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_bumcloud — Thu, 24 Mar 2005 22:12:18 GMT

Yo, homes. I kind of have a new journal, it's save_thequeen. You can add it if you want, if not then later.

I have a headache and it's hot outside.

_bumcloud — Sat, 19 Mar 2005 16:41:30 GMT

Last night was fun-a-rama. The highlights were as follows:

-Going to Fusion and having great fellowship!
-Rachel and I having a child.
-Me being famously Canadian.
-Riding in the backseat of Dan's really freaking fast car with Zack(he is really really tall.) and having my eardrums blasted by the bass in Dan's techno music.
-Almost getting arrested because Dan drifted around a corner and he almost ran into a cop car, but the cop suprisingly didn't stop to talk to us.
-Being picked up honeymoon style by Zack and him throwing me (literally) so Dan can catch me haha.
-Going to Chili's
-Going home and talking on the phone with Zack for a while which was uber nice.

So yeah. Okay, I know that most of you couldn't give a rip about what I did but hey, I gotta talk about it somewhere, right? Spring break is this week which is nice because I kept on thinking Spring break would be in a couple of weeks because I'm still in Georgia-Mode. So this well be a nice week of relaxtion and such. Uhm yeah so bye!

_bumcloud — Fri, 11 Mar 2005 23:13:47 GMT

I am having a really great time! School is awesome, I have made alot of friends which I am really happy about (not to mention the guys..ahhhhhhhhhhhhhkljdsflksadfljasfjsafd). I got a new cell phone today, so if anyone wants to talk, just ask me for it. I have sprint if anyone else has that and cares to know. I really truly miss most of you, and it sucks that we don't talk anymore, hardly.

But anyways, tonight is Fusion which is alot like LUG from Grace (kylie will remember that hahah, GET OUT OF MY HOUSE!!!). I'm going with my friend Dani and Judith and other people from school will be there. After that we are going to Moe's for dinner and I'm excited. Anyways, I hope everything is going great with all of y'all.

PS-Whitney: THERE IS THIS MAN OF COLOUR IN MY MATH CLASS WHO CAN DO THE YING YANG TWINS THING AND I ALMOST PEED MY PANTS WHEN HE DID IT AND I WAS LIKE OMGZ WHITNEY SHOULD BE HERE TO HEAR THIS SUCKA!!

_bumcloud — Fri, 04 Mar 2005 21:04:03 GMT

Today was my first day at my new school, Freedom High. That place is huge even though it only has around 1300 students. It looks like a motel too, like, all the doors to the classrooms are outside. It's kind of weird, but in a cool way. I made a few friends which is good but I didn't know anyone in my lunch do I had to sit in the bathroom, exactly how cady or whatever did in mean girls haha. Gosh it's hot today and really sunny and beautiful, I think I'm going to go swimming. I hope things in GA are going well for all you people. Laterr.

_bumcloud — Wed, 02 Mar 2005 15:31:02 GMT

You are

What Rejected Crayon Are You?

Hahahahahah.

Tampa is very warm at the moment. And pretty awesome too. AND GUESS WHAT. I HAVE TIVO!

_bumcloud — Sat, 26 Feb 2005 14:19:29 GMT

Welllll I'm finally in Tampa. We are moving into my new house this morning, right now I'm at the hotel. I'm very very excited! I'm starting my new school on Wednesday I think, I might take a couple more days off though. The weather is going to be really sunny so I will probably go swimming for the first time in our new pool today :D. I keep on thinking that I'm here on vacation but I guess it will finally hit me in a couple of days that I'm not coming back. AHH it's just so weird, but I love it here so it's not that bad or anything. Well, I hope everyone has a good day and stuff, I won't be online until Tuesday I think. Later!

Oh yeah, PS-Happy Birthday Kylie :)

_bumcloud — Wed, 23 Feb 2005 01:58:57 GMT

Well, tomorrow is my last day at Brookwood. I'll be honest here, I'm kind of excited about leaving- But, I'm not exactly excited about leaving the people there. It's just weird. And I guess even kind of scary. Like, this is all I have known for 2 years and now my life will never be the way it was before. But hey, that can be a good thing. So all I'm going to do is enjoy this and make the best out of it! I'm still bummed about leaving everyone though.

Thursday is my last day actually living in Georgia. I'll probably be leaving around 4 in the afternoon. I could've gone to school on Thursday but I decided not to go because it would just be way too stressfull. In the morning I'll get my withdrawal forms and then that will be it. AHHH. It feels so weird just typing that!

Alex told me to call him and I think I'll do just that, I always enjoy talking to that kid. My room is a mess right now and I can't stand it. Mmkbye.

they taxed me with a scapel piece by piece

_bumcloud — Thu, 10 Feb 2005 23:50:30 GMT

Today was terribly ordinary. But tomorrow should be tons of fun, though! On Monday, I have 10 days left of Brookwood. Which is weird. But no worries. :) This weekend will be awesome, and next weekend will be even better!

My Mum checked me out yesterday and when I saw her I knew something was wrong. She started crying and then she told me that my Grandma(her mother) was in the hopsital in the intensive cardiac unit because of severe chest pain. So we prayed together which helped her calm down a bit. Later on we got a call saying she was going to be released today so that was really great news. :)

This is the first day of my life
I swear I was born right in the door way
I went out in the rain
Suddenly everything changed they're spreading
blankets on the beach
Yours is the first face that I saw
I think I was blind before I met you
I don't know where I am
I don't know where I've been
But I know where I want to go
So I thought I'd let you know
These things take forever, I especially am slow
But I realized how I need you
And I wondered if I could come home
I remember the time you drove all night
Just to meet me in the morning
Yeah I thought it was strange
You said everything changed
You felt as if you just woke up
And you said, "This is the first day of my life."
I'm glad I didn't die before I met you
Now I don't care, I could go anywhere with you
And I'd probably be happy
So if you want to be with me
With these things there's no telling
we'll just have to wait and see
But I'd rather be working for a pay check
Than waiting to win the lottery
Besides, maybe this time it's different
I mean, I really think you like me
Ahhh. ♥ I love that song.

_bumcloud — Mon, 07 Feb 2005 22:21:00 GMT

I got back from Tampa last night and it was pretty awesome. Good news is, we found and bought a house so we have a place to actually live when we move. It also has a pool and is less than 20 minutes from the beach! Bad news is, the movie is set in stone, it's like a no turning back kind of thing. The days are going by pretty fast for me which is kind of suck-ish. But I am actually excited so that's good at least.
I know what school I am going to, Freedom High, and it's pretty new and cool-looking. This weekend is the lock-in and I have been looking forward to that, so this weekend should be good.

I have a ton of make-up work and it sucks. I actually try to avoid missing school now, just because I know I will have a buttload of work to make up when I get back.

I like donuts.

_bumcloud — Thu, 27 Jan 2005 11:57:47 GMT

My Mum left for Tampa this morning. I was supposed to go with her if she couldn't find a plane ticket, and we were going to drive but she found one at the last minute. =/ I'm kind of sad, but no worries, yo. Next Friday and through the weekend I'm not going to be here because my whole family is going down there to do all the final things for buying a house and whatnot.

OH YEAH GUESS WHAT THE TOWN I'M MOVING TO IS CALLED?!. Land O' Lakes. (we make your butter). It's right outside of Tampa, kind of how Lawrenceville is to Atlanta. Oh and here's another guess what! I've lived in Lawrenceville for 6 years, and I found out a few days ago that I've been spelling it wrong the entire time! D: Woe is me!

Well, I'm going to be going to school a bit late, because I have no one to drive me to school. I have to get Melody ready too, so later!

ps-I have just decided that I am going to love everyone. Except for Will Smith.

{If only they could see, if only they had been here, they would understand, how someone could have chosen to go the length I've gone, to spend just one day riding and holding on to you, I never thought it would be this clear.
-;kings of convenience} <333

_bumcloud — Fri, 21 Jan 2005 20:37:03 GMT

Life is totally awesome right now. I am very thankful for everything that has been given to me. I guess everything is starting to come together. :) Ahh 25 school days left for me =/ But me being the natural optimist I am, I know a bunch of things that are good about moving.

OMG.

Your Boobies' Names Are: Bonnie and Clyde

Get your own Boobie Names

AHHHHHH. Especially Whitney will know about this.

You Are 18 Years Old

18

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

You Have A Type A- Personality

A-

You are one of the most balanced people around
Motivated and focused, you are good at getting what you want
You rule at success, but success doesn't rule you.

When it's playtime, you really know how to kick back
Whether it's hanging out with friends or doing something you love!
You live life to the fullest - encorporating the best of both worlds

1985 by Bowling for Soup

"Where's the mini-skirt made of snakeskin?
And who's the other guy that's singing in Van Halen?
When did reality become T.V.?
What ever happened to sitcoms, game shows?"

You took the bitter with the sweet in 2004 - and kept laughing.

What 2004 Hit Song Are You?

err.. I suppose the last part is right.

Your Dominant Intelligence is Spatial Intelligence

You've got a good sense of space and how the world around you looks.
You can close your eyes and "see" images. You have innate artistic talent.
An eye for color and shapes, you're also a natural designer.
Since you think in pictures, visual aids and demonstartions help you learn best.

You would make a good navigator, sculptor, visual artist, inventor, architect, interior designer, or engineer.

What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

Do You Have a Type A Personality?

Your Element Is Fire

Your passion and emotion are as obvious as the brightest flame.
You make sparks fly, and your passion always has the potential to burst out.

You are exciting and creative - and completely unpredictable.
You sometimes exercise control, and sometimes you let yourself go.

Friends describe you as sensitive, spirited, and compulsive.
Bright and blazing with intensity, you seem mysterious and moody to many.

What's Your Element?

You Are a Dreaming Soul

Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you awy from this world
So much so that you tend to live in your head most of the time
You have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all...
But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult

You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you.
Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses.
Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others.
Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life.

Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

Your EQ is

133

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!

51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.

71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.

91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.

111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.

131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.

150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

_bumcloud — Tue, 18 Jan 2005 15:15:23 GMT

Mmkay so I kind of have a big annoucement to make, even though most of you know already, but I guess this is for those who don't. Sooo, my house sold last weekend, andddd now I am finally moving to Tampa, Florida. I didn't tell you guys when it just happened because if it fell through, then people would just think I'm saying that for attention or something, sorry if that didn't make sense. But anyways, we set a moving date and it will be Febuary 25th. So I'm just glad I have a month or so left. Sometime in the next 2 weeks I'll have to go down there to get a house, register in school, etc. It just seems so weird. I don't think it has hit me yet that I'm actually leaving. But I suppose I'll just worry about that later.

If anyone wants to hang out tihs weekend, let me know :)

I need you so much closer, so come on.

_bumcloud — Fri, 14 Jan 2005 01:18:34 GMT

I was in a bit of a bad mood, but then I talked to Alex. And then everything was much muchhhh better.

WHY?!?!?!

_bumcloud — Sun, 09 Jan 2005 02:06:35 GMT

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.!!!!

Brad and Jennifer broke up (source). :(:(:(:(

OH, THE TRAGEDY, OH, THE ANGST, OH, THE ANXIETY!!

_bumcloud — Tue, 04 Jan 2005 19:02:27 GMT

Last night I went to Sara's birthday party, and I had alot of fun. The party started at 5:45(because that's when I got there) and Erica, Tasha and Jeffery were in Sara's room. It was weird seeing Jeffery because I've only seen him like, once before but I always talk to him online but whatever. So we jumped around and screamed and laughed about random things and then we left for Red Lobster. Sara and Jeffery had a little "row" so I cheered them both up by singing the Pepto Bismol Song("NAUSEA, HEARBURN, INDIGESTION, UPSET STOMACH, DIARRHEA, Hey Pepto Bismol!!!") and that cheered them up pretty quick. We ate a whole bunch and tied cherry stems in knots with our tongues and all that other good stuff. When we got home we watched Anchorman(Knights of Columbus that hurt!!) and then sara's mom told us to get to bed but we were rebels and sneaked down into the basement and Jeffery and I played(and I soo pwned him @ it.) DDR until 3 a.m. Oh and while sara was in the shower jeffery and I almost set sara's room on fire and her mom came in and yelled at us but this morning we were laughing about it so it's all good. I'm not really that tired and I have nothing else to do. School is tomorrow and I hate it. I hope everyone had a good winter break, because I know mine was the best.

DO YOU...
1] Like to give hugs?: Yes
2] Like to walk in the rain?: sometimes
3] Sleep with or without clothes on?: with
4] Prefer black or blue pens?: Black
5] Dress up on halloween?: Yep
6] Have a job?: pfft no
7] Sleep on your side, tummy or back?: Side
8] Think your attractive?: sure
9] Want to marry?: Yes :)
11] Have a goldfish?: nope
12] Ever have the falling dream?: Yes dsafads and then when you hit the ground you jolt awake, it's so cool.
13] Have stuffed animals?: Yep

L A S T
1] piss: like an hour ago I guess. That's a really weird question.
2] kiss: :) pssh I don't kiss and tell.
3] good cry: hmm. Probably around 2 weeks ago I think.
5] movie seen: I saw all of anchorman and half of dumb and dumberer
6] book read: gosh I haven't read anything in 2 weeks or so, I haven't been to the library.
7] cuss word uttered: uhmm nothing haha
8] beverage drank: sprite at 8 in the morning heh
9] food consumed: mashed potatoes
10] crush: lalalalalalaaa ;D
11] phone call: uhmm with melody a few hours ago
12] tv show watched: some show about fat people
14] shoes worn: my old adidas haha
15] cd played: relient k
16] item bought: uhmm oh yeah a harry potter shirt
17] soda drank: sprite
18] thing written: a note to jeffery while we were playing delivery haha
19] key used: can't remember
20] word spoken: I don't know sdfasd
21] sleep: last night
22] IM: brandon
24] ice cream eaten: I can't remember, I wanted some ice cream this morning though.
25] time wanting to die: uhmm I don't know
26] lipstick used: I used some chapstick this morning
27] time dancing: last night
29] webpage visited: livejournal

A - Age: 15
B - band: hmm relient k right now
C - Choice Of Meat: i don't know
D - Dream Date: Daniel Radcliffe. Except we are already engages so it wouldn't matter anyways.
E - Excites You: alot of things haha
F - Favourite Food: I don't know
G - Greatest Gift: I like all gifts
H - Happiest Day Of Your Life: uhmmm hard to say
I - Internal conflicts: blah
J - Junior whoppers: saaaayyy what?
K - Kool Aid: dsafkldsafsdf
L - Love: lol I don't know what you are asking
M - Most Valuable Thing You Own: I have no idea
N - Name: Samantha
O - Outfit I Love: I like alot of my outfits
P - Pizza Topping: ooh that potato pizza stuff from stevie b's.
Q - Question I want to ask: that's stupid
R - Roots: Ethnic? canadian, british, and irish.
S - Sport to watch: hockey, football or basketball. Mostly hockey though.
T - TV show: i don't know
U - Unique habits: I have alot
V - View from the window: crappy lake, neighbors
Y - Yesterday's best meal: red lobster
Z - Zodiac Sign: cancer, even though zodiac is crap.

_bumcloud — Mon, 03 Jan 2005 03:20:03 GMT

Last night I went out with Alex S. and it was fabulous. We arranged to meet up at discover mills at 5-ish. I waited for about a minute or so when I saw him and gosh, it was just really nice to see him again. We walked around & talked lots and I just generally had a really good time. He was quite teh funny and very courteous and just plain awesome. And I kind of realized how much I miss that dude. So thank you, Alex, for a fantastic night :).

But you know what sucks? We planned to hang out again today before he leaves for Mississippi because we were both free for the whole afternoon, but my schedule got messed up and I just feel really bummed out/stupid about it. And he was also supposed to give me one of the new bright eyes cd's but that's not that important. I have no idea when I'll get a chance to see him again and it sux0r5. *sigh*. But at least I got to hang out with him and see him & stuff, and it was a great way to start off the new year.

Well my new years eve and the like was smashing. And that is all I have to say, so byeeeee.

oMgZz dA mexIcan iz CoMiNG BaK 2 Da bROoKwooDz!!11

_bumcloud — Thu, 30 Dec 2004 01:36:59 GMT

Today I had lots of fun. I woke up in a really good mood and started getting ready to see corrine and stuff. I picked her up and then we left for discover mills. I met her boyfriend, Darrell and he seems very very nice, and his friend Ian even though I already know Ian because he was in my class in like, 6th grade. Anyways we walked around and threw shoes at people and went to starbucks and almost got kicked out of spencers. I also made a tower at the lego store!! At the food court, corrine and I talked about 8th grade and all our old friends, & the doom squad(me, corrine, ravin, kayla, and karime.) & the stalker. roflllllllldsafsadfju6543fdag ANDDDDDDDD&&&&&&& she also told me some VERY intersting things about a certain person and dsfjsa9dadsjdsajdsa9435435 as0-85476jfdsgjfdsgj...

fdgklghfdsdsfg i just don't know how i feel about that but dsafkljdsa54386gkklfdgfdlakghjkfdagdagklhkdfghkdafghkdghfjkd. Gosh. Nevermind I wish I could say what it is but I CAN'T. And it is pretty frustrating I tell you. But it makes me all fdsfdsafkl confused. Sigh. But at least Corrine knows what I'm talking about. Well, hopefully hahadsfsad but thank you for telling me corrine! <3 Anyways then I yelled at whitney but she didn't hear me and uhmm....I generally had a fantastic time. Alex never showed up :( But hopefully I will get to hang out with him before he leaves. Anyways I'm in a realllly good mood still askdsakfdfds4356 and just almost everything is going well for me now.

REDBANDIT.ARGH. Randomness time:"WILL SOMEONE PLEASE HOLD MY BUUUUUMMMM"

I feel weird. I'm kind of hyperish. I'm going to play some DDR. So bye.

_bumcloud — Wed, 29 Dec 2004 01:07:34 GMT

Today has been pretty boring. Tomorrow is going to be alot of fun. Corrine and I are going to the mall, and she is brining darrell :D He sounds like an awesome guy. We are also meeting Alex S. who I haven't seen in forever so that should be a joyful reunion. Oh and this other guy might be coming...

Darn it. Oh well haha anyways I'm looking forward to it. Later on that night I am going ice-skating with people I think so that should be dandy. I can't wait until new years eve/new years. Samantha!uberexcited. & currently Samantha has a headache.

Oh yeah, I took 20 minutes out of my day and made a new layout for teh lj. I like it, I need to fix it though. Tell me what you think <3

_bumcloud — Mon, 27 Dec 2004 04:18:32 GMT

I had a very awesome Christmas. I got the new relient k cd, an awesomeee book, some clothes, 3 mac eyeshadows, money, two ddr dance pads, a ddr game, and other stuff that I can't think of right now.

My Mum got the golden girls first season on dvd(and a whole bunch of other stuff or course) and it is now confirmed that ROSE IS NOT A LESBIAN, so to whitney and ~~george~~jorge and all those other people who argued with me about it at lunch, I WAS RIGHT SO HAH. :D
I am very excited about new years, it should be lots of fun. This break has been WICKEDGNARLY. I hope everyone had a good Christmas :)

_bumcloud — Fri, 24 Dec 2004 00:06:57 GMT

For some reason I am in the strangest mood. It's like I could be happy if I wanted to but I'm too lazy to try. I had a really weird dream last night, I dreamt that I went back to sweetwater and everyone I knew there was still in 8th grade and there were like, chickens everywhere and I had to go to band and mr. wilson was there being bald and he started asking me where my trumpet was and I was like ahhhh shut up and then all the band idiots started appearing everywhere and it was creepy they were saying,"Yeah Samantha, where did your trumpet go?" and like thats all they said they started crowding around me and haha it was so ABSURD. Uhm. Ok, anyways.

Last night I saw a series of unfortunate events with mrs indra and danny and lisa and joey and my mum and melody. It was pretty good, I recommend it. Oh and Bryan doesn't have cancer anymore! I was so happy when my Mum told me this morning :) Anyway here is some stupid survey.

BORING STUFF
*The single most boring question: what is your name? Samantha
*Are you happy with it? Yes
*Are you named after anyone? I don't think so
*Would you name a child of yours after you? nah
*Then what would you name your children? I don't know
*If you were born a member of the opposite sex, what would your name be? they said that they would've named me josh or david which is really weird, I couldn't imagine being a guy rofl
*Which of your friends would you switch names with if you could? none, I like my name.
*Are there any mispronounciations/typos that people do with your name constantly? They always manage to butcher my last name. They spell it "ricks" or something like that which takes all the awesomeosity out of it.
*Would you drop your last name if you became famous? No
BASICS
*Your sex: female
*Straight/gay/bi? straight
*Your birthdate: july 14 (french independence day)
*Your age: 15
*Age you act: it varies
*Age you wish you were: I'm actually okay with it, I'm kind of scared to get older.
*Your height: 5'3 (I know this for a fact now since I went to the doctor's office a few weeks ago heh)
*The color of your eyes: Uhmm I'm not sure they change, They are greenish with gold right now.
*Happy with it? Yep :)
*The color of your hair: I don't know sfds some weird color
*Happy with it? it will do, i'm getting it done professionally in a few weeks.
*Left/right/ambidextrous? right
*Your living arrangement? mom, dad, sister & gay dog.
*What's your job: i don't have one =/ I really should get one though.
*Obsessions? don't even get me started
*Addictions? I don't know
*Do you speak another language? i'm learning to speak french but I suck at it so I don't know if that will happen any time soon.
*Have a favorite quote? Hmm, there was a quote I liked ffrom the movie I saw last night but I can't remember it. "Judge a man not by how he treats his superiors, but his inferiors." I like that quote from PoA. If you say inferiors over and over it sounds really weird.
*Do you have a webpage? I do, but I forget the address

DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it

* Do you live in the moment? sometimes, i barely even know what that means
*Do you consider yourself tolerant of others? uhmm sometimes. It depends.
*Do you have any secrets? yep ;D
*Do you hate yourself? not really
*Do you like your handwriting? It's completely illegible
*Do you have any bad habits? yes, I procrastinate or however you spell it wayyyy too much.
*What is the compliment you get most from people? that they like my eyes. Lastsummer at camp, this guy that I didn't even know just randomly came up to me and was like,"You have beautiful eyes" and I was like awww *swoon*. Haha
*If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called? i don't know
*Can you sing? not well
*Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool? like in 3rd grade
*Are you a loner? no, I like being surrounded by people I like
*What is your no. 1 priority in life? Getting through senior year
*If you were another person, would you be friends with you? I guess
*Are you a daredevil? depends
*Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself? not anymore./
*Are you passive or aggressive? Passive aggressive, it's a terrible combination
*Have you got a journal? yes
*What is your greatest strength and weakness? uhmm I'm not even sure
*If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? I'd be a little more confident
*There are three wells love, beauty and creativity. You can only drink out of one: love as long as it was some hot guy
*How do you vent? I whine and complain to my mom
*Do you think you are emotionally strong? sometimes
*Do you think life has been good so far? it's been alright
*What is the most important lesson you've learned from life? don't give out your trust to alot of people
*What do you like the most about your body? i dk
*And least? i dk
*Are you confident? Somewhat
*Do people know how you feel? sometimes
*Are you perceived wrongly? Once in a while

DO YOU...
*Read the newspaper? yes
*Pray? yes
*Go to church? yes
*Sleep with stuffed animals? yes
*Take walks in the rain? not usually, i hate it when the bottom of my pants get wet lol
*Talk to people even though you hate them? no.
*Like to drive fast? when i get the chance. I always want to go faster because I am so impatient and arhgha

WOULD OR HAVE YOU EVER...
*Like your voice? i don't even know what I sound like
*Been out of the country? yes, canada
*Eaten something that made other people sick? i don't think so
*Been unfaithful? no
*Had a medical emergency? yes
*Had a surgery? yep
*Played strip poker? No
*Gotten beaten up? Nope
*Beaten someone up? No
*Been picked on? yes
*Been on stage? Several times
*Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath? i think i've taken this before because that same question always pops up
*Slept outdoors? umm actually no
*Thought about suicide? in fleeting moments of self-pity, but never seriously
*Pulled an all-nighter? yes they are fun, usually.
*If yes, what is your record? i dk
*Gone one day without food? yes
*Talked on the phone all night? yes
*Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex first(moms and daddys don't count)? yes, it's fun!
*Slept all day? no I
*Killed someone? Nope
*Made out with a stranger? Nah
*Had sex with a stranger? Nope
*Thought you're going crazy? not really
*Been betrayed? yeah
*Had a dream that came true? yeah
*Have you ever killed an animal by accident? uhmm no
*On purpose? Bugs, I suck them up with the vacuum cleaner
*Been on radio/tv? TV
*Been in a mosh-pit? haha yes
*Had a nervous breakdown? i guess
*Been criticized about your sexual performance? No
*Had a dream that kept coming back? yes

CLOTHES and other fashion
*Shoe brand? i don't care
*Brand of clothing? i don't care
*Cologne/perfume? i like love spell
*What are you normally wearing to school/work? jeans and a shirt and a jacket
*How about parties? I don't know
*Wear hats? no
*Judge other people by their clothing? without meaning to, i do
*Wear make-up? yes
*Favorite place to shop? the mall
*Favorite article of clothing? i dk
*Are you trendy? i don't know
*Would you rather wear a uniform to school? i kind of wish we had to

BELIEFS
*Believe in life on other planets? I think so.
*Miracles? Yes
*Astrology? No
*Magic? yes
*God? yes
*Satan? yes
*Santa? OF COURSE.
*Ghosts? Yes
*Luck? no
*Love at first sight? No
*Yin and Yang (that good can't exist without the bad)? I'm not sure
*Witches? Not the flying around on brooms kind
*Easter bunny? I have my own
*Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever? Yes
*Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? yes
*Do you wish on stars? yeah

DEEP THEOLOGICAL QUESTIONS
*Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell? yes
*Do you think God has a gender? Yes.
*Do you think that science counteracts religion? No, I think they can easily go hand in hand
*Where do you think we go when we die? it depends

AMIGOS

*Do you have any gay/lesbian friends? Yes
*Who is your best friend? my bff is danny of course duh.
*Who's the one person that knows most about you? uhm, I'm not exactly sure lol
*What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you? lol i can't remember
*Your favourite inside joke? I have like a billion
*Thing you're picked on most about? my crappy choice of clothing

LOVE, and all that
*Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title? Uhm, it's just a survey.
*Do you consider love a mistake? everything happens for a freason
*What do you find romantic? lots of things
*Turn-on? hard to say, there is just that certain thing about a person when you meet them that I can't put my finger on
*Turn-off? cockiness
*If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel? I would be flattered
*Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"? Knowing
*Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out? not really
*Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive? Somewhat
*Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking? Yeah, I'm pretty hot,
*What's the last present a boyfriend/girlfriend gave you? Uhm, like I can remember.
*Are you in love? nope, makes things much easier lol :D
*Do you consider your significant other hot? I consider my crush to be hot...
*What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk? Smile

POSESSIONS
*What is your fave possession? my teddy
*What physical, tangible possession do you want most? daniel radcliffe hahah
*How badly do you want it? badly
*Have you ever seen The Exorcist? yes

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
*That haunted you? uhm i don't know
*You wanted to kill? hah
*That you laughed at? melody
*That laughed at you? danny
*You went shopping with? my parents
*To disappoint you? i don't know
*To ask you out? like out to go somewhere? alex.
*To make you cry? i don't know
*To brighten up your day? myself lol, i'm in such a good mood now lol
*That you thought about? my dog
*You saw a movie with? melody, my mum, mrs. indra, lisa, joey, and danny.
*You talked to on the phone? i can't remember
*You talked to through IM/ICQ? alex
*You saw? melody
*You lost? lol I don't know
*You went head over heels for? Not saying heh I wouldn't call it head over heels though
*You thought was completely N-U-T-Z? i don't know
*You wanted to be? Me, thanks.
*You trusted? my mum

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
*Smiled? today
*Laughed? last night
*Cried? uhmm can't remember
*Bought something? today
*Danced? Couple days ago
*Were sarcastic? like 5 seconds ago
*Talked to an ex? hmm..i talked to grant a few days ago lol
*Watched your fave movie? monday
*Had a nightmare? can't remmeber
*Talked on the phone?a few seconds ago
*Listened to the radio? this afternoon
*Watched TV? this morning
*Went out? last night
*Helped someone? I don’t know
*Were mean? last night

Alex came here from mississippi and we are going to hang out and do some catching up, and possibly watch garden state. That should be pretty fun, I think.

Ahhhhh I'm in a really good mood now and I have to go to this thing so yeah bye.

_bumcloud — Wed, 22 Dec 2004 04:10:12 GMT

Christmas break has been pretty okay so far. I am really starting to get into the "Christmas Spirit." I mean, I have memorized all the carols (thats the only thing the radio stations are playing XP), I've made Christmas cookies, I've watched a christmas story, I've EVEN given money to the salvation army. I am starting to realize that Christmas is one of my favorite holidays. I have no idea what I am doing Christmas day though. I think I remember Danny's mum inviting my family over to their house so that should be nice.

AHHH Holly made me the best icon. Thank you! <3

Since I have been endlessly bored, I got the brilliant idea to start making a vector. I haven't made one in ages so I kind of forgot how..but that's okay. It's only in the beginning stages so it looks really bad, I haven't even done his hair yet but I thought I would post it anyways. It looks really funny hahaha

_bumcloud — Sat, 18 Dec 2004 15:00:52 GMT

This week has been pretty okay. But yesterday by far was the greatest. I am so glad that exams are over. Anyway after school I met up with Whitney and we went to her bus. On the way there we found an old scanner that they were throwing out so we just kind of broke the lid of and took it. We got on her bus and called Danche hahah and then we threw the scanner lid thing at people. When we got off her bus we decided that it would be fun to throw the lid in the street so we could see cars run over it or something and everytime a car came we would just kind of run away loll. It was so funny but I guess you had to be there. Ooh and the mexican saw us!!

Ooh and then Whitney got the fabulous idea of burning her old bras!! We went into her driveway and we tried to light it with some crappy joes crab shack matches but it didn't work. SO we poured gasoline over it and then it started burning really well and it smelled soo bad haha. Now there is some of whitney's bra stuck to her driveway yayy. Then we made a question mark with leaves and poured gasoline and bug spray on it. That was pretty hella tight.A million other things happened but I just woke up and I can't remember it so just ask whitney or something.

Today my Uncle and 3 cousins are coming to visit us from Chicago. That should be vvvverrry interesting.

I hope everyone has a good winter break and all that. If anyone wants to do anything for new years or some other time, let me knowwww :D

_bumcloud — Sun, 12 Dec 2004 13:03:58 GMT

Finals are next week, and school is pretty stressblah. This weekend has been..interesting. I think I'm coming down with something again, my throat hurts like nobody's business.

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_bumcloud — Mon, 29 Nov 2004 10:52:14 GMT

OMG I'M AT HOME AND YOU AREN'T!! Lieeek what whatt?

The doctors was uber!weird. It was the whole shebang, those stupid paper gowns with out any back, peeing in a cup, and shots. OW. But I don't have breast cancer or anything which is good. But seriously, my arm hurts BAD. I had to get one shot for hepatitus and another shot for tetanus or however you spell it, and my arms feel like someone just punched me v.v hard. But at least I'm not at school, HAH.

But I am also very bored. So I decided to read all my old entries up from August '03 to January '04(I didn't want to read the rest of it because it's too depressing omgwtflolz). I found this entry my Mum wrote because she wanted write a joke entry and I let her because she is just plain awesome. So for your reading enjoyment..

Double Wow Bow How Now Brown Cow.....I got 93 on my Math!!!!!! Stinkin awesome cause I get Two pairs of chuck's now and you don't nah nah boo boo. I swear if one more senior asks me out I'm goin' hurl, I mean really what the Sam hill do they think they are doin??? Did anyone see that half dead chicken outside Mr Allen's class???? I tried to tell the moron about it and he said " gee Samantha, maybe I put it there to warn all you brats about me" I am going to e-mail Dr Phil and get that grease ball on the show!!! Talk about bitter, did I tell you what someone said to me last night at AWANA's, oh I am so over it, I mean it was so bad I did'nt think that you could say stuff like that outside a hospital!!! Never mind I don't want to be a doubt{douche} bag. My parents gave me $500.00 for Christmas, yeah like that is going to make up for that "nasty field hockey incident" which by the way I have apologized a gazzilion times and they made me switch high school's..what a scuz pie...y'all know what a scuz pie is don't ya kiddies???? It's a guy who does'nt wipe...hahahahah what am I saying NONE of them wipe...*boy's are so disgusting and I think that we need to start our MALE BASHING TOUR.....NOW BOY"S ARE ROTTEN MADE OUT OF .... Ok quick what's 978x8956.963...ok now that we have a few minutes Let's say we go to otterview and raid the Mayor's house...which by the way my dad and mom were invited to their house....ever since my mom got down to a size 6 and dyed her hair blonde, she has changed so much...she is now talking about geting her master's in engineering...Great more hungery man dinner's for me.... Hey, my mom got tickets to see Ricki Lake and Oprah!!!!! Rock on dude's..geeze louise I gotta go change the dumb cat's diaper again....when will the insanity ever stop!!!!

_bumcloud — Thu, 25 Nov 2004 20:20:24 GMT

Well, I hope that everyone had a good thanksgiving. Mine consisted of
+going out for chinese food
+watching the princess bride for the first time
+going to the park
+being full for the whole day
+fudge

and

-50 million parties at the mexican houses on my street(which at the moment is lined with painter vans and such)
-it's nippy noodles.

So overall today was pretty good. Even though it wasn't exactly traditional, but then again the last couple of thanksgivings have pretty much been the same as this year's. And I never really liked turkey anyway. But I had fun. Last night I had fun too. And tomorrow night should be fun also, I'm looking forward to it :) Oh yeah! And the Harry Potter PoA DVD IS MINE!!!! Triple yes with knobs. (omg english slang. Sooo fetch.)

(1) Your gender: female
(2) Straight/gay/bi?: Straight
(3) Loved?: Sure
(4)Want to be?: Heh yeah
(5) Your birthday: July 14th, 89
(6) Age you act: It depends
(7) Age you wish you were: I'm fine with 15, but it would be nice to be 18
(8) Your height: 5'3, I think.
(9) The color of your eyes: greenish brownish, they change. It's kind of wierd.
(10) Happy with it?: Yep
(11) The color of your hair: Uhmm some people say it's blone, other people say it's light reddish brown. I guess it's both
(12) Happy with it?: not really, it works though, I guess.
(13) Left/right/ambidextrous?: Right
(14) Your living arrangement?: dad, mum, little sister, gay dog.
(15) What's your job: I babysit sometimes and I'm about to apply for chik-fil-a.
(17) Since? I don't know sadfadsf
(18) Obsessions?: burt's bees chapstick!
(19) Do you speak another language?: not yet
(20) Have a favorite quote?: Yep
(21) Do you have a webpage?: kind of

DEEP THOUGHTS
(22) Do you live in the moment?: yes
(23) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: eheheh sometimes
(24) Do you have any secrets?: yep

EVERYTHING.
(25) Do you hate yourself?: no
(26) Do you like your handwriting?: not really, it's kind of messy =/
(27) Do you have any bad habits?: yeah
(28) What is the compliment you get most from people?: tuhmm I don't know
(29) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: Hmm I'm not sure. Maybe something random like "CHEESEBISCUITS!!"
(30) Your biggest fear?: Hmmm I'm not sure
(31) Can you sing: haha not well
(32) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: no
(33) Are you a loner?: nah, I like being around people most of the time.
(34) If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: i guess
(35) Are you a daredevil?: depends
(36) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: Uhhh I don't know
(37) Are you passive or aggressive?: depends on the situation
(39) What is your greatest strength and weakness?: I have no idea
(40) If you could change one thing about yourself? i don't know sadfjaskd
(41) There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity, which one do you choose?: ALL THREE!! Just kidding, uhmm, love. no wait, beauty, or maybe creativity. Yeah, creativity.
(42) How do you vent?: I watch movies. Because I'm just weird like that.
(43) Do you think you are emotionally strong?: Yes and no
(44) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: Hmmm, yeah
(45) Do you think life has been good so far?: it has had ups and downs. Most recently, it's been kind of bleh but I think it's getting better.
(46) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: hmm, I'm too lazy to think of anything
(47) What do you like the most about your body?: I'm going to skip these questions lalla
(48) And least?:
(49) Do you think you are good looking?:
(50) Are you confident?: sometimes
(51) What is the fictional character you're most like?: hmm. Ooh! Allison Jean (A.J.) McCreary from Thwonk. That's an awesome book.
(52) Do people know how you feel?: I have no idea, actually.
(53) Are you perceived wrongly?: sometimes

DO YOU
(54) Smoke? No
(55) Do drugs?: No
(56) Read the newspaper?: sometimes
(57) Pray?: yes
(58) Go to church?: yes.
(59) Talk to strangers who IM you?: not really
(60) Sleep with stuffed animals?: Mhmm, let's see, there's Teddy, Lambchop, Peanut the Giraffe, and Snuggles.
(61)Take walks in the rain?: Sometimes, although I hate it when the bottom of my pants get all wet and stuff.
(62)Talk to people even though you hate them?: Sure
(63) Drive?: not yet
(64) Like to drive fast?: no

HAVE YOU EVER
(65) Liked your voice?:Uhm. That's a really weird question.
(66) Been proud of the way you looked?:Yep
(67) Been out of the country?: Yes =D
(68) Eaten something that made other people sick?: Uhmm I don't know
(69) Burped?: yes
(70) Been unfaithful?: i don't know sdfkldsafkl
(71) Been in love?: once. I think.
(72) Done drugs?: no
(73) Gone skinny dipping?: Yeah, although it was more like almost-skinny dipping.
(74) Had a surgery?: yes
(75) Ran away from home?: Kind of, once in 1st grade, I walked out of my apartment, and then I didn't even get out of the building and I ran home, and I did that again in 4th except I just got down the street.
(76) Played strip poker?: i don't think so
(77) Gotten beaten up?: Nope
(78) Been picked on?: yeah
(79) Been on stage?: Yeah
(80) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath?: Uhm. No.
(81) Slept outdoors?: Yeah
(82) Thought about suicide?: Not seriosuly.
(83) Pulled an all-nighter?: yes
(84) If yes, what is your record?: I can't remember
(85) Gone one day without food?: yeah
(86) Talked on the phone all night?: Yeah.
(87) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?: Yes, a couple times
(88) Slept all day?: i think
(89) Killed someone?: lol no
(90) Made out with a stranger?: no
(91) Had sex with a stranger?: No
(92) Thought you're going crazy?: hahah
(93) Kissed the same sex?: yes
(94) Done anything sexual with the same sex?: no
(95) Been betrayed?: yeah
(96) Had a dream that came true?: eeek yeak
(97) Broken the law?: i guess
(98) Met a famous person?: yes
(99) Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: nope
(100)Stolen anything?: yes
(101)Been on radio/TV?: yep
(102)Been in a mosh-pit?: lol yeah
(103)Had a nervous breakdown?: erlack yeah
(104)Considered religious vocation?: i don't know sdfadsf
(105)Been criticized about your sexual performance?: lol uhm, no
(106)Bungee jumped?:yes
(107)Had a dream that kept coming back?: Yeah it's about these three animals and they talk and it's kind of like that homeward bound movie except that there are all these carrots laying on the ground or something. There are always carrots in my dreams, it's so weird.

BELIEF
(112)God?: yes
(113)Satan?:yes
(114)Santa?: HECK YEAH!!!!
(115)Ghosts?: yes
(116)Luck?: nah
(117)Love at first sight?: hmm, I think you can be attracted to someone when you first see them
(119)Witches?: yes
(120)Easter bunny?: OF COURSE.
(121)Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: I don't know sdf
(123)Do you wish on stars?: Yes, every night.

LOVE
(125)Do you remember your first love?: hmm yeah
(126)Still love him/her?: not the same way
(127)Do you consider love a mistake?: not love itself
(128)What do you find romantic?: Oh, loads of things.
(129)Turn-on?: OMG WOULDN'T YOU LIKE TO KNOW!!!11 ;D
(130)Turn-off?: uhmm, cockynessssssssss
(131)Do you base your judgement on looks alone: nah
(132)If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel?: Errr..flattered?
(133)Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"?: knowing
(134)Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out?: no
(135)Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: Yeah.. BIG mistake there...
(136)Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: I have no idea.
(137)What is best about the opposite sex?: uhmm, I'm not sure.
(138)What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: I don't know dsflads
(139)What's the last present someone gave you?: uhmm i can't remember
(140)Are you in love?: nope :D
(141)Do you consider your significant other hot?: uncle
(142)What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy standing on the sidewalk?: I would probably just stare and end up tripping over something and making a complete idiot out of myself.

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON
(143)You wanted to kill?: Hehsdf
(144)That you laughed at?: lisa
(145)That laughed at you?: my mum
(146)That turned you on?: oh babeh ;D
(147)You went shopping with?: my mum
(149)To disappoint you?: i don't know sdfds
(150)To make you cry?: i can't remember
(151)To brighten up your day?: uhmm i don't knowww
(152)That you thought about?: hassan because he just IMed me
(153)You saw a movie with?: whitney
(154)You talked to on the phone?: uhh i don't know
(155)You talked to through IM?: hassan
(156)You saw?: my mum
(157)You lost?: i lost melody at the store a few days ago
(158)You thought was completely insane?: i don't know
(159)You wanted to be?: emma watson. Without the non existant boobs and bushy eyebrowns and smirk.
(160)You told off?: uhmm i don't know, i never tell anyone off, I don't think.
(161)You trusted?: i don't know
(162)You turned down?: jared rofl