Thinking

So, if you've known me for a while, you'd know that I'm an idea guy, I've got all this ambition and all of these different things I want to do, but i lack the file that actually tells me "get off your rump and do it." From what I perceive about myself, I've gotten a little better about it. There's a few holes in the wall, and a sketch or something will squeeze its way out, but its not as wide open as I'd like it, I need to take a wrecking ball to the wall of mine. I dunno, tomorrow I've got martial arts tomorrow morning, so that'll be cool. And then I don't have work till 4:30, so I'm gonna try and force myself to look through this how to draw book and doodle around. I've pretty much given up on playing music, so I may pawn/sell my guitars if I ever feel like it. Ehh, whatever, such is life.