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[11.22.04 @ 12:01AM]
[ mood | okay ]

and again, I made a new journal.
I'll update this one maybe a few more times, idk when I'm going to start using the new one (technopanda) but i'll be like, "bai" when i do.

this weekend was nice. ryan and i spent friday together <3
saturday I went to the outlets with my cousin, got some clothes and stuff.
we got report cards and let's say that i pwned everything, naturall. ;D
my unweighted average was 95-point-something and weighted was 97-point-something
then ryan came over and we went to erynn's birthday party, where we listened to DANCEDANCEDANCE music/techno, GAY PIMP! (which alan danced to of course), and lots of other music and played some CONNECT FOUR ahaha. it was really fun, whitney and i were very pleased with who was there and whatnot. HEH.

today ryan and i played video games.
this week is gonna be good, only 3 days not to mention THANKSGIVING. ryan and i are gonna stay over my dad's, probably from wednesday till friday.

and i think that's all for now, folks.

SOCCER PRACTICE.

for as much as i love autumn

pacsun pisses me off but sublime makes me happy =) [11.15.04 @ 12:58AM]
[ mood | distressed ]

so the play went nicely, it sold out I think both Friday and Saturday? Saturday, yes. Anyway, it was weird to recieve a senior gift after watching Mrs. Drance give them out for 3 past years. I didn't go to the Delphi since I wasn't hungry, had no money, and didn't have a ride, but rather walked in the rain with Kaitlyn. I didn't go to the cast party but a "party" Sarah had at her house which was entertaining but I didn't attend for long. I was there long enough to see the first half hour of Waynes World, Marcella and Val fail at fighting Tom, a vase to break, Frank wrapped in saran wrap, and to be the start of everyone in her house to reply to a few things said with "OHHH!!" which eventually resulted in J knocking over a candle holder and Sarah almost having a stroke b/c of us.

I didn't go to the parade, and it was only the dress rehearsal on Thursday, not some early rehearsal beforehand. After that, Whitney and Lauren came over. We fucked around for a while and watched Jackass the movie and then Whitney and I did our chemistry hw and lab. Lauren fell asleep at 3, I passed out at 7:30 and Whitney never fell asleep. I woke up at 9:30 and we went to school to take our chemistry test. That was alright and afterwards was a series of trips from the school to my house and back and some damn good chinese food. I came home and passed out at 4, woke up at 7 and went to the school for the first night of the play. blabla today was strike, it wasn't so bad. Ryan was with me all day which was nice but no because he was SUPPOSED to be working but his brother screwed up his alarm clock so he woke up late and assumed not to go in b/c the new manager is scary and said if he didn't show up, he was fired, which I hope she'll at least be understanding about. Who knows.. she likes Ryan a lot and always raves that hes a good worker, so hopefully she'll be like okay whatever don't let it happen again.

Ryan and I had a really good day though, and we had a good dinner and spent all day cuddling (well the portions that were spent at home). I can't wait for college but I'm afraid I won't get to see him as often... but then I remember I'll be driving by then and have a car, and he'll have a better paying job thanks to GEDs and will probably be driving and have his brother's car, and either will be on his own or just renting the basemetn from his grandma still and saving money. We'll be able to spend lots of time together though, lots more and over night.

anyways, thanksgiving is soon and that's exciting. I love thanksgiving.
I also love www.wikipedia.com because it is the best online encyclopedia, ever.


ps- I think I'm going to have a new livejournal soon.. I have a username, I just have to pretty it up and I'm not going to rush through it. I can't decide if I want to do that 100 things about me here or in that one. choices, choices.
oh and I began to enjoy drawing again :)

1 gave themselves to ashesfor as much as i love autumn

[11.10.04 @ 12:03AM]
[ mood | discontent ]

so I think I'm going to make a new journal.. I don't know if I should do it now, or when I graduate, or when college starts... hm
I'm already reserving user names, though.

Anyway, we're into hell week. It's alright I guess, good times. Mr. Leech's son was there today, he still remembers me and LOVES me ahahaha. Ahem. Had some funny conversations, it's been good. We get home at about 9 which is about an hour or two better than last year. I have a lot of shit to do for tomorrow, I have to present my psychology report which I still have to work on, and I have a math cumulative test and an economics test. Thursday is a day off but not really more long really long torture. I have to go to the parage, then rehearsal, then more rehearsal/aka the senior citizen dinner. Friday is opening night but it's also an AP chem test and a due date for hw and the lab and it's senior cut day, therefore I'm only going in for 4th and 5th period.

The marking period ends this Friday, I think I did relatively well on everything, well except economics I got in the 80s. -_-;; But everything else is in the 90s, mostly in the high 90s. :)

Oh and I don't have to pay any money for college application fees or deal with the stress of it all. In English we had to write an essay for a college so I chose C.W. Post to make sure it was perfect when I sent it in. Then when Melanie, the representative for Babylon, came to the college fair she said to bring my application when she visited the school and she'd take a glance at it before I sent it. So I got with my app and finished essay and Mrs. Murphy tells me that Melanie is gonna do an on-sight for me after she tells ppl about the college, and she has my letters of recommendation and transcript and SAT scores printed out so I'm like oh ok. So then Melanie reads the letters, the essays, the app, the transcript, everything, and is like "Oh I'm going to waive the fee, everything looks great, your essay was excellent and getting a great letter of recommendation from your chemistry teacher was great" since forensic science is in the chemistry department. and she tells me that she's going to waive the $35 fee, and by the way.. I'm accepted.
holla
so I'm accepted to C.W. Post, the school I wanted to go to, and now I have a course guide of my very own.

Oh then I took the SAT II's which were a joke. I did pretty shitty I think but whatever, C.W. Post isn't getting the scores, no one is, and they don't even bother with SAT 2's anyway.

I miss Ryan :(
I hope that the odds are with me. They should be...

3 gave themselves to ashesfor as much as i love autumn

[10.25.04 @ 03:56PM]
[ mood | nervous ]

uh well idk what to write.
the friday that i hung out with ryan, whitney, lauren, joe, boris, dustin, garret, carlos, louisea, matt and his gf was awesome. i drank and smoked with whitney and lauren and we all had a great time, rofl it was hysterical. some points were scary or sad, but all in all it was a great time. lauren and i slept over whitney and joe's.

the next day i didn't have to work so I hung out with whitney and joe and we got nathan's then watched orgazmo. I went home and ryan came over and we hung out and i love him <3 we also hung out monday because i HAD NO SCHOOL.

last week was alright. it was annoying at some point and it seemed to drag by. I got my SAT scores... 1170. I got a 1190 on the one before it, but since it was 570 and 610 on verbal and 600 and 580 on math, I have a composite score of 1210. woot!

but I realized that i am going to have a 65 or 75 going into my economics greade which BLOWS hopefully i am wrong or else i'll have to get a 100 on the test and hopefully we'll have a chapter 4 quiz and I can get a 100 on that too.

uhh this weekend was cool, hung out with sean, bridget (we're talking again) and ryan on friday. work and soccer game saturday. it was monica's last day at work :(. I got to see mr. virgilio at the soccer game; god he's so hot.

sunday was work then hanging out with ryan. <3333 I came home and cleaned. <////3 today was okay. had a quiz in math i thought i wasn't prepared for but I think I did well. now it's time to go driving. road test tomorrow.

3 gave themselves to ashesfor as much as i love autumn

[10.25.04 @ 12:48AM]
[ mood | annoyed ]

halloween better not be gay.

for as much as i love autumn

[10.20.04 @ 11:30PM]
[ mood | cynical ]

i'm too lazy to really update, and i'm tired and have math hw.
mr. virgilio is leaving bhs on friday, so sad :( he's so hot. however i think he'll be e-mailing me about his band and stuff and i wanna see them so whatev. anyways.

idk.
i have a 96 average in chemistry, after mr. kenney weighted it ... but if i round up
THEN I HAVE A 100 TOO.
omg!

for as much as i love autumn

[10.18.04 @ 01:05AM]
[ mood | happy ]

my computer works again which is pretty sweet, I had to reformat but I got to save all my pictures... however I have to re-download all 1700 songs or something...

Ares is cool but kinda annoying.

OH MAN I had a fun weekend, but I won't type about it now.

FRIDAY was like the best day.

more details to follow.


ps- this band is actually pretty cool (even though I only listen to one song of theirs, really) AND their guitarist is mad hot ;D


god i just love the randomness of this icon.

for as much as i love autumn

[10.14.04 @ 04:28PM]
[ mood | annoyed ]

I hate my computer. It wouldn't log into windows, finally it worked and now I have to reformat anyway but at least I get to save everything on disks first.


Felt like this kind of update was necessary

hate computer.

for as much as i love autumn

[10.08.04 @ 07:12PM]
[ mood | distressed ]

uhh the SATs are tomorrow and i really don't want to take them.
i miss ryan, he had to leave early tonight =(
tomorrow is gonna suck. SATs then football game...i guess that part won't be SO bad, i don't have to play but i actually wanted to, i babysit and i don't mind b/c i'm doing mr. leech a favor.

i put rotting squirell on purevolume. i had the urge to when i was there because the wonderously attractive mr. virgilio told me about his band and that they're on there. they're pretty good and i can't really name their genre because it's like a blend of everything imaginable, i guess. they're called Harold's Trousers which in itself is an amusing name.

yeah i updated yesterday and yeah there's not much else new.
3-day weekends are god though.


time to go do some sat review.


ps- this is the best RS song ever... better than the anti-religion song!

2 gave themselves to ashesfor as much as i love autumn

[10.07.04 @ 07:54PM]
[ mood | discontent ]

so hello out there in the internet.
things are well.

apparently i go through 2-week periods when i get very hormonal.
because god is that mr. virgilio hot. mm

anyway.
my mom decided to lay off me and we've been getting along okay for the past couple of days. yesterday she said ryan couldn't come over b/c of school or something, idk, i didn't even have any homework. i didn't argue because why bother, things just started to get better.
i think.

set crew is okay. OH boy. that huge bitch that asked if i was pregnant over the summer, at the mall. yeah she decided to join set crew today. she will like look at me but when i see her looking at me she looks away. i wonder if she RECOGNIZES ME.
then to add insult to injury, her BROTHER comes to pick her up. who's her brother? none other than CREEPY CORY who was in love with me like a year ago. ewwww so of course i went into hiding, kaitlyn followed me so i wouldn't be alone i guess? lol but it was hysterical. good times at set crew.

we got transcripts today, they're from 9th-11th, well a little from 8th b/c of spanish and bio. i am 44/170-something. i think like 173. my weighted avg is 95, so woot for that. its disgusting how many smart kids are in our grade, everyones grades differ by like .1 point.
one friend is #27, and another is #20 and their grades differ by .4 actually. it's really strange.

of course this has put me into a "i wish i worked up to my potential" mood. sure i have a great transcript but imagine if i like wasn't doing everything half-assed. i'd probably be in the top 20 instead of top 50 and top 25% of my grade. not that i'm complaining..too much.

uhh i took a math test and my grade SUCKED and idk why. luckily we have a quarter test at the end of each quarter that will replace the lowest test grade so i better kick that test's ass so i can not have my sucky grade.

sat's on saturday, then football game. mr. leech asked me to babysit ryan for him during the game. so i don't have to wear a doofy uniform but let's hope that i get a healthy dosage of mr. virgilio ahahahaha.

yeah i'm a psycho.

anyway tomorrow i get to do lots of sat work, poor ryan. he'll be here till like 12 (an early night for us) so we'll hang out but he'll have to like read or play video games i guess..

it's sad, i want to get so much accomplished but i take advantage of the lazy time i've been getting b/c of all the work i had to do for chem in the past week. though that's not a real excuse. we know i'm lazy.

if i wasn't lazy i wouldn't be ranked 44.

for as much as i love autumn

random thoughts [10.01.04 @ 12:11AM]
[ mood | blah ]

So I did write an answer for the question I thought I left blank in my AP chem homework. yay!
The test was meh. Otherwise, the class is going well.

I got a 100 on my math quiz and a 104 on my psychology test.

I've been playing Pokemon red a lot lately. It's so fun, I just got past the most annoying parts...Pokemon Tower and Silph Co.

Soon I will be endulging myself in math, physics, astronomy, chemistry, biology, and etc. We all know I have enough books to cover such topics.
I borrowed The Complete Guide to the Galaxy.. which has all 5 books in one. I have it for 2 weeks so we'll see how that goes.

I rescheduled my road test for 10/26 to ensure I get more practice.

Umm my next paycheck is going to have $14 because I worked 2 hours last weekend and I was supposed to work 5 this weekend but I have HOMECOMING. =\ I like homecoming but eh.

I miss Ryan.

I'm seriously considering the ski trip.

I can't wait for college.

80's day was today. >_<
We also go to take the argyle senior picture. Then they took group pictures. God, Alan, Paul, Lauren, Sean, Whitney, Bart, and Jon looked ridiculously wonderful in their 80s attire. We had the photographer for the yearbook take a picture of me, Bart, Jim, Bonnie, Sean, Pat, Alan, Jon, Whitney, Lauren, Bailey, and David. Mrs. O'Donnel called us the 80's kids when we were about to take the picture and Noelle goes OH I'M AN 80s KID! and ran over and I was like. But you're not in our group. Needless to say she got pissed and I said I was kidding. BUT I WASN'T.

Mike took a picture of our group... Bonnie, Brittany, and Christine are missing otherwise it'd be the COMPLETE group of bff.
you wish you were a part of this little clique ;)Collapse )

my friends are the only reason I don't want high school to end.
However, most of us will be remotely close. Plus AIM. It'll work out.

I had Santa fe Grill last weekend!
My watch broke.

I miss Ryan.

oh and my mother is uh idk right now. apparently, we're currently not speaking. whatever. it's all because Ryan owed the cab company $15 and he didn't have it and then when he had the extra $ we totally forgot about it till last night. That didn't really work though since they mentioned it to my mother today and she paid it off and got mad at him and me and ... whatever. Him and I might go to my dad's Saturday night and spend the night there, It'd be a nice way to spend our 9-month anniversary. :)

ohh how I love him. :D <3

5 gave themselves to ashesfor as much as i love autumn

[09.27.04 @ 05:36PM]
[ mood | busy ]

i feel so overwhelemed and consumed by school. i'm always working on stuff, i did chemistry for about 4-5 hours this weekend. just chemistry. i mean i love it but my god. and to top it off i think i accidentally left a problem blank b/c i erased and forgot to re-write my work over and i handed it in thinking it was done but i don't rememberrrrrrrrr. i told mr. kenney so hopefully he'll give me a break.

i also need to write down info on all the scholarships i can apply for as a result of collegeboard.com and a list of the colleges I want to go to and get their applications and stuff, or just save the url of the app online. I got one in the mail for the university of central florida, and one for west chester university, both of which have forensics. :D

i need to study for the SATs and shit. my road test is a week from tomorrow. i didn't even realize that till now.

i have to get pictures developed.
gah i'm so busy. >_< at least that's how it feels.

for as much as i love autumn

[09.23.04 @ 12:16AM]
[ mood | accomplished ]

[basics]
`name:: sarah
`nicknames:: sarie, glitter, sarie-glitter. o yes very original.
`age:: 17
`birthday:: 6/27/87
`hair color:: light brown
`eye color:: hazelish brown
`height:: 5'5"
`birthplace:: south side hospital
`hometown:: babylon
`current residence:: babylon
`school colors:: black and orange
`school mascot:: panther
`siblings:: sister, eve (30)
`parents:: doug and diane
`pets:: two kitties and a bird
`occupation:: student. sales associate at pacsun.

[favorites]
`band:: from autumn to ashes, poison the well, thursday, fall out boy, brand new, a static lullaby, matchbook romance, my chemical romance, taking back sunday, underoath, skycamefalling, hopesfall, seven angels seven plagues, as i lay dying, funeral for a friend
`song:: "we didn't start the fire" by billy joel. "what is love" by haddaway. "short stories with tragic endings" by from autumn to ashes.
`movie:: the matrix, fight club, memento
`male celebrity:: bam margera, johnny depp, edward norton, brad pitt
`female celebrity:: idk
`color:: turqouise, lime green, hot pink
`number:: pi, 43
`cartoon:: the simpsons, family guy, aqua teen hunger force, futurama, daria, rocko's modern life
`tv show:: jackass, law and order, law and order:svu, law and order:ci, csi:miami, csi:nyc, csi, friends, will and grace, seinfeld, i love the 80s, i love the 80s:sb, i love the 90s, i love the 70s
`channel:: vh1, fox
`radio station:: 102.3, 92.3 or 96.3
`video game:: super mario bros 3. others include...the legend of zelda, final fantasy, roller coaster tycoon, the sims, pokemon, GUNBOUND, like every other mario game.
`board game:: cranium, trivial pursuit, life, monopoly
`book:: the hitchiker's guide to the galaxy
`subject:: science (biology, chemistry, astronomy, physics, psychology) and math.
`teacher:: mr. leech and mr. kenney
`food:: fruit roll ups, penne a la vodka (or cheese tortellini a la vodka), king kongs. big macs. FIESTA POTATOES. AHH THE PARTY POTATOES.
`drink:: snapple peach or raspberry. coke.
`animal:: penguins, tapir, platypus, pug, kitty
`store:: PACSUN, gamestop/software etc/eb games/best buy, looney tunes, gadgets and gizmos
`sport:: field hockey if i had to choose. or skateboarding. and surfing.
`car:: jeep wrangler
`month:: october
`season:: fall
`alcoholic beverage:: mike's hard lemonade
`candy:: gummy bears, starbursts, airheads, sour patch blue raspberries, sour patch peaches, sour patch cherries
`fruit:: cherries, peaches
`vegetable:: pickles, radishes, tomatoes (i don't care if they're technically a fruit.)
`sesame street character:: big bird, snuffleufagus (can't spell), gonzo.
`muppet:: beaker, meep, penguin

[relationships]
`single/taken:: taken
`if single, crush:: .
`if taken, name:: ryan
`if taken, anniversary:: january 2nd, 2004. :)
`sexual preference:: straight
`what you look for in a guy/girl:: funny, SMART, things in common both interests and personality traits, outgoing, caring, nice. good shoes (preferably skater sneakers or something)
`ever been in love:: yessum
`if so , who:: ryan
`longest relationship, and who:: ryan...almost 9 months so far
`shortest relationship, and who:: mike .. 1 month
`virgin/not virgin:: ahem i plead the 5th.
`how many significant others have you had:: 5
`how many people have you kissed:: 6
`how many people have you done anything sexual (excluding sex) with:: 3
`how many people have you had sex with:: 1 (o my)
`do you believe in soul mates:: yus

[friendships]
`bestest friend:: sean.
`'best' friends:: alan, whitney, kaitlyn, lauren
`other close friends:: bailey, kristine, pat, paul, birttany, christine, bart, jim, bonnie, victoria, joanna, katie, amy, sarah, maura, dave
`friend you've known the longest:: niti, andrew
`newest friend:: ashley
`who do you hate/dislike a lot:: HEH i think we all know that.
`what you look for in a friend:: funny, nice, trust worthy, things in common.

[other]
`biggest fear:: falling from heights
`pet peeves:: hypocrites PEOPLE WHO TRY TO BE SOMETHING THEY'RE NOT. PEOPLE WHO THINK THEY'RE SMARTER THAN THEY ARE.
`what do you collect:: shells and snapple caps
`where do you want to travel to:: everywhere! japan, england, italy, ireland, germany, finland, norway, france, california, hawaii, the bahamas, the virgin islands, fiji, iceland
`what languages can you speak:: english and a little spanish.
`what languages do you want to learn:: finnish, icelandic, norwegian, japanese, german
`where do you want to go to college:: c.w. post
`what do you want to major in:: double major in forensic science and computer science
`what do you want to be when you get older:: forensic criminalist
`where do you want to live:: pennsylvania, delaware, maryland, rhode island, that area. not too far from ny, but not in ny.
`what kind of car do you drive:: i'm going to get a nissan sentra from my uncle when i pass my road test.
`what kind of car do you wish you drove:: jeep wrangler or a bmw M3 coupe
`how many kids do you want, if any:: 2 tops. one girl def, maybe one boy
`age you hope to have them:: at least 30
`ever been drunk:: yes
`if so, do you like to drink:: yes
`ever been high:: yes
`if so, do you like to get high:: yes
`drug of choice:: marijuana.
`do you smoke cigarettes:: only cloves
`do you practice religion:: no
`if so, what religion:: none. i was baptised methodist though.
`a few hobbies:: hanging out with friends, listening to music, playing video games, reading, learning.
`screen name:: glitter7652
`first screen name:: milo3296
`last movie you saw:: in the movies? resident evil apocalypse. in general? dangerous minds.

[this or that]
`coke or pepsi:: coke
`black or white:: black
`gold or silver:: silver
`cold or hot:: cold.
`day or night:: night
`pool or beach:: beach
`black ink or blue ink:: black ink.
`cat or dog:: hmm both
`sweet or sour:: sweet
`mcdonalds or burger king:: mcdonalds
`rain or shine:: shine
`rain or snow:: snow i hate rain more than snow

[the end]

for as much as i love autumn

THINGS I HAVE TO DO FOR COLLEGE [09.20.04 @ 11:16PM]
[ mood | distressed ]

-write information about the scholarhips that came up in my college board search
-write information on prospective colleges.
-GIVE TEACHER RECOMMENDATIONS OUT. (Mr. Leech, Mr. Kenney, Mr. Lally, Mrs. Zelli)
-go to guidance and get other scholarship forms and ask about ones on collegeboard.com search results.

yeah so it's not that much...

whatever.
gotta look into early admissions deadlines, too.
blah
too much. in my head.

gah

O WELL.

ps-ap chem is awesome.
but i might kill by the time 6th period comes around.

2 gave themselves to ashesfor as much as i love autumn

[09.17.04 @ 03:01PM]
[ mood | optimistic ]

so i'm supposed to work in 3 hrs. idk if i want to..i kind of do but i kind of don't. i want money but i don't want to go tonight. meh. i should be doing school crap too. blah.

 

so a survey.

 

CLICK HERE TO READ IT ITS LONG BUT FUN COMMENT IF YOU READ IT FAGS.Collapse )

16 gave themselves to ashesfor as much as i love autumn

[09.16.04 @ 02:44AM]
[ mood | exhausted ]

So I'm tired but updating because I fell asleep during Freddy Got Fingered, and not as tired as I was.

School is good, though I must admit by 6th period's start I wouldn't mind a weapon of any sort in my posession.

First math quiz today and I fear I made some stupid mistakes. I also think I crossed out an answer that turned out to be right but I don't remember. It'd be awesome if Mr. Richardelli gave me the credit anyway, if I did.. :)

AP Chem is wonderous. I really enjoy it. It's like, a challenge so far but I enjoy that. I'm working at it like 1-2 hours every school-night and time during 3rd period on most days. Granted, I enjoyed breezing through the problems in regents chem, but there's a certain satisfaction that comes along with getting the right answer after 10-15 minutes worth of work on one problem.

I'm a double stone ax (I don't remember if I said that in the last entry or if I updated since I became one)

uh 4-day weekend and I'm all over that but tomorrow I'm spending all of the day with Ryan because idk. We miss eachother a lot and stuff. Friday I have work and idk what's going on for Saturday, probably hanging out with ppl.

I think I'm gonna make a pacsun mix, all songs that remind me of pacsun b/c i hear them all the time:

1. all star - you are my number one
2. authority zero - all star
3. the killers - somebody told me
4. start trouble - chemical
5. less than jake - my own worst enemy
6. thursday - signals over the air
7. billy talent - try honesty
8. rooney - shakin up
9. black eyed peas - lets get it started
10. hot hot heat - bandages


more shall be added.

god i love and missed coco jumbo.

yeah this update was kinda pointless
i'm just out of it.

2 gave themselves to ashesfor as much as i love autumn

i love sneezing [09.13.04 @ 03:05PM]
[ mood | nerdy ]

saturday was nice. i went to the mall and didn't have to work, so i shopped! i got a button-down shirt from aeropostale, and from pacsun I got a pink/zebra adio shirt, a yellow volcom shirt, a grey DVS shirt, and 2 pairs of dark jeans. i also got 2 books, astronomy, and astronomy/math/physics. i also got a black belt and random crap from the dollar store.

afterwards i hung out with ryan :) it was fun as always. i loooove him. <3

sunday was the fair, hung out with ryan, sean, alan, lauren, and erynn. ryan and i got crazy amounts of books and some nice shells, and i got two shell necklaces. all in all it was a good day.

today was nice and easygoing. i heart ap chemistry, i am determined to do well.

i felt like i had more to say but i guess not

sigh gotta start studying for the SATs or something.
meh

i wanna read a lot of stuff too :D

for as much as i love autumn

OMFG I LOVE THIS SONG [09.11.04 @ 01:48PM]
[ mood | satisfied ]

So it's Saturday and I'm really enjoying school so far. It's only been three days but I've been really attentive and putting forth more effort and I like it, it feels nice. I hope this attitude doesn't change.

Everything in school has been going well and I intend on keeping my average this year high. It upsets me that I didn't have this outlook, well at least this strong, in the past few years, ESPECIALLY last year. But my grades were still okay, I never dropped lower than honor roll but I didn't get the principal's list award so meh.

strange that college is about a year away. I started with a short list of colleges and now its growing. 2 in Florida, one in PA, one in CA (at least one i think) 2 in VA (one being in DC) and of course, my number once choice CW post. I found a college in PA though, one I want to apply to.. York. It has forensics as a major.. bands.. and it's cheap. Not too close... not too far. But CW Post is still my number one choice. I should visit York though. Blah enough about college.

I love all my classes, though. Great people to talk to in each one. AP Chem is great.. and Whitney is my partner so yes we're going to rule the class and work extra hard and NOT get shitty grades. yes.

Lunch is great with Whitney, Bart, Pat... and a new girl from Vegas. It's kind of really annoying at some times but WHATEVER I'll just have to put a hold on that if it gets worse. Because I'm probably, most likely, going to smack someone. HEH.

blah. I still have to read a classic novel for english by the 24th. I think I'm going to change my book though. ha.

Last night Ryan and I went to see Resident Evil Apocalypse with Whitney, Joe, and Lauren for Whitney's birthday and it was fun. Good movie and afterwards we got Taco Bell, saw Jim, Sean, Paul, Matt, Jon, and Evan and then drove around listening to ridiculous music and then chilled at Lauren's. I was sooo tired last night when Ryan and I got home but we had a good time and then I slept for 9 hours ahah.

Today I don't have to work so I'm gonna get my check, cash it, and SHOP OMG. joy!
hehehe.

i love my hair its so soft and straight and nice and it's great. proof that you don't need 1000 products to make it nice. I use suave, I ravage my hair, rip through the knots with my brush, and flip my hair over and blow dry my hair like an animal for 8 minutes. Dries soft and straight DON'T YOU WISH YOU WERE ME?

sometimes i wonder why i have a straightener since i don't need one. IT CURLS MY HAIR TOO but i haven't used that yet. o well

for as much as i love autumn

[09.08.04 @ 03:22PM]
[ mood | happy ]

So I think this is going to be the best year of my high school career. Just as well, seeing as it's also my last. Then again, that means it'll be that much harder to leave, but what are ya gonna do.

Today was my last "first day of school" ever, and it was good. I have a nice big locker that opens without trouble, and have great classes. Breakdown:

1- Precalc. I sit with Lauren, Bailey, and Juan. David is also in my class.

2- Psychology. I will be sitting with Seany, Alan, Paul, Bailey, and Lauren (we have to arragnge our seating.) Not to mention it's gonna pwn because I've wanted to take this class for about 4 years now.

3- SENIOR PRIVILEGE! It turns out Sarah has one too so we'll be chillaxin together when I'm not over harassing Mr. Leech and other band teachers like today.

4- AP chemistry!! ^__^ Whitney and I are gonna PWN this class, we know it's going to be hard but we won't fail... or at least we'll try our hardest not to.

5- AP chem lab and gym. Whitney's in my gym class too so that's cool. We get to rock climb and play "games" other than sports this year. woot.

6- LUNCH. Good lunch class.. Whitney, Pat, Bart, Sarah and Tommi-Grace. Can't go wrong.

7- bando. Band is always good times, and Ms. Deluca got engaged over the summer! Sarah and I were talking to her about it and Sarah looked like she was gonna cry. It was great. ALSO I will be playing Bb clarinet for football games/parades and this year band trip is going to Busch Gardens in VA again. WOOT 1850.

8- Economics. Mr. Ryan's pretty funny and my class is 97% AP kids so it's good times. I sit near Whitney and Lauren. WOO good times.

9- ENGLISH. contrary to the fact that I hold an extreme dislike for english, this year is gonna pwn because of my class.. Whitney, Alan, Bart, David, and JON lmao. we have arranged seating and I sit near ppl I really don't want to. at all. blech. but w/e she said she might let us move aroun after she learns our names.

so that was my day. the year looks to be promising =)

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oye. [09.07.04 @ 12:33AM]
[ mood | nervous ]

so it's time for another long update.

it's monday september 6th. well technically it's the 7th. anyway.

tomorrow at 9am i take my road test in Freeport. I practiced tonight for 2 hrs and i did well except that i parked too far from the curb most times but did have some perfects. however i hit the curb twice but it was more perfects and "too fars" than that. i pwn at 3 point turns. i'm nervous but i feel confident anyway.

then it's off to kaitlyn's sometime before 3 to get my hair trimmed and angled in the front. then hopefulyl later on ryan will come over but if so he'll have to help me with laundry maybe.

tonight was funnn. went to sean's with alan, pat, brittany, bonnie, jim, bart, paul, christine, and david. played some poker and made several trips to 7-11. broke down the world of hooking up into little league, minor league, and major leage with bart. talked with the guys and it was a great night.

had a great weekend too. saturday i worked and then went to my dad's with ryan for a labor day party and saw lots of gail's relatives who i haven't seen in 5 years. we both slept over and it was perfect :) :) i loooooooooove him. eeee 8 months <3

I GOT FINAL FANTASY FOR NES!! yay!
I also finished The Hitchiker's Guide to the Galaxy Friday night and it was awesome.

school starts wednesday and it's strange. seniors at last. I'm gonna miss my friends so much but mostly everyone will be local-ish, probably. there's always internet and vacations. BAH well let's not think about that =\


in good news i'm getting paid mad money on friday and i cannot wait.

for as much as i love autumn

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