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where did you go?

eversmiling_ — Sat, 03 Feb 2007 20:27:11 GMT

for those people who are wondering where i went, i`ve moved my personal journal to xxmytruth, but i still use this account for posting in other communities, because my other journal is private & friends only.

eversmiling_ — Sat, 18 Mar 2006 23:18:00 GMT

So I got really bored one day, & I decided to make the SOUNDTRACK OF MY LIFE ♥

I was so extremely bored that I uploaded the entire soundtrack so that you can DOWNLOAD it.

OPENING CREDITS♥

Everytime We TouchCascada

WAKING UP♥

Beating Heart BabyHeadAutomatica

AVERAGE DAY♥

This Is Who We AreHawthorneHeights

FIRST DATE♥
So ImpossibleDashboardConfessional

FALLING IN LOVE♥

I SwearAll-4-One

LOVE SCENE♥

Dangerously In LoveDestiny's Child

FIGHT SCENE♥
Nobody Moves, Nobody Gets HurtWeAreScientists

BREAKING UP♥

Day Late FriendAnberlin

GETTING BACK TOGETHER♥
I'm Still In Love With YouSeanPaul&Sasha

SECRET LOVE♥
Dirty Little SecretAll-AmericanRejects

LIFE'S OKAY♥
I've Just Begun (Having My Fun)BritneySpears

MENTAL BREAKDOWN♥

Sometimes (I Wish)City&Colour

DRIVING♥
CrashGwenStefani

LEARNING A LESSON♥
True ColoursCyndiLauper

DEEP THOUGHT♥
The Music Or The MiseryFallOutBoy

FLASHBACK♥
Gone So YoungAmberPacific

PARTYING♥
Candy Shop50Cent&Olivia

HAPPY DANCE♥
Dance, DanceFallOutBoy

REGRETTING♥
Fall At Your Feet (Acoustic)JamesBlunt

LONG NIGHT ALONE♥
Soul Meets BodyDeathCabForCutie

DEATH SCENE♥

Empty HeartsADeadGiveaway

CLOSING CREDITS♥

A LifetimeBetterThanEzra

DOWNLOAD HERE

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IM BACK BABY!

eversmiling_ — Sun, 06 Nov 2005 23:36:38 GMT

ohmigod ohmigod SCRATCH THAT. i'm back baby!!! thank you soo much to graeme i got my photoshop back and now its better than ever (i got cs2!!) thank you soo much for helping me figure it out graemee...and to all my fans..you can expect MORE icons MORE fun and maybe even NEW layouts =]=]..just a few more days i promise.

last entry?

eversmiling_ — Sun, 23 Oct 2005 03:37:18 GMT

alright, i havent updated in like EONS but im at some random family friends party and theres 3 laptops here and im really bored. yea, thers like 3 other people my age here and they arent talking too much, theyre laughin at dave matthews on TV. there is also some random scary kid next to me. its weird lol

this situation is really awkward.but im gonna try to add a blog entry anyway. everyones dads are getting drunk upstairs and singing to random songs. lol.

well this journal isnt really going anywhere, my past few entries have been total crap, so im tinking about deleting this journal. YES? NO? well, im gonna go now i have a lot to talk about to OTHER PPL. you know, ppl that i ACTUALLY KNOW. unlike you random freaks who have nothing better to do than read this stupid journal.lol.

ciao

eversmiling_ — Sun, 04 Sep 2005 19:47:15 GMT

hey y'all

YES i finally get to update its been ages and ages and ages...but thats cuz my computer is totally broken and i cant do anything...i've been meaning to make this journal friensd only so that i can write more personal stuff but MY PHOTOSHOP deleted itself!! *cries and weeps* oh well, i'll have to find my way around it once my computer gets fixed. well, im at beccas house and thats the only way i can add an entry. shes upstairs talking with her mom right now so i have some time to do this...well theres a lot to say...

i had orientation for high school on thursday it was crazy fun and im really excited for school but im nervuos cuz we havent gotten our schedules or anything yet. oh yeah have i mentioned that i HATE my uniform??anyways beccas back so i guess i'll be going..shes sitting here and sighing so i think shes bored..but i just found out its cuz she misses spikey..aww!

i'll finish this later.

shopping trip

eversmiling_ — Mon, 15 Aug 2005 00:57:36 GMT

i havent updated in a while, but here i am finally able to sneak away a few minutes for this journal. the zoo was pretty fun, it was stinky (in a literal way) but fun overall. i've been quite busy all week. i went shopping today (FINALLYYYY!!!!)and it was quite an eventful day.first, i got my cartilage pierced! yay! i've been wanting to for a while and finally i got it. i paid for it myself too, it didnt hurt at first but its kinda itchy now. i have to clean it tonight. mmmhm. and then basically after that we bought a whole bunch of stuff for my sis. at the end of the day i got a pair of velure (rawr!) pants, 3 pairs of earrings (they're HOTT) and some stuff from La Senza.(;]) It was really fun, and add to that fun-ness, the fact that i met alyssa, cassy's sister (twice) and ARTHUR =D. we talked for a while till his mom came to pick him up. it was a pleasant surprise to meet him there. so, i hope i can go to the movies with jess tomorrow (;]) and o yeah, im getting braces tomorrow so i'll tell y'all about that too. i have to go eat some of my dads delicious chilli now. ciao!

eversmiling_ — Sun, 07 Aug 2005 14:21:05 GMT

today is a very early morning for me, because i have had an extremely tiring and eventful week. On Sunday-Monday I went camping (as you already know), on tuesday we played a soccer game and lost to the bitchiest team EVER. On Wednesday, i got seperators for my teeth and its really annoying cuz i cant eat skittles for a week=[.On thursday-friday, Becca + Jess came over for a s/o and it was funn. We watched ice princess (LMAO) and anchorman (MEH). It was an awesome day and i really learnt a lot. (thank you jess if ur reading this <33)Yesterday, after they left, we went on a semi-shopping trip to Wal-Mart (rolls eyes) and i got flip flops, but I wanted to go to Winners which is like right beside Wal-Mart, but we had another party to go to. So we went to my dads friends house and we had a hilarious time with their kids. They have three girls and the middle one who's a few years younger than my sister puts on a hood and her big sisters fake LV shades and starts dancing so randomly in front of EVERYONE. it was so funny. and then after that we were looking for videos by this girl M.I.A from Sri Lanka. When i first heard of her I thought I would like her, but i dont. she speaks so politically and her stories are sometimes one-sided and the side she takes is NOT the side that represents me or my family. Just listening to the song "Sunshowers" makes me so mad. But I do like, "Bucky Done Gun" just cuz I have no idea what shes saying =P. So yesterday, my baby cousin came over and we babysitted her (she peed in the hallway right beside my room (gags), but i had a good time overall. my mom my sis and I started watching Anaconda but we never had time to finish. After my dad got home, we got ready to go to my neighbours birthday/wedding aniversary party. when we got there it was pretty fun but I got some time on the computer to reply to some peoples' comments about my icons (yes, some people actually like my icons!!!)and then right when my parents started leaving, we started to watch National Treasure,but you see the beauty about being at a neighbour's party is that you live RIGHT NEXT DOOR. so we let our parents go home and we watched the entire movie until about 1:00 am this morning! and then we just went back home. it was pretty weird. we also played "scene it! junior" at the party it was pretty fun I got this kid addicted to it.The movie was really good too, I dont know about you Jess, but I liked it. So what am I doing today you ask? Well, its right about breakfast time and after that we're going to the Zoo with my cousin and her parents (my aunt n uncle.)My mom says we have to wait till they get here to eat breakfast - omg I'm gonna die!I'm going to go find someway to fill my stomach now. Post later.

Camping

eversmiling_ — Tue, 02 Aug 2005 15:15:27 GMT

wow, the last two days consisted of the shortest camping trip I've ever been on. It was awesomely fun, because we went with some people we hadn't seen it a long time. It was also the biggest camping trip I've ever been on, with 12 people (including a baby) there by the end. The campsite was OK. It was really commercialized though, it wasn't like the roughing-out place we went last time. We went to a place call Camparks near Niagara Falls. It really was commercialized, they had an arcade and go-karts and a pool and everything. The only disappointing thing was that there wasn't a lake. There's so many cool things to do on a lake. Oh yeah, and one more thing, we had laptops and FREE wireless internet, sooo it was more like a hotel with tents as a room. We just chilled, we swam and watched a movie (Bride&Prejudice)and we ate a LOT. Especially marshmellows, usually when I go with my family its just me making marshmellows, but this time Rugaya joined me and she has a special technique and everything. LOL. It was uuber fun-ness and I'm glad I finally did something this summer. Oyeaahhh.

2 days of FUN...

eversmiling_ — Sat, 30 Jul 2005 00:55:50 GMT

wow, I haven't entered in a while, but that's because I've been busy (yay!)Yesterday I went to this Amusement park, Wonderland with my friends.It was really fun. I went to the water area there for the first time. And they werent too many of us (just 6.) And what a WONDERful surprise, we met Amanda and Nicole right after we entered the park, and we got to spend some quality time with them. It was good to see em again...actually, it was good to see EVERYONE again. To get to Wonderland, I had to beg and plead and cry my eyes out. But, it was worth it after all. I went on a lot of awesome rides. It really helped that we went on Drop Zone first...it REALLY woke me up. But I'm kinda sad cuz I didnt get to go on Cliffhanger (my favourite ride.)

Oh yeah...did I mention I went to Wonderland again TODAY? yes, thats right two days in a row. I went with my sister and my mom and it was supposed to be "My sisters day" because she was constantly jealous of how nice my friends were to have bought me a Season Pass for my birthday. Haha...too bad I didn't have a journal back then, I coulda told all of you about how my friends really aren't very good at keeping secrets from me. I found out WEEKS before my birthday but I kept my mouth shut. The only person I told was Narina, and we developed theories together (teehee I felt so sleuthy.) BACK to today, it was kinda boring cuz we went on pretty much boring rides all day. But we did watch this cool diving show. And i ate my traditional peperoni pizza seasoned with TONS of chili pieces and garlic powder..my breath smells like death tho...

On the down side, I've got what jessy calls the g-force hangover. And i have it double since I went twice. Yea, I feel like a piece of shit regirgitated out of a mommy elephants mouth and then went into the baby elepant who shit it out of her huge ass. My head hurts, my throat is unbearable (from all the screaming) and I'm really sleepy from going to sleep late last night and waking up early this morning. *Yawn* I'm exhausted. And I'm also watching some Live @ Much thing with the RocaFella ppl, and I really wanna watch it so...thats all for now. I'll probably update on tuesday because my cousins coming over tomorrow and im going camping in niagara falls on Sunday+Monday (I'll prolly blog about that after...)

Still Nothing

eversmiling_ — Sun, 24 Jul 2005 22:54:05 GMT

well, I'm here and I've managed to sneak away for a few minutes to update this. Although that may seem like I've got a lot to do, I don't. The thing is, my parents want me to find some Ontario Parks to go camping at NEXT weekend, which is a long weekend and the chances are that all or most of them are fully booked. My parents are always like this, spontaeneous and unplanned. Plus, my dad expects me to push back my braces date so that we can go camping on Monday, but the receptionist at my orthodontist's said that there arent any open slots until SEPTEMBER!! I wanted my braces in APRIL! I'm sick and tired off all this procrastination (that right there is a very hypocritical sentence) and my mom knows how badly I want to get braces and get over with it but I dont think my dad realizes how important it is!! He thinks that he can get my orthodontist to book an EARLIER date! I think hes crazy! God this is why me and my dad barely talk because we never agree or relate to eachother. He has the weirdest morals. Also, I'm about to go to church, and I'm waiting for everyone else to get ready.Yeck I just registered my moms email adress as a .NET passport (ie she wants MSN) I hope and pray that she doesn't want to add me! I'll have to create another email adress just for her. Cuz I dont want her prying in my social life. *gags* Whatever, mass starts soon and I've gotta jet. Hopefully, my mom doesnt find a way to look at my msn space/this blog! I'd die....MOM IF YOU ARE READING THIS I LOVE YOU.

Oh I really have to go now my sis is bugging me.

eversmiling_ — Sat, 23 Jul 2005 14:41:31 GMT

*Yawn* Yes, I know its a bit early in the day to write a blog entry but, my baby cousins sleeping and I have to watch her so I have to find something to do with my time. Yesterday after I wrote my blog entry I began to straighten my hair, but then I was rudely iterrupted half way through by my sister and she told me that our family was going biking at some park by the lake. I was really mad. I didnt even talk to my parents on the way there. The thing with my life is, whatever happens the end of my day is always a happy ending with my family. My mom got all nice when we were walking and she held my hand and tried to comfort me. I got a little better after that. Sadly though, I think I've given up on my hair. I might try again tonight.

These past two days I've been losing my fight with temptation. Jessy says that I'm unhealthy because I eat my dinner at like 9pm so last week I didnt eat anything after around 4pm (which is when I eat my lunch). I got really hungry but I pulled through. Then on thursday I hadnt eaten anything since breakfast and I got so hungry so I ate some microwave meal at around 8:45. Yesterday, I ate at almost 11pm because we came back from the park so late. Hopefully today I can fight temptation but weekends are the hardest because my dad cooks dinner and he is the BEST cook ever (except for his twin brother who is actually a chef for a living.)

Well, do I have some news for you! Tonight I will be going to the movies with my little sister and her even smaller friend! Isn't that soooo awesome *sarcastic laugh* And what makes it even better is I'm going to have HORRIBLE hair!!! Wow this is the most exciting part of my day...

GOSH I'm so booored. I was supposed to go to wonderland yesterday, but my sister declared that my mom decided it was next friday. Wonderful, JUST wonderful(dont mind the pun) another week of waiting and waiting to do something FUN for once.

ANYways...I'm gonna go make more icons. Its all I do these days...

My First Ever LJ Entry =D

eversmiling_ — Fri, 22 Jul 2005 20:05:28 GMT

Ahhh I'm so excited...This is my first ever LJ entry!! As usual this isnt the only thing I'm doing on the computer at this time. I am the QUEEN of multi-tasking on the computer. I am making icons (I hope to have a community up and running soon), on MSN and well, I'm thinking about listening to some music before I get bored out of my skull. I've come so far to make this entry. I used to very anti-blog. I got an msn space, which isn't much of a blog, but it got me into the hang of it... Today was pretty much boring as usual. It was supposed to be payday but my neighbour hasn't come yet (I babysit her daughter for a few hours every week). The job's a total breeze : my sister is about the same age as my kid, so they just play together and I don't really have to worry about anything. The sad thing is, my neighbour is a year younger than my sister and she beats my sister at almost everysingle game they play. Once, we were playing this trivia game (because my mom told me to try and sneakily teach my sister her tables which she STILL doesn't know) and my neighbour won by so much. I think I made my sister a little angry because she wouldn't look me in the eye. Oh well, what could she do, tell on me for trying to teach her math? O yeah, did I mention I get paid $50/week for doing nothing but sit on my ass at this computer all day?? Yup, I love my job. As far as friends go this summer, I haven't had any contact with them for a couple of weeks. People go on vacation and its hard to get a time where everyone is free. A good example is the movie day with Kayla which has been cancelled TWICE the first time because of me, the second time because of her. Yes, I am a tad disappointed. Now I have to find someone to go to the movies with. My sister is bringing our neighbour and I don't want to get stuck with two little kids at a PG movie. I've gotta do something or else I am going to look like SUCH a loser tomorrow. A weird thing happened today. One of my other neighbours who lived across the street rang my doorbell and asked if he could borrow our hose to wash his friends car. I couldn't say no, so I just sat there on my front steps for 15 minutes watching my neighbour and a total stranger wash their car. It was really weird. I told my dad about it when he got home and he said it was fine. Well, I'm kind of sick of this right now. Good thing I'm a fast typer or I wouldn't have added an entry at all because I SO want to make more icons. I watched Harold and Kumar again today (lol) and I was inspired to make icons. I was just about to make one of Freakshow when I realized that I had just spent 3 hours this morning figuring out how this LiveJournal Thing works, so I might as well add an entry or this was all for nothing. Well, I'm off I've got freakshow waiting for me in a Photoshop window.