Into The Sky

love this song... and the band <3

2010-07-18T16:08:23Z

チャットモンチー世界が終わる夜に (not official MV, but this one's good !!)

Translation

Chatmonchy - the world ends tonight

Although the lonely night is over,
A relatively good morning will come.
After all, nothing has really changed.
Everyone is joining hands for some reason.

Although the empty moment is over,
The all-too-familiar silence comes.
Dammit! The world has ended already.

That child and this child let go of their insecurities.
I’m not in on the joke, Hey Hey Hey

If I was God,
I wouldn’t have made this world.
Love, the name of my protection,
Was empty after all.

Although a flower blooms in the desert,
I again wonder about the cause of this disaster.
After all, because there is no growth,
Everyone is turning their eyes away for some reason.

Still, somewhere there are various reasons
As to why I’m broken for the first time, Hey Hey Hey

If I was the devil,
I wouldn’t have made this world.
The hourglass of life
Was empty after all.

It’s a waste of time to dwell upon this subject, the stupid laughing voices and lies.
I continue to search, because I’m empty.

If I was God
I wouldn’t have made this world.
Love, the name of my protection,
Was empty after all

If I was the devil,
I wouldn’t have made this world.
The hourglass of life
Was empty after all.

Translated by : Anna P.

this ....

2010-07-10T15:19:37Z

is exactly how i feel right now.

credit to whoever made the gif..

torriee @ 2010-05-22T21:44:00

2010-05-22T14:44:36Z

MOM I WANT HIM FOR MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!

they have.. no MUST win!!! 4jib come on! netizen come the hell on!!

2010-05-17T17:49:51Z

if super junior doesn't win on online chart i seriously will cry.

arghh... june please come soon, so then i'll have enough money to buy the CD!!!! omg! just let them win!!!!!!!

*maniac fangirl mode on*
and just because i can, i insist you to listen.

my sungmin just lookin sooo fine~~~ XDDDD

ps. well maybe lj is the best thing to vent up ur rage. i think i'll keep it for now. kekeke. sorry for the last post.

quitting?

2010-05-14T12:06:16Z

hi dearest...
....

....

*sighs* this is useless right.. like i'm not writing anymore, tried to but many left unfinished, and it's not like i'm making friends with my lj friends except fews, and i mainly using this lj just to read fics..

i think i'll quitting lj..

maybe..

still uncertain of it..

but well...

ah it's not like anyone will read this.

so ...

....

torriee @ 2010-03-19T22:21:00

2010-03-19T15:21:52Z

Bless you all who get the chance to watch super junior super show II in Malaysia tomorrow.

....

at least please provide some hell good fancams... TT____TT

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btw, i miss ZOZO and i hella miss FYE!!!!!! gawd !!!

PS: LOL just after i wrote down Fye's name. she suddenly go online... man this is a miracle.. LMAO <3<3<3

CN Blue - I'm a loner

2010-01-14T09:34:09Z

Sounds like JPOP but it's KPOP band~ naaaah i love it <3 <3

Icon post 3

2010-01-12T13:42:04Z

1	2	3

4	5	6

7	8	9

10	11	12

13	14	15

Comments are love =D
CREDIT torriee if using, thank you!!

gamekyu icons

2009-11-16T11:22:32Z

Kyuhyun

1	2	3

4	5	6

7	8	9

10	11	12

13	14	15

16	17	18

credit : torriee

Icon post (heecul, sungmin biased)

2009-11-01T14:32:48Z

12 Heechul
12 Sungmin

Teaser :

Heechul

1 2 3 4
5 6 7 8
9 10 11 12

Sungmin

1 2 3 4
5 6 7 8
9 10 11 12

my first attempt to make icons =)
credit torriee
comments are LOVE

meme. HA! LOOK WHO'S MY LOVER N' CRUSH IS <3~

2009-10-25T07:27:52Z

Four drabbles... =)

2009-10-10T10:08:22Z

Pairing: AoixUruha
Word count:108

Aoi gulped as he stared at the creation of Beauty in front of him.
Stepping into the set is a tall slim figure dressed in a white silk robe, hairs propped up in some gorgeous style, his face painted with heavy make up only to doubled his already beauty nature.
Aoi coughed as he realizes he’s gaping at the scene. Fidgeting with his camera he takes a deep breath aiming to stay calm like he usually is.
But as the honey brown eyes meet his through the lens and the red tainted lips pursued a light smile, Aoi had to admit he skipped a heartbeat or maybe two.

Pairing:ReitaxUruha
Word Count:164

“Mr.Matsumoto, Mr. Suzuki ! Can I have your attention please?!” Uruha raised his voice, his black framed eyes glared at his two, currently tossing paper at each other, students at the back row. The two boys only mumbled a quick sorry before looking at each other and smirking. Unsatisfied with the apologize Uruha launched over the desk, grabbing the tossed paper on Matsumoto’s desk right before the younger boy tried to snatched it from him. He smiles in triumph. His eyes scrunched at the scribbling word in front of him, he reads slowly the daring sentence in his head.

-Hey, do you know how to get into Takashima-sensei pants?-

Uruha gawked; he tore his eyes and glared to the most likely student of his who wrote it. The said student only chuckled as he admires the bewildered eyes of his teacher not to mention the red tomato he had in his face right now. He licks his lips suggestively and speaks, “Well do you?”

Character:Ruki
Word Count:112

Ruki clasped his mouth with his trembling hand. Fighting the urge to broke down, he looking out to the sky, and then he felt something wet around his eyelashes. His body felt numb. Then he realized he had been holding his breath and his heart had stop from beating. He fell down, his knees touching to the ground, his hand propping him from lying down. He gasped. Gasping for air, gasping for life, gasping for love, gasping for everything. But he still can’t breathe. The pain is seeping his entire body like a dangerous poison. He held a sob and stared at the cement below him.
Breaking up never been his thing.

Character:Uruha
Word Count:108

Uruha loves rain.
When it’s raining, he will simply running out, enjoying the smells of water hitting the ground, his bare feet tingling sensation, the coldness, the splatters of waters every time he hits the pool of it.
Uruha loves the unusual feelings of the darkness surrounding him, adding with the mist of heavy rain pouring down on him.
He could care less about tomorrow, unworried with the cold that sure will come tomorrow.
Uruha loves rain, Uruha loves dark.
Because inside the rain at night, no one can see him
No one can find him
And no one can catch him…

Mash Game: Predict Your Future at eSPIN.com

2009-09-22T16:14:09Z



		I will marry sungmin.
		After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in Japan in our fabulous Mansion.
		We will have 10 kid(s) together.
		Our family will zoom around in a green jaguar.
		I will spend my days as a writer, and live happily ever after.

Quiz spam : What Internet Slang Are You?

2009-08-18T16:51:16Z

You Are OMG

You're the type of person who's always shocked by the internet.
Whether it's crazy news or a wild picture, you're always saying "Oh my god"!

The only thing better than being shocked is shocking your friends. You're quite good at that too.
And while you still allow yourself to be shocked, you secretly love it. You enjoy drama and gossip.

What Internet Slang Are You?

Ruki special on Aoi's holy hock... 8D

2009-08-13T16:53:53Z

Totally hillarious. OMG, i never read/hear anything like this before from them. They usually composed right and not likely to joking around? but well, it just me, i think after the DIM album, they began to more open than before. I specially think this way when i read their interview about the album and they play a prank on reita. XDD

anyway this radio show. LOL. Ruki ranked as teh number 1 spoilt brat in Gazette. Well isn't that obviously obvious? LOL. And he said he makes all the housewives around the world unquite. Why housewives, Ruki san?! you're popular too among the youngster!!
Ruki-san is a LEG FETISH.. XDDDD

Read all the interview here!

Ruki: By the way my nipples aren't weak.

Aoi: Ah, I see. It's strong? (Laughs)

Ruki: My nipples are strong.

Aoi: Ah~ totally OK?

Ruki: It's totally OK!

LMAOOOOO!!!!!!!!!! WTH?!!!

entry spam

2009-08-10T15:18:42Z

poke that cheek X3 *Kyuhyun-Sungmin*

just got back home from Surabaya. Is tired.
Btw, I can't believe i missed Kuroshitsuji's scanlation on Jul 22. I thou i already asked to get notification in my facebook. Garr.. Can't wait for what happen next in 18th August. Funny ne, when previously Toboso Yana is a yaoi mangaka and now she's doing some shounen supernatural manga. But i prefer the latter work of her, she improved so much, and there's still a hint of shou-ai in the manga so thank you sensei! =3~

meme

2009-08-05T03:10:25Z

Tagged by ayaigari

Rules:
1. Write down every letter of your name.
2. Then type a song that pops up in your mind in each letter of your name as the first letter.
3. Count the number of letters and tag that many people in your friends list.

T- The social riot machine
O-one of the boys
R-ryoujoku no ame
R-Rokkugo!!
I-i hate it
E- E.YO.NE!!

Tagging :
rukana
bagarahnyo
tiromaru
neeez
etc...etc...

I cheat.. ;P

Gazette on Ameba studio

2009-07-19T07:54:12Z

I'm watching it right now. But since the connection is slow and it took much time to buffering. I could only hear their talking while the video is stuck in Uruha's face. LOL.
And why is my japanese never improved T_T i only understand a bit of their conversation. About DIM's jacket, Reita n' Uruha exchanging glances.. one thing that i'm sure, they are all in the good mood.
i wish someone rip it and subbed it.. or translate it. =3

ps. love ruki's snort. LOL~

yet another bomb

2009-07-17T12:05:42Z

...in Indonesia. It's 2009 and there's still bunch of idiots people thinks explotion will bring any goods. What? reduction of human being?
Now what? we're in the black list country in US n' Australia and get travel warning from many countries.... great news huh? visit indonesia 2009? better you say, visit the most favourite bomb's site in Asia.
It just.. i'm pretty much dissapointed. We're just gained trust from others country and this happens again. When will we move from develop'ing' country into develop'ed' country if things stayed like this. *shakes head* and i heard someone is trying to kill our president. *rolled eyes* yeap there it goes again. Living live is so hard in here if you're a good person.
I love this country. But why the only things people done here is screwing their own country?
just when all the idiots die so we could live in bliss?

[FIC] In where we met, Reita/Ruki

2009-06-30T06:52:42Z

Title : In Where We Met
Author : torriee
Beta : rukana
Pairing : ReitaxRuki
Genre : weird romance, fluff
Disclaimer : This is pure fiction.
Rating : G
Warning : a living desk, ftw 8D!!
Comments : This coming after I read my friend's note about library. To think that I always spend my whole day there, I decided to write something with library as the theme. I luv my univ’s library! *a nerd* XD

Here I am.
Still in the same library..
With the same foul smells of the old decayed books and wood.
Heads of people are enjoying themselves with the smells as they are walking through the book sections.

And here I am.
Still with the same flat atmosphere.
Wondering when you would come…
I can hear the clock ticking.
Tic toc tic toc tic toc…
Oh how boring. But who am I to complain?

Tap tap tap tap…
The sounds of light footsteps coming closer to where I am.
Ah, there you are…
You seem so tired, black circling around your puffy eyes and your bright blonde hair mussed up.
I wonder what you’d gone through last night.

Now here I am.
In the right side corner.
With the same person for the last three months.
With the same books coming from the medical section weighing on me.
Somehow I’m already used to the weight of the books and your hands.

Here I am still.
Watching you writing with a frown creasing your eyebrows. Flipping through the books carefully, searching for whatever you’re looking for.
Why am I feeling like I’m at peace?

Tic toc tic toc tic toc tic toc.
Ah, his eyes are fluttering.
I bet he’s sleepy. You could tell from the way he looks.
Thud!
His head suddenly falls and meets me. It must have hurt, I might be old but I’m still hard like new.
I feel sorry for you. Maybe if I had hands I could rub your head. Well, at least you don’t feel sleepy anymore, now do you?

Tic toc tic toc tic toc tic toc..
The clock is still ticking. And you’re still working.
It’s night already. You really are a hard worker aren’t you?
I wish I knew your name. Then I could yell at you and tell you to stop working this hard. You might get sick.
Me and worried have never been used in the same sentences before, but now we are because of you.

Here I am.
Shamelessly saying I am getting tired.
I may be just a desk, but I guess desks can feel tired too, no?
Thud! Thud!
The sound of books being closed.
Eh, did you hear what I just said? Did I make him angry with my words?
Oh my, I’m sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. So-
“Thank you for today too” he slowly caresses me.

Tic toc tic toc tic toc…
Did he… did he just say that to me?
…
Damn. If I was a human, I bet my face would look just like those silly girls who are falling in love. All red like tomatoes.

Tic toc tic toc tic toc.
It’s already far from closing time.
This place is so empty.

Tic toc tic toc tic toc…
Here I am still.
In this dull library.
But I love this library the most, because you’re here.

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Meme

2009-04-03T14:39:47Z

1. Write your LJ name
2. Favorite group/artist of all times/moment
3. Write i heart something-pop but basically draw a heart
4. Favorite person
5. New found favorite person
6. Tag five (people)

it's taken with my lameeee camera phoonee *kick phone* and even worse it's written with pencil.. @_@
I've no pen or even marker, so that's the best I could make hahaha XD~

cactus-chan n' takoyaki-kun~

2009-03-29T15:11:32Z

konbanwaaa....

i ate takoyaki again today... X3 i found nu takoyaki stall today named takoku
---> delicious although a bit pricey XD but i got to get their member card that means i could get a box free after i buy 9 of it~~ nyaaa couldnt wait to get it for freee

btw.. i've a cactus from today onwards X3 called it cactus chan!! ~~*lame name, is trying to find nu name for it*~~
--> say hello to mr.cactus X3 and yes u saw it right. that's uru n' rei. they're the guardian of mr. cactus..a one hell of lucky cactus da ne.. XDD~

so that's it.. oh right ueda_fye i'll do ur meme as soon as possible XD~

P.S. : my ruki's layout a bit making me dizzy the font is too small n' the background is too bright.. but i love ruki >________< i dont want to change..

P.P.S : Is it TRUE that MIYAVI is GONNA MARRY SOMEONE???!! fye said the girl name is MELODY, a singer... I dont have any announcement in his myspace blog.. ow ow i'm so curiouuusssss D8

[fic] No way to say, RxR, PG-15

2009-02-08T11:26:28Z

Tittle : No way to say
Pairing : ReitaxRuki
Author :torriee

Beta :rukana
Genre : very slight angst ( if you squint)
Rating : PG-15
Summary : Ruki groaned. His head stung so suddenly that his vision was almost blurred.
A/n : c&c ne *puppy eyes*

The music played more loudly as the night progressed. People are already filling the dance floor, dancing with the rhythm as the Dj played the song; bodies moving so lively as the alcohol numbes their brains and bringes them to the paradise-like place for a moment, which they’ll soon regret as reality hits them hard on Monday morning.

But for Ruki, the euphoria that engulfed the club seems to not be affecting him one bit. He just sits at the bar nudging the tip of his stein, making the most bored face he’s ever made in his life. But aside of the boring look he had, his eyes are fully aware and lock onto a certain blonde who’s making his way to a group of girls across the floor.

Ruki was stupid to think that it would be a great night since Reita asked him to the club earlier that afternoon. Yeah yeah, Reita only needed him just to make him less conspicuous. Reita’s needing to get laid and he’s looking for a girl or two. Ruki here is just part of his perfect plan to get laid. Crap! He hissed. Ruki already had his hopes held too high for tonight that it almost hurt when it fell right in front of his eyes.

“Hello there, wanna dance?” a girl appeared behind Ruki. Dressed in a silky dark red one-piece, she was really one hell of hottie. Ruki ould say yes if only he was in the mood, which he wasn’t.

“Find someone else to bother, okay?” She’s too hot, he can’t snap at her, can he?

“But you looked somewhat like an abandoned puppy. Want to talk?” She sat beside him, already making herself comfortable. Someone just doesn’t know when to stop; Ruki sighed. He looks at the girl beside him who’s already babbling about different things.

“I wonder, what part of ‘find someone else’ did you not understand?” He said when the girl asked him some stupid question. And with an annoyed glare, she’s gone. Finally.

Ruki bit his lips. The talk he had with the girl earlier was making his head spin… or was it the beer? He couldn’t care less as he ordered another one. As he did, Ruki’s eyes caught a glimpse of Reita on the crowded dance floor with one of the girls that he had approached earlier.

It was sickening. All those bodies rubbing and dry humping, with lust plastered on their faces.

Reita, you bastard. His head was spinning and it felt like a thousand needles were stabbing into it. Might as well just fuck her on the dance floor. He thought sourly.

Ruki looked away. He didn’t need a show. He casted his gaze around and caught the red dress girl, still alone with a somewhat teasing smile on her lips. Maybe it would be good if he went over there and says sorry for whatever he did and makes his night not as dull.

But that’s not what he wants. He wants Reita. He needs Reita. He wants to be in that girl’s position, being touched with those rugged fingertips, being close with those hypnotizing eyes, engulfed in that firm body. He wants it so much that he could die with eagerness. Yeah, Reita does affect him this bad.

Ruki groaned. His head stung so suddenly that his vision was almost blurred. Trying to endure it by gulping down another series of beers, it only makes his throat feels likeit was burning. Ruki groaned once more. Feeling betrayed, he slammed the stein hard onto the marble surface and rubbed his eyes. A surge of fury was overflowing inside himself, he wasn’t sure why.

Wiping the escaping liquid from his chin, his mind goes numb. The headache takes over his body, controlling his movements. It’s spinning and spinning. The music echoed loudly in his ears. The next thing he knows, he’s in front of the dancing Reita and is grabbing him by the shirt and kissing him right on the lips…HARD. Moving his lips forcefully, although Reita’s don’t respond to any of it. Ruki couldn’t care less. For all he’s thinking of, is how to keep the feeling of having Reita’s lips on his in his mind.They are so warm and soft. The addiction is becoming too painful. His head feels so heavy; spinning like a roulette. Ruki could feel his grip on Reita’s shirt loosening and he hears him.

“Ruki!” a gasping sound from Reita is the last thing he hears before everything goes blank.

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It’s hot...very hot. Ruki snapped up. A sudden rush of blood into his brain is making him narrow his eyes. Cursing for his clumsy-ness he rubs his temples ever so slowly. Fucking hangover.

After gaining his composure, Ruki realized that he’s not in the club he was in last night nor is he in his room. It couldn’t be-

“You’re awake huh?” Ruki’s face fell off as he saw Reita standing in the doorway. His eyes staring at him so intensely, capturing him in every movement he made.

“I- well. Sorry for troubling you, I’ll go now.” Ruki excuses himself as neither of them said anything. And moreover, it’s kinda awkward to meet Reita after he’s just kissed him in front of so many people last night. Yes, he does remember. Even in the state he was in last night, he still remembers the warmth of those delightful lips.

“We’re not done yet.” Reita says suddenly. He grabs Ruki’s arm and tosses him back onto the bed abruptly.

“OW! Easy! My head hurts!” Ruki twitched in pain at the sudden movements. Totally ignoring the others request, Reita climbed into the bed and hovered above Ruki.

“What are- owowow! Stop it! Reita!! I said my head hurts, damnit!!!” Ruki snarled as Reita was suddenly poking at his head rapidly.

“Yeah? Serves you well! I was that close to getting that girl and you suddenly ruined everything, baka!” Reita kept poking at Ruki’s head.

“Sorry that you didn’t get laid!! Move your hands from my head!!” Ruki hissed.

“You’re not sorry enough! That was a really bad joke, Ruki. You even kissed me in front of everyone. Are you really that pissed at me because I got a girl before you did?”

“Wha- No!”

“I told you to come with me but you weren’t listening-”

“Rei listen-”

“I should have known better.”

“Yet you don’t! Listen to me! Don’t you understand?!” Gaining a little of his strength, Ruki pushed Reita aside. Reita thought slowly sometimes, but today he’s a total idiot.

“Huh?” Reita looked confused for a moment before a thought came across his mind. He looked back at Ruki, who was practically glaring at him, and covered his mouth.

“You aren’t…”

“Pity, but yes I am.”

“I- Ruki. I’m sorry… I didn’t know.” Reita said slowly, carefully.

Ruki smiled bitterly. What’s the point of saying sorry, he should be the one who’s saying sorry for falling in love with the older man. He quickly got out of the bed.

“Stupid. There’s no need to say that.”

Reita stared at the younger blonde’s back. What’s this heavy thing, he thought. Letting Ruki go seemed wrong to him. But he hasn’t sorted out his feelings yet; it still a shock to him. He did know that Ruki had feelings for someone, but he never thought that those feelings were for him. Maybe he’s an idiot after all.

“I better take my leav-“ his voice stopped. A hand had pulled him back into the bed, into the warm embrace of Reita.

“You’re an idiot, Reita.” He closes his eyes, already adjusting to the sound of the other man’s breathing. Pretty much, an idiot. He chuckled quietly.

“I’m sorry that I am.”

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baby i wont let you leave if you believe in me...

2009-02-06T09:10:57Z

it's all about heavy rain this month... and so i get sick... sore throat, my sinus makes its return, and my temperature climbing up...sigh...*cuddle in blanket*
and i couldnt get the rest that i should. I'm the head project of 'how to make a proposal course' that'll be held in my campus tomorrow.. so even though i'm dying here everyone just have to keep calling n' texting n' babbling, text me some more and my head will bursting out.

meanwhile because i got too distracted i make coupe of banner for banner project ini ficlub.tk
and while searching for a good pic for it.. i found Miyavi's new photoshot in Arena 37c january, febuary edition... he really took out his lipierce <3 but why did i feel he looks pretty damn sad on those pic... it's so heartache.. or maybe it just me.

Oh come on Good LORD!!

2009-01-28T05:30:34Z

credit hakitarun from Aoi's PSC anniversary 30 qs:

19. if you can perfom anywhere outside japan, where would it be?
Asia. we havent gone there eh?

Bring them in MISTER!!! ooh gotta love Aoi for bringin that up... X3333 should i spamming PSC to choose Indonesia??
I told ueda_fye about this. And she said something like, "He said it like Japan is not one of Asia...-_-"
LOL i forgot about that too... hahaha... XDD

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