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starry eyed wanderer
10 May 2020 @ 06:38 pm
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If you are a dreamer, come in.
If you are a dreamer, a wisher, a liar,
A hope-er, a pray-er, a magic bean buyer . . .
If you're a pretender, come sit by my fire,
For we have some flax golden tales to spin.
Come in!
Come in!


.shel silverstein


Friend and de-friend as you wish. I'm always thrilled to make new friends but will never hold it against you if you wish to de-friend me. If you want me to add you back please drop a comment here so I know you're not just here for recs or fic. Most fandom stuff (my fic, mixes, art and recs) will mostly be unlocked (with a very few exceptions). Real life stuff will be largely locked up tight. I post sporadically so you're not missing much (I promise), but should you want to read my inane babbling, comment and add me, and I will add you back! :D

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♬: The Antlers - Burst Apart (album)
I am here: book fortress
I am: contemplativecontemplative
 
 
starry eyed wanderer
31 January 2020 @ 04:23 pm

cropped photo from here and not mine


It has finally become ridiculous not to have a master post for all the (main) rec posts I have. So here we are. Since my OTP is Arthur/Merlin, most everything will be that pairing. Everything is organised alphabetically (except Historical AU, which is by year) unless I did something stupid which I will fix as soon as I notice. I try to keep this as updated as possible so I add things pretty much constantly if I remember and am not being especially lazy. I do frequently forget to add the stars though. For the moment the posts for Fanmix and Fanart are locked simply because I want to organise everything before I unlock (which should hopefully be soon). I'm sorry! Please don't ask me to unlock them, though. I am working on it, I promise :)

ETA: New round of stars (or rather, new additions) started on December 26, 2012. Each round of stars lasts about a month. Posts are updated daily.
ETA [II]: Recs - Non A/M or B/C Pairings is now unlocked. Alphabetical by pairing then title within each pairing.
ETA [III]: Recs - Bradley/Colin is now unlocked though still woefully incomplete.


 
 
I am here: library
♬: Love You Madly - B/C fanmix by rayslady
I am: thirstythirsty
 
 
 
starry eyed wanderer
16 April 2013 @ 04:59 pm
Wow, okay, I never meant to stay away so long. I swear, I have no idea how it is already April; feels like January just happened. And I'm super embarrassed that I haven't made a real post since, er, last April, apparently. I have no idea what happened (well, actually, I do but yeah).

Not that this is a real post, exactly. Just a heads up that I am no longer vesperdivum. I've been slowly (so slowly, like, glacial pace) changing my name(s) to thisbirdsflown. I'd been sort of wanting to change it for ages and then when I started falling headfirst into the Skyfall/Bond fandom I figured it was time: I just never really wanted to have a (however accidental) fandom specific username for a fandom I'm active in. So.

And now for a quick update! Not leaving Merlin fandom even a little bit. I don't doubt I'll be the last one standing, and that suits me fine. I've signed up for paperlegends again, and I know, I have the worst track record ever, but I am cautiously optimistic about this year! EVERYONE PLEASE KEEP YOUR FINGERS CROSSED. Nothing better come up between now and then. I really love what I'm doing and I want to post it.

I've also signed up for the 00q_bb, so watch for that as well.

I miss LJ. I miss all of you. I'm occasionally pretty active on tumblr, so if in doubt about my continuing existence, check there (where I am also thisbirdsflown). Hopefully, I'll be uploading a mix soon. Maybe two, if I can finish up at least a bit of another fic I've been tinkering around with for, er, longer than I really want to admit.

Or try my email! I am always better about email than PM's. vesperdivum [at] gmail [dot] com

And, last (/best!) thing, I'll be going to London soon to see Colin in the Tempest and Ben Whishaw (and Judi Dench!) in Peter and Alice. I AM SO EXCITED ABOUT THIS I AM IN A CONSTANT STATE OF FLAIL.
 
 
I am: cheerfulcheerful
♬: Laura Gibson - La Grande (album)
I am here: my room
 
 
starry eyed wanderer
03 January 2013 @ 03:33 pm
This will be continuously updated and edited. A star will be next to anything new until the next time I update. This is more for bookmarking purposes than anything. Main pairing for all is Arthur/Merlin.

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I am: quixoticquixotic
♬: The Smiths - The Queen is Dead (album)
I am here: my room
 
 
 
starry eyed wanderer
25 April 2012 @ 05:12 pm
I keep disappearing and I'm really sorry about it. Things have been... intense, here, so I hope you can forgive me.

! I meant to post about this ages ago, but I ended up not getting to for reasons. So this is kind of last minute or whatever, but this is also TOO AMAZING TO IGNORE.

Right. So, confession. I hate TV. There are a few shows I love or catch my interest so I end up buying/borrowing/renting/what-have-you all the seasons to marathon, but mostly I just avoid it like the plague. (The only show I actually bother watching when it comes on is Merlin, so.) I hate the noise, I hate the commercials, and frankly I'd rather be reading or doing fandom-y stuff or whatever. Other than Merlin, the only thing I really watch on TV is whatever is on TCM. Because I love old movies. In a really embarrassing gush-y sort of way. WHICH IS WHY I AM PIMPING THIS. Casablanca is hands down one of my very favorite movies OF ALL TIME. THERE ARE NO ADEQUATE WORDS TO EXPRESS THIS LOVE. And tomorrow (in select theatres all over the US) IT IS BEING SHOWN. ON A BIG SCREEN. I went the first time they did this (about a month ago) and I am SO FUCKING HAPPY THEY ARE DOING IT AGAIN. IT WAS INCREDIBLE. This movie owns my soul, guys. YOU SHOULD ALL GO. YOU KNOW. IF YOU CAN. :D :D :D

!! So, the other day I finally read: The World Forgetting, By the World Forgot by copperiisulfate | PG-13 | 40k words
In which Morgana erases memories for a living, Merlin and Arthur meet for (what they believe to be) the first time, and Gwen remembers everything.
I'd been avoiding it because of the movie prompt. Don't get me wrong, I adore Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, but I only have one real squick that is a bit triggery for reasons, and that is mind fuckery/mind control/all that jazz. For me, erasing someone's memory falls very much in there. It has taken me a really really stupid amount of time to get around to this, which is really sad since this is absolutely gorgeous.

Everyone in this was spot on. There was so much hurt underlining everything but without dragging it down or tainting its sweet spots. Or drowning out all of the love and good intentions. And Gwen. This is very much the Gwen I know and love. My heart hurt for her, the way she just quietly supported everyone, even though they didn't really know it. The way she kept everyone's secrets for them and kept their pain so they wouldn't have to and the way she just loved everyone through it all.

I really love multiple POV's and non-linear storytelling. Add to that perfect pacing and beautiful fully dimensioned characters and angst and a real eye for detail and damn, so in love. Just awesome. Also really loved the way music was worked into the story. Everything about this just worked. And in the end I was left with so much hope. For Arthur and Merlin. For everyone. If you ever gave this a miss for any reason, I suggest looking at it again. This left me with all the feelings. And a need to keysmash at someone. <3
 
 
♬: Washed Out - Within and Without (album)
I am here: @ the parental units'
I am: hungryhungry
 
 
 
starry eyed wanderer
03 March 2012 @ 03:16 pm
Mae'r Defodol (The Ritual) by anon
Arthur/Merlin | R | art
A wounded Arthur spies in on a Druidic ritual featuring a painted, naked warlock.
[prompt] 140 Body Paint (from merlin_games)
This was beautifully done. There are two versions, one in English and one is Welsh, but to me, the words are very secondary. You don't really need them to understand what is going on, but they do definitely add to the overall appreciation. I am in love with the style, the way the story is shown and the absolutely perfect parallel in the last two frames. Brilliant concept, beautiful execution and also, really fucking hot. I adore this.




Also, THIS:



Prompting begins February 29!


School au's are such a weakness of mine. Looooooove this fest more than anything <3
 
 
I am: tiredtired
I am here: couch
♬: Tegan & Sara - Sainthood (album)
 
 
 
starry eyed wanderer
I made these for me, because a) I love wet boys and b) I really wanted a friends only banner using the parked promos. I'm not especially talented at photoshop at all, but I've been practising and am actually rather pleased with the results, simplistic as they are. Posting them here just because and in case anyone else wanted to use any of them. If there's anything you like, feel free to snag. I would say sorry about the blatant Colin/Merlin bias, but, er, I'm not.

The mix was going to be in its own post, but I decided I'm tired and lazy and its just going to go here. Also, saves the flist. :)

words are from (in order):
Who Knows Who Cares by Local Natives
We Are Young by fun.
Shake It Out by Florence + the Machine
Krimson by Warpaint




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I am: exhaustedso fucking tired
I am here: out (and about)
♬: Memory Tapes - Player Piano (album)
 
 
starry eyed wanderer
14 February 2012 @ 01:23 pm
Thank you for the lovely hearts, bbs <3 I hope y'all have the most wonderful Valentine's Day.

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I am: lovedloved
I am here: out (and about)
♬: Warpaint - Burgundy (song)
 
 
 
starry eyed wanderer
12 February 2012 @ 04:55 pm
The Seventh by anon
Merlin/Percival | PG | 4.5k words
Nobody ever knew how Percival felt about Merlin. But he made sure to show the sheriff in whatever ways he could.
[prompt] 224: “We look at each other wondering what the other is thinking but we never say a thing.” (song lyrics ~Dave Matthews) (from merlin_games)
I just finished reading this and am completely blown away. There is such an understated beauty to this fic. Percival made my heart ache just a little. His devotion and love is such a quiet immovable feeling that bleeds through into his every thought and action. And Merlin is perfect as sheriff, full of guilt and sadness but still so completely lovely. The overall feel of this fic was sort of hushed, and such a perfect fit for the prompt. I love that. Not over the top, never felt forced, just perfectly gentle. I don't want to say too much, just trust me on this. You will not regret reading this. So lovely.


I really wasn't going to rec for this fest, I'm busy and tired and didn't want to feel guilty if I didn't have time or energy to do some (which is actually why I almost never rec fest works), but this hit all my buttons in the best way possible, so I absolutely had to, just this once.
 
 
♬: Bombay Bicycle Club - A Different Kind of Fix (album)
I am here: couch
I am: exhaustedexhausted
 
 
starry eyed wanderer
I am (still) not really here. I won't be back until Tuesday and then I will be back to commenting and being a better lj friend. UNTIL THEN. I saw this desktop meme on magog_83's and winterstorrm's journals when I got on for a minute and had to do this too:



How many of you were expecting that? I know. I am such a wild card. (Aaand my iphone and ipod touch may or may not (absolutely do) also have this background because I have this thing about needing things to match.)

I've shown you mine, now show me yours!
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I am: anxiousfrantic
I am here: couch
♬: World is on Fire Ficmix
 
 
 
starry eyed wanderer
11 June 2011 @ 08:01 pm
I just got my first sunburn of the summer and it is looking pretty awful. I have been working outside the entire afternoon and now I resemble a lobster. It's beautiful :(
As a bonus the air conditioning is out in the half of my house with the kitchen and everything so I am camping out in my icebox bedroom with a mostly frozen water bottle until I cool down a bit. So damn hot. Definitely was 99℉ earlier, though it sure felt hotter.

I hate Texas in the summer.

In other news, there is art that I just saw and want to do proper reviews of (and, um, actually comment on, oops) because I am a little bit in love, but I don't want to be anywhere near my laptop right now (if the air conditioning was working properly it would be better) so I will just leave you with the links and tell you to go look because these two pieces are really wonderful.

Goth Arthur Loves Emo Merlin by anon for this prompt on kinkme_merlin SFW

Jumped-Up Pantry Boy by scarletscarlet Sort of NSFW (suggestive poses, Arthur's topless, Merlin's pants-less)

Absolutely gorgeous, both of them &hearts
 
 
I am here: bed
♬: Chris Issak - Wicked Game (song)
I am: hotso fucking hot
 
 
 
starry eyed wanderer
07 June 2011 @ 02:05 pm
Along a Wandering Wind by angstslashhope; Six Parts; NC-17; 64k words
Author's Summary: Just when Gwaine finds a reason to end his roaming, he must leave Camelot again, this time on royal orders. Whether and how he returns may depend on the secrets Merlin—and others—are keeping from him. (A romance of letters, intrigue and knightly apprenticeship, set post-S3.)
LJ | DW | AO3

I don't tend to rec Gwaine/Merlin all that often (in comparison to Arthur/Merlin which I rec all the time), but last night (this morning, whatever) I read this all in one go because I absolutely couldn't put it down. It is seriously epic. It is so perfectly beautiful in every way and feeds my overwhelming love for epistolary fics.

The romance between Gwaine and Merlin is just lovely. I love their letters and the way they open up to each other somewhat gradually. I love the mutual insecurities between them and the courting. Their romance plays out against a really beautifully fleshed out backdrop of political unrest and court intrigue while Camelot tries to bring Escetia under its power. There are just no words for how much I loved this. Or rather, I could wax poetic about this for several thousand words, easy, but I don't want to spoil any of it for you. Just hurry and read this (if you aren't already!) and enjoy it. It is truly fantastic.
 
 
I am: hungryhungry
I am here: library
♬: Peter Paul & Mary - 500 Miles (song)
 
 
 
starry eyed wanderer
06 June 2011 @ 05:26 pm
Dear Gabi,

It is a spectacularly stupid idea to sign up for 100k_supernova when you haven't even finished typing up your big bang or finished writing the gay atonement nonsense you signed up with again for reel_merlin (neither of which are actually short, btw) or, you know, those kmm fills that are languishing on your hard drive. And then there is the fact that there are a very select few who are probably going to want to sit through 100k of Civil War Arthur/Merlin ridiculousness. Seriously. What were you thinking.

No love,

vesper


::|::

So, yes. I signed up for this supernova nonsuch and then promptly pimped it to several different Merlin comms to share the insanity. I am writing (god help me) an American Civil War au because I have been toying with the idea ever since hermette introduced me to the seriously gorgeous song Poison & Wine by The Civil Wars. As I explained to riventhorn back in (I think) December when she didn't actually talk me out of this even a little bit (like she clearly should have), the reason that my head went there instead of anywhere normal was because something about the song (particularly at the end) brings to mind the music used in Civil War documentaries and therefore made me think "Oh. Oh!" (I have such a thing for the Civil War JFC) (Okay, all wars. What this says about me I never want to know.)

RECS! Just a couple because I really need to get back to work.

★ So lil_lollypop36 drew Bradley/Colin chibis. The first has a Bradley that pretty much mirrors my face every time she posts a new doodle. The second absolutely killed me.

First: Biggest Fan

Second: Bradley's Personal Cheerleader

There are no words. I think I squeed them all over her journal already. Just, if you haven't seen them already, go now. I'm sure they will at the very least brighten your day. Omg so cute &hearts

We Deserve Much Better Than We've Had finished! You do not understand my love for this! PIRATES, okay! PIRATES! \0/ I have been following this since the prompt was posted because, hello, fantastic prompt! I love that song (Gay Pirates by Cosmo Jarvis. Link to song in prompt) and this was just perfect. Painful and angsty and beautiful and just really fantastic! There are 38 comment parts to read and seriously, do. It is wonderful!

I love pirates. I love anything that takes place on or around ships always. Put something on a ship and I am pretty much guaranteed to adore the pants off of it. Just so you know.
 
 
I am: workingworking
♬: Cosmo Jarvis - Gay Pirates (song)
I am here: library
 
 
starry eyed wanderer
29 May 2011 @ 06:11 pm
Not all of them this time are Merlin recs, even. I know. I'm shocked too.

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I am: thirstythirsty
♬: Journey - Don't Stop Believing (song)
I am here: couch
 
 
 
starry eyed wanderer
28 May 2011 @ 04:44 pm
I'm busy today, working on several different things (and emails, I am getting to all my emails today), but I wanted to take a moment to rec a couple things:


Ich Hatt Einen Kameraden by amphigoury (warning for graphic violence, blood, major character death - other than that WS :D; Arthur, Merlin, assorted others

I meant to rec this when I first saw it (as with so many things ::sigh::). I nearly didn't click on it because, well, major character death is one of the (very very) few things I tend to avoid. Ultimately my love for WWII won out and I clicked on it anyway. And I'm so very glad I did. Not to say it didn't rip me up and that I wasn't sitting there sniffling like an idiot, because it did and I definitely was. But this was really quite brilliantly done. I loved the sheer amount of detail in each panel. I loved the language barrier and reading the translations, although they weren't completely needed to get the gist of the conversation. If I could really cry like a normal person this would have made me cry. Not just because of how sad it was, but also because of how moving.

And I totally snagged the Merlin wallpaper for my computer for once BB is over and I can go back to finishing up my (stupid) WWII fic that has dragged on for absolutely ever. Inspiration, yeah?


on a much happier note:

Explorer also by amphigoury; Arthur, Merlin

This is so gentle and peaceful. Really stunning starry sky and lovely play of firelight on their faces. The fire itself is also gorgeous and the dialogue (which comes from Due South) just fits in so perfectly. Everything about this just feels so pleasant and makes me want to go camping right now. Special love for their expressions. I can just see Colin and Bradley make those faces.
 
 
I am: sicksick
♬: Tegan & Sara - The Con
I am here: couch
 
 
starry eyed wanderer
20 May 2011 @ 04:37 pm
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All I Wanna Do Is by neomeruru. Merlin, Arthur WS. This is beautiful. The colors are soft and bright and the likenesses are fantastic. It is gentle and playful and such a beautiful moment between the boys. They look so happy and relaxed it makes my heart ache. I am particularly fond of the background, in this. The mountains, the castle, the clouds, the soft, hazy wildflowers are just gorgeous. It feels like early June. I love it.

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♬: Muse - The Resistance (album)
I am here: couch
I am: busybusy
 
 
 
starry eyed wanderer
14 May 2011 @ 11:41 am
Thank god the week from hell is finally over \0/ \0/ \0/

I have so much to catch up on I hardly know where to begin! So much awesome has happened and I have up an absolutely terrifying amount of tabs. And it is glorious.

I have been waiting to read derryere's Good News (is on the way) since it was posted and then there is A Binding Contract by eldee and hermette's The Sex Shop Around the Corner and In the Dust and the Shadows by lolafeist. And that, sadly (fantastically), is just this window. 223k words. Thank god I read fast.

It seems that I have lost my mind long enough to sign up for reel_merlin again. Atonement, obviously. I am sure I will have it finished on time this round. In fact I'm confident that once I finish up my Big Bang, it won't take me long at all to finish and polish it. :D



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I am here: couch
♬: Fleet Foxes - Fleet Foxes (album)
I am: bouncybouncy
 
 
 
starry eyed wanderer
11 May 2011 @ 11:11 pm
So I was trying to be good, really I was. But I had to check my email and well. I saw hermette's rec which directed me HERE. I don't care that I am supposed to be doing real stuff right now or working on my BB etc. Apparently I had to drop everything and read the sequel/extra to Castle by kick_flaw: The Audition. Two Parts, very NC-17; warnings for fisting, public sex, bondage, D/s relationship (that, I'm sure, goes without saying); 2700 words

Summary: There have been problems since Merlin came around. Castle future!fic.

What can one even say about this other than go NOW? So fucking hot and wonderful. Love the way you just get in Merlin's head and really feel why he needs this, why he wants this, why this works for both of them. Jesus. This is perfect.

:|:

Okay now I am seriously gone. ::face palm::
 
 
I am: workingleaving, leaving, leaving
♬: n/a
I am here: desk
 
 
 
starry eyed wanderer
11 May 2011 @ 03:05 pm


HELLO ALL &hearts

See my icon? That is me today. I have nothing today and it is absolutely pissing rain. &hearts I love rainy days. They make me all kinds of ridiculously happy! I don't even care that I am cold because I thought wearing a short skirt today would be a fab idea, it looks so beautiful outside and this week is almost over!

This post has pretty much no point except to say yes, I am actually alive and (sort of, not really) around and once Friday is over I will be catching up on all the things. I have finally stopped tweaking my summary for paperlegends and even though I am about this close to killing everyone in the registrar's office because they keep giving me all these bogus hoops to jump through and fines to pay (without even telling me what they are for, wtf) today is actually really lovely. I just love curling up and listening to the rain while I read/study/write.

Happy Hump Day :D
 
 
I am: ecstaticecstatic
I am here: desk
♬: Chris Issak - Wicked Game (song) + rain
 
 
starry eyed wanderer
20 April 2011 @ 02:24 pm
&hearts I kind of hate those moments when I realise my stupidity precedes me. Example being someone I have never met before knowing about that time I broke my (stupid skinny weak) ankle when I was 11. Jumping over a puddle. Or that I would run around as a kid with a ribbon (it was supposed to be a tail) hanging out of the back of my pants. And would do really strange things like introduce my family to our waitress at a restaurant as "the squirrel family" or whatever animal of the day I was pretending I was (I was five). Or even that last week instead of ordering a Dr. Pepper with light ice, I ordered BBQ sauce with light ice. My friends are lovely people.

&hearts lil_lollypop36 is going to kill me with cute and I don't even care. Her chibi series is so wonderfully adorable and can always make me smile even if I am having a truly shitty day. The latest is We Call It Bella Notte which is really really lovely! The chibis eating spaghetti (that is charmingly larger than they are) a la Lady and the Tramp. I love their little faces and the stars look so pretty behind them! I cannot love this enough (which is probably why a huge chunk of my icon space is now dedicated to her chibis) &hearts &hearts

&hearts Who else is following Perfect on the kink meme? I don't know what it is about gallery owner Morgana and artist Merlin that does it for me, but oh god it does. Love the pull between Arthur and Merlin and their oblivious significant others. This is looking really fabulous! Warning for infidelity. This is pushing all of my buttons in all kinds of good ways.


How cute is this face? Meet Squealer! I am taking allergy meds now so I can cuddle him &hearts


&hearts I am hungry and cannot stop glaring at my BB. I think I need a break
 
 
I am: hungryhungry
I am here: library
♬: Say Hi - Dots on Maps (song)
 
 
 
starry eyed wanderer
11 April 2011 @ 09:17 pm
This will be continuously updated and edited. A star will be next to anything new until the next time I update. This is more for bookmarking purposes than anything. Main pairing for all is Arthur/Merlin.

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I am here: table
♬: Led Zeppelin - Led Zeppelin IV (album)
I am: productiveproductive
 
 
starry eyed wanderer
11 April 2011 @ 01:13 pm
So it turns out that I am allergic to my sister's adorable new pug puppy (she apparently decided at the last minute to get a pug instead of a dachshund). Growing up, we always had miniature schnauzers. My cousins even have miniature schnauzers. Schnauzers don't shed, so I haven't had an issue before and I completely forgot that in addition to cats (which we have also had for many years, but I was on a lot of medication to keep me from being miserable the entire time we owned them) I am allergic to dogs. I am so sadface right now, you just don't even know. He has the cutest little wrinkly face of love and all I want to do is snuggle with him. Which is why I am miserable right now. D:

:|:

And now that I am done whining, on to the actual point of this post:

Pendragon: The Thaumaturge by riventhorn

One part (so far) that can stand alone

PG-13

4658 words

The first time Gaius meets Uther Pendragon, Uther is a petty lord with a small estate who wants to ensnare Gaius in his webs of intrigue.

I am aware that my f-list is mainly Arthur/Merlin, and that most of you are probably not here for the pre-series gen, but I really hope you take a moment to read this anyway. It is really something fantastic.

Gaius, for one, is wonderful to read. I love this beginning, with a childhood memory. I love seeing them before we know them, as they are coming into themselves. This shows their first meeting and how things were before the Purge and is just a really lovely look into how Gaius works. And how Uther won his loyalty.

Uther gave me chills as a young and ruthlessly ambitious petty noble, because it perfectly showed how he got to the tyrant we know. Epic feeling throughout, a bit dark and really wonderful. Very worth reading!
 
 
I am: groggyomg, dying
I am here: curled up in a chair
♬: Placebo - Running Up That Hill (song)
 
 
 
starry eyed wanderer
14 March 2011 @ 01:46 pm
So hs_merlin starts posting today. I cannot even tell you how excited this makes me. School stories are like my catnip.

The first thing posted was Summertime, Starry Sky by anon, and it is glorious. I have such a thing for tattoos and especially Merlin with tattoos, and this had 18 year old Merlin getting a dragon tattoo on his ribs. Bonus BAMF Merlin and Magic au with younger Arthur. If you haven't read this yet, you really should because it is gorgeous and fun and holy shit the rimming! I want to live in this fic.

Also really enjoyed Breathless by tracy7307. Beautiful h/c with Arthur taking care of Merlin. Bonus Arthur calling Merlin "darling" which I have such a thing for. Very lovely and definitely something you should read.

Hope you are having a lovely Monday!
 
 
♬: The Beach Boys - Pet Sounds (album)
I am here: couch
I am: chipperchipper
 
 
 
starry eyed wanderer
13 March 2011 @ 12:14 pm
Emrys by misswinterhill

PG-13 | 2800 words

Temporary character death

For this prompt on kinkme_merlin

Summary: It’s not every day that the greatest sorcerer in history discovers he’s immortal.

This is a crossover with Merlin and The Sandman by Neil Gaiman. Beautiful and subtle with the two universes woven together seamlessly. Don't let the warning scare you off! This is wonderfully handled and the "temporary" is there for a reason!

I will admit that I can often be a bit wary of crossovers (as opposed to fusions which I love deeply), but this was truly well done and definitely (more than) worth a read!

(In case you are not familiar with the Endless, the wiki page is here.)
 
 
I am here: couch
♬: Supertramp - The Very Best of Supertramp (album)
I am: awakeawake
 
 
 
starry eyed wanderer
08 March 2011 @ 11:01 pm
This will be continuously updated and edited. A star will be next to anything new until the next time I update. This is more for bookmarking purposes than anything. Main pairing for all is Arthur/Merlin.

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I am: sleepysleepy
I am here: bed
♬: Time Means Nothing - A/M fanmix by hermette and lemniciate
 
 
starry eyed wanderer
05 March 2011 @ 02:02 pm
I cannot get to gifs that properly express the amount of joy this gives me and I don't have the time I want to sit down and properly enjoy this, BUT:

A BINDING CONTRACT IS BEING UPDATED. \0/\0/\0/
 
 
I am here: on the go
♬: Snow Patrol - Chasing Cars (song)
I am: giddygiddy
 
 
 
starry eyed wanderer
17 February 2011 @ 12:23 pm
 
Commute is being updated!

Prompt: Every evening commute Arthur and Merlin are on opposite platforms at the tube station.
Both are kind of curshing on the other.
Take it where you want.


THIS MAKES ME SO GLEEFUL! I LOVE THIS FIC!
 
 
I am: anxiousanxious
I am here: going to the doctor
 
 
starry eyed wanderer
13 February 2011 @ 06:05 pm
MERLIN RIDING ARTHUR WHILE STILL WEARING HIS SHIRT AND SAILOR HAT

For this prompt on kinkme_merlin: Arthur/Merlin, WWII U.S. Navy sailor uniform

(In which Merlin (and Arthur as well?) are in the Navy)

Would really really love to see art for this because omg so sexy


There are just not WORDS to describe how much I am in love with this! I just adore Merlin's cheeky little grin and wink and salute. And his HAT! I seem to have a great love for Merlin in hats and he just looks adorable in this one! I love their faces and the expressions on their faces and how playful yet sexy the whole thing is! Go look, it is just fantastic!


Also, I just want to say thank you to the lovely people who left something here at the love meme. I didn't realise until a few minutes ago, and this made me smile. So thank you! &hearts
 
 
I am here: going out the door
♬: Patrick Wolf - Wind In The Wires (album)
I am: hornyhorny
 
 
 
starry eyed wanderer
10 February 2011 @ 04:51 pm
I have been helping my mother go through drawers of family photos (yes, we are still going through my grandfather's things. Actually, we are still going through my grandmother's things and she died about seven years ago) and we found photographic evidence of an event my father tried to keep from my sister and me for years, which is:

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ANYWAY. Recs.

So around 2:00 am (insomnia is a bitch) I managed to find my way on this site (which is in Russian) (Since I understand exactly nothing in Russian, the link I am about to provide has been inexpertly translated by google (thanks google).) and found this adorable manip of Merlin (by Assamite). THE HAT! I am completely in love with the hat! This is so perfectly precious and well done! I can be a bit leery of manips (particularly NSFW ones) for no real/good reason. But this was lovely!

Speaking of well done manips that I am in love with (though this IS NSFW): Exquisite Pain by Tashastrawberry. When I first saw this I seriously thought this was real. And my brain short-circuited. So brilliant.

Other art of note (and makes me really want to read all the Russian Merlin Big Bang even though I do not understand Russian even a little): Fairy by ThymusS and More Than Life and I'd Come For You by tindu. These are all just stunning and the color used is fabulous and sets the respective moods so beautifully. Just wonderful, all of them.

The last two recs are from kinkme_merlin. The first is new and by randomslasher: cuddling boys. This is just so sweet and really lovely. For this prompt: Shirtless boys cuddling. Merlin's chest is Arthur's favourite pillow. I love their hands in this. The scene is so tender and gentle and I love Merlin's head resting against Arthur's. So beautiful.
The last is not new but I just realised I had not actually recced it yet (except to riventhorn I believe). Merlin with ear gauges (+ Arthur) by anon. Never would've thought the idea of Merlin with ear gauges would be so damn attractive. But it is. And I am in love with his hair. The red streak is a very nice touch. Such a lovely work. I stare at this frequently. It just makes me so ridiculously happy!
 
 
I am: artisticartistic
I am here: library
♬: Josh Ritter - Hello Starling (album)
 
 
 
starry eyed wanderer
04 February 2011 @ 06:50 pm
Because I am going a little crazy from being snowed in and only just realising that the stupid Super Bowl is Sunday which I was hoping thinking wasn't due for another few weeks (and is unfortunately invading Arlington (or Dallas if you live anywhere outside of Dallas/Fort Worth. Stupid Dallas.) this weekend) I found myself doing this:

THE GREATEST COUPLE THAT SHOULD HAVE HAPPENED:

Freddie Mercury

From here


David Bowie

Because I think this picture is ridiculously sexy. From here



TOGETHER. From here.


Reason #1: Under Pressure

Reason #2: Damn sexy (I think it shows maturity that this is second haha)
 
 
♬: Queen - Hot Space (album)
I am here: kitchen
I am: weirdweird