with myself. 4907 4908 I can laugh at shit and piss and niggers. I saw a sexy black man on my phone 4909 in a dress but I accidently pressed the "file-downloaded" icon on my phone and 4910 someone saw the sexy muscular black man in a maid outfit on the phone. The point 4911 is that the self is immensly documented and the outside world inst. You see 4912 script kiddies making absolutley shitty code but it is all they are able to do 4913 due to the "mysterious unknown" of the computer world. You cannot work with what 4914 you do not have in the same way you cannot work with what you dont know. 4915 4916 9-23-24 Pt.1 4917 4918 Today I wil be critiqueing a response I got when I said that I dont like 4919 porn, I will start with the the reponse then I will get to the question 4920 4921 -] Reponse from Frog: 4922 4923 WHAT 4924 THE ACTUAL FUCK 4925 IS THIS 4926 ?? 4927 [Image of Kermit the frog] 4928 I don't even understand the question 4929 at the start of the paragraph he dislikes porn 4930 But it turns out it really isn't the porn he dislikes 4931 it's the fact that the cam girls fisting themselves are not expressing 4932 spiritual wisdom at the same time.. 4933 BRO 4934 @n00t 4935 what is going on brother 4936 porn is no substitute for a real relationship 4937 i don't even know what to say to this 4938 Like I'm legit stumped 4939 4940 First of all,I did not implicitly say that I want porn where women fisting 4941 thier poo poo holes expouse spiritual wisdom. What I said was an example of 4942 which involves women fisting their assholes while expressing notes on reality. 4943 An apple is a fruit but not all fruit are apples. 4944 4945 What I said was was I enjoy reality more than fiction,meaning I cannot relate 4946 to a dumb bitch pretending to enjoy sex.(Note 1) 4947 4948 Second of all,the fisting of the asshole and semantics of langauge are simply 4949 a mask for what matters most,a real life look into the soul of a real person 4950 expousing deep(perhaps spiritual or otherwise typically unspoked notes on 4951 reality). I cannot stand abstractions on sex that make sex into a cartoon which 4952 is what it feels like to watch stepmom incest fucker flicks. Its retarded(Note 4953 2) 4954 4955 Last of all,I never said that porn was to be a substitute for real 4956 relationships. I said that sexual bankrupty is a lack of expirence and not the 4957 choice of (said NON-EXISTENT) expirence.(Note 3) 4958 4959 -] Initial Statement from Nrootconauto 4960 4961 i dislike p. i dislike the unrealness of it. 4962 It's not sexy unless it feels real. 4963 it's the sexual equivalent to cartoons 4964 like efukt is real (cringe) but it's real so idk 4965 i can relate to camgirls who go on rants about how their God loves them and 4966 men and Jews are the issue 4967 i agree with the mentality and not the semantics of the statements 4968 like I feel like a camgirls who fists her asshole while talking about dharma 4969 and compilers 4970 and cycles of avarsipini and utsarpini 4971 and Gods too 4972 i feel a spiritual connection to such souls 4973 ill be frank. is it sexual bankruptcy to long for a camgirl who fists her 4974 asshole while discussing reality or to never have any other intimacy 4975 4976 4977 Get your fucking facts straight 4978 4979 9-22-24 Pt.1 4980 4981 If heaven is real im cloning myself when I get there to get more work done. I 4982 dont know if heaven has "Poopin Frogs" shit video games there though. If anyone 4983 is intrested in making a civilazation of Autistic people who make cool games 4984 email nrootconauto@gmail.com. 4985 4986 4987 4988 <37>4989 4990 4991 4992 4993 4994 4995 4996 4997 4998 4999 5000 5001 5002 5003 5004 5005 5006 5007 Living forever is weird because everyone on earth would die and it would get 5008 boring. Humans leave lots of shit behind. I remember moving and seeing all the 5009 unused shit my family had 5010 5011 9-21(SAVAGE)-24 Pt.2 5012 5013 Just as a bird seeks to travel the world,he is discouraged by the journey of 5014 snow and wind and heat of the deserts. I dont know if I am delusioned enough to 5015 think I have self control enough to not think about niggers and shit nad Rucka 5016 Rucka Ali. A snake is born from an egg and doesnt understand where he came 5017 from,but he terrorizes the world with his lack of knowledge. People who have 5018 morals are cultured. This peoples they were given or have otherwise found 5019 values. Cavemen are not cultured so they think about poop and niggers in thier 5020 mud huts. 5021 5022 9-21(SAVAGE)-24 Pt.1 5023 5024 Sinning is fun. I hope I just dont sin too much. People assume people become 5025 religious due to trauma. I dont think this is the case for me. People say its ok 5026 to kill people when they arent people. I have heard it be called beastiality to 5027 have sex with black people. The point is humanhood is he criteria for morality 5028 according to somepeople. 5029 5030 I volenteer 5 days a week feeding homeless pum pums. Some of the are rude and 5031 smell like ass. Good people help them but dont say "They are rude and smell like 5032 ass". I have stated an obvious fact. I am a fucked up person. This is an obvious 5033 fact. 5034 5035 I think it is best for goodness to be a good Jain and not make art because my 5036 art will reflect reality which is bad. Reality is a poo poo brain and a Samsara 5037 curse. people have an abstract method of evaluating good. Feed homeless retards 5038 and you are good. This is true and real. 5039 5040 9-20-24 Pt.1 5041 5042 Tommorrow is 21(SAVAGE) day again. I need to make 5043 The SmallTalk Serialization Code emit binary for better network sauce. Use 5044 CU8Set for easy access if you want to do it for me. Ill probably do it myself 5045 but idk. 5046 5047 9-19-24 Pt.2 5048 5049 I walked twice now i feel fatigued. Pain is an oppressor. Earth is an 5050 oppressor. Some people who were in pain created great works of art. I dont know 5051 how. Terry Davis went apeshit monk mode. When I was a muslim you werent allowed 5052 to apeshit mostly,i mean you were but not in a productive way. You werent 5053 allowed be a nun or monk because Muhammad didnt have monk mentallity. 5054 5055 What people lack in true faith they make up in aggression,people who dont 5056 understand what faith is(confuse it with objective reality) are poo poo brains. 5057 God might be real,this is why we have faith. Faith is a justified assumption. 5058 People who think he is 100% real are insane poo poo brains. 5059 5060 Faithless people who dont read scripture and condemn what they dont know are 5061 also poo poo heads. Terry Davis seemed to understand the meaning of faith when 5062 he said "If heaven is real and I walk in the sky...". I think he is a living 5063 example of faith and confusion about the world. 5064 5065 9-19-24 Pt.1 5066 5067 I love HolyC so much I should write the entirety of Poopin Frogs in it. I 5068 dislike smalltalk. I have spent the entirety of my adult life being retarded. 5069 5070 Doom is a work of art as it is written in C and doesnt use abstraction. 5071 Everything is a thinker. In the initial version of TOOM everything was slow 5072 because I was not using a grid with the things in it for collision detection(I 5073 was testing everything in the level). 5074 5075 Using smart data structures is good for performance. 5076 5077 9-18-24 Pt.1 5078 5079 Im tired. I was wondring how I wrote such shitty code checking free regions 5080 from 0x10000 only with VirtualQuery on windows. I had a weird bug with the 5081 "DoNothing" function not popping off the needed number of arguments off the 5082 stack so they were staying there. 5083 5084 9-17-24 Pt.2 5085 5086 I have no empathy for people. I only have guilt for my evils. I guess when 5087 people say I have no empathy they are saying that I am a poo poo brain. I have 5088 guily for not going full vegan mode. I dont have guilt for saying "retard" alot 5089 sort of. 5090 5091 The only moral hatred I have is against myself.In the times of great happinees 5092 people would turn self hatred into societal values. They would dilute guilt by 5093 mixing thier sins into the lake of discorse. 5094 5095 A valuesless society is one where selves defend themselves. They say "I deny 5096 this sin.". A Good person will claim evil. They will compel 5097 self-morality-defense and deny virtue. They will ask "Why did you spend lots of 5098 time doing X,you have alterior motives". This is not the case. 5099 5100 9-17-24 Pt.1 5101 5102 Arihants have destroyed thier inner enemies and have conquered themselves. 5103 Self-disassocaition is a good way to fuck yourself over. Abstracting your 5104 problems out of reality denies the self(who has the problems). Egotism thrives 5105 when denying aspects of the self. A fool can say "I am not that sort of strange" 5106 while being an other form of strange. Objective analysis is good for removing 5107 egotism 5108 5109 9-16-24 Pt.1 5110 5111 I rejected bying candy today,I feel this is good. Part of being a Jain is 5112 adopting Jain values. I feel foreign desire is easy to reject but internal 5113 desire is not. Arihants are those who have conquered their inner enemies. 5114 5115 I feel candy is a foriegn desire as it is located at the dollar store,Food is 5116 all around me at home so it is harded to observe Psodharvrata. I will work on 5117 the DOOM-2 port sometime but not now. I cant stand the controls that I made,so 5118 Aiwnios will run it savage mode with mouse locking 5119 5120 9-15-24 Pt.1 5121 5122 Poo poo brains make edited movies about things. They make movies about fiction 5123 and non-fiction. Poo poo brains make movies that make me feel like im watching a 5124 bollywood movie. Even movies in enlish to me feel unreal and unrelatable. Movies 5125 abstract real life concepts into fictional portrayals. I feel like I have been 5126 watching moveis as a kid and it abstracted me from real life duties. 5127 5128 Poo poo brains depict death in movies and it feels unreal. It makes peoples 5129 perceptions of death become unrealistic. Everytime I see a movie I see something 5130 that is unreal. Porn is unreal. It is an abstraction of reality. 5131 5132 People are fundamentally stupid so they make fictional abstractions of things 5133 they are unable or unwilling to understand. Death is hard to understand. I fear 5134 the means of death more than death itself. 5135 5136 How would I be depicted in a fictional film about me. Poo poo brain politial 5137 commentators make dumb movies with taglines like "Are you next?". People seem to 5138 have a model of reality that most times revolves around themself or their idea 5139 of themself. 5140 5141 People should idealy recognize the error of their ways. People who stormed the 5142 capital on January 6th should probably realize they are retards and not martyrs. 5143 People who harm others should realize the world isnt there to serve them,but 5144 they are unable/unwilling to stop killing/enslaving others. 5145 5146 Women rights are synonymus with "abortion". Im sure many women oppose abortion 5147 on religious grounds but they are gender-traitors because they dont think like 5148 de-facto women supporters. Do you think people who are attracted to children are 5149 mandated to be "Pedophile Rights Activists". I dont think so. 5150 5151 The problem is people base their realities around what makes them happy. Women 5152 are happy to kill their unborn children. Black people are happy to demand 5153 reparations. I think there is a personal "fiction" within everyone that makes 5154 them the hero of their story. 5155 5156 My movie would be a commedy about a fucked up person who thinks the n word 5157 alot and who is a virgin and who writes compilers and who is retarded. I say 5158 commedy but I mean a dark commedy. I feel like it would appear to be commedic 5159 but would actually depict a tragedy. 5160 5161 5162 9-14-24 Pt.3 5163 5164 You cannot kill pain. I cannot stop winter so I will be in pain. Weapons are 5165 ineffective against pain and fate. 5166 5167 9-14-24 Pt.2 5168 5169 There are so many dumb video games I see on youtube. I see they all have a 5170 unique style and theme. They are so varied you could fill a society with them. I 5171 find it weird when people play games and they think they are teleported to 5172 another world and they talk like they are in the video game. 5173 5174 They say things like,"oh fuck I died" when they die in the game. I cannot play 5175 a defacto game and see anything other than a manufacutured peice of art with a 5176 purpose and audience. I do not live life playing video games. 5177 5178 When I was 13 I was probably watching p0rn on a ubuntu 12(?) livecd so my 5179 parents wouldnt find out. Ubuntu had a sexy "unity" shell what was sexy af. 5180 After nutting on the computer I would turn if off then take the disk out. 5181 5182 This wasnt a spritual expirence,quit the opposite. I remember looking out into 5183 other people's windows with a telescope as a kid wondering what people were 5184 doing. Sometimes I would put a flash light in the telescope and troll 5185 unsuspecting walking people during the night. This was a psuedo spiritual 5186 expirence. 5187 5188 I call it spiritual because there was a degree of (para)social interaction 5189 that occured when I shined a flashlight at someone and they got spooked there 5190 was a one way interaction. 5191 5192 Art seems to be (in the traditional sense) a 1 way interaction. Good art to me 5193 seems to interact with us ,and we interact with it on an intellectual level. 5194 Things like timecube that leave us confused allow us to interact with it by 5195 trying to make sense of it. We are left with questions we want to answer so we 5196 dig deeper and we can relate to it because we are part of the art. 5197 5198 I cannot watch TV and see Art. I cannot use a Apple Macintosh and see it 5199 because I see a product that is deisnged to be consumed. They are velicles in 5200 the art of life that are largely forgettable. 5201 5202 I often wonder about the goodness of art,what makes good art. Good art is 5203 something memberable and unforgettable like a vacattion to somewhere cool,not 5204 the car you use to get there. 5205 5206 I think Super Mario 64 is a better peice of art than any of the video games I 5207 have played in awhile because I remember playing it. Modern games have better 5208 graphics but they are forgettable. Super Mario 64 does not have metaphysical 5209 properties but It is genuinely beatiful for some reason I cannot put my finger 5210 on. 5211 5212 5213 9-14-24 Pt.1 5214 5215 Im working on making a WASM backend for aiwnios. Im putting these here for 5216 reference 5217 5218 https://webassembly.github.io/wabt/demo/wat2wasm/ 5219 https://developer.mozilla.org/en-US/docs/WebAssembly/Reference 5220 5221 9-13-24 Pt.3 5222 5223 Speech is a product that people consume. I feel that speech consumes me 5224 beacuse I have produce it. Youtube removed its dislike button. You cannot 5225 receive hates on youtube anymore. I said eariler that the only thing worse than 5226 hatred is not being human enough to have shit thrown at you. Loving humans wont 5227 hate you but they will call you a subhuman poo poo brain. 5228 5229 My speech isnt profitable. I dont even care if people see my stuff. I do 5230 believe I have slave mentallity because I dont care to be a king. I want to 5231 serve a king because I cannot lead myself. A tenant lives in a apartment because 5232 he cannot buy a house. A tennant lives with others. A slave lives with others. A 5233 tennant enjoys living with others. A Jain enjoys serving other souls. 5234 5235 9-13-24 Pt.2 5236 5237 Mr Honesty is me. I feel like I am fucked up mentally. I am pathetic. I have 5238 terror mentallity. I feel terrified of people and everything. I mentally rape 5239 myself. Growing up I feel like I was suppost to wear a mask and to a degree I 5240 still do. Past is a fanstasy. Now is a reality. 5241 5242 People tell me I like volenteering. There is a part of me that is convinced 5243 too. They say "he enjoys being here to see XXX". When people say this,they are 5244 talking to a pet dog. I feel like I am fucked up. I cannot bust a nut without 5245 guilt. I feel guilty for this. I have fish and I feel guilt for owning them. 5246 They were given to me after(as a Muslim in the past) Allah said u cant have a 5247 pet rat. 5248 5249 A child gets a dog and becomes deillusioned with taking care of it so it's 5250 parents take care of it. I feel retarded. I feel very very childish and I dont 5251 feel joy for the fish but pain. I see them swim aimlessly all day. I feel guilt. 5252 5253 The guilt applies to everything in life. The only reason I volenteer is because 5254 I cant bring myself to say no. I feel like if I kiiled someone I would have 5255 guilt,only I havent killed anyone and I still feel guilt. I would assume people 5256 are thankful for me but really I am fucked up. 5257 5258 As a kid,being normal(not being an autistic retard) was a virtue. I cant blame 5259 people for feeling this way, Wearing a mask is a virtue. Guilt is the glue that 5260 keeps that mask on. 5261 5262 The first time I left a mental hopsital I cried a bit. I feel nothing,but I 5263 feel guilt for nothingness. I suppose the anser is to not have guilt but that 5264 that is bad. 5265 5266 I think that family is a cooking pot for the most fucked up parts of humanity. 5267 People are normally kiiled by people they know. If I was going to kill myself I 5268 would be asked to feel guilt for any hypothetical people who would see my dead 5269 body. People are ok asking for things only to the extend they can relate to it. 5270 5271 I remember seeing homeless people on the train tracks,and people would think 5272 "what the fuck". The issue isnt homelessness,it is the fact that someone was 5273 disconforted by a homeless person. 5274 5275 I cant blame them. I do believe certian people are destined for poo poo 5276 suaceness. Religions tend to talk about the righteous people,or unworthy people 5277 who become righteous. I think this is indicative of the worth of a person being 5278 tied to how they please others. 5279 5280 Paranoia and self-guilt are interwinned. You must have self-guilt to serve 5281 others and you are caused to feel hatred for you. I feel some people are truly 5282 doomed to a shitty existence 5283 5284 9-13-24 Pt.1 5285 5286 The compile times of the HolyC end of the codegen are slightly less worse now. 5287 I used CBitSet for the list of members during live-variable analysis and 5288 I do alot less checking with I64SetHas(with allow_repeats). Im not sure what 5289 else I can do to reduce compile times. 5290 5291 9-11-24 Pt.3 5292 5293 Things arent born out of money,they are born out of necessity. This is why 5294 piracy eexist 5295 5296 9-11-24 Pt.2 5297 5298 I will recount the ways I differ from de-facto Jain Sravak. It probably has 5299 alot to do with my N word usage. I do believe that black people have become an 5300 archetype of suffering and it is appropraite to compare other injustice in the 5301 world to the (historical) sufering of black people. I do believe the n word is 5302 appropraite to use in a morality sense. 5303 5304 Just as a scientist cannot say. XXX isnt allowed to do research on YYY 5305 subject,it is innapropraite for black people to say that tasteful usages of the 5306 N word is not allowed for white people. 5307 5308 9-11-24 Pt.1 5309 5310 Schools (in America) do not teach you useful stuff,they give you a vocabulary 5311 of terms that alone mean nothing. In life we are given terms that mean nothing. 5312 I learn more about term's meanings now than i did in school. Knowing the 5313 existence of "live-variable analysis" doesnt mean you know how to use it or even 5314 what it is. I know lots of terms but dont know their meanings. Many people have 5315 heard of "programming" but dont know how to do it. 5316 5317 I guess the (ideal) purpose of school is to give you an idea of what reality 5318 is and not exactly how to use it. 5319 5320 I learned about rotating a vector by an axis day. This is more important than 5321 anything I learned in school. 5322 5323 <38>5324 5325 5326 5327 5328 5329 5330 5331 5332 5333 5334 Dont ask me how any of this works. This is good for vector ray tracing math. I 5335 am truly in debt to smart people 5336 5337 Just as a person can show you what a ideal painting looks like, It doesnt mean 5338 you can paint it. Despite knowing what it looks like 5339 9-9-24 Pt.2 5340 5341 Bruh,Monks are on some serious Shit. I need the sources and I need to learn 5342 old langages ,I feel this is an important text to deciper. Its a poem made out 5343 of numbers Siribhoovalaya 5344 5345 9-9-24 Pt.1 5346 5347 Jain scriptures like Akaranga Sutra are not word salad. They tell you 5348 productive things like how to not harm things by not wearing (wool) clothes or 5349 no clothes at all. Not saying the N word is probably a good way to be liberation 5350 minded.I dont say the n word alot but I think it everyday. As a a layperson I 5351 would say saying the N word is lesser than eating a burger. 5352 5353 I saw a chinese person who did lots of cool math today. I was multipling 7*.75 5354 for prices of dishes and she did it before I did the calculation on my phone. 5355 There are people who use thier brain and those who dont. They are not equal. I 5356 suppose she uses her brain. 5357 5358 People conflate religion with feelings. I see true liberation minded people 5359 think hard. It is diffiuclt to stay 100% focued during long meditation. I think 5360 I know why monks write things because it keeps them focused. It is not about 5361 feelings,it is about living a hard way of life mentally. Monks conquer thier 5362 feelings and they dont whine about not having food to eat. 5363 5364 9-8-24 Pt.4 5365 5366 I feel nothing for others. I dont want to feel this way but I only think I am 5367 pretending to have true morals. I have trouble having empathy. I life continues 5368 then there is little need for empathy. If I die tommorow then I will be unable 5369 to feel. If I dont die tommorow then I will be unable to feel. 5370 5371 I suppose wizards to tell other peoples' fortunes except for thier own. 5372 5373 Most people would be angry if they got thier stuff stolen from them. I would 5374 not because I am powerless if such a thing happens. Life will continue until I 5375 get a new computer or something 5376 5377 I have trouble having empathy for peoples problems in a world where life just 5378 goes on. KanYe says that he thinks about killing himself and that because h 5379 loves others more than himself he thinks about killing them too(I am not 5380 homicidal) 5381 5382 I think what he is trying to say is,"I have trouble empathizing with people as 5383 I have no self-respect". I have no respect for myself. If I did I would not 5384 accept a retard's existence. I would get a "real" job and impregnate a dumb 5385 bitch. I do not care what happens to me. The means of dying are more scary than 5386 death itself. 5387 5388 Empathy is a feeling,not a choice. I am trying to feel empathy but I cannot. I 5389 legit have some mental condition or something. 5390 5391 9-8-24 Pt.3 5392 5393 Im working on networking for the frogs game. I pushin P forgot my gmail 5394 PPPassword again. 5395 5396 9-8-24 Pt2. 5397 5398 Im tired. The fuckin SmallTalk Garbage Collector was being a fatherfucking 5399 Pinko and was garbage collecting the network buffer while recv from 5400 CrossNetShims was Sleeping. I will have to mark SmallTalk->HolyC Poo poo calls 5401 are "disable the Garbage Collector". Drake Wut Dafuq 5402 5403 9-8-24 Pt.1 5404 5405 I made a new TempleOS Porn Movie called Golf.HC. I will add a NSFW tag for 5406 aiwnios tube for porn movies. I might upload to PornHub but I dont remember my 5407 password. I miss the old PornHub before they removed all the unverified shit. 5408 5409 9-7-24 Pt.3 5410 5411 Im sick. 5412 5413 9-7-24 Pt.2 5414 Why do sinners study religion. I think I know why. I feel like a spiritual 5415 hoarder who hoards information so that one day I may use it. I best use it,but 5416 first I need to make the frogs game and some cool TempleOS PPPorn. 5417 5418 I was working on netwroking today for the frogs game. I want to make art I can 5419 spritually relate to. I had a dream last night where someone said something like 5420 "You can say somthing abstract and people will agree with it,then when you apply 5421 it to reality people will hate it". I think this would apply here. 5422 5423 If I say,"We should abolish societal taboos and embrace change" people will 5424 agree. If I say "Everyone should say the N word including white people" people 5425 will object. Saying the N word is a taboo and letting white people do it issa 21 5426 Savage change. 5427 5428 People only agree to what they can see. Anything other isn't grounded in 5429 reality. 5430 5431 9-7-24 Pt.1 5432 5433 I implemented Option(OPTf_NO_REG_VAR,TRUE); use it when you are lazy and dont 5434 want to wait for code to optimize.(FrogsEngine) 5435 5436 9-6-24 Pt.2 5437 5438 Pain is something non-abstract you can interact with it by doing nothing 5439 5440 9-6-24 Pt.1 5441 5442 I have perfected to music for TempleOS porn. Thanks to the God for the music 5443 beat. I have an entire animated series planned but I still have to finish the 5444 first episode 5445 5446 9-5-24 Pt.3 5447 5448 People feel guilt when they have a gun to their head. I feel guilt when there 5449 is no gun to my head. I think most people are motivated by not getting their 5450 head blown off rather than true morality. If you know you were going to ell how 5451 would you live your life. I doesnt suprise me that people put guns to their own 5452 head when motivated by reason aone. 5453 5454 9-5-24 Pt.2 5455 5456 I wonder that the line between an asshole and a troubled person. I will assume 5457 I will find it when I cross it. I dislike labels as saying people are troubled 5458 PPPersons. "Troubled people" sounds like a softer version of "asshole". You 5459 might be wondering how I wake up in the morning. The truth is I feel morality 5460 guilt alot but I would rather be a poo poo brain that does good things like feed 5461 homeless retards than one who doesnt. 5462 5463 My plans. I cannot look into the mirror and see a man. I see a retard staring 5464 back at me. I am scared to advance because the world would be safer without 5465 people who fall into the classification of "Claytonz". I am not a bad person and 5466 I genuinely believe that. The world would simply be better off without me but I 5467 can win by staying in a hole until I die. 5468 5469 The world is better without meth heads. It is better without me. 5470 5471 9-5-24 Pt.1 5472 5473 I will make a dedicated section for TempleOS porn here. Its a work in 5474 progress,you probably shouldnt look. I will not distrobute video now. 5475 5476 9-4-24 Pt.1 5477 5478 Most people die alone,few die togheter. Is this a synonym for bravery. 5479 Soldiers live to die and they best do it as a team.Heavens Gate would be a 5480 vialble Dharma if they had proper faith and were vegetarian. It must be nice to 5481 die togheter and have the alien pyschopomps carry you to heaven. 5482 5483 5484 9-4-24 Pt.1 5485 5486 I cant stop saying "Snow Bunnies". If I transition into a woman I can be a 5487 snow bunny. One time a woman named "Snow Bunny" called me over discord after we 5488 talked about how we both left Islam. That was probably like 2018. I dont know 5489 when "Snow Bunny" became a racial slur(?). 5490 5491 There was once a man who drank lots of water. The ocean wasnt deep enough for 5492 his thirst then he drank all the water on earth. After this is got dehryated and 5493 asked for a boon. A single glass of water then brought confort to him. 5494 5495 There was once a man who liked to say racial slurs. After saying the n word 5496 2.3 trillion times he was satisfied by "snow bunnies". I dont want to say the n 5497 word anymore so I am content with "snow bunnies". 5498 5499 The fog of a city cuases a father to kill his son in the streets without 5500 knowing it. I dont want to say racial slurs. I have guilt and cringe. 5501 5502 9-4-24 Pt.1 5503 5504 Somoeone made a port of super Mario 64 from a ROM dump to C that runs on Sega 5505 Dreamcast. I want to play it on my Sega but I will legally buy a copy of Super 5506 Mario 64 first. I have to cook dinner today but I will Push P with RISC-V ABI 5507 afterwards. I am serious about a sexy RISC-V ABI. 5508 5509 9-3-24 Pt.2 5510 5511 Don't kick rocks because ants could be under them. 5512 5513 9-3-24 Pt.1 5514 5515 What is addiction(stability). People say some are addicted to phones,others 5516 are said to be addicted to meth. I am addicted. Addiction happens when you value 5517 someone more than what is socially acceptable. I am addicted to living. 5518 5519 A long time ago TV was meant to be watched and not worshipped. I do believe 5520 that religion is in decline because people arent "addicted" to Gods anymore,or 5521 rather Gods aren't as worphy of a time spender than GOOning to pornhub today in 5522 some peoples eyes. 5523 5524 I have meth-head mentallity. I feel that addiction happens when you cannot 5525 stop something. Most people are unable or unwilling to stop doing certian 5526 things. I have no off switch. When I walk I walk fast and I eat fast just so I 5527 have more time to do lit stuff. It probably doesnt help im paranoid about lots 5528 of things either. 5529 5530 I dont do meth,but I would imagine there is lots of parania involved due to 5531 not getting a fix. Im glad im addicted to compilers and not meth. 5532 5533 I said eariler that TV originaly wasnt meant to be worshipped. The Holy Ones 5534 were meant to be worshipped. I think back then peoople were addicted to God as 5535 there were values in place that didnt permit modern defacto-addiction and 5536 religion was the only thing you could spend your whole time with. 5537 5538 9-2-24 Pt.3 5539 5540 There is no land foreign to the ruler of the world. As a kid I used to imagine 5541 things in the afterlife or in my imagination. I would imagine cold milk in 5542 heaven in the grass,or a celestial palace. I suppose most people think of 5543 situations like talking to their dead grandparents or something. If God is real 5544 then no culture is foriegn to him because he rules the world. 5545 5546 I did not give 2 fucks about my parents growing up. Milk in the grass seemed 5547 to have spiritual connotations along with Super Mario 64. I feel the most sacred 5548 moments in my life were those not involving people. As a kid I could not tell 5549 you the symbolic value of milk in the grass or Super Mario 64,but it didnt 5550 matter becuase I wasnt looking for it. I literally cried when I downloaded Super 5551 Mario 64 and won it for the first time. 5552 5553 I wonder 5554 9-2-24 Pt.2 5555 5556 I have hate in my heart,or maybe just hateful mentality. I will educate the 5557 world on something productive later. I will not teach the world javascript or 5558 what to do but how to do new things. I learned alot from TempleOS about 5559 compilers and datastructures. A true ballad of God and Compilers indeed. 5560 5561 Do you know when people play video games and they win the game or get 100% 5562 achievements in it. This is a virtue then Youtubers just show the result of 5563 winning so everyone feels they are a winner. The holy ones have come to conquer 5564 the flesh but now everyone feels they have conquered the flesh by watching 5565 Youtube. Masturbating to WAP by Cardi B is a good way to feel like a winner 5566 maybe idk. Arhats have conquered the flesh and strive and I mean strive to stay 5567 focused. This is not an easy task. Gooners are consumers of the deeds of others. 5568 They are not the same. 5569 5570 You dont know an Arhat until you practice medicancy for a day. 5571 5572 5573 9-2-24 Pt.1 5574 5575 I dislike labels. Calling someone a troubled person could mean lots of things. 5576 Calling someone a wife beater is under the label of a troubled person,but the 5577 label of troubled person doesnt convey the magnitude of the situation. 5578 5579 Terrorism is terror use for a political gain. When transgender people kill 5580 lots of people it is senseless to abstract politics out of thier terrorism. You 5581 may be wondering why Im talking about labels and abstraction. 5582 5583 I went to the gas SSStation the other day and saw a woman of culture. In my 5584 personal culture saying "That fucking someone was a creep" out loud in public 5585 seems to be forbidden but I will argue it is TRUE culture in the sense that 5586 5587 -] A 5588 5589 Accuratley conveys a concept amoung a shared group of people and 5590 5591 -] B 5592 5593 People find it acceptable therefore it is culture 5594 5595 5596 I do believe everyone to a degree is pretending to have morals for cultural 5597 gain which doest not consistute authentic feeling. 5598 5599 I do believe that it is morally innapropraite to "correct" the cultural 5600 attitudes of people,so yes,saying "That fucking someone was a creep" is 5601 acceptable. 5602 5603 I wrote eariler that hate is good(relativley speaking) and dehumanization is 5604 truly evil. I am mentally disabled and I see lots of fellow mentally disabled 5605 people who are morally impared. This is fancy talk for saying they use mental 5606 disabity(or are cuased by mental disabilty) to act retarded. I do believe it is 5607 ok to discripline mentally ill people,and it is not hate. Ill elloborate. 5608 5609 If I ask,"What is your kill count?". You'll will probably say 0. This isnt 5610 true as you kill bacteria by breathing,but do you hate bacteria... No you dont. 5611 It is not morally appropriate to hat becteria despite killing them. 5612 5613 If you hate someone,you recognize that they have moral capacity. A non-human 5614 non-Samanaska does not. Dehuman(or souled being)ization is the process of 5615 abstracting soul and moral copability out of harming someone. In this way hatred 5616 of genuine non abstract evil is justified,whereas saying "he is just mentally 5617 ill" is not. Unless you are a non-souled being,you probably are capable enough 5618 to understand morality. I do find it delusional of people to say "Joe was a 5619 theorical physicist therefore him being a part os MS-13 is ok". 5620 5621 Are you actually this fucking stupid. 5622 5623 9-1-24 Pt.2 5624 5625 There is a repressed part in me that goes good things,or maybe bad things. The 5626 bigger question is who is the unrepressed side of me. Am I am evil person doing 5627 good things like feeding homeless people or a good person with a shitty sense of 5628 aiwnios.com humor. 5629 5630 I had a dream I was terrorizing normals with preparations for religious duties 5631 or something. Dream logic ceases to make sense when you wake up. 5632 <39>5633 5634 5635 5636 5637 5638 5639 5640 5641 5642 5643 5644 5645 9-1-24 Pt.1 5646 5647 Aiwnios.com is on the 4th page of google for "aiwnios". 1st P Pushin page for 5648 yandex. I need to do some SSL certificate stuff for www.aiwnios.com(not 5649 aiwnios.com) 5650 5651 <40>5652 5653 5654 5655 5656 5657 5658 5659 5660 5661 5662 5663 5664 5665 5666 5667 5668 5669 5670 5671 5672 5673 5674 8-31-24 Pt.2 5675 5676 White people dream of white Gods,and black people dream of black Gods. I have 5677 seen lots of white Jesus'es in america even though he was from the Middle East. 5678 A true believe revolves around God and doesnt maek divinity out of colors. 5679 5680 8-31-24 Pt.1 5681 5682 A parent is in debt to a child,and a child is in debt to a parent. Students 5683 and teachers are the same maybe. It takes alot to admit you are wrong. I dont 5684 not know where the milk ocean is located so I am wrong probably. I will 5685 continue Samayika as it is a virtue but I will not focus on any thing except for 5686 Dharma as a word. 5687 5688 Its a cruel world. 5689 5690 8-30-24 Pt.2 5691 5692 My update script for sync points to the aiwnios process and not the aiwnios 5693 (admin). I chown'ed/chmod'ed it so the server process has access to it and 5694 aiwnios poo poo meister doesnt. If I was smart I would make an group but I that 5695 is for another time. 5696 5697 8-30-24 Pt.1 5698 5699 Aiwnios.com is going to not do refactors until I learn how to use unix 5700 properly. Transistor Assembly-Code Compiler. Anything beyond that is beyond me. 5701 5702 8-29-24 Pt.2 5703 5704 I bought food for a homeless woman about 3 days ago and she didnt accept it 5705 due to having red dye. She was thankful though. I dont know whay makes a person 5706 nice,maybe im just perceiving people to be nice. Lots of homelss pum pums come 5707 in at wrok. They seem to be the kindest. I would assume having kids fucks you up 5708 in the sense that you MUST be responsible for them. This happens to meth heads 5709 too. Meth heads are ironically nicer than de-facto white moms who demand food. 5710 5711 There are unsayable things. Even severly retarded people get girlfreinds. I 5712 dont want one becaue I would not put my faith in anyone except for myself. It is 5713 improper for women to demand faith. Only Holy people like gurus and munis can 5714 demand faith,but they dont want it from me or anyone. 5715 5716 The Quran says Allah elevated Muslims above others(?I forget where). Islam 5717 literally thinks its superior to everyone else. I used to wonder how to convince 5718 Muslims that I was a good person. It is pointless. It is a virtue to stop trying 5719 to do impossible things. People are not superior to others,only less inferior. 5720 5721 A meth head who knows he is inferior is less inferior to a meth head who 5722 thinks hes the shit. Both are addicted to meth.(I might as well be a computer 5723 meth-head) 5724 5725 5726 5727 8-29-24 Pt.1 5728 5729 Directories need X bit to be usefull in unix. 5730 5731 8-28-24 Pt.1 5732 5733 I fucking hate networkin code. 5734 5735 8-27-24 Pt.2 5736 5737 Apple showed a popup crash reporter for aiwnios faulting. It said to give a 5738 desrciption so I typed "21 Savage". 5739 5740 When I get elected president I will make a $21 Bill 5741 <41>5742 5743 5744 5745 5746 5747 5748 5749 5750 5751 5752 5753 5754 5755 5756 5757 5758 5759 8-27-24 Pt.1 5760 5761 Travis scott Released a new album. Im working on refactors with headers. 5762 5763 8-26-24 Pt.1 5764 5765 People are only morally copable for evils they intented on doing. A bully at 5766 shcool should only be punished for being a bully. Just because someone shoots up 5767 thier shcool becaus of a bully doesnt mean the bully is a murderer despite being 5768 directly responsible for the shooting. 5769 5770 Society tells women it's ok to kill unfaithful husbands. Bad advice from 5771 society. 5772 5773 8-25-24 Pt.1 5774 5775 Whose fucking brilliant idea was it to make small HDMI ports. It fucking 5776 snapped on my Raspberry Pi 4 now I have to use my Rapsberry Pi 3 to do sexy 5777 stuff because it has a Phat-Ass HDMI port. This is the second time a Micro-MDMI 5778 snapped on me. Time to flash a USB drive. 5779 5780 I will optimize the ARM part of aiwnios sometime but not on my macbook because 5781 I dont have enough USB 3.0 Ports for my mouse and keybaord. I am not ungrateful. 5782 I am not spending money for USB-3.0 shit just to use ARM. 5783 5784 8-24-24 Pt.1 5785 5786 I am a retard who doesnt not understand zero-point energy. What happens when 5787 you put 2 balls in a vaccum. Do they bounce forever because of gravity or do 5788 they reach a standstill. 5789 <42>5790 5791 5792 5793 5794 5795 5796 5797 5798 5799 5800 5801 5802 5803 5804 5805 5806 5807 5808 5809 5810 5811 8-21(SAVAGE)-24 Pt.3 5812 5813 Peoples perceptions of things changes based on thier feelings. I dont know if 5814 this is delusion. Emotion clashes with reason. A (kind) obese person in a suit 5815 and tie is worthy of respect but a obese person who is an asshole has no self 5816 control for his overeating. 5817 5818 I do not belive this is people pleasing either . I believe there is a genuine 5819 psychological function at play. I feel like,if I wasnt kind to people,I would be 5820 a troubled person... but I feed homeless people while volenteering so idk. I say 5821 "retard" alot so Idk. People genuinely think I am a good person. I see a really 5822 fucked up person. 5823 5824 I once saw real life gang members on TV in El-Salvador(?) talking about how 5825 they would die for their gang when they were in prision. This is delusional 5826 because they are denying freedom for gang life,but I understand why they do it. 5827 I want to be (called) evil becuase it is not delusuional to call me a ableist or 5828 whatnot. I am a fucked up person who says things on the internet so yes,I am 5829 evil by normal people standards. 5830 5831 I would rather be judged for who I am rather than who Im not. 5832 5833 8-21(SAVAGE)-24 Pt.2 5834 5835 Press 'T' or 'B' to edit things/blocks in FrogsEngine. I fucking hate 5836 wordpress blogs. People will only relate to what they can understand. I could 5837 write about compilers here but it's more productive to say dumb shit. 5838 5839 8-21(SAVAGE)-24 Pt.1 5840 5841 It's 21 Savage Day. There are 21 Savage-alot of good things to be thankful 5842 for. I was listening to Charli XCX and it reminded me of a non-contraversal 5843 female version of Ye. 5844 5845 Do you know Super nintendo. I sold 9 super nintendo games today at work 5846 including StarFox. Many people use abstraction as a condom when discussing self. 5847 They dont want to bust thier feelings and explode. In this way this website is 5848 an ideologial cumrag. If you parent your kids they will probably not write 5849 Shitpits. I said "retard" only like 3 times today so im doing good. 5850 5851 8-20-24 Pt.1 5852 5853 I was working on SIMD stuff. 5854 5855 8-18-24 Pt.3 5856 5857 Best freinds for life don't follow you into death. They dont cross the death 5858 veil 5859 5860 8-18-24 Pt.2 5861 5862 People with solid values cannot betray you. If someone says,"I will do this" 5863 and belives in it they are clear about what they are doing. People with fluid 5864 psuedo-values can say one thing and mean another. They will say,"I stand for 5865 peace" and they will define "peace" after they oppress you in search of 5866 then-defined peace. The Tirthankaras were of solid non-shifting values that they 5867 lived by. 5868 5869 I regret my faults in values. Just as wine disolved into water,sins disolve 5870 then confessed. 5871 5872 -] Sins of 8-18-24 5873 5874 1 - I said "fuck" and "retard" alot today. 5875 2 - I wiped sweat from my head without checking for bugs. 5876 3 - I did lots of caffine. 5877 4 - I listened to rap music. 5878 5879 The Arihants would not be pleased with my mouth. 5880 5881 8-18-24 Pt.1 5882 5883 I finally rememberd by gmail password. I dropped my old phone so I probably 5884 cant change it becuase it has 2fa on the old phone. I am going to add 5885 arhcitecutre agnostic SIMD intrinsics maybe after my Kanye makes Aiwnios great 5886 again. I will not be making a magic "SIMD" auto-optimizer. SIMD would be cool 5887 for ray tracing because I could add vectors really easily. 5888 5889 5890 8-16-24 Pt.1 5891 5892 5893 You are born alone and die alone(in this world). Seek the goodnes of the Holy 5894 Ones to avoid dying alone. I should talk to them more. I still have lots to 5895 learn. I doubt they want to hear obscenities from me so I need to tell them 5896 about math. I will tell you what I learned today: 5897 5898 5899 //https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Line%E2%80%93line_intersection 5900 Bool SegmentSegmentIntersect(CD2 *hit_at,CD2 *a,CD2 *b,CD2 *a2,CD2 *b2,F64 5901 *t,F64 *u) { 5902 F64 bottom=(a->x-b->x)*(a2->y-b2->y)-(a->y-b->y)*(a2->x-b2->x); 5903 F64 _t=((a->x-a2->x)*(a2->y-b2->y)-(a->y-a2->y)*(a2->x-b2->x))/bottom; 5904 F64 _u=-((a->x-b->x)*(a->y-a2->y)-(a->y-b->y)*(a->x-a2->x))/bottom; 5905 if(0<=_t<=1) 5906 if(0<=_u<=1) { 5907 if(t) *t=_t; 5908 if(u) *u=_u; 5909 if(hit_at) { 5910 hit_at->x=a->x+_t*(b->x-a->x); 5911 hit_at->y=a->y+_t*(b->y-a->y); 5912 } 5913 return TRUE; 5914 } 5915 return FALSE; 5916 } 5917 5918 5919 This will tell you if the lines interect. t is the point on the segment(from 5920 0->1) what tells you where the intersection is. I use it in frogs engine. when 5921 testing if a ray hits a sprite and where it hit the sprite. 5922 5923 <43>5924 5925 5926 5927 5928 5929 5930 5931 5932 5933 5934 5935 5936 5937 5938 8-14-24 Pt.2 5939 5940 People said I would be successful in life because I made a blinking light via 5941 an oscilator (via an NE555) and shit as a kid. I knew more math than my freinds. 5942 Too bad I didnt become Steve Jobs. Not everyone who is smarter than you in some 5943 way will be a big person. I am an austistic person who liked transistors. 5944 Nothing more than that. 5945 5946 Acquiring stuff only gets you so far. I am glad to never have gone to colledge 5947 because people assume you acquire knowledge. Life is not minecraft and you dont 5948 just aquire stuff by going into a cave and coming out. I could say the n word 5949 now. I typed it then I back-spaced it. I am probably racist despire not hating 5950 black people/asian people/mexican people/indian people or any other race. I am a 5951 bum who has a compiler. I say the wrong things so whatever good I do is 5952 invalidated. 5953 5954 Go to colledge and let the professors fill your brain with knowledge that was 5955 acquired by more worthwhile people than you. 5956 5957 Ullman and Knuth are worthwhile people. You probably arent. Go acquire to your 5958 hearts content. Acqusition wont liberate you,only proper faith conduct and 5959 action can but I am too busy not hating black people enough to your liking 5960 therefore any knowledge I have is invalid. I have to go into the streets and 5961 tell others to not be racist to have valid knowledge,math doesnt matter anymore. 5962 5963 Ps Women cannot achieve liberation as frequently as men it may be. An old 5964 greek person said that "I am successful because I am not a animal,woman,or 5965 barbarian". This is correct knowledge(as per Digambar tradition) but may as well 5966 be misogyny to you. 5967 5968 Ps Women such as Marudeva(the first mother of Earth) have acheived liberation 5969 but not in this era. Heaven is good enough for them,and it is also noteworthy 5970 that the gates to Nirvana closed after Mahaviras Moksha so heaven is the best 5971 you can get in this planet/era. 5972 5973 8-14-24 Pt.1 5974 5975 I may make my FrogsEngine more minecraft like in terms of the world. I'll go 5976 play morrowind or something. 5977 5978 8-13-24 Pt.1 5979 5980 True morality isnt for me to decide. I look into myself and find it hard to 5981 relate to anyone else. When you do good it is for your own benefit. I dislike 5982 abstractions on death,but I will elloborate later. I feel good not killing 5983 things. This benefits me because I feel good. I dont care about others beyond 5984 the joy of helping them. If I was sadistic I would enjoy killing people but this 5985 is not the case. I cannot empathize with people but I enjoy helping them. 5986 5987 I enjoy helping people not for the sake of helping them,but because it makes 5988 me feel good. I dont actually have empathy for them. 5989 5990 I am a 2 faced person becuase I seem to have real morals but I really dont. I 5991 heard about facts and feelings. I dont have feelings for people but the fact is 5992 I only appear to care for them. I will tell you the truth that I dont care about 5993 them. 5994 5995 8-11-24 Pt.1 5996 5997 Just as a person moves from an old neighborhood to a new one,it can feel like 5998 the weight of the world has been lifty by giving something up. 5999 6000 Giving up crack is hard,but would feel good to give it up. If Muhammad got 6001 teleported 1000 years into the future where no one knew about him,would he give 6002 up pretending to be a prophet. I dont know. I doubt a person with ligament 6003 guilt would commit more crimes if released from prison. 6004 6005 I used to feel like I was released from a mental prision but im kind of fucked 6006 in the head. Time to go back to a mental prison. Its liberating to give things 6007 up. Fear ceases when reality starts. 6008 6009 8-6-24 Pt.1 6010 6011 I gave a person extra food today at the food pantry. I am not the kind to lie 6012 but I will withhold my error until confronted about it. 6013 6014 8-5-24 Pt.1 6015 6016 Being grateful is means you got something you needed. Today at work there was 6017 a very grateful woman. I cannot be grateful because I have everything I need. 6018 6019 I feed homeless people. I am not grateful for it. I dont think being kind and 6020 being grateful are synonyms. There are 2 sides to me. At work I am very kind. At 6021 home I call the computer homophobic and ableist slurs because it is a fucking 6022 retard. 6023 6024 No one at work thinks I swear. They hide thier swearing from me because they 6025 think im innocent but in reality I say the n word alot in my head. 6026 6027 I think if the Tirhankaras came to me they would seek liberation because they 6028 lost the final drop of hope in humanity from hearing me call the computer a 6029 faggot. 6030 6031 I am begining to see the error I my ways but I literally cannot control it at 6032 home. The computer is a fucking faggot. I actaully believe I have some sort of 6033 mental disorder like loggherea or something. 6034 6035 6036 8-4-24 Pt.2 6037 6038 I'll need to make aiwniosTube 6039 6040 8-4-24 Pt.1 6041 6042 Poo poo ballers. Is stability and inaction synonmyns. A house doesnt walk away 6043 during a storm. No decision is better than a haste decision. 6044 6045 8-3-24 Pt.1 6046 6047 Some guy asked if I knew where to find Xanax. I luaghed and said no. I 6048 probably look like a druggie. 6049 6050 7-31-24 Pt.1 6051 6052 There is a form called unitedbsd. I may have to make an account there because 6053 I am a BSD head. I still have to polish the MrChrootBSD program. 6054 6055 7-29-24 Pt.1 6056 6057 If Therapists are morally copable for fixing people,do they take credit for 6058 thier suicides? If the role of a therapist is only to aid in helping people I 6059 see no use for them if the help I need is within me. I am a retard so what do I 6060 know. I wrote eariler that my err is not being in a culture. 6061 6062 Dont end up in the system. Once a (diagnosed) retard always a retard. There is 6063 value in helpless-ness when it is yours to own. Its like asking to starve or be 6064 inseminated by foriegners for status. Ill gleefully starve. 6065 6066 7-28-24 Pt.2 6067 6068 When I become dictator of Jannah I will offically open Meth-Topia where 6069 Meth-heads can do meth. I will open one for furries and gay people. 6070 6071 They say segregation is bad,I think people should be segreted based on ideas. 6072 This way that like minded people can find community. Much in the same way 6073 Churches and Mosques are seperate,we get a degree of peace through seperation. 6074 Just as a woman who takes lots of naked pictures of herself shouldnt be a 6075 high-school teacher,goodness has a place and doesnt exist in a vacuum. Goodness 6076 has a place it does. An asshole could make a good police officer but not a 6077 therapist. 6078 6079 7-28-24 Pt.1 6080 6081 I am a ideological/compiler Meth-head. I feign for fixes of compilers. I got 6082 to work then I shoot up the compiler. I am a ghetto retard who writes compilers. 6083 I disregard social norms so I can just get my fix like a meth head. 6084 6085 Have you seen children playing with toys. They cry because they have no toys 6086 to play with. They will deny thier toy meth just as an adult denies his phone 6087 meth. I have compiler meth. Phones are like meth,and probably more addictive. 6088 6089 Have you seen a story without an enviroment. Such would be a strange story. I 6090 live in a place where retardation is a sacred place. I cant say "retard" without 6091 blaspheming the disability God's purple book even though I am autistic. My 6092 parents put me here. 6093 6094 I am a "smart" one. I am a "good"(?) one. I am the exception,not the example. 6095 I dont spend all day masturbating to Sonic the Hedgehog porn(defacto Austism). 6096 I'll be frank. I am just a compiler Meth-Head. Before that I was a Islam 6097 Meth-Head. I just need my fix. They will not allow liberation so I will just 6098 take my meth. 6099 6100 The funny thing is I have a family I call everyday but it is not my job to 6101 entertain them. They do not deserve my love. If they raped me I would still be 6102 told about the importance of "family values". 6103 6104 Why do you think people become meth heads. We all have desires. Meth Heads are 6105 the kings of desire. In a world where religion is denied meth is a good 6106 alterative. 6107 6108 7-24-24 Pt.1 6109 6110 Denying your humanity is a good way to appear human. If I say "I hate n words" 6111 then I appeat inhuman. If I say "I have made mistakes" then everyone can relate. 6112 Abstraction of self is a good way to appear human while denying the reality of 6113 oneself. 6114 6115 In relationships I assume people are honest about their evils(ideally). This 6116 is probably not the case. Therapists hide behind a wall of abstraction and hide 6117 thier humanity to appear archetypal and super-human. You are not allowed to ask 6118 "Who am I talking to." Real non-artifical interactions are human. I could hire a 6119 computer to be a therapist to good effect. 6120 6121 7-23-24 Pt.1 6122 6123 Im bored. Mrgirl is on facebook. Its my right to not argue with you just as 6124 it's your right to not argue with me. Facebook is a social meth minus the 6125 needles. You cant inject facebook into your balls. 6126 6127 7-22-24 Pt.1 6128 6129 Sup homies. YouTube is a fucking CrunkZone for para-social interaction. What 6130 do you get out of YouTube. I really dont know. As a kid I wasnt allowed to use 6131 YouTube because I was bad. I think this was an improper decision for my parents 6132 because with a little support I could have lived a normal life by masturbating 6133 to Twitch streamers. I could have said "Hey bro",fucked an influencer and vote 6134 for Kamala Harris(proudly). 6135 6136 This sounds far fetched,not really. Culture is a glue the influences people 6137 with values. By denying culture(masturbating to Twitch streamers) you are 6138 denying a social glue. All you have to do to end insane people is to help them 6139 before they become insane. I dont think it is possible to rationalize with 6140 school shooters once they start shooting. You have to tell them proper faith and 6141 culture. 6142 6143 I dont think school shooters are the type to be social. It would be weird if 6144 they were. They probably are isolated and have nothing. In the story of 6145 Christmas the spirits go back in time to help Mr.Scrouge become a nice man by 6146 changing events in his life before he goes to hell and gives him a second 6147 chance. There is truth to this story. 6148 6149 I really like movies about helping people and transformation. I dont see 6150 appeal in seeing action. Movies where someone gets transformed into a great 6151 person is great because is displays the archetype of goodness. 6152 6153 You may be wondering what this has to do with YouTube. YouTube is(was) a means 6154 of delivering culture. But now it seems "free" culture has been anihilated 6155 because of political correctness where everyone is safe to say nothing. 6156 6157 Leafyishere is gone sadly. I mean he(who made fun of dog fucker girl) got 6158 banned for bullying or something. WTF. 6159 6160 I suppose I have a bit of evil in me because I have no sense of culture around 6161 me. I have archetypes but no culture,but if YouTube is culture then you bet your 6162 ass I will not be satisfied. 6163 6164 7-17-24 Pt.1 6165 6166 PT_TRACE_ME is strange because all execve's happing on a pid will trigger a 6167 TRAP(you can execve multiple times tcsh->program->other). Its fuckin weird. I am 6168 closer than ever to having MrChrootBSD have proper ptrace support. 6169 6170 7-13-24 Pt.1 6171 6172 I will worked on the user management for the server,but its not there yet. Im 6173 going to make ptrace work under MrChrootBSD. Im 21 Savage Boomin'. 6174 6175 7-9-24 Pt.3 6176 6177 I am tired. I will sleep. 6178 6179 7-9-24 Pt.2 6180 6181 If I marrry a dumb bitch who has improper mentality and I divorce her for 6182 having improper ideas it is justified in the same way we worship movie actors. 6183 We worship movie actors not for their earth vessels but the roles they play on 6184 screen. In the same way I seek true mentality,I dont fucking care about someone 6185 personaly. 6186 6187 7-9-24 Pt.1 6188 6189 Choices are only measured by alteratives. I am only pretending to have 6190 morality it seems. I only have fear. There are no worthwhile alternatives. 6191 6192 7-8-24 Pt.1 6193 6194 I have a secret plan to run FreeBSD programs on that fucking peguin OS. No VM 6195 needed. Ill be frank. Linux lets me intercept the syscalls or even ignore them 6196 with SYSEMU(and set the registers and do something else instread of a syscall). 6197 6198 -] Hopes for Linux 6199 6200 -] Same TLS ABI 6201 6202 The thread local storage needs to be the same 6203 6204 -] No checking ELF-branding 6205 6206 Load the fucking FreeBSD ELFs. 6207 6208 -] Allow me to ld_preload a 'shims.so' 6209 6210 I will need the address of the syms too. 6211 6212 6213 If I get these you bet your ass Daemonic Peguins will rise. This is a secret 6214 violatile project so dont get too excited. 6215 <44>6216 6217 6218 6219 6220 6221 6222 6223 6224 6225 6226 6227 6228 6229 6230 6231 6232 6233 6234 6235 6236 6237 7-7-24 Pt.3 6238 6239 If I marry a woman it is because she has proper ideas. If she looses proper 6240 thinking then I will divorce her because she is a dumb bitch. Praise God that I 6241 am not intrested in marriage. I am a parasite who doesnt want to procreate. In 6242 order for someone to win someone has to loose. I choose to loose because I will 6243 not cause the pain of winning. 6244 6245 Talking to me is like talking to Donald Trump. Donald Trump is all the 6246 transfer and politics of power. I seriously dont fucking care about your 6247 passions. Everyone thinks thoughts they dont share because most of them arent 6248 retards who have shitpits. No filter mentality. 6249 6250 Im not a misogynist becuase I choose not to interact with women for 6251 reproductive purposes. The world doesnt need more retard-lets running around. 6252 6253 6254 7-7-24 Pt.2 6255 6256 I should make an "aiwnios apps" thing. Like a standalone execuable version of 6257 aiwnios programs. 6258 6259 7-7-24 Pt.1 6260 6261 There is too much death in the world but I feel I am forced to smile because 6262 there is no alterative and I will face retaliation for not smilling. I see 6263 little difference between a human dying and an ant. I love ants. Humans will 6264 take a fact and masturbate with it until they die. This is called self-delusion. 6265 America founded on death? Drink beer and eat burgers. America is founded on 6266 death therefore to honor people who died for freedoom you must drink beer and 6267 eat burgers. 6268 6269 It is impolite to bring up unpleasant truths. I can say an unpleasant truth 6270 that everyone is thinking,and I will suffer for the thing everyone thinks. Like 6271 if someones say "have you thought about killing yourself". I have been doing 6272 this for a long time but if I say "yes" then you get put in a retard zoo. 6273 Physical death is ok for americans to make video games about but word death is 6274 unspeakable in a nation that is free from "blasphemy". 6275 6276 I think about killing myself everyday. This is word death. There are 6277 priorities other than dying by you cannot escape the black and white boolean 6278 cure of "word-death" that is defined by saying something that is true. 6279 6280 I am sorry for living in this world. I dont know how monks come up with great 6281 peices of art. They probably secretly think about coool things when they are 6282 suppost to be meditating. 6283 6284 7-6-24 Pt.1 6285 6286 I have a raging headache. 6287 6288 7-5-24 Pt.1 6289 6290 Gunna learn spnaish. 6291 6292 7-4-24 Pt.3 6293 6294 Truama is probably something I expirence(d) in some way. Like when people get 6295 raped they have truama. In Silent Hill 2 the main charactor is actually a 6296 murderer with amnesia. The reason I say this is because my truama is partly my 6297 own fualt unlike getting raped. My parents were garbage humans but I will not 6298 list thier errors out of respect. The only pain in my control is the pain I 6299 give. I used to be a Muslim and people hated me but I actually believed I would 6300 go to hell if I didnt believe. My parents thought it was because I was retarded. 6301 I have been described as retarded for a long time. 6302 6303 If I could profit from truama instead of suffer for it,it would be a no 6304 brainer. I call myself a retard alot. It is funny to me. It isnt even a cope 6305 with the nihilism of my own existence,it's just funny. I profit from calling 6306 myself a retard. 6307 6308 Some people say it is obligitory to overcome truama. I dont know why 6309 considering truama doesnt go away. I think about how retarded Islam is everyday. 6310 I will for a long time. I can try to stop myself but I dont think it helps. 6311 6312 One time I saw a person at the DMV and he made a joke about being retarded. It 6313 was funny. I find no offense or ill intent in what he said. If you are suppost 6314 to overcome truama then I should have "been pained by it",but no,it was funny. 6315 6316 I legidmently dont even know what it means to overcome trauma. Like when 6317 people leave relgions ,zealots assume they have no peace but this is not the 6318 case sometimes. Life goes on. Maybe letting go of the pain and realized it is 6319 retarded is the answer. 6320 6321 6322 7-4-24 Pt.2 6323 6324 Windows bugged out on the lowercase 'c' key. I have to reboot my windows 6325 machine.Redacted: Windows allows shortcut icons to have hot keys when installed 6326 and I accently alaised 'c' to "Make a new boot directory for Aiwnios 6327 6328 7-4-24 Pt.1 6329 6330 Im working on a Quest system for the FrogsEngine. I will make it so you go on 6331 quests like collect peices of shit to sell at BurgerHut as Assburgers. Im 6332 demeneted. I imagine everything in the is reality comes at a cost. Will it be 6333 worth it to express myself? In stores there is a fixed price on stuff,in life 6334 there isnt. Time to find out. 6335 6336 7-3-24 Pt.1 6337 WHO THE FUCK PUT ADS ON https://timecube.online/. Fucking poo poo brains. You 6338 ruined nice piece of art. 6339 7-2-24 Pt.1 6340 6341 I dont know if have learned anything in life other than about compilers. About 6342 10 years ago I was in a retard house and I still am. I really wonder if I have 6343 learned anything. Just in the same way mercy is synonymous with 6344 gullibilty,being "free-sprited" is a synonym for being an immorral poo poo 6345 brain. I cannot look in the mirror and see a man. 6346 6347 I think I hallucinate facts sometimes. I sometimes imagine myself speaking 6348 spanish but I dont know spanish. This is called Mirsha Manayog(mixing truth with 6349 falsehood in one's mind). 6350 6351 7-1-24 Pt.2 Bool-7 6352 6353 -] Types of bodies 6354 6355 -] AudarikSharir 6356 6357 Physical earth body capable of attaining Liberation. 6358 6359 -] VaikriyaSharir 6360 6361 God/Demon body 6362 6363 -] AharakSharir 6364 6365 Space body that travels in space in search of Tirhankaras. 6366 6367 -] Taizas Sharir 6368 6369 Fire body. Can change colors and act like spirits 6370 6371 -] Karman Sharir 6372 6373 A body that accomponies a soul during a new death/birth 6374 6375 6376 6377 7-1-24 Pt.1 6378 6379 I fucked up snapd on linux and now I cant use firefox. The apt version in 6380 ubuntu is aliased to the snap version. Im now stuck using dillo. 6381 6382 I get this when I run firefox. 6383 6384 /user.slice/user-1000.slice/session-3.scope is not a snap cgroup 6385 6-30-24 Pt.4 6386 6387 Part of growth is doing what you are capable of doing. Donald Trump has "the 6388 secret". I do not have the secret so it is best I dont strive for someone else's 6389 secret but to use my own secret sauce. I feel like I am wasting time 6390 volenteering alot so I should quit to pursue my own expressive ambitions. There 6391 is only 1 of me so I should express him. 6392 6393 6-30-24 Pt.3 6394 6395 I will redact my dark humor. It is optimal to not feed poo poo brains. I have 6396 a problem. 6397 6398 6-30-24 Pt.2 6399 6400 [Redacted]. 6401 6402 6-30-24 Pt.1 6403 6404 Truth is only as effective as it is practical. I am thinking about the retard 6405 word now. Is it pracitcal. I was wondering about proto-truths. What goes on in 6406 the mind of an artist before he delivers a truth. This is probably more 6407 intresting than the truth itself. 6408 6409 Proto-Truths make artists appear more human when exposed. Saying the n word 6410 makes you appear more human because it shows your confusion. 6411 6412 6-29-24 Pt.3 6413 6414 This website looks lit and contraversal: https://maxkarson.com/. Im watching 6415 the video section. 6416 6417 6-29-24 Pt.2 6418 6419 If no one speaks truth another famine may happen where the Truth is lost. I 6420 dont know if it is self censorship is good because when people censored 6421 themselves great knowledge was lost with death. 6422 6423 If this is true I will need to say racial slurs on aiwnios.com and beat my 6424 dick to Jordan Peterson. Is self-censorship a virtue? When I think I think of 6425 unthinkable things like the n word because it is funny. 6426 6427 I will introspect on this next Samayika session. 6428 6429 6-29-24 Pt.1 6430 6431 Ye is a good rapper. I was optimizing the smalltalk engine. I am just trying 6432 to remove dumb shit. I just have to make assigning into members less dumb then I 6433 will be done micro-optimzing. 6434 6435 I dont know when it got cool to write all game logic in a scripting 6436 language(Smalltalk-80). I will do it anyway. Probably was a retarded(?) idea. No 6437 stopping now. 6438 6439 I am plannin on using silent-NANs of IEE754 to do lit stuff. I will allocate a 6440 massive memory chunk for the game,then I will the 50 bit left-over room(of 6441 silent NANs) for real shit. No more AsF64/FrogNumNew necessary. 6442 6443 6444 6-28-24 Pt.1 6445 6446 The SmallTalk engine is still the bottleneck of the FrogsEngine. Graphics take 6447 like no time relativley speaking 6448 6449 6-27-24 Pt.1 6450 6451 Donald Trump needs to shit on the table during to debate. This will even the 6452 playing feild considering Biden shits himself every day. By Donald Trump 6453 shitting on the desk he will make the coprophilia reddit(Shit eating fetish 6454 reddit) be the new "thedonald" of reddit for 2024. 6455 6456 Reddit fucked me over with 6457 A) Making me make a account to view porn on it and 6458 B) Removing "thedonald" subreddit 6459 6460 6-27-24 Pt.0 6461 6462 Hey whats up, you can now show off your cool IBM Code Page 437 art and show 6463 off your cool symbols and shit with the latest commit in DolNet. Here is an 6464 example 6465 6466 //┌──────────┐ 6467 //│ π⌠ │ 6468 //│ │cos²ΘdΘ│ 6469 //│-π⌡ │ 6470 //└──────────┘ 6471 6472 You can view this directly in the live DolDoc viewer AND your browser thanks to 6473 UTF-8. It might have alignment issues on the Web though, keep that in mind 6474 6475 6-25-24 Pt.2.5 Ammended 6476 6477 I made the Thing use line numbers instead of File anchors and it runs 6478 smoothly. See the Help index here. /SmallTalkHelp.DD 6479 6480 6-25-24 Pt.2 6481 6482 I made a SmallTalk Help index but it generates fuckin massive HTML,also takes 6483 like over a few minutes to generate on the Thinkpad 6484 6485 6-25-24 Pt.1 6486 6487 im on my phone waiting yo come home from work. This sucks now. Yesterday 6488 poaying Quake3 i saw cool wster effects for the grpahocs. i may have to make the 6489 water in the game look cool. Like there water layers would move around alot and 6490 it was multilayered. 6491 6492 i dont know much about graphics. i uses to keep track of the on screen 6493 geometry but i just use z buffering now. Im ashamed of my poopy graphics code. 6494 Like maybe im romanicizing quake2s performance but consideringn it runs on 6495 software renderer its insanely fast . Probably cuz it uses BSP which divides the 6496 level into rooms.(sort of). 6497 6498 6-24-24 Pt.3 6499 6500 The God/Allah entity likes to make people feel like they are chosen. It is 6501 very easy to love God/Allah and it is a shortcut to liberation. You dont have to 6502 be a good person or know anything. Ill elloborate. All you have to do is believe 6503 in God and you can be a poo poo brain because you are chosen. Anyone can go 6504 crazy and go to heaven by actin like a poo poo brain. 6505 6506 There is no sense of worthyness in Islam. There is no sense of being worthy 6507 enough to do something because you can just do it,nothing is off-limits in terms 6508 of practice. 6509 6510 In Jainism,it is improper to go apeshit. You are not allowed to just become a 6511 monk. Someone asked about this. In Ratnakaradana Sravakacara there are 11 steps 6512 you must do before you are worthy of being a monk. You cannot just decide to 6513 become a monk,not allowed. 6514 6515 Islam is a shortcut theology because the Quran is polemic against any form of 6516 abstract thinking about God. Islam rejects the trinity and other Gods because it 6517 is too simple. It takes out any level of abstraction and replaces it with 6518 "common-sense" things that most people think about God. This is why people feel 6519 chosen when they read it. It is because the theology is forcibly simplied to the 6520 point where unworthy people can understand it. 6521 6522 I am not worthy or choosen. 6523 6524 Even the Bible is better than the Quran in the sense that the Bible permits 6525 abstract thinking about God whereas the Quran is a (somewhat) straightforward 6526 text when it says things about heaven and hell. 6527 6528 The Quran also makes no sense. Read the second Surah and try summarizing it. 6529 You cannot becuase it jumps from topic to topic very fast with very little glue 6530 between the verses. It is not a linear narrative. It was not compiled into a 6531 book until later on,and the first revealed verse appears near the middile/end of 6532 the Quran. 6533 6534 It literaly is a "raw" unfiltered collection of direct-from-Allah sound bites 6535 that makes no sense when put into a book. I say straighfoward because it has no 6536 abstract thinking in it. 6537 6538 6-24-24 Pt.2 6539 6540 All pleasure comes at the expense of others. I cannot breath without killing 6541 bacteria. It is important to not have an abstract view of death when talking 6542 about killing oneself. Suicide is a painful process. Suicide is not synonymus 6543 with turning off a light. There are people who give up living with a clear 6544 heart. I am a creatin who cannot relate to pain. I am truly a coward for not 6545 paining myself. The least I can do is volenteer more. 6546 6547 I will try to learn the Pakrit version of Navakar Mantra tonight. 6548 6549 I looked at this: 6550 6551 Science without religion is lame and religion without science is blind 6552 - Einstein 6553 6554 6-24-24 Pt.1 6555 6556 Heres the deal. If Donald Trump doesnt come up with cool shit to say during 6557 the 2024 presidential debate,my vote wont be for the Donald Guy. This is going 6558 to be a hard battle because Hillary had an attitude to fuck with,but Biden 6559 bumbles about politics or something. 6560 6561 /*Censored Political Speech about Trump.*/ 6562 6563 Real talk. Donald is a hypocrite because he is all for "law and order" but he 6564 is a convicted felon but denies guilt. 6565 6566 6-23-24 Pt.2 6567 6568 I made a backup of my /usr which is symlink'ed in /lib(/usr/lib) so I have my 6569 shit in case something poo poo happens again(NO upgrading SID ok). Im glad I 6570 know how to use linux sort of. 6571 6572 I wasted loads of time re-flashing the storage for my sexy Lichee Pi 4A today. 6573 No commits today,I made this picture awhile ago(Echo) 6574 6575 6-23-24 Pt.1 6576 6577 I am feignin for food. Also I apt upgraded my RISC-V machine that was running 6578 debian SID it messed things up. SID is the offical debian for RISC-V machines. 6579 Looks like a sad time for RISC-V machines around the world. 6580 6581 Who the fuck even uses RISC-V except for big-techies and me? 6582 6583 I worked on SmallTalk-Serialization. It isnt there yet but I sent it to aiwnio 6584 s.com today so you can see it do next to nothing. 6585 6586 I have decided that the frogs will not talk in the game for now. 6587 6588 6-22-24 Pt.2 6589 6590 Being dis-illusioned with living is a virtue when you make others happy. Die 6591 to make someone else's dream come true. I will ask about volenteering more to 6592 make someone else's dream come true. If I make the pain of others a pleasuree to 6593 me then that will be problematic when I face retaliation. If I make others' 6594 pleasure a pleasure to me then it will be better. 6595 6596 If living is a pleasure then suicide isnt a good option. I should seek neither 6597 death or living so I am pleasured by existence. My life shouldnt belong to me 6598 anymore. Let me be a public fuck toy for others to play with who feels nothing. 6599 6600 Can you win? Either you incur someone's disrepect or you fight them for 6601 respect. Either way you will feel pain. It seems to win at life you just give up 6602 fighting to win. The only thing better than winning is not having a battle in 6603 the first place. 6604 6605 6606 6-22-24 Pt.1 Serialization 6607 6608 I worked on some lit serialization code for SmallTalk(Save.HC). 6609 6610 6611 6-19-24 Pt.2 Tadpole Emergency 6612 6613 I accidently poured flavored water into my tadpole bowl. I saved 1 but there 6614 is another lurking in the bowl I think. I was drinking flavored water and I had 6615 another water for the tadpoles but I made a mistake and put the wrong water in. 6616 I hope sink water doesnt kill him. I put him in a pitcher full of sink water 6617 6618 I accidently killed assloads of tadpoles the other day because it was hot 6619 outside and they died. 6620 6621 6-19-24 Pt.1 6622 6623 I went to burger king and i bought a vegan burger. It was good. I bought new 6624 shoes today too. I was asked about primordial things. I cannot answer such 6625 questions. What is the purpose of eating,for fun. People learn things to 6626 construct reality 6627 6628 6-18-24 Pt.3 6629 6630 A king can give away his kingdom at death time. This is good. What if the king 6631 becomes alive again and sees how silly the new ruler is. Would he do it again. 6632 Ceasing to exist would be a blessing in this case. The pain comes not from his 6633 good(giving away the kingdom)but because of his attachment to his kingdom. I 6634 will give up the TOOM 2 port just as the King renounces his attachment to the 6635 world. I will try to make the networking code decent. I love my work but I will 6636 give it up when it is ready. 6637 6638 6-18-24 Pt.2 6639 6640 Good people arent just remembered for the things they accomplished but for 6641 what good they brought to others. It is important to remember how people 6642 impacted the world around them before we can analyze themself 6643 6644 6-18-24 Pt.1 6645 6646 Its so hot outside so I cant get tea so my productivity will plumet. I cannot 6647 operate while being hot without tea. I was debugging the networked multiplayer. 6648 I was sending the client hashes and using that size for the final number of 6649 things to be sent from the server. This lead to "vanishing" things. 6650 6651 The multiplayer code will suck ass but will be fun. People play games is for 6652 fun. I really really hope latency is not going to be an issue 6653 6654 6-17-24 Pt.4 Bool-3 6655 -] Birth bodies 6656 6657 -] (Inside) Earth 6658 6659 Natural things like rocks 6660 6661 -] From Water 6662 6663 Tadpoles 6664 6665 -] From Fire 6666 6667 Fire bodies 6668 6669 -] From Air 6670 6671 Bacteria 6672 6673 -] From Plants 6674 6675 Plants 6676 6677 -] Moving 6678 6679 Humans/animals 6680 6681 6682 6683 6684 6-17-24 Pt.3 Bool-2 6685 6686 -] Cha Jiva Nikayah(Classes of living beings) 6687 6688 -] 1 Sense(Sense of touch/collision) 6689 6690 Earth,fire/water phenomon,Plants 6691 6692 -] 2 Sense creatures(Taste) 6693 6694 Worms 6695 6696 -] 3 Sense creatures(Smell) 6697 6698 Ants 6699 6700 -] 4 Sense creatures(Sight) 6701 6702 Flies 6703 6704 -] 5 Sense creatures(Hearing) 6705 6706 Humans 6707 6708 6709 6710 6-17-24 Pt.2 6711 6712 It is hard to find my Amazon books. I bought a book called 6713 The Mystery of Life: 25 Bol.Jainism Simplified in English. It was so hard to 6714 find in my amazon stuff. I have other books like OpenCL cookbook and 6715 Santa Conquers the Homophobes. I think in the eariler shitpits I would say 6716 whatever with no filter and it was true. I think that some people arent equiped 6717 to hear unpleasant truths so I will be more conversative in my ramblings. It is 6718 best to humble yourself. 6719 6720 I used to wonder why scripture makes reference to human desires while 6721 condemning human vices. It is because Truth is so hard to understand sometimes 6722 you have to be able to eat it in a way that tastes good. The same applies to the 6723 Shitpit. Expousing reality is benefical and it leaves little room for baises. 6724 The religion of the Tirhankaras is good at expousing reality. 6725 6726 6-17-24 Pt.1 Bool-1 6727 6728 -] States of Movement between Lives 6729 6730 -] Narak Gati 6731 6732 Hellish Poo Poo realm 6733 6734 -] Tiryach Gati 6735 6736 A abnormal confused reality comparable to human life 6737 6738 -] Manusha Gati 6739 6740 Transgere to a Human or Human-Like(Samaska) life,the only state that can 6741 obtain Moska 6742 6743 -] Deva Gati 6744 6745 A Godlike state of existence 6746 6747 6748 6749 6-16-24 Pt.2 6750 6751 Fuckin DolDoc fucked up my dollar signs and I lost some shitpit entries 6752 6753 6754 6-15-24 Pt.2 6755 6756 The only thing better than winning a fight is not having one. I am a big 6757 looser because I am not a winner. 6758 6759 6-15-24 Pt.1 6760 6761 Working on Doom is boring now. I have to implement the secret levels. Big 6762 boring. I cant wait to work on the frogs game again. 6763 6764 6-12-24 Pt.2 6765 6766 The Gihon server at aiwnios.com 6667 now uses CrossNetShims. You can probably 6767 run it on vinilla TempleOS. 6768 6769 6-12-24 Pt.1 6770 6771 Scientists use precise langauge,psychologists use abstract language. There is 6772 a clear disconnect. I have not seen psychologist so anything impressive. I have 6773 heard that bhuddists are a middle way. I dont know what this actually means. 6774 6775 People in distress hire lawyers to whine for them in precise langauge. In 6776 precise language I will say that "help" is in itself useless. Therapy only works 6777 becuase of the process of help and not the therapy itself. It you use magic to 6778 help you it is irrelevant if magic is acutally real because you are putting your 6779 faith in magic and that is what is causing you to change. 6780 6781 6-10-24 Pt.3 6782 6783 Enemies in TOOM can walk through each-other(it gets crowded). I will make them 6784 "bounce" off eachother in the future maybe 6785 6786 6-10-24 Pt.2 6787 TOTSE(Looks like a cool website). Its not goatse,its like an old text board that 6788 is pretty cool. 6789 6790 6-10-24 Pt.1 6791 6792 Kralech streamed porn during a twich stream. I laughed even though its bad. I 6793 optimized the TOOM collision code today. It's quite boring actually. I was 6794 iterating all of the things that needed colision. This is bad because if you 6795 have 100 things,that means you will do 100*100 things. I now ONLY use the thing 6796 grid(blockmap) when looking for things. It speeds things up alot. 6797 <45>6798 6799 6800 6801 6802 6803 6804 6805 6806 6807 6808 6809 6810 6811 6812 6813 6814 6815 6816 Doom II has massive levels and its boring to play. I still have to balance the 6817 gameplay a bit. 6818 6819 6820 6-9-24 Pt.1 6821 6822 Billie Ellish is a depressed singer who says things that dperessed people want 6823 to hear with Good-Artistry. 6824 6825 My favorite singers are those who talk about poop/the n-word with good 6826 artistry. Not really good taste but idk. 6827 6828 -] Best signers 6829 6830 1 - London Yellow(Raps about poop) 6831 2 - Rucka Rucka Ali(Is a fan of racism but not a racist somehow) 6832 3 - Micheal Jackson(Good artistry) 6833 4 - Scarlxrd (Fuckin sick flows,but lacking in depth) 6834 6835 6836 Ill tell you a story though a comic 6837 Froggis6838 6839 6840 6841 6842 6843 6844 6845 6846 6847 6848 6849 6850 6851 6852 6853 6854 6855 6856 6857 6858 6859 6860 6861 6862 6863 6864 6865 6866 6867 6868 6869 6870 6871 6872 6873 6874 6875 6876 6877 6878 6879 6880 6881 6882 6883 6884 6885 6886 6887 6888 6889 6890 6891 6892 6893 6894 6895 6896 6897 6898 6899 6900 6901 6902 6903 6904 6905 6906 6907 6908 6909 6910 6911 6912 6913 6914 6915 6916 6917 6918 6919 6920 6921 6922 6923 6924 6925 6926 6927 6928 6-8-24 Pt.2 6929 6930 Wtf 6931 6932 6-8-24 Pt.1 6933 6934 I live in a good country where I can do barley anything and live likee a king. 6935 I dont know why it seems suicide is so common here,but this isnt the point. 6936 Monks dont really do too much so its good. I am blessed enough to have a job 6937 where I feed homeless people and can think 6938 6939 Monks limit their travel. When I was a kid there were plants that would get 6940 stuck to me. They would attach themselves to me. Much in the same way a plant 6941 attaches its seeds to an animal,morals attach themselves to animals from travel. 6942 6943 If I was to quit getting tea everyday this would be good. Sticking your head 6944 underwater for swimming sounds fun until you run out of breath. I will practice. 6945 6946 6-7-24 Pt.2 6947 6948 -] Ratnakarandaka Sravak-acara notes Pt.1 6949 6950 -] The path to Nirvana is defined by 6951 6952 1 - Right Faith 6953 2 - Right knowledge 6954 3 - Right conduct 6955 -] Right Faith 6956 6957 Belief in the true Devas who are free from vices of the flesh and who 6958 are onmipotetent and who have true dharma. 6959 Gods are true only when they say the right things in an unbaised nature 6960 with no evil motives. Truth is clouded by biases therefore true Gods have 6961 to have no biases 6962 6963 Right Faith is above knowledge and conduct. A seed is not above the tree 6964 6965 -] Limbs of faith 6966 6967 1 - Belief in realities substances 6968 2 - Rejection of sense gratifaction as they lead to bad karmas 6969 3 - Love for monks 6970 4 - Rejection of poo poo brain morality 6971 5 - Dont corrupt truth 6972 6 - ??? 6973 7 - Have respect for monks and householders 6974 8 - Establish the glory of the Jain religion by doing cool stuff. 6975 6976 6977 -] Right Knowledge 6978 6979 True Knowledge is neither ineffective of exagerated. 6980 6981 -] Right Conduct 6982 6983 Ridding yourself of likes and dislikes is peace 6984 -] Anuvratas (minor vows) 6985 6986 1 - Avoid destruction of >=2 sensed beigns(anything beyond vegetables) 6987 2 - Dont make falsehood or say harmful truths 6988 3 - No stealing 6989 4 - No adultery 6990 5 - No buying assloads of shit 6991 6 - No wine and honey 6992 6993 -] Moolgunas (fundamental virtues) 6994 6995 Digvrata - Limit travel distance 6996 Dont eat roots and flowers and butter 6997 6998 6999 7000 7001 7002 7003 6-7-24 Pt.1 7004 7005 Here is a secret formula for making a TempleOS ram disk: 7006 7007 CDrv *dv=DrvMakeFreeSlot(DrvNextFreeLet('A')); 7008 CBlkDev *bd=BlkDevNextFreeSlot(dv->drv_let,BDT_RAM); 7009 bd->max_blk=0x10000; 7010 BlkDevAdd(bd,,TRUE,TRUE); 7011 Fmt('A'); 7012 7013 I want to make Aiwnios's files be put in a RAM disk,user files will be put in 7014 hard-disk or whatever,that way you cannot mess up the KernelA.HH 7015 6-6-24 Pt.2 7016 7017 "Transiton" means seperation from the past and the future. Is is fundamentary a 7018 seperation. In this possibly transitory journey I am on in life I am seperated by 7019 nature. Transition ends when you reach your goal. It is fallacious thinking to 7020 think things are acquired except through the self. You dont get knowledge by 7021 appearing in class in the same way therapists dont cure you. It only works if you 7022 believe in it. 7023 7024 I said that hope is composed of abstraction and heuristics. It is fundamentally 7025 an abstraction of truth that looks closer to a desired result. You are forcing 7026 reality to look like a desired outcome via hope. If something doesnt look 7027 right,just abstract the ill feelings out of it and it will look better. This is 7028 how hope works. 7029 7030 I gave up a long time ago on hope. It is better to confront a cruel reality than 7031 to abstract the truth out of truth and become a poo poo brain. 7032 7033 6-6-24 Pt.1 7034 7035 I accidently deleted the shitpit entry for today 7036 7037 5-28-24 Pt.1 7038 7039 A fool seeks validation of others while a learned man knows himself. I am 7040 working on a Temple-Chat thing that is an AI. Self control is black and white. 7041 Either you control yourself or not. Reality is a good religion to study and you 7042 can find it's scripture everywhere you look. I suppose the Tirhankaras wouldnt 7043 mind me studing algorithms becasue theyt are real. 7044 7045 I cannot control myself to turn off my brain because i want to study Machine 7046 Learning. My mind is racing,the world could be burning and I wouldnt care. Man Im 7047 fuckin zooted. 7048 7049 7050 7051 5-27-24 Pt.1 7052 7053 Im Pushin' P putting Quake2 from steam on a flash drive to play on the RISC-V 7054 machine. I once said I am a living legend. This is simply not the case. A educated 7055 person in kindegarden looks like a genius(by comparasion). I need to find the rest 7056 of the compiler clan.Im not sure where they are 7057 7058 In my life I used to play with transitors as a kid. I wanted to build robots. I 7059 guess you could say I was a genius,but in reality I simply had access to more 7060 imformation than other kids. Its not that hard to build and AND gate,or a NOT 7061 gate. Alternating Current was secrectly above my head. I never understood 7062 inductors. 7063 7064 Math is the real star of the show. Do you ever wonder how people come up with 7065 operational amplifiers and filters; It's through math. Ill give an example of a 7066 simple amplifier and how math is responsible for it 7067 <47>7068 7069 7070 7071 7072 7073 7074 7075 7076 7077 7078 7079 7080 7081 7082 7083 7084 7085 Edit: I have no idea how I worked the math of an operational amplififier at like 7086 12/13. I have become dumbers over the years. Time to stop pretending to be smart 7087 7088 5-26-24 Pt.2 7089 7090 Some people suffer for fame. I am not famous and even if I was I would not care. 7091 If you have seen the qualities of seeking attention you have seen whatever the 7092 fuck this is: 7093 <48>7094 7095 7096 7097 7098 7099 7100 7101 7102 7103 7104 7105 7106 7107 7108 7109 7110 7111 7112 7113 7114 Detioration of the senses and substance will occur. You will no longer be able 7115 to drink the Gamer Girl piss and bathwater. Dont carelessly misuse yourself while 7116 you are sensible. God will misuse you once your senses start to disappear and you 7117 will be unable to construct reality. I dont know if the target demographic for 7118 retarded Gamer Girl piss is old men or young men. I really dont know. 7119 7120 5-26-24 Pt.1 7121 7122 I heard autistic people cannot think abstractly easier. If I look at my notes 7123 they are not glued togheter or make any sense when viewed as a whole. They are not 7124 concrete(abstract). I am diagnosed with autism but I dont have it too bad. 7125 7126 You may be wondering about socialization. I have wrote before that beings are 7127 capable of receiving and giving love. This could apply to humanity at large as 7128 opposed to a small group of individuals. I do not care about anyone enough to 7129 marry them. I don't even care about them enough to serious talk to them,but I care 7130 enough to offer tea to homeless people and volenteer/work at food pantry for 7131 homeless people. I dont do this for money because I only get paid half of what I 7132 "work"(I volenteer the rest of the days). 7133 7134 See this section for why I am not Schitzophrenic. 7135 7136 5-25-24 Pt.2 7137 7138 Have you seen internal conflict. No? I have(self control). There are few if any 7139 outside oppressors. A room with a sexy RISC-V machine or other programmable 7140 machine is sexy is the same as the world to me. I wonder about the mentality of 7141 insane people. I used to belive God wanted me to wash myself alot but I was not 7142 insane becuase the Quran said so,therefore my "insane" OCD was based in a sort of 7143 reality. I was operating on bad info. I am not actually insane because I was 7144 operating on bad information as opposed to pure insanity. 7145 7146 Actually insne people(I imagine) are unable to different reality from thoughts. 7147 Insane people and "insane" people only appear the same on the outside. Hueristics 7148 are illrevelant here. 7149 7150 7151 5-25-24 Pt.1 7152 7153 Biases obscure reality. Try looking in the mirror and seeing an evil person. 7154 Morality seems to be used to justify sins more than it is used to condemn them. 7155 People eat food then it comes back out. This is self morality. True morality is 7156 not a by-product. 7157 7158 A facts is different than the reason is it being presented to you 7159 7160 5-23-24 Pt.1 7161 7162 People going full smart mode must not eat beans. There was a crow 2(?) days ago 7163 that wanted to enter my workplace,he flew into the window multiple and squaked and 7164 left his claw-marks on the window. Mr Crow tried to enter again at the front door. 7165 7166 What belongs to humans is in my hands,and what is the crow's is in his(?) claws. 7167 It is improper to take what belongs to the crow,and improper for the bird to enter 7168 my workplace,even though he is cute. 7169 7170 5-22-24 Pt.1 7171 7172 Things not to think about: 7173 <49>7174 7175 7176 7177 7178 7179 7180 7181 7182 7183 7184 7185 7186 7187 7188 7189 7190 7191 7192 7193 7194 7195 7196 7197 7198 Im not sure why this sounds like a good idea to me. They say sharing sins is a 7199 first step. Just as jucie has less taste when mixed with lots of water,sins become 7200 reduced when confessed. I asked StableDefusion to make a picture of a hedgehog 7201 made out of shit and cheetos but I didnt get a good result 7202 7203 5-21-24 Pt.4 7204 7205 I will reload the Smalltalk compiler. I wil use goto's instead of switch 7206 statements 7207 7208 5-21-24 Pt.3 7209 7210 We loose life when we loose senses(by death),to live we must remain sensible to 7211 live. I think of a severly retarded frog individual that has no snese of reality 7212 and does everthing that comes to mind. He looks like a meth addict. 7213 7214 I should make a archive of sexy content that demonstrates the in-sensibity of 7215 humans,like a "best of" list of crazyshit.com. I saw a guy smoking meth out of 7216 some fine plumbing dressed up like Super Mario. I swear the shit was fuckin lit. 7217 7218 5-21-24 Pt.2 7219 The Tirhankaras would not approve of deporting people but I cannot censor 7220 myself. The best person to deport to Africa is yourself sometimes. 7221 7222 5-21-24 Pt.1 7223 7224 Systematic deportation of mastrubators to Africa is a good way to solve the 7225 world's problems. Ill do research on how to run for President. I need to be 35 7226 years old. We need to assemble a Pornhub to Africa pipeline to fuel economic 7227 growth. Africa will benefit because they will have people to help fix poverty 7228 <50>7229 7230 7231 7232 7233 7234 7235 7236 7237 7238 7239 7240 7241 7242 7243 7244 7245 7246 7247 7248 7249 7250 7251 7252 7253 7254 7255 7256 7257 7258 7259 7260 7261 7262 7263 7264 7265 7266 7267 7268 5-20-24 Pt.5 7269 7270 It is improper to romanicize anything out of reach. Security is a virtue. If I 7271 lost everythng and I accept the situation I will have security. Hypothetical gains 7272 from "just try it" are no match for security. A hyptohetical gain is lesser than 7273 the actuall loss in aquiring such a gain. Doing what suites you and makes you 7274 happy is perfecty fine and doesnt need to be fixed 7275 7276 5-20-24 Pt.4 7277 7278 Delusion could be defined as holding a gun to someone's head and claiming 7279 victimhood for the victim disobeying him. If the victim obeys it is still 7280 delusion. They say forced non-murder isnt true peace. This is the socitey 7281 delusion 7282 7283 Societies are defined by sets of morals. A Society without morals is an 7284 oxymoron. 7285 7286 Good people sell cures.Bad people create problems then sell cures. It is common 7287 for people to advocate freedom then condemn the liberties of others. Religious 7288 freedoom is no more of an oxymoron than society liberty. No values == no morals. 7289 The only super power you get from morality is self control 7290 7291 It seems to me that people dont have true morals and are just pretending. If I 7292 say the n word then everyone will condemn me but I am literally on a literal level 7293 harming no one. Sweet words("dont say the n word") can motivate people to do good. 7294 Does evil brew in silence or numbers. 7295 7296 Religion is good at reminding people to have morals. Home and security guards 7297 evils. Its like visiting house that you no longer live in. 7298 7299 5-20-24 Pt.3 7300 7301 If you have even seen words,you probably dont remember the paper they were 7302 written on. Thats becuase it is way too easy to read words. You could even 7303 transliterate greek if I told you what the letters sounded like. Reading isnt the 7304 true virtue,understanding is. Why am I writing the things I write 7305 7306 Compasion comes in 2 forms,Self-helping and Self-Obstructing. Somtimes helping 7307 others helps you or hurts you. Rejecting compassion is garenteed to deny the 7308 possibly of benefit but accepting compasion can give you either or 7309 7310 5-20-24 Pt.2 7311 7312 I am not a f*g,maybe I am a fig so I might be plantsexual but I dont know how 7313 sexy lettuce is. I dont know if it is possible that plants have genderes 7314 7315 5-20-24 Pt.1 7316 7317 Members of the Heavens Gate cult dressed up as star trek charactors before 7318 pwning themselves. Sometimes reality is strange we have to do strange things to 7319 express reality. It is less narcasistic to accept a loss than to deny it. I am 7320 reflecting on my reality.It is an serious act,the only people seeing 7321 trajedy/confusion are outsiders 7322 7323 5-19-24 Pt.2 7324 7325 Abstracting the dying out of death is bad. Everyone wants what they lust for 7326 until they have it. Vice versa. The problem with good people isnt good people 7327 dying,rather its when death becomes an abstract and trajedy becomes just. 7328 7329 5-19-24 Pt.1 7330 7331 I am a creatin with little sense of direction,but with a Compiler and loads of 7332 time. Despite being true I will refuse to hear it from other. Just in the same way 7333 it is useless to reason with a wall,it is useless to explain compilers with 7334 outsiders. Likewise it is useless to reason with me about direction; This is not a 7335 choise made in ignorance though 7336 7337 A Goldfish does what is best for him,witihin his capacity. Whatever hypothetical 7338 gain will go over it's goofy goldfish brain. He is soley concerned with reality. 7339 Anyone thinking of hyptheticals alone isnt thinking about reality. Goldfish poo 7340 poo brains are good at reality studies. 7341 7342 My misadventures are focosed with reality and not hyptoheticals. A hyptohetical 7343 evil is lesser than the actuall evil in combaring a hypothetical evil. 7344 7345 Morality is over my head. It is not for me to decide. 7346 7347 5-13-24 Pt.1 7348 7349 It is a strange occurance to read something to complex to understand,it is 7350 stranger to understand it. Aquisition and understanding is a 2 fold activity 7351 7352 5-10-24 Pt.2 7353 7354 Dillo 3.1 is out,grab your bros 7355 7356 5-10-24 Pt.1 7357 7358 I will say that humility is knowling your place as the asker of questions. Gods 7359 I think have a degree of humility in awnsering questions. The planter doesnt ask 7360 the Sun God for rain and the Althete doesnt ask the Rain God for sun. I suppose 7361 the Gods know their place and we ought to know our place too 7362 The 1 God cannot awnser the prayers of both the farmer and the athlete. 7363 7364 You see,knowledge is reduction ,and reality consitutes knowledge. You cannot 7365 attain liberation without reduction and restaint from evil 7366 7367 Clayton 7368 7369 <nrootconauto@gmail.com>7370 7371 7372 7373 7374 7375 7376 7377 7378 7379 7380 7381 7382 7383 7384 7385 7386 7387 7388 7389 7390 7391 7392 7393 7394 7395 7396 7397 7398 7399 7400 7401 7402 7403 7404 7405 7406 7407 WIP DOOM port 7408 I am working on a port of Doom that runs on Aiwnios(TOOM). 74097410 7411 7412 7413 7414 7415 7416 7417 7418 7419 7420 7421 7422 7423 7424 7425 7426 7427 7428 7429 7430 7431 7432 7433 7434 7435 7436 7437 7438 7439 7440 7441 7442 7443 7444 7445 7446 7447 7448 7449 7450 7451 7452 7453 7454 7455 7456 7457 Compiler Part 1,The Lexer 7458 7459 The first part of the compiler is the lex. It turned the text from the source 7460 code into words(tokens) that the compiler understands. For example, 7461 "123" gets turned into a TK_I64. 7462 7463 In our lexer,we have CLexFile's which are blocks of text we read,this can we any 7464 piece of text,like a macro's definition or an #exe block or a file. We get the 7465 charactors out of the Lexer via LexGetChar,which will do things like free the old 7466 CLexFile if we reach the end of the stream. 7467 7468 Sometimes we want to put a charactor back into the stream. You can use CCF_USE_L 7469 AST_U16 to reuse the last charactor. For example,if we are looking for digits in 7470 the expression 123; and we hit the semicolon,we dont want to discard the semicolon 7471 that we just got,so we put it back into the lexer by setting CCF_USE_LAST_U16 7472 7473 7474 <53>7475 7476 7477 7478 7479 7480 7481 7482 7483 7484 7485 7486 7487 7488 7489 7490 7491 7492 7493 7494 Compiler Part 2,The Parser 7495 7496 The second part of the compiler is the the parser. At the heart of this parser 7497 (in AIWNIOS_PrsExp.HC) is the shunting yard algorithm. This uses Reverse Polish 7498 Notation. This is a form of stack notation that looks like this: 7499 7500 7501 1 2 + 3 4 + * 7502 7503 The operators come is the order that they are used,lets see again with some 7504 parenthesis 7505 7506 ((1 2 +) (3 4 +) *) 7507 7508 Pretty epic isn't it. 7509 7510 To generate this,I use a stack called CCmpCtrl->ps with a class of CPrsStk. 7511 There are 3 stacks in a CPrsStk. The first is the precedence stack,the second is 7512 pointers to the generated CRPN's. The final is tree nodes. 7513 7514 The algorithm works by immediately pushing numbers to the stack first. Operators 7515 are pushed to the Shunting yard stack. It looks like this 7516 7517 <54>7518 7519 7520 7521 7522 7523 7524 7525 7526 7527 7528 7529 7530 7531 7532 7533 7534 7535 7536 7537 The first thing to do here is put the '+' operator on the stack. 7538 7539 <55>7540 7541 7542 7543 7544 7545 7546 7547 7548 7549 7550 7551 7552 7553 7554 7555 7556 7557 7558 7559 The next thing to do(after we push 2 to the output) is to check if + comes after 7560 *. + comes after the * so we push it to the output,then push * to the stack for 7561 later. We end up with something like this 7562 7563 <56>7564 7565 7566 7567 7568 7569 7570 7571 7572 7573 7574 7575 7576 7577 7578 7579 7580 7581 7582 7583 7584 7585 Once we are at the end of input(after we add 3). We add all the operators to the 7586 output 7587 7588 <57>7589 7590 7591 7592 7593 7594 7595 7596 7597 7598 7599 7600 7601 7602 7603 7604 7605 7606 7607 7608 Compiler Part 2,The Parser II 7609 7610 UNDER CONSTRUCTION 7611 7612 Compiler Part 3,The Code Generator 7613 7614 7615 The code generator in aiwnios is platform dependant and is written in C to make 7616 porting to new platforms easier(bootstrapping is done in C). There is an interface 7617 in AIWNIOS_CodeGen.HC to use the turn the Intermediate Codes from the HolyC parser 7618 into the C intermediate codes. 7619 7620 There are multiple phases to turning the intermeidate codes into machine code. 7621 The first phases are in optpass.c. This file is pretty simple and does things like 7622 constant folding(OptPassConstFold) and merging communitive operations(OptPassMerge 7623 Communitives). This is boring stuff ,but the epic part is in x86_64_backend.c(or a 7624 rm_backend.c for AARCH64). 7625 7626 The most important thing this file does is generate machine code,at the top of 7627 the file you will see functions that generate voluptuous X86 instructions for you. 7628 The second most important part is generating the temporary registers for the 7629 intermediate codes. 7630 7631 To do this,I imagine the CRPN's as a tree. Beacuse temporary registers are 7632 scare,we need to make good use of them. A good way to do this is to assign them to 7633 the leafs of the tree,and when we are done using them,we Pop them from our 7634 imaginary stack(computers loves stacks). 7635 7636 7637 <58>7638 7639 7640 7641 7642 7643 7644 7645 7646 7647 7648 7649 7650 7651 7652 7653 7654 7655 The heavy lifting for this is done in PushTmpDepthFirst. This we recuse into the 7656 parse "Tree" and Push items once it's children are done. Items are popped when we 7657 are done with them. The PushTmp/PushTmpSpilled functions will automatically choose 7658 a temporary register based on how many temporary registers are used,or if none are 7659 availble a stack location will be choosed. 7660 7661 The fun part is at the __OptPassFinal function. This is basically a gaint switch 7662 statement that will generate the machine code from the intermediate codes. 7663 7664 This is done in 2 passes,the first pass is done to see how big the resulting 7665 source code is,and the second part is to actually generator the source code. In my 7666 code generator,I have code_misc's on some of the intermedaite codes like IC_GOTO. 7667 7668 Sometimes we want the address of a label,but we dont know it untill all the 7669 machine code is generated. You can have the compiler fill in the label at an 7670 offset in the machine code with CodeMiscAddRef(CCodeMisc*,I64 offset). At the end 7671 of our OptPassFinal function I fill in the holes with the label pointers. 7672 7673 7674 User-Guide 7675 7676 Runtime Part 1:Graphics I 7677 7678 Use the Fs->draw_it callback to draw something to the current window 7679 7680 7681 U0 DrawIt(CTask *,CDC *dc) { 7682 dc->color=BLUE; 7683 GrRect(dc,0,0,100,100); 7684 } 7685 Fs->draw_it=&DrawIt; 7686 7687 7688 7689 The first argument is a pointer to the CTask being drawn,and the second argument 7690 is a CDC drawing context,use some primitives to draw to the screen. 7691 7692 -] GrRect 7693 7694 GrRect(dc,200,200,100,100); 7695 7696 -] GrPlot(single pixel) 7697 7698 GrPlot(dc,200,200); 7699 7700 -] GrFillCircle 7701 7702 GrFillCircle(dc,100,100,50); 7703 7704 -] GrCircle 7705 7706 GrCircle(dc,100,100,50); 7707 7708 -] GrLine 7709 7710 GrLine(dc,100,100,0,0); 7711 7712 -] GrPrint 7713 7714 GrPrint(dc,100,100,"Hello World"); 7715 7716 -] GrBlot(copy dc to other dc) 7717 7718 GrBlot(dc,100,100,new); 7719 7720 -] DCClear 7721 7722 DCClear(dc); //Resets Z buffer 7723 7724 -] DCFill 7725 7726 DCFill(dc,COLOR); 7727 7728 7729 Runtime Part 1:Graphics Transformations and 3D graphics 7730 7731 TempleOS lets you do sexy stuff with the graphics like 3D graphics. At the heart 7732 of this is a transformation matrix. Im not a math genius but luckily for me there 7733 are functions for managing the math for me. Before we can use a transformation 7734 matrix,we need to set the DCF_TRANSFORMATION flag in CDC->flags. After wards you 7735 can use matrix functions to rotate your drawing things cordanates 7736 7737 7738 CDC *dc=DCNew(100,100); 7739 Mat4x4IdentEqu(dc->r); //Assign a identity matrix(No transformation) 7740 DCFill; 7741 dc->flags|=DCF_TRANSFORMATION; 7742 F64 rotx=0; 7743 for(;rotx<=2*pi;rotx+=(2*pi/100.)) { 7744 DCFill(dc); 7745 Mat4x4IdentEqu(dc->r); //Reset our transformation 7746 Mat4x4RotZ(dc->r,rotx); 7747 Mat4x4TranslationEqu(dc->r,50,50,0); 7748 dc->color=YELLOW; 7749 GrRect3(dc,0,0,0,50,50); 7750 DCFill; 7751 GrBlot(,100,100,dc); 7752 Sleep(33); 7753 } 7754 DCDel(dc); 7755 DCFill; 7756 7757 7758 Here are a list of (transformation) matrix goodies: 7759 -] Mat4x4RotX 7760 7761 //Rotates around the X axis,used for Y-flipping 7762 7763 -] Mat4x4RotY 7764 7765 //Rotates around the Y axis,used for X-flipping 7766 7767 -] Mat4x4RotZ 7768 7769 //Rotates around the Z axis,use general 2D rotations 7770 7771 -] Mat4x4Scale 7772 7773 //Zooms a matrix 7774 7775 -] Mat4x4TranslationEqu 7776 7777 Mat4x4TranslationEqu(mat,x,y,z); //Sets the cordantes of a matrix 7778 7779 -] Mat4x4TranslationAdd 7780 7781 Mat4x4TranslationAdd(mat,x,y,z); //Add to the cordantes of a matrix 7782 7783 -] Mat4x4MulXYZ 7784 7785 Mat4x4MulXYZ(mat,&x,&y,&z); //THIS WILL TRANSFORM THE CORDANTES BY THE MATRIX 7786 7787 7788 You may want to do general math on matricies too: 7789 -] Mat4x4IdentEqu 7790 7791 Mat4x4IdentEqu(mat); //This makes a normal matrix that doesnt do transofrmations 7792 7793 -] Mat4x4IdentNew 7794 7795 I64 *malloced=Mat4x4IdentNew; //This makes a normal matrix that doesnt do 7796 transofrmations 7797 7798 -] Mat4x4MulMat4x4Equ 7799 7800 Mat4x4MulMat4x4Equ(dst,a,b); //Multiplies a matrix to another matrix,ask a 7801 genius what this actually does 7802 7803 -] Mat4x4MulMat4x4New 7804 7805 I64 *malloced=Mat4x4MulMat4x4Nw(a,b); //Same as above but MAlloced 7806 7807 7808 Sometimes in your 3D adventures you may want to make sure you draw things in the 7809 distacne behind the things in the front. This is called Z-buffering. In TempleOS 7810 this is easy-peasy. Just call DCDepthBufAlloc(dc). This will handle your depths 7811 for you. 7812 7813 Here is a cube thing for you: 7814 7815 7816 CD3I32 poly[4]= {{-100,-100,-100},{100,-100,-100},{100,100,-100},{-100,100,-100}}; 7817 I64 colors[4]= {BLUE,YELLOW,GREEN,CYAN}; 7818 CDC *dc=DCNew(200,200); 7819 dc->r=Mat4x4IdentNew; 7820 DCDepthBufAlloc(dc); 7821 DCFill; 7822 dc->flags|=DCF_TRANSFORMATION; 7823 F64 rotx=0,roty; 7824 CD3I32 cube[6][6]; 7825 I64 i=0,i2=0; 7826 I64 *trans=Mat4x4IdentNew; 7827 for(rotx=0.; rotx<=(2.*pi)-1.; rotx+=2*pi/4.) { 7828 Mat4x4IdentEqu(trans); 7829 Mat4x4RotX(trans,rotx); 7830 Mat4x4RotY(trans,roty); 7831 for(i2=0; i2!=4; i2++) { 7832 MemCpy(&cube[i][i2],&poly[i2],sizeof(CD3I32)); 7833 Mat4x4MulXYZ(trans,&cube[i][i2].x,&cube[i][i2].y,&cube[i][i2].z); 7834 } 7835 i++; 7836 } 7837 for(rotx=0; rotx<=2*pi; rotx+=(2*pi/100.)) { 7838 DCFill(dc); 7839 DCDepthBufRst(dc); 7840 Mat4x4IdentEqu(dc->r); 7841 Mat4x4RotX(dc->r,rotx); 7842 Mat4x4RotY(dc->r,rotx); 7843 Mat4x4RotZ(dc->r,rotx); 7844 Mat4x4Scale(dc->r,.5); 7845 Mat4x4TranslationEqu(dc->r,0,0,3000); 7846 for(i2=0; i2!=6; i2++) { 7847 dc->color=colors[i2]; 7848 GrFillPoly3(dc,4,cube[i2]); 7849 } 7850 DCFill; 7851 GrBlot(,100,100,dc); 7852 Sleep(33); 7853 } 7854 DCDel(dc); 7855 DCFill; 7856 7857 7858 If you ran the above example,the cube looks flat,THIS IS BECUASE YOU NEED TO 7859 MAKE THINGS SHRINK IN THE DISTANCE 7860 7861 Let me introduce the CDC->transform callback: This callback will be called for 7862 every point that is rendered when DCF_TRANSFORMATION is enabled. To acheive the 7863 epic "shrinking effect",divide the X/Y coordinates by the Z coordanate times a 7864 scale distance Let's see an example: 7865 Heres an example: 7866 7867 7868 #define SCRN_SCALE 512 7869 U0 Transform(CDC *dc,I64 *x,I64 *y,I64 *z) 7870 { 7871 I64 zz; 7872 Mat4x4MulXYZ(dc->r,x,y,z); 7873 zz=SCRN_SCALE/3+*z; 7874 if (zz<1) zz=1; 7875 *x=SCRN_SCALE/2* *x/zz; 7876 *y=SCRN_SCALE/2* (*y)/zz; 7877 *x+=dc->x; 7878 *y+=dc->y; 7879 *z+=dc->z; 7880 } 7881 CDC *dc=DCAlias; 7882 dc->transform=&Transform; 7883 dc->flags|=DCF_TRANSFORMATION; 7884 I64 dist=0; 7885 dc->z=-60; 7886 for(dist=0;dist!=100;dist++) { 7887 Mat4x4TranslationEqu(dc->r,0,0,dist); 7888 dc->color=LTRED; 7889 GrRect3(dc,0,0,0,100,100); 7890 Refresh; 7891 DCFill; 7892 } 7893 7894 Runtime Part 1:Graphics Raster Operations 7895 7896 In TempleOS there are 16 colors,but you can mix them to make "new" colors. This 7897 is called dithering. To use dithering to use raster operations. This allows us to 7898 do things like make shading or invert the colors below what your drawing. Let's 7899 get started 7900 7901 7902 CDC *dc=DCAlias; 7903 I64 cnt; 7904 for(cnt=0;cnt!=100;cnt++) { 7905 dc->color=LTRED+YELLOW<<16+ROPF_DITHER; //Mix LTRED+YELLOW for Orange-ish color 7906 GrRect3(dc,0,0,0,100,100); 7907 Refresh; 7908 DCFill; 7909 } 7910 7911 7912 If you though that was cool,check out probability dithering. This will make a 7913 shading effect. You can change the percentage of what color gets used to make a 7914 shading of your choice.The CDC->dither_probability_u16 is a 16bit percentage of 7915 the the colors being used. If the dither_probability_u16 is 0,it will use 7916 dc->color,otherwise it will use dc->color.u8[2] if the probability is U16_MAX; 7917 7918 Let's rock(.u8[2] is 16 bits over): 7919 7920 CDC *dc=DCAlias; 7921 I64 cnt; 7922 for(cnt=0;cnt!=100;cnt++) { 7923 dc->color=BLACK; 7924 GrRect(dc,0,0,100,100); 7925 dc->color=LTRED+YELLOW<<16+ROPF_PROBABILITY_DITHER; 7926 dc->dither_probability_u16=U16_MAX*ToF64(cnt)/100.; 7927 GrFloodFill(dc,10,10); 7928 Refresh; 7929 DCFill; 7930 } 7931 DCDel(dc); 7932 7933 Runtime Part 2: Making Noises 7934 7935 TempleOS makes sounds that will bring you back to the days of Atari games. The 7936 simplest way to make a tone is Snd(23);(This higher the number the higher the 7937 pitch). Call "Snd;" to cancel the sound. 7938 7939 If you want to go the extra mile and make a bodacious explosioon sound,use Nois 7940 e(milliseconds,min_pitch,max_pitch);. Or if you want a jumping sound,use Sweep. 7941 7942 Runtime Part 3: Making Music 7943 7944 TempleOS let's you make some epic jams. To do this,we use the Music 7945 7946 A simple song looks like this: 7947 7948 Play("wChDqEeFwGwAwB"); 7949 7950 7951 There are special charactors that change the duration/properties of the notes,so 7952 without further ado,here is a list 7953 -] # 7954 7955 Make a note sharp(comes after the note) 7956 7957 -] w 7958 7959 When before a note,it makes it a whole note 7960 7961 -] h 7962 7963 Makes a half note 7964 7965 -] q 7966 7967 Makes a 1/4 note 7968 7969 -] e 7970 7971 Makes a tiny eigth note 7972 7973 7974 You can change the tempo of the music via the global vairable music.tempo(Be 7975 sure to reset the music's settings via MusicSettingsRst) 7976 7977 Try this: 7978 7979 7980 music.tempo=8; 7981 Play( 7982 "hEhEwEhChEwGqG" 7983 "wCqGqEqAqBqA#qAqGhEhGwAhFhGwEhChDqB" 7984 "wCqGqEqAqBqA#qAqGhEhGwAhFhGwEhChDqB" 7985 "hGhF#hFhD#wEqG#qAhCqAhChD" 7986 "hGhF#hFhD#wE.wC.wC.wC" 7987 "hGhF#hFhD#wEqG#qAhCqAhChDwD#wDwC" 7988 "hGhF#hFhD#wEqG#qAhCqAhChD" 7989 "hGhF#hFhD#wE.wC.wC.wC" 7990 "hGhF#hFhD#wEqG#qAhCqAhChDwD#wDwC" 7991 ); 7992 MusicSettingsRst; 7993 7994 Runtime Part 4: Meta-data and Reflection 7995 7996 HolyC is a mainly just in time language. This means when the code gets 7997 compiled,the information about the code is still in memory. This is great for 7998 having the code reflect on itself and saves a lot of time doing meanial things 7999 like serializing a class. The primary way to do this is via MetaData. This means 8000 data about the self. 8001 8002 To get the metadata of a class out of the compiler,we must use the CTask's hash 8003 table and do these steps 8004 8005 -] Step 1 8006 8007 Lookup the class by it's name CHashClass 8008 *findc=HashFind(cls,Fs->hash_table,HTT_CLASS); 8009 8010 -] Step 2 8011 8012 Lookup the class by it's name CMemberLst 8013 *member=MemberFind("member_name",findc); 8014 8015 -] Step 3 8016 8017 Lookup the meta data I64 meta_data=MemberMeta("META_DATA",member); 8018 8019 8020 8021 Perhaps an example will help: 8022 8023 class CMeta { 8024 I64 a fmt "A:%d\n"; 8025 I64 b fmt "B:%d\n"; 8026 F64 c fmt "C:%n\n"; 8027 }; 8028 CMeta abc={1,2,3}; 8029 U0 Main(U8 *ptr,U8 *cls=lastclass) { 8030 CHashClass *findc=HashFind(cls,Fs->hash_table,HTT_CLASS); 8031 CMemberLst *ml; 8032 U64 sf; 8033 if(!findc) return; 8034 ml=MemberFind("a",findc); 8035 sf=(ptr+ml->offset)[0](U64); 8036 if(MemberMetaFind("fmt",ml)) { 8037 Print(MemberMetaData("fmt",ml),sf); 8038 } 8039 } 8040 Main(&abc); //Here we use lastclass to get the class of abc 8041 8042 8043 If you want to make a form using meta data,you can use PopUpForm 8044 8045 8046 class CInput { 8047 //Be sure to use -P with strings 8048 U8 name[STR_LEN] format "\n"; 8049 I64 age format "\n"; 8050 Bool is_tall format "\n"; 8051 }; 8052 CInput inp; 8053 PopUpForm(&inp); 8054 "%s is %d years old\n",inp.name,inp.age; 8055 if(inp.is_tall) 8056 "Tall!\n"; 8057 8058 8059 Runtime Part 5: Filesystem 8060 8061 If you are used to using TempleOS,use the Cd("Folder"); to move into a folder. 8062 You can list the contents of the directory via Dir(".");("." is the current folder 8063 ). Sometimes you want your programs to be aware of the folders. Luckily for 8064 you,you have come to the right place 8065 8066 In TempleOS,each task has a current directory path in Fs->cur_dir(this doesnt 8067 include the drive letter). If you want the full path,use DirCur. 8068 8069 To make a file,use FileWrite("filename","text",4 /*text length*/);. When you 8070 want to read it use FilleRead("filename",&len); FileRead will always put a NULL 8071 terminator at the end of the file for your,so you can use it like a string. 8072 8073 Like C,in TempleOS you can read files in a stream,But in TempleOS,all file 8074 reads/writes act directly on the Hard-Disks sectors(Which are BLK_SIZE bytes big). 8075 You FOpen("filename","w") for writing FOpen("filename","r") for reading. To open a 8076 file for adding more data to it,use FOpen("filename","w+"). Lets see an example 8077 8078 8079 // 8080 // Files opened with FOpen MUST WRITE BLK_SIZE bytes at once 8081 // A BLK is the size of a hard-disk sector 8082 // 8083 CFile *file=FOpen("Database.BIN","w"); 8084 class CFileEnt { 8085 U8 name[STR_LEN]; 8086 U8 password[STR_LEN]; 8087 }; 8088 #assert sizeof(CFileEnt)<=BLK_SIZE 8089 CFileEnt clayton={"Clayton","123"}; 8090 CFileEnt root={"Root","toor"}; 8091 U8 buffer[BLK_SIZE]; 8092 MemCpy(buffer,&root,sizeof(CFileEnt)); 8093 FBlkWrite(file,buffer,0,1); //Write 1 blk at the first block(blk 0) 8094 MemCpy(buffer,&clayton,sizeof(CFileEnt)); 8095 FBlkWrite(file,buffer,1,1); //Write 1 blk at the second block(blk 1) 8096 FClose(file); 8097 // 8098 // Now we read 8099 // 8100 file=FOpen("Database.BIN","r"); 8101 CFileEnt user; 8102 while(FBlkRead(file,buffer,,1)) { 8103 MemCpy(&user,buffer,sizeof(CFileEnt)); 8104 "Got user \"%s\" with password \"%s\"\n",user.name,user.password; 8105 } 8106 FClose(file); 8107 8108 8109 Making and reading files is fun,but first you need to figure out where a file 8110 is. To do this use, . This will return a CDirEntry of the results(which may be 8111 multiple files). Assuming you are familiar with wildcards from Linux,DOS and CP/M. 8112 Look at this example 8113 8114 8115 FileWrite("abc.TXT","abc",3); 8116 FileWrite("def.TXT","def",3); 8117 FileWrite("ghi.TXT","ghi",3); 8118 CDirEntry *cur,*root=FilesFind("*.TXT",FUF_JUST_FILES); 8119 for(cur=root;cur!=NULL;cur=cur->next) { 8120 "I Found %s\n",cur->full_name; 8121 } 8122 DirEntryDel(root); 8123 8124 8125 A CDirEntry has much information about the directory structure. The most 8126 important is full_name which tells you the full name of the file as you may 8127 expect(name is the filename without the path). When you are done with a CDirEntry 8128 be sure to free the root data with . 8129 8130 To check if a file exists,you can use FileFind("file.HC") to check if a file 8131 exists. 8132 8133 Time to get to the nitty gritty. Has some epic flags you can use.Im not going to 8134 waste time with exposiiton,rather I will give you a table of flags 8135 8136 8137 -] FUF_RECURSE 8138 8139 This will search in the child folders for the pattern too 8140 8141 -] FUF_JUST_DIRS 8142 8143 Chooses only directories(folders) 8144 8145 -] FUF_JUST_FILES 8146 8147 Chooses only files 8148 8149 -] FUF_JUST_TXT 8150 8151 Chooses only text files 8152 8153 -] FUF_JUST_DD 8154 8155 Chooses only DolDoc files 8156 8157 -] FUF_JUST_SRC 8158 8159 Chooses only source files 8160 8161 -] FUF_Z_OR_NOT_Z 8162 8163 This will ignore Ziped named of files and just check as normal 8164 8165 -] FUF_FLATTEN_TREE 8166 8167 This will flatten a FUF_RECURSE tree for you conveince 8168 8169 8170 If you want to delete files,use DelTree("folder/files");,or if you just want to 8171 remove a fule use Del("file"); 8172 8173 There are 2 ways to make a folder,use Cd("a/b/c/d/e",TRUE); to make a path,or 8174 make a folder one at a time via DirMk("folder_name");. Copy your stuff via CopyTre 8175 e("old","new") or just a file via Copy("old","new"). 8176 8177 And by the way you can open a file chooser via PopUpPickFile("T:/"); 8178 8179 Runtime Part 6: Data structures(1 CQue) 8180 8181 TempleOS comes loaded with useful data structures but it may be confusing at 8182 first. The most important one is a CQue. This means a Circular Queue. It's likle a 8183 loop,ill draw a picture for you. 8184 8185 8186 8187 <59>8188 8189 8190 8191 8192 8193 8194 8195 8196 8197 As you can see(poorly drawn) is that each item has 2 pointers( the CQue->last 8198 and the CQue->next).The ->last pointer is the previous item in the chain,not the 8199 "last" one. 8200 8201 To make a new CQue,use QueInit on the item make both pointers point to the 8202 item,which means an empty CQue. You can insert items into the CQue via QueIns(to_i 8203 nsert,at). Perhaps an example will help you. 8204 8205 In our below example,I start at head and also end at head as the queue is 8206 ciruclar 8207 8208 8209 CQue *head=MAlloc(sizeof CQue),*one=MAlloc(sizeof CQue),*two=MAlloc(sizeof 8210 CQue),*cur; 8211 QueInit(head); 8212 QueIns(one,head); 8213 QueIns(two,one); 8214 for(cur=head->next;cur!=head;cur=cur->next) 8215 "Current element(excuding HEAD):%P\n",cur; 8216 QueDel(head); //Remove all items in the CQue 8217 Free(head); //QueDel doesnt Free the head 8218 8219 8220 To get the count of items in your queue use QueCnt(head). And to remove an item 8221 form the queue(not Free it),use QueRem which will detach the item from a queue 8222 8223 8224 CQue *head=MAlloc(sizeof CQue),*one=MAlloc(sizeof CQue),*two=MAlloc(sizeof 8225 CQue),*cur; 8226 QueInit(head); 8227 QueIns(one,head); 8228 QueIns(two,one); 8229 QueRem(one); //Detach one from the CQue 8230 Free(one); //Free it's data 8231 for(cur=head->next;cur!=head;cur=cur->next) 8232 "Current element(excuding HEAD):%P\n",cur; 8233 QueDel(head); //Remove all items in the CQue 8234 Free(head); //QueDel doesnt Free the head 8235 8236 8237 You can insert get the item count of the QueCnt(head) 8238 8239 Here is a reference section: 8240 -] QueInit(head) 8241 8242 Intialize the head of a queue 8243 8244 -] QueIns(to_ins,elem) 8245 8246 Insert an item after the elem 8247 8248 -] QueInsRev(to_ins,elem) 8249 8250 Insert an item before the elem 8251 8252 -] QueRem(elem) 8253 8254 Detach an item from the queue(doesnt free it) 8255 8256 -] QueDel(head) 8257 8258 Frees all items in the queue 8259 8260 -] QueCnt(head) 8261 8262 How many items in the queue(excluding the head) 8263 8264 8265 Runtime Part 7: Data structures 2(HashTable) 8266 8267 Hash tables are like dictionary data structures and each task has one in Fs->has 8268 h_table. Each CHash has a type and a str. 8269 8270 When you look up a hash from a hash-table you will need the type. For example,if 8271 we want to grab a define(HTT_DEFINE_STR) from our current task,we do: 8272 8273 #define FOO 123 8274 CHashDefineStr *def=HashFind("FOO",Fs->hash_table,HTT_DEFINE_STR); 8275 if(def) 8276 "%s\n",def->data; 8277 8278 We looked up foo with type HTT_DEFINE_STR. Sometimes we want to add things to a 8279 CHashTable. To do this we need to use HashAdd. 8280 8281 CHashDefineStr *d=CAlloc(sizeof(CHashDefineStr)); 8282 d->str=StrNew("Hello"); //Must allocate string on heap 8283 d->type=HTT_DEFINE_STR; 8284 d->data=StrNew("10"); 8285 HashAdd(d,Fs->hash_table); 8286 //We added the macro Hello into the hash table 8287 "%d\n",Hello; 8288 8289 8290 Sometimes you want to make your own hashtables. You can do this via HashTableNew 8291 (size). size MUST BE A POWER OF 2. 8292 8293 Any generic data in the hashtable should use type HTT_FRAME_PTR as HashTableDel 8294 doesnt try to make assuptions on how to free the data 8295 8296 Perhaps an example will help: 8297 8298 CHashTable *ht=HashTableNew(0x100); 8299 CHashGeneric *ent=CAlloc(sizeof CHashGeneric); 8300 ent->user_data0=1; 8301 ent->user_data1=2; 8302 ent->user_data2=3; 8303 ent->type=HTT_FRAME_PTR; 8304 ent->str=StrNew("look"); 8305 HashAdd(ent,ht); 8306 CHashGeneric *g=HashFind("look",ht,HTT_FRAME_PTR); 8307 "%d,%d,%d\n",g->user_data0,g->user_data1,g->user_data2; 8308 HashTableDel(ht); 8309 8310 8311 Here is a reference of hash table functions 8312 8313 -] HashAdd(item,table) 8314 8315 Adds an item to the hash table 8316 8317 -] HashRemDel(item,table) 8318 8319 Delete an item from the hash table 8320 8321 -] HashFind(str,table,type) 8322 8323 Find an item in the table 8324 8325 -] HashSingleTableFind(str,table) 8326 8327 Find an item in the table,but dont check parent task's thing 8328 8329 -] HashTableNew(sz) 8330 8331 Make new hashtable,sz must be a power of 2 8332 8333 8334 Runtime Part 8: Data structures 3(Fifo) 8335 8336 Fifo's mean "First In First Out" and do things like store key presses. The first 8337 key you press is the the first one you get out. They also have a maximum 8338 size,which means that if you get too many keys,the old ones will be discarded 8339 8340 It looks like this: 8341 <60>8342 8343 8344 8345 8346 8347 8348 8349 8350 8351 8352 8353 8354 8355 8356 8357 First create a FIFO with FifoI64New,Size must be a power of 2 8358 8359 CFifoI64 *fifoI64=FifoI64New(4); 8360 FifoI64Ins(fifoI64,1); 8361 FifoI64Ins(fifoI64,2); 8362 FifoI64Ins(fifoI64,3); 8363 8364 You can remove an item with FifoI64Rem. This takes a pointer and returns TRUE 8365 8366 CFifoI64 *fifoI64=FifoI64New(4); 8367 FifoI64Ins(fifoI64,1); 8368 FifoI64Ins(fifoI64,2); 8369 FifoI64Ins(fifoI64,3); 8370 I64 val; 8371 while(FifoI64Rem(fifoI64,&val)) 8372 "Got a %d\n",val; 8373 8374 8375 Here is a reference section 8376 8377 -] FifoI64New(sz) 8378 8379 Make a new fifo,sz must be a power of 2 8380 8381 -] FifoI64Flush(f) 8382 8383 Remove all the items from the fifo 8384 8385 -] FifoI64Cnt(f) 8386 8387 Get a count of all the items in the fifo 8388 8389 -] FifoI64Peek(f,&val) 8390 8391 Look at the next item in the fifo without removing it 8392 8393 -] FifoI64Del(f) 8394 8395 Free the fifo 8396 8397 -] FifoI64Rem(f,&val) 8398 8399 Remove an item from the fifo 8400 8401 -] FifoI64Ins(f,val) 8402 8403 Insert an item into the fifo 8404 8405 -] FifoU8Flush(f) 8406 8407 Remove all the items from the fifo 8408 8409 -] FifoU8Cnt(f) 8410 8411 Get a count of all the items in the fifo 8412 8413 -] FifoU8Peek(f,&val) 8414 8415 Look at the next item in the fifo without removing it 8416 8417 -] FifoU8Del(f) 8418 8419 Free the fifo 8420 8421 -] FifoU8Rem(f,&val) 8422 8423 Remove an item from the fifo 8424 8425 -] FifoU8Ins(f,val) 8426 8427 Insert an item into the fifo 8428 8429 -] FifoU8New(sz) 8430 8431 Make a new fifo,sz must be a power of 2 8432 8433 8434 Runtime Part 9: User Input 8435 8436 TempleOS lets you do lit stuff like click on things and use the keyboard. These 8437 events are passed through messages. We use GetMsg to get the messages,along with a 8438 message mask. 8439 8440 I64 x,y; 8441 U0 DrawIt(CTask *t,CDC *dc) { 8442 dc->color=RED; 8443 GrRect(dc,x,y,100,100); 8444 } 8445 U0 Run() { 8446 Fs->draw_it=&DrawIt; 8447 I64 m,x2,y2; 8448 while(TRUE) { 8449 m=GetMsg(&x2,&y2,1<<MSG_MS_MOVE+1<<MSG_MS_R_DOWN); 8450 if(m==MSG_MS_R_DOWN) 8451 break; 8452 x=x2; 8453 y=y2; 8454 Refresh; 8455 } 8456 } 8457 Run; 8458 8459 8460 Keyboard messages can be gotten via ScanKey(&ch,&sc). The first argument is the 8461 ASCII charactor,and the second one is the scancode. The scancode is the raw key 8462 being pressed and has flags in it. I'll give an example usage of the function 8463 first before I dive into details. 8464 8465 I64 x,y; 8466 U0 DrawIt(CTask*,CDC*dc) { 8467 dc->color=GREEN; 8468 GrRect(dc,x,y,100,100); 8469 } 8470 U0 Run() { 8471 Fs->draw_it=&DrawIt; 8472 I64 msg,sc,ch; 8473 for(;TRUE;) { 8474 if(ScanKey(&ch,&sc)) { 8475 if(sc&0xff==SC_ESC) break; 8476 if(sc&0xff==SC_CURSOR_UP) { 8477 y-=3; 8478 } else if(sc&0xff==SC_CURSOR_DOWN) { 8479 y+=3; 8480 } else if(sc&0xff==SC_CURSOR_LEFT) { 8481 x-=3; 8482 } else if(sc&0xff==SC_CURSOR_RIGHT) { 8483 x+=3; 8484 } 8485 } else { 8486 Refresh; 8487 } 8488 } 8489 } 8490 Run; 8491 8492 As you can see,I check the first 8 bits(0xff) of the scan code to test what key 8493 it is. There also flags on the scancode that tell you things like if the shift key 8494 is down etc. 8495 8496 The first byte of scancode is the key code,but the other bytes are flags which 8497 can be tested via the "&" operator 8498 8499 8500 I64 x,y; 8501 I64 color=GREEN; 8502 U0 DrawIt(CTask*,CDC*dc) { 8503 dc->color=color; 8504 GrRect(dc,x,y,100,100); 8505 dc->color=RED; 8506 } 8507 U0 Run() { 8508 Fs->draw_it=&DrawIt; 8509 I64 msg,sc,ch; 8510 for(;TRUE;) { 8511 if(ScanMsg(&ch,&sc,1<<MSG_KEY_UP|1<<MSG_KEY_DOWN)) { 8512 if(sc.u8[0]==SC_ESC) break; 8513 if(sc.u8[0]==SC_CURSOR_UP) { 8514 y-=3; 8515 } else if(sc.u8[0]==SC_CURSOR_DOWN) { 8516 y+=3; 8517 } else if(sc.u8[0]==SC_CURSOR_LEFT) { 8518 x-=3; 8519 } else if(sc.u8[0]==SC_CURSOR_RIGHT) { 8520 x+=3; 8521 } 8522 if(sc&SCF_CTRL) 8523 color=RED; 8524 else if(sc&SCF_SHIFT) 8525 color=YELLOW; 8526 else 8527 color=GREEN; 8528 } else { 8529 Refresh; 8530 } 8531 } 8532 } 8533 Run; 8534 8535 8536 Here's a list of scancode flags: 8537 8538 -] SCF_KEY_UP 8539 8540 The key was released 8541 8542 -] SCF_CTRL 8543 8544 The Ctrl key is down 8545 8546 -] SCF_SHIFT 8547 8548 The shift key is down 8549 8550 -] SCF_ALT 8551 8552 The alt key is down 8553 8554 -] SCF_CAPS 8555 8556 The Caps lock key is down 8557 8558 -] SCF_NUM 8559 8560 The NumLock key is kdown 8561 8562 -] SCF_SCROLL 8563 8564 Scroll Lock key is down 8565 8566 -] SCF_MS_L_DOWN 8567 8568 The left mouse is down 8569 8570 -] SCF_MS_R_DOWN 8571 8572 The right mouse is down 8573 8574 -] SCF_NO_SHIFT 8575 8576 There is no shift 8577 8578 8579 Here's a list of scancode keys: 8580 8581 -] SC_ESC 8582 8583 The escape key 8584 8585 -] SC_BACKSPACE 8586 8587 The backspace key 8588 8589 -] SC_TAB 8590 8591 The tab key 8592 8593 -] SC_ENTER 8594 8595 The enter key 8596 8597 -] SC_CTRL 8598 8599 The ctrl key 8600 8601 -] SC_ALT 8602 8603 The alt key 8604 8605 -] SC_CAPS 8606 8607 The caps lock key 8608 8609 -] SC_NUM 8610 8611 The num lock key 8612 8613 -] SC_SCROLL 8614 8615 The scroll lock key 8616 8617 -] SC_CURSOR_UP 8618 8619 The up key 8620 8621 -] SC_CURSOR_DOWN 8622 8623 The down key 8624 8625 -] SC_CURSOR_LEFT 8626 8627 The left key 8628 8629 -] SC_CURSOR_RIGHT 8630 8631 The right key 8632 8633 -] SC_PAGE_DOWN 8634 8635 The page down key 8636 8637 -] SC_PAGE_UP 8638 8639 The page up key 8640 8641 -] SC_HOME 8642 8643 The home key 8644 8645 -] SC_END 8646 8647 The end key 8648 8649 -] SC_INS 8650 8651 The insert key 8652 8653 -] SC_DELETE 8654 8655 The delete key 8656 8657 -] SC_F1-SC_F12 8658 8659 The Fxx keys 8660 8661 -] SC_PAUSE 8662 8663 The pause key 8664 8665 -] SC_GUI 8666 8667 The logo key 8668 8669 -] SC_PRTSCRN1 8670 8671 The print screen key 8672 8673 -] SC_PRTSCRN2 8674 8675 The print screen key 8676 8677 8678 I mentioned eariler about GetMsg,and I used ScanMsg. GetMsg waits for an 8679 event,but ScanMsg doesn't. There are also message codes 8680 8681 -] MSG_KEY_DOWN(ch,scancode) 8682 8683 A Key is put down 8684 8685 -] MSG_KEY_UP(ch,scancode) 8686 8687 A Key is release 8688 8689 -] MSG_MS_MOVE(x,y) 8690 8691 The mouse is moved 8692 8693 -] MSG_MS_L_DOWN(x,y) 8694 8695 The left button is down 8696 8697 -] MSG_MS_L_UP(x,y) 8698 8699 The left button is down 8700 8701 -] MSG_MS_R_DOWN(x,y) 8702 8703 The right button is down 8704 8705 -] MSG_MS_R_UP(x,y) 8706 8707 The right button is down 8708 8709 8710 Runtime Part 9: Multithreading 8711 8712 TempleOS is non-premptive. This means each Task has to manually tell the 8713 computer when to context swap. The way to do this and prevent freezing is to Yield 8714 8715 In TempleOS,spawning task's is easy,use the Spawn function 8716 8717 8718 U0 Foo(U8 *data) { 8719 Beep; 8720 } 8721 Spawn(&Foo,"Some_data","TaskName"); 8722 8723 8724 You can make a user terminal via User. You can talk to that task via XTalk 8725 8726 8727 CTask *u=User; 8728 XTalk(u,"\"Exiting in 5 seconds\\n\";\n"); //Be sure to put a semi-colon at the 8729 end as we are "the-user". 8730 Sleep(5000); 8731 XTalk(u,"Exit;\n"); 8732 8733 8734 Sometimes you want to wait for a task to die,to do this use DeathWait 8735 8736 8737 CTask *t=User; 8738 DeathWait(&t); //Note address of t 8739 Beep; //Will beep when you exit the User task 8740 8741 8742 There is also a BirthWait 8743 8744 8745 CTask *t=User; 8746 BirthWait(&t); //Note address of t 8747 Beep; //Will beep when you exit the User task 8748 8749 8750 To avoid race conditions we use locks. In TempleOS this is acheived through 8751 locked bit instructions with spinlocks. How it works is LBts will set the bit,and 8752 return the old value of the bit. We keep on setting the bit. If the old value is 8753 not set,it means we have access to the lock,otherwise we keep on looping. Be sure 8754 to reset the bit when you are done with LBtr. 8755 8756 8757 I64 beep_lock=0; 8758 U0 OneThread(I64 snd) { 8759 //This will spin until bit 0 is reset(look at the end of the function) 8760 while(LBts(&beep_lock,0)) //LBts has a side effect of setting the bit after it 8761 is checked 8762 Yield; //We are going to be beeping for awhile so Yield out control to other 8763 tasks 8764 Beep(snd); 8765 //We reset bit 0 of beep_lock to signify we are done with it. 8766 LBtr(&beep_lock,0); 8767 } 8768 I64 i; 8769 for(i;i!=10;i++) { 8770 Spawn(&OneThread,i*7+10); 8771 "Spawned a thread!!\n"; 8772 } 8773 8774 Runtime Part 10: Jobs 8775 8776 In TempleOS,each core has a seth_task. This task does lit stuff like run Jobs 8777 which can be created via TaskExe and you get the results via JobResGet 8778 8779 8780 CJob *job=TaskExe(Gs->seth_task,Fs,"1+1;;;",0); 8781 res=JobResGet(job); 8782 Kill(jobber); 8783 "I got %d\n",res; 8784 8785 With cpu_structs,you can spawn jobs on other cores 8786 8787 8788 CTask *parent_task=Fs; 8789 I64 core=0; 8790 //mp_cnt is the number of cpus 8791 CJob *jobs[mp_cnt]; 8792 for(core=0;core!=mp_cnt;core++) { 8793 jobs[core]=TaskExe(cpu_structs[core].seth_task,Fs, 8794 "Sleep(RandI64%1000);" 8795 "Gs->num;;", //Gs is the current CCPU for the core,->num is the cpu number 8796 0); 8797 } 8798 for(core=0;core!=mp_cnt;core++) { 8799 "Core %d return %d\n",core,JobResGet(jobs[core]); 8800 } 8801 8802 8803 If you want to have the parent task wait while a job runs,you can use the JOBf_W 8804 AKE_MASTER flag. 8805 8806 8807 CTask *parent_task=Fs; 8808 //Things ending in a lowecase f as bits(and need to be shifted to be flags) 8809 TaskExe(Gs->seth_task,parent_task,"Play(\"EGBDF\");",(1<<JOBf_WAKE_MASTER)); 8810 8811 Runtime Part 11: DolDoc 8812 8813 Most of the text you see on screen is from the DolDoc layout engine. It uses a 8814 series of dollar signs to set things like the text color and make elements. The 8815 are stored as a circular queue of CDocEntry's. The easyiest way to make a DolDoc 8816 element is to use DocPrint,use DocPut to get the current task's document. 8817 8818 8819 //BT is a button 8820 CDocEntry *de=DocPrint(DocPut,"\n\n$BT,\"Hello\"$\n\n"); 8821 8822 8823 As you can see,the DolDoc entries have a type and argument. They are surrounded 8824 by $'s. They can also have flags too. This let's you do things like center the 8825 text. Lets see an example: 8826 8827 8828 //TX is a text,+CX is the center flag 8829 CDocEntry *de=DocPrint(DocPut,"\n\n$TX+CX,\"Hello\"$\n\n"); 8830 8831 8832 DolDoc entries can also take an argument,Links use this to figure out where to 8833 go when you click them. Arguments for DolDoc entries come after the comma,some of 8834 the arguments are named and have the format "name=value" 8835 8836 8837 CDocEntry *de=DocPrint(DocPut,"\n\n$LK,\"Text\",A=\"FL:/PersonalMenu.DD\"$\n\n"); 8838 8839 8840 You can interact directly with the generated CDocEntrys. You can put things like 8841 callbacks into them. In our below example I set the left_cb function pointer to 8842 Beep2 and I tell the entry that it has a callback with DOCEF_LEFT_CB. 8843 8844 8845 I64 Beep2(CDoc *,CDocEntry *) { 8846 Beep; 8847 } 8848 CDocEntry *de=DocPrint(DocPut,"\n\n$BT+CX,\"Hello\"$\n\n"); 8849 de->de_flags|=DOCEF_LEFT_CB; 8850 de->left_cb=&Beep2; 8851 8852 8853 You can use the DocMenu function to get a value from your document. I use the LE 8854 for a left-click-expression. 8855 8856 8857 U0 CreateDialog() { 8858 CDocEntry *nums[3]; 8859 I64 i; 8860 DocClear(DocPut); 8861 "$TX+CX,\"Pick a number:\"$\n"; 8862 for(i=0;i!=3;i++) { 8863 nums[i]=DocPrint(DocPut,"\n\n$BT+CX,\"%d\",LE=%d$\n\n",i,i); 8864 } 8865 DocBottom(DocPut); 8866 switch(DocMenu(DocPut)) { 8867 start: 8868 DocClear(DocPut); 8869 case 0: 8870 "You picked nothing lol.\n"; 8871 break; 8872 case 1: 8873 "One is the one\n"; 8874 break; 8875 case 2: 8876 "Two is too good\n"; 8877 break; 8878 end: 8879 } 8880 } 8881 CreateDialog; 8882 8883 8884 You can use PopUpForm to use a class's meta data for making a menu. 8885 8886 8887 U0 CreateDialog() { 8888 class CInput { 8889 //Be sure to use -P with strings 8890 U8 name[STR_LEN] format "\n"; 8891 I64 age format "\n"; 8892 Bool is_tall format "\n"; //CB is a Check box 8893 }; 8894 CInput inp; 8895 PopUpForm(&inp); 8896 "%s is %d years old\n",inp.name,inp.age; 8897 if(inp.is_tall) 8898 "Tall!\n"; 8899 8900 8901 Yeah time for some reference section ehh: 8902 8903 -] TX 8904 8905 Text 8906 8907 -] CR 8908 8909 Newline 8910 8911 -] CU 8912 8913 Cursor pos,normally a ASCII #5 8914 8915 -] TB 8916 8917 Tab 8918 8919 -] CL 8920 8921 Clears all elements without the "+H" flag 8922 8923 -] PB 8924 8925 Page break 8926 8927 -] PL 8928 8929 Page length 8930 8931 -] LM 8932 8933 Left margin 8934 8935 -] RM 8936 8937 Right margin 8938 8939 -] HD 8940 8941 Header margin 8942 8943 -] FO 8944 8945 Footer margin 8946 8947 -] ID 8948 8949 Indent,use wit tree elements,and use with a negative number to un-indent 8950 8951 -] FD 8952 8953 Forground default color 8954 8955 -] BD 8956 8957 Background default color 8958 8959 -] PT 8960 8961 Command Line Prompt 8962 8963 -] WW 8964 8965 Use 1 to enable word wrap,use 0 to disable 8966 8967 -] UL 8968 8969 Use 1/0 to enable/disable underline 8970 8971 -] IV 8972 8973 Disable/enable Inverting of colors 8974 8975 -] BK 8976 8977 Burger Kind,just kidding,it's actually for blinking 8978 8979 -] SX 8980 8981 Shift the text by a amount of pixels 8982 8983 -] SY 8984 8985 Shift the text up/down by an amount of pixels 8986 8987 -] CB 8988 8989 Checkbox 8990 8991 -] LS 8992 8993 Major Lit Alert 8994 Use with the "D" argument to make a list(from a DefineListLoad),do this 8995 $LS,"potato",D="ST_BIBLE_BOOKS"$ 8996 Clicking on this will make a menu to pick an item from the list 8997 8998 -] MA 8999 9000 A macro,clicking on this will insert LM into the command line prompt 9001 9002 -] TR 9003 9004 A Tree wigdet,use this with ID to nest the tree's 9005 9006 -] HL 9007 9008 Turn HolyC syntax highting on/off 9009 9010 9011 Here is a reference section for the flags,they can be added/removed with +/-(For 9012 example you can do "$TX+CX+H,\"I have CX and H flags.\"$\n";) 9013 9014 -] H 9015 9016 Hold,this will prevent CL from deleting this element 9017 9018 -] L 9019 9020 This will make the element act as a link 9021 9022 -] TR 9023 9024 This will make the element act as a tree 9025 9026 -] LS 9027 9028 This will make the element act as a list 9029 9030 -] PU 9031 9032 This will make a macro run in a popup window 9033 9034 -] C 9035 9036 This will collapse a tree,use -C to uncollapse the tree 9037 9038 -] X 9039 9040 This will save and Exit after the macro is done 9041 9042 -] UD 9043 9044 Update data on typing 9045 9046 9047 Here is a reference section for the argument codes,use them like "$TX,T=\"123\"$" 9048 9049 -] T 9050 9051 Tag text,this is the text that gets displayed. 9052 9053 -] LEN 9054 9055 Sets the length of the DA element. 9056 9057 -] A 9058 9059 Sets the link location 9060 9061 -] LE 9062 9063 Left expression,runs an expression on left click 9064 9065 -] RE 9066 9067 Right expression,runs an expression on right click 9068 9069 -] LM 9070 9071 Left macro,runs text on left click 9072 9073 -] RM 9074 9075 Right macro,runs text on right click 9076 9077 -] RT 9078 9079 Raw type of DA 9080 9081 -] U 9082 9083 User data 9084 9085 -] SCX 9086 9087 Scroll x columns Makes a amazing scrolling effect 9088 9089 -] SX 9090 9091 Scroll x pixels 9092 9093 -] SY 9094 9095 Scroll y pixels 9096 9097 9098 Making links is easy,to do this we use "$LK,\"text\",A=\"BF:Acts,2:3\"$"; Here 9099 is a reference for the link codes: 9100 9101 -] FI 9102 9103 File index,FI="file" or FI="file,line" 9104 9105 -] FF 9106 9107 File Find,FF="file,text" 9108 9109 -] BF 9110 9111 Bible Find,BF="book,text". "text" can be a chapter/verse 9112 9113 -] HI 9114 9115 Help Index,HI="Help Index". Make help indexes via #help_index 9116 9117 -] A 9118 9119 Symbol address, takes a pointer A="0x11223344" 9120 9121 9122 Now a function reference: 9123 9124 -] DocBottom 9125 9126 Move to the bottom of the document 9127 9128 -] DocCenter 9129 9130 Make ->cur_entry be in the viewport 9131 9132 -] DocClear 9133 9134 Clear all elements except those with the +H flag 9135 9136 -] DocCollapse(collapsed,doc) 9137 9138 Collapse or un-collapse all trees in the document 9139 9140 -] DocDel 9141 9142 Delete a documents memory 9143 9144 -] DocEntryDel(doc,elem) 9145 9146 Deletes a document entry 9147 9148 -] DocEntryCopy(doc,elem) 9149 9150 Copy an element 9151 9152 -] DocInsDoc(to,from) 9153 9154 Insert a document into an other document 9155 9156 -] DocLock 9157 9158 Lock a document 9159 9160 -] DocUnlock 9161 9162 Unlock a document 9163 9164 -] DocRst 9165 9166 Reset the document 9167 9168 -] DocTop 9169 9170 Go to the top of the document 9171 9172 -] DocLineRead(filename,line) 9173 9174 Read a line from a file 9175 9176 -] DocLineWrite(filename,line,text) 9177 9178 Write a line into a file 9179 9180 -] DocRead(filename) 9181 9182 Read a document from a file 9183 9184 -] DocLoad(into_doc,ptr,len) 9185 9186 Read a document from memory into a docuemnt 9187 9188 -] DocSave(doc,len_ptr) 9189 9190 Save a document into memory 9191 9192 -] DocWrite(doc) 9193 9194 Save a document to disk. Filename is detirmnined by DocNew("filename"); 9195 9196 -] DocMenu 9197 9198 Interact with a document until a value is found 9199 9200 -] DocForm 9201 9202 Use a class's meta-data to make a form for you to fill out 9203 9204 -] DocNew(filename) 9205 9206 Make a new document that will be saved to filename 9207 9208 -] DocGR(doc,filename.GR) 9209 9210 Insert a .GR file into a document 9211 9212 -] DocPrint 9213 9214 Print text into a document 9215 9216 -] DocPut 9217 9218 Get the current document for a task 9219 9220 -] DocType(doc,filename) 9221 9222 Type a file into a document