& behind the smile i'm just a girl who wishes for the world

& hiatus

2009-06-30T03:49:37Z

July 1 - July 8
I'm going out of town for a week to Las Vegas, Nevada.
I might post Twitters from my cell phone while I'm gone.
Hope to see you when I get home!
=)

& the choices were given, now you must live them

2009-03-28T14:07:51Z

&

2009-03-17T01:46:30Z

"It sucks being the footnote in someone elses love story..."

-Brooke Davis

movie list for 2009

2009-01-01T06:48:29Z

I was only able to complete 85 out of 100 for 2008. Maybe I'll be able to get 100 this year. Here is my 2008 movie list.

Rules and Guidelines:
1. Watch 100 movies or more in 2009.
2. Keep track of how many I watch.
3. First time movies only.
4. I'm leaving this public. If you want to recommend any movies to me go for it.
5. I've put movies that I only watched part of in italics.

001. Eagle Eye -- January 10
002. Little Miss Sunshine -- January 12
003. The Nightmare Before Christmas -- January 15
004. Speak -- January 15
005. Corpse Bride -- January 15
006. My Mom's New Boyfriend -- January 19
007. Cleaner -- January 19
008. Perfect Stranger -- January 19
009. Henry Poole Is Here -- January 20
010. Bride Wars -- January 24
011. There's Something About Mary -- February 7
012. Spiderman 2 -- February 7
013. Joy Ride 2 -- February 7
014. Nick & Norah's Infinite Playlist -- February 7
015. Kicking And Screaming -- February 8
016. Fun With Dick And Jane -- February 8
017. Nights In Rodanthe -- February 12
018. Vacancy 2 -- February 14
019. I Am Sam -- February 16
020. Willy Wonka And The Chocolate Factory -- February 19
021. Teeth -- February 21
022. Fired Up -- February 22
023. John Tucker Must Die -- March 1
024. Old School -- March 1
025. Are We Done Yet? -- March 8
026. He's Just Not That Into You -- March 8
027. Shortcut To Happiness -- March 13
028. The Phantom Of The Opera -- March 17
029. The Women -- March 24
030. Blade: Trinity -- March 25
031. Alphabet Killer -- March 27
032. Last House On The Left -- March 28
033. Stuck -- March 31
034. Marley & Me -- April 1
035. Hostel -- April 5
036. Yes Man -- April 7
037. WALL-E -- April 8
038. Over Her Dead Body -- April 14
039. Bonneville -- April 19
040. My Bloody Valentine (1981) -- April 25
041. Lucky Seven -- April 29
042. Swing Vote -- May 2
043. Miss Pettigrew Lives For A Day -- May 12
044. My Bloody Valentine (2009) -- May 23
045. The Nanny Diaries -- May 31
046. Slumdog Millionaire -- June 15
047. An American Crime -- June 26
048. Splinter -- June 27
049. Underworld -- July 1
050. Underworld: Evolution -- July 1
051. Underworld: Rise of the Lycans -- July 1
052. Wanted -- July 2
053. Taken -- July 2
054. Crank -- July 2
055. The Mummy -- July 3
056. The Mummy Returns -- July 3
057. The Scorpion King -- July 3
058. Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen -- July 5
059. Madea Goes To Jail -- July 6
060. The International -- July 6
061. Pineapple Express -- July 7
062. I Love You, Beth Cooper -- July 17
063. Push -- July 18
064. The Curious Case Of Benjamin Button -- July 23
065. Picture This! -- July 27
066. The Lucky Ones -- July 28
067. Phoebe In Wonderland -- August 5
068. Transformers -- August 6
069. Her Minor Thing -- August 7
070. Backwoods -- August 7
071. Obsessed - August 8
072. Because of Winn-Dixie -- August 11
073. Coraline -- August 12
074. Stranger Than Fiction -- August 15
075. The Ultimate Gift -- August 22
076. Adventureland -- August 26
077. Why Did I Get Married? -- August 30
078. The Boy In The Striped Pajamas -- September 2
079. I Love You, Man -- September 3
080. Madea's Family Reunion -- September 5
081. Wedding Daze -- September 12
082. Bedtime Stories -- September 12
083. Bolt -- September 16
084. Labor Pains -- September 19
085. Trapped -- September 25
086. Edward Scissorhands -- October 6
087. Mirrors -- October 9
088. Saw -- November 1
089. The Proposal -- November 4
090. Saw II -- November 7
091. Saw III -- November 14
092. The Ugly Truth -- November 17
093. New Moon -- November 20
094. Saw IV -- November 20
095. Saw V -- November 23
096. Gone With The Wind -- December 2
097. Personal Effects -- December 4
098. New In Town -- December 6
099. Life As A House -- December 10
100. Taken In Broad Daylight -- December 19
101. Spread -- December 19
102. Confessions Of A Shopaholic -- December 28
103. (500) Days Of Summer -- December 30
104. Tale Of Despereaux -- December 31

& hiatus

2008-11-30T23:19:20Z

I'm going to be on a brief hiatus until I get my laptop in a few weeks since I won't have very much internet access or anything. I'll update as soon as I'm able to.

&

2008-10-30T02:03:33Z

"Maybe when we label people,
we forget to look past the label to the person."
-Carrie Bradshaw, Sex and the City Movie

& public post.

2008-10-14T21:30:05Z

If you're going to defriend me, that's fine with me and there's no hard feelings. However, I would appreciate it if you could give me a heads up that you're removing me. I'd appreciate a reason too, but I can deal without one.

But when a group of people who are friends with each other delete me suddenly even though we were just talking and I didn't seem to notice that there was anything going on removes me, now that sort of annoys me that I don't get an explanation.

With that said, if any of you on here want to remove me, please do so now. I've posted so much personal shit on this journal, so if you're not here to read about my personal life, then remove me.

FRIENDS CUT 003.

2008-05-26T19:13:56Z

The following people were either cut, had me friended but never asked to be friended, created a new journal, or accidently removed. If you want to be readded, try your luck. If you want to know why you were removed feel free to ask.

_kissmygrass, addictedjen, agoodinsane, allagainst, bella_may, chemicalkamile, deepwonderment, electrocutes, fallapartagain, ihavethatshirt, gerardhl, happy_skeleton, iheartg33ks, impure_red, ktfacee, kstan, tankmachine, pinkpistol, raliiph21, smellbeforerain, spiderswebb, spins, vegawriters, vodooxdoll, wildhopes, & xx_rage_love_xx

please remove me if your name is on this list.

Happy Easter!

2008-03-23T17:02:09Z

&

2008-03-22T16:37:52Z

Hey everyone, sign ups at grissomsaralims are closing Tonight at 11pm EST and we only have six people signed up, I'd like to have at least four more people signed up, so it'd really mean alot if you'd come out and participate! :)

SIGN UPS

We really need some more sign ups, we only have three people signed up so far. So I'd really appreciate it if you all could come and sign up.

Round Four Sign Ups

& public post

2008-03-20T02:43:34Z

bella_may, chemicalkamile, iheartg33ks, nalazhar, & raliiph21

Could you guys please tell me why you've friended me and if you're here for my icons, please remove me and friend creamsodas.

& happy st. patricks day

2008-03-18T02:46:28Z

movie list for 2008

2008-01-10T04:38:47Z

Rules and Guidelines:

1. Watch 100 movies or more in 2008.
2. Keep track of how many I watch.
3. First time movies only.
4. I'm leaving this public. If you want to recommend any movies to me go for it.

001. I Know Who Killed Me -- January 1
002. Mr. Brooks -- January 5
003. High School Musical 2 -- January 7
004. Premonition -- January 10
005. Rain Man -- January 12
006. Knocked Up -- January 12
007. Solstice -- January 15
008. The Game Plan -- February 3
009. Arachnophobia -- February 5
010. Disturbia -- February 5
011. Fool's Gold -- February 23
012. Across The Universe -- February 29
013. Georgia Rule -- March 2
014. Shattered -- March 5
015. License To Wed -- March 5
016. Fractured -- March 8
017. Marilyn Monroe: The Mortal Goddess -- March 8, March 10
018. Underdog -- March 11
019. Penelope -- March 13
020. The Dead Girl -- March 14
021. Enchanted -- March 28
022. A Good Woman -- April 3
023. 21 -- April 5
024. Sydney White -- April 6
025. Juno -- April 16
026. Baby Mama -- April 25
027. Even Money -- April 26
028. Beauty Shop -- April 26, May 24
029. Gone Baby Gone -- April 28
030. 27 Dresses -- April 30
031. The Dog Problem -- May 2
032. What Happens In Vegas -- May 9
033. Thirteen -- May 17
034. Good Luck Chuck -- May 20
035. The Wedding Date -- May 24
036. Made Of Honor -- May 25
037. Forgetting Sarah Marshall -- May 25
038. Mad Money -- June 1
039. 23 -- June 23
040. P.S. I Love You -- July 12
041. Mamma Mia! -- July 28
042. Untraceable -- August 1
043. The Other Boleyn Girl -- August 5
044. The Sisterhood Of The Traveling Pants -- August 5
045. No Reservations -- August 5
046. Wrong Turn 2: Dead End -- August 8
047. Bring It On: All Or Nothing -- August 12
048. The Sisterhood Of The Traveling Pants 2 -- August 14
049. The House Bunny -- August 23
050. My Bestfriend's Girl -- September 28
051. Crash -- October 1
052. Whisper -- October 15
053. The Outsiders -- October 20
054. Bittersweet -- October 20
055. V For Vendetta -- October 22
056. Equilibrium -- October 25
057. Shooter -- October 25
058. Sex And The City: Movie -- October 29
059. The Break-Up -- October 29
060. American Dreamz -- November 12
061. The Happening -- November 16
062. Lady In The Box -- November 16
063. Twilight -- November 21
064. Tropic Thunder -- November 27
065. The Air I Breathe -- November 28
066. Van Wilder -- November 30
067. Numb -- December 2
068. You Don't Mess With The Zohan -- December 2
069. The Lake House -- December 3
070. Elizabethtown -- December 3
071. Britney: For The Record -- December 3
072. Unfaithful -- December 4
073. The Forgotten -- December 5
074. Tyler Perry's Meet The Browns -- December 6
075. Four Christmases -- December 7
076. Are We There Yet? -- December 9
077. Diary Of A Mad Black Woman -- December 9
078. Funny Games -- December 18
079. A Lot Like Love -- December 18
080. Walk The Line -- December 18
081. Smart People -- December 20
082. Best Men -- December 20
083. Prom Night -- December 23
084. See No Evil -- December 27
085. Click -- December 31

friends cut 003

2007-04-12T21:43:44Z

I cut 31 of you but there's 80 people that need to remove me from your friends list.
If you want added back, comment me. If you want to know why you were cut, comment me.

_babiixd0ll, _not_fade_away, souncanadian, adoreme1214, allhiddeninside, amato_sole, angelsgrace09, simplyentangled, aresanob, arosa13, arturtle, bentfire, biancaslife, blya_net, boy_crazay, coldwriter, csi_baby, csimellie, dance2nite926, destinycreation, fromiftowhen, euly_xoxo, cityrunways, evitaporter, fairydust2216, faithfulpuppy85, flyicarus, gatorbaby035, getreadytojump, ginger_mosh, have_i_told_u, bluntsbitch, illicit_, imapozer911, italianbaby518, itsdarkness, jackie91, judithmagdelena, kat92988, kawaii_ninja, midwest_sky, la_20, ladydetective, leslie_xxo, louisemcgregor, lalaland, mcjo, megwriter, meridianrising, midnighstar, missraspeberry, mka_net, myherodrowning, nicole_s313, ohsotrendyx3, oreocookie77, purpleseahorse, reiko_ctu, serenitymoon119, shadowsms, shootingstar74, loving_nancy, sing_swing_sing, sinkinsoon, snydershanover, spunxster, tanglewood_girl, tantrash, the_used_n_me, triborough, try_and_die, ttttiatia1589, tyger_fied, urbanwalks, vegawriters, weisy, x0krazebabe69, x_xpib, xxxdeliciousxxx, yffie

NOTE: this was copied directly from my userinfo, so it is possible you were accidently cut.

& veronica mars friending meme

2006-09-12T02:24:54Z

I decided to try to make one of these after seeing a mod at a community I'm in post a PB one of these. So come all Veronica Mars Fans and let's make friends! I need some [more] people to talk to about the show and about this ridiculous wait on the edge of our seats!

So fill out the form in a comment and add some VM friends!

DON'T FORGET TO PIMP TO ALL YOUR VM FRIENDS!

FRIENDS CUT 002.

2006-08-20T18:34:41Z

_babiixd0ll walker_sarah _disconnecktie souncanadian abe16kidbosco adoreme1214 allhiddeninside angelsgrace09 simplyentangled biancaslife blackangel_life blya_net bo_red boy_crazay crushd72_2 csi_baby csimellie dance2nite926 dantheorangeman fromiftowhen euly_xoxo evitaporter fabiale fairydust2216 flyicarus followtheroad gatorbaby035 ginger_mosh have_i_told_u humanrevolution illicit_ imapozer911 instantkarma_x2 italianbaby518 itsdarkness joemacsanne amato_sole kat92988 la_20 lildumdum louisemcgregor nicole_s313 oreocookie77 pinkmoonlight87 purpleseahorse brokendream rutabega129 sanctified4him faithfulpuppy85 serenitymoon119 shadowsms silent_thought_ sing_swing_sing snydershanover the_used_n_me ttttiatia1589 winchester_love x0krazebabe69 x_xpib xxbronzie xxxdeliciousxxx

If your name is listed above I have removed you from my friends list. Please remove me from yours. A few people may have been accidently removed, if you feel you were, or you wish to be added back comment on the friends only post. A few of you were removed because you got a new journal.

[edit] BY THE WAY, I JUST COPIED AND PASTED THIS DIRECTLY FROM MY USERINFO. IF YOU'RE UP THERE AND I ACCIDENTLY DELETED YOU, I DIDN'T KNOW. SO LET ME KNOW IF YOU WANT ON OR OFF. [/edit]

FRIENDS CUT 001.

2006-06-13T09:40:43Z

_babiixd0llwalker_sarahsouncanadianabe16kidboscoadoreme1214allhiddeninsidealluring_beautyangelsgrace09anonymuschick13biancaslifeboy_crazayprettyfancycharmednuttercontrolmydamagecourtoownsallthebodyredcrushd72_2csc_lupisstonecsi_babydantheorangemandream_awayxfromiftowheneuly_xoxoevitaporterewanmegatorbaby035ginger_moshfunsizedhave_i_told_uhumanrevolutionicons4yuillicit_imapozer911italianbaby518itsdarknessjaneartjoemacsannela_20louisemcgregorloyaldreamermegwriternatushkanemofoundemonicole_s313odoriioreocookie77faithfulpuppy85serenitymoon119shadowsmssilent_thought_sing_swing_singsnydershanoverspunxstertaffykitnthe_used_n_mettttiatia1589weisyx0krazebabe69x_xpibxxxdeliciousxxx

weisy - You were cut, because you wrongly accused me of something that I did not do. And I don't want someone who can't trust me on my friends list.

If your name is listed above I have removed you from my friends list. Please remove me from yours. A few people may have been accidently removed, if you feel you were, or you wish to be added back comment on the friends only post. A few of you were removed because you got a new journal.

[edit] BY THE WAY, I JUST COPIED AND PASTED THIS DIRECTLY FROM MY USERINFO. IF YOU'RE UP THERE AND I ACCIDENTLY DELETED YOU, I DIDN'T KNOW. SO LET ME KNOW IF YOU WANT ON OR OFF. [/edit]

&!

2006-06-03T23:13:39Z

Alright I capped 23 pictures of him. Two are messed up but are still in the zip because they could possibly be fixed. One is just his name under guest stars.

All images are 640x480

The zip can be found at http://www.megaupload.com/?d=4P7LCAJ4
And here's a preview, my favorite one of all of them

csiicons100 post

2006-03-09T00:53:27Z

COMPLETED ON APRIL 10, 2006
I have taken on the job to make 100 icons of CSI:Las Vegas - Season Six over at csiicons100

I will update this table and link to this post when I make more to complete 100 icons.

status: 100/100

Also for "Lyrical" I used the song Escape by Rupert Holmes

RULES:
Please:
//comment
//credit
//do not hotlink
//do not customize

50 T H E M E D

001 : forbidden	002 : twisted	003 : crash	004 : crush	005 : hot

006 : together	007 : mine	008 : love	009 : crazy	010 : hero

011 : don't leave	012 : tears	013 : scared	014 : sorrow	015 : beautiful

016 : only one	017 : surrender	018 : pain	019 : words	020 : sin

021 : hatred	022 : memory	023 : dream	024 : because of you	025 : thinking of you

026 : amazed	027 : black and white	028 : kiss	029 : working	030 : scientist

031 : magic	032 : blue	033 : secrets	034 : investigating	035 : gone

036 : fantasy	037 : luck	038 : lyrical	039 : rain	040 : alone

041 : close to you	042 : reflection	043 : caught	044 : hello	045 : goodbye

046 : fire	047 : no one knows	048 : red	049 : ice	050 : white

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086	087	088	089	090

091	092	093	094	095

096	097	098	099	100

Love Me?

2005-11-12T18:43:11Z

Love me? Make me a sign! ♥

mondeo

modeldejour

afteriwake

alphabeticons post

2005-11-10T02:58:04Z

I have taken on the job to make a total of 50 icons of Paris Hilton over at alphabeticons. 26 of which have to begin with the letters of the alphabet.

I will update this table and link to this post when I make more to complete 100 icons.

status: 26/50

RULES:
Please:
♥ comment
♥ credit
♥ do not hotlink
♥ do not customize

P A R I S H I L T O N

A	B	C	D	E

F	G	H	I	J

K	L	M	N	O

P	Q	R	S	T

U	V	W	X	Y

Z	01	02	03	04

05	06	07	08	09

10	11	12	13	14

15	16	17	18	19

20	21	22	23	24

MISC

2005-10-24T23:16:18Z

Made by snorkacks_exist

Made by snorkacks_exist

I am most like Calleigh Duquesne.
csi_rating

I am most like Paige Matthews
charmed_rating

Colorbars

2005-10-24T23:13:35Z

Promotions

2005-10-24T23:11:06Z

PROMOTIONS:

Resources

2005-10-24T22:39:18Z

Updated: 08/19/2009
Please let me know if I have used something of yours and not credited you.

TEXTURES
_sinelinea
78777
arcticdesign
coffeeforcloser
dustypaper
girl_get_high
italian_jewels
loveicon
octoberlush
the_preamble

http://www.deviantart.com/

+ a few that have deleted their journals

SCREENCAPS
cap_it
dj_capslock
creamsodas

CSI (all 3): http://csi-caps.com
NCIS: http://rainbow.unoriginal-sin.org/gallery/index.php?cat=12
NCIS (s4): http://cap.tacular.net/ncis/index.php
Twilight Series: http://www.lionandlamblove.org/gallery/index.php
Various: http://screencap-paradise.com
Veronica Mars: http://vm-caps.com

+ fansites
+ google
+ official websites
+ websites of actors/actresses

PHOTOSHOOT PICS
hires_hotties
hires_hunks

+ fansites
+ google
+ websites of actors/actresses
+ websites of tv shows/movies their in

I do take textures from tutorials and use them in icons with my own coloring, so sometimes I may have used your textures and not realized it. However, I make modifications of tutorials, but make them my own. Very rarely do I copy a tutorial 100%.

If I haven't credited you let me know.
But please include proof that I've used your texture.

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