雨月

ugetsu — Tue, 27 Dec 2011 18:45:54 GMT

Hey guys, probably not gonna get a lot of traffic or anything, but thanks to LJ's crazy stuff, I'm pretty much moving my personal stuff to Dreamwidth. Sorry, I will be on LJ for RP still, and if you want to contact me for any reason, just add me on all my new things:

Plurk: magicas
DW: jirou
AIM: paopuisms

I don't mind if you wanna add me on any of those, but I honestly don't think I'll be here anymore. I've also gotten to the point where I want to start somewhere new, and just forget about stuff. :( ILU guys and I always will, but I think right now I just need a clean slate. All these years on LJ have really been wonderful and I've never regretted it, even if I've had my ups and downs with people.

I really adore and love you all, and I hope that we can still be friends even though i'm not here anymore. Please take care, be safe and always remember that someone loves you out there, when you get sad. <3 Have a wonderful 2012 guys.

ugetsu — Tue, 06 Sep 2011 05:18:52 GMT

Sup lj.

UHHH LMAO I really suck at updating this. I don't know too many people that really read my entires as is ;_;. I am trying to read everyone's during my days off, and I'm sorry I don't have much to comment with, I've been knee deep in bullshit lately. Basically, the day before I was supposed to have my therapy sesson with mom, we got in a fight. Not just a normal fight, a hitting fight. My mom smacked twice and pushed me into a bedframe so hard it hurt my shoulder. I was okay, but I called the cops on her, and she realized what she was doing. I didn't press charges, I told them their presence was enough to get hte point across.

We went to the therapy session and while she's still struggling, shes doing better. Nico and I moving out is going to be the biggest positive, I think, for me and her. I'm a little worried about money, but I think I'm going to do just fine. For once in the past few years, I'm honestly happy with where I'm at and I'm glad I have so many people supporting me. I know I can never repay people for the things they do for me, but I'm doing much better.

Things will work out >3< And they will work out for all of you, I promise.

ugetsu — Mon, 01 Aug 2011 18:34:44 GMT

...UHM. HAHA I haven't updated in well over a month. I'm super lame at keeping up with this thing anymore, it's a rare occurance for me to be on LJ. EVEN AIM. I've been sorting out a lot of my personal things lately, and I wanted to amke sure that my own feelings were getting taken care of first for once. I guess I should start of with the first piece of wonderful news!!

I'M MOVING OUT. That's right ladies and gents of LJ, Carly has officially decided to move out of her moms and take nico with her! I love my mom, I really do, but I can't stand not being able to do what I want to do without fifty million questions being added on to it. I'm tired of her screaming at me when i sleep a minute later then 9 am... I just want a little freedom! I'm single, so I want to be able to go out, have a little fun, and come home without my parents breathing down my neck.

Haha, I sound like such a teenager when I say that. I respect my parents while I've lived with them and I honestly think this is the best course of action. My therapist told me it doesn't make me a bad daughter to do so, I just have to assert and gain my own freedom as an adult C:

School-wise, I've decided to drop. A fair amount of traumatic things have happened lately that I've decided I don't think I could emotionally handle being a nurse. I'm okay with the physical part, looking at people's wounds, but I care a lot about people. I care for their well being so much that I am a little too empathetic with them. I love people, and I love my current job. I love taking care of them, but only in the fact that I can walk away without knowing to many details about how bad off they are.

I would be a wonderful nurse, of course, but at the same time, my kindess and empathy would get me into trouble, personally. So! I'm going to go back to the community college and get my certificates in programming. I think I'm going to start my own website business, while working here at my current job.

SPEAKING OF JOBS, I have a new position! I'm a Clinical Associate now! I'm able to be a monitor tech, clinical secretary and nursing assistant! The great thing about that is I can put in orders and do a lot of moving around, which I really really wanted!!! So everything's going alright right now, which I guess is good!!

Missed Otakon, but there's always next year! I'm actually going to try for Anime Expo next summer >3<

ALRIGHT TIME TO GO. Love you all and hope things are going okay for you >3

RP meme; bluh bluh bored

ugetsu — Wed, 06 Apr 2011 12:47:32 GMT

Years roleplaying? Lets see...I started in junior year of college, so...Five years? ISH?
Least favourite character? That I've attemped? Kairi. I don't think I've ever done her justice :(
Favourite characters? Lets see...Tsuna is probably one of my favorites. He's always been kind of easy to play to me. Sometimes he can be complicated becasue of his "LMAO NO" when it comes to strangers, but I'm trying to push him in there.

Next is probably John. He's pretty easy to play too, and I usually don't have trouble with his responses. He's always so happy and chipper! It's hard not to be happy and chipper too!

Last is Teddie. I identify a lot with Teddie and some of his personal problems, so I really can get into his character. Plus, he's so much freaking fun to play because I can be ridiculous without it being too OOC.
Male or female characters? Preferably Male. I am not a fan of RP'ing girls.
Oldest character? Sora or Riku. I don't really play them anymore, though. Tsuna is the second oldest.
Newest character? That would be John Egbert from Homestuck!
Most popular character? Hands down, Shouichi. For some reason when I play him in a game he gets to always be kind of popular and well known. Odd cause Shouichi is a super nerd.
Character you've never played? IDK, ones I'd like to play are: Touya from Pokemon, Naoto from P4, Luke from Professor Layton annnd Brennan from Bones

[ Which character of yours would be most likely to... ]
Jump off a bridge? Tsuna, because Reborn is making him do it for Training.
Get drunk and pass out? LMAO IDK I PLAY TEENAGE BOYS.
Kill somebody in a very unorthodox way? My guys are totally goody-two-shoes. so I don't think that's an issue.
Get married? Tsuna, hands down XD
Be far too hyper for their own good? TEDDIE LMAO.
Get lost and refuse to ask for directions? John because he'd just derp his way into the right direction
Get lung cancer? Tsuna, from hanging around Gokudera too much (~~/STARES AT CHASE~~)
Star in a horror movie? John!
Star in a whore movie? Sadly, probably Teddie, even though he wouldn't do anything and Souji would save him.
Star in a video game? John or Tsuna!
Make the world a better place? All of my characters, but I think Teddie would be the leader.
Have a torrid gay love affair? NONE OF THEM okay maybe Teddie.

[ Relate each word to a character of yours: ]
Love: Tsuna
Hate: idk D:
Money: IDK IF ANY OF MY CHARACTERS REALLY HAVE MONEY
Seduction: TEDD-shot
Lies: Terra
Tragedy: Tsuna
Manipulation: fsdafjklas bluhhh
Violence: Shadow!Teddie
Politics: Tsuna!
Fire: Tsuna again
Ice: TEDDIEEEE!

[ Would you ever... ]
Play a prostitute? No.
Play a musician? John is a musician!
Play a pilot? SURE?
Play a homosexual? :| duh.
Play a pedophile? NO.
Play a politician? Si.
Create a character for the sole purpose of smut? AHAHAHAHAHA OF COURSE NOT!!! AHAHAHA (unsure)
Play a character who commits incest? NO X(