An opus in the making...

Friday Five

2009-05-08T07:51:51Z

1. If you could live in any period in history other than now, when would it be?
During WWI or WWII or inbetween.
2. What knowledge or skills do you think you'd have to learn to be able to fit in your chosen period of history?
So many, social customs, different mentality.
3. If you could take just one thing from the modern world back with you, what would it be?
I'm not really sure
4. What period in history would you hate to have lived in?
Suburban 50s America
5. What thing from the past would you like to see make a comeback?
The mentality or lack of use of electrinics (hypocrite....)

tyrantiger @ 2009-05-08T00:29:00

2009-05-08T05:30:06Z

So I guess I'm also posting random LJ posts when drunk. I want to know what else I did that night.

Writer's Block: Swine Times

2009-04-30T17:12:40Z

People seriously need to stop panicking. There have been 44 reported cases in the U.S. (two days ago when I last watched the news). Stop freaking out.

Writer's Block: Beautiful Vistas

2009-04-23T11:35:18Z

It wasn't as much a view as it was a moment. When I was in Old Town Warsaw a few years ago, seeing double, stubbling around to find water to take advil with. I was walking to a store and at 5 the siren went off for the W-hour, or the hour that the Polish Uprising began. Everyone on those streets stopped walking, even people on the main square stopped walking and gave a moment of silence. At that time, it was mostly tourists too. It was amazing.

Friday Five and Musings from class

2009-04-17T14:57:18Z

What is your favorite food from each food group?
1. Bread (Grain) Group:
Artisan bread made in Europe.
2. Meat (Protein) Group:
I love pork, but in the US Beef is way better.
3. Vegetable Group:
Tomatoes, I think. This one is hard. Lots of choices.
4. Fruit Group:
Banana's or Cherries from my Aunt and Uncles backyard. On second thought, maybe raspberries.
5. Sugars, Fats and Oils:
Fried Potatoes. Any form probably.

In class I was told that taking river water isn't good. Then I was told that taking ground water via wells isn't good because you are either making a sinkhole or stealing water or depriving the local ecosystem of water. So my question is, where can you get water without it baing bad. Because, well, I hate to break it to you, but even though they are arrogant, play god, and manipulative, humans are part of the ecosystem, too.

Writer's Block: Guarding the Terrorists

2009-04-05T06:24:13Z

I wouldn't do it. Because I personally have an ability to think for myself and I would know that I would find it immoral. While leaning on God for many things is comforting, I don't need God to tell me which actions are moral. Same goes for the government, they're great when you need them, but a governing body shouldn't say what is/is not moral. Plus, what to one person is a terrorist, to another is a freedom fighter.

tyrantiger @ 2009-02-22T13:16:00

2009-02-22T19:18:14Z

I'm sad I missed Jon and Addie's gig. Everyone was there. True friends.

Writer's Block: Jackpot

2009-02-20T07:27:24Z

Invest half of it in something reliable. The rest I would split into three and my 'rent and I would each get a portion. With my portion, I would go bum around Europe 'till my heart's content.

Writer's Block: In a Former Life

2009-02-17T07:00:11Z

I'm pretty sure that the reason I'm so scared of the dark and of forests and night has to do with a past life.

I'm also pretty sure that I was somehow involved in the World Wars. Watching movies from these times makes me feel very comfertable, but I hate certain stereotypes that are of this time, which I think also adds to it. I don't think I was ever a prisoner at a concentration camp.

Caught the Virus

2009-02-14T20:12:53Z

1. Were you named after anyone?
I think my mother just liked the name, but I do have an aunt with the same name. As for my middle name, that's after my dad's oldest sister.

2. When was the last time you cried?
The night before coming back to LU after my episode.

3. Do you like your handwriting?
Yes.

4. What is your favorite lunch meat?
Polish stuff. Poledwica Wedzona, which is smoked pork, but it looks like raw salmon.

5. Do you have kids?
No.

6. If you were another person would you be friends with you?
Probably not, but maybe. I'd like a loyal friend, and I'm a very loyal person. So maybe I would be friends with me.

7. Do you use sarcasm?
Never.

8. Do you still have your tonsils?
yes, all three of them.

9. Would you bungee jump?
nope

10. What is your favorite cereal?
granola

11. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off?
no

12. What is your favorite ice cream?
coffee

13. What is the first thing you notice about people?
personality

14. Red or pink?
red, it's polish

15. What is your least favorite thing about yourself?
my look

16. Who do you miss the most?
jon and addie

17. Do you want everyone to complete this list?
i don't particularly care

18. What color pants and shoes are you wearing?
Yjeans and a pale yellow sweatshirt

19. What are you listening to right now?
quiet

20. If you were a crayon what color would you be?
steel blue

21. Favorite smells?
the city, warsaw,

22. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
my mother

23. Do you like the person who posted this before you?
yeah

24. Favorite sports to watch?
soccer

25. Hair color?
brown?

26. Eye color?
brown

27. Do you wear contacts?
Nope

28. Favorite foods?
polish traditional fooods, chowders and other good soups

29. Scary movies or happy endings?
unless you are volunteering to sleep with me for the next week, i'll take a happy ending

30. Last movie you watched?
my cousin vinny

31. What color shirt are you wearing?
didn't you ask me this already? pale yellow

32. Summer or winter?
winter

33. Hugs or kisses?
Hugs

34. Who is most likely to do this survey?
well, megan already did, so no one

35. Least likely to do this?
those that don't read it

36. What book are you reading now?
text books or for fun? for fun i'm reading the soloist

37. What is on your mousepad?
dont have one

38. What did you watch on TV last night?
i watched grey's anatomy and private practice on my laptop yesterday

39. Favorite sounds?
the city, quiet and water, snow falling in the middle of the night, big orchestra's tuning

40. Rolling Stones or Beatles?
The Beatles

41. What is the farthest you have been from home?
uh......kentuky?

42. Do you have a special talent?
i speak polish?

43. Where were you born?
abbott northwestern

44. Whose answers are you looking forward to seeing?
no ones

45. Do you enjoy doing these stupid questions?
yes

tyrantiger @ 2009-02-13T02:35:00

2009-02-13T08:37:01Z

I just bought a ticket to Amsterdam. My mom is gonna kill me! I JUST BOUGHT A FUCKING AIRPLANE TICKET! TO AMSTERDAM!

Friday Five

2009-02-13T02:28:24Z

1. If you were to have a scholarship created in your honor, what qualities would you look for in applicants (leadership, service, GPA, etc.)?

People would need to have a low GPA, but they would still need to be hard working. As in aiming for an A, but getting lower grades.

2. Who would be eligible to apply for your scholarship (members of a certain major, ethnic group, sexuality, etc.)?

People interested in ethnomusicological studies of Polish decent. You would need to speak, read and write Polish fluenty.

3. Would it be need-based or not? Why?

It would be need-based. Because poor people need money, why else?

4. What would you call it?

The Ula Scholarship for Underachievers in Ethnomusicology

5. If you made applicants write an essay, what would the topic be?

I would require two. One on the topic that they would want to study and one on their best vacation in Poland.

tyrantiger @ 2009-02-08T03:41:00

2009-02-08T09:41:55Z

Requiem for a Dream is absolutly disgusting. Revolting.

Writer's Block: Fearsome

2009-02-07T18:44:58Z

The Dark. And spiders.

Friday Five

2009-01-24T17:06:12Z

1. If you owned a restaurant, what kind of food would you serve?
It'd be a cafe and Polish food.
2. What is your favorite restaurant and why?
A cafe and stuff that makes Polish food.
3. What is your favorite fast food place?
I currently have a thing for Chipotle, where as I used to hate it a few months ago.
4. If you had to choose only one type of food to eat for a year, what would it be?
Polish
5. What is your favorite cereal?
I dunno, frosted mini wheats?

tyrantiger @ 2009-01-23T17:58:00

2009-01-24T00:00:53Z

My face hurts. I know why this happened. It my bodys way of telling me stop it. But for fucks sake, did this have to happen now? With trivia coming up at 3 papers and a retarded professor that wont give me an extention unless i get a doctors note? I can't go to the fucking doctor because i dont have the 1500 dollars that they're going to charge me you inconsiderate cunt.

I have drugs, I should get better soon. But this puts off the Peace Corp Application until 2012.

tyrantiger @ 2009-01-19T02:38:00

2009-01-19T08:41:25Z

That was a lot of driving. I'm still clenching my teeth. But if it weren't for the sole semi driver I was following in the 55 mph highway, I don't know if I would have managed. I would have been alone with no lights or cars or anything within eye sight. So as much as blazing through at 80 would have been quicker, it wouldn't have been as safe and sane as it was thanks to that very curteuous semi driver. Thank you, Milan employee.

tyrantiger @ 2009-01-16T23:56:00

2009-01-17T05:58:57Z

Aromas

What are your favorite smells/scents? Warsaw in certain areas. Bus fumes and the stench of Urine and Food and people and summer heat.

Do they bring back memories for you? If so, what? Reminds me of Warsaw

What are your least favorite smells/scents? I dunno

Do they bring back memories for you? If so, what? Dunno
What are your favorite perfumes/colognes? Anything. I mostly like mens cologne, but I'm not a fan of the musky smells. I mean I Like thiem, but they smell like older/parents generation of people to me.

Writer's Block: Tricky Questions

2009-01-14T06:31:20Z

Shit, now what?

It is the 1st week of school and I'm already pissy...

2009-01-08T16:33:47Z

Dearest Professor,

You find it disrespectful that I was late, unwarmed up, and asking for no comments. I'd be pissed off too.

a) I was trying to warm up for a few minutes. You're always running late anyways.

b) I didn't wake up because I was reading until 2 am. Remember how you always told me to prioritize? Yeah, well since the anthro department doesn't hate me, I need to do their homework. Which is a lot since I'm taking to seminar classes. On top of that the last few days i've been practicing for 2-3 hours.

c) I really wanted to play all the material I was working on and get helpful comments instead of working on three excerpts and practicing them with you. Now you think I can't play the material, when I think I can.

I also find it disrespectful when you give me a lesson at 9:30 in the morning after I tell you that I have class. Because I do and I have homework to do. I'm also not a morning person and a lesson at 9:30 is actually a lesson at 8 since I have to wake up then and be at the con by 8:30. I alsl find it disrespectful that you told me I would have a lesson at 4 pm yesterday, but then said opps sorry, I double booked myself. I had practiced, warmed up, and listened to the music to have it in my ear. That was three hours in which I could have been reading my homework that I had to do at 12 am which caused me to be late for your 9:30 lesson.

But that you for being so fucking flexible and accommodating that you gave me a lesson when you give others 3-4 a week.

Love,
The student that always gets screwed over

tyrantiger @ 2009-01-01T23:58:00

2009-01-02T06:04:30Z

So there is this idea, where you do 101 things in 1001 days, a about 2.74 years. I made my list, didn't check it twice, I'm always nice. sorry, sidetracked. I'm doing it. Starting today. Megan is gonna be my moral support after this first month. Shes also doing it. Ima post my list now. Yalls best be jeal.

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1) ~~Create a 101 in 1001 list and post it on LJ.~~

Travel

2) Keep a travel diary

3) Visit 5 new countries. (Hopefully: Finland, Holland, France, Germany and Sweden)

4) Take my mother on a trip, which I pay for (mostly) myself to France or Italy.

5) Go to Poland, at least twice.

6) Go on a road trip.

7) Visit 5 states I have not been to.

8) Go Kayaking

9) Climb a (not very large) mountain.

10) Go Hiking.

11) Go Camping

12) Visit 5 touristy places in the middle of nowhere (e.g. northern Minnesota, central Wisconsin, the little town near Appleton, etc.)

13) See at least 10 of the 1001 Things to See Before You Die list.

Music

14) Become fluent in guitar Jamming.

15) Refine my cello Jamming skills.

16) Learn Bass Guitar in order to be fluent in jamming.

17) Finish Bach’s 2^nd suite.

18) Learn a solo piece for cello other than Bach, post graduation.

19) Learn another suite after I graduate.

20) Practice cello 5 hours a week, until I graduate.

21) Continue playing at least 3 times a week after I graduate.

22) Post a video of myself playing an instrument on YouTube.

23) Go to a P!nk concert.

24) Go to a Warsaw Village Band concert.

25) Go to a folk music festival or concert.

26) Play on the street.

27) Perform at an Open Mic Night/Gig

28) Get an accordion.

29) Try playing the bagpipes

Scholarship

30) Read 5 Anthropology “bible” books (i.e. Margaret Mead’s The Coming of Age in Samoa).

31) Read 10 pieces of literature and list them.

32) Read one fiction book every month until I graduate– for FUN.

33) Read 5 recommended books.

34) Go to 10 museums I have not been to or do not actually remember being at.

35) Go to the theater at least 3 times.

36) See a Broadway show.

37) Take the GRE’s and get a score I am proud

38) Watch 10 films, that are both older than myself and foreign and classic

39) Get an A before I graduate.

40) Watch 10 Polish films.

· Zemsta

41) Re-Read my Freshman Studies books after I graduate.

Personal Image

42) Set a new healthy goal and stick to it for a month, and then add on another one, and keep going like this, in order to make myself a healthier person, and thus, lose weight for a goal period of one year.

43) Stop drinking pop, except for Coca-Cola when I have a stomach ache.

44) Stop making exceptions.

45) Wake up at a set time, for one month

46) Look the best I can (make up, not sweats, etc.) for one month including weekends

47) Tell someone I like them/are interested in them.

48) Make a lifestyle change to accommodate losing 25 pounds before graduation.

49) Start swimming as a workout.

50) Have a goal of working out 3 hours a week, excluding walks, prior to graduation.

51) Wear actual skinny heels for an outing

Good Feeling

52) Make music when I am stressed out or in a bad mood.

53) Take photos in a photo booth (…with someone special…)

54) Watch the sunrise with someone special without the intent of an academic all-nighter.

55) Pay the toll for someone behind me.

56) Dress as a pirate for Halloween, corset included, and look hott.

57) Go to an Water Park

58) Go to the gyno

59) Volunteer somewhere I think is touching and I have to make a personal sacrifice to make someone else’s day better (i.e. soup kitchen on thanksgiving)

60) Donate all the stuff that I think I will fit into one day and anything else that could be useful to others.

61) Have more Coffee/Newspaper Sundays (or any day for that matter) while at school.

62) Stop procrastinating (so that I have “free time” I can devote to enjoyment, such as music making or reading or having fun.)

63) Go to a wine tasting.

64) Visit a beer brewery.

65) Kiss in the rain

Financial

66) Apply for the Peace Corps.

67) Pay off the 50-60 dollar overdue fee I have at the Library.

68) Start a savings account and put two whole checks into it.

69) Find a job that requires the education that I have paid for.

70) Set up a direct deposit at my current (Kmart) Job

71) Order a discount card at Kmart

72) Pay off half of my school debt.

73) Figure out if I am going to grad school/go

74) Be one step closer to figuring out if I want a PhD.

75) Make more than 15 dollars an hour after I graduate.

76) Be a salaried employee

77) Sell stuff I don’t need but can get a few dollars from.

78) Budget my money

79) Start a long term savings account overseas, so that it is more difficult for me to withdraw money.

80) Pay for my ticket to Poland

81) Have some money left over for other “travel” in Poland.

82) Give up fast food and fast beverages for a month.

Miscellaneous

83) Make music if I’m stressed out/in a bad mood,

84) Get a real massage

85) Buy my mom a massage as a present.

86) Go to a Club.

87) Since karaoke in a bar (preferably alone)

88) Join a bowling league (post-graduation.)

89) Make a cork board out of wine corks that I’m currently gathering in order to make a cool cork board out of wine corks J

90) Visit a planetarium.

91) Vote in non-national elections after college.

92) Go to the Zoo.

93) Pierce my nose or ear cartilage

94) Dye my hair blue or green or something crazy.

95) Make some sort of shelving unit in my parents’ garage with the wood that can be found there.

96) Watch the skyline turn off and/or on.

Spiritual

97) Meditate daily for one month (and keep it going, hopefully)

98) Visit a Unitarian Universalist Church

99) Visit a Buddhist Monastery

100) Jam at least once a month, post graduation, with friends.

101) Have a meaningful conversation while looking at a view, preferably a skyline.

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Writer's Block: Internal Assets

2008-12-30T08:18:02Z

I wanna sell some of my eggs.

tyrantiger @ 2008-12-29T18:16:00

2008-12-30T00:17:48Z

1) Create a 101 in 1001 list.

Travel
2) Visit 5 states I have not been to.
3) Go to New York City for New Years Eve
4) Take my mother on a trip, which I pay for (mostly) myself to France or Italy.
5) Visit 5 new countries. (Hopefully: Finland, Holland, France, Germany and Sweden)
6) Go to Poland, at least twice.
7) Go on a road trip.
8) Keep a travel diary for all said trips
9) Climb a (not very large) mountain.
10) Visit 5 touristy places in the middle of nowhere (e.g. northern Minnesota, central Wisconsin, etc.)
11) Explore Minnesota and Wisconsin.
12) See at least 10 of the 1001 Things to See Before You Die list.
Music
13) Get an accordion.
14) Try playing the bagpipes.
15) Become fluent in guitar Jamming.
16) Refine my cello Jamming skills.
17) Learn Bass Guitar in order to be fluent in jamming.
18) Finish Bach’s 2nd suite.
19) Learn the Elgar concerto
20) Learn another suite after I graduate.
21) Practice 5 hours a week, until I graduate.
22) Continue playing at least 3 times a week after I graduate.
23) Post a video of my playing an instrument on YouTube.
24) Go to a P!nk concert.
25) Go to a Warsaw Village Band concert.
26) Go to Scandinavian folk band concert.
27) Go to a fiddling festival in Zakopane.
28) Play on the street.

Scholarship
29) Read 5 Anthropology books (i.e. Margaret Mead’s The Coming of Age in Samoa).
30) Go to 10 museums I have not been to or do not actually remember being at.
31) Go to the theater at least 3 times.
32) See a broadway show.
33) Take the GRE’s and get a score I am proud
34) Watch one recommended movie a month, that is both older than myself and foreign and classic (Hopefully two times each, so that I remember them, and liste them.)
35) Read 10 pieces of literature and list them.
36) Read one fiction book a month – for FUN.
37) Read 5 recommended books.
38) Get an A before I graduate.

Personal Image
39) Set a new healthy goal and stick to it for a month, and then add on another one, and keep going like this, in order to make myself a healthier person, and thus, lose weight.
40) Stop drinking pop, except for Coca-Cola when I have a stomach ache.
41) Stop making exceptions.
42) Wake up at a set time, for one month (excluding weekends)
43) Look the best I can (make up, not sweats, etc.) for one month including weekends
44) Tell someone I like them/are interested in them.
45) Stick to a diet for however long it takes to lose d
46) Do something healthy for lent.
47) Start swimming as a workout.
48) Work out 3 hours a week.
49) Wear actual pointy heels for an outing

Good Feeling
50) After graduation, if I’m stressed out/in a bad mood, make music.
51) Take photos in a photo booth (…with someone special…)
52) Apply for the Peace Corps.
53) Watch the sunrise with someone special without the intent of an academic all-nighter.
54) Pay the toll for someone behind me.
55) Dress as a pirate for Halloween, corset included, and look hott.
56) Go to an Water Park
57) Go to the gyno
58) Volunteer somewhere I think is touching and I have to make a personal sacrifice to make someone else’s day better (i.e. soup kitchen on thanksgiving)
59) Donate all the stuff that I think I will fit into one day and anything else that could be useful to others.
60) Have more Coffee/Newspaper Sundays (or any day for that matter) while at school.
61) Stop procrastinating (so that I have “free time” I can devote to enjoyment, such as music making or reading or having fun.)
62) Go to a wine tasting.
63) Visit a beer brewery.
64) Kiss in the rain

Financial
65) Pay off the 50-60 dollar overdue fee I have at the Library.
66) Start a savings account and put two whole checks into it.
67) Find a job that requires the education that I have paid for.
68) Set up a direct deposit at my current (Kmart) Job
69) Order a discount card at Kmart
70) Pay off half of my school debt.
71) Figure out if I am going to grad school/go
72) Be one step closer to figuring out if I want a PhD.
73) Find a job, where I am making more than 15 dollars an hour
74) Expand my CV/Resume
75) Be a salaried employee
76) Sell stuff I don’t need but can get a few dollars from.
77) Budget my money
78) Start a savings account overseas, so that it is more difficult for me to withdraw money.
79) Pay for my ticket to Poland
80) Have some money left over for other “travel” in Poland.

Miscellaneous
81) Make music if I’m stressed out/in a bad mood,
82) Get a real massage
83) Buy my mom a massage as a present.
84) Go to a Club.
85) Since karaoke in a bar (preferably alone)
86) Join a bowling league (post-graduation.)
87) Make a cork board out of wine corks that I’m currently gathering.
88) Visit a planetarium.
89) Vote in non-national elections after college.
90) Go to the Zoo.
91) Pierce my nose or ear cartilage
92) Dye my hair blue for a while.
93) Make some sort of shelving unit in my fathers’ garage with the wood that can be found there.

Spiritual
94) Meditate daily for one month (and keep it going, hopefully)
95) Visit a Unitarian Universalist Church
96) Visit a Presbyterian church
97) Visit a Buddist Monestary
98) Perform at an Open Mic Night
99) Write a song
100) Jam at least once a month, post graduation, with friends.

Writer's Block: Better to Receive

2008-12-27T17:04:58Z

Jack fucking squat. But one kid is going to "let me borrow for an undefined length of time" his bass guitar.

tyrantiger @ 2008-12-27T10:57:00

2008-12-27T16:59:27Z

a) don't ask me how my christmas was dear mother, only to tell me i'm being childish.
b) i don't want to make breakfast if you're going to keep being mean.

I shouldn't have woken up.