suckerpunched

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2014-01-29T17:55:40Z

I am SO MAD, yet I feel like I've got no one to blame.

And even if I do, it won't change anything because I can't DO anything.

I am so afraid that it will drive me crazy one of these days.

So this is why. It's not that my life is too good to share. It's too fucking screwed up, I can't bring myself to subject anyone else to share in this insanity.

a sudden realisation.

2012-11-27T05:25:44Z

Happy belated 32nd, Oh-chan!!
Sorry I've been a crap fangirl of late :(

Hope to see you guys next yearrrr, please let me get some cheap & awesome tix, tyvm!

i think i'm falling for youuuu~

2011-10-21T14:53:49Z

Sometimes, even I have trouble gauging my own mood.
But I'd say, I'm pretty much over all this girly nonsense.

a little conundrum

2011-10-15T21:33:20Z

"Do I really have to put it into words??"

.....

"....If you don't put it into words, how am I supposed to know?"

Posted via LiveJournal app for iPhone.

and so...i made more icons.

2011-05-30T05:34:04Z

I have no idea where I found the time to do these. But once I started, I couldn't stop until I'd gone through every last screencap I'd made while watching the drama.

preview:

64 SECRET GARDEN ICONS
1	2	3	4	5

6	7	8	9	10

11	12	13	14	15

16	17	18	19	20

21	22	23	24	25

26	27	28	29	30

31	32	33	34	35

36	37	38	39	40

41	42	43	44	45

46	47	48	49	50

51	52	53	54	55

56	57	58	59	60

61	62	63	64

Generated by Malionette's Icon Table Generator

Another stranger

2011-04-24T00:59:07Z

I was just sitting and fiddling with my phone, when a guy came up asking me where Golden Mile was.

I thought for a moment before pointing him in the general direction, declared I wasn't too clear on exactly where it was, and sent him on his way.

He looked a little bewildered, hesitant to walk in what might not be the right direction. But I didn't know what else to do! I only LOOK like I'm good with directions, but I'm so not, righttttt.

5mins later I realized I could've used my phone's google map. Which was conveniently left open on my previous search - for Golden Mile!!! I am utmost fail :x

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inexplicable.

2011-04-13T18:03:09Z

I feel a little bit lost and/or sad whenever I start or finish watching a drama.

Why is that???

Also, I've been having this nagging thought of late - if I manage to survive medical school, will I be able to survive as a doctor? Or will I have to keep proving myself still?

i made icons! heeehee.

2011-02-14T18:51:29Z

Well, so....I submitted a claim at icons100 - 100 icons for You're Beautiful!
Been a LONG time since I last did this. And if i survive it, I'm gonna attempt Mary next. Or not. We'll see.

preview:

*Updated 15042011! :)

1: Alone	2: Magical	3: Embrace	4: Sunshine	5: Sorrow

6: A Dreamer's Dream	7: Colorful	8: Brightness	9: Rain	10: All is Wrong

11: All is Right	12: Lost	13: Wicked	14: Smile	15: Laughter

16: Misery	17: Secrets	18: All That I Am	19: Soul Food	20: Love

21: Fire	22: Ice	23: Glory	24: Full of Regret	25: Green

26: Blue	27: Red	28: Forgotten	29: Snarky	30: Mmm, Yum!

31: Hush	32: Reminisce	33: Why	34: Time	35: So Close Yet so Far

36: Joy	37: Kiss	38: Beautiful	39: Hope	40: Desire

41: I've Been Bad	42: Fury	43: Companionship	44: From Now On	45: Mine

46: Trouble in Paradise	47: Tears	48: My Drug	49: Flowers	50: Water

51: Artist's Choice	52: Artist's Choice	53: Artist's Choice	54: Artist's Choice	55: Artist's Choice

56: Artist's Choice	57: Artist's Choice	58: Artist's Choice	59: Artist's Choice	60: Artist's Choice

61: Artist's Choice	62: Artist's Choice	63: Artist's Choice	64: Artist's Choice	65: Artist's Choice

66: Artist's Choice	67: Artist's Choice	68: Artist's Choice	69: Artist's Choice	70: Artist's Choice

71: Artist's Choice	72: Artist's Choice	73: Artist's Choice	74: Artist's Choice	75: Artist's Choice

76: Artist's Choice	77: Artist's Choice	78: Artist's Choice	79: Artist's Choice	80: Artist's Choice

81: Artist's Choice	82: Artist's Choice	83: Artist's Choice	84: Artist's Choice	85: Artist's Choice

86: Artist's Choice	87: Artist's Choice	88: Artist's Choice	89: Artist's Choice	90: Artist's Choice

91: Artist's Choice	92: Artist's Choice	93: Artist's Choice	94: Artist's Choice	95: Artist's Choice

96: Artist's Choice	97: Artist's Choice	98: Artist's Choice	99: Artist's Choice	100: Artist's Choice

i'm loving this!

2011-02-05T10:45:15Z

this is making me cry buckets, inside.

2011-01-03T14:02:41Z

For every step I send you away, my tears flow
For every step that you go away, my tears flow again
You're going to a place where I can't reach...even if I spread my hands
But I'm unable to stop you, and I stand here crying

What do I do? What do I do?
You're going away.....
What do I do? What do I do?
You're leaving me here

I love you, I love you...
Even if I call it out,
You can't hear it,
Because I'm only yelling it in my heart

All day I try to erase you, but I keep remembering
All day I say goodbye, but I only remember you
You're going to a place where I can't reach...even if I spread my hands
But I'm unable to stop you, and I stand here crying

What do I do? What do I do?
You're the only one for me....

disappointment.

2010-12-28T20:43:06Z

Disappointment is disappointing.

no, i never told you, i just held it in.

2010-11-18T15:39:07Z

Alone again in lab today, I turned on some internet radio.
108.fm is one of nicer channels, and tonight it was playing really sad songs. Sigh.

somebody get that guy a girl.

2010-10-19T10:55:46Z

1. Did I mention that I really like Taeyang's videos? Well not that I've seen all of them, just the few that I've seen. And it's not because of his body. Although it's pretty awesome hahaha.

2. While watching this, the thought crossed my mind that he makes Korean sound good, to me. Actually briefly considered if it'd be interesting enough to try to learn.

3. Another thought crossed my mind too, but for the life of me I can't remember it now. Oh wells.

yummy goodness from ep2

2010-09-22T18:07:48Z

I absolutely LOVE Chuck Bass' corny, cocky lines.

Random girl: ...[You'll bring me] to New York? You got me a ticket?
Chuck: [smirks]...We don't need tickets. I'm Chuck Bass.

[Cue limo pulling up alongside]

HAHAHA. You're an asshole Chuck, but you never fail to make me laugh.

And behold, more eye-soothing visions from episode 2.

you're my exception.

2010-09-22T16:54:33Z

I just rewatched He's Just Not That Into You, and I love it. Hahaha.

Justin Long especially, is hot.

I hated that story about the guy cheating on his wife though, what an asshole. Plus, Scarlett Johansson, argh.

But the story with Justin Long saved it, for me.

oh, nate archibald.

2010-09-20T18:36:48Z

So I finally got round to watching the episode of Gossip Girl I got a week ago.
First few minutes were confusing at first, needed some time to recall what had happened previously.

But when Nate walked in, my red, bloodshot, tired eyes were instantly soothed.

Here, judge for yourself.

Hahahaha, I'd actually paused to take a screencap, scale, edit and post this.
Shall resume watching now.

Xingling have you watched it!!

my fat and lazy cat.

2010-06-26T13:13:14Z

On the weekends that I stay at home, I mostly stay in my room. With the curtains drawn and the aircon running and the bed unmade.
And 90% of the time, I will turn around from my comp to see this indistinguishable black lump on my bed.

You can see he's really enjoying himself there, snuggling into the covers and baring his fangs.
Kind of the cat equivalent of sleeping on the MRT with your head back and your mouth open.

♥,
Your Human

sweetness :)

2010-06-19T03:29:07Z

One reason I love Nino is because, occasionally, he says things like this about himself:

嵐に一番近い人ですよ :)

Happy belated birthday, Neener :)

arashi concert(s)!!

2010-06-07T16:19:07Z

Can I?
Should I?
WILL I make it to one of these this time round?

awwww.

2010-05-22T13:22:51Z

"Do you wanna spend the rest of your life having fun,
or do you wanna spend it with me?"

monsutaaaa...!

2010-05-20T14:31:29Z

I've watched it at least once a day.

And I freaking love this video! Well, it's just the choreography that I *freaking* love.

I can't wait to see them perform it liveeeee.

signs. i mean, SIGHS.

2010-04-29T17:22:20Z

It's 1.17am, and I'm still up, trawling the net looking for 8-strip PCR tubes.

The precise, 8-strip tubes, with individually attached, FLAT, FROSTED caps that Citra prefers. And honestly speaking, I feel as strongly about it as she does, which is precisely why I'm still up searching at this hour.

But these danged tubes are proving to be really hard to find. Why why why!

Even my awesome Googling skillz are not helping me much.

However, one thing's brought a smile to my face.

One of the gazilion links Google offered me, turned out to be a link to an online medical supplies store - for UofT.

Yeah.

University of Toronto babyyyyyy.

Sign? SIGHS.

finally!

2010-04-10T09:59:10Z

After roughly 6 months since it was released, I finally got my hands on a live performance of Arashi singing 5x10.
Apparently I wasn't the only person moved to tears :s

Watching it almost made me officially regret not grabbing the chance that time to go for their concert. (Claire keeps saying she'd TOTALLY have gone - thanks man.) But yeah the keyword is "almost". Haha yes I still think about it. But never mind, I will go eventually, when I'm all nice and ready.

Anyway, Sandhya + Nishal showed me this video yesterday.
One of those Youtube videos that spread like wildfire.

And I love it!
Awesome way to celebrate an awesome day :)

yummm.

2010-03-13T06:28:56Z

Imagine coming home to find that waiting for you on the couch.
But my fav is still Chuck, haha. Nate may look as yummy as a Ken doll, but he's got nothing on Chuck Bass, I'm sorry to say.

I tell people not to bother checking out my LJ because I hardly post anything public. But I had a look today and I actually have more recent public posts than I'd originally thought.

But then again, I was under the impression that my last public post was in 2003, haha.

So here's one more!

check this out!

2009-11-22T10:40:50Z

Hahaha a whole new level of FAIL.
More here!