Clarification

I use my journal, and writing about things in general, to let out the feelings I'm having. Those feelings are real. The thing is, I don't need to write about my rational side. That side does perfectly well on it's own. It's the letting out of feelings that is a problem. So I write, and I make it public because I try to let people who I know care about me have a glimpse into the things that I sometimes feel, but find hard to express.
I think Misty understands this, but she's not the only one reading this, and this journal seems to be giving out a distorted view of my inner life.
I'm not sure what the bottom line is. I seem to be trying to tie up loose ends online, before I leave completely.
Gah
Distractions