things started making sense today

uh hi my name is alyssa

tshirt — Sun, 27 Nov 2011 09:22:11 GMT

the last actual post i made on here was in february. the fuck? everything in the world has happened since then. do you guys even, like, know where i go to school? this shit is so weird

so uh yeah what's happened? i just miss you guys being in my life and wanted to pop in to tell you what i've been up to. i just celebrated my one year anniversary with patrick. i'm majoring in creative writing (hurr durr) at susquehanna university in pennsylvania. it's fucking amazing and i love everything about it. i write awesome stories and have awesome classes and awesome friends and awesome professors.

what else has happened in the past 9 months besides, like, graduating from high school...? my grandfather passed away. i saw & met the disco and patrick stump a couple more times. started watching/became obsessed with merlin; it's my new disco if we're being honest. lifelifelife.

links, in case anyone's still interested in being a part of my life (lol that sounds pathetic and like sad but i don't even mean it that way):
-tumblr. this is my new livejournal. i don't really notice when people follow me, so if i know you shoot me a message and i'll follow you back.
-twitta
-writing, same place as it's always been
-facebook, go on and add me there, doesn't creep me out!

so who's still around/how YOU doin'?

I AM GIVING AWAY FREE CLOTHING.

tshirt — Wed, 17 Aug 2011 22:32:29 GMT

eta: ALL SHIRTS HAVE BEEN CLAIMED. thank you so much for your interest!

that's right, free clothes. i'm going to college and want to get rid of all the band shirts i don't wear, but i figure there's someone out there who'd rather have it, so hopefully i'm right. if you like anything, you don't have to pay but any donations to the alyssa-is-a-poor-shmuck foundation would be very greatly appreciated! like i said, i'm going to college - i'm automatically poor.

these have either never been worn or been worn 1-2 times at the most. all are in excellent condition. for your reference, if i mention how it fits me, i'm 4'11" and around 100-110 pounds.

set your goals shirt, size medium. it's pretty big on me. back reads "May I never lost my youth / all of this is too unforgettable." never worn.

blink-182 shirt, size small. bought on the 2009 reunion tour. worn maybe once.

paramore mousetrap shirt, size small. reads "none of it was ever worth the risk." along with the band name. never worn.

projekt revolution shirt, bought way back in 2007. size small. worn a couple times. bands listed on the shirt include linkin park, my chemical romance, taking back sunday, him, placebo, julien-k, msi, he bled, styles of beyond, and madina lake.

phantom planet shirt, size youth large. snug fit. reads "raise the dead" along with the band's name. worn a couple times.

fall out boy shirt, size small. i believe this came with a special package with folie a deux. reads "fall out boy hasn't been good since..." and is checked off next to "the first demo." never worn.

that's what she said shirt, size small from hot topic. never worn.

bee/bear shirt, size small. never worn. snug fit. reminds me of the fall out boy song "honey is for bees."

5678 sugar & bruno shirt, from keltie colleen's collection. size small. don't ask me why i have this.

panic! at the disco shirt. size extra large. got this in the mail from northern downpour; never worn.

leave a comment if you are vaguely interested in anything. i'll only ship inside the us. get it from me then sell it off to someone else, i don't care - i just want to get rid of this stuff! comment here or email me at alyssamoore92@gmail.com, just let me know soon - i'm leaving august 25th!

ps, please ignore my messy room. if nothing else, enjoy my cat sitting in the corner of the pictures. <3

so bright the sun is ashamed to rise and be

tshirt — Sat, 19 Feb 2011 20:58:07 GMT

BRB GOIN' TO LONDON. ♥ bye guys!

start your engines

tshirt — Mon, 31 Jan 2011 01:03:11 GMT

• i want smiley nails
• the finale of bridalplasty is on in an hour :'(
• panic! in 48 hours
• went to the city w/ patrick on friday and ate at brgr then saw the stepfathers, an improv comedy group, at the upright citizens brigade
• end of the season banquet was today
• we got warm fleeces!
• jesse eisenberg was awesome on snl last night
• must watch phineas and ferb's roller coaster: the musical
• i wanna learn to read roman numerals, for whatever reason
• read five books this month
• i had a dream i met my chemical romance last night ha
• i'm a second semester senior
• so i
• don't
• care

bury this pen into my veins

tshirt — Wed, 12 Jan 2011 02:57:31 GMT

gimme a 1-2 lined prompt. a serious one, mind you

besides your mind, what else do you have to lose?

tshirt — Mon, 10 Jan 2011 03:36:08 GMT

today! i went to church, babysat, read the metamorphosis by franz kafka - which was extremely bizarre but incredibly good as well - and watched jerseylicious (which i was on! and i had a close-up!!), bridalplasty, and am currently watching louis ck.

awesome things:
-snl's very accurate take on black swan
-conan in jeggings o m g
-my bff natalie's portfolio. SHE IS AMAZING.

eta oh oh also, does anyone have 'the hard way' by the architects or 'ritual' by white lies? :3

you spend too much time in your head

tshirt — Sun, 09 Jan 2011 04:31:01 GMT

so the doctor says my neck is fine, but the lump is still here! i think it hurts less though? idk idk

it snowed sooo much today. patrick picked me up a few hours ago and we went to five below, where i blew $16 on a drake and josh gameboy game (which sucks!), a phineas & ferb poster, transformer stickers for zack, and a huge wordsearch book. we ate some really awesome pizza. he came back over and we watched bowfinger, which was especially awesome cause he's never seen it before. tomorrow will consist of church, babysitting, and homework. blegh

tumblr, twitter & formspring → bronteum

rawr

tshirt — Mon, 13 Dec 2010 03:21:15 GMT

ayo guys, if you see this & know these bands, help me out... list any love songs by something corporate, manchester orchestra, or kevin devine.

there is a light that never goes out

tshirt — Sat, 11 Dec 2010 05:15:31 GMT

exterminate
big disco spam coming up sometime soon. for now, i leave you with this, and the knowledge that i am depressingly sick, but patrick got into sarah lawrence!

dream of ways to throw it all away

tshirt — Thu, 09 Dec 2010 03:09:24 GMT

this is what my weekend will be devoted to

but you'll never know until you're there

tshirt — Sun, 05 Dec 2010 23:59:40 GMT

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LOL LOL LOL

tshirt — Fri, 03 Dec 2010 19:44:06 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NATALIE!!!

take your time (coming home)

tshirt — Tue, 30 Nov 2010 03:54:03 GMT

not sure how i feel about patrick's new music. i like oh nostalgia a lot but i'm not feeling new regrets at all. either way i'm kind of wary about the whole thing

someone buy me cider.

we are the kids from yesterday

tshirt — Sun, 21 Nov 2010 21:29:57 GMT

in case you're having a bad day, these things are to cheer you up, specifically...

• the sexiest man alive.
• snl '16 and pregnant' spinoffs.
• awesome music recs: glasvegas. 1997. new hellogoodbye. sleigh bells. chiddy bang's remix of 'kids.' and new mcr, obviously. if you'd like download links of anything let me know!
• last but not least, a picture of our favorite gentlemen...

headless but still handsome!

through the broken glass and the morning light

tshirt — Thu, 11 Nov 2010 03:40:13 GMT

i am dying in anticipation of november 22nd.

sing it out for the ones that'll hate your guts

tshirt — Wed, 03 Nov 2010 23:48:08 GMT

would you destroy
something perfect
in order to make it beautiful?
there are a bunch of people i'd pay good money to see live at the moment, if only they came on over to the east coast... my chemical romance, the appleseed cast, stars, travie mccoy, empires. and probably cartel again.

four day weekeeeeend. two things i learned this week: 1, i don't have to be depressed to write well; i can be in love and write just as well, if not even better. 2, kangaroos can't hop backwards.

if it's a mess, you're in

tshirt — Mon, 25 Oct 2010 18:54:31 GMT

View Poll: WHICH ONE!

we go too fast to take it slow

tshirt — Mon, 25 Oct 2010 03:08:00 GMT

• the football team lost on friday; duh, went to the diner afterwards with katie & patrick and it was fuuuun
• last night i went to a haunted hayride/house/corn maze with my parents, their friends, their daughter & her boyfriend, who was a guido and completely hilarious. it was very well done and so much fun!
• today was a very full day. went to church, babysat little reid who i believe is 3 now, went pumpkin picking with tara & lindsay (i got an awesome one to carve and a teeny baby pumpkin), saw zack & the babies to celebrate their 2nd birthday(!!!) which was on friday, aaaand saw the social network again with katie! it was just as good the second time around.
• i'm exhausted & have read a grand total of 0% of oedipus, which i'm supposed to have finished by tuesday
• kristen is seeing muse right now and she texted me a picture of them and i'm jealous
• i just discovered a hole in my favorite pair of leggings NOOOOO
• omg next weekend is daniel tosh and halloween all at once, i can't handle it
• 'mess' by empires is fantastic
• i'm definitely forgetting stuff but, hey. how is everyone!

we got a million keys, none of 'em seem to fit

tshirt — Thu, 21 Oct 2010 02:17:36 GMT

hey buttholes! GIVE ME BLACK CARDS SONGS!!!

lol okay, i do. but it's only because my mom pressured me into giving her one! she's one of those people who has to get everything done yesterday, so she always wants it super early on.

days with my father by phillip toledano

extremely loud & incredibly close by jonathan safran foer

101 people you won't meet in heaven by michael powell

jeff buckley 'grace' vinyl

bicycle earrings

frank sinatra mug <3

more pairs of spandex ahhh

glasses

this gorgeous little lantern necklace

horseshoe bracelet

sinatra mugshot poster (it's not creepy okay he's gorgeous)

netflix account

itunes $$$

brighton gift card, their jewelry is gorgeous!

aaaand these are things that i know i'm getting fer sure:

empires print! i'm pretty sure it's signed by the band.

4 tickets to see fun. on november 27 :D

message in a bottle necklace! it has the poem "golden afternoon" by lewis carroll on it; it's from alice in wonderland:

All in the golden afternoon
Full leisurely we glide;
For both our oars, with little skill,
By little arms are plied,
While little hands make vain pretense
Our wanderings to guide.

Ah, cruel Three! In such an hour,
Beneath such dreamy weather,
To beg a tale of breath too weak
To stir the tiniest feather!
Yet what can one poor voice avail
Against three tongues together?

Imperious Prima flashes forth
Her edict to "begin it"--
In gentler tones Secunda hopes
"There will be nonsense in it"--
While Tertia interrupts the tale
Not more than once a minute.

Anon, to sudden silence won,
In fancy they pursue
The dream-child moving through a land
Of wonders wild and new,
In friendly chat with bird or beast--
And half believe it true.

And ever, as the story drained
The wells of fancy dry,
And faintly strove that weary one
To put the subject by,
"The rest next time"--"It is next time!"
The happy voices cry.

Thus grew the tale of Wonderland:
Thus slowly, one by one,
Its quaint events were hammered out--
And now the tale is done,
And home we steer, a merry crew,
Beneath the setting sun.

Alice! a childish story take,
And with a gentle hand
Lay it where Childhood's dreams are twined
In Memory's mystic band,
Like pilgrim's withered wreath of flowers
Plucked in a far-off land.

it's better if you don't understand

tshirt — Wed, 20 Oct 2010 02:06:01 GMT

all i want to do is write. i can't wait until i hear from susquehanna so i can officially not care about this shit anymore.

park that car/drop that phone/sleep on the floor/dream about me.
hay hay hay does anyone have download links to any black card songs? the only one i have is dr. jekyll and mr. fame. thaaaank yooouu in advance!

because the only hope for me is you alone

tshirt — Thu, 14 Oct 2010 19:52:06 GMT

herro
-HAPPY BIRTHDAY(S) pinkkchocolate, moderns and teamtrohman!
-jon walker is lookin damn good lately
-i have tendonitis and cheerleading is stressin me out and it sucks
-i want to learn how to french braid my haaair
-driving down to monmouth on sunday to visit lishie!
-check out charity:water, it's an awesome cause that one of my good friends is very involved in & that i'm happy to be involved in as well
-last night's south park was sooo much better than the week before. tg i would've busted an ovary or something otherwise. "your blood is tainted with the three j's: jewish, jersey and ginger."
-this book is fantastic/hilarious
-patrick's the best (duh)
-i'm glad i'll hear from susq by december, because i am so, so done with high school.

i'd rather go to hell than be in purgatory

tshirt — Tue, 12 Oct 2010 02:12:10 GMT

1. Look Alive, Sunshine
2. Na Na Na (Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na) 
3. Bulletproof Heart 
4. SING
 5. Planetary (GO!) 
6. The Only Hope For Me is You
 7. Jet-Star and the Kobra Kid/Traffic Report 
8. Party Poison
 9. Save Yourself, I'll Hold Them Back 
10. S/C/A/R/E/C/R/O/W 
11. Summertime 
12. DESTROYA 
13. The Kids From Yesterday 
14. Goodnite, Dr. Death 
15. Vampire Money 

danger days: the true lives of the fabulous killjoys. 11/22/10.

the killjoys.
these guys.
i am so excited.

last name "ever," first name "greatest"

tshirt — Sun, 10 Oct 2010 18:21:13 GMT

"those who bring sunshine to the lives of others cannot keep it from themselves." - jm barrie this is gonna be my senior quote! i think it's fitting.

i sent in both of my apps last night! it feels so nice to be done. as a reward for getting done early i got myself an empires shirt, yaaay. susquehanna was majorly fun on monday. this week was really busy with the pep rally (which the seniors won!) and homecoming (we lost the game which sucked & i didn't go to the dance) but i went to the diner on friday after the game with natalie, kristen & patrick and it was quite fun.

i forgot to wish afycso a happy 5th anniversary :') it seems like so long ago. i guess it was. and happy birthday topsyturvy!

bolding meme!

I AM: happy. sad. a good friend. adventurous. shy. confident. procrastinating. a male. bored. anxious. clumsy. sociable. always punctual. selfish. intelligent. funny. a female. sarcastic. insecure. sick. beautiful. articulate. loud. kind. even tempered. honest. short. tall. medium height. proud of myself. loving. witty. down to earth. outspoken. determined. high maintenance. pretty. assertive. organised. selfless.

I HAVE: brown hair. blue eyes. pale skin. brown eyes. curly hair. long fingernails. curves. braces. chipped nail polish. long legs. long hair.</b> straight hair. a fringe. long eyelashes. sore feet. dark skin. green eyes. blonde hair. dyed hair. red hair. short legs. rosy cheeks. wavy hair. black hair. a small waist. piercings. tattoos. big ears. short hair.

I LOVE: babies. flowers. kisses. summer. coffee. the rain. candles. incense. late night talk shows. insects. hugs. attention. the beach. chocolate. music. hats. harry potter. twilight. facebook. black and white photos. sleeping in. driving. narrating my pet’s thoughts. opening gifts. buying gifts. halloween. cute texts. apples. compliments. country music. hip hop. sushi. sports. art. singing. seeing my loved ones happy. surprises. sunsets and sunrises. skinny dipping. horror movies. simon cowell. family guy. garlic. hearing somebody talk in their sleep. being right. kfc. abstract photography. concerts and festivals. tanning. over sized t-shirts.

I WOULD LOVE TO BE A: police officer. lawyer. doctor. teacher. fruit picker. mother. greenpeace volunteer. hippie. groupie. rockstar. footballer’s wife. therapist. singer. actress. diving instructor. lottery winner. company owner. housewife. nurse. builder. race car driver. website developer. an inspirational talker. music teacher. artist. chef. makeup artist. hairdresser. restaurant owner. homeless shelter volunteer. fitness trainer. vet. radio show host. band manager.

I LIKE TO EAT: fruit. vegetables. fast food. sushi. rice. sandwiches. subway. chicken. cakes. seafood. pasta. rice crackers. cheese. ice cream. lunch. garlic bread. peanut butter out of the jar. eggs. lots of ethnic foods. pancakes. honey. bread crusts. low calorie foods. soy products. gluten free products. toast. breakfast. pizza.

I DISLIKE: cold mornings. baths. people dissing my taste in music. people in front of me walking really slowly. having my personal space invaded. cleaning. going to bed early. wine/beer. religion arguments. coffee. the beach. rain. children. having my photo taken. drama. gossiping. hip hop. cooking shows. drugs. cats. people singing happy birthday to me. school. selfish people. social networking sites. swimming. snow. eminem. seafood. one word text messages. awkward silences. alarm clocks.

I LIKE: Reading. Writing. The Beatles. True Blood. Demi Lovato. Miley Cyrus. Selena Gomez. Taylor Swift. Knitting. Crafts. Perez Hilton. Tea. Cats. Twitter. Cold weather. Tofu. Hummus. Adam Lambert. Muse. The Killers. Jay Leno. Conan O’Brien. Craig Ferguson. PCs. John Lennon. Jennifer Aniston. LOST. Marriage Equality. Michael Buble. Poetry. Yoga. Crocs. Peace. My hometown. Proper spelling. Proper grammar. Disney. Saturday Night Live. Stem Cell Research. Green movement. Adopting animals. Vegetarianism/Veganism. Jimmy Fallon. Learning new languages. David Bowie. Snow. Horror books. Fantasy books. Disney Channel Shows. Being pale.

I AM: a cuddler. I am a morning person. I am an only child. I am currently in my pyjamas. I am currently pregnant. I am currently single. I am currently suffering from a broken heart. I am left handed. I am married. I am addicted to my MySpace. I am online 24/7, even as an away message. I am a little shy around the opposite gender at first. I bite my nails. I can be paranoid at times. I don’t like anyone. I enjoy country music. I enjoy jazz music. I enjoy smoothies. I enjoy talking on the phone. I have a car. I have/had a hard time paying attention at school. I have a hidden talent. I have a pet. I have a tendency to fall for the "wrong" guy/girl. I have all my grandparents. I have been to another country. I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humour. I have or had broken a bone. I have caller I.D. on my phone. I have bathed someone. I have changed a diaper. I have changed a lot over the past year. I have done something illegal. I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. I have had major/minor surgery. I have had my hair cut within the last week. I have mood swings. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. I have rejected someone before. I have seen The Lord of the Rings trilogy. I like the taste of blood. I love Michael Jackson. I love sleeping. I love to play computer games. I love to shop. I own 100 CDs or more. I own and use a library card. I read books for pleasure in my spare time. I sleep a lot during the day. I strongly dislike maths. I was born in a country other than the US. I watch soap operas on a regular basis. I work at a job that I enjoy. I would classify myself as ghetto. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. I am currently wearing socks. I am tired. I love to paint/draw/sketch/sculpt.

I HAVE/HAD: Graduated high school. Rode every ride at an amusement park. Collected something really stupid. Gone to a rock concert. Helped someone. Gone fishing. Spun turn tables. Watched four movies in one night. Been dumped. Failed a class. Dealt drugs. Taken a college level course. Been in a car accident. Been in a tornado. Done hard drugs (i.e. ecstasy, heroin, crack, meth, acid). Watched someone/something die. Been to a funeral. Burned yourself. Ran a marathon. Your parents got divorced. Keep a memory box. Cried yourself to sleep. Spent over $200 in one day. Cheated on someone. Been cheated on. Written a 10 page letter. Gone skiing. Been sailing. Had a best friend. Lost someone you loved. Shoplifted something. Been to jail. Had detention. Skipped school. Got in trouble for something you didn’t do. Stolen books from the library. Gone to a different country. Been in a mental hospital. Watched the "Harry Potter" movies. Fired a gun. Gambled in a casino. Had a yard sale. And a lemonade stand. Actually made money at the lemonade stand. Been in a school play. Been fired from a job. Taken a lie detector test. Swam with dolphins. Gone to Sea World. Attempted suicide. Voted for American/Australian/Pop/NZ Idol. Written poetry. Read more than 20 books a year. Gone to Europe. Loved someone you couldn’t have. Wondered about your sexuality. Used a colouring book over age 12. Had surgery. Had stitches. Taken a taxi. Seen the Washington Monument. Had more than 5 IM’s/online conversations going at once. Overdosed. Had a drug or alcohol problem. Been in a fist fight. Had a hamster. Petted a wild animal. Used a credit card. Gone surfing in California. Did "spirit day" at school. Dyed your hair. Got a tattoo. Had something pierced. Got straight A’s. Been on the Honour Roll. Your parents sent you to a shrink. Been handcuffed. Known someone with HIV or AIDS. Taken pictures with a webcam. Started a fire.

ps, i officially decided i'm going to italy with emily next summer. i have to get a passport!

quick like a bandaid

tshirt — Mon, 06 Sep 2010 23:19:50 GMT

1) happy birthday smartbombs! <3 i love you girl
2) omg school starts tomorrow omg i'm a senior omg i'm excited!
3) lol i forgot to mention in my last post that i got in a semi-accident and got a flat BUT my car is okay yaaay
4) and my nails are a beauuutiful shade of light pink. ESSIE BEACH PARTY Y'ALL~
5) and thank you for all the awesome suggestions, i'll get around to replying to all your comments, i promise
6) and i have to go shower
7) but can you tell i'm excited?

tshirt — Mon, 06 Sep 2010 22:22:32 GMT

quick question for someone who knows shit about piercings. ear cartilage to be exact