tindu

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2012-01-09T12:33:51Z

It's been a while since I posted smth here.
And it was a long hiatus/depression but I feel a little bit better now.
Hello, dears! ♥ I'm hoping you remember me.

PaperLegends: Seven Steps

2011-08-20T15:26:50Z

And here are my illustrations for slashweaver's awesome story <3
Am I the worst artist in the world? D:

Title: Seven Steps
Author: Harlequin aka slashweaver
Artists: tindu (art) and gealach_ros (graphics)
Pairings/characters: Merlin/Gaius, with a full supporting cast of Alice, Arthur, Erika (OFC), Freya, Gwen, Hunith, Lance, Leon, Morgana, Teague (OMC), and sundry others
Rating: NC17
Word Count: 36,400
Warnings: Includes a secondary character death, as per canon. Also involves, as will be obvious, a significant age difference between the two lovers.
Summary: Merlin is an art student, working as an orderly at a Pendragon Care care home during the summer break; he falls in love with Gaius, one of the (temporary) residents. The feeling is mutual, but such an unexpected relationship is never going to be easy to establish when both men feel so diffident about their claims on each other. And that's before taking into account the mutual antipathy between Merlin and Gaius's beloved godson Arthur, not to mention a surprising addition to Merlin's family, and Merlin's grief over his best friend Freya being institutionalised…
Story link: Read it at our Seven Steps website, or on AO3.
Graphics link: graphics by gealach_ros

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PaperLegends: Destiny That Darkly Hides Us

2011-08-16T19:12:21Z

Here are my illustrations for nympha_alba 's amazing story <3

Title: Destiny That Darkly Hides Us

Author: nympha_alba

Artist: tindu

Pairings/characters: Merlin/Arthur

Rating: NC-17

Word Count: ~40,500

Warnings: Angst, war, minor character death, major character death (temporary/reincarnation) - and did I mention angst?

Summary: Historical AU with magic. It's 1913, the practice of homosexuality is unlawful, so is the practice of magic. When Arthur Pendragon and Merlin Emrys meet as Cambridge undergrads, they are both hungry for a real and true connection without secrets. For a short time they believe they may have found it. But war breaks out and separates them, and it seems unlikely that they will meet again. After all, what are the odds?

Story link: On LJ (masterpost) On AO3

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ART: Waters of Avalon (Arthur/Merlin); G

2011-06-28T15:16:53Z

Title: Waters of Avalon
Artist: tindu (Merlin's Team)
Rating: G
Characters: Arthur/Merlin
Medium: Traditional (digital) art
Warnings: Death of character
Disclaimer: The characters depicted herein belong to Shine and BBC. I make no profit from this endeavor.
Artist's Notes: Drawn for Russian Arthur/Merlin OTP-fest "Two sides of the same coin"

Theme №16
Merlin (to Arthur): Come on. Dollop head... I need you to recover. (pause) Purhhaele dolgbenn. Listen to me, clotpole. I don't care if you die, there are plenty of other Princes. You're not the only pompous, supercilious, condescending royal... imbecile I could work for. The world is full of them. But... I'm going to give you one more chance. Licsar gestapol nu.

ART: Stay (Arthur/Merlin); PG-13

2011-06-23T19:00:19Z

Title: Stay
Artist: tindu
Rating: PG-13
Characters: Arthur/Merlin
Medium: Traditional (digital) art
Warnings: None
Disclaimer: The characters depicted herein belong to Shine and BBC. I make no profit from this endeavor.
Artist's Notes: Happy (belated) Birthday, nympha_alba ! *adores*

ART: You're my everything (Bradley/Colin); PG-15

2011-05-17T16:55:07Z

Title: You're my everything
Artist: tindu
Rating: PG-15
Characters: Bradley/Colin
Medium: Traditional (digital) art
Warnings: None
Disclaimer: These boys belong to each other.
Artist's Notes: Drawn for silverymouse 's birthday. I♥u, bb!

NEW PASSION

2011-04-28T19:08:30Z

I really like boys who can dance, especially when they have incredible skills. That's my weak place.

And a new Ukrainian group, KAZAKY, owns me. I'm not impressed by their music and lyrics ~~just didn't noticed it at first time~~ but our accent makes me smiling :) When I see the boys' skills, dance... NGH! Am I in Heaven?
I love how they show beauty of male body, their plastic is fascinating and impressive... Omg I can't stop watching these videos! *swoons*

Must see!

That's my favourite ♥

I'd like to draw something with them *___* Want Kazaky-fanfiction and Kazaky-fanart so much! ♥♥♥ *crosses fingers*

JUST NNGGGHHHHH! *___*

So pretty boys *happy sighs* But the most adorable one is Kyryll Fedorenko ♥

*fangirling*

My new OTP *giggles* Kyryll with Stas

tindu @ 2011-04-08T01:23:00

2011-04-07T18:20:59Z

Hi, my darlings! *waves*
Missed you so much!

You know, I'm such a conservative person and now it's so uncomfortable to read LJ in Russian. I've read it in English during two years, I used to see English menu, English stuff (disabled Cyrillic services) and now it's all in Russian. Yes, I love my mother tongue but I can't get used to see it here *sigh* LJ associated with English and now I've got a cognitive dissonance... *scratches head*
I've got a very useful (and unpleasant for me) lesson. Dear me, please start to draw your ideas when they come and don't wait for the moment when someone will do it before you... Now I try to calm my heart down and forget about this situation - I don't like to be the second and abandon my almost finished art.
I'm so sorry for my short temper *sigh* But I really don't like this year...
PARKED. I WANT TO SEE IT! I need Fred and Cathal in my life! <3_<3
Important and permanent: Colin Morgan is the most incredible person in the world.
THANK SO MUCH FOR YOUR COMMENTS AND PMs, DEAR FRIENDS! *SENDS LOVE* ♥♥♥

ART: In the closet (Arthur/Merlin); R

2011-04-02T18:55:15Z

hs_merlin was a really great fest and I cross my fingers it will be next year <3
How did you know it was me? *g*

Title: In the closet
Recipient: ohwhoahbaby
Artist: tindu
Rating: R
Pairings: Arthur/Merlin
Medium: Traditional (digital) art
Warnings: None
Disclaimer: The characters depicted herein belong to Shine and BBC. I make no profit from this endeavor.

my heart stopped to beat

2011-03-29T17:56:22Z

I WANT TO HAVE BABIES FROM THIS PIC!! *stares* @___@ MORE BRADLEY/COLIN PLEASE!

deviantArt

2011-03-27T07:47:13Z

I didn't expected that I would take it to heart so strong. Sometimes I'm too delicate flower and more easy-touchy than I want to be. So yesterday I was very upset and went to bed with a great desire to deactivate my deviantArt account. Today I changed my mind a little because it would be very selfish to delete everything. I know it was my mistake to post NSFW drawings at deviantArt and I have to fix it.

What I decided:

to delete all my NSFW drawings from deviantArt and freeze my gallery (no updates)
to post NSFW drawings with mark Friends Only (so I'll make my LJ semi-FO)
not to post my art in comms
all my SFW art stays public

I'm very sorry that I have to lock my art. I would be glad to share it with everyone but I want to avoid such situations in the future.

Hai-hai

2011-03-20T18:39:57Z

Unfortunately, health is getting worse. Sorry for my delay, I'll try to read everything I missed. And if you think there is something that I should see/read - please let me know.
Please kill my paranoia! Sometimes it's too much for me! Tell that everyone is in love and nothing hurts T_T *nervous*
*sighs* This abnormal greediness will kill me some day... I just can't pass sign-up posts! And what do you think? I signed up in OTP-fest "Two sides of the same coin" again :-D Go, Merlin's Team, go!.. There are so nostalgic feelings in my heart - a year ago it was my first Merlin-fest ♥
Can't keep silence! The Function of Love is ♥ *endless squee*
I missed you <3 I hope you are fine, friends. Have a lovely week!
P.S. As always my post is very short :)*so introverted*

ART: Kiss your Irish (Bradley/Colin); PG-13

2011-03-20T17:38:09Z

Title: Kiss your Irish
Artist: tindu
Rating: PG-13
Characters: Bradley/Colin
Medium: Traditional (digital) art
Warnings: None
Disclaimer: These boys belong to each other.
Artist's Notes: Was planned as a gift for St. Patrick's Day but there were some issues so I had to leave it for some time.

Oh god, Colin...

2011-03-13T21:16:55Z

Sorry, I won't be long, friends, - am trying to keep my schedule (finally, tomorrow I'm going to see my doctor)... I know, I know, you've already seen this photo but I just can't... Can't take my eyes off him, can't go to sleep, can't think about something else. No words, I'm serious. Colin is too gorgeous to be true. And his legs, his long legs - they own my poor heart... ♥

Yesterday I was crying like crazy... Because I found a surprising thing on Facebook: two years ago I liked one french boy, a good electro-dancer. I was so inspired of him, went to the dancing school to learn how to move like him (I'm still dancing yeah) and drew his portrait. I had no courage to show him it, of course. And yesterday I saw he used my portrait of him as a profile photo on Facebook. It was so strange and so unbelievable and OMG! And the very touching moment that he really liked it... God, it was a really great feeling!

So I should go... Thank you so much for your comments and support, friends! I'm not sure I saw all messages but I have no notifications... I will answer you tomorrow ♥ Have a lovely day! ILU all! *hugs*

sad post is sad

2011-03-11T19:47:01Z

I didn't wanted to be such a hysterical girl but now can't bear it anymore. Big problems with health, rl is so rl and great spring depression. I wanted to avoid this but didn't succeed. Everything hurts and no good. Where is this quiet and warm place in which I can to hide and forget about everything?..

ART: Darker side of Passion (Colin/Bradley); NSFW

2011-03-11T17:39:59Z

Title: Darker side of Passion
Artist: tindu
Rating: NC-17
Characters: Colin/Bradley
Medium: Traditional (digital) art
Warnings: D/S, cross-dressing
Disclaimer: These boys belong to each other.
Artist's Notes: Based on Madam T.'s prompt.

♥

2011-03-06T21:46:11Z

Today (for me it's already yesterday) is Forgiveness Sunday in Russia. And I want to apologize to you all if I ever offended you. Forgive me please. I love you, friends, and to hurt you is the last thing in the world I want.
So peaceful and calm day... I want to remember this feeling as long as it possible :)
Again free time, again drawing. Just keep my fingers crossed you won't get tired of this :-D
I hug you, my dears! Thank you so much for everything.

ART: I met you and now I see/This is the way it should be (Bradley/Colin) PG-13

2011-03-05T21:00:37Z

Title: I met you and now I see/This is the way it should be
Artist: tindu
Rating: PG-13
Characters: Bradley/Colin
Medium: Traditional (digital) art
Warnings: none
Disclaimer: These boys belong to each other.
Artist's Notes: For my darling jane_shannon ♥

z-z-z

2011-03-04T18:00:16Z

Need more coffee in my blood, new playlist and you with me. And I want to forget about frustrating things.

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2011-03-01T13:42:56Z

Finally I've got free days. Jeez, I can't believe I will sleep tomorrow! All morning (and may be afternoon :3) will be mine... I know it's my fault I'm used to go to bed between 3 a.m. and 6 a.m. but it seems to be impossible to go earlier! So I should use the maximum of my opportunity to sleep :-D
May I to not think about my necessity to reinstall OS of my computer? T_T I hate doing this thing but I have no choice - everything is getting worse and worse...
That was a really cruel moment when I saw the fabulous banner in merlin_love community. Now I can't think about something else except this AU. So many great parallels with Merlin!canon ♥♥
Thinking about porn. Again *facepalm*
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And I want to congratulate you all with the first spring day, friends! More sun and bright days in your lives! Wish you a lovely week!

ART: Taking the prince (Merlin/Arthur) NSFW

2011-02-27T20:02:08Z

Title: Taking the prince
Artist: tindu
Rating: NC-17
Characters: Merlin/Arthur
Medium: Traditional (digital) art
Warnings: none
Disclaimer: The characters depicted herein belong to Shine and BBC. I make no profit from this endeavor.
Artist's Notes: From Russian Secret Valentine Challenge. Art for Madam T.

ART: Fall into you, is all I seem to do... (Colin/Bradley) NSFW

2011-02-24T17:12:49Z

Title: Fall into you, is all I seem to do...
Artist: tindu
Rating: NC-17
Characters: Colin/Bradley
Medium: Traditional (digital) art
Warnings: blowjob
Disclaimer: These boys belong to each other.
Artist's Notes: For Madam T.. Happy Birthday, my incredible woman! I love you so much! *cuddles*

current

2011-02-23T18:16:25Z

I'm sorry to hear that some of my friends are sad. My dears, I hope the smiles will come back to your faces soon and you will be in a better mood. Noone deserves our tears ;-) And dark days will end too! Mentally I hug you and send kisses. Take care of yourselves and your loved ones! ♥
Yesterday (23rd of February) was a really good day. I had a part-time and then my free time consisted of reading of fics. Friends, you made my day ♥ Thank you for that! I have not read all that I planned but I will certainly read. I'm in process ;)
I'm drawing porn now. Again. Hope you won't get tired of me and my plotless drawings :') I wish some ideas for serious works but my brain doesn't want to think *sigh*
Nothing surprising but... Colin Morgan eats my heart again and again :D HE IS TOO ADORABLE AND SHAGGABLE TO BE REAL ♥__♥
So now I should to return to my work... Have a lovely time, my friends! ILU ♥

angry post is angry

2011-02-19T11:27:09Z

Oh God I'm so furious. I can't bear it anymore and this situation in Russian fandom is killing me. I'm really tired of this.
I try to be tolerant and patient but... Jeez! Nothing interesting for me from this moment.

The Letters

2011-02-18T19:42:09Z

This epic story makes me cry everytime I read it. I do not know how it is possible to create such real characters that you believe in every word and fall in love with that pure and innocent feeling as if it is your first time. I love Bradley and Colin, I love their love story that passes through the time... I love every moment and every word of this story. And the most important: I love my darling mrs_leary ♥
"The Letters" was my first serious acquaintance with English fandom and I am glad it happened so.
I was going to post it on St. Valentine's Day but I'm a bit late because of some rl problems. Anyway, lots of love for you!

And now my humble present...

PDF-file with amazing story "The Letters" and its illustrations:
English version
Russian version

Only drawings: