
Have you seen the HBO1 docuseries The Dark Wizard about renowned (notorious?) adventure athlete Dean Potter2? I finished it last week, and I can’t stop thinking about how clearly it captures a line we walk between the pursuit of a deep, almost spiritual knowledge of ourselves and the strong human desire to be exceptional.
Which is maybe a strange way to announce that I’ve set a goal to do 100,000 feet of climbing on the bike this year. Stay with me.
The series dropped at a time when I’d already been thinking a lot about elevation. On a mountain bike, we climb toward heights and viewpoints that often put us in touch with the sublime. And we work hard to get there—I often complain about how Utah’s trails offer no warm-up and instead shock us immediately into a vertical suffering. Add technical terrain, and pretty quickly we’re wrestling with corners of ourselves we’d rather not visit. The climb breaks us down to build us up, and the rewards are real and great.
And this was the initial impulse behind setting an elevation goal this year. I’m a fan of goals, and anyone who has listened to even a couple episodes of The Art of Mountain Biking has heard me talk about goals as an invitation into a process. At 42, and with kids at a very extracurricular age, speed and distance don’t hold the appeal they once did. But elevation? That feels like something I can do, and it weighs tougher rides more heavily than leisurely ones. But they all count, even those kid-friendly rides with my girls.
But it would be naive to omit the fact that playing with an elevation goal, and thus an elevation metaphor, feels like a tightrope walk. On one side: awe, presence, discipline, the desire to know ourselves and the world more deeply. On the other: ego, comparison, performance, and the desire to be exceptional. And depending on the day, the same practice can pull us (me) in either direction.
Which brings me back to The Dark Wizard. I don’t mean to compare my very normal mountain biking goal to free soloing or BASE jumping or creating my own adventure sport (FreeBASE)—I am not confused about the difference in scale here. But what stayed with me from The Dark Wizard was how the pursuit of aliveness can live so close to the pursuit of significance. How quickly a practice can become an identity. How easily awe can be turned into achievement.
So I’m both intrigued by the metaphor and suspicious of it. One of my favorite books, a human geography book called Space and Place by Yi-Fu Tuan, offers an in-depth discussion of how the notion of elevation is embedded deep in the human psyche.
“’High’ and ‘low,’ the two poles of the vertical axis, are strongly charged words in most languages. Whatever is superior or excellent is elevated, associated with a sense of physical height. Indeed, ‘superior’ is derived from a Latin word meaning ‘higher.’ ‘Excel’ (celsus) is another Latin word for ‘high.’ The Sanskrit brahman is derived from a term meaning ‘height.’ ‘Degree,’ in its literal sense, is a step by which one moves up and down in space. Social status is designated ‘high’ or ‘low’ rather than ‘great’ or ‘small.’ God dwells in heaven... Edwyn Bevan wrote: ‘The idea which regards the sky as the abode of the Supreme Being, or as identical with him, is as universal among mankind as any religious belief can be.’”
He goes onto list how this plays out in architecture (important buildings are often placed on platforms, and upper floors carry prestige and desirability ) and the general worldviews of entire societies. People have a tendency to place themselves above others, superior and closer to god(s).
And yet, elevation also offers perspective—so much so that there’s a name for it. “The Overview Effect” is the name for what many astronauts have described as a shift in perspective upon viewing Earth from space. Many astronauts have reported feeling an increased sense of awe and beauty and a greater sense of connection when viewing Earth as a whole, living system. They also report a shift (for the better) in their sense of self and values. In this context, the perspective that comes with height is something hard-earned and transformative.
Maybe that’s the tension I’m actually interested in: elevation not as dominance, but as perspective.
I suspect that following an elevation goal this year will surface all kinds of paradoxes and fine lines. And a goal that surfaces both suspicion and sense of promise feels like an opportunity for a good wrestle. So, here I am.
My goal is simple: climb 100,000 feet of elevation on the bike in 2026.
I’m taking my Strava data at its word and am basing my starting elevation on that— everything I’ve done so far counts. I’ve already hit a cruising altitude of over 10,000 ft (10,037 to be exact), and I have no idea how difficult or easy this will be. All I know is that it’ll get me outside pursuing the heights, and it’ll get me paying attention, again, to the life lessons I meet on the trail.
Anyone want to join me? Pick your own number, borrow mine, or choose a different kind of goal entirely. I’d love to hear what you’re pursuing this year … and, of course, what it’s teaching you.
Cheers,
Danielle
P.S. I miss this community, so even if you’re not pursuing a goal, please say hi in the comments!
We don’t have to keep trying to call it Max anymore, do we?
I can’t exactly say that I recommend it—it was one of those shows that was complicated and provoked a bunch of internal questions, and at times it was a difficult watch. That said, I did like it.





